|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|22 Apr 2005||RN 2 BE||I am a nursing student doing research for a class project on suicide and depression. I came across this website and read people's responses and cried and cried. It is normal to be depressed at some times and everyone at one time or another thinks things are so bad that they want to die, but to actually do it? I cannot imagine feeling so out of control of my life that I would end it. There has got to be something to live for even if its a warm summer day, your pets, a favorite meal, a friend, there has to be something good about life. I think about those persons who have terrible disabiling diseases, or live in a country were they cannot chose their clothes or religion and think how lucky I am to be able to chose my life and my path. There is always help and a way out. There are millions of help lines out there and people willing to reach out to you. Killing your self is so final. You cannot come back. You cannot enjoy your favorite hobbies or see your best friend's face again. Insurance won't pay and funerals cost a ton. Your family and friends will grief forever. You may think that suicide solves your own problems, but what about all the problems you bring to others. I know of four people last week who commited suicide. One left behind a set of young twins. Others left behind family members and significant others. I urge those of you out there to talk to someone,tell how you feel. People generally know the risk factors and symptoms of depression or suicide but may not recognize it because they don't want to believe it's happening to someone they know. It doesn't mean they don't care. I know many of you come from terrible backgrounds and feel you can't rise above it, but you can. You must remember that just being alive is a gift. There are always people out there going through worse things. If you could reach out and use your situation to help them you would be saving lives. 13 is too young to die. There are so many young persons out there every day dying of cancer, AIDS, in wheelchairs forever but they are alive. Suicide is a selfish way out. All I have to say is I have seen people who have tried and lived. I work in an ER and have seen the consequences of those who tried to die. Brain damage, paralysis, disfigurement and disability. I always wonder why they did it, how could they be so selfish and why didn't they do it right the first time. 80% of those to try it are doing it for a cry of help. There are other ways to get help. Dying is so final. Please try talk to someone even if it is a stranger on a hotline. You can work through it.|
|22 Apr 2005||The Infamous Jack Johnson||To all you little youngsters up on here you needs to calm it down about 3 notches. Most of the people on here are about 10-14 and these are not the ages in which you should even worry about killing yourself. When I was 10 my stepdad used to rob my house of all my family's stuff for crack and other drugs and I never thought about killin myself. I grew up in a ghetto where all I heard was blastin constantly and I didn't try to kill myself. Life is what YOU make of it, and when you're 10 you don't really have that much control so you just need to stick it out for a while. I guarantee things will get better even if it take till you're 18. I know that not everyone can deal with all their problems cause I for one can't. But I'm 19 years old, and I stuck it out. I didn't even try my first attempt at suicide till i was 17. It was over a fight with my ex-fiancee, I picked up some glass that she broke and dug it up my arm till it poured blood. I didn't die. Sitting here today I still think about killing myself sometimes. Yesterday I pulled the hammer back and put the gun to my head, but I always think about the good things before I do it and it saves me. When you're 10-14 don't worry about a girlfriend. it'll come in time. Those years are going to go by quick no matter how bad they are. Mine weren't easy but they're a memory now. My life has gotten a lot better but there's always going to be problems. Sometimes them problems get the better of me and I wanna stop breathin, but my family cares a lot and so do my friends. Think about them before you do it. And think about what lies ahead of you,not 10 minutes but years ahead. I see some lady posted she was gonna kill herself cause she left her man for some other dude with money. MONEY CORRUPTS!!! Ask my former girl, hell I gave her everything she wanted and she still left me when I left for boot camp. That's life, you deal or you don't. But I guarantee it will get better if you put the effort into living. If you just give up it won't get better. I had a psychologist and a psychiatrist, medicine and alcohol, none of it did anything. It took me to fix it for myself and lots of time. But I stuck it out. Think about all those people that will be crying when you do it, you think no one cares well someone does. These people that get on here and tell you all not to do it obviously care or they wouldn't bother. By the time you're 20, everything will be different. Your parents beat you? Well start hittin the gym as soon as you can, get built and whoop they ass. Or go find somebody that can teach you how to fight and then whoop em. If my stepdad stepped up I would slap him through the wall and he knows it. Stick it out, you won't be dissappointed.|
|22 Apr 2005||adriana||i tried to kill myself last night. i am 23. i dont have anything going for my life. i wish i was dead. i have no friends, family, money, job, im fat and ugly, no education, im bored and alone everyday...you tell me my reason for living...|
|21 Apr 2005||bob hope||smack yer penis up and down on the table and you dont have to kill yer self yer mom will.|
|21 Apr 2005||caz||K no. I understand how kids today want to commit suicide. I did too. But, what the fuck, people are so selfish in wanting to kill themselves without thinking about the rest of this world. You might think this is silly but did you know that millions of animals SUFFER for months before dying so YOU can have your fucking meat? Lots of people are so ignorant. At least do something good for this world before killing yourself! Pretend you work with the president and go kill George Bush. Shoot someone evil. Bomb a MCDonald restaurant. Or even, CHECK OUT THIS SITE. PLZ. AND SHOW IT TO PPL.
