Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.

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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?

Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
14 Dec 2004 fiona hey its me again i need a good way to commit suicide coz my family have turned their back on me now and ive decided the old cutting isnt doing it for me anymore.
14 Dec 2004 karina hey,
im 14. everyone thinks my life is so damn perfect cuz im gogeous and i my parents spoil the chit out of me, but do they have time for me no they dont they dont know at all. they give me money when ever i want but have they ever sat down and talk to me of how im feeling,no. i have friends their all most guys but my best friend is just like me but she is perfect and she always makes herself sound better than me when were exactly the same. i dont goto school cuz some fat bitches want to beat me up. my grades suck. my boyfriend whom i love has just left to another state he expects everything to still stay the same, he needs to come to reaaality. my brother is married and having a baby he dont give a fuck about me anymore. the worls sucks it stabs you in the back everytime it cans there is no reason why to still be here i want to die but im too much of a little a bitch i know a lot of people love me i just want attention or someone to help me. so please if u know some easy way to kill myself feel free to write to me or if u know someway in how to help or just want to be my friend please write. mi aim is (princess619k) my cell phone email is (6196656797@messaging.sprintpcs.com) or call me at that number.
desperatly seeking for help or friends, heart-broken-gurl. karina
14 Dec 2004 Briley I lost everything and ended up in jail at 19 due to a heroin addiction. I was sent directly from jail to a rehab. Once I finished there I had to go to a halfway house since I had nowhere else to go. Once my time was up there I had to go to a 3/4 house where I stayed for about a month. I then left there and went to a school for 16-25 year old rejects. I was able to get myself into a good computer program and met a girl while living on campus. I graduated first in my class and earned an internship with AT&T. With the money we were able to put a car on the road and rent an apartment. I was lucky enough to find a great job and started to put together a good life. WE had a healthy baby boy, and I was quickly promoted at work. After 2 1/2 years I slowly fell back into my heroin addiction and took the woman I had fallen in love right along with me. We eventually ended up having our child taken from us, and she left me. I lost my job, car and sold everything I had. I am now sitting alone in an empty house (no furnature, nothing)and foreclosuer will began within the next couple of weeks. I lost everything to heroin again, and also have charges hangin over my head. I will never get the woman I was to marry back again, and I'll be lucky if I ever have my son again. I want to kill myself and end it so badly and it seems that no one cares. The only thing that keeps me alive is knowing that I have a 2 year old out there who needs me...any thoughts? My email is brileyjboy@yahoo.com
12 Dec 2004 depressed and very suicidal I have been depressed for a long number of years. I want to kill my self by laying in front of the train tracks so my head will be decapitated. I choose this method because it is quick and effective. Life is shit and it will never get better. Once one problem goes another one comes to take it place. Suicide will solve all your problems forever. The one thing about killing myself in front of a train is I always seem to move away at the last minute so the train misses me. It's happened to me a number of times. Please Email me and give me some advice on how not to be scared so I can finally kill my self. My email is hghghfb@yahoo.com. Please don't tell me not to commit suicide as i have already made my decision, the right decision. Do you know how I fucking hate waking up each day and saying not another fucking day. Please help me end my misery.
12 Dec 2004 Fallen Angel dear samaritan
I am 21 yrs old. I dont need advice, i dont want it. i just need someone to listen. i have been married for 2 yrs now...and 4 days ago my husband left me, he told his parents to tell me he'd be back on tuesday to tell me if he wanted to work things out or leave me for good. if this were the only pain i couldve coped. but its not, my mother in law called to tell me that its all my fault, that every problem in my marriage is my fault. my father in law told me i was selfish for asking if my husband was leaving me. they said i need to give him space. if i go away forever it'll give him all the space he wants. i love this man more than my own life. but the pain is too much. i'm abuse victim as well...i was raped at 4yrs old till i was 10, at 8yrs old i was molested by another guy. at 16 a boy at school tried to rape me and at 17 i was date raped. no one understand the demons i'm fighting. no one understands why i'm so angry...they all want me to change. so i wear a mask, i hide from world as long as i can...until someone beats me down again...then i pick myself up and i put on my mask again and i keep going...i keep hiding and i keep fighting. i'm too tired to fight the darkness anymore. i dont want to. i dont need advice i've heard it all and i've even given it. I just need somene to listen....everyone tells me its all my fault...i ruined my life...but i didnt ask for this happen..i didnt ask for the demons ... i didnt ask for the darkness. i didnt ask for him to leave me, i didnt ask for them to hate me. i'm tired of pretending i've been pretending my whole life. i dont want to do it anymore. to anyone who reads this...i just need someone to listen. but there is noone to listen...
