| Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form. |
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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans? |
| 31 Jan 2008 | suffocating under words of sorrow. | to "just a shell" I don't take delight in your misery. Did you really believe that I was doing that??? That I was enjoying your misery??? You are so wrong. You have no idea how wrong those statements are. I was so close to death that night...I could taste it, you think I was enjoying it? I'm sorry that I hurt you, I'm sorry that you think those things of me. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm not using you. What could I be using you for??? What am I getting out of making you feel the way you said it here??? Nothing but pain. It hurts that you think that of me like that. I know you were hurting...and in those moments of hurting I was hurt too. I'm sorry that we had to go through that. I really wish I could be perfect for you. I always come up short. I'm sorry I hurt you. I will never forgive myself for this. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I wish I was good for you. I know this post is from that day when things were really bad. But still, that doesn't change the fact that you thought I was purposely hurting you. All I do is love you. Thats all. I've never had ill intentions towards you. I'm sorry that you think that of me. I'm sorry that I'm a bad person. I'm sorry. Please forgive me. Please. I'm sorry for everything. I wish I was good for you. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I love you isf. I'm so sorry. It hurts so much right now knowing that I hurt you so bad. I'm so sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.... I'm sorry. I'm not going to use you. I've never used you. Please don't think that of me. Please. I'm sorry. I need you so bad. You have no idea. No idea at all. I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry..... I'm so sorry. -------------- I swear If I could take your pain and frame it and hang in on my wall, then maybe you would never have to hurt at all. I'm painting pictures in red and blue, a portrait bruised, just like you. |
| 27 Jan 2008 | Luna | The best way to kill yourself would be to put a gun to your head and pull the trigger, but taking a large quantity of pills would be far more convenient, I'm pretty sure anything else would be too painful or inaccessible. I feel for anyone who wants to die, every time i look in the mirror I want to die, but at the moment I have a few things still to live for. |
| 27 Jan 2008 | Khaled | i came here by a search to find the best way to kill myself, not anyone else. and for sure i will never tell anyone (not you dear mouchette, you are fake, but i mean other readers) how to kill thyself, i am not sure why, but if i can convince anyone that life can be better, so i shalt be convinced for my life first (which is not the case). i wonder what is the meaning of life and why shouldn't (or should) i kill my self, but since it is one-way road i should think hard before going. (the first time i thought of suicide i was ~6 years old, now i am 22 and still can't take the final decision), life is getting more and more boring by thinking, i should take a quick decision now |
| 26 Jan 2008 | Paul | I don't know. I've never tried. But what am I supposed to say? Don't kill yourself? Will that even help? I don't want anybody to kill themselves, but I feel powerless in this situation. I just wish there were some magic words I could say so that everything would be alright, but there aren't. Just don't kill yourself. Even if nobody cares about you, I always will. Me, someone you haven't even met. Maybe I'll be the one person who'll miss you when you die. I know it sounds selfish, but stay alive for me! Stay alive for whatever reason you have! But I can't offer all the help. You need to help yourself, too. Heh. Listen to me. I'm no psychologist. Why should you listen to me? I'm nothing. You wouldn't even take my advice anyways would you? What business do I have meddling with your personal problems? Sorry. I'll go now. |
| 26 Jan 2008 | ... | Okay well I'm not under 13 or 14 but I have always wished I was never born. I have committed suicide several times. All failed attempts, obviously =/. I've tryed sleeping pills, I remeber taking like 15 once but they didn't even make me sleepy -.-. Dunno what's wrong there. I cut almost everyday, I have scars everywhere. I was raped a week before my 14th birthday. Everything I have now is getting taken away from me by my parents. -.- And it's sad becauase it's the only thing that makes me happy. =/ I smoke weed everyday. I drink but i hate it =/ I wish everday for an overdose. I take any pills I come in contact with. I don't even know half the shit I take. I just see it, and I take it. I remeber holding a gun, it was the best feeling in the world. So much power. I don't know why I didn't just kill myself then when i had the power too. I guess I was scared if I shot myself then there might eb a chance that I could survive. And I wouldn't wanna survive with my face all fucked up, you know. I never eat. My parents actually force me to eat sometimes =/. Which makes me more depressed cause it feels like they are trying to make me fat. But yea, goodluck with killing yourself, those of you who have are lucky =/ I guess i'm just too much of a pussy to go through with it. |
