| Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form. |
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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans? |
| 29 Sep 2004 | kikithepooh | to test different explosives coctails |
| 29 Sep 2004 | brad | Well people what is there to say, i was feeling shit and for the so maniest timest contemplating suiciding again, so I decided to surf down here and tell my story. But when i read this stuff people post i'm like, damn this crying and moaning is really pathetic. Realizing that only a few minutes ago i was about to post a similar message. I've been there, i know what the feeling is like when you think nobody cares about you, nobody appreciates you, or finds you a cool person, when no girl shows interest in you, and when you face the same huge walls no matter where you go. Realizing that you are the problem, and not someone else. You can travel to the other side of the world but still you'll face the same problems. And one the the biggest mistakes you can make is starting to feel sorry for yourself, in the hope you might get attention. Yes attention and pity is what you get, but do you really think you will get respect, love, appreciation and admiration from other people. Because i believe that everybody wants to be admired, loved, appreciated and respected. And unlike the most people who believe these four things should be deserved, i personally believe they only need to be chosen.That is right choice, it's as simple as that, no years in therapy, no antidepressants, just 1 simple choice, that is all it takes folks. When you are contemplating suicide you already made the choice you no longer want to suffer, but i believe that avoiding pain can be achieved by other means than suicide. Suicide is just a metaphor for killing our old self, your old mindset, on order to create a new one, it's a pity that some people are so confused they actually think they litterally have to kill themselves in order to accomplish this. So the question is will you go on feeling sorry for yourself, or will you stop suffering and start living an extraordinairy life ? You clearly have the choice |
| 29 Sep 2004 | Phil | Oooh dear, there seems to be something wrong with mouchette's sight. I think we'd better get a team of monkeys in there to find out the problem |
| 28 Sep 2004 | jen | i wouldnt know because a) if i knew i wouldnt be here and b) im not under thirteen... why bother playing suicide when you can just do it for real?! |
| 28 Sep 2004 | Will Snow | Well, I still havent found a loft hatch at the B+B. Perhaps if im 'kind' to one of the other guys that is living here during the week they may let me share their room. I could be a 'rent boy'. Ummm, some of them look pretty ugly actually. Oh well.... |
| 27 Sep 2004 | Allie | just like Marilyn Monroe. 50+ sleeping pills and some alcohol. die in peace |
| 27 Sep 2004 | NaT | Dude i wanna die so badly i hate this school and i cant have a boyfriend and my parents broke up and i really wish that i can get a easy to kill myself with out all the pain i like the pill thingy. |
| 27 Sep 2004 | Alex | The point is simple-- when you're only 13, you don't even KNOW how bad life is going to get. You haven't really had the opportunity to have your heart broken beyond repair, fail all your courses in highschool, or be kicked out of your house. Sure, bad shit happens to kids 13 and younger, but as far as CHILDREN wanting to have a 'suicide kit'? That's bullshit. Don't give kids 'toys' that encourage self-mutilation and suicide. I'm assuming the person who runs this site is a pre-teen, and I think it's awesome you want to provide a channel for 'suicidal' kids to explain how they're feeling, but, as you said, you are INEXPERIENCED and have little knowledge on the topic of suicide. I suggest doing a little more research before preaching to these poor kids about killing themselves. To everyone who posts shit about how you're going to kill yourself, the truth is, if you really wanted to commit suicide, you'd be dead by now. If it's attention you're seeking or just boredom, get a hobby or some obscene tattoo and piss off your parents. That way, you'll be alive to appreciate people going ballistic over you. To those who are actually serious about suicide-- things do get better. I used to cut all the time (everyday), and I'm finally getting better. Think of it this way-- you could technically go any day, so why not make the best of life while you're here? Sorry if I offended anyone, but this is just my opinion. |
| 27 Sep 2004 | no hands | Phil, if you're gay, why the fuck do you keep going on about tits???? |
| 27 Sep 2004 | Ryan | ummm hello everyone i dont really no how this site works so ya.. um i was just sayin im offerin my help im 13 male and i seem to understand alout about with emotions and stuff so if ya no want to talk about it with me umm ya my e-mails and tu6_ryan@hotmail.com and dont_get_to_attached@yahoo.com .. so ya add one of those if ya want to talk.. hey at least i might be better than those cikiatrist people or howeva ya spell it( i hate cikiatrist they just do it for a job and they might be good at it)((oh ya i have a bad memory and i cant spell worth $hit) |
| 26 Sep 2004 | nikki | stupid fucking world.Smash your head in a wall!!I'm 13 by the way.Take some cocaine and smack yourself.Shoot yourself.piosen yourself.Oh there are so many ways to kill your self.I don't want to kill my self i wanna hurt myself.I love seeing my own blood.(am i being scary?If i am i don't FUCKING care!!!!!!)buncha wierdos.Go get screwed or something.ohya add me fuckers!Lets get drunk or somethin!gothic_gurl_from_hell@hotmail.com |
| 25 Sep 2004 | Will Snow | I might lose the room im living in at the B+B. So im trying to think of ideas. Well, I cant find a loft hatch so that I can retreat to a loft like I used to. Yeh, I would retreat to the loft if 'MAGGIE' became too much for me. Oh, those were the days of cuddling up to the pink loft insulation. Yes i did say PINK. Sorta goes with me being gay. But oooh, does it make you itch though. Loft insulation i mean! |
| 25 Sep 2004 | ok its you | i like to sleep when plastic this big made in somewhere log the zone will grow inside me....jesus will vomite me |
