What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|14 Feb 2020
||Hi! I'm 14 and for a while now I've been wanting to kill myself. Over the past couple years I've realized I'm a pretty useless person, I have no friends or family, I'm alone, cold, and sad. Everyday that Passes I feel like nothing's going right, there is no hope for me. I tried to kill myself with a bottle of pills ended up going to a mental hospital which to me was the safest place for me, when I was released I felt horrible. My goal in the end is too find a way I could die. I'm a toxic and controlling person. I truly believe death is the only thing lined up for me. Uhhh... that's all. Thanks
|06 Feb 2020
||I hate myself i want to died
|02 Feb 2020
||i wish the whole world would fucking end I hate this world everyone only cares about money even fucking therapist also the fucking police force kids to go school where they have to deal with peer pressure and depression
|20 Jan 2020
||subpar human being
||im a middle class average looking girl. im not bullied or anything and my parents are nice. i have pretty much anything i want. i just feel so ugly. i know that im not ugly, im average, but every time i see any pretty girl i just feel like complete shit. i really cant deal with it anymore. i dont want to be ugly and i dont want to be average i just want to be a pretty girl. when i dress up and wear makeup and look in the mirror i think im pretty sometimes but its all ruined when i see anyone prettier or when someone takes a picture of me and i look like a fucking idiot. and i dont care how much people say that beauty isnt everything because for me it is. i dont feel motivated in life so dressing nice and being pretty is important. everything about me is subpar. i have subpar hands(having nice hands is important to me for some reason) a subpar personality, a subpar body, and a subpar face. it hurts and theres nothing i can do about it. i just want to fucking kill myself. (;
|03 Jan 2020
||well anxiety is controlly every single move i make in my life which sickens me but i cannot do anything about it and i have no social life, friends, and also cant go to school bc of some bitch named anxiety. i live my days in my room completely addicted to my phone, talking to ppl online and constantly making my way around the fear of social/real life contact. I have no real life person to turn to, and sometimes i just want to not be that "one quiet teenager" i have no actual parents that care for me, and thats hard and its actually not stupid bc ive never been loved or mothered, and it tears me apart seeing other kids being spoiled to exceeded limits- sometimes i dont want to have a nonstop replay of what my jackass dad did to me bc a really dont care. but it happens anyway. i can say im literally messed tf up and not in a cool badass way, but in way that just makes you not wanna live anymore cause why? there are just some things i really need and wish "god" gave me like a mom, cause wtf am i supposed to do with my life. And dear ppl out there or anyone hurting themselves just know being depressed isnt gonna make anyone care any more, we live in a pretty fucked world but who cares. love yourself. Your beautiful,things WILL get better and yes you do fit in.
|18 Dec 2019
||HELLO my name Morg.o . I russian but bad speak inglish. i bise...l and i know you can help me....
|12 Dec 2019
||I don't know. There's a bunch of flu pills in my medicine cabinet though. It's recommended that you take only four before it's dangerous but I'm planning to take all twenty tonight. Wish me luck.
|26 Nov 2019
||lay in the dirt and let the earth re consume you
|21 Nov 2019
||well I am 13 and i just really want to die. sometimes everything gets too hard and i cut myself but thats not the best way. you take a bottle of pills and just do it thats whatb i did and i sadly got revived.
|20 Nov 2019
||I want to die i cant do this
|08 Nov 2019
||im dead inside already
|27 Oct 2019
||i want to fucking kill myself
||just then i felt like killing myself, i wanted to just stab myself in the side of the head. it sounds stupid as fuck but heres why. me, my brother and sister were in the pool at home and mum said she would take my sister somewhere, she was happy for me to come but ofcourse i had to get out of the pool and get ready to go. my mum said to me that shell wait for me to get ready. i went into the bathroom, went to the toilet, got dressed, then my dad came and knocked on the door and asked me, "did you want to go with them?", ofcourse i said yes because they said i could, "well too late theyve already left", i started balling my eyes out. the last time my mum said that she would wait for me she didnt, it happens every fucking time. if i died theyd have less to worry about and no one would even realise or care anyway. so, goodbye world, have a nice time without me !!
|20 Oct 2019
||i was so scared cause my friend told me to kill my self so i got all depressed and started to slit my face and heres my last thing to say i hate all you b*****
|14 Oct 2019
||i hate sounding like the centre of attention, but recently its gotten to the point where i cant do it anymore.
