Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.

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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?

Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
23 Jul 2008 chris Christ, do I have to be so obvious as to drill the answer into your skull? - Wait, I’ll be killing you and that will be putting you out of your misery… So here is my second attempt at an answer: DON’T COMMIT SUICIDE! Throwing your life away is some mamby – pamby, nuevo riche thing that most people think about, and for some reason or other they are still alive and thinking about it and not dead and not thinking about it or not reading this tripe! God, my great grandparents fled Alsace with nothing but the clothes on their backs in 1880 just so they wouldn’t get killed in the Franco-Prussian war, moved to America and worked 10 hours a day, six days a week to make a living. Did they think about how bad it was? Did they think of committing suicide? HELL NO!!!! They were too damn busy struggling to put food on the table to think of such crap. They had the balls to deal with lifeDo me a favor kid; find a hobby to occupy your time and forget this suicide shtick before you or someone really zap themselves.
17 Jul 2008   okay this is absolutely ridiculous. suicide is the most pathetic form of dealing with your problems. it solves nothing. for you christians out there who are saying heaven is better than this life, ill enlighten you on the rules of going to heaven. one is, if you commit suicide, free ticket to hell. there is nothing, barring extreme, and i mean extreme PHYSICAL pain, with no end possible. life is such a miracle, such a complex web of absolute chances that it does NOT deserve to be snuffed out because of some stupid event, like ur mom doesnt believe you about something stupid. it doesnt EVER deserve to be ended out by outside forces. life is not something you play with, its a "new toy". fuck all you guys, dont kill yourselves there is always a silver lining, and if u feel that ur life is in the dumps, then it cant get worse. it can only get better.
15 Jun 2008 eternal bliss whilst i was watching transporter two i said something. it has become a famous quote by me.

whats up with this guy and all these rules. have you seen my crow bar?...my back itches. and i swear that crow bar is the best back scratcher ever.

so anyway. back to that guy on the movie. he drives these flashy cars and wears these nice clothes and acts kinda cocky. and i was thinking these things do not please the lord jesus christ. you see god dosent care about what you have or what you can do. he just wants you to not sin. and most people do not want to turn from thier sins. you must turn to him first and be sincere about serving him and letting him rule your life. if you mock him he wont come to you. he is like this because he wont force himself upon you. its your choice. a lot of people have false ideals about god. that he came to make peace on earth. he came to bring a sword.
you have a problem. your life isnt working. turn to him with a sincere heart and he will help you. if your life is unlivable and you have no answers and you feel empty inside ask him, invite him into your life. that void you feel he will fill it with love.

if you turn to him and obey him he will help make your life livable.

just so you know i am not saying it is possible that you never sin again.
02 Jun 2008 ktnsara just dont fuckin do it u losers christians are well fuckin sick in fact all religion is fucked up!!!!!!!!!!
27 May 2008 revalation gorgie bushs purpose in life is almost over. you see god almighty ordained him to become ruler of the land to help bring true what the holy bible says about the antichrist coming to power. the whole one world government one money system. you see bush is a globalist for reasons of money. he may not even know god is using him to bring about the apocolypse.
even if you dont believe in god or the bible it is an interesting converstaion piece. how many years ago it was written and how the similarities are there that bush could be the precursor to the antichrist.
sooooooooooooo.......
next up... hilary clinton and is she the antichrist?