WATCH THE GOLDFINGER VIDEO IF YOU DONT LIKE GORE. I hate the whole goddamn human race!!!! You only care about you, im going to fuckin blow up this world.
|21 Apr 2005||NaTasha||ALL OF U GUYS ARE FUCKIN PHYSCO ... GROW THE FUCK UP AND STOP RUNNING AWAY FROM ALL YOUR PROBLEMS!!!!|
|21 Apr 2005||April||I actually saw this on a tv show once and I am pretty sure it will work just make sure no one is gonna come home and try and save you... anyway....get two very large blocks of ice.....set your heat up to like 85 degrees....run the bath tub water making it over flow everywhere not showing the evidence....hang a rope.....stand on a chair and when ever you ready tape your mouth...hand cuff your hands or some how get them tied behind your back and stick your hand inside the rope...puch the chair away and stand on the two blocks of ice bare foot...your chances of survival are slim to none because the heat you set before doing this is going to start melting the ice making you go lower and lower until the rope chokes you ... I hope I helped ....By the way if you didnt know already...my name is april and I've been suicidal for a long time....I've sort of gotten use to cutting and all that....to me all of your lives seem so bad....mine is probly no where near as bad as some of yours on this site but it still makes me go over the edge sometimes that I just have to do something like commit suicide...unfortunatly Im still here and still looking for someway to kill myself but hoping it won't be to painful....Although I still have in the back of my head that my family would be extremely upset when I go...I still don't seem to care and still want to just die in my sleep or something...I think my life sucks....my grandmother who was pretty young died and she was like my best friend, one of my best friends said she could not be my friend anymore because she said I was taking her down the wronge path, my dad almost died making me stressed out, my sister is suicidal and she is always ending up in friends hospital cause she is always over dosing on her medication that she has, my grades keep dropping in school because of how depressed I am, and the fact that I was born with a disease does not help anything.....I can't talk to my one sister who I go to school with because she is to immature for her age to understand anything and my two older sisters just would not understand either...plus they have big mouths and probly would tell my mom about all this...I've gone to a counsler and that didn't help because it just made me mad....I guess I just need someone to talk to before I just slip off the edge...I have written plenty of ways for people to kill themselves on this site cause I don't have anything better to do besides plan my next attempt of suicide...I've tried taking bottles of sleeping pills before I go to bed hoping that I wouldn't wake up but the weird thing is that it didn't work...it actually made me stay awake the whole night and I started seeing shit like I was high or something and I didn't understand it...I've been cutting....tried tying a rope around my neck but my friend took it off me when I passed out...tried stabbing myself in the chest but I just didnt have the guts to push it through the bone... and my boy friend just broke up with me like two days ago then hooked up with some other chick like a day later..and plenty more but anyway...I guess it felt kind of good to let all this out on here but I don't have time to stay...seems I have more suicidal attempts to think of.... bye for now!!|
|21 Apr 2005||Tiffany Hamlyn||I think the best way to kill ur self would be to, ask a family thats hunts if you can go with them. Then when ur in the woods ask if u can hold the gun. And when there in the middle of telling u what to do...u say "is that a deer over there?" then when they turn around shoot urself in the head!!!!! "Painless and easy" thats what im plaining to do...but i dont now if i can wait that long!|
|20 Apr 2005||Nathalie||You feel like dying as others feel like smiling
You feel like it's the best way as others feel like going outside
Suicide brings a smile on your face as to others it brings tears
But I'm asking you a chance to help...
|20 Apr 2005||Nylphada||When your heart would have explosed...
When tears will run done your cheeks...
When suicide will leave a sour taste in your mouth...
