Date	Name/email Nom/email	What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
28 Nov 2004	bar@shka	All of you out there, I had a girl in my class who's life went really bad in her 12-15 years of age, she suffered so much, each break-time i saw her run to the bathoom where she would sit, cry, listen to her suicide songs and slit her wrists. She had depression for about 3 years..eventually she didnt pull through, she thought no-one loved her, got in trouble at school, parents didnt care, she thought of herself as a looser and a loner in school because everyone was better than her and she stood out (negatively) One night i called her because our science teacher told me to ask her about this project we had to do, i picked up the phone and dialed her number.. there was no answer but then she picked up, she was crying and suddenly i heard a gunshot, and then i asumed she killed herself, i shouted in the phone and she mumbled 'goodbye' and then it sounded like the she dropped the phone and it fell to the ground. There was nothing i can do, the next day the whole school was in shock, they cried for 3 months over her, it was so sad. The people from my class were telling me how they loved her and that they were just about to goto her and make friends, her mother said she had bad days and financial problems which was the reason why she was busy, not because she didn't love her, the trouble in school was just to help her with her study, they had to be a little rough to get it to her head that she needs to try hard to get to success. But unfortunatly it was too late, if only she talked to someone! As soon as she died everything went to good for her.. If only she waited for one more day before making the biggest mistake, maybe things would change. One more fucking day, if only she waited. Dont let that happen to you, you will regret it. Dont give up and kill yourself or else satan wins. Its better to be free in pain than be trapped in bondage of satan + in pain. But you cant do anything about that pain with satan, But you CAN do something about pain in life, everyone goes through it, just some people more than others, life will go better. Dont worry about it AND DONT KILL YOURSELF BECAUSE....you will regret it! life might be a bitch and might suck, but its better than hell. I can tell you that. Why the fuck do u wana kill urself, hell is a WORSE PLACE. If only The creatures in hell killed themselvs to get into life..Now if it were like that.. It would be acceptable.. But why go From Life to an ever worse place..? COS U THINK HELL IS LESS PAINFUL THAN LIFE? WTF.. IDIOT.. ITS NOT! U WILL SUFFER EVEN MORE! But listen to this, if u live your life and be strong, and don't try to kill itself.. u beat Satan. He wants as many people dead. Fight that moron. Damn him to hell, man.
28 Nov 2004	bar@shka	everything in my life seems to go wrong, im getting Fs on all of my exams, my mom recently found out that I smoke and got crazy, well damn that bitch to hell, I hate her! though deep inside I love her :( a week ago I dumped my boyfriend, he was flirting with my best friend when he was still with me, now I badly want him back, but I cant make him go out, to be out on the streets, to at least bump into him accidentally or something, I never had any 'real' friends, because I always betrayed their trust, I don't know why!! its like I cant control it! I cry all the time about my bf, I was so upset that I carved him name in my wrist, I hope it scars so he will be 'with me in my heart' forever, but that hurts real bad. I cant stop and think even for a second and wear a fake smile to at least please some people around me! but all I want to do is cry, I have a song which I play whenever im suicidal and depressed, it keeps me going and at the same time it makes me cry, I have to admit that sadness may feel good, its just something inside which doesn't have to hurt.. you get Goosebumps and tingles. I really want to die but im not strong enough to do it, because every time I think 'what will be tomorrow, if tomorrow gets better. and ill be missing out on so many things' and that keeps me living .....in pain , and I don't know what to do, I really am stuck between 2 worlds!
