What is the best way to commit suicide when you're under 13?

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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?

Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?

09 Dec 2003 Enigma I had a Mr. Potato head once, but I lost it. I also had one of those Meesha bears (spelling?)--the olympic bears from the 80s--and my mom has it somewhere in storage with a bunch of my other stuff that I'll never get back. Just like that Barbie condo I got for Christmas one year that she never let me take out of the box. Maybe that's why I don't like Barbie anymore. It's probably worth money now.

09 Dec 2003 Justin I'm not sure what the etiquette on this board is and I hazard being accused of personal attacks here, however I intend it merely as a critique, however offensive it might end up sounding. Well, I have been reading through pages on this site, and I notice one particular person who especially seems to stand out. This would be the infamous "Chris". Now, I may be totally off-base here in saying this, but am I the only one who finds it a tad disturbing that this gentleman, married with two kids, is posting long posts with topics totally irrelevant to the topic under discussion, and then offering to be "help" to people. And then, scroll up, and read all these really gross pleas from female names about how they love this said Chris, or whatnot. I mean, I'm sorry Chris if I'm totally wrong on this, but I'm just telling it how I see it. I really hope you aren't some sick man on this board hoping to find young impressionable and depressed teens for some action. That's all. I doubt this will get posted anyhow. Ciao.

08 Dec 2003 Justin oops. meant to say NOT under 13

08 Dec 2003 Justin Hello, I am now under 13, I'm 24 in Montreal. I've always found life extremely dull and boring. There is nothing that excites me or interests me, with one exception being love. Love is a wonderful thing, I throw myself completely into it, and while things are good I feel amazing, but once it ends I suffer incredibly. So my life alternates between a state of comatose boredom and the pendulum of pleasure and pain. I recently was dumped by the woman I have loved for years and had the chance to spend the last year as her bf. All my hopes of retrieving her have evaporated, as her behaviour and words reassure me that she has zero feelings for me and really could care less what im feeling or doing in my life. Last night I totally broke down, in complete convulsive crying fits, I was suffocating. Well, tonight I will BEGIN my suicide. Getting to the question in the topic, what is the best suicide method? Well, from years of research on the subject, my personal preference is for starvation. This, of course, isn't an option available to all, especially I'd imagine if you're under 13. You need the ability to remain out of sight for approx. 4-7 weeks. I fortunately have an apartment and am on welfare, with no family or friends around. Starvation to me represents a true rejection of life. One must be completely resolute about wanting to die, to pull it off. You must last 7 weeks of second-guessing your decision, 7 weeks of easily changing your mind. Well, if I am going to kill myself, I want to make certain that I am 100% sure I want to die and it's not just a fleeting desire. This is why I would never suggest one of those 'quick' methods such as a gun or jumping off a building; aside from the mess it causes, it's simply TOO easy to pull a trigger, jump, and it's over. Perhaps you didn't even want to die, perhaps you just had a bad day. Starvation is the pinnacle, it is a part of most great religions, it is legal (one can't be force-fed), and from my readings it appears to be extremely peaceful. There is some pain to contend with, but don't use your experiences of hunger when you dont eat breakfast to compare it. I have gone on small fasts of a few days at a time, and I can assert that the hunger pains disappear after a couple days, and in fact you actually start to be disgusted with the Thought of eating. You feel very clean/peaceful, it's really a wonderful feeling, and even for those who don't intend to use this method for suicide might want to try it just for its own merits. Well, I'm so self-centered, just talking about myself, so, for a suicide method for others, well, here are a few:
freezing to death - jump into a lake in the middle of winter with a lifejacket on (unless you want to drown too), and within 10 minutes you'll be asleep and soon after dead. Painful? Not so much as you'd think, I have fallen in water in winter and been stuck for up to 3 minutes, and there is a huge SHOCK factor for the first 20 seconds or so, but this soon gives way to an adrenaline rush of wanting to desperately get out, but not actually feeling much pain. Of course, you have to live near a lake, have a cold climate (i'm in canada), to pull this off. So, let's see, what's one which all of you may use. Alright, here is a very painless one, of course you'll have to do your own research on it, there are a few webpages out there with specific methods and instructions on how to make it effective. It involves the use of inert(?) gases, such as helium and nitrogen. Helium is easier to obtain.. basically, you have to create a modified gas mask, attach it to the helium tank (costs a few hundred $), and you basically just sit there trying to fight off anxiety. After about 5 minutes you fall asleep, and soon thereafter die. You might read stories in the newspaper about stuff like this happening, workers going into old containers which once contained nitrogen gas, and they're later found dead. Obviously it's not very painful if you can die without even realising it. So, these are my suggestions. Really, I pray all of you can find a wonderful person who you will love and who will love you in return. I have had no such luck, just temporary loves which are meaningless. A love that is true, and which lasts, that is a precious thing, something which will make all the rest of the pain in the world irrelevant. Wish me luck. ciao.

