| Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form. |
| Date |
Name/email Nom/email |
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans? |
| 12 Jun 2003 | Talena | Please just don't. Someone, somewhere will love you like you'll never believe. I promise you. |
| 12 Jun 2003 | chris | hands down, the easiest way to kill yourself is to watch wheel of fortune for two weeks straight. it will drive you to do anything to end it all. |
| 11 Jun 2003 | k | get old....... |
| 11 Jun 2003 | will | Fancy wanting to kill yourself, cos you are not having sex, or getting a fuck from your girl friend, you sad sad creature. most of us want to kill ourselves for genuine reasons, not for pathetic excuses like that. Sorry, i've said too much. Back up the loft............. |
| 10 Jun 2003 | the gay punk | i have to reply on two somethings here. first, elizabeth, honey. you are fat (and so is half of the world and you can overpower us skinny people) but you are not ugly. if you are, then everyone is: vin diesel could be ugly, mariah carey is ugly, madonna is ugly (look at her friggin teeth), and britney spears, oh god please or i might puke to death for the thought of her. do not look down on yourself. if you do you won't accomplish the shit you'd wish you did. i know a lot of people in this "forum" that deserve to die, but you're NOT one of them. and to the guy who wants to kill himself over that girl who won't fuck him. arrgh. he is the kind of guys that make gay people gay. selfish asshole. there are so many reasons you can think of to why she won't get in the sack with you. 1) you are ugly 2) you are a loser 3) your gf is a dyke, or if she isn't, you'll make her into one. 4) she doesn't really love you (why does she have to 5) you, as a lot of guys, don't deserve her so please, shut up and masturbate with your stolen playboy magazine copy. |
| 10 Jun 2003 | fred | unload an uzi clip at your face. |
| 10 Jun 2003 | Boozard | Use 25 , 1 mg restlys and have 120 ml scotch and 30 actifieds and 10 crocins and go to sleep |
| 10 Jun 2003 | just a girl | now i am not usually one to critize.. (unless im critizing myself) but that is just not cool... i come here to share my thoughts and feelings and try help others out a little, in hope that it will save a few lives (including my own)... but then there are people like 'Guestar' who come here.. critize the site and say we're all sick.. (even tho he's writing in saying he wants to die?.. with answers of the best ways to..).. for a reason none the less.. of that his girlfriend simply won't 'fuck' him! my god... i mean i know we can get a little sex-obsessed (ay lucy!).. but that aint no reason to kill yourself dude! that is just plain pathetic! so tell me why 'Guestar' we are all sick for wanting to kill ourselfs when we have damn good reasons for it.. other than our 'girlfriends wont fuck us'!? (boyfriends in my case rather.. not that i have one).. 'tick' (yes i have an idea).. so why dont u leave us people alone to worry about our serious problems and try to get some help here.. and u go get a life.. go use ur hand.. stop critizing us..... and just piss off! (anyone else agree? luce?) thank you... that is all :) |
| 09 Jun 2003 | the gay punk | i assume everyone forgot about me. oh yeah i've been to niagara falls. if you want to kill yourself, hitchhike to niagara falls and lift your feet, and jump. it hurts, a hell fucking lot. my grandmother crashed at our place friday. she's so ugly and annoying oh my god. and she's sleeping in my room so i have to sleep in the couch. well think about all your joys and shit before you kill yourself. losers. because i have it worse than you because a) i can't fuck anyone (i'm gay, so that's strange, i should be having sex like bunnies at 15) b) i am sleeping on the couch. i will be homeless in a little while c) my dad "accidentally" punches my face while i was sleeping. fucker. d) well, i can't think of anything else. i have dreams. i want to be famous and be loved and that is sure not happening since my dad is working against my benefit (he wants me to starve!!!). he doesn't really care about me. my mom is a conservative bitch (think carrie's mother from carrie, the movie with sissy spacek). and so forth. fuck you, fuck you, fuck you fuck you, wait, you're cool, and fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, and you, fuck you too. |
