|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|25 Nov 2004||zack||hi guys my name is zack and what you are about to read will put you to tears but dont be sad, i think i do the job for everyone here. i was 5 when i got sexually harassed by my own father over and over again then at 10 i got harrased by a stranger in a video game shop. he took me in a corner and made me feel every part of his body, i cried throughout that ordeal and now at 19 i still do. At the same time my fuckin father was having an affair with another woman in england, he went over there and got married. didnt tell ne1 for awhile came back home and started beating my mom my brother and me. it still puts me to tears when i think about the fact that he beat me and my brother with army shoes. my best friend turned out to be gay. he almost had sex with me while i was passed out, 2 years ago this happened. now i dont speak to my best friend part of me died that day. then i came to mississauga, a year and a half ago. i made an new friend here john, he was the closest friend i had in my life at that point and somehow he came to believe that i said something bad about his family, this is when we had gotten in to a fight over a girl... we stopped speaking we havent spoken in 5 months, dont think ever will. i am an anorexic and a boulemic i throw up after eating, dont know why,,, but can you blame me? i have 10 years to live at most if i keep at it. i want to stop but i cant i work our 3 hours a day i have a great body but a really weak heart so i can have a heart attack at netime. i hvent gone to sleep in 3 weeks and when i do fall asleep i do it for an hour most. last time i ate anything was 3 days ago
without actually throwing up. ive cut my wrists 2 times both times the bleeding stopped and i didnt die... i want to die, im ready to die. i belived in god so much but i dont think there is nething and if there is hes left us to be doomed. if there was nething, there wouldnt be suffering. today i got into a car accident, a serious one. the initial demages put the price tag a 20000 grand, im in the hole for that, and the funny part is that i wasnt afraid of dying at all, a part of me was actually disappointed as to why i didnt die. i saw the car coming and i kept on moving towards it, i could have stopped but i didnt. o yes my mom was the corner stone in my life till i found out that shes had two abortions. she kill my brother and sisther or which ever one, it could have been me in their place, this is how much she loves her children. the cops came to my house before to put me into a mental institution but i refused since i am 19. i am ready to die i have accepted that. please help me, i live in mississauga... please i feel as if everything is slipping from my hands, i dont have enough time, i need someone anyone please
|24 Nov 2004||Athena||When I was 7 my mother and father split up and I went to live with my grandmother. My father became a drunk and my mother had mental problems. My grandmother died a year after living with here so then I was put with my mother. A couple months later doctors found cancer in her in a confidential part of her body. I was messing up in
school. I had a boyfriend that was way way older than me and he raped me but I never told anyone then I was caught in school w/ pot and the worst part about it is that it wasn't even mine it was my sisters purse that they found it in. I was expeled. Then I went to a school call fred lynn and there I hardly went to school I went to school like 1 day out of a week. Then the truancy officer gave me a choice my father who i hated or juvy
but then my mother ended up making me go with my dad then a year later my mother started fighting for custody and she's still fighting.
I've tryed killing myself multiple times my friend Nicole Decker slit her wrist and killed herself as well as my friends dad.
And its hard to believe that all this bad shit happened to me and that
I'm only 13.