(just shoot me in the face)

i would also like to extend my probably worthless apology to the nonamerican world. isnt it ironic how im getting screwed by america but when this country is overpowered im still one of the bad guys and will probably get my head chopped off.

if you are an american now is a good time to consider wholeheartedly suicide. i mean if you are an american you have to look foward to tourture rape being killed. and then more tourture.


did you think the Holocaust was bad?
(ha)
17 May 2008 CHRIS My name is Chris im 21 i have been sick for a long time ive been to the doctor i dont have insurance i dont make much money so theres not much i can do rite now people think im crazy they think its my nervs sucide has cross my mind more than once but im a fighter im not looking for a easy way out of life nethier shuold anybody else just remeber this A HOPLESS DOG IS BETTER THAN A DEAD LOIN!!!!!!
13 Mar 2008 chris my name is chris ive had enough my girlfriend killed herself on 23/05/04 i cant cope anymore life was getting better then i just get kicked down again ive had enough i dont even want any help anymore i just want out life is shit
05 Mar 2008 Christiane peacefully&&properly
08 Jan 2008 X-ray cat if you want to kill your self hang out with people that talk like this....

like oh my god, for real,???
like so oh my god. n i was like whatever and she was like omg whatever.

then you will be like oh my god shoot me in the face.
my neigbor got a trampoline for christmas. shes one of those omg omg omg totally like whatever people.
ive decided to let her see me blow my brains out.
02 Dec 2007   its almost christmas time. that means lots of poor kids will wake up and be dissapointed. i know i will. suicide rate increases over the holidays. im preparing myself for the dissapointment. even though i cant think of a single reason to keep living before the holidays. my life really blows.
11 Nov 2007 Dan Garrett Live to a ripe old age serving the LORD Jesus Christ. This is the only and best way to die in perfect peace.
http:www.readytobefree.com
23 Oct 2007 Faye Grzanich I just thought you'd like to know Miriam killed herself...
I hope now you will take this site off the internet before someone else commits suicide too.
My heart goes out to the family of Miriam, as she was a wonderful young girl who had a whole lifetime ahead of her. She will be greatly missed by me and her family.

Please I beg you who are thinking of committing suicide to reach out to
God and his son Jesus Christ. Reach out to someone you can trust and get help while you can.

God doesn't want you to take your life.
He wants you to live life to the fullest.

I'll miss you Miriam.
with love,
from your friend Faye
08 Oct 2007 Lost, but now i'm Found i'm 13, and i've claimed to be a "christain" since i was 4. i've tried to comitte suicide 5 times, and i use to cut. nobody has ever trusted me or loved me (at least that's how i feel). this summer i met a preson who is now my best friend. he showed me back to the path of Christ, and i knew nobody cared about me, but as i read my bible and kept cutting and thinking about suicide, i realized that if nobody in this world loves me or trusts me ever, i know that one person will always be there for me and love me that person is GOD! i can claim i hate him, but deep down i know i love him, i can try to comitte suicide these days, and he'll still stop me, because he loves me and knows what's best for me. i can be a thieft, a murder, a rappiest, w/e, but no matter what i do, he'll never stop loving me. i have now stopped cutting, but i still think about comitting suicide, and i try to run away quite often. all this as led to, is my parents not trusting me. when i'm mad they wont let me go to my room, they make me sit out in the open, they wont let me have sharp things. what they dont' realize is that everything that i do have, i can still kill myself with it, if i wanted to i could kill myself with a piece of paper! my parents have never trusted me and this doesn't help one bit. there is only one person i know that loves and trusts me no matter what, that's God himself. i know if you are reading this or have made it this far, you are probably jsut reading it to find out what kind of crazy person i really am, but i'm telling the truth. you have to pull yourself together and move on or you'll never get over it, and one of these days you might actually kill yourself, when you could have another chance at life right now! BEFORE I WAS LOST, BUT NOW I'M FREEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!

plz don't kill yourself, it's ok to think about it, but plz don't go through with it! there are ppl who love you out there even if you don't know it, but GOD OF ALL loves you the most!

john 3:16 for god so loved the world that he sent his only begotten son, for whoever believes in him shall have enternal life...
05 Oct 2007 chris dont kill yerself rob a bank at least u can go and live yer dream
03 Oct 2007 Unknown. Okay so I believe in the Goddess and the God. (I'm wiccan).
I don't feel that my religion really affects the whole suicide thing.

