| Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form. |
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Name/email Nom/email |
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans? |
| 10 May 2004 | Amanda | im not sure what way is best, for i am tryin to kill myself also i just have a question which probably none of u know the answer to. I wanna overdose on all the pills in my bathroom cupboard, i dont like pain i wonder if it would hurt |
| 10 May 2004 | Melissa | just swallow a bunch of pills!!!! |
| 10 May 2004 | Mariah | The best way to kill ur self ir ur under 13 is to go to skool and in ur industrial tech. class "accidentaly" run ur wrist under the jigsaw blade. Sure u may get in trouble, but u would die to soon for them to punish u. (this will only work if u have a jigsaw and dont know how to use it.) |
| 08 May 2004 | Tori | Razorblades... Knives...Safety pins to the veins...You know.. The usual. |
| 08 May 2004 | sarah | what i want to know is how to kill yourself so that it looks like you were murdered - then people can't be mad at you. the only way i have come up with is to stab myself 4 times (so that i am sure i will die) - in the spleen, the leg and neck (in the arteries), and in the chest. if you can think of anymore can you email me - sfarstad@sfu.ca |
| 08 May 2004 | Felicia The Great | Hello Mouchette, Lucy Cortina, Billy the Weeping Freak, and all the new members... I have been on hiatus. I really apologize for not coming on this site as often as I should. But I have a poem for you guys that would give you a thought to ponder. "An Empty Heart is Filled" By Felicia A. Floresca "There is only one way to fill your empty heart. The only way to fill your empty heart is to have LOVE FOR LIFE. Without LOVE for this ONE LIFE, you feel that nothing around you exists. You have to realize that each portion of your life, whether good or bad, is a gift in which TIME can no longer take away from you and all this leads to happy or sad memories. We must allow ourselves by remember this... ...that allowing ourselves by remembering that LOVE FOR LIFE is the epiphany for living for EXISTENCE." Hang in there folks because "Today is the first day of the rest of your life." |
| 08 May 2004 | killed myself b4 you read this | the best way to kill yourself (no matter what age) is to overdose on cocaine. you'll get really high, and then you'll have a heart attack, and if no one is there to bring you back into your misery, you die. i've attempted suicide twice before. first time i tried to hang myself, but the thing broke and i banged my head off the floor and passed out. woke up in the hospital with a concusion. second time i ever tried, i ate 25 tylenol 3's (all which was in the bottle.) since i get fucked up alot to ease the pain of shitty life, i must have had a high tolerance or something, but i passed out, and woke up thirty hours later with a bad head acke. i'm a 21 year old white male. i often try to make my life better, but things just get worse. i have nothing good in my life. i have no social skills. everyone thinks i'm gay, my shrink told me i'm skitzo. i never had a girl friend before. no one likes me. i lost my virginity to a prostitute. people try to use me. my "family" doesn't give a fuck about me. why would i want to live? so after reading all sorts of bull shit on why i shouldn't kill myself, the pain is still there. i really think hard about if only one person who care if i was gone, and believe me i can't. i feel nothing but emptyness and sadness. so why should i live and be loney, when i can die and find out what happens next. in a quick summary of problems in my life, i bet all would agree that if you where in my shoes, you would want to kill yourself as well. but back to the kit. since ritalin is cocaine for kids, why not overdose on ritalin. |
| 07 May 2004 | Monsieur Inconito | La façon pareusseuse est de se jeter en bas d'un pont. La façon joyeuse c'est de mourir de rire. La façon triste c'est de mourir seul. La façon compliquée c'est de mourir d'un cancer du poumon après avoir fumé pendant 30 ans. Mais la meilleure façon de mourir c'est de se faire oublier. |
| 07 May 2004 | Thich Nhat Hanh | Maybe the other person has spoken so often with bitterness always condemning and blaming that you have had enough. You cannot listen anymore. You begin to try and avoid him or her. You try to avoid him out of fear. You give him the impression that you want to boycott him, to ignore his presence. You cannot face him and at the same time you cannot avoid him. The only solution is to train yourself to be able to communicate again. Deep listening is the way... Compassion alone can protect you from becoming irritated, angry, or full of despair. ...Sometimes you get lost in your suffering, in your worries. In your daily life you have to be in touch with elements that do not constantly express suffering: the sky, the birds, the trees, the flowers, children - whatever is refreshing, healing, nourishing in us and around us. This is the practice of nourishment.... ~Thich Nhat Hanh |
