|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|14 May 2002||C-slim||This really is just not what I was looking for. I myself am very depressed and was looking for support from anyone. My parents have now disowned me for failing school, my girlfriend dumped once she knew I am going nowhere. I really need some support and this site just makes me sad. I wish that you would discontinue this site. I am a mentally sick person but I can overcome my problems, some though cannot. If someone who is unstable were to come to this sight he/she would surely feel even more down as I do now. Thank you|
|14 Apr 2002||marianne becker||seriously, after sending some stupid messages, I've been put in institutions ever since 6th grade, my first suicide attempt. I don't know why I want to die so bad, but I always have, I don't give up easily. I am 21 years old. I have a 5 year old son, who I barely take care of, I guess I'm not aloud to. I have tried to kill myself over 20 times, the hospitals are sick of hearing from me, my boyfriend as well. I don't have anyone. Nobody can feel this. I work, I go to college. People see scars all over my wrists, but I smile so fucking much, that they see past them. I get hit on at least twice a day, god knows what they'd say if they saw me without makeup. I hate everyone, I think this whole world is a fucking movie, and it deserves no stars. I left for a while, I had my break between 4Winds, The N.Y. Presbyterian, then living at the salvation army. I went back out to the real world like a bat out of hell, and I'm succeeding. I'm getting great grades, lots of "male options", people at my job love me............. so fucking what? I want to die so bad it hurts. I feel like if I don't get rid of myself now, I might start hurting other people. But in the end this all means nothing, even though I'm crying right now, and feel like someone may finally hear me. That's all that gets you by, the hope. Nobody can hear you.... NOBODY!|
|13 Apr 2002||Im_doomed||I want to die... the reason is i've been left alone all my life, no one cares for me. don't give me no shit about god loving me because he does not exist because i can't feel any love..... The way I plan to kill myself with 10 pain killers plus 5 tylenol and 8 sleeping pills then go to sleep with a plastic bag over my head with almost no air and die. i'm sure it will work. does anyone know if it won't? if not i'm doin it...... i'm 13 and ready to die|
|09 Apr 2002||demonic angel||Hi i really need some help here. I've attempted suicide so many times I've lost count, my life is really messed right now too. Most people think i'm a loser and treat me like shit, my own mom even made fun of me, life is getting a little better but i still feel like shit, last year i was really fat, my mom called me a 500 pound freak. MY MOM!!! and my dad? well i don't know him so i cant really say anything about him except the fact that he beated the shit out of my mom while she was pregnant with me! He sliced her with a beer bottle and left here for dead. unfortunately she didn't die and i wouldn't experience all the tortures of life. I haven't seen my father all throughout my life and i'm not allowed to see my mom because of childrens aid, i live with a mentally insane grandfather who treats me like i'm 2 years old, and an over pretective grandmother who's lost control of my grandfather. I am not sure what i'm going to do right now. i don't think things will get better for me....|
|08 Apr 2002||LIFE=SHIT||hi there i'm 15 and i have already attempted suicide last january with sleeping pills but i was found out and saved. I wish i could get my hands on more sleeping pills and this time i would do it right without anybody knowing or any other drugs which would make me just go to sleep permanently. So could somebody please help and give me some painless suggestions. And don't bullshit me with your sentence life gets better cos it doesn't. I've realised that after waiting 3 years after going through sexual abuse from my grand father. Well I took him to court and got nowhere the bastard got away with it. But life doesn't get better. I lost my virginity to a 57 year old man when i was only 12. I've lived with that for years and no i don't want to live any more so please give me suggestions.|
|23 Feb 2002||Earl Kim||im 15
i been through worse im still a little poor im doin bad at school have a lot of pressure from my parents and everyone. I dont have any friends I try to make some but there is no out there that are similar to me
Im not that socially gifted and i try hard to get friends but people are mean!!!!
