Date	Name/email Nom/email	What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
16 Jan 2004	cyrill	well, if you are under 13 - tons ov metal, i guess it could work.
16 Jan 2004	Curt	The best way to do it is too deprive yourself of the future. It hurts so bad... I know... but hold on. Life is so cold without a blanket. But maybe you can find warmth. Just let someone try.
15 Jan 2004	Interesting Little Girl	This is the funny thing: my life is perfect. Haha. I love the way the sun plays off my hair. I love the way people smile at me. I love the way the cars speed by and the way the wind touches my cheeks. I love my poetry, I love my school, I love my best friend and everything we share. And you know what? I fuckin want to die! What's the best way to kill yourself, what's the best way to kill yourself? Throw yourself off a cliff, shove a pencil in your throat, cut your wrists completely off with a hammer and bleed to death, screaming in your bathroom (lock it tight) Better yet, suffocate in a plastic bag. Lala... dead dead dead. I will die soon Will you?
14 Jan 2004	Wolf of the Lost	I wrote this one night while thinking of suicide. Maybe it will help those of you who think it now.... In the mirror I see no reflection In the room They see me not I pass them all Living, Breathing Yet I am a ghost To them all My heart does not beat It remains cold and hard My love for her She never knew I was a coward I took the easy way out Now as I watch They prove what I knew They never cared It is all true I am still alone As I have always been I am a ghost They never see She cries at night I know not why Could it be That she misses me I was never alone I had a chance I was never a ghost Yet now forever A ghost shall I be This is a message For all who dare to read Think not of life after But of the life that you lead Some things may not appear To be what they seem Let thy love be known And live unlike me... Life sucks, we all know this. But there are things in life worth living for. I will tell you my reason... YOU.
14 Jan 2004	Mark	Poor gas all over your body and lite a match, When you burst into flames, run out into a busy street and run head on into a car or bus.
13 Jan 2004	MICHAEL	dON'T! AT THAT AGE THOUGH EMOTIONS OVERWHELM-THE OPORTUNITIES ON THE HORIZON HAVE YET TO PRESENT THEMSELVES -EXPERIENCES THAT ARE GOD GIVEN-BLESSINGS OF THE BEAUTY OF HIS CREATION-UNEXPECTED MIRACLES-I HAVE SEEN ALL THESE. YOU HAVE NOT YET HAD THE CHANCE. YOU ARE LOVED YOU ARE SPECIAL-LOOK AT THE WORLD-HOW MANY FEEL AS DEEP AS YOU... HOW MANY CARE ? THIS WORLD AND THE PEOPLE IN IT NEED PEOPLE LIKE YOU. 1/2 THE PEOPLE ON THE ENTIRE FACE OF THE GLOBE LIVE UNDER $2.00 A DAY. THE NEED IS GREAT. THOSE THAT CARE TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT ARE FEW. LOOK AROUND--COLD HEARTS-GREED-THESE DON'T DESCRIBE YOU, DO THEY? BUT TOO MANY... AND THEN THERE'S HEAVEN-YES SCIENTISTS PROVE AGAIN AND AGAIN WHAT IS IN THE BIBLE AND PEOPLE ACT SURPRISED. IF WE CAN ONLY CREATE A WATCH THAT IS NEVER QUITE PERFECT-BUT YET USE THE HUGE NIGHT SKY BY WHICH WE USE TO CHART AND MAP... TIME IS ABSOLUTELY PERFECT-BY DESIGN. IT TAKES A CREATOR TO CREATE... THIS IS HE WHO MADE YOU-HE WHO KNEW YOU BEFORE YOU WERE BORN-HE WHO SUFFERED AT THE HANDS OF OTHERS-AND LOVED YOU SO MUCH-HE BECAME AS HIS CREATION TO WALK AMONG US-TO LIVE AND DIE FOR US-HIS WAYS ARE HIGHER THAN MAN'S WAYS-HIS WAYS ARE NOT MAN'S WAYS-HE DOES NOT LIE-AND HE HAS SAID HE LOVES YOU-HE WENT TO PREPARE A PLACE FOR YOU-HE IS WITH YOU ALWAYS... CLOSE YOUR EYES A MOMENT AND TUNE EVERYTHING OUT-THAT PRESENCE YOU SENSE BESIDES YOUR OWN-HAS BEEN AND WILL BE WITH YOU ALWAYS.
13 Jan 2004	christina	taking all the medine in your medicine cabinet!
12 Jan 2004	LAURA	HANG YOURSELF
11 Jan 2004	Joe Lee	Hi, I am Chinese here to recommand a film for you kids to watch "Big Shot's Funeral" with Donald Sutherland, Xiaogang Feng, You Ge, and Rosamund Kwan. So you kids can learn how Chinese people taking death very seriously. find it, watch it, share with your friends.