I'll be there... we will be there we are the the suicidal youth services team... we would love love to hear your story... and of course help you make the best decison
|20 Apr 2005||Rhiannon||Okay i want to no what would be the easiest and least painful way even though im not under 13. IM 14 and fed up i want help. I dont want advise on how not to kill myself i want advise on HOW.|
|20 Apr 2005||bianca||im 14 and it all started this year when ppl kind of just decided to turn against me so i had no friends then i went to a party and was raped by four huys then my mum found out i snuk out i got really depressed so i jst foun heaps of pills and o.d at school then i got really depressed and started slitting then i had to brake up with my boyfriend because my perents told me to i started to become anorexic and slittin more and takin more pills now i am calle dslitter and a slut at school and i dont want to do it anymore i hvavnt tried suicide but soon it will happen some one will just go to far.....|
|20 Apr 2005||gaylord focker||try and eat 1 milion tins of beans in 1 hour (including the tins)|
|20 Apr 2005||michaela and kat||getnaked and runacross a shooting range screaming "make peace not war"|
|20 Apr 2005||Sally||What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Tough question. I would say wait and see if it gets better first. Life is hard when you have no control over it. It gets easier when you move out and start doing things on your own. When you gain a modicum of independence, self-worth. Then, if things don't get better, do what I'm gonna do tomorrow.
I had the perfect life. Perfect job, perfect home, my own car, engaged to an awesome sweet guy. Then I met some guy at work. He made more money in one month than I made in one year. Imagine that... His year to date income is at $65,000 already. Don't commit suicide yet, just to see if you can succeed that much. This guy fucked his mom up, made her a cripple. He was driving the family's speedboat too fast and crashed. Almost killed her. He was 15. He was strong enough through the guilt and the pain to survive. My fiance at the time rolled his lifted truck the day before we met. Sent 4 of his friends to the hospital and he now has a massive scar on his left hand where they had to stitch up the hamburger-like meat of his road-rashed arm. He was 17 and almost killed his friends and himself. He was strong enough to make it through the guilt and the pain. I was stupid and believed the pitch the rich boy sold me, and I left my fiance, my home, everything... I had 2 cats, 2 dogs, and a turtle named Herbie with my fiance. Rich Boy took me to Vegas, bought me everything... I remember in one day spending almost $800 at one mall. He bought me diamond earings, pendants, and a diamond ring. I gave him his ring back this morning. I am at my mom and dad's now. It's been less than 2 months since I left my fiance, but of course, there's no hope of going back. I fucked that one up pretty good. Amazing. I was always the successful child of four. Beloved, expected to do wonders... 4.0, Honor Roll, graduated with honors... and now I am jobless, (they fired me at work when they found out I was immoral enough to leave my fiance of 4 years and get with their money-making employee.), homeless, alone, and judged. That's the worst part. Because you want people to know what's going on, that you don't think you can make it, but you don't need them to judge. f they judge... the conversation is over. So, I am going to my fiance's house tomorrow to pick up some mail. (We've made friends, but he's seeing someone else. No chance for me.) I still have a key. I'll say hi to my doggies, bye to my kitties, and pat the turtle. Then I'll take his .45. Just borrow it, you know? I'm sure the cops will return it when they're done. I won't do it at the house, cause I don't want him to clean up that kind of mess. That would be unkind. So I'll figure out where tomorrow. See what kind of oppurtunities present themselves. I'm not even crying anymore. Been dry-eyed a while now. Just set on the plan. Sad thing is, I think I'm pregnant. It will be the third child I've lost. My fiance's loss I guess. I'll be gone too. I'm only 21. It's so relieving to know that tomorrow all the pain goes away. No more stress or worries. I'll just be a meal for the worms. No Heaven or Hell. Just peace. Goodbye y'all. Hope it works out for you.