| 09 Jun 2003 | Gabriella | it's not real a suggestion but, trying to burn your school down does not work. believe me it does not work and it does not help when there are six formers walking around and noticing a little year 3 kid with flaming frass in her hands. burning schools don't work, believe me it don't. i tried and i got halfway towards the main building. i tried it, it started okay but when i got closer to the main building a bloody sixth former saw me and reported me. does not work, don't try it |
| 09 Jun 2003 | Guestar | i feel like fucking killing my self right fucking now to tell you the truth. but i don't know what to do, well i know how to die, i just don't know the best way to do it at the moment, that's all. i am 17 years old. plus i couldn't be fucking bothered to read every single thing everyone has wrote for ideas on the best way to die. i have severe depression. plus my girl friend has a really unusual way of loving me. one could say it is called extreme abstinence, and yes, i am losing my fucking patience because she won't fucking sleep with me and i just want to die because of that. 2 fucking months man, 2 months is a really long fucking time man. all i have to say is if she really loved me she would sleep with me. FUCK! no, but a-fucking-pparently, she is always to fucking busy. oh yeah. this site is fucking stupid. you people are all fucking sick. some girl at my school committed suicide on the weekend. guess how old she was? 13 years old! you people should never joke about death like that. it makes me sick, i feel like throwing up. that is the truth, her name was Janelle. and oh yeah, the best way of killing yourself when you are 13 is to jump of a really really really high building. later. |
| 09 Jun 2003 | Nicole | Hey, it's me again. I still want to kill myself. My b/f dumped me and I still love him but my best friend is going to go out with him even though she knows I still love him. Isn't that just great? I just want to die.... she's such a bitch... bye |
| 09 Jun 2003 | will | Yesterday i came back down the loft. Cor, that was an experience. I did myself fish and chips. i decided to have a bottle of wine with it. I drunk the whole bottle, and well, it tasted of piss. Not that i drink piss, but this wine left an after taste. i became very drunk, and i think i fell asleep. My dearly beloved (said with sarcasm) came home early and caught me. Oh dear, i was sooo scared, i wanted the earth to swallow me up! ummm, i'm going back up the loft to hide........... |
| 08 Jun 2003 | j | If you have hatred and malice in your heart, your problems are caused by your friends or peers. Go to school with a 10/12 gauge shotgun and during lunch, which is usually where you can find the most people congregated in one place, shoot yourself in the face. Before you do that yell something haunting like," It's all your faults." Just an example. |
| 07 Jun 2003 | Suicidal Bliss | put a 9MM pistol in your mouth and pull the trigger. Instant death! Make sure you use a hollow point bullet to blow out the back of your head. If no gun, take every cleaner under the kitchen sink and drink it. off to blissful permanent sleep |
| 07 Jun 2003 | Demthsmydhone | It's alright, we're not going anywhere. Sun is shining. |
| 07 Jun 2003 | JJJ | ARLINGTON ROBINSON (Set by John Duke) RICHARD CORY Whenever Richard Cory went down town, We people on the pavement looked at him: He was a gentleman from sole to crown, Clean favored and imperially slim. And he was always quietly arrayed, And he was always human when he talked; But still he fluttered pulses when he said, "Good morning," And he glittered when he walked. And he was rich, yes richer than a king, And admirably schooled in every grace: In fine, we thought that he was everything To make us wish we were in his place. So on we worked, and waited for the light, And went without the meat and cursed the bread; And Richard Cory one calm summer night, Went home and put a bullet through his head. Suicidal people need therapeutic help, I have depression where I punish myself for the things I don't do, like talk to a girl or something. But I still try to fight the good fight... Hopefully I'll get through this with therapy. |
| 07 Jun 2003 | will | ummm, i don't think there is an easy way to kill yourself. i always think up of different ways, but i can't carry it out. i suppose if someone shoots you at point blank range it's quick. sorry :( Anyway, on a lighter note, i was cleaning up my new car. Well, it dates back to 1988, but it's new to me. I was lubricating the locks with that WD40 stuff. it comes with a small straw type thing, so that you can direct it better. well, i got this straw thing jammed in the boot(trunk)lock. i thought, you fuckin prat Will. It's still stuck in it. Ummm, you're all thinking, what's that got to do with suicide? hmmm, well, nothing actually. i thought i would just mention it. ummm, yeh well, i think i better return to the loft, don't you think...... |
