| Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form. |
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Name/email Nom/email |
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans? |
| 09 Jul 2004 | Kiki | I am not under 13 but i know how you feel. I have been depressed since about 4. people dont like me and with every mean comment i drown. it hurts so bad inside. I want to die but i hesistate because I have worked to hard tto give it up. Well im kinda smart and i have worked hard to ecome a good dancer since i was 8. I love dance but everything else hurts. i dont even like school. I used to cut but i stopped out of fear that someone else would find out. i didn't want to give all that i earned up because i got put in an institution. One day i was os sad, i couldn't stop crying. i had heard that one could overdose on iron. i ran to the cabinent and grabbed the bottle of flintstone vitamins. i started to take them when my friend came to the door and just made me happy. he is the only perrson who can make me happy. I wish he loved me back. he causes me so much pain. thats my story |
| 08 Jul 2004 | suicideincandyland | take every pill you can find and then slit your wrist |
| 08 Jul 2004 | lost | i hate life and every thing about it. my parents dont give me my space and i cut myself and my parents freak. i hate them all and i hate the world. |
| 08 Jul 2004 | Mackenzie | The best way to kill yourself it shoot yourself! Stick the barrel of a 22 in your mouth and pull the damn trigger! And your gone! |
| 08 Jul 2004 | fuck all the ppl who think suicide is selfish!!! | In my opinion the best way to commit suicide (I tried it several times) is to swallow those nice small white or red sleeping pills. Go in two different dispensaries and buy two small parcels of tablets. Then go home, drink a pint of Palm (note: Palm is one of the best Belgium beers), so they'll go faster down. Then carry a few glasses of water to your bed and begin to swallow until all the pills are hidden in your stomach. Then lay down and wait till you fall asleep. When your eyes close, you know that everything is over and that you rest in peace if nobody brings you to the hospital the next hours! it doesn't hurt 1 bit! |
| 07 Jul 2004 | Flamer | Hello angry person, you wrote on Mouchette's suicide page, "i am sure this will draw flames from ppl but i really dont care. just do it! if you really want to kill yourself you wont come here and whine about it, in fact you probably wont tell anyone at all in fear that they will stop you. so get off the computer find a rope a knife a gun and just do it. you dont even need a knife, gun, etc. if u want to kill urself bad enough run as hard as you can head first into a wall. in fact encourage others to do it as well you won't miss them as you are gonna be dead too. all your friends and family will say "o what could we have done different" for a few weeks, then when the initial shock is over they will think, if not say aloud, "what a fucking moron". but hey its your life and who cares what they think. you are the master of your own destiny, if death is all you aim for then i suggest you set your standards a little higher and stop being such a whiny little bitch, make something of yourself. know that u have faced hard times and overcome. but if you just cant handle life *cough* pussy *cough* then by all means oft yourself. this applies to all 8-80, blind, crippled, or crazy. good luck whatever you decide." Congratulations, genius, you've somehow managed to figure out that suicidal people who seek help don't really want to die. Wow, you must really have a thorough understanding of suicidal people. Or no, wait a minute, am I wrong about that? Actually, I think I got it backwards, you don't understand a damn thing about suicide. You don't understand how suicidal people feel, or why they act the way they do. Instead you bitch about it. Ironically, your suggestion to suicidal people is to die or stop bitching about it. Why don't YOU shut the fuck up and stop bitching about suicidal people bitching. You don't like suicidal people, tough shit loser, suicidal behaviour is something you don't understand. You don't know what the fuck you're talking about, so FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
| 06 Jul 2004 | subhomoy dasgupta | I am a man of 31 years who wants to commit suicide, but the method must be a full proof one so that no mistake remains. That's why I'm trying to seek guidance from somewhere I'll be able to keep the privacy. |
| 06 Jul 2004 | El sh | Dynamite |
| 06 Jul 2004 | Ching | Dont bother trying to kill you, you will die some day. Just wait. |
| 05 Jul 2004 | take drugs n lay on your back and wait 2 fall alsleep and u will die by ur own sick | |
| 05 Jul 2004 | ronny-ron | Hey. I wrote a post before, sounding like a whinny little bitch. While I am, in fact, a whinny little bitch, I didn't mean to sound like one so much. Love you all. |
| 05 Jul 2004 | Smokie | will my ex boy Joey did this hes the one that i started cutting myself i did for a long time on my wrists on each one it never did hurt i can't really feel pain at all cause i'm so use to do that i stop it finally in March but then in June he finally came back after he left my door i started to cry and i wanted to cut myself again but i couldn't do it i still have the scars u guys gotta fight back just don't kill yourself i'm turing 15 this year wanna have a life now but sometimes i don't i just want to die I was close to sliting my neck but my friend stop me for doing it so plzz don't kill yourself |
| 04 Jul 2004 | a | it never ends, it starts , there is a middle but the end is out of reach, you can stand and watch, you cry and wish, you can want but never be able to see what it is you want to be. Kill me, kill me, erase me, erase me, shoot me, hang me, destroy me, ill kill me , ill kill me, ill erase me, ill erase me, ill shoot me, ill hang me, ill destroy me, i can see the end, i can see thru the end, i see beyond repair, i see it all build up, then fall apart, build up and collapse. |
