|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|18 Nov 2005||geraldine||I'm currently 20 years old and a second year university student. I've attempted suicide once so far, and have come to several realizations.
it was stupid of me... i told a friend of mine what i was feeling, what i thought i was going to do. i think in some way, i wanted to be saved. i wanted to know that it mattered - but that wasnt all.
i have friends. i have a loving family. there are people in my life that care, but... really its not about that. in the end the decision is yours, because it is your life. if given the choice, i would not have let my friend take me to the hospital, but i knew she left me with no options, and i did not want this riding on her coinscience.
people can force you to live or get therapy, but its not right. my problem is my own mind, and it has been for almost a decade now. its something i dont want to remedy because i dont see a point.
all of you out there that judge us for being selfish, for being too self-absorbed to see the reality of the situation are hypocrites.
to live each day like this... hollow, dead... if you have felt like this before, you will no it is no easy task.
when you people are forcing us to stay here, to think of our families or friends you fail to understand our predicament. we cannot continue to live our lives for others, that isnt what life is about - so far that has been my biggest problem. we have to live for ourselves. ive made this decision for myself. in some way, shape or form i will prevail. this time, i succeeded in only putting myself in the hospital for 5 days. perhaps if i had waited a few days more the organ failure would have taken over... but i was ignorant, and a fool. i wont make that mistake again. good luck to all of you i hope you all figure out what it is you really want.
|18 Nov 2005||matt||talk to strange old men in the park|
|18 Nov 2005||Mery||This is my fourth attempt thru out my life. Killing urself wen your 13 is understandable sooo much that u go thru BUT DAT DOES NOT MEAN TO TAKE U OUT OF HEA B'COZ its not the way to go....Ive been dere and thought of dat! If it was for wen i was 13 and was willing to attempt this. I would not of met my 2 brothers sons, would never met the many friends I have today, shared these special more years with my bootiful parents AND BE THE PERSON I AM TODAY! Everything has been the best eva AND I LOVE LIFE TO DA FULLEST! Untill just yesturday something happened from a little situation that has gone big! The way i see it.....ma siblings just basicaly my family hate me and cant stand me so RIGHT NOW I JUST WONA DIE COZ NOW EVERYFING HAS GONE ALL WRONG! PLEZ DONT KILL URSELF BUT LET ME DO IT FOR U......ID RATHER DIE DAN HAVE SOMEONE ELSE DIE IN THIS CRAZY WORLD! WEN U FINK ABOUT IT THE ONLY WAY OUT IS THRU GOD!!! no matter if u know lil or know much about him just one lil prayer would be answered even if ur in trouble or not!!! SOOO TO MY CONCLUSION ITS BEEN 5 HRS NOW TRYING TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO DO THIS BUT .....now 5 min gone and now im realsing how meaningful life is and ur family most of all! I LOVE THEM TO DEATH AND NEVA WONA MAKE THEIR LIFE MESIRABLE JST THINKING ABOUT ME!! Ma folks and 3 BROTHERS mean the world to me and im the only gurl in da family......and the youngest! PRAY THAT YA'LL COME TO UR SENSES AND TRY AND TURN UR LIFE AROUND FOR THE BETTER! AND ALWAYS CARRY GOD BY UR SIDE COZ HES THE ONLY TRUE THING WHO CAN HELP EITHER BIG OR SMALL MATTERS HES THERE FOR U!!|
|17 Nov 2005||-1||Andrew...awesome site there. It gave a lot of ideas and point of views. It also gave me a new hobby "putting my arm in ice cold water for an hour then cutting my wrist with no worry of dying because it takes 4 fucking hours" along with free fruit-punch and a crimson orgasm.|
|17 Nov 2005||Grampa||Hang around a bus/train depot wearing worn, dirty clothing; and don't forget to look hungry!|
|17 Nov 2005||LC||OKay number one trying to kill yourself at this age is rediculous, but all of you fucking people telling these kids who do want to kill themselves how fucked up they are and sad and pathetic they are, arent fucking helping so all of you should just back the fuck off and get over your own fucking selves and stop telling people how to think act and fucking talk and express their emotions. SO fuck all of you!|
|17 Nov 2005||Theo||walk into area 51|
|17 Nov 2005||The Guy||mouchette u little bitch i just wanna say u suck not for this web site but i have to wait 3 days to get my fuckin post on here(sry for launguage kiddies .........lol) anywayz just get somebody to help u with ur web site and get the post out next days like old times plz|