10 Jan 2004	Chris	Hello my little children. After doing some soul searching at the beginning of the new year I discovered who I really am! Do you not recognise my Gothic script? It is me, your dear, dark, companion Lucifer (better known as the devil). Forgive me for intruding into your daily monotonous lives out of the blue like this. In the olden days my traffic on earth was quite a normality and I had a hell of a time transmogrifying myself to my (and your) heart's desire. People then had this fertile imagination and would conjure me up in the most imponderable of guises. Nowadays, sad to say, I dare not appear anymore for fear of being laughed at. My only remedy is to send these messages by e-mail to your personal computers. And what an invention, my little friends. I must congratulate you for surpassing even my wildest expectations. You have aspired to be like God himself and you seem to be succeeding even better than I. You are growing up so I have decided to let you into a secret. You can check out all that I will be saying with many authoritative literary sources that are now available on the internet. Because in reality my secret is not so much a secret after all. It has been known all the time by people who had the sense to understand the phenomenon that I represent. Western mythology, as you will recall, begins with that foreboding trinity of characters: Adam, Eve and Myself. He is the first Man, she the first Woman and I am the Serpent. Now, have you ever asked yourselves, why I should have dressed up as a snake of all animals? Well, you see, ancient peoples considered snakes a bit of an enigma: they have strange, sleek bodies for a start... but above all they seem to renew themselves every now and then. In fact they shed their skins, as any naturalist will know. It will not be hard to realise that snakes then represented the very essence of life itself, because life is in a wide sense indestructible and renews itself constantly by shedding one skin and putting on another. Not by chance one of the authors of Genesis has me wound up the Tree of Life itself! In another account, however, I climb up the Tree of Knowledge and invite Eve (and then, of course, Adam) to grow up and become moral beings by knowing good and evil. This account is even more interesting than the first, because here I am actually helping mankind rise from its innocent, animal condition, symbolised by Eden, to become thinking Homo Sapiens. Snakes are wily, crafty and terribly intelligent creatures- pretty much like you- and it was fitting that I should lead your ancestors symbolically over the threshold into human-hood. So why all the fuss, you might ask, with the Old Man getting angry over a forbidden apple, when all it meant was that humans started to think and make value judgments? You do that all the time and pride yourselves with the edge it gives you over all the other animals. So what was old God so angry about? Didn't he make you in his own image in the first place? The truth, my dear friends, as your illustrious Darwin guessed, was that there never was an Eden, a golden age of innocence, when the wolf slept with the sheep and the lion with the gazelle. The very idea, from an evolutionary point of view, is absurd. Humans were never innocent, naked babies like Adam, but descended from apes and behaved pretty much like troops of baboons. You all know the story of course. The problem for the Jews who wrote the Bible however, was not the duality between Innocence and Sin, but that between Freedom and Civilisation. You must realise that the ancient Jews were nomads, like the Bedouin of Arabia, who tended their flocks and roamed the desert in search of waterholes. They were free from the shackles of civilian authority, from manual labour in the fields, from sedentary slavery and interdependence. Eden for them symbolised the perfect waterhole, the oasis of their dreams where they could rest in the shade, count their animals and laze about to their heart's content. When their scriptures were written, the Jews had come along from this idyllic existence and had been forced by the accidents of history and their own ethnic evolution to adapt the ways of the world; they had become civilised. Now they had mud houses, farmed the land, built temples to their God, erected walls around their cities, created social classes, bureaucracies and appointed their own kings. Yet in their heart of hearts they still yearned for their long, lost freedom and never more so when they were conquered and enslaved by their enemies. So for them the 'first fall' was not from innocence, but from freedom. Cain the farmer killed his brother Abel the goat herd because God was displeased with his fruits and cereals, and preferred the smell of the kid's blood from his brother's altar. There you have the quintessential myth that explains the 'sin' of the Agricultural Revolution and Civilisation. And all throughout the Bible, the Jews were constantly reminded that commerce with the civilised world will be punished. All this left me, as you know, in a bit of quandary. Of course I had to go out with the bathwater, and so I- the snake, Lucifer- became the antagonist of God. From harbinger of Knowledge and Fertitlity, I was transformed into the very essence of Evil. And Evil was everything that had to do with civilisation: idolatry, pestilence, war, sexual perversion, gluttony... you know, the lot. All my images- the snake, the goat, the bull and the mother goddess- became false gods, demons. Some of my symbols, like the crescent moon signifying the cyclic recurrence of time, the trident symbolising agriculture, the pig, the very mainstay of animal husbandry, were rendered evil and forbidden. Women, my traditional allies in the lores of agriculture, became my evil accomplices: witches, whose fertility dances around the equinox fires condemned them as my sinister and soulless collaborators. Because of women, sex, which is the very essence of life, became a by-word for bodily corruption and degeneration. Instead of a healthy exercise in propagating terrestial life, it became the symbolic exercise in procuring spiritual death. So here I was, as you would say, thrown into the gutter, divested from my true noble role as personification of Civilisation and calumniated continually as a devourer of humans, a perpetrator of evil, the great Tempter, the great Destroyer. I know that in this day and age there is little space for such abstract anthropomorphisms like me. You have science to illuminate you in the secrets of mother nature. But remember this, my dear little friends, that your Original Sin is not a blot which you somehow inherit in your genes, but the very culture that has been transmitted down the ages and which you call Civilisation. The baboons and chimps from which you have descended are smart enough to know right from wrong even though in a limited way... but it was only you, Homo Sapiens, who invented that most original of ambiguities: civilised life, which has fucked you all up and disppointed you and made you all suicidal because of your too high expectations for life. I have been called many names: Leviathan, Xaitan, Kali, Beelzebub and my gifts have been varied: fertility, life and death, life after death, intelligence... but one thing I am not: abstract, absolute Evil. Good and evil are abstractions fabricated in your cerebral cortex, like love, logic, mathematics and music. If you want to save humanity (and it's about time, it's bloody 2004), you must not take me for granted anymore. There is only one enemy you must fight: yourselves. Go shoot yourselves! Bye for now. Cya all in hell!
