Date	Name/email Nom/email	What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
19 Jun 2003	Short and sweet	become an arsonist
19 Jun 2003	gisselle	well i am 17 years old liked by many but i dont like myself i mean most people would never think that i would "commit suicide" because i dont get made fun of and i have a lot of friends but i dont like my life i dont like things i've done i've hurt my parents in soooo many ways and i am sooo depressed i just found out i am repeating the 9th grade for the 3rd time!! i wanna drop out sooo bad but i know if i do my parents will be sooo sad and i dont wanna make them feel hurt anymore besides i wanna finish high school i wanna go to collage but i feel like im not going any where im supposed to be a senior this year so i mean whats the point of living i dont know what to do can some help
19 Jun 2003	Angela	I've never actually tried to kill myself but i think about it a lot. I think the best way to kill yourself is just to be in a giant hotel building 15 stories or higher and to just jump. You feel really free and before u hit the ground you pass out. It's easy and painless. I know you must be thinking how does she know that if she's never tried it? My friend commited suicide and this is exactly what happened to her she told me she was going to and i didn't stop her she was right.
19 Jun 2003	leanne	hey just a girl, the only reason i'd postpone my suicide date is to check out ur daily contribution. despite the fact i cannot see the light @ the end of the tunnel and i cant see the greener grass on the other side, ur wording ways transport me in2 another dimension...1 wiv familiarization... 1 possesing complete sense. keep me alive.
19 Jun 2003	just a girl	hmmm it seems i have 'fans' here mouchette? if only i could get people to love me in my real world, then maybe, just maybe.. things would be okay. and id know what it felt like to smile again....
19 Jun 2003	Nollie	hmmmmmm i just stumbled across this thing lookin for the best way to do it... umm well so far obviously, i have been unsucessful as well. but i find that the best way to get it out of your system is to do something stupid. like, get on a skateboard go try somethin u would never try, sOMETHIn that u know will have that risk of doing damage. it's the best way. and half the time u don't even hurt yourself. cutting yourself is a good way, but make sure u know how sharp the knife is . i was used to doing it with one knife, and moved onto a butcher knife, and it sliced through and snapped one of them little bones on your wrist. bled all over the keyboard too haha. that was the best one. didn't die but so, i really couldn't imagine how hard u have to cut yourself, but i guess just aim for the vein. but i like the skateboarding idea. so give it a go. and yeh catch
19 Jun 2003	leanne	how bout combining the lot 2getha... overdosing, slitting of the wrists and hanging urself. that'll teach em 4 bein so blind 2 ur suffering.
19 Jun 2003	naomi mikamura	...lalala... hey just a girl... just wanted to tell u and everyone else im still alive... unfortunatly...
19 Jun 2003	cello	hey all. i was reading all the posts here, and I wondered if I should give my input about my life. Well, for starters I'm 15 and live a fucked up life. My parents are always criticizing me, yelling at me. My friends make fun of me all the time. I'm ridiculed. I'm denied freedom. I couldn't go to my first sleepover until I was 13! I can't go anywhere, and when I do go somewhere I'm always getting chased down where I am. I don't have any freedom at all.. my parents piss me off. I need to find an easy way out of this, but overdosing and using a gun and stuff all scare the mess out of me. I was looking for something painless.. and if it has to be painful.. something quick.. that I will ony feel for a second or two. I've always dreamed of finding a vile like Romeo did when he killed himself. It seemed so easy when he died..
18 Jun 2003	Felicia On LIFE	I soon discovered at age 13, life would begin at 18. At 18, after losing my virginity, I actually thought life in blissful matrimony would happen until I was 25. Ten years later I grew older and had a mind of my own, never married, never had any children, and went out with guys who decided to remain at the maturity level of13 years or younger who have no clue in reading books on better relationships and sex tips Though one can sure ace as fellow mastermind on Dungeons and Dragons, pretend in being some secret agent of a Matrix or governmental conspiracy, remain planted behind the boob tube, conquer video games, drool at porno flicks, guzzle down several bottles of Budweiser and reefers all in one shot…all in the presence of being taken cared of by a significant other, or their mommy. Oh yeah, dating a computer freak who downloads on newest movies never yet seen on film with a barely naked eye, only to be watched rather than waste matinee or evening price. You finally meet the right one and think the world of them, knowing that they are married. You thought they would be wonderful in bed, yet find that they are lousy, when they think that the second round is too soon, and actually found that foreplay was more on your court and you were the teaser. Then you reminisce on the 26 year old homeboy that kept pumping you till you were tired even trying, when you keep wondering where they get all that energy from, and the previous homebody before that who was only out for your buckaroos. Alas, you break it off for no apparent reason because you were starting to feel like an “A-hole’s Nancy”. Not to forget, the time you almost got busted with your pants down, smoking reefers with a guy nine years younger than you, and having your bum exposed to California Highway Patrol. Then you have a cavity search and the John’s look at your teeth thinking you are a crack addict, only finding out that you have calcium deficiency and you feel like a blithering idiot. A young cop folds his hands and rolls his eyes up his head stating, "Oh please! Stop your drama!" Then he looks at your chest. Then you get proposed to by a guy you feel most comfortable but not so in love with and you think about the married guy when you are doing the horizontal polka. Then you keep wondering about how the Osborne’s can have their daughter sing a re-hash of Madonna’s Papa don’t Preach. And you contemplate committing suicide? GAWD!!! I survived. If I can survive through all this shinola... then so can you.