| 07 May 2004 | Some old Slapper who is about as sharp as a fresh pile of Cow Ma | How easy it is to be in denial about the way we experience life. . . how easy to fit into a pattern of thought and processing that makes it comfortable for us in some way as it rewards us even to the point of being defeatist in the long run. To continue behavior that goes nowhere knowing full well that it is ultimately fear that keeps us from change, from DOING. i suppose the big shock for me was when someone said to me that i had to take responsibility for the way people "in my life" treated me. Like i actually have a Life. For one thing, if a 'friend' caused me unhappiness, then why the Fock did i continue to have them IN my life at all ? .......and the realization that 'doing nothing' is indeed a decisive act... if someone is bringing me down on a consistent basis, then by continuing to associate with them is MY choice. The very act of keeping them around me is the thing i must "own." .............. |
| 07 May 2004 | jean louis | suicide toi ! on aura la paix... |
| 07 May 2004 | LaDy DeAtH | They don't know what I'm going through They think it's about some guy i use to care for They are mistaken by illusion They think it's about the other girl he was there for No one undertsands my pain What they don't realize is that every night i cry They should hold me back away from dangerous weapons Because the only thing on my mind is "die" I don't like him at all really Every day and night he breaks my heart But 'love' and 'like' is different And I knew I loved him from the start It wouldn't be so bad If I had a mother or a father Pops is gone, brother's dead, And Mom doesn't even bother It's about him being the only thing I had Because friends will soon drift away And he swore he'd never leave my side However, now I see not even love can stay Would love to stay and chat but I gotta go smoke some weed... (part of my 3 steps toward a slow death: 1)smoke lots and lots of weed, 2) drink all your friends' beer since you can't get any yourself 3)Flash westside gang signs while you're on the east coast) Peace ~*LaDy DeAtH*~ |
| 06 May 2004 | Suicide contemplator | Why would you want to know how to kill yourself? I am asking because if you need a ONLINE forum to tell you how... then you are -just maybe- a little to immature to be comtemplating suicide. I know I know... I am a little ass too but... I feel for all the people like me... wanting to die... but after realising that I needed help I thought that other people should know that life after death isn't all it's cracked up to be... I promise you. Don't.... just Don't. |
| 06 May 2004 | XtinaFan | Well, I've been depressed forawile now. I've been belemic, anorexic, and I've cut myself over 21 times. I feel like everyone hates me. I don't deserve to live. My boyfriend cheated on me, everyone hates me cause I'm bi, and I always get teased. There's like no one who is bi or gay in Modesto. I can't shoot myself with the gun, but the pill thingy might work. If anyone wants to e-mail me you can. Well, I g2g. I hope I won't be here to talk to you all later, but like I said, you can email me. |
| 05 May 2004 | sharayah a lonely soul | im hurting really bad and am in pain. all i think is DEATH< DEATH. i hate life. im not a good person, i used to be a christian i had my life going great but i was depressed most of the time and then i lied to one of my good friends and they disowned me . they hate me now over one lie, i became more depressed, i was gonna kill myself on her birthday, i just wanna be noticed i guess, and ever since then i have lost all most of my friends and not too long ago i thought pot would help me feel better take away the pain the heart ache. there IS NO POINT TO LIFE!!! i was hurting, i got into alcohol and got drunk to make me forget i existed. sometimes i lay in my bed not wanting to wake up and cry for everything i did. even though God forgave me i cant forgive myself i have tried hanging myself but at the last second i also chickened out. i held a gun to my head and when i finaly had the gut to pull the trigger i realized the gun had no bullets to end me. ive took pills and took the whole bottle i didnt die obviously cuz they pumped my stomach. i tried drowning myself, i just got to scared. u see..................... i hear these voices in my head telling me im nothing and its not worth living. no one likes me anymore and i have no friends whatsoever now, i stay in my room staring at the wall and picture in my head the worst possible ways to die. i just want my friends back. my life is over its ruined and i know many of you out there got it alot worse but it matters what you feel inside your heart , my heart is black and im dying slowly from pain and loneliness, the best way to kill yourself i guess would be not doing it all and just trying to hang in there. thats what im doing, trust me i think about it all the time, and nothing changes, for those who still have a chance to live and feel again take God with you, cuz i heard once you got God, he will always be there, i cant do that no more, ive already been damaged for ever and cant ever get up, for those who can get up and are just to weak ask God to help as for me .........im dead eternally ..........just like everyone wants me to ...........be |
| 05 May 2004 | JV | Have your parents vote for Bush. |
