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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|02 Apr 2003||staciey, aka sai||im not 13, im almost 15 now tho it all started when i was 12. once i reached 14, that was when i really wanted to commit suicide and here i am... just 5 mins after my 3rd try. i want it to succeed right now. why is it so hard to just end my life? this time i want it to work. the fucked up bitch, what u said was almost my life as well, except ive got anthropophobia (fear of people), that was one of my triggers of wanting to die. i couldn't talk to any one; i was so afraid of them. i dont know why... it must have been a sickness i developed at an early age. this caused me to get no help whatsoever. i couldnt talk to anyone. and yet the person i loved most (my mother) made we worse and worse each day, because what i felt 4 her was not the same she had 4 me. she gave me no attention at all - zip, zero. and the thing that hurts the most is that she does it out of ignorance... she doesnt even know that shes doing it. this makes me so mad, and it makes me want to pay her back by making her feel quilty and regretful once she finds out that she caused my death. living with my dad helped me a little to gain my self esteem but after a while, my dad will go insane and say things like him wishing i was never born. god, i want to die so bad. here i am... surfing the web 4 the quickest and most pain free way to kill myself and i come upon this web site who specializes in suicidal advice. at first i thought my chances of finding a site like this would be slim. it would be ppl who were telling u the total opposite... commiting suicide is a wrong thing to do. FUCK THEM. dont they know how i feel? they have no idea what kind of hell im living through. sometimes its too late 4 help. and thats the truth. either way they are going to die. so whats the point of saving them this time and them dying the next? my depression is at a point of total destruction. its not my fault i was not loved, sometimes these things happen because the ppl who raised u were not healthy parents. ive tried everything i could. and nothing works. i know that this is the only way 4 me... to die. so give men some advice on the best and most painful way to kill oneself. i dont want to die slowly from a broken heart. right now, at the pit of my stomach and right where my heart is is something heavy weighing it down. it hurts so bad that its hard to breathe. i dont want to feel this pain any longer. my email is firstname.lastname@example.org. i'll be needing all of your peeoples advice on this. and make please sure that it actually works... thnx|
|28 Mar 2003||iza||what can a gal do, when she doesn't want to live anymore and doesn't want to hurt her family by comitting a suicide?
i know that my mother would blame herself if i'd kill myself and she would be even worse than she is now.
but what if i make it look like an accident? i just wish that someone would kill me, so i wouldn't have to make that decision. and i'm afraid, but i just can't live this life anymore because i'm freakin out day by day. why the hell do i have to have such bad luck????????????
god please help me get out of this black hole that i'm in!!!!
sorry u had to read this. it probably didn't help anyway
i m so annoying right now i am really really horrible.
crt rada te mam
|24 Mar 2003||Robo||I'm 16 years old and I wanna commit suicide. I just wrote my exams and i really fucked them up badly. i don't think that i deserve to live with these kind of studies. My parents are cool and my friends are too. But i hate my life. I look ugly. If only i had cyanide. that would be the best. I wanna have a painless suicide. Help Me.|
|21 Mar 2003||ash||hi my name is ashley i just moved from a place where i knew everyone since kindergarten i was popular life was great my friends were genuine... now im living here and don't get me wrong i have a lot of friends and i still live that popular life... but friends aren't genuine. no one cares all my best friend cares about is herself... u do good stuff to ppl and u get shit on.... i crashed my car recently and it's taken a month to get fixed i finally got it back and my mom won't let me drive it... and my friends get pissed cuz they are like my taxi service... my dad wants nothing to do with me... he only likes my brother who is now living with him back home... my step dad used to smoke weed in the house and physically abuse the familty finally they got a divorce after 10 years of hell... it just makes me feel like my mom picked him over me the whole time they were together. now she is with a 54 year old... old man and is gone constantly and today my best friend didn't pick me up for skewl cuz she's sick of driving me everywhere when i have my own car... and i called my mom and told her i have no way of getting to skewl she was gunna call my friend's mom and ask why but i told her not to... she did it anyway behind my back and now i look like a dumbass.... also i recently quit my job at hooters cuz i'd rather do drugs and get drunk... i tried to find another job... i got an interview at a telemarketing place but didn't attend it cuz i have no car and now my mom just found out about my 2 speeding tickets i've been hiding from here... i recently experienced with a new drug and i crave it now i've only done it once but i want it so bad.... well i guess this is why i wanna die.... i wanna go easily though i really wanna just overdose... will taking like anything like ibuprofen like the whole bottle of it work?...will it hurt? or will i just like fall asleep and die...|
|20 Mar 2003||Sophia Tedman||I don't think age really matters. The idea is to end it all. I am afraid of being in pain or missing, but luckily i live near a river, and in winter it gets really cold : I am hesitating between :
1- buying some kind of anestaetic, taking it and sleeping outside when it has snowed (I read that in a book somewhere)
or 2-jumping in the river during winter with a stone tied to my feet and passing out with a wad of chloroform. I am so deseparate, that if by my 18th birthday, my life has not changed for the better, I will kill myself. The only thing that keeps me hanging on is my parents, but I can't continue like this forever.
