|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|29 Jun 2002||Alex||I'm 14 and i hate my life. It's no one's fault but mine. It's funny though, I come from a moderately wealthy family, I'm very smart (a year ahead of my age in math and all honors courses) and not all that unpopular. I just hate my life. The only thing that keeps me from killing myself: I'm too fucking sensitive. Though my parents piss me off so fucking much, I know their lives would be over if I were dead. But that's it. I have no real friends. No one who would cry for me over my death. I hate all you shits that say suicide is for pussies or that we're just looking for attention. You've never been down this fucking road. There is no end to this tunnel. It just gets longer and longer. You try being unpopular, bad at sports and not being able to talk to a girl, much less ask her out. What's the point of life? The point of life is to die. It's inevitable. Everybody is going to die. Me, you, every Fucking person in this goddam world. We're all going to die. Why delay it.|
|28 Jun 2002||Do Re Mi||Hey you out there!!!! I'm very sick with my life!! I have a mama who doesn't love me!! I have a papa who is a freak!! My sisters hate me. I have to marry a man that i dun love. I have no reason to live this world. No one cares about me. U all dun understand being treated like shit. I ain't give a fuck what u r saying here. U may call me nuts, sick, insane, or whatever!! I ain't gonna change my mind to commit suicide!!! Fuck u all!! U all damn have a good life!!! N stop giving any bloody advices if u dun understand being treated like shit here, even worse than an animal!!!!|
|28 Jun 2002||Denice||Hmmm... you all dun understand why people decide to kill them themselves. I am so depressed, and i have no one to talk to. Nobody likes me, and they all treat me as i'm invisible. I dun give a heck what u say here, i'm not gonna change my mind to kill myself. That's the best way to get rid of the problems that i have being treated like shit in this world!!!!!|
|26 Jun 2002||Jenna||i've tried slitting my wrists, overdosing on asrpin and anti-depressants, ejecting air into my veins and lots more.. no matter what you will have some degree of pain. I'm 15 and very suicidal. I want to die so badly!|
|25 Jun 2002||Ingrid mendoza.... tha lovely maria i love you||I'm 15, and my life is so fucked up i wanna die. but i don't want to die hurt, i just want it to be painless...
like my cousin killed herself bout 6 months ago, i didn't get over it.. i cried i wanted her back. but then i reallized.. i don't think she wants to be back here living w/ her fucked up family .. life.. i guess i wanted to go w/ her.. just kill myself too...
all these ppl here thinking ohh why do want ppl to think that ur worthless.. blah blah blah... but ya know what .. all u bitches who have them good life.. if ur not going through all this bullshit... don't say shit at all, shut the fuck up.. my bad..
I don't think my life can get better ..it never did and it never will..
My cousin wanted to die cuz her dad (my uncle) raped her, beated her, her mom tried to kill herself so many times.. but maria (my cousin) stopped her. why?..cuz she needed a mom at that moment.. well her mom also beat the shit out of her.. living in such a fucked up life and place.. compton south central...
maria then got tired of it.. and just want to disappear.. she called me 2 days before she did it...said she loves me she wishes she could stay with me. but her dad fucked her again... he broked her nose, arm, ripped off her cunt.... what else can i say... it probably more but she didn't tell me..
then maria took 20 or more barbiturates... sumthin like phenos,red devils, rainbows, and that shit.....
before that happened she was on E didn't feel no pain only felt nummm..
she wasn't no gangsta or drug dealer back then.. she was 16 at a time she died.. w/ barbiturates.. she was already addicted to it... why not take 20 more of them ha.. so that's it she died.. in her kitchen.. just came back from the street.. dealing w/ tha crack heads.. getting sum pills to commit a suicide..... all her homegirls didn't give a fuck they cried for a day and leave.. all that motherfuckin hoodrats betrayed maria .. will die.. guess they didn't want her anyways.. .they can still be banging there in comp... getting shoot at.. fuck ya .... go to hell..... all u cunt hoodrat..w/ stds and shit...
so was there a good reason for my cousin to kill herself?..... what about her dad?......he's locked up in prison ..for beatin rapin... her.. nobody knew back then till maria died
As 4 me i miss her really much ..... my life is not as much fucked as hers but it will be gettin too... both my parents beat the shit out of me..... and i have a chance to have cancer... so like it might be a good idea to die... like maria.. to be w/ her.. maybe she dun want me to die.. but i'll go for good.. to get the fuck out of my hell.... family issues bitch ass cunt is gonna kill me anyways..... too much enemies.....
been throught lots.... mental hos.. jail.. ya.. got a bottle sticked up my puss ...... yeah yeah i think i like jail better than home don't have to face any of the bullshit of life.....