| 22 Jan 2008 | nobunny | I'm 23, and my life is absolutely not getting any better. My boyfriend doesn't give a shit a bout me, no one comes to visit me, not even him, he's screwing his friend cause he would rather go see her than see me. I have been suicidal since I can remember, my therapist hates me just like everyone else, I know they are not friend, I wasn't askin for any. I think I am gonna overdose on lexapro or somethin cause i haven't been taking it, just savin the pills in a baggy and when there is enough, I will take them all, plus some cold med on top of it. So, fuck everyone! |
| 22 Jan 2008 | Chuck | I'm a non-religious, semi-depressed guy who's curious why you might spend time on somthing this retarded. Anywho, I'm sure theres no chance to convince you what you're doing isn't cool, so instead I'll give a shamless plug to my website www.boskoestoys.com. There you will not find crafty ways to snuff yourself out, but you will find some kick ass action figures. Collecting our action figures will give you a purpose, and goals, and fill your head with more positive stuff. ps. Things I hate: Pro wrestling Sports Extream Sports Fast cars Fast drivers South park humor Jackass humor Emo people People who dance Street Gangs Rap music Things I love: Expesive food Wizrds, elves, trolls, unicorns white freakin' tigers comic books, B horror movies, Guitars, amps, microphones, wires, radios, ice cream, soda, making stuff from junk, pencils, paper, ink, paint, clay, and dragons |
| 21 Jan 2008 | just a shell | i think sometimes u delight in my misery. only nice enough to keep me around. oh i hope u need me still. its been like this so long it dosent seem right if im not being used. |
| 21 Jan 2008 | Jeanne | you should all be ashamed of yourselves. Your ignorance and insensitivity is endemic of your age and lack of judgement. I can't believe that you think this is either funny or instructive to anyone. Get some help, keep your idiocy to yourselves and quit blaming all around for youe lack of personal insight. Stay off the internet, turn off the TV and read a book. It will surely improve your tiny little minds and can't hurt with your grammer and spelling either. In other words GROW UP and quit blaming others for your self made miserable existance. Again, you should feel great shame at what you are writing. I pity the world you will someday be in charge of. |
| 21 Jan 2008 | G | I'm in search of a good way myself, so far I have ruled out many options I thought were great, such as pills overdose, slashing wrists (even in a warm bath), jumping off buildings, etc. All of these have undesirable success rates and less desirable aftereffects. The best way is probably shooting yourself in the head, but even that is not a certain death, not to mention you can't get a gun because you aren't even a teenager yet. Your dad wouldn't happen to have a gun, would he? Unfortunately for me, I am not a US citizen so I am not allowed to buy a gun, but I'm doing more research on this method. I'll let you know when I find something useful. |
| 20 Jan 2008 | vy | non si fa |
| 20 Jan 2008 | dead inside. | I thought I'd explained it clearly before. Love, I can't live in a world where you don't exist. |
| 19 Jan 2008 | Lexi | committing suicide is really bad, but I felt that I needed to because my life was terrible at this point. try not to be mad or upset, live your life because you have a chance out there. I know that you do and I know that you can have a great life. I can’t imagine how many times Hannah has told me not to do it but no, I had to do it anyways and she also made me promise I would never cut myself and I know I broke/am breaking my promise. I really am sorry, I truly am, but I couldn’t stand my life any more and no one really understands how bad my life really is. Everyone thinks that I’d have a good life because they say I’m rich but I’m really not. That really annoyed me, I mean a lot! I don’t get everything that I want and I definitely don’t have it easy at home. Well I kind of take that back, but only because my mom did a lot for me at home and paid for all of my cheer, dance and singing, and my dad always cleaned my room and made all of my food and paid my mom support. But my mom was always so mean to me and strict, she wouldn’t even allow me to be nice to my step-mom and if I was I had to hide it. My mom also used to abuse me because she’d make up any excuse just to hit me or yell at me so that I would get hurt and in trouble. My dad was different though, he used to try to abuse my MOM, yea the person that tried to abuse me; EXACTLY!!!! My point here, maybe that’s why, but I don’t have any