08 Dec 2003 Miki Drug overdose. Your body is so small it doesn't take as much.

08 Dec 2003 robbo Find the nearest "bloods" hang out and scream at the top of ur lungs crpyts for life!!!

07 Dec 2003 Former Idealist Age is not an issue, there are only 2 practical ways.
1. Jump off a building/from a window*
2. Shoot yourself in the head

*note-make sure the building is high enough, otherwise it will just hurt immensly and you'll be in a hospital

06 Dec 2003 Elisa To drink arsenic is the better (and fastest) way, no matter your age

05 Dec 2003 lost_sole I JUST WANT 2 DIE AND THIS SITE IS SHIT FOR INFO SO I BETTER TELL U MY STORY THEN. I WAS A MIDDLE CHILD NEVER LOVED ALWAYS SECOND BEST. DAD MOVED OUT WHEN I WAS 6 AND I WAS THROWN OUT OF MY MUM AND HER NEW HUSBAND'S HOUSE WHEN I WAS 16 AND I'M NOW 17 AND I THINK "DOES GOD REALLY HATE ME THIS MUCH?" TO THE LEVEL THAT I WANT TO END IT ALL IVE GOT NO ONE AND TO THINK THAT WHEN I DIE NO ONE WILL MISS ME OR EVEN CARE THAT I'M DEAD SO FUCK THEM! I'M ON MY WAY TO HELL TO SMOKE WEED WITH THE DEVIL

PS IF U WANT TO KILL YOURSELF CLOSE UR EYES AND JUMP OUT A WINDOW. THAT'S HOW I'M GOING TO DO IT

05 Dec 2003 gaz why in want to kill myself i want to kill myself because my bird has finished with me and i plan to do this by eating a ham sandwich and swallow it down with acid

02 Dec 2003 Leanne2Chris Still here, still alive but still dead inside.
Loving you always, haven't forgotten you. xxxxx

02 Dec 2003 siobhan there isnt a best way to kill urself. cos u shoudnt even be thinkin about it. uve got ur whole life ahead of u and u dont wanna throw that all away. i know u must feel like the only way of ending ur sufferin is to go and kill urself then ur not thinkin about it hard enough. i know u may not want to tell someone of ur problems but believe me it does help. ive had friends who have come to me because they have been so obsessed with endin it all that nearly have. i was so shocked when they told me this i nearly cried because i had no idea that they felt the way they did. luckly for them they are still here today all because they told somebody how they felt. tell somebody who u know u can trust, dont be afraid they can help. u may think im talkin a load of bull but its all true. im not saying take my advice but the least u can do is think about it.

02 Dec 2003 Fimageless Overdose on aspirin, then drink a bunch of alcohol, drink bleach, slit your wrists. Sure, they have stomach pumps... but if you do all of it, they have no chance in saving you.

02 Dec 2003 MauvaisSouhait I've died. as of tonight. It's over. It's through. at least i hope so.. Too much. Bye Chris. I love you.

01 Dec 2003 Steve Well, I've had about enough. I'll be dead soon. I know I've said it before, but this time I mean it. I really can't stand to continue my life much longer and I plan to kill myself within the coming weeks. I'm going to take a bunch of prescription pills, jam a knife into my wrist, pull upwards along the artery and watch the blood gush out. It's been a long time coming, and now I know I'll be dead by the end of the year.

30 Nov 2003 john wait til you get to college and fuck a bunch of people first. 13 is not the time to do it you still have valuable years of not working. then call some sluts, get a case of beer, lots of weed and a solid bottle of vicodin. dont pass out before the vicodin, thats the key. take 15-20 you'll be dying and having a good time without pain, that's how i hope to go out

28 Nov 2003 alexis crush up some glass and eat it

28 Nov 2003 MauvaisSouhait I think today may be the day where I can finally finish everything off. All i've been doing today is cleaning, trying to figure something out. Now i'm about ready to burst into tears but I can't because my mom/dad/brother/sister may see and i don't feel like explaining myself to anyone. I'd stopped cutting for a while but now w/ my friend living here it's driving me crazy. I can't stand her and wish i'd never asked her to stay.. But what can I do now? Nothing. I'm to this point where cutting would just let someone else win. Why not let myself win and just Kill myself? All i want is peace. Suicide would give me that so why not do it? I may after everyone leaves in a few hours. Just take the pills and feel nothing while i feel everything. who knows? This may be my last entry. Would anyone miss me? What's it matter? I can only think of one person who ever showed they cared... So is this goodbye? We shall see.

28 Nov 2003 agathe vivre

28 Nov 2003 Granville Natural Gas poisoning or carbon monoxide. Or you could buy an eight ball and swallow it. Heroin is an other option. At least none of the methods are bloody.