| 05 May 2004 | Jason | Firstly I would say I'm in the same boat as most here, in that want out and can't bear this existence. I call it an existence as I can't call it life as I don't know what that is. So for me sleep is the best and only good moment of the day. Every time I wake up it's a severe disappointment. Problem I have is similar to most here that don't have much guts when it comes to the painful ways of suicide and the fear of getting it wrong and existing after, say crippled for example. Personally if I ever get to the stage of doing it I would have the common decency not to involve some other party. Especially jumping in front of a train, or a vehicle. The poor driver who ends your existence, will no doubt be traumatised for his or her life. They don't deserve your misery. So on that note I think sleeping pills is the best bet and ensure you won't be disturbed for days after. The problem for me is that in the UK you can only get them from the Doctor and you have to be pretty convincing that they are for sleep problems rather than killing yourself. You could argue that when the Doctor finds out what you did with them it may ruin his or her life. But hopefully they are thicker skinned considering all the horrors they get to see day to day. Finally I would say do write a good suicide note clearly telling people that know you why you did it and unless they are directly responsible for your state of mind, say abuse from a parent, then ensure you tell them you don't blame them. Suicide should not be selfish it should be a legitimate escape from the pain of existence. Hopefully friends and family who thought they were helping may get over your death one day, if you tell them from the heart they are not to blame. I don't blame my parents and wouldn't want them to be hurt by feeling responsible. I can't stop the pain they would endure from my death but I would tell them it wasn't their fault, nor the fault of my friends who have tried to help. Good luck. |
| 05 May 2004 | ronwelthy | J'ai fait un rêve une fois, je me suis imaginé que tout les hommes se tenaient par la main et chantaient la même chanson de tolérance et d'amour, qu'ils semblaient en parfaite communion les uns avec les autres..... Et en me levant le matin, je me suis mis à voir la vie d'une autre manière, plus positive, plongé dans mes rêveries, le soleil réchauffant ma peau. Le monde ressemblait a un immense paradis. Mais lorsque je suis arrivé devant les grilles du lycée et que je les ai vus en train de parler ensemble, être sur la même longueur d'onde je me suis senti soudain très faible, le temps semblait s'écouler lentement et la scène m'a paru durer quelques minutes alors qu'en fait, il avait déjà fini de discuter lorsque je sortis de ce cauchemar... Comment avait-il pu me faire une chose pareille, comment avait-il osé dragué la fille que j'ai toujours aimée. Cela faisait un an que je le lui en parlait et il connaissait mes sentiments pour elle... Mais il s'est carrément foutu de ce que je ressentais pour se moquer de moi bien en face.... La morale de cette histoire c'est qu'il faut toujours se méfier, ne pas se confier à n'importe qui et toujours garder le plus de choses secrètes, enfouies au fond de nous, pour ne les livrer qu'au personnes en lesquelles on peut avoir confiance et non pas la première merde qui ne sait pas se faire d'amis et qui vient vers vous quérir de l'amitié (Hé oui Jean François tu n'es a mes yeux qu'une petite merde) Voila pourquoi il ne faut jamais faire confiance au premier venu, mais bien au contraire essayer de connaitre le plus possible les personne à qui l'on veut donner notre confiance... Voila pourquoi également ce pauvre menteur de JF est définitivement écarté du cercle de mes amis, car il ne sait que raconter des conneries. |
| 04 May 2004 | Brad | Well, the best way is probably just hanging yourself up. It is the most painless and most clean way to die. Unlike the mess you create when you're cutting yourself open or jumping in front of a train. I'm 20 now, but ever i was little i wanted to commit suicide. The only thing is I didn't know how. What i cannot understand is that people who have a good life, like nice parents, lots of friends good grades and good future prospects feel miserable and want to kill themselves. Now my case is different, let's say you have no friends, you suck in school, you entire life sucks, but well that's ok, you can live with that. So you're isolated in your attic behind your computer, and even in computer games you suck, now that's the drop. And everybody will think, what a fucker that he killed himself because of some stupid computer game, but i hope y'all will know better. I know the day will come i will stab myself to death in my rage, but for now i just beat myself up, like the guy in fight club, everytime i lose with Unreal Tournament. My only hope is to pass my final exams over 3 weeks, get a diploma and go to college. But if I fail, then my life isn't worth a damn, and i'll kill myself. But for you young kids out there, i would advise you to wait before making this huge decision. I used to feel bad in those days, but now i realise as a child it is just cry for help thing. When you are older you will really know the difference between a cry for help and the rational decision to end your own life, because there simply is no other way out. Peace Yall |
| 04 May 2004 | Brujah | This is not some sort of 'my parents are getting a divorce, I want to kill myself' website. This is for people with true pain. True hurt. People who have been through things you can only imagine. So tell me, who are you to tell them what they can and cannot do with their lives? You would have to live it to know what it is like. This website IS here to help them. You just have a narrow-minded viewpoint as to what 'help' entails. |
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