I have a problem with some Christians. Not all. But I feel that a TRUE christian would not kill themselves. Christians see suicide as a sin.

But you know I don't care. If you wanna kill yourself do it, or talk to someone. Be that a preist (or someone from religion) or a counsellor.

Because just because you're a Christian (or other faith) it won't make your pain go away.

Just think about that.
18 Jul 2007 chris shot your self in the head
16 Jul 2007 Anonymous I am 43 and I want to die. I am a christian and I know that I will face Hell and that still doesn't deter me. I believe that Hell can be no worse than what I have been through on this planet. Some people don't undestand the deep,hollow,empty,tired,lonely and unending feeling of wanting to die due to the life you have to live. Some people have great lives,with rich parents who give them everything and they get to go to college and become whatever it is they want to be because their potential was not stunted by abuse. I was raped by my grandfather at 8 and my mother passed us kids around to relatives and then foster homes for a few years because she wanted to party. I kept running away form children's homes because I hated the abuse I got there. A judge ordered my mother to take care of me because she was financialy able. My dad split when she was pregnant with me. My mother kept me awake all night,drugged me with her psychotic meds and wrapped me in a blanket and told the doctors wierd stuff like masturbate in public. the locked me in the dungeon of horror from 10 to 13, then I went back to live with my mother again and she began to prostitute me out to old horny men. My brother was abusive beyone all comprehension and he joined in on the raping me. I still to this day do not speak to him. My mother forced me to marry a 27 yr. old man who raped and beat me for 3 years. I left him when my older sister died of a brain anneurism. It was the worst pain of all. Did I mention my mother used to lock me in closets and go away for days at a time when I was a kid? After my sister died at 19 and I was 17 I came home to find my x husband in bed with another man. Then I left him , and went to the city where my mom lived>still wanting her love, she then told me I was only worth my looks and when they were gone I wasn't worth anything. She told me to become a prostitute adn I did. I got busted when I was 19 and I tried to kill myself with an overdose of xanax, flexiril, valium, weed and jack daniels whiskey. I made the mistake of calling a my best friend to tell her that a key to my condo was under the mat and I passed out on the phone in my hotel room. She called the police and they came and busted the door in, found me naked and all the drug bottles and the weed, charging me with posession.I ended up in the hospital, getting my stomach pumped and then sent to another mental hospital in shackles. I still had to go to court and face everyone and I was so embarrased. I went through two terrible marriages that were violently abusive and several boyfriends that cheated and lied and broke my heart. I tried lesbainism and that sucked, the girl was bipolar and tried to kill me. Although I did end up being semi successful as a nurse and hospital administrator, I had a nervous breakdown at the age of 38 and could no longer work and now I am on social secrurity, grieving the loss of my family (I gave up on them ever loving me) and I now live off near nothing a month, I cry at the drop of a hat and feel sad and lonely every day. My boyfriend is 29 and he was molested when he was young so he is emotionally unavailable as he stays on video games and the computer all the time. I am tired of being lonely. I am tired of being hurt. I am tired of not being noticed and trying to compete with video games and the computer all the time. Today I told him I wanted to kill myself except I have a cat to care for. He went wild, yelling and slamming doors and said he couldn't believe I was just living for my cat and not him. I will end this by saying that life is hard, at best. People will always dissapoint you and if I knew a way to kill myself easily, quickly and painlessly I would do it today. I found this site today because I was looking for a way. Life will always suck. Look at what they did to Jesus! He never hurt anyone or anything and they just hung him on the cross with nine inch nails. Again, I am a 43 yr. old woman and I have wanted to die since I can remember. I am just too much of a woosie to do it again. but...I am getting closer to doing it, my cat is 19 yrs old. I'm waiting. Good luck , I don't know if this will help or not. I do understand what is like to want to die and to feel so tired of life you don't want life anymore.
04 Jul 2007 Jason I'm actually older but please listen, and in the next half an hour I will be dead, I'm going to lock myself in the bathroom with a knife. I'm not sure what it is I'm going to do with this knife yet but I know it will end my life. I love my wife shannon and my baby boy ethan very much, but I've let them down, bad. My wife almost killed me tonight, she doesn't believe it, but I know I was close. If she wouldn't have stopped choking me when she did it would've only been a matter of seconds. I'm not afraid anymore, I know I'm going to hell. I deserve to live with this torment for eternity. They deserve better though, and with me out of the way maybe shannon can find a that perfect life she was telling me her choice to stay with me deprived her of. Maybe then my caged bird can be free, to show the world all her beautiful colors. I am scum. SCUM. I did exactrly what I promised myself, no what I promised her... that I wouldn't do. I caged her. And now I'm releasing her... of her vows, of her commitment. I ask forgiveness from god who I've until recently given up on. Good-bye world... and Ethan. Grow up strong, son. Daddy loves you, more than I could ever love anything. So I'm giving my life to give you a shot at a better one... with your mamma. Be strong son, and be happy.
28 Jun 2007 E I write poetry, just wanted to put some on here.