QUOTE FROM SLIPKNOT - PEOPLE = SHIT
I GIVE UP I WANNA DIE KILL ME PLEASE I DONT WANT TO BE HURT AGAIN
I say COMMIT SUICIDE I hate my life i like a girl name Megan thats why im still alive but she is perfect and im not, I think of her as a Goddess or God and im like the Devil UGLY. if everything starts falling down ill commit suicide and ill post it when i die Please INSPIRE PEOPLE TO KILL THEMSELVES LET THEM GO OFF THERE PAIN
I WILL (THIS IS NO FUCKING JOKE)
|20 Feb 2002||total failure||hi. i'm a loser, a failure. terrible grades, won't graduate, overwhelming bills, no friends, nowhere to live now (getting evicted), no electricity (doesn't matter anyway cause I won't have anywhere to live), I owe my school too much money, I'm just a total failure. I love my mom, my niece and my two sisters, but I can't go on any longer. what can i do that is easy, fast and painless? I just want to dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!|
|14 Feb 2002||harry||i want to die.... grades and parents are too much pressure... what home drug that i can swallow will kill me and will not let me live such as: let me live with brain problems... i just want to die... i can't get my dad's guncase open... i want to die... can u help me.... tell me what kind of drug will kill me but cause no cardiovascular disorders.... I just want to die... that's all|
|09 Feb 2002||emily A.||i had a really good friend named ronnie, and since i was new at the school it was so nice to have a really good friend. we would have so much fun together. later, we started to hang out with a boy and all three of us had lots of fun together, i was so happy to have my two friends, it was so much easier. then they fell in love with each other, and when i hung out with them, all they did was make out and cuddle. i just kind of sat there, alone. i have been single and alone for so long, nobody loves me, so it made me feel jealous that they had each other to keep them from being depressed. so i would cry, and they got sick of me, and i tried to be happy, but they just got annoyed, so now i am alone again. i am crying again now. i just can't handle being alone anymore, i wish people liked me. but i've been at my new school for four months, and i'm alone more than ever. i am so sad, and i really believe i am cursed and good things just can't happen to me. i just have to be lonely for ever. so to end it now before i cost my dad more money, i am going to electrocute myself. i just will fill up my bathtub, then take a bath with my hair dryer. i just have nothing left. i can't do anything no matter how hard i try, wherever i go i am lonely, i'm easy to forget.|
|06 Feb 2002||Randall Flippin||I'm up in age but not too old. Life sucks now and nothing matters anymore. Please help me end this painlessly.|
|04 Feb 2002||jo hill||i think this is a great site. you are wonderful little fly. i love it. only close-minded assholes don't want to face up to reality- and suicide is really real, guys. swallow it. and i love lucy cortina's stories too. i've gotten some good info here, but not enough specifics, which makes sense because those who are sure of the details are gone. i'm not 13 or under, but like many here have spent most of my adult life depressed. i just turned 33, which incidentally was how old jesus was when he was crucified. if i could figure out how to pull that one off, that would be a peach. so for under 13's, i agree with the recent lad who suggested the car exhaust. as an adult, i have access to pharmaceuticals. one helpful guy suggested eating first, so as not to upset the stomach and puke it all up again. i think i may have also heard that you need to pace the intake, but i'm afraid i might pass out before i ingest a lethal dosage. so how fast can you really swallow lots of pills on a full stomach without wasting all your hard effort and puking them up? i'm talking pain and sleeping pills (vicodin, darvocet, ...) thanks to anyone who can provide some helpful info.|
|05 Dec 2001||Neil D'Souza||Hi
I need to kill myself. I just want to know whether when slice ur wrist, ure supposed to cut horizontally or vertically.
|04 Dec 2001||Failer_1981||I can't tell you that and if I knew I would find it hard to tell a 13 year old.
I've had enough myself the pain of letting my parents down all the time and loosing my friends 'cos of my unreliability is just too much. I've tried so hard to get on with life. I'm doing a degree but I am absent because I get this cripling depression and anxiety. My life is fucking damned. I know people have it a lot worse and maybe I'm just a wimp but I can't cope anymore - I've had enough.
The problem is my Gran committed suicide 3 years ago and I saw the devastation that it caused. But I'm causing more pain being here now.... I should have killed myself years ago. I'm 20 and am doomed to a life of failure after failure. Please someone tell me the best way I can do this without hurting my parents and brother more than I need to.