|17 Nov 2005||Valentina||Im 15 years old now.. it seems yesterday that i was 13-14.. my dad was put in jail.. i remeber the night..the time.. the date.. perfectly.. 3 in the morning they took him away for a crime he dident commit.. put him away for 6 months.. he came out and just wasent the same.. he beat my mother, my sister, me and even my baby brother!.. i kept the family together but all of a sudden i felt somthing.. i couldent smile.. i couldent laugh i couldent have a good time.. i was totaly broken.. i was 13 and i felt 80 years old.. i was tired all the time.. and one night i came home and saw my dad choking my mom.. i yelled at him some stuff i hardly remeber and he walked out the door.. the cops came about 4 hours later saying that he was charged of murder.. he had killed the guy that put him in jail.. i went over to his house (this man WAS a family friend) and he had been apparently beaten to death with a bat.. my brothers base ball bat.. my dad was arrested and is still in jail.. iv never visted him once.. i got letters.. most of them i havent read.. well back to the point.. shortly after my mom commited suicide.. my BABY brother found her.. my older sister went over to the next door neighbors house and they called help.. and i live in dubai okay? there is no foster homes.. or help lines here.. we were alone in an appartment.. i have no family nothing.. my sister is 19 now and barly supporting us.. i used to be the hardworking good gurl.. i go out everynight to score some cash to find any drugs i can to get rid of this shit i have.. but u know wut.. iv never tried kiling myself once.. i agree with those people that say there is light at the end of every tunnel.. i belive that.. and suicide isent goin to help take the pain away.. its a replacement for the pain you do have.. your swaping one for the other.. but the only thing is your inflicting that pain on every one who loves and cares about you.. deal with your problems.. get help anyway you can.. tlkin about it is a start.. but do you really want to hurt everyone you've ever loved? just so you can be happy.. and god only knows there may not b a heaven and a hell... you could end up in eternal pain ( i dont belive that heaven and hell shit btw im just settin it out there... i know you feel alone and scared.. i know first hand i feel that now.. but i belive life has something great for all of us.. and if ANYONE i mean anyone needs to tlk my e-mail is firstname.lastname@example.org.. please add me.. i know i may not make sence and i may not b professional at this shit.. but im a good person to tlk to.. and i love helping people.. so just add me if you need to talk..|
|17 Nov 2005||I am 14 and wanna commit suicide soon. im bein serious, life has nothin 2 offer. why dont we all just commit suicide and spend eternity together in the afterlife were u can never die? i didnt ask 2 be on this forsaken planet and dont wanna be here. I jus wanna die|
|17 Nov 2005||Prue||Well, you can go to the top of a large building, something like the Empire State building ( maybe not that, but you can get the picture), and jump. And you can also eat 9 packets of Tylenol. Both are fun!|
|16 Nov 2005||HOTBiTCH||HEY EVERYONE.. i'M NOT 13.. i'M 14 BUT LOOK LiKE i'M 16 OR SUMTHiN.. BUT i HAVE ALOTA PROBLEMS.. i HAVE ANXiETY SO i DON'T LEAVE THE HOUSE, i WANT TOO GET BETTER BUT NOTHiN HELPS.. && iT SEEMS LiKE MY PARENTS DON'T GiVE A SHiT ABOUT ME EVEN THO i KNOW THEY DO.. i CAN'T DO SHiT WiTH MY LiFE BECAUSE OF MY FUCKiN ANXiETY, i CAN'T EVEN SEE FAMiLY OR FRiENDS.. THEN MY DAD THiNKS i'M ANEREXiC.. BUT iM NOT, HE CALLS ME CRAZY BECAUSE i HAVE A MENTAL iSSUE.. && LiFE jUST FUCKiN SUCKS ASS CRACK.. i WANT TO DiE!!!!! BUT i DON'T KNOW HOW i SHOULD KiLL MYSELF.. WHAT ARE SUM GOOD && EASY WAYS?!? BESiDES THESE STUPiD ASS ONES YOU GUYS ARE SAYiNG.. && PERSON NEEDS TO SEND ME MAiL SAYiN DON'T DO iT. SO SEND ME MESSAGES AT: ToO fAbBuLoUs@aol.com|
|16 Nov 2005||Jack||Why would anyone want to play kill themselves? No wonder you have very little experience in the subject. It s avery cruel nasty thought to kill yourself. And if you "like" suicide, you obviousyl have no depression. If children want to learn about the subject of suicide they should talk to someone (like I) who has some knowledge of that word. And the definition. Suicide isn't a game, and it isn't fun. I think many of depressed people like me, who take major affence to this. What you're saying is truely sick, and I hope you rethink what you're saying.