ME FOR BEING ME

Sticks and stones
may break my bones
but words will never
hurt me.

I know
I know what they have been
saying
about me.

She tells him
everything
about me
yet nothing about me.

He hears about my fire
my atheism
but he doesn't know
about my care.

He does
not know
about my kindness
my friendship and truth.

All they do is talk
about me
say I'm the
"daughter of Satan."

They say I'm possessed
I'm hell-sent
I'm the antichrist
I'm wrong.

She says he was trying to
help me
I don't need help
I am me.

I am me
I am proud
I am who I am
I am not letting them change me.

I am an atheist
I am a pyro
I am a Marilyn Manson fan
I am speaking words.

I speak words
I speak the truth
they spread lies
lies can kill.

If he really is
as insane as I think
lies can kill
they can kill me.

Me for being me
me for being the
me I want to be
me for being me.

I will die a martyr
I will die myself
I will die against him
I will die in truth.

Sticks and stones
may break my bones
and words will always
prove me strong.



MY HAPPY POEM

Many days I am so down
Yet here is my poem to bring me back up.

Hola! Shout to the world how much you care
About your friends, your life, you matter to
People all around you and they would be sad if you
Passed on into death.
Yell out defiance to sadness!

Pain is but a moment in life
Open your heart to your dreams abroad.
Empty your heart of hurt from those who
Mock you, all that matters is that you believe in yourself.

Someday you will find that
Hate is only relative
Enclosed in those who are insecure
Dreams will be fulfilled if you
Stay true to your song.

Love will fill you to the brim
It carries you away from the loneliness.
Greet it openly each day!
Hold it in your embrace!
Tell it how much it means!

Ignorance will not capture you
Never will it fill you.

Take the life you deserve
Happiness will come to you
Eventually, just hold on tight!

Dare to be different
Atheism, Marilyn Manson fan, poet, and goth
Relive each moment with a memory
Kindle fire with a fresh spark!




ALL THE CARE IN THE WORLD KILLS

No one
ever takes the time
to know him
thats why they are doing this.

I care so much
about him
if only they saw him through
my sparkling teary eyes.

They think he needs
these meds
just because he's different
unique, if you will.

He isn't disabled
he is just depressed
but in a world with them
who wouldn't be?

They want to kill
stab, decapitate, and shrink
his individuality
by turning him into one of them.

Just because he can
think, by himself
doesn't mean
he is wrong.

It is quite the contrary.
They are wrong
about him and about it all
and they don't care.

Now he's hurting
more than before
more than what they wanted to 'fix'
they are hurting him more.

If only they all
knew him as well
as I do, then
then they would care, no.

Then they would want to kill him
even more because he is
unique and in their bloody lusting eyes
he is an abomination, alas, he is not.
02 Jun 2007 The Bitter End Chris - Yes, she is. Congratulations.

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