28 Nov 2004	exclusive	hey everyone.... i've written here before, but i won't put my name. stupid things... I don't know, i am so much different now than i was before. in some ways i am reasonably smart, but in other ways i am so fucking stupid it's not funny. so many things are my fault. i have fucked up, and i could have made a difference. man, i look back at my life and i just shake my head at how fucking stupid i have been! i could have done shit so much fucking better! things could have been so different now... but it doesn't matter because i'm okay... i'm am, she's not. she's dead. and i could have made it better. my advice is to everyone, find someone that you can trust. someone who will trust you back and build a shelter with them. it can make such a difference if you love someone. but words are easier than reality. it's harder to change things for the better in real life than it is to tell someone to change. i know that. so does everyone here. but that doesn't mean it's impossible. get on prozac and start changing your life. prozac and ritalin. that's my life. but it's such a fucking good life now, i can barely express how much shit has changed. but yeah... i know that shit is bad for you. it's worse than just fucking bad, i honestly do know that. i wish i could help someone here but no one really wants to talk to anyone else. this sight is just something to do, some way to waste you time. or perhaps i am just anti-social. nah, fuck that, i'm not. i am realisitic. i honestly am, i can see the world clearly, i know why people here are fucked up. do you know why? it's basic human nature. before we evolved speach we had to greedy creatures, we literally had to be to survive. we had to be calluse and cruel and think only of ourselves because everyone had to look after themselves. and that basic nature hasn't changed after we evolved speach and gunpowder and mobile phones or fucking whatever. but are basically a fucked species. the people who are here are the unlucky product of our basic nature. we are the scum. but don't get me wrong, i'm not saying there's anything wrong with that. i think everyone is the scum to some extent. no one has a perfect life, and if they do it's only because they are so blind and stupid to realize that shit is fucked. i mean, the entire world is fucked. look at america. jezus, they are the most powerful nation in the world and yet their leader can barely pronounce his own name. that's reality. and it's not going to get any better. but like i say, it doesn't matter. that is something that you have to realize. there's no point blaming yourself or dwellng on the little things, because when it come down to it we don't matter. each of us is going to do. mouchette is going to die eventually and this sight will disappear. presidents will change, shit will change all the time. who give a FUCK what the fuck you do or don't do??!! just do what you want, becuase at the end of the day it makes no difference. those of us who live or die or go on to become millionaires our lives will all end the same way. we all fucking die and NO ONE is going to remember us when we are gone. i mean can you remember your grandfather? do you know the details of his life? fuck no you don't. and even if you did, do you care? no. he is forgotten, just like the billions of other people who live and died in this world. so my point is, don't get hung up on little shit beucase that shit doesn't matter. it really doesn't. anyway, that's enough from me. take care. sit down and think how you want your life to be and then get on prozac and ritalin and make it like that. it's so fucking easy.
28 Nov 2004	crackjack	You deserve to be beaten with a stick mouchette for being so lame, I can't believe you put that in your favourites. By the way, to Will Snow, you go girl (?) Have a ball, you sound like you are getting all the LOVING you could ever want! Don't waste time in your room, get amoungst it! Enjoy it, how many times do we live?
28 Nov 2004	crackjack	Oh my god, that one you put in your favourite by Brett was so GAY!!!!
27 Nov 2004	Che Johnson	the best way to kill yourself is to either shoot yourself in the heart of or drink gasoline.
27 Nov 2004	Religious Maggie	Do you know my darlings, my bra burst in Sainsburys. I had to take it off, (in the ladies of course). But I didnt have a spare so I had to go shopping and to church braless!! I only possess one bra. It uplifts my droopy boobs you see. Its the nipples that are the problem. They go sooo stiff when touched. They poke out. And if they get excited they are even bigger you know. I need someone to fondle them and massage them. Perhaps someone here would be so kind, or perhaps God might like to try. Hang on, they say that God created us in his own image. Well, does that mean that God has boobs as well as a penis and a poosy? If I had one, I could have sex all the time my darlings. It would probably hurt though in bending it around. I suppose I could chop it off. I shouldnt be questioning God should I? Oh well, extra pokies on the altar!
27 Nov 2004	Suicidal**Chicky**	here are my tips( infact im actually under the age of 13) anyways if u want it slow and horrible my advice is use a very dull razor or a knife, that way you have to keep on thawing at ur skin till you hit a vein, then once you hit a vein keep poking it. if you want a fast and almost pain-less death just find a vein that shows close the surface and jab the knife straight in then take it out and do it again then once you get bored of that jamn it into ur stomache!! HAVE FUN!!