|18 Mar 2003||mit reject||i am going to be eighteen in two weeks, although i don't think i will make it there. ever since i wanted to become an engineer, i have had my heart set on MIT, in Cambridge, MA. now, i find out i am yet another reject. one who is not good enough to join their suicidal troup. je mourrai. je suis rien. c'est tout. this was my dream. now, that dream is shattered. i don't know what to think, what to feel, to cry or to ignore it. i am going to od on some diet pills. i can't even diet right, that's how much of a fuck up i am. je suis bete comme chou. oui, oui, oui. i don't deserve anything. hopefully, i'll have a heart attack, if not, i'll just throw myself in front of passing cars at lacrosse practice. bien idee. adieu, adieu, mes amis. bonne chance!|
|13 Mar 2003||blitz..||i want to kill myself... badly... i don't exist to anyone, and to myself, i don't exist...|
|13 Mar 2003||liss||how many aspirins do u need 2 take 2 REALLY kill urself? my estimation is about 50, can anyone back me up? and is it best 2 take them on an empty stomach? I've tried slitting my wrists many times but i can never make it work quite right :( Please help me out!|
|13 Mar 2003||Dana||I'm trying to kill myself and I would like some suggestions I've tried overdosing on pills and that didn't work so if someone can give me an idea that involves pills please let me know.
I don't have access to a gun and the thought of body parts all over the place scares me. so any ideas?
|11 Mar 2003||Fucked uP bel||I want to die. Tonight. I have already tried the OD thing nothing really happened... i want something better.. somethint to say FUCK YOU to the world. Good bye everyone.... tonight is the night.... i hope you all find your way.... see you in hell|
|09 Mar 2003||ash||ok im 15 and i wanna kill myself and i dont want it to hurt i want it to be real quick please help! what should i do? e-mail me please|
|01 Mar 2003||lydia||I have soluble asprin and paracetamol tablets, how many do i have to take before i die? has anyone taken these and narrowly survived, how does it feel? does it hurt? what happens if u dont take enough. I dont want to hurt my parents but there is nothing else to live 4. Only thing holding me back is the fact i dont want to screw their lives up. doubt anybody will find me for days-its sad.|
|16 Jan 2003||nagi kirima||maybe NONE will read this, but, i really need to suicide with an UNPAINFULL way, tell me what pills to buy or something..... please talk me in MSN...ok???, i really need to get out from this world, and remember to see BOGGIE POP PHANTOM anime!!!!|
|06 Jan 2003||psycho bitch...... send a post on mouchette for me||I cant go on any longer. i feel like my fuckin brain is gonna blow!!!! This site is full of shit!!!! theres good post but the stuff u need to kill urself painlessly is for me unreachable.....What the fuck am i gonna do? but no one gives a shit, i dont even know why the fuck i'm typing. I'm just losin it, and i need to fuckin kill myself, there aint no other way out of this insanity!! Got arrested the other day for attempt murder...so its either jail or death. and i want death. i went crazy at this bitch, battered her and left her for dead. i just lost it with her, she nearly died but i should of got done 4 gbh, init? end of the day, it was her fault, she shouldnt of told me, that she was gonna lock me up in a nuthouse for the rest of my life. WELL maybe i do ned to be in a nuthouse but i dont wanna be. ALL i want is 2 die painlessly, is it much 2 fuckin ask?? No it isnt. then everybody will be able to live happily ever after without me around. and i will escape my fate which is to be locked up all my life, drowning in my tears and fuckin misery. SO CAN SOME one please tell me how the fuck i can die painlessly with something that IS assessable 4 most people...PLEASE>>>help me.......Oh by the way, i'm not 13, i'm 14.|
|29 Dec 2002||Vanessa||Could anyone please tell me what the fastest and least painful way to commit suicide is? like wat kinda pills would be the best and how could i get them? also.. how exactly do you self-induce vomiting?? like i know you're meant to stick your fingers down your throat or sumthin.. but it doesn't really work for me... please help me guyz...|