|23 Jun 2002||Troy||hi, i am not 19yrs old... i first tried killing myself at 15 by slitting my wrists. i didn't get far just a few rags of blood.. my blade wasn't sharp enough, i did this a few times then i tried painpills all i got was a lot of pain and throwing up, i tried hanging myself but my girlfriend found me.. i need suggestions, i thought everything was going well i had moved over to america to be with my gf but like 2 months ago i was arrested kept in jail for 3 weeks then deported back to newzealand. i got married to her in jail, i can go back in a few months, i promised her i wouldn't try again but it's so hard, everything i do fucks up in time. i always seem to fuck up, i just think i was only born for a certain amount of time, my soul's dead but my body isn't. tomorrow night my mother is going away for the night as i have to live with her again till i leave.. so i am gonna try again tomorrow night, it's the perfect time. i'm just not sure how yet. i have no pills just like 8 panadol and they suck, so any suggestions?|
|20 Jun 2002||Depressed gal||I hate my life. I have problems with my family, i was fired from my job, and now i have a boyfriend who wants to marry me and have baby straight away. I want to pursue my career, but he doesn't allow me to do that. I have no friends, i am so lonely, and everybody is cursing me. I cannot stand my life anymore.|
|14 Jun 2002||Jenna||hey i'm 15 and very suicidal.. how can i kill myself that won't leave a big mess and will be quick? I've tried slitting my wrists and failed. I want to die so bad... will someone help me?!?!|
|10 Jun 2002||shitface ferguson||I don't know of the best way to kill yourself, but I hopefully can stay ignorant of the painless and effective ways easily at hand. I have had nothing in life to bring happiness to me. Everyone else around me has done evil and intentionally hurt people but still get love and attention from others and don't give a fuck about anyone. The truly selfless people I have met are cast out and don't get the love and affection. I have tried to ignore the numerous disadvantages that I have and find only one I can't control. I am truly a very ugly person and can understand why people would have nothing to do with me. I rarely see anyone as hideous as me and realize people that focus attention on me are being sympathetic. I have been alone and scared my whole life, but I still have tried to be selfless. I believe people who know me, at least before a couple months ago, would say that I was a very caring and compassionate person. I have tried to be a good person my whole life and figured that eventually something would come to me. I have been patient, but not only does my life seem to be unfair, it seems to be cruelly unfair to me and others who seem to be good at heart. I can barely look in the mirror and I am under the impression I can never be loved because of my hideous appearance. I ask why my two extremely ugly parents would have kids, and still can't find an appropriate answer. I try and stay positive, but what for? I see most people as very hypocritical. Maybe because I have never accepted God, I have been punished. I have tried to be helpful, and rarely intentionally hurt anyone. Still I see those with all bad characteristics get the love and attention and I have lost faith in everyone including myself. Is this a world in which I want to live in? I have had those I have deeply cared for attack my insecurities for the sake of increasing their ego on my expense. I am so scared to do anything. I just need someone to tell me everything is all right, but I have come to the realization that if I am going to survive, I must be selfish and egotistical. I can't even suppress my tears during the day and putting things in perspective doesn't work for me. I want a hug, or some reassurance. I have tried so hard to be good, but I have been hurt and my wound can not heal. I hate myself for feeling no hope and selfishly thinking of myself, but I feel a selfless act is to kill myself because to survive you must be a selfish individual. I am so scared but I am my only saviour. I have denied God and all the hyprocrites that lie in religion. You fuckers that spend millions of dollars on churches when you could be providing support for the needy and spending numerous hours worshipping a God who must be insecure, when you could be helping those that need it most, instead of wasting time boosting God's ego (whoever he may be). I still cry, and know it may not get better. I just want someone to hold. My loneliness will do for now.|
|23 May 2002||Audrey||Please help me.... I've been thinking of suicide for a while as everything in my life is getting too much, but all the time there is this glimmer of hope that maybe, just maybe something will turn right again. But it never appears and that glimmer is fading. I don't want to die but at the same time just living is becoming worse than i'd imagine hell to be. I need help but I don't know where to start looking.|
|21 May 2002||Andy||I am probably more worse off wanting to kill myself because I am 23 going on 24. It started at the age of 14 where I felt like my life was going nowhere but I did not want to kill myself that badly. Now it is a different story since I feel deep down that my life seems like shit not to mention that today the woman I adored in my college told me she was married. From there my feeling have really been taking a downward spiral.... don't know what to say other than I think I am ready to call it quits but don't how to go about it.|
|16 May 2002||Kayla||I'm 13 years old, and i'm anorexic and i hate my body and i hate my life. I feel so alone and unloved. I have tried to kill my self before, and i don't think i would want to do it again. It was painful and frightening. Everyday of my life I feel depressed and angry with myself. I'm looking for some support. So if u feel this way too, please email me or give me some advice.|
|15 May 2002||-kat-||my life so is so fucked up right now... i dunno what to do... i am very suicidal... but i don't want to die with pain... i want a slow and unpainful death if u guys have any ideas PLZ e-mail me at..