| 07 Jun 2003 | I_Care | To Whoever will hear: By the time i was 13, I wanted to die, too. I had been beatened frequently by a cruel step-father from age 4 until his death at age 10. Ridiculed at school.... Don't die. I don't mean to preach to you, but I can tell you that today, I'm alive. I'm an adult woman who remembers the cruelty of children at school. I didn't have all the nice things they had. And so, I was also treated badly. Why am I still alive? I discovered that people whose confidence and self-worth is sabotaged at an early age are normally those with a special purpose in life. And all that is evil is trying desperately to prevent that purpose from being fulfilled. There are people waiting to meet you.... only YOU. Maybe some have not even been born as yet. But your absence from this planet will leave a vacancy that no one can fill. And much never accomplished... because only YOU can accomplish it. Now... I will say... "Someone has already died for your pain.... and with Him... He took all the pain you're feeling now. His death declares just how valuable you are. His death says that you mean more to Him than His very own Life. And I agree. His statement on the Cross about your value should speak louder to you than the words of "kids". As an adult I have walked by MANY of the cruel children who tormented me in school.... now adults, homeless, disabled, alone, working domestic jobs, looking as if they are 20 years older than I. Nicole, GOD will not overlook their cruelty. But don't join them in their cruelty to you by ending your life. You will be agreeing with them. And they are WRONG. Suicide is permanent answer to a temporary problem. GOD's love for you is outside of the bad decisions made by our parents or family members. GOD's love for us is beyond what others see and say about us. That pounding at your heart.... that's Him.... knocking.... waiting for you to give Him permission to come in. Right now, I'm praying for you. Choose life. Choose HIM. From your despair... it's obvious He's already chosen you. |
| 06 Jun 2003 | naomi mikamura | dear ...uuhhh ...ill get back to u on that one... anyway... i did my... 8th suicide attempt about 13 days ago... and do u wanna know a secret...? IT FAILED!!!... AGAIN!!!!! i mean what am i? oblivious to fucking physical damage or something...?! ... ~deep breath~ ... "1... 2... 3... 4... 5... 6... 7... 8... 9......... why the fucking hell cant i die?!?!?! ...~another deep breath~... (to avoid losing my temper... actually... it should me my head that is lost...) ---MY SUICIDE ATTEMPTS...A~H~E~M--- 1. i slit my wrists... pain level: 4 2. i drunk so toxic liquid... pain level: blacked out 3. i stabbed myself along the torso... pain level:11 4. (u aint gonna believe dis one... but i was desperate) i shoved a knife up my ass... pain level:12 5. (i got this one from this site #21) i induced vomiting which lasted about 18 minutes... (at the 11 minute point my i started vomiting blood...) then i blacked out... and indeed went into a coma which lasted at least 23 days or so... when i woke up i immediatly looked around and said "..... what the hell... ACK! aww... im still breathing... i was sure that would work..." pain level:23 6. i went to this ski resort and pretended to go snow boarding... then i purposely got COMPLETLY lost (at this point... i knew there was no turning back...) it was cold... very cold... perfect... i got COMPLETELY naked and laid down in the snow... cold... so very cold... i started getting tired... so i said hey... mabye ill wake up in hell... then blacked out... i dont remember much after that.. .but they found me... unfortunatly... pain level: 44 "OUCH!" 7. (i dont know what came over me...but i got naked for this one...) i got naked and took a skinny yet sharp knife whose blade was about 3.5 inches long... and shoved about 3 inches of that up my belly button... and yeah... there was alot of blood... pain level:27 and last but not least 8. i simply beat myself up untill i bleed from my nose, mouth, and vagina (dont ask me how that happened...?) pain level:30 ....and well those are my 8 attempts... my question is why am i here typing this...? i should be dead!!! damnit... anyway i just wanted to... now i remember who this was too!!! its to "just a girl" and this "lucy"!!!!!!!! wish me luck on my attempts ok? |
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