Date	Name/email Nom/email	What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
26 Jun 2003	the gay punk	will, no... look at me in the eye... oh shit you can't do that... you are NOT scum. people aren't divided in such a way. people aren't divided at all. that goes out to all of you... pls do not commit suicide for the fact that your parents or some hot blonde big titted chick or in my case blonde hunk has rejected you and put you down at a constant rate. shit i am talking like a mother. i KNOW HOW YOU ALL FEEL. i took a knike out of the kitchen and thought about it before my mom walked in. there's too great of a chance that we will die if we choose to kill ourselves. fuck. think about this will, what if tomorrow it gets better. if it doesn't epp hoping anyways. ok, dear
26 Jun 2003	just a girl	actually, you know what will, screw it, screw the fucking world and screw everyone in it, cos they dont give a fucking shit about me anymore and i cant fucking play this sick game anymore.. what is the point? there is none.. we are all just checkers on one big chess board, with god and the devil being the players.. making all the moves.. well screw their rules.. cos i dont fucking want to play anymore.
25 Jun 2003	phil	pierre, good on you if u end up dead, im jealous. i wish i had the courage to go through with suicide. but no, i have to live in pain for many reasons. *sob sob*
25 Jun 2003	Zique	Well, my only five friends commit suicide last month, I think I missed the train or something. But now I am all alone! I am 13 years old, with no friends, no life, other than a shitty one. I am ugly, overweight, but I know I am destined to do great things. For you see, I am hundreds of years advanced in science in my room. I have harnessed pure energy in no physical form. I have an invention that can pull calcite right out of the ground through a mixture of magnentation and chemical attractants. I have a cup of pure calcite in liquid form, sitting in my room. So I know I could change the world. But I want to kill myself. Why? Oh, no good reason. Life is meaningless to me. I tell people over and over again the answer to their problems but they do not care. I actually do have a small problem other than that, I am fat and unpopular. Most of you don't care about my problem probably. GROW UP! I have had tons of people say to me. Go on and forget it, it will al l be over soon. There are a few particular people I want to kill at my school, and I almost did. I brought a combat knife to school, and was going to kill them, but seemed to forget. So if you can convince me not to, I am putting a large noose around my neck to hang from the pole in my closet, with long sharp rods shot through close together so that when I do jump off from the nice height, the rods go crisscross across my neck enough for a botched beheading at least, or massive blood flow. "Estimated Pain?: Massive Fire brurning in neck for three whole seconds."
25 Jun 2003	MR GRIM	Climb the biggest building you can find and take a nosedive off it and if you don't die on the way down you will die on the impact!!
25 Jun 2003	Mac	Depends on why you want to kill yourself.
24 Jun 2003	leanne	hey all.i woz listening 2 this the other nite,thought it applies 2 us in sum form.u may not agree. ALBUM;'The Cardigans' 'Grand Turismo' TRACK;'Paralyzed'. this is where your sanity gives in/and love begins. never lose your grip/dont trip/dont fall/you'll lose it all the sweetest way to die it lies deep inside/you can not hide/it's the meanest fire oh it's a strange desire/you can not lie/that's a needless fight this is where your sanity gives in/and love begins never lose your grip/dont trip/dont fall/you'll lose it all the sweetest way to die when your blood runs dry/you're paralyzed/it will eat your mind did you hold it back/it comes to you in slow attacks/it's the meanest fire. XxX
24 Jun 2003	just a girl	hmmm i do wonder why i read such comments as "just a girl, it seriously worries me wen u stay quiet 4 this long".. when my place here has quite obviously been pushed aside, taken over.. and thrown over the edge... how i wish that next time someone wishes to push me aside and throw me over the edge that i am standing on the surface of non-the-less, my beautiful friend.. the bridge.. less effort, greater outcome.