| 24 Sep 2004 | jessica | try a cup of windowlene, it is supposed to kill you quick. don't use the gas oven it will take to long, or slit you wrists after o.ding on perscription pills! |
| 24 Sep 2004 | Phil | Ooh Mouchette sent you a private page too, think yourself lucky. Mouchette has a harem of beautiful ladies (often with big breasts) but is very picky of who he chooses. If you got the "huge arse pressed up against the screen" page then think yourself a VIP. That was J-Lo's arse and she needed to have a shit at the time (I believe). |
| 24 Sep 2004 | will snow | Flamer, I thought you said you were gay? Ummm, youve confused me now. So you are lonely. Hmmm, I thought as much. I get lonely too sometimes but i dont get nasty like that. For FUCK sake get a life!!! |
| 24 Sep 2004 | GlennGould | first u have to suffer. u have to die inner. more then u r now. you have to know what it means to be dead. u have to cut urself often, punish urself to be abnormal, to be more sensitive. u should expose urself to all the shit that happens around. i am going to kill myself. i will enjoy it for hours. i will start cutting my wrists slowly... bleed and bleed . all over the ground. i will drink my blood. i will wash myself with my blood. i will cry and damn my parents. damn myself. damn all the people i knew. damn everything and everyone. i will fucking kill you bastards. living ur normal lifes. believing. believing in something. you stopped to think. suckers. u should kill yourself. drink pure alcohol as fast as you can. or drink at least 1 bottle of wodka within a minute. |
| 23 Sep 2004 | i have no name | dear brittny, that is severly fucked up about what your dad does... i dunno, post again on this sight if you are still around... i kinda want to talk to you. |
| 23 Sep 2004 | The Real Flamer | Yes, this is really me. What the fuck am I doing here? What the hell was that last post? This is crazy. Seriously, I gotta get out of here. The flamer persona is just a persona and it's not even real and I don't like myself. There, happy everyone? You can believe parts of my last post if you wish, there probably are some good bits of wisdom in there, but really the only reason I'm here is because I'm bored and lonely and with nothing better to do. THERE!! Happy NOW!?!?!! Deadlypudding man, don't fret what I said, I'm just a regular mother fucker who's just as fucked up as anyone else on this freaky ass site. I am really leaving this time. I'm going to block myself from coming back. I am sick, I probably do need counselling. I remember once I wrote a post laughing at people because they're all depressed because of their boyfriend or girlfriend leaving. Guess what, the only reason I come here is to take pain away from being rejected by a girl I like. Lesson 2, yes, people like me probably do hate themseves. Sorry to anyone I riled up. In the end, Flamer flamed himself worst of all. When it comes down to it, Flamer hates himself most of all. Congratulations, Flamer, you have been FLAMED!!!!!!!!!!! |
| 23 Sep 2004 | The Real Flamer | You're right Flamer II (Deadlypudding), I won't really leave. I'll never leave. I will be with you for the rest of your life and beyond the grave. I am immortal. Yes, the spirit of the great Flamer can never die. I am so deeply ingrained in the human psyche, it would be impossible to kill me, no matter how hard you try. Cause there’s a million of us, who cuss like me, and just don’t give a fuck like me. I could be anywhere, workin at Burger King, spittin on your onion rings, or outside in the parking lot circlin, screamin I don’t give a fuck, with my windows down and my system up. Cliche, yes, but true. Or I’ll be the one fuckin your wife or girlfriend because you’re a pussy and I give her what she NEEDS. You know how I knew that was you, Deadlypudding? Because as I was reading your latest impersonation of me, and laughing so hard that my colon exploded, the only word that kept running through my mind was “PATHETIC!” I don’t think I’ve ever flamed anyone so badly. I’m actually kind of flattered at the honor you have bestowed upon me. So sorry, my son. But guess what, chump..... I did you a favor!!! Yes, that’s right you stupid shit face, >I< was HELPING >YOU<!!! Just like I am right now. Lesson 1, my son, CHILL!!! Guess what, I PURPOSELY tried to get on your nerves, and faked anger...... for a number of reasons..... a big one is because it’s funny..... but don’t you see I’m doing you a big favor by telling you what I did. There’s a lot of schlubababababub’s out there who will just do fucked up shit, maybe not as extreme as me, and not tell you what they’re doing. People will act seemingly very oddly (there’s all kinds of psychological tricks they can play) and it will burn you up because it doesn’t make sense. Then you go thinking, “how could anyone like this mean mother fucker?” And yet strangely, those same people will outrank you.... at work, in social settings, they have more power and support, and if you were to confront them, they would defeat you, they have some kind of power over you and you don’t know why and it burns you. You can’t let it burn you. Because there’s going to be tonnes of shit that pisses you off, and you have to learn to not give a fuck or you will probably kill yourself of stress, and you will continue to be flamed. So it burns you up that I am full of contradictions eh? Why? Why do you care that you don’t understand me? So what if it seems like I contradict? Who cares? I don't. So you hope I’ll never come back eh?? Well too bad, because you’re going to meet me everyday for the rest of your life out there in the world. But maybe at our next encounter you will know how to deal with me. Just accept that you are a loser, and I am like a father to you, a cruel father who rapes your ass once in a while. Just accept that you lose, and that I am better than you...... and one more thing. Considering that I went out of my way to help you, you’re going to get down on your knees right now, and kiss my big fat brown hairy asshole. If you do that, I will be nicer to you and stop raping you. |
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