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Date	Name/email Nom/email	What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
09 Dec 2003	Enigma	I had a Mr. Potato head once, but I lost it. I also had one of those Meesha bears (spelling?)--the olympic bears from the 80s--and my mom has it somewhere in storage with a bunch of my other stuff that I'll never get back. Just like that Barbie condo I got for Christmas one year that she never let me take out of the box. Maybe that's why I don't like Barbie anymore. It's probably worth money now.
09 Dec 2003	Justin	I'm not sure what the etiquette on this board is and I hazard being accused of personal attacks here, however I intend it merely as a critique, however offensive it might end up sounding. Well, I have been reading through pages on this site, and I notice one particular person who especially seems to stand out. This would be the infamous "Chris". Now, I may be totally off-base here in saying this, but am I the only one who finds it a tad disturbing that this gentleman, married with two kids, is posting long posts with topics totally irrelevant to the topic under discussion, and then offering to be "help" to people. And then, scroll up, and read all these really gross pleas from female names about how they love this said Chris, or whatnot. I mean, I'm sorry Chris if I'm totally wrong on this, but I'm just telling it how I see it. I really hope you aren't some sick man on this board hoping to find young impressionable and depressed teens for some action. That's all. I doubt this will get posted anyhow. Ciao.
08 Dec 2003	Justin	oops. meant to say NOT under 13
08 Dec 2003	Justin	Hello, I am now under 13, I'm 24 in Montreal. I've always found life extremely dull and boring. There is nothing that excites me or interests me, with one exception being love. Love is a wonderful thing, I throw myself completely into it, and while things are good I feel amazing, but once it ends I suffer incredibly. So my life alternates between a state of comatose boredom and the pendulum of pleasure and pain. I recently was dumped by the woman I have loved for years and had the chance to spend the last year as her bf. All my hopes of retrieving her have evaporated, as her behaviour and words reassure me that she has zero feelings for me and really could care less what im feeling or doing in my life. Last night I totally broke down, in complete convulsive crying fits, I was suffocating. Well, tonight I will BEGIN my suicide. Getting to the question in the topic, what is the best suicide method? Well, from years of research on the subject, my personal preference is for starvation. This, of course, isn't an option available to all, especially I'd imagine if you're under 13. You need the ability to remain out of sight for approx. 4-7 weeks. I fortunately have an apartment and am on welfare, with no family or friends around. Starvation to me represents a true rejection of life. One must be completely resolute about wanting to die, to pull it off. You must last 7 weeks of second-guessing your decision, 7 weeks of easily changing your mind. Well, if I am going to kill myself, I want to make certain that I am 100% sure I want to die and it's not just a fleeting desire. This is why I would never suggest one of those 'quick' methods such as a gun or jumping off a building; aside from the mess it causes, it's simply TOO easy to pull a trigger, jump, and it's over. Perhaps you didn't even want to die, perhaps you just had a bad day. Starvation is the pinnacle, it is a part of most great religions, it is legal (one can't be force-fed), and from my readings it appears to be extremely peaceful. There is some pain to contend with, but don't use your experiences of hunger when you dont eat breakfast to compare it. I have gone on small fasts of a few days at a time, and I can assert that the hunger pains disappear after a couple days, and in fact you actually start to be disgusted with the Thought of eating. You feel very clean/peaceful, it's really a wonderful feeling, and even for those who don't intend to use this method for suicide might want to try it just for its own merits. Well, I'm so self-centered, just talking about myself, so, for a suicide method for others, well, here are a few: freezing to death - jump into a lake in the middle of winter with a lifejacket on (unless you want to drown too), and within 10 minutes you'll be asleep and soon after dead. Painful? Not so much as you'd think, I have fallen in water in winter and been stuck for up to 3 minutes, and there is a huge SHOCK factor for the first 20 seconds or so, but this soon gives way to an adrenaline rush of wanting to desperately get out, but not actually feeling much pain. Of course, you have to live near a lake, have a cold climate (i'm in canada), to pull this off. So, let's see, what's one which all of you may use. Alright, here is a very painless one, of course you'll have to do your own research on it, there are a few webpages out there with specific methods and instructions on how to make it effective. It involves the use of inert(?) gases, such as helium and nitrogen. Helium is easier to obtain.. basically, you have to create a modified gas mask, attach it to the helium tank (costs a few hundred $), and you basically just sit there trying to fight off anxiety. After about 5 minutes you fall asleep, and soon thereafter die. You might read stories in the newspaper about stuff like this happening, workers going into old containers which once contained nitrogen gas, and they're later found dead. Obviously it's not very painful if you can die without even realising it. So, these are my suggestions. Really, I pray all of you can find a wonderful person who you will love and who will love you in return. I have had no such luck, just temporary loves which are meaningless. A love that is true, and which lasts, that is a precious thing, something which will make all the rest of the pain in the world irrelevant. Wish me luck. ciao.