|23 Nov 2004||kristin||My name is Kristin. I'am 15 years old. Since I was 15 years old my father has been beating me. He hits me, my mother, my grandmother. EVERYONE! I'm so sick of the life im living. I was reading some of the other entries and i started to think to myself that maybe my life isnt that bad. People have been sexually abused but my life is nothing like that. I get physically and verbally abused. I get told im ugly n im not supposed to be here. I was supposed to be an abortion. I don't really want to kill myself but i would love to just see what life for him would be like if i wasnt here. Hes such an asshole sometimes and he gets mad over the stupidest things. He tells me that im fat and now i throw up after my meals. I feel like a jerk sometimes but i dont no what else to do. I just wish i was dead. Ive popped pills , ive slit my wrist, ive tried everything. NOTHING HELPS. Maybe one day he will just beat me to death and then i wont have to worry about killing myself. Im thinkin about going to my guidance counselor and tellin her whats going on but i dont no what to do. Someone please help me. My email is LILMPKRISSXO@aol.com|
|20 Nov 2004||MICHEAL SEALS||SOME ONE PLEASE HELP ME. I HAVE BEEN CONSIDERING SUICIDE FOR ABOUT THREE MONTHS NOW. I DONT WANT TO BUT I AM SO DEPPRESSED. MY MEDS AREN'T HELPING ME ANY MORE AND SMOKING POT DONT HELP EITHER. I AM AFRAID I ACTUALLY WILL KILL MYSELF. WHAT DO I DO? IF SOMEONE OUT THERE CARES PLEASE EMAIL ME. OR CALL ME. MY NUMBER IS 614-565-1322. I DONT HAVE ANY FRIENDS TO TALK TO. I AM DESPERATE. I HAVE ALREADY WRITTEN OUT THE LETTER. IF I DO THIS MY BODY WILL BE FOUND AT 66 GRANITE DR. DAYTON OHIO. I NEED HELP. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME.|
|17 Nov 2004||Jessica||I NEED HELP I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANY MOER I LOST EVRE THING MY BEST FRIEND MY FRIST LOVE AND EVRE THING I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANY MORE HELP|
|04 Nov 2004||Frank||Wow, I've been reading everybody's posts and thinking what shit but then again people look at me and don't understand either. My wife (my love, my friend) she decided that I'm not worth her love or affection so she decided to have an affair with one of her professors. SHIT! I think I can forgive her but I don't think I can forgive me. I've failed at everything I've ever done. I was a lousy student, a lying son, and a terrible husband. my wife and I are in couple's therapy and according to our counselor I look for ways to be rejected. Now that I think about it that is the theme of my life.
How can you trust when you yourself are not trust worthy. How can you be confident when all you've known is failure.
I don't know what to do. I tell myself that I'm full of shit and just need to get off my ass and do something but I can't. GOD! I'm scared. My life is complete shit and I can't get past it. I'm terrified that I won't be able to kill myself right and fail at yet something else. What do I do? where do I go? I don't want to be alone, I don't want to fail. I'm 32 years old and I'm scared
|04 Nov 2004||fred||i am 12 and just about every1 in ma scool h8s me i want to find some ways to commit suicide what do i do can u sen me ome, ive tried making freinds with them but they dont want to i av been in fights and av lots of lindsey m8s dat want to beat da crap out of me waht shall id send me ways to commit suicide lol :D|
|01 Nov 2004||neha||i dont know but all these things were posted 6 years ago i want some advice now. silent ways and easy ways|
|01 Nov 2004||Ryan||hi all i know how u all feel recelenty my friend died and ive just stopped doing things like i used to then all my teachers called my house about my grades my dad kicked my ass he threw me on the ground and literally kick me till i blead and no one cared and when my younger brother of 10 gets a scrach they go crazy and take him to the docter and some how its always my fault i need some help can u help me
|26 Oct 2004||mmichael0||I am bisexual man, I work on the railway but am forced to sleep with my manager, Dennis.
The station manager keep reporting me for the little things, then beats me up (Angie Bogie).
I owe a lot of money to the bank, so I can not quit my job, the only way out is to kill myself.
Please tell me a very quick & easy way with no pain.