23 Jun 2003	tom	hey guys, im a 16 year old guy from england. im so depressed, i have been for a few years, and a couple months ago, i took an overdose. a big f*cking overdose. but u know what?it didn't kill me. i'll tel u what it did do: it made me choke on my own sick, hallucinate, convulse, spasm-to the point where three of my fingers snapped- and made me go yellow for a month after. all i can say is, please don't kill urself thru pill overdose. it's not a nice way to go. i really want to die, and i've come to the conclusion that the best way is to take a coule sleeping pills to knock u out, but just before u fall asleep, tie a plastic bag round ur head so u suffocate, in peace.
23 Jun 2003	Me (former suicidal teenager)	Forget yourself to live for the other ones. That is the best way to kill yourself.
22 Jun 2003	VeryTired	I'm 32 and have learned enough about life. I've learned that most people are not good and lie with every breath. And the worst part is that they don't even realize it. The fact is that the more deluded a person is the easier it is for them to cope with reality. And why is that?... easy, because true reality sucks ass. No wonder religion and drugs are so popular. They are survival tools. But survive for what? Survive so that some other women (or guys if that's your thing) can rip your heart out by telling you what you want to hear. Words, words, words, but no meaning behind them. Most people do not mean what they say, but I do. I'm too good for this place. I always try to do the right thing, to always tell the truth, to be kind to everyone. And what does it get me but the worst pain I've ever experienced from the one person I love beyond all others. I still love her when I should really hate her. But I can't. Now isn't that ironic? If only I could be like most people and keep some for myself, but no, I gave her all I had and now there's nothing left for anything else. There is no joy. There is only "going through the motions", and acting like everyting is ok, when really all I want is peace. To stop thinking for just a little while. And if that means saying goodbye to this pathetic existence, then so be it. I only fear one thing. I can only pray that there isn't any reincarnation. I don't ever want to come back to this place ever again. Game over. End program. Remember that when you try to kill yourself, I suggest using a prescription drug. Mix it with a lot of Tylenol, or alchohol. And remember to crush the drugs and maybe mix them into a drink. Crushed drugs will enter the bloodstream much quicker. Good luck and hope I don't see anything on the other side. I'm not saying you should kill yourself, maybe you will have better luck than me. I wish you guys/gals the best. Or at least better than me.
22 Jun 2003	will	lol at the resource room lucy. i can just imagine it.....
21 Jun 2003	Infofind	The best way to kill yourself when you're under 13 is to die to the flesh, be reborn if you will, and become a new creature. Read Romans in the bible and you will understand that though you die, you gain life eternal.
21 Jun 2003	molli	okay I am almost in tears I found out today when I came back to the site that ppl do care and listen... also it is nice to know that I have ppl that also feel the same pain as me well it isn't nice that ppl have to feel pain but they know they understand and I am not alone in a world which I thought was my own.... and Just a girl-I would love to try out that site u were talking about... sorry everyone but I have to get going and I want to let u know that I have about 8 friends that go to my school who have similar things in their lives they also have helped me along with me helping then I am always here and hopefully one day I might be able to be of some help to someone but I love u all and thanx for everything... my computer is getting repaired this weekend so therefore I will not be on the computer for a few days but please everyone take care- LOVE- Molli
20 Jun 2003	just a girl	oh and molli... its bulimia and anorexia.. i know this.. i have anorexia.. if you are still struggling with these ed's.. you could join the other forum i write into.. lots and lots of chiks with ed's all there giving each other support etc.. its really good :) let me know..