the reason why i cant is that i have multiple disablities, and my mom hates me for that. we had a massive argument the other day because of the smallest thing. it got so bad that she told me that she wished i was dead and that i wasnt a good child. i told her she should have kept her legs closed then.. if im not the best of kids around and i get that dealing with me is hard but when stuff like this happens she doesnt consider my feelings at all. i always aplogise after because i dont know what i would do if my mom killed herself or left me... i tried cutting my wrists but had a seizure. i tried hanging myself but couldnt tie the rope.i tried od on penaclin (which im allergic to) but nothing works. my friend told me to think carefully and come up with a diffrent solution other then death but i cant physically think of one. at school teachers constantly pull me up because of my scars then i tell them it was some sort of accident... i dont feel like i can trust anybody, i dont feel like they really understand me. it feels like they are thinking im just doing it for the attention... another reason i want to kms is that i like my friend. shes straight and im bi.. i havent told her and i wont tell her because i dont want to ruin our friendship. but someone knows and its killing me because they are constantly making me do things i dont want to do. they say if i dont then theyll tell her.. i dont know what to do and i despreatly need help.. i dont want to make my sister or my brother or my mom or friends upset or constantly think about me, but i cant keep living in a world that doesnt care about me or anything else... i-i dont want to seem like im the centre of attention because i hate being the centre of attention. i can barely talk to my family.. but it been going on for around 14 years now and im so lost..
|04 Oct 2019
||Im 16 and i just cant stop thinking about killing myself it will sometimes go away for a month or 2 but i allways come back to the thought of doing it and at this point it seems like it would affect no one
|09 Sep 2019
||Hi im Mallory im 13 I always wanted to kill myself ever since i was 11 because ive been given up hurt bullied my tempory family says wear this and that makes me wear stuff and its hard but I slit my writs with a knife or razor works really well and i have over dosed on achol and pills nothin happed ever
|12 Aug 2019
||I have suffered from depression for a few years. I recently saw something truly disgusting, on omegle. To think that I was so preocupied with right now, and myself, that I could have saved someone from abuse and greater suffering then I could dream of. Would I have been able to report or notify the fbi from an omegle conversation? I feel ashamed and disgusted with myself. I am trash, I am worse than nothing. Maybe someone else reported that sick fucker. Maybe she could be saved from further abuse. I can never be forgiven. I deserve hell and even worse. I deserve to rot and suffer.
|29 Jul 2019
||Im not 13 but hav a very ong sucidal story i tried killing myself multiple times when i was 13 and 15 obviously didn work ! Now i have my own kids n i still wish i had. The guts to kill myselfim ruining their lives im no good i feel... Im such a faliur n
|27 Jul 2019
||wtf i just found this guess time to tell my story. Hey its paige, im 13 middle school going to 8th grade. young,very young around 4 my parents divorced i moved in with my mom. it was hard having to choose and having seperated parents but yet we made it work. age 7ish my mom started dating a guy whos recently got out of jail. GREAT choice! am i right? well what does he start to do? abuse my mother infront of me. and verbally abuse me while verbally and physically abusing her. soon enough age 10ish i move in with my dad moved to a different county new school new friends my mom proved to my dad that the bf was gone. but it wasnt true. later on i wasnt allowed to see my mom again. which i was too young to understand. years passed on i started thinking more and more and getting into a depressed state but didnt share my expressions. age 12ish i started cutting myself. i fell inlove with this boy, aiden. man did i love him started dating in 6th grade. welp we were off and on. 13 years old here we are i started cutting more drinking smoking but recently i got help ive been in counseling/therapy since i was little but now i have a psychiatrist and a therapist. ive been diagnosed with depression social anxiety and ptsd only because my parents found pills and a knife in my room. months ago i was assaulted by... aiden and 3 of his friends. but before this one thing ive been sexually harassed by a guy at school. for months this went on. whole class knew. teacher overheard sent us to the counselor she didnt care my parents came out to the school they promised it would never happen again, it did. some reason i still have a little love for aiden i mean we dated for a year. well theres been times where i held a gun to my head tried to OD. ive literally been getting threats and being told to kms online from made up accounts. so yeah :( i live on.
|27 Jul 2019
||All my life I have felt like something other than a human being. My family tears me down without knowing it and I can't take it. Every day I think about committing suicide and how maybe then I'll catch a break even in hell. I'm 12 and I can say for sure that no matter all the good that's happened and may come suicide is the only option when you feel as pathetic as me. If you read this then please I don't want other people to hurt themselves I just want to hurt me