|02 Dec 2001||JBCX||Hi, i've been thinking about suicide on and off now for a number of years, my parents got divorced which hurt a lot, then i got bullied a shool, seemed like everyone did, i was left with very few friends after that. the ones i did have then are gone now. my life looked up when i got a girlfriend, last night she told me she doesn't ever want to be with me again, we had been going out for over two years and were engaged. this is it, the final thing that has told me for sure that this is something i HAVE to do!!!!!!!!!!! there's no way out, no hope of getting through it, none of that god loves you shit, we're all going to die, i'm just making sure its sooner then later. i don't want to live to see christmas, it would be hell! that's my deadline, three weeks to go, please help me do it, if you have any ideas how to do it painlessly let me know, that's the only thing that has stopped me in recent years, being scared of the pain. but this pain in my heart is too much now, i can't cope with these headaches from crying so much anymore! PLEASE HELP ME END IT!!!!!!!|
|14 Nov 2001||Tina||I was feeling very suicidal tonight and was searching for someone, anyone to talk to, to try and talk me out of it. I lost the love of my life to suicide 10 months ago and I'm trying so hard to keep going on, it's the most difficult thing I've ever tried to do. I'm so miserable.|
|05 Nov 2001||Jenna||Well, I am 14 and after several suicide attempts I fucking failed! I'm still looking for a way so any suggestions then e-mail me : Jenna_5ex@yahoo.co.uk. Thanx!! I have one thing that you could try is : Getting the most deadly toxic household products such as: Rat poison, bleach, oven cleaner etc etc! Put all them in a small bottle until it is full! Then put some of your newly made "drink" into some vodka shot glasses and you just see how many you can down before you drop down dead. I have tryed slitting my wrists 2 times (deeper next time) Hanging myself, overdose. I guess I'm the unlucky one! One day I will be going to hell to burn but in the meantime: happy dying you lucky fucks. I have been on depressants for two months and sleeping pills for 8 months every time I take my daily dose of pills I down it with vodka and brandy I tell you that you spend the rest of the day in pain and to be honest I can't be fucked with that pain so I might as well end this fucking life coz it is the FUCKING SHIT. Anyway I will stop blabbing on coz most people have already gone on to the next msg coz this is so boring! If you are still here then you are very brave or you really have suicidal feelings like me! Anyway goodbye. Keep it dead and i'll see you in hell. Love Jenna|
|04 Nov 2001||Gloria||I almost want to die but I feel like I can't. I'm 18 now, I've been addicted to heroin for a little over 2 years (and no, I don't live in the projects) and wish I could quit. I've tried to o.d. on it but all that happened (all 3 times) was I went out and woke up in the hospital. I'm sick of living like this!! I hate getting high, I hate the things I do to get drugs, I hate waking up sick every fucking day, my nose running, my legs twitching, my fucking eyeballs throbbing. It seriously has fucked up my entire life. I got kicked out of school, can't keep a job and have 2 warrants for my arrest plus 1 pending. I fucking hate my life. The worst part is when I wake up in the morning, because I open my eyes and think "shit, here it goes again". I feel so hopeless, I don't wanna be a junky but I can't stop! If anybody can help me please email me. I feel like the only way out is to kill myself but I don't wanna be dead. I just don't wanna live like this. I don't know who to talk to or where to go or what to do. Is there any hope or should I just kill myself?|
|03 Nov 2001||Brittni Jones||I have written on this site before. I'm Brittni. If anyone would be willing to talk to me and is a self-mutilator, I would appreciate it. I just want to find someone like me before I die. Thankyou.|
|24 Oct 2001||Jo||i can't get out. pain is my sanity. all i think about is death and that's all i want. i cut myself i like it and scares me. i haven't attempted anything yet, i'm too weak but that doesn't mean i won't. i don't cry, i dont grieve i seem normal. suicide seems a pleasant way out|
|23 Oct 2001||Consummate Cutter||For all you out there that are "so disgusted by this website" well FUCK YOU! You can maybe in a small way understand, but it doesn't go away, no pills or anything makes it go away, it will always be there. And besides, most of the time it isn't just the mind, it's the fucking bastards that jeer at us, and that we can not escape. WELL GUESS WHAT FUCKERS: YOU CAN'T CHANGE THE WORLD! I DON'T CARE WHAT THE FUCK YOU SAY. THERE WILL ALWAYS BE THOSE LOOKS, THOSE REMARKS, THOSE FUCKING CUNTS THAT ARE ONLY IN THIS WORLD TO GET UNDER YOUR SKIN AND RIP AT YOUR SOUL. So fuck you fuck you fuck you. Everybody has their own story, and you can't just step in and expect there to always be a way out, because most of the time there isn't. NO MATTER WHAT FUCKING HAPPENS THE FEELING IS THERE, AND THOSE PEOPLE ARE THERE. IT IS WHAT GOD HAS BURDENED US WITH SO THAT IN THE END, WHO EVER IS LEFT STANDING GETS THE REWARD. WELL SORRY TO DISAPPOINT YOU BUT WE'RE A LOT WEAKER THAN YOU COULD EVER COMPREHEND. SO JUST GET ON WITH YOUR PETITIONS AND CRUSADES, BUT YOU NEED TO GET THE FUCK OUT OF THE WAY. You can't change the world, you can't make them care, you just can't and leave us the fuck alone, just go away.|