20 Jun 2003	just a girl - in therapy mode	oh dear.. now i really dont know what to do.. so so much saddness and im just so lost for words.. leanne, that touches me that you find my pathetic-excuse-for-a-life stories a reason to stay alive.. but you have no idea how much pressure that puts on me.. im scared of my own mind and what i do to myself, let alone having someone else's life in my hands.. i will be here.. and always up for words and listening to yours.. but please please you must find other reasons to stay alive.. there are many out there, no matter how bad things get.. and they can be as simple as waiting to find out what happens next on "the bold and the oh so beautiful" episodes.. (believe me, simple reasons pass time.. and as time passes, you get closer to the day things might be better, and the day your life might start again) but if my stories die down.. please dont let yourself die down too :) molli.. your story was very sad.. indeed as it sounds you have had a very hard hard life.. as have most people.. but as you said your only 14, and perhaps you have had all the bad your eva gonna get in your life already.. and the rest of your years could be all the happy ones you deserve.. keep going.. please :) ay! naomi! good to see your still up and fighting (to die that is!) but still good to see ya round... hmm i must agree with the first comment u eva made to me.. yes indeed.. u are much much crazier than me!!!! and you must be bloody tired! oh will! help me out here! all these people! all this help needed! i cant do it alone! i need help myself! what to do.. oh what to do.. well enough counselling for one night.. time for a bath.. a little tomato soup too perhaps :)
20 Jun 2003	Molli	sorry, first time I sent something I probably sounded like bitch, but I have seen so many ppl try to kill themselves and my best friend did when she was five and I also tried to commit suicide more then once... I do not know which way is the best but I know the last couple of ppl I have known have hung themselves and others have tried pills but that is a slow death and well u fall asleep right before u think u r going to die but most of the time u end u in a hospital looking at yur mom or dad..... so don't do that unless u want a chance of still maybe living and get that second chance to live but please suicide is a very touchy thing and lots of ppl do it.. it hurts many ppl and if not taken seriously or with care can be dangerous to a lot of ppl and not just u so I just hope everyone understands how serious this is.....
20 Jun 2003	will	awww, just a girl. i would love you in the real world. i may be gay, but that doesn't stop me loving people. what i do miss is being hugged. haven't been hugged for a long time. i believe lucy's computer is having probs! ummm, better be off...........
20 Jun 2003	naomi mikamura (note to just a girl...everything i say is now di	dear ...uuhhh ...ill get back to u on that one... anyway... i did my... 8th suicide attempt about 13 days ago... and do u wanna know a secret...? IT FAILED!!!... AGAIN!!!!! i mean what am i? oblivious to fucking physical damage or something...?! ... ~deep breath~ ... "1... 2... 3... 4... 5... 6... 7... 8... 9......... why the fucking hell cant i die?!?!?! ...~another deep breath~... (to avoid losing my temper... actually... it should me my head that is lost...) ---MY SUICIDE ATTEMPTS...A~H~E~M--- 1. i slit my wrists... pain level: 4 2. i drunk so toxic liquid... pain level: blacked out 3. i stabbed myself along the torso... pain level:11 4. (u aint gonna believe dis one... but i was desperate) i shoved a knife up my ass... pain level:12 5. (i got this one from this site #21) i induced vomiting which lasted about 18 minutes... (at the 11 minute point my i started vomiting blood...) then i blacked out... and indeed went into a coma which lasted at least 23 days or so... when i woke up i immediatly looked around and said "..... what the hell... ACK! aww... im still breathing... i was sure that would work..." pain level:23 6. i went to this ski resort and pretended to go snow boarding... then i purposely got COMPLETLY lost (at this point... i knew there was no turning back...) it was cold... very cold... perfect... i got COMPLETELY naked and laid down in the snow... cold... so very cold... i started getting tired... so i said hey... mabye ill wake up in hell... then blacked out... i dont remember much after that.. .but they found me... unfortunatly... pain level: 44 "OUCH!" 7. (i dont know what came over me...but i got naked for this one...) i got naked and took a skinny yet sharp knife whose blade was about 3.5 inches long... and shoved about 3 inches of that up my belly button... and yeah... there was alot of blood... pain level:27 and last but not least 8. i simply beat myself up untill i bleed from my nose, mouth, and vagina (dont ask me how that happened...?) pain level:30 ....and well those are my 8 attempts... my question is why am i here typing this...? i should be dead!!! damnit... anyway i just wanted to... now i remember who this was too!!! its to "just a girl" and this "lucy"!!!!!!!! wish me luck on my attempts ok? 6 Jun 2003 Emily People don't understand that this isn't something people can just get rid of. It takes a lot of will power just to talk to someone. I'm glad this site is up- it helps people vent and listen. It's delayed my plans by at least a few days. Thank you Mouchette.
20 Jun 2003	Emily	You know what always makes me feel better, no matter how bad I feel? www.homestarrunner.com It's a Godsend.

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