11 Dec 2004 candice HI ITS CANDICE AGAIN IF ANYONE CAN HELP ME FROM WAT THEY SAW IN MY LAST ENTRY PLEASE HELP ME !!!!!!!!!!! sweet_lil_candy@hotmail.com
10 Dec 2004 Alyssa I am 17 yrs old and I'm thinking about suicide. I cut my wrists in numerous places and I also have aids from fucking so many people and i'm afraid my unborn child will have aids too. I'm going to die anyway so i just want it to be sooner. What should I do?
09 Dec 2004 Nina I tried to kill myself twice when I was about 11 but my mom kept catching me. I was using just a rag and tieing it so tight around my neck till I would go blue and would hope I'd pass out and just stop breathing. It gave me the worst coughs I sounded like an old smoker. I did this because both my parents were having affairs and it made me sick that while i was crying waiting for them to come home they were out not even thinking about me. I also cut my arms to shreds and have atiny scar on my wrist where I could'nt go through with it. At 16 I develpoed my eating disorder but my mom just thinks im a joke and have no problems. I know im depressed and its not right to miss periods and never stop thinking about food. My dad is also a diabetic and I have to deal with him when he's hyper and I can't deal with it when im only 17. Ive hardly ever had n e friends and I hate the one i do have. Im also being used at my local stabls for no pay 9 to 5 doing everything but I can't stand up for myself and im so tired nowadays. I want people to realise I need help and its no joke.
09 Dec 2004 venom cutter I am seriously thinking about killing my mom and then killing myself. That bitch always stops me or walks in on me and its all her fault I am like this any way. My mom used to make me let her boyfriends molest me and then they would pay her money for it. I hate her. I wish she would just die. Maybe I will help her. I need help. I need thearapy and counseling. I dont know what to do the last time they sent me away they gave me alot of drugs that made me feel real bad like I was sick. My mom made a phone call in the other room today and i think she is going to send me back to the hospital. I am sorry all of you have to listen to my problems but this is the only way I will feel better. Please dont hate me because I am gay and suicidal. If any one that reads this lives in Atlanta and would be my friend please email me.
09 Dec 2004 josh edmond today i took a buch of pills and my mom found out and took me to the hospital and they pumped my stomach before the pills could take effect. i dont have any friends locally to talk to. they all hate me and spit in my face and beat me up. i feel on the inside like i am already dead. my mom knows i am gay and hates me. is there anyone out there like me. please if your out there let me know. i feel like its only a matter of time. i stole some razor blades and i am waiting till my mom goes to sleep tonight and i am going to go in my bathroom and lock the door and slit my throat after i take some more pills and drink some wine.
09 Dec 2004 Jennifer Yep, well, im just another person who wants to commit suicide too. Ive thought about it, and you know, im just such a chicken. I just dont wanna hurt anyone if i do it, my sister, my other sister, and my brotehr. But they wouldnt give a shit anyways you know. No one cares im like the failure sister in the family. I just take up space and make everyone suffer. I wish i was dead. But i dont want to hurt my rents. So, yes im too chicken to do it. I just dont want to hurt them. I thought htat you know, what if i just became a nobody, someone that stalked the streets,...a "Bum" (i know not all bums are bums, some are incredibly smart people). My family wouldnt definately not care if i died then,... But then again im not sure. So you know, just live your life, and if you cant do it, i guess the best way is jump off a bridge. Gun is too messy, cutting yourself just wont work.. If you jump off a high bridge, theres no turning back, you cant fly back up! I reallllly wanna just Die, you know that feeling of just nothingness. I want that, i wish i was never born, now tahts the best way to go around it, just wish you were never born you know.
08 Dec 2004 Yuri I dont know the best way to kill yourself, but i wish i did know how so i can stop searching. This life i live is my suicide. The people in it are my cup of poison. What do i want? I want to live my life. So why cant i? Im still trying to figure that out. Why do i feel this way? Because i have tried every other excuse and finally figured out why. But i cant tell you, and i really want to its just hard and you keep yelling. Just let me leave or kick me out. Its hard to be around you, and when its hard with you its hard with everyone else. I cant go to my friends because they would hate you even more i cant go to my family because they would believe your lies. I thought your purpose of bringing me here was to build up a clear life in this world but all i see are the blurry shadows threw my tears. I love you so much that it hurts to say that i hate you. Just give me my cup of poison so i can just leave this life of pain and depression that you had led me into.