27 Nov 2004	Flamer	Alright you fucks its me again. Looky here we got a few people to flame today. First of all on my list is Religious Maggie. Okay you're a sick fuck and you're not even adding to the discussion so get lost. Oh and I'm pretty sure you're a dude too. An aetheist gay man sex orgy dude. Next, is Jenn. All I can say is you are a fucking moron. Suicidal chic. You're 12 come one give yourself at least 8 more years. Come on whats so fucking bad about being 12. oh you're poor. A lot of people are fucking poor but they don't kill themselves do they? How fucking stupid are you? Lastly, my heart truly goes out to Zack. I've flamed many but I won't flame him. He's really taken a lot from life and I wish I knew him. I really hope things get better for you, I really do.
27 Nov 2004	Lequetis	this i my last messafe when you read this you wil not likely know but i have take 30 paracetomal and 100 vailum which cost me lots on tik but who cares as im dead hahahahasha fuck the woirld goodbye and god bless
27 Nov 2004	no name	Dear Kyle, No offense, but you are an idiot. Out of all the ways to kill yourself that I've ever heard that was the dumbest. Yes, THE dumbest. Going out into a forest and taking sleeping pills and hoping you will freeze to death??? Man, how old are you? Hahahahah!!!
27 Nov 2004	braintumor	I don't understand how anyone 13 or under would want to die unless you were so sick and in so much pain you couldn't bear it anymore. Must be the humiliating surge of hormones that come into play in the teen years. God did they suck! But you have to realize that it's passing and if it doesn't pass after years and years and years and you can't find help and everyone thinks you're crazy and you have no one looking up to you or depending on you then do what you feel you need to do. By then you'll have devised a way but won't really care anymore how you do it. Suicide is a self hate statement that people left behind don't understand anyway.
26 Nov 2004	andrew dear	hiya its me agen iv sorted out my life and iv relised it woth living iv got a new girl frend and iv got rid of the person how made me whant to end my life
26 Nov 2004	Poppy	I h8 my life nd i wnt 2 die
26 Nov 2004	Zuiverfluit	Knot a blue cord aroud you wrist and Start living.... one day you will find yourself dead, maybe after 60, maybe 70 years... maybe earlier... but one thing is sure.. the blue cord worked and you did it all by yourself: congratulations.
26 Nov 2004	Kyle	I'm just wondering if going out in the forest when its very cold stripping to almost nothing and taking sleeping pills to fall asleep and eentually die...is this a good idea? Plz answer, i need to do this soon...
26 Nov 2004	ME	I myself think about killing myself, i am 13 years old and after a fight with my parents i went to the bathroom, took my razor and slit my wrist, this is just to cause yourself pain, if you really want to die call 905 886 6868 and get some advice from ppl who will help you
26 Nov 2004	My name?	As i was surfing the internet, i come across with your website which is very sophisticated when it comes how to commit suicide using very simple technic, but i would not recommend anyone to take his life. just learn and grow you will be happy for the rest of your life, but if you cross that line you will never come back this is a satanic manoeuvre .
25 Nov 2004	Will Snow	Hey 'NO', perhaps youre fucked up too. Well, you came here so you must be thinking about suicide eh. Well, how are you all my darlings? Ooooh sorry, i feel a bit silly today. Where im living at the moment is a mad house. I thought the B+B was bad enough, but this place, geees! Of course they all know im gay and they wanna be friends with me. Im a bit shy and get a little anxious but they keep saying i shouldnt lock myself away. They also say that if i get bullied to tell them and they will beat them up. I hate violence. Ummm, better be going.
25 Nov 2004	rach m	i am wanting to die quietly by myself and i wonder what pills to take. i already take 50 mg of methadone a day so i wouls probably need a benzodiazepine of some sort. can someone please tell me?

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