| 03 Jul 2004 | Memette | If you are afraid of becoming sane, that is one thing, but don't be afraid of going mad, because what else can happen? The worst has happened already! We are living in the worst kind of hell. So if you fall you may fall into heaven. You cannot fall anywhere else. But people are afraid, because whatever they have been living, they think that it is the normal thing. Nobody is normal. It is only very rarely that there is a normal man like Jesus or Buddha; all others are abnormal. But the abnormal are in the majority, so they call themselves normal; Jesus looks abnormal. And naturally the majority can decide; they have the votes to decide who is normal and who is not. It is a strange world: Here normal people appear abnormal, and the abnormal are thought to be normal. Watch people, watch your own mind: It is a monkey, a mad monkey. For thirty minutes just write down whatever comes into your mind, and then show it to someone. Anybody will certify you as mad! Don't be afraid. Go with the feeling that comes to you, go with that call, follow that hint. And if you disappear, Disappear! What have you go to lose? ~Everyday Osho |
| 03 Jul 2004 | D.G. | Be a fuckin prick whether or not you are a man or a woman or dyke, get in fights with everyone, run your fuckin mouth about everybody, break things, start shit, yell at the top of your fuckin cocksuckin lungs, and flick a horses ball with your green tongue! Yeh! |
| 03 Jul 2004 | Flamer | Hey Jeff, it's me, Mr. Chan. I am here to tell you to shut the fuck up. You're one of those rare fucking assholes who is so full of himself that you actually come out and say that to take medication is to hide from life's darker side, as if to say that taking medication is for the weak. Fuck you. What do you have against medication? How do you propose people get over depression? Lifestyle changes? Change the way you sleep, the way you live, the way you eat. What you consume has an effect on the way you feel. What's wrong with consuming medication to help people feel better? A lot of people don't even know why the fuck they are depressed, they just feel like death and they have no idea why. It is caused by a chemical imbalance and it can be treated with medication. This depression has nothing to do with how "strong" you are. You can be the strongest person in the world and you won't overcome depression. Take a look at jimmie's message "i have only read the first page of responses and already i am envious of you all. i wish i knew the reason(s) for my suicidal ideations as many of you seem to. i don't hate my family, i love them and i know they love me. i am not truely alone and my presence does not hurt the ones i love. i wish i had the answers that many of you seem to have to your feelings of worthlessness and isolation. many of you know the cause of you worries, which means you know what to fix. i don't know what is broken in me. i don't know where to begin the repairs. all i know is the gloom that lingers above me. the fog that permiates my mind and the clouds that shadow my sun. i am going to be 24 this year, am a fulltime college student and full time nurse (on a psych unit). for those of you who are younger than me and who seem to have incite into your depression and suicidal ideations, take them seriously. do not wait to get help when you are older it will be harder to fix. fix the problems, no matter how complicated they may be for you are the lucky ones you have the equation in front of you now all you have to do is solve for 'x'. if you are oldre than me and you seem to know the cause of your pain you are one step ahead of me, so try and correct them. i only wish i had insite into the abyss which i am continually looking into! " This guy doens't know what the fuck is wrong with him, but he still feels like shit. Why do you think that is? Because he isn't a strong person? NO!!!! He clearly has depression. You don't know shit about consciousness. There's nothing wrong with taking medication to alter consciousness, but there is something wrong with you so FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
| 02 Jul 2004 | Lucy | tie yourself to the bottom of the school swimming pool. with your swim suit. and breathe! |
| 02 Jul 2004 | lucky | swallow a batterie, (so the stomach acid runs all over ur organs) hanging ur self in ur closet, and killing ur self in the school rest room |
| 30 Jun 2004 | Rachel | Peepz say they know me but how kan they if I dont even kno myself. Im 12 now, my friend sais she cant ever figure me out. why I do drugs why I drink, whI I fuck. well the answer is. I dunno. u figure it out. the best wey to die for yall is to email me and piss me da fuck off and ill go there and murder yall. Ive bin thrue hell so yall kan shut the hell up. Take a gun shoot you and shoot some other people on the way then shoot my parents my teachers a few cops then my probation officer then finally myself. You know why I dunt care? becauze yall r gonna die enyway. dedictaed to Adrian.~~~meybe ulle understand me better now instead of kallin me a depressed freak all da fucking time.~~~~~~~~ |
| 30 Jun 2004 | -|- | Firearms and the like are still largely unavailable. Some will be able to get them, but most will find trouble obtaining them. Most sub-13 people will not be able to tie the knot nor will they judge the falling distance correctly to use a rope. Pills are hard to judge an LD50 amount. Most children will sorely underestimate the dosage required to kill themselves. Combine multiple methods for best effect. Most children can obtain access to a medicine cabinet. Obtain as many tylenol and aspirin tablets. Aspirin will thin the blood, and tylenol contains an ingredient that can cause kidney failure. Consume as many of both as possible. If you vomit, take more. Obtain a razor knife, aka, boxcutter. A naked razor is hard to grasp with slick bloodied hands. Slice your wrists as deeply as you can with the boxcutter. Multiple times equal higher success rates. Last, take all prescription medication you can find, coupled with all anti-nausea medication you can obtain. Last, combine bleach and ammonia in a small room, inhaling as much directly from the combination container as possible. Please respect the lives of other people who may find you and post a warning about toxic fumes being present. Try not to do this in the house. |
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