07 Dec 2004 candice HEY MY LIFE IS SHIT!!!!!!!! I KNOW EVERYBODY THINKS THIER LIFE SUCKS BUT MINE SUCKS MORE!!!!!!!!!!!! MY SISTER KICKS MY ASS EVERYDAY AND GETS AWAY WITH IT!!!!! SHES 14 SHE PULLS MY HAIR AND ALL THAT SHIT I KNOW SIBBLINGS FIGHT BUT SHE ATTEMPTED TO KILL MY WEN I WAS 2 I WAS IN MY TODDLER BED AND SHE HAD A KNIFE TO MY THROAT SO I SCREAMED FOR MY MOM BUT SHE GOT ONLY "NO TV FOR A DAY"YA RIGHT THATS NOT FAIR AND WEN I SWAER I GET 2 WEEKS GROUNDED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BY THE WAY IM ONLY 9 IF I MAKE IT ILL SEND ANOTHER ENTRY
07 Dec 2004 JOSH EDMOND HI MY NAME IS JOSH EDMOND. I AM SO SAD BECAUSE I LIKE BOYS AND WHEN I TRY TO KISS THEM THEY BEAT ME UP. I HAVE A FRIEND WHO IS GAY AND HE CAME OVER TO SPEND THE NIGHT AND MY MOM WALKED IN ON US. I AM SO SAD I AM GOING TO KILL MYSELF. I DONT KNOW WHAT I CAN DO. MY MOMMY DOSENT LOVE ME ANY MORE. SHE SAID SHE IS GOING TO SEND ME AWAY TO A MILITARY SCHOOL UNTIL I AM 18 THEN I CAN FIGURE OUT WHAT TO DO WITH THE REST OF MY LIFE. SHE DOSENT WANT TO TALK TO ME EVER AGAIN. SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME BEFORE I KILL MYSELF.
07 Dec 2004 JOSH EDMOND HI MY NAME NAME IS JOSH EDMOND. I LIVE IN ATLANTA GEORGIA. I AM CONTEMPLATING SUICIDE FOR A FEW DAYS NOW, YOU SEE I AM A HOMOSEXUAL AND I DONT KNOW WHY. I LIKE OTHER BOYS. I DONT HAVE ANY INTEREST IN GIRLS. ALL MY FRIENDS KEEP BEATING ME UP AND CALLING ME NAMES. IS THIS NORMAL? SOME ONE PLEASE TELL ME I AM NOT THE ONLY ONE OUT THERE LIKE THIS.
06 Dec 2004 Jessica Pills, I overdosed on Pills 9 months ago, I took 19 tylonal PM, Ambian, Night Quil and 7 muscle relaxer pills, after 9 months of therepy and counsling I still want to kill myself, I dont want to tell my cousnlur due to the fact that I dont want to be sent back to the mental institue place I hated it, it was just all about group therepy and the people their are mean well the kids anyways, I dont know I was thinking of telling my counslour but i dont want to be sent away again I dont know what to do, I want to kill myself again and do that exact same thing I did 9 months ago
06 Dec 2004 jeff hey everyone. i am 22 yr old male from NC. I am married but seperated with a 3 yr old son. I have went through alot also getting my divorce, not seing my son, lose of job in nc due to no jobs and going overseas, and everything. i myself do wanna and plan to die soon. i wanna make it to christmas for my son but yet i wont even see him christmas so i dont know if i can. anyways i read everyones post and i am glad people are open on it. my time is now limited and i dont wanna do it but i feel i must to be happy. Anyways alot of you are young and can make better of your life. I myself screwed up my life many yrs ago. anyways everyone take care
05 Dec 2004 A.K.B Ok mouchette what the fuck ive been reading all these fuckin entries and for some reason i think that the dude who called you a dumbass or the biggest fuck of them all is right. I mean what the fuck ive been going all throught this shit just to see if you posted my shit and for some reason. I would have to say thats a big FUCK NO! i think the only reason you do this shit is for you own fucked up pleasure just to see all these people bitching about thier pain. and what do you do? you don't say anything to us. you just sit at your fuckin computer lookin at all of our pain and angry we right. you are the most FUCKED UP FUCK I HAVE EVER MET. you did seem pretty cool at first but then. all these people and their entries. tell me this WHERE THE FUCK IS YOU ENTRIES? Tell me that. i think you are just a fucking coward and a idiot. Yeah thanks for the site but why cant you say anything you fuckin chicken ass!!!!!!!!!!!!!