18 Jun 2003	leanne	what does it matter if u r under 13?? we're all suicidal and all feelin the same. fuk age. any1 knows how many sleepin pills will do the job??paracetamol etc sux. wanna chat 2 a stranger out of boredom??
18 Jun 2003	jomojojo	hey will and just a girl and gaypunk and the other names i see all throughout this site, i mentioned you only because at a glance you guys/girls appear to be the only ppl taking this site seriously to ppl like molli who say this site makes them sick.. too bad you're gonna die one day, why not choose that day. i like the idea of suicide, not suicide as such but death (quickest, easiest way to get dead is suicide so they kinda go hand in hand) as sylvia plaith put it "I just wanted to be free, you have no idea how free." to all the people that posted saying suicide is the 'cowards' way out i have two things to say 1. u try it 2. we're all gonna go 'out' anyway, i'd rather walk thru the door than fall thru the floor. but either way u end up dead as for all the 13 yr olds and stuff, erm, that's just creepy i mean fuck you are 13, so what mummy's a bitch wait til you can move out, and if you think life is unfair at 13 u got a fuck load coming. why don't you wait and see if there is anythng that is worth living for. don't wanna sound high and mighty (cos i feel everything but) but some people have REAL reasons to kill themselves. real reasons don't include parents or school or some jock that beats u up, fuck it go kill urselves i dont care but i bet if u wait till ur 16 u will laugh so hard at ur pathetic excuses as to why u wanted to end ur life i propose that suicide become R16 so that people have a chance to experience the wonderous (shithole) life they had forced upon them
18 Jun 2003	robbie	probably the quickest way to end it all is to get a gun prefably a pistol because it will be easier to hold and take aim just behind the temples and squeeze the trigger don't pull it because you could jolt the gun and then you will probably end up braindamaged so take it slow the best calibre is a 357 magnum. the expected time should be about 2 millisecond good luck robbie.
17 Jun 2003	just a girl	oh will... if only there was something i could do to numb your pain... and if only there was something you could do to numb mine... but then again, if that existed, we would be able to numb everyone's pain... and this wonderful site would no longer exist either :)
17 Jun 2003	will	hi jen, hi ariel, hi just a girl. parents ay. although my mum was kind, my dad was bad. he beat me as a baby. my sisters witnessed it and they were sexually abused by him. shit, gotta go......
17 Jun 2003	Bim	You people don't know what you are talking about. You have no idea what suicide is all about. Suicide is not just an easy way out. Suicide is a way of expressing your pain and also relieving yourself of it. I myself thought of suicide and still do. Why? Well, I am turning 16 and my parents are still bitchy, I get bashed everyday by jerks in school, I get bagged... And why?? I HAVE NEVER FUCKING DONE ANYTHING TO ANYONE!! I FUCKING HATE LIFE!! IT IS NOT FAIR!! I KNOW PEOPLE WOULD NOW SAY "LIFE IS NOT MEANT TO BE FAIR", BUT DO YOU KNOW WHAT?? GO FUCK YOURSELF CAUSE I AM GOING TO KILL MYSELF NOW AND YOU CANT DO NOTHING ABOUT IT!! THATS RIGHT, I AM GOING TO KILL MYSELF! WHAT, YOU THINK I'M KIDDING YOU?? GO FUCK YOURSELF YOU FUCKING FAGGOT! I AINT GONNA COPE WITH THIS ANYMORE!! I LOVE YOU HARRIET Goodbye world...