09 Jan 2004	Crack Kid	Smoke some crack. Get really high. It feels good. Don't it?
09 Jan 2004	Boaz	the best way to kill yourself is to lock yourself in a car AFTER you plug up the exhaust pipe close all windows, start the car take a few Tylenol PMs and go to sleep. The Carbon Monoxide will back up into the car and you will feel no pain as you go to sleep forever! Thats what i am gonna do after i put all my Affairs in order and Mail out letters to all my Family and Friends!
08 Jan 2004	Will	Does anyone remember me? I havent been here for ages. Thankfully, im now online again, yippee.
08 Jan 2004	sokol	Thinking I am not under 13.
08 Jan 2004	don't ask	if ur 13.. and are suicidal.. just think.. that's all you have to do.. is think.. however u feel it will come.. there are lots of things.. just be calm it will come.. hanging myself came to me.. didn't work.. beam in closet broke.. so that one wasn't the one.. just think.. it will come to you..
07 Jan 2004	Laura	Slitting your wrist or hanging yourself!
07 Jan 2004	Jasonifer	This is to all the people who complain about this site: 1) Suicide hurts, but so can things like sex / childbirth / taking a shit, so pain doesn't equate to wrong. 2) How did Samson in the bible die? He fucking killed himself. He pushed the pillars apart, causing himself and a whole lotta dicks to die with him. Wanna bet on where he ended up? 3) Suicide is a symptom of a disease. It's natural and normal to feel suicidal. And homicidal. You're based on ape DNA, like it or not. Ever watch apes in the wild? They rape, they murder. Except they don't have the moral overhead we do. (well, most of you anyway) 4) god is a fairy tale. Without man, god wouldn't even be a concept. Man made god. Life is pointless, and we are utterly alone. Enjoy the scattered moments of happiness you get, for they are the only reason you've not killed yourself yet. 5) I desperately want to die. I can't keep a girlfriend, a job, or even a plant alive. I make $40 a day. There are no jobs. I have bills. I can make a computer walk, can program artificial neurons in assembly language, and have no formal education. (9th grade dropout, 26 now) I'm the only person I know that has a thourough understanding of the theory of relativity and have read it in its native form. I have also studied the bible in hebrew and greek. I can bench 265, I can run a mile in 4:10. I am tall, dark and handsome I'm told. In short, I am better than you, and even I don't have a clue.
07 Jan 2004	anonymous	13!?! I'm not a doctor or professional and I'm not gonna tell you that everyone does understand what you're going through.. maybe they don't, but have you tried talking to them? I know sometimes life gets rough but there are always going to be the ups and downs in life... sometimes we just have to take in the bad with the good. Please listen to what I have to say. People love you. Even though i don't know you I still care about you and I'm sure you're just as special as anyone else. By taking your life you will only hurt others as well as yourself. I read in this one site that killing yourself won't make you happy it will simply make you dead! Do you realize that suicide is the 3rd leading cause of death in the us. Well believe it. There is no reason why anyone has to suffer from depression or why they need to feel un-loved, to the world you may be one person but to one person you may be the world. There are tons of people that are out there willing to help you to listen to you and to love you. If you are doing this for attention .. please there are other ways.. become a circus clown or something. With high hopes and a better outlook on life you will eventually realize that you may want to live after all. Are you positive it's better on the other side, is the grass really greener? Like a wise person said once you've hit rock bottom there's no place to go but up! Please smile for me I believe in you all of you out there who are having trouble in life and need a friend :) there are others like you, talk with them but do not, i repeat do not, do something you will most definitely regret later on... I can't stop you from doing what you want I don't even know you. The only thing i can do is hope and pray for you tonight to think of what you're about to try and help you realize it's not worth it. I have nothing more to say except please have faith and believe in yourself like I do ... don't let others drag you down with them Love-the world
05 Jan 2004	ozz	steal your father's gun, take it to school and when all the little children are watching, blow your fucking brains (make sure they're watching) there you're dead and all the little shits around you are warped for life....
05 Jan 2004	Anibal...	es el encanto de la vida, el hijo de nuestro tiempo, de nuestro sistema, donde los medios cotidianos se emplean hasta en el más privado de nuestros tesoros: la Muerte.

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