04 Dec 2004 Elise I'm not sure of the BEST way to commit...all i know is that if someone doesn't call me (jason) i'm gonna just scream and go drink some turpintine and bleach, take a shit load of pills, raid my dad's booz stash and then attempt to finish my suicide note for the 5 minutes i'll be concious after that....i hate all my fucking friends(not that i have any anymore) and i hate my mother for being so critical, my father for having a giant stick up his ass and my sister for thinking that i envy her low-idealistic-comformist thing that she calls life. i hate everything about this life and i know that where ever the hell we go after death has gotta be better than where i am....jason says he'll follow me if i do; now how stupid is that? don't ruin your life when it's all perfect just cuz your girlfriend disappears(sp). oh no, your lover is gone, what to do? surprisingly, i'm a very loving girlfriend. and would hate to see him upset, but sometimes i want him to follow me. at least i'd have the only person on this earth that i really and truely love, ya know? i mean, screw my family, they don't know me well enough to know if they like me or even love me and vice versa so FUCK them. it's not my fault they didn't pay attention when i was younger and stupid and would've given them half a chance...but that's all gone. i want out. my therapist can kiss my ass because she can't even tell that i feel like shit every second of my life and the only thing that makes this world even remotely better is knowing that i have someone out there who loves me(jason). i hate that everyone says i'm going to hell cuz i'm bi...who cares? hell would be gumdrops and fricken candied shit compared to this!!! i need to just be alone with a big bottle of pills and take them all slowly and feel them eat away at my stomach and internal organs. if jason were here, or listening, he'd be crying by now, but i don't want that. i just want him to understand that i was afraid to die at one point in my life, i honestly was, but now, things changed, maybe i am inbalenced. whatever it was, things changed, and i am ready to welcome death with open arms. people ask me why i cut. hell, it feels good! it's like you are just one step closer to death each time and the more steps you take, the happier you are. i was reading some of the entries on here and realized i'm not the only one that feels so completely out of it and feels like crying and ranting and screaming all the time; every second something goes wrong, every moment some one says no, there's another thing to add to my list. (my reasons to just get it over with.) if attempting suicide wasn't illegal, i would do it in a heart beat. i do want to die, just not this VERY second. this very second, i need the sensation. the feeling of death. the feeling of something that i want more than any other feeling. the pain, the unconcious thoughts, the shortened breath. i want it. i want everything and nothing all at once and it scares me to think that in 5 seconds, i could still be here. and now that that 5 seconds is up, i wish i could've done it right then.......my friends all think i'm bullshitting. i swear, GET A FUCKING CLUE. if you don't believe someone, they'll want to do it more, just to prove it. hey, why do you think i need a therapist, huh? maybe because i'm unstable?!?!? shows how much you know BITCH! if i had to kill myself, i would go to your doorstep with 5 shots of cynide all prepared, shoot 'um, lay down and just dissapear. i could too. you live 3 blocks away, and i have 3 gallons of cynide and bleach in the garage. simple right? but there's still so much i want to expeirience, so much i want to do before. lose my viginity, have a child, get married, fail school for once and have my parents rant for an hour while i just sat back and laughed. something, anything. i just wanna do it all once, cuz i'm gonna die anyways, right? everyone always says "you live once" but you only die once too, (unless you believe in reincarnation, but thats maybe just me) so why not make it something really blow-out fun and fufilling? i mean, you only do it once, and life is boring anyways so why not just bring the whole big waste to a blood-curdling holt? i mean, what's our purpose here anyways? we're born, we live, we die, it sucks. there's nothing here for us, not that there's anything more in death, but there's a chance to start over. just to start new. that's all i want, to start new. i need something to drink, cynide perhaps? i'll ponder that while i wait not-so-patiently for jase to be considerate and call me.......and to think, a year ago, if all this were to come out of my mouth, everyone would've dropped dead in their seats. oh well, it would've done 'em a favor.
04 Dec 2004 A.K.B Hey well, im back and the pills almost worked. I was passed out for a day or two. But then i got sick i was awsome. and hey if think it will work take like a hundred or so. it most likly will work. but thats your say. yo if anyone wants to talk. just add me to you hotmail. and we can chat about shit thats happened in our lives. O and to that one dude i forgot his name just cause some one likes good charlotte. don't mean you got to be a prick.just thaught you should know. and to that nine year old don't fell bad im bitchy and i don't give flying fuck. my sister beats the shit out of me all the time. but that just makes me bitchy'er. you sound like a kick ass person. we should talk some time. my email is middle_sis_forever2003@hotmail.com if anyone wants to talk.

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