|16 Nov 2005||Grant||I think car fumes are the best way.. u dont feel any pain, I am planning on this myself soon when I have the courage, I only worry is my mums feelings.. she's great... but i'm fed up with life completely, no one thing I wanna stay here for, its just the same every day.. and I have nothing to lose so wanna stop feeling so unhappy all the time.. good luck everyone.. u'r not alone! see you on the other side!|
|15 Nov 2005||veronika||thats exactly what i am asking for.i dont want to hang myself because there are just too many ways of it failing.i cant shoot myself cus i dont have a gun.i would have to stab myself like fifty times for it to actually work.somone please help me.i just need a good way.im not going to waste my time telling you my life story.that will probobly make me cry and cut myself again.if somone can think of anything good email me|
|15 Nov 2005||Nicki||You all should be ashamed of yourself. This site is filling kids heads with the thought that suicide is ok. but its not! It is the worst way to work out your problem. I am coming from experence. This is not the ansewer! I am ashamed of what I did to my family. In time the scars will go away but the pain is still there. If you need help please call me. My name is Nicki. I am 14 years old and you wont believe my story. well i am here for you to talk to. My phine number is (717)938-9863 or my cell (717)574-0586. Call me anytime.|
|15 Nov 2005||Givinglifeachance||...I used to be suicidal...If you want someone to talk to about it, write me...email@example.com....no one will know, no preaching...just someone to talk to....|
|15 Nov 2005||andrew||Ive been suicidle since my teenage years, im now 22 and still feel the pain, ive been through alot of shit especially the last few months, i found a good website that has some good ways to kill yourself http://www.satanservice.org/coe/suicide/guide/#III.A.1.a
my opinion is shit gets worse, i havent had a positive change in the majority of my life, yeh shit goes away for a bit but to me it seems it always comes back, worse....so now im an alcholic with more repressed shit than people that no me could ever imagine....shit i put up a good front, check out the site hopefully it will show me a way out
|15 Nov 2005||zia||Look kid you don't want to kill yourself ok. My best friend did it when he was 13 and you should see his family at the moment. His Mum was all he had and now she's alone. I think about him everyday and wish i could of helped. I blame myself sometimes for moving away and leaving him alone, i sometimes feel like commited suicide just to be with him again but i know how my family will feel. If you have younger sisters or brothers don't do it because you care about them; maybe if you do it in 10 years time they will attemp it to. But if you really want to do it slit your jugular (throat, neck) or hang yourself but ask yourself 1st if you can bare putting your family at risk or bare the thought of them regreting not realising how sad you are for the rest of their lives.|
|14 Nov 2005||cat||But if there be an hereafter, And that there is, conscience, uninfluenc'd And suffer'd to speak out, tells every man, Then must it be an awful thing to die; More horrid yet to die by one's own hand.|