room to talk here so I’ll just move on. Yes, I would be an idiot for doing this, so im not going to. im gonna get over this serious suicidal and depression thing because life is precious. i kno ur prolly thinkin that that saying is bullshit but its not, its true. Hannah, if you read this, then I’d just like to say thanks for always being here for me and loving me enough to care what I did with my life. the book The Pact by: Jodi Picoult, helped me decide how i was going to do this. So if you’re here right now, and you don’t want your kids or anyone to get any information on killing themselves, then don’t let them read it. I personally think it’s a great book, it’s actually my favorite book. But that’s beside the point, my point is that a lot of people tried helping me overcome cutting myself, the four main people that helped me recently are as follows: Hannah Hayes, Kaylee Clark, and Lindsay and Joey Thomas. I owe them my life, well I can’t say that literally now, can I? But they did so so much for me, and I’d like to thank them super much because if it weren’t for them then I would have killed myself. I also don’t want anyone to think it was their fault *ahem mom*, so don’t blame it on yourself *mom*. back to Hannah, Kaylee, Lindsay and Joey. You are all really special people because you saved my life. I know all four of you and even a lot of other people are mad at me and yes, I would be mad at me too if I were you, but I’m not you. And you might not be mad because i didnt do it, but if i wouldve then u really couldnt cuz i wouldnt b here! I always hear that life is short so have fun and a lot of good memories, and I guess my life would be shorter than a lot of people’s are, and just so everybody knows, I didn’t have a lot of fun. I mean sometimes I had some fun or a great time, but never a completely awesome time, except when I went to the Hannah Montana/ Jonas Brothers concert and met the Jonas Brothers. I just want to let everyone know that no, I didn’t really want to kill myself, but I felt I had no other choice. I mean obviously I did have another choice, but my life was making me miserable and I just couldn’t take it anymore, even with the people I love here. It always felt like I wasn’t loved, and everyone needs to know that they are loved. And that’s a reason that I wanted to kill myself. I guess I coulda killed myself for a lot of different reasons, and sure, you think they’re awfully dumb reasons to take away your own life, but I didn’t feel that way because these things are WHAT took my life. These things ARE important and if your child or a relative or any person you know shows any of these signs, then you may want to listen to what they have to say and help them before it’s too late. Here are the signs of depression and suicide: 1. Pre-occupation with death 2. Sleeplessness or change in eating/ sleeping habits 3. Rebellious behavior 4. Withdrawal from people or just outright running away 5. Act persistently bored.. 6. Difficulty concentrating 7. Drug/ Alcohol abuse 8. Falling/Dropping grades 9. Neglect appearance/ personality changes 10. Psychosomatic complaints 11. Giving away prized possessions 12. Joking/Talking about killing themselves Even if a person doesn’t have any of these symptoms, they can still be suicidal. Watch carefully, because you don’t want them to end up like me, do you? I didn’t think so. |
| 19 Jan 2008 | Michael | :( |
| 19 Jan 2008 | Chelsey | Just hang yourself. It's so simple, all you need is a sturdy pole in your closet or a good tree. Just remember to look up how to tie a noose on Google first. Get the right type of rope. Make sure whatever you're going to hang from can hold your weight. It's simple, have fun. |
| 19 Jan 2008 | dead inside. | I'm sinking like a stone in the sea. I'm burning like a bridge for your body. I'm sinking like a stone in the sea I'm burning like a bridge for your body. I'm sinking like a stone in the sea. I'm burning like a bridge for your body. |
| 19 Jan 2008 | i love u isf. | to "does the shoe fit" I'm sorry for being selfish. But I can't let you. I'm sorry. I don't want you to go. I know that life is unbearable for you. And I didn't hear from you last night. I'm worried. I'm so sorry for being selfish. Just please dont leave me here alone. I need you. Please. Please. Please. If you go away, I will follow you. Life means nothing to me without you. Please stay. Please. I love you. |
| 18 Jan 2008 | Jeff | Amen to that "does the shoe fit??? post! What a suicidal person needs is love, support, and encouragement. And there are so few people in this would who know how to do that. Everyone is just too concerned about their own damned self, they don't even realise the damage they are doing to people around them. |
| 18 Jan 2008 | MANDY | STOP AND THINK ITS NOT THE RIGHT THING TO DO PLEASE I NO PLEASE THINK ABOUT |
| 18 Jan 2008 | help now | TO dead inside, if your between 20 and 30 please let me know if your avaible for giving help?????? thanks |
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