|20 Apr 2005||Dezi||death. killing, murdering youself. As many of you reading this, i've been there. no, i am not clinically depressed like many of you seem to be. I have, however, been on the brink of suicide. Now, i look back on myself. I'm 16 and that was about 5 years ago. I had no friends, all the people at school didn't understand me, didn't want to be my friend, never extended me anyting friendly. I had lost my grandfather at a young age, never met the grandparents on my fathers side. It's really had to watch everyone on grandparents-day go have a wonderful time. I spent the day alone or with my mother. My one grandparent that was still alive had Parkinson's disease and i had to watch as she slowly deteriorated. I'm the kind of guy who think about everything a million times over, and the horrid things in the world made me question every day if this world was worth living in. So much death. so much destruction. everything was too depressing to handle in my young mind. The only reason my grades didn't drop was because school at that time was so easy for me it didn't matter if i tried or not, which made me wonder in itself if life actually ment something if i was so far past it all. My parents and sister didn't see the signs. My brother hates me, he didn't care if i was alive or dead. But my brother was really the mane reason. He always hated me. He always seemed jealous of me as well, even though i never had more than him. He would pick fights with me all the time, always driving me up the way, makeing life hell. Everything i ever try to do he dissagrees with. Everything i like he says is wrong. I'm wrong, he's right, i have no opinion. These things i had to face in him every day. Him smashing all my hopes and dreams, telling me how stupid or evil or "plastic" my dreams were. And no matter how many times i came close to murdering myself, i always held on to the smallest gleem of hope, many times just hoping there was hope at all got me though. And then things got better. my life wasn't that bad anymore. Sure my brother was still hell on earth, but i gain friends at school. i don't know what changed, but for some reason life got better. Then i switched schools. There was noone at school i could deal with. noone at all i could find. Everyone i had contact with didn't understand me. they made fun of me all the time. They taunted me for no reason. If i needed something, nobody had it anymore, even though i saw they did. Noone even tried. And on top of that, the school made me repeat every class i took in 7th grade in 8th grade. Being as smart as i was, it is almost impossible to take this kind of thing. School mattered to me, and now everything being babied down to an impossably stupid level was a final straw. I'd lost everything i had keeping me happy in a few months. My family didn't notice me unless i did something that affeected them negativly, my brother hated me, i had no friends, my future was not half as bright as i should have been, and the world that awaited me sucked (at least thats what the media showed me). The only thing i could turn to was God. I didn't really care if he was there at that point, i was to worried about me. So i asked for a sign. I asked God to show me he was there or i would not believe. And he showed me he was. I had a vision, and from that vision on i put my life in his hands. Everything seemed bright again. Not much really changed, but i could see light again, finally. Now i have a future, i had friends, i have a life even though i lost my grandmother and my brother has only gotten worse. In God, i have life. I know this doesn't seem that serious to other people, but to that kid sitting in the corner at school with no friends and nothing to hope for, it is. For all of you who have attempted suicide, you're still alive now, God wants you that way. he would not have given you life if he didn't want you alive. You have a purpous and it would be a horrid crime to end your life before you could find your true purpose. Let me talk to you have you don't want to be this way anymore. let me help you. Please, let me save you. You are beautiful, and you allways will be. don't thorw that away.|
|19 Apr 2005||Cody||My name is cody and i have been suicide since 1998... i need some advice, someone to talk to, and some quick easy methods
i need someone to talk to plz
|19 Apr 2005||Sad Man||The best way to commit suicide is just after the love of your life broke up with you and is going out with a guy who is 12 years older than her. Start walking with her and "by accident" walk infront of an on coming bus but make sure it is doing at least 30mph. you will be gone in about 5 seconds. It always works. Good Luck|
|19 Apr 2005||laura||im from england. wheni was three i was sexually abused by my grandad, when i was nine my parents split up and when i was thirteen i was raped by my boyfriend. what a purfect start to life huh. i have tryed to commit suicide three times and each time was found by friends. first i tryed to overdose, then slit my wrists and then overdosed again and the funny thing is that each time people never thought anything was wrong. i just want to be helped. depression has consumed me all my life and i just want out. i cut myself all the time that helps, each cut i feel free. ive had a poem published about it all and won an award thats why im giving a fake name
she lay there feeling frozen
her ice heart melting inside
theres no one there,no one to care
thats why she wants to hide
away from all the lying bodies
that hurt and put her down
a release she needs she has to bleed
in blood she wants to drown
unwanted she swims alone in sadness not knowing what to do
shes lost inside she trys to hide but shes hollow through and through
maybe now she will be helped
dont bother steraling it because its already out lol
|19 Apr 2005||william..||hey. im 13. ive overdosed. ive cut. i fell in love. ive loved her for about a year now. she broke my heart. yeah its not as bad as u guys have had it i guess..but..i dont want to live no more. she is my reason for living. but now. i give up. she cares about me and all but.. i cant go on everyday having this feeling inside of me.. ppl say its going to leave saying ill get over it. but look at me. im not going to i love her. shes my reason for breathing. i give up. anbd after the summer is over im never going to see her again. if i dont make it un awkward for us to talk. so im going to kill myself. taking sum beers. taking the pills. going to the woods. and ill die. alone. and nowhere. i love her. i carved her name into my arm.. well.. i hope everything gets better. which it prolly wont. ..|