|14 May 2002||C-slim||This really is just not what I was looking for. I myself am very depressed and was looking for support from anyone. My parents have now disowned me for failing school, my girlfriend dumped once she knew I am going nowhere. I really need some support and this site just makes me sad. I wish that you would discontinue this site. I am a mentally sick person but I can overcome my problems, some though cannot. If someone who is unstable were to come to this sight he/she would surely feel even more down as I do now. Thank you|
|14 Apr 2002||marianne becker||seriously, after sending some stupid messages, I've been put in institutions ever since 6th grade, my first suicide attempt. I don't know why I want to die so bad, but I always have, I don't give up easily. I am 21 years old. I have a 5 year old son, who I barely take care of, I guess I'm not aloud to. I have tried to kill myself over 20 times, the hospitals are sick of hearing from me, my boyfriend as well. I don't have anyone. Nobody can feel this. I work, I go to college. People see scars all over my wrists, but I smile so fucking much, that they see past them. I get hit on at least twice a day, god knows what they'd say if they saw me without makeup. I hate everyone, I think this whole world is a fucking movie, and it deserves no stars. I left for a while, I had my break between 4Winds, The N.Y. Presbyterian, then living at the salvation army. I went back out to the real world like a bat out of hell, and I'm succeeding. I'm getting great grades, lots of "male options", people at my job love me............. so fucking what? I want to die so bad it hurts. I feel like if I don't get rid of myself now, I might start hurting other people. But in the end this all means nothing, even though I'm crying right now, and feel like someone may finally hear me. That's all that gets you by, the hope. Nobody can hear you.... NOBODY!|
|13 Apr 2002||Im_doomed||I want to die... the reason is i've been left alone all my life, no one cares for me. don't give me no shit about god loving me because he does not exist because i can't feel any love..... The way I plan to kill myself with 10 pain killers plus 5 tylenol and 8 sleeping pills then go to sleep with a plastic bag over my head with almost no air and die. i'm sure it will work. does anyone know if it won't? if not i'm doin it...... i'm 13 and ready to die|
|09 Apr 2002||demonic angel||Hi i really need some help here. I've attempted suicide so many times I've lost count, my life is really messed right now too. Most people think i'm a loser and treat me like shit, my own mom even made fun of me, life is getting a little better but i still feel like shit, last year i was really fat, my mom called me a 500 pound freak. MY MOM!!! and my dad? well i don't know him so i cant really say anything about him except the fact that he beated the shit out of my mom while she was pregnant with me! He sliced her with a beer bottle and left here for dead. unfortunately she didn't die and i wouldn't experience all the tortures of life. I haven't seen my father all throughout my life and i'm not allowed to see my mom because of childrens aid, i live with a mentally insane grandfather who treats me like i'm 2 years old, and an over pretective grandmother who's lost control of my grandfather. I am not sure what i'm going to do right now. i don't think things will get better for me....|
|08 Apr 2002||LIFE=SHIT||hi there i'm 15 and i have already attempted suicide last january with sleeping pills but i was found out and saved. I wish i could get my hands on more sleeping pills and this time i would do it right without anybody knowing or any other drugs which would make me just go to sleep permanently. So could somebody please help and give me some painless suggestions. And don't bullshit me with your sentence life gets better cos it doesn't. I've realised that after waiting 3 years after going through sexual abuse from my grand father. Well I took him to court and got nowhere the bastard got away with it. But life doesn't get better. I lost my virginity to a 57 year old man when i was only 12. I've lived with that for years and no i don't want to live any more so please give me suggestions.|
|23 Feb 2002||Earl Kim||im 15
i been through worse im still a little poor im doin bad at school have a lot of pressure from my parents and everyone. I dont have any friends I try to make some but there is no out there that are similar to me
Im not that socially gifted and i try hard to get friends but people are mean!!!!
QUOTE FROM SLIPKNOT - PEOPLE = SHIT
I GIVE UP I WANNA DIE KILL ME PLEASE I DONT WANT TO BE HURT AGAIN
I say COMMIT SUICIDE I hate my life i like a girl name Megan thats why im still alive but she is perfect and im not, I think of her as a Goddess or God and im like the Devil UGLY. if everything starts falling down ill commit suicide and ill post it when i die Please INSPIRE PEOPLE TO KILL THEMSELVES LET THEM GO OFF THERE PAIN
I WILL (THIS IS NO FUCKING JOKE)
|20 Feb 2002||total failure||hi. i'm a loser, a failure. terrible grades, won't graduate, overwhelming bills, no friends, nowhere to live now (getting evicted), no electricity (doesn't matter anyway cause I won't have anywhere to live), I owe my school too much money, I'm just a total failure. I love my mom, my niece and my two sisters, but I can't go on any longer. what can i do that is easy, fast and painless? I just want to dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!|