|29 Dec 2002||amber||i don't really think that age matters. if you're going to kill yourself the best way is to overdose on a perscription sleeping medicine, but if you can't ind any there are many more ways. too much cough syrup (robitussin extra strength cough and cold works best) can kill you but you have to drink like 2 bottles of it. Almost all inhalents like pledge or airfresheners will work. What u do is take a wash cloth or towel and fold it up, then put it over the nozzle of the inhalent then start breathing in the aerosol thru the towel. But just a quick note: make sure u are serious about what u are going to do. Think about everything, you may have something worth living for and you just don't see it. I recently tried to kill myself by slitting my wrists. My aunt and uncle found out and they bakeracted me or commited me to a hospital. While i was there i received tons of call from all sorts of family members who were worried about me. I never stopped to think about whether or not anybody else would be hurt by my actions. I'm still suicidal but i'm not sure how i want to go. I want it to be easy so that way if someone finds me it will just look like I'm sleeping. if any one has any ideas that would be helpful.|
|20 Dec 2002||help||holy shit i'm in deep troble. i fuck up in school, and in my family. help me, my e-mail is email@example.com. i just need someone to talk to.|
|19 Dec 2002||fucked up little bitch||I need some oppinions on what i'm gonna do. i have wanting 2 and trying 2 kill myself ( sumtimes 2 get attention and sumtimes 4 real) since i was 13. i have seen loads of psychatrists and they all say there aint nuthing wrong with me and that they cant help me! so now i'm nearly 18, and i'm just really fuckin miserable and i have decided to kill myself and make it work. The only thing that upsets me is my family, i know how hurt they would be. People say that people that commit suicide is selfish right? but the way i see it, its selfish of people 2 want people 2 live in the darkest place, HELL!! does anybody agree with me?? i mean its not that i havent tried 2 be normal and happy, i have. but it just doesnt work! i know the pain suicide can cause, many of my friends have done it. But i just cant go on any longer. i've really tried hangin on, trying and waiting 4 things 2 get better... but they just get WORSE!! what am i 2 do?? i really dont want 2 hurt my family cause i really do love them, but its ok 4 them, they have never felt the way i do, they are fucking happy with life and they just dont know how it fuckin feels. i really wish i could be like them. Loads of people must feel the way i do. Can u please give me some advice and tell me what the fuck i should do. Could u get back to me quite soon, heres my email: Angel4ever666@lycos.co.uk
Email me about what u think even if its to tell me that i'm a selfish fucked up little bitch. i can take it, i just wanna know what u think. THANKS>>>>
|01 Dec 2002||wonder||i know it's a lil off the subject but here i go anyway... i'm 16 years old.. and it's kind of cliche.. but i lost everything i ever thought was too fairytale like to happen to me... for the past 4 months.. i've been contemplating whether or not i should commit suicide or not... these past four months, i have endured all the necessary pain possible as a 16 year old chic.. and also having a broken heart... it's a stupid reason.. yes, i know.. but i've been so suicidal.. i act like i am fine and doing alright in front of other people but that's not me... i've tried so many times.. but whatever i do.. it never works.. i don't know what to do.. i don't know how to heal.. i feel like a completely different person.. my soul was taken away from me.. my innocence stolen... my heart broken... i'm planning to commit suicide on christmas eve...|
|28 Nov 2002||Skoad||I need help! Im a 16 year old male living in the suckass state of Georgia.. my life fucking blows ass! within the past year i have dropped outta school... been arrested.. then got back in school and got kicked out.. went to homeschool.. then quit.. then got busted with weed again! my fucking life is trash! im looking at 3-5years of jail for just fucking breaking and entering... and a few other things.. FUCK LIFE! i want to die! if you know any quick painless ways, please email me! i've tried slitting my wrists and the fucking shit doesn't work!|