17 Jun 2003	jessica	well im 16 and ive been in several hospitals since i was 13 they say i am (bipolar) sounds good huh well anyway ive been trying to kill myself for 3 yrs now nothing works maybe i'll just have someone else do it for me anyway pills dont work so dont even bother i also like cutting myself it calms me down ive never cut deep enough anyway maybe hanging urself is a good way havent tried it yet i might
17 Jun 2003	will	i cut my arm today. i was so down. i cried most of the day. walked around the garden feelin suicidal. its a horrible feeling. ughh, gotta go.......
16 Jun 2003	Prophet --+	i am new to this well... as new as one can be to... well i dont really know what to call it, yeah! i live in new zealand with all the sheep and i want to die. before i get to the end i will tell you a bit about myself. i am 16 years old and i was born a bastard and had to endure 12 years of having a 'required' father. (he was my biological father, but repeat that again and i will rip your throat out to see how the blood flows). i have got rid of him since and now for the last five years i have been smoking marijuana from between twice a week to my current rate of aprx 3+ a day. umm what other little fragments of my life will please you?.?.? i couldn't think so i went downstairs and got my favourite knife, it's a long old cheap plastic thing but i dont care how it looks, you should feel this knife against the thin skin covering your veins it's almost magical. that gave me some ideas on what to write but now i have forgotten them so i am just going to write. today was my usual day, i awoke to screaming high pitch voices of radio jocks and crappy pop music as i rolled over to smoke my first bucket bong (don't know then look) of the day as usual i decided i wouldn't today as it is always fun to see what i am away from for most of my life (i don't even see properly, i haven't tried in a while but i am pretty sure it would take at least a week of not smoking for me to get my head into some form of order) on the walk to school i saw this great thing a small hedgehog had been run over by a car and all its guts and insides where strewn over the road. i wanted to pick up its dead lifeless body but i didn't think i should im not sure why. i thought that i guess i don't like the idea of ppl fukin with u when u r dead. when i die i want to GO not to heaven or hell i just want to be nothing. well i now have the perplexing task of finding some new drug so i can get wasted tonite. i nearly forgot the best bit and the answer to the question in bold. well it don't really work for a 13 yr old but what the hey this is my idea and i dont care if it doesn't work for you cos i am sure it will for me. 1) Borrow two plus thousand dollars 2) Buy drugs, strong ones and lots of them (acid, meth, 2cb, dmt, dxm, cocaine, P) 3) Get high for as long as your afore mentioned stash allows 4) go steal a car off your local performance car store 0r boy racer) 5) (my favourite part) drive into a wall at atleast 250kmph+ that way your heart minces through your ribcage on impact. now if that ain't a good picture i dont know what is.
16 Jun 2003	Jen	hi will gay punk and just a girl! i'm new on here but guess what i'm full blown nut! weeeeeee!! i have manic depression/bipolar disorder anxiety obsessive compulsive disorder and post traumatic stress disorder i've been on tons of meds but recently guess what i think my parents are kicking me out! and i lost my celexa since i was on lexapro paxil welbutrin and depakote. i was raped twice cocaine addiction and i've od'd on heroin and it's fun. you pass out and swake up then scream. i just nodded out where the fuck are we going?!?!? and they said he hospital and you say wait?!?! where's the other 6 bags?!?! and they say we didn't get them and you say turn the fuck around let's get more dope! and they say ok! and shooting coke is just as fun!!!! yipee!!! the heroin od's ( all three of them) have yet to kill me along with getting my stomach pumped three times from od's and the happy hospital 3 times i mean c'mon now!!! can't i just fuckin die!?!?!? i mean i have the scars that say wtf? why is she still alive?!!? i mean i almost beat the hell out of dr trying to save my ass! i'm like no pumping my stomach!!!! go away let me die fucker!! man america sucks!!! some finds you and calls 911!! ever damn time!! i need a little help who wants to play william tell with me??? or maybe bobbing for hairdryers?!?! damn it c'mon now!!!! anyway i'm screwed parents are kicking me out so i stopped taking my medication... so i'm hoping it'll reinduce my state oh pyschotia more so i can jump off my roof (third floor) no parachute head first into the convertibles windshield it'll be fun!!! i'll leave a note so my mom doesn't ask why.... it'll say well better dead than on the streets getting raped again and again and again! thanks for caring stupid hoe who says she's a mom p.s. thought i'd take the 20,000 car with me! hope you rot in hell since you were always rotten parents!! anyway what's everyone up to....

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