|26 Oct 2004||A.L.C.||i honestly dont know what to say... i saw this while lookin on the web for a painless way to finish my miserable existance that i dont want anymore... i'm tired of this life... i'm sittin here writing this with a broken heart.. a soul thats long gone... and a conscience thats following fast... i dont know what to do anymore... my entire life has been ripped to shreds... and it seems that everyone i know is helping it go down along the way...i had the perfect life... and loved it and her so much... but now its all gone... i have nothin left at all and i've decided i've shed my last tear... goodbye 2/22 A&F|
|25 Oct 2004||Alice||hiya, my name is Alice.. and im 13 and considering suicide. i found 3 packets of sleeping pills in my parents room. and i was wondering whether u have to take them with alchohol? or just with water. and how many do i have to have? im not sure whether i want to die, i just want to almost die, so that all the people who hurt me will be guilty. yes, i know im attention seeking and vicious, but i need to do this. PLEASE HELP!|
|24 Oct 2004||smgd||OK. my boyfriend commited suicide.. 2 weeks ago.. I miss him so much.. and i think it was my fault.. people are telling me to go seek help and I dont want to bc i know it was me.. i told him i would be there for him forever and i wasnt.. i wasnt there.. how am i supposed 2 move on.. when am i going to be able to hug the love of my life again.. now hes not here for me.. maybe i should be dead.. i have no purpose here.. anymore.. dont kill yourself.. please.. i am evidence.. of the effects.. me and my boyfriend were in a fight.. and now.. i can never tell him i dont want to fight anymore.. i never realized how much i was ready to spend the rest of my life with him.. he proposed 2 me a few weeks before.. and i said i wasnt ready.. well i am ready now. and i cant have it.. i cant have the only person in my life who i love.. fuck..|
|22 Oct 2004||Jessica||I'm only 14, and for more than half my life, I have wanted to end it. I've been raped, beaten, and then been told that I'm a "good girl". Every person I talk to tells me to trust in God. Screw him. If he cared, I wouldn't have had all this happen. He doesn't care. I'm reallt two people-one who is happy and carefree, emotionally stable, and the other is inside, screaming to be let out, to not care about anything, to just kill myself and be done with it. Nobody knows the other person, only me. I've talked to professionals, and they think I'm a normal person. I have to be perfect, because that's who my one personality is like. She's fun to be around, everyone likes her, while I'm dark and depressed. I want to die, but I don't. After my father killed himself after raping me and my sister, I know that I want to live. But there's so much pain. I can't live with it, so I don't know what I should do. Nobody is here to help me.|
|19 Oct 2004||andrew||iv been thinking about killing myself forsome time now and im real starting to disider it now if it wasent for my freands id proboly already be dead i need to talk to some 1.|
|19 Oct 2004||andrew||i realy carnt live whith life any more iv been thinking about it for yearsand iv finaly desided im going to kill myself tomorowim sorry every 1 but i carnt live whith this life any more|
|17 Oct 2004||Yee Leng||hey i donno , i need a method who will definitely die for sure , without wanting to live anymore , i know this will sadden many people, my family, my frens, but i do wanna die, i cant get it, what is so interesting about life? i don like it. i don wan it.. any one out there has a painless way of killing ?|
|16 Oct 2004||Genie||Hi i'm 21 years old and i hate my life so much i just want to die and no one would even care or miss me as i have no friends my family hate me and men use me and walk all over me, my father walked out on me when i was 4 years old and didn't want to know me anymore then my mum got in a violent relationship with a wanker who abused me told me i was dirt and a nobody which he was right im nothing just a waste of space.
i hate life ive got a shit job on the railway i got pregnant at 19 years old my daughter's father said he'd stick by me but then he turned nasty and turned all my m8s against me, plus i work with his dad and they just shun my daughter like she's nothing their own flesh and blood everybody has let me down, so just wanna end it all ive been on anti-depressants but they only work 4 a while all i want to do is die can anyone tell me a pain free easy way to kill myself as im a bit of a wimp.
|11 Oct 2004||im4dogs||i need help PLEASE!!! i want to commit suicide and i need help but i just cant get myself to tell anyone. im afraid of what they will think of me. HELP PLEASE!|
|06 Oct 2004||MeLissa||actually, WTF? i actually thought this site would help me fuckin find a way to kill myself. my mom is a real bitch and critizes everything about me. My skewl grades are down. i dont play volleyball anymore. my only friends are all pot head. I NEED A FUCKIN NEW LIFE. why the fuck did give me such a fucked up one? im so serious. i wanna just down a bottle of sleeping pills but what if that shyt doesnt work? n e suggestions? im so fuckin serious. i wana end this shyt. IM SYCK OF IT|