08 Dec 2003	Miki	Drug overdose. Your body is so small it doesn't take as much.
08 Dec 2003	robbo	Find the nearest "bloods" hang out and scream at the top of ur lungs crpyts for life!!!
07 Dec 2003	Former Idealist	Age is not an issue, there are only 2 practical ways. 1. Jump off a building/from a window* 2. Shoot yourself in the head *note-make sure the building is high enough, otherwise it will just hurt immensly and you'll be in a hospital
06 Dec 2003	Elisa	To drink arsenic is the better (and fastest) way, no matter your age
05 Dec 2003	lost_sole	I JUST WANT 2 DIE AND THIS SITE IS SHIT FOR INFO SO I BETTER TELL U MY STORY THEN. I WAS A MIDDLE CHILD NEVER LOVED ALWAYS SECOND BEST. DAD MOVED OUT WHEN I WAS 6 AND I WAS THROWN OUT OF MY MUM AND HER NEW HUSBAND'S HOUSE WHEN I WAS 16 AND I'M NOW 17 AND I THINK "DOES GOD REALLY HATE ME THIS MUCH?" TO THE LEVEL THAT I WANT TO END IT ALL IVE GOT NO ONE AND TO THINK THAT WHEN I DIE NO ONE WILL MISS ME OR EVEN CARE THAT I'M DEAD SO FUCK THEM! I'M ON MY WAY TO HELL TO SMOKE WEED WITH THE DEVIL PS IF U WANT TO KILL YOURSELF CLOSE UR EYES AND JUMP OUT A WINDOW. THAT'S HOW I'M GOING TO DO IT
05 Dec 2003	gaz	why in want to kill myself i want to kill myself because my bird has finished with me and i plan to do this by eating a ham sandwich and swallow it down with acid
02 Dec 2003	Leanne2Chris	Still here, still alive but still dead inside. Loving you always, haven't forgotten you. xxxxx
02 Dec 2003	siobhan	there isnt a best way to kill urself. cos u shoudnt even be thinkin about it. uve got ur whole life ahead of u and u dont wanna throw that all away. i know u must feel like the only way of ending ur sufferin is to go and kill urself then ur not thinkin about it hard enough. i know u may not want to tell someone of ur problems but believe me it does help. ive had friends who have come to me because they have been so obsessed with endin it all that nearly have. i was so shocked when they told me this i nearly cried because i had no idea that they felt the way they did. luckly for them they are still here today all because they told somebody how they felt. tell somebody who u know u can trust, dont be afraid they can help. u may think im talkin a load of bull but its all true. im not saying take my advice but the least u can do is think about it.
02 Dec 2003	Fimageless	Overdose on aspirin, then drink a bunch of alcohol, drink bleach, slit your wrists. Sure, they have stomach pumps... but if you do all of it, they have no chance in saving you.
02 Dec 2003	MauvaisSouhait	I've died. as of tonight. It's over. It's through. at least i hope so.. Too much. Bye Chris. I love you.
01 Dec 2003	Steve	Well, I've had about enough. I'll be dead soon. I know I've said it before, but this time I mean it. I really can't stand to continue my life much longer and I plan to kill myself within the coming weeks. I'm going to take a bunch of prescription pills, jam a knife into my wrist, pull upwards along the artery and watch the blood gush out. It's been a long time coming, and now I know I'll be dead by the end of the year.
30 Nov 2003	john	wait til you get to college and fuck a bunch of people first. 13 is not the time to do it you still have valuable years of not working. then call some sluts, get a case of beer, lots of weed and a solid bottle of vicodin. dont pass out before the vicodin, thats the key. take 15-20 you'll be dying and having a good time without pain, that's how i hope to go out
28 Nov 2003	alexis	crush up some glass and eat it
28 Nov 2003	MauvaisSouhait	I think today may be the day where I can finally finish everything off. All i've been doing today is cleaning, trying to figure something out. Now i'm about ready to burst into tears but I can't because my mom/dad/brother/sister may see and i don't feel like explaining myself to anyone. I'd stopped cutting for a while but now w/ my friend living here it's driving me crazy. I can't stand her and wish i'd never asked her to stay.. But what can I do now? Nothing. I'm to this point where cutting would just let someone else win. Why not let myself win and just Kill myself? All i want is peace. Suicide would give me that so why not do it? I may after everyone leaves in a few hours. Just take the pills and feel nothing while i feel everything. who knows? This may be my last entry. Would anyone miss me? What's it matter? I can only think of one person who ever showed they cared... So is this goodbye? We shall see.
28 Nov 2003	agathe	vivre
28 Nov 2003	Granville	Natural Gas poisoning or carbon monoxide. Or you could buy an eight ball and swallow it. Heroin is an other option. At least none of the methods are bloody.