|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|25 Jan 2005||samantha||i tried to kill myself because i think im a fat beast i need heplp please|
|25 Jan 2005||Maria||hi everyone growing up in new york was shitty for me. I was only 5 when i went to live with my parents whom it met for the first time. Things got bad fast my parents were very abusive. My mother never said she loved me, I never even knew what x-mas was till I was 11 years old. She neglected me, made me feel unwanted. When I turned 7 I ran away from home. I was in foster homes for about 3 years. Till i moved to canada. There is not a day that goes by that I don't want her to suffer. I don't wnat to feel this way having a mother that does not give a fuck about you. I do want to end my life, I will after I write this to you.
Thank you for listening.
|25 Jan 2005||Tracy Mollett||Hi my name is tracy mollett im a 17 year old male i was regrettingly born 12,10,87. since about 5 years ago my life has went to hell. i had sex had a kid and a nean ass girl i felt stuck with i was with her for five years and finaly when she left me i felt happy.... i found me a beautifull girl who loves me and treats me good and things are going realy great,, suddenly her mom hates me she says no more you cant see her. what im saying is that no matter what i do my life is never good....... if ne one has ne advice please send me some firstname.lastname@example.org thank you|
|19 Jan 2005||Holl||i'm not sure what the best suicide method is... i was more looking for the answer.
like any of you i am depressed and lonely and want out of my life. i can't think of a single reason for living and waking up in the mornings. i just want to die but i am too much a coward to slit my wrist and too scared of waking back up to take an over dose... what else is there?
im 16, my mum died, ive been abused and had a shit life. i love this guy and he loved me... he still does and we were so happy together but now he's dumped me and won't take me back, he won't even give me a reason why. i love him so much and it was him that made my life worth living. but now he's gone i cant see the point anymore. i just want to know if anyone out there has any advice on what i should do... because i feel like any day now something is gonna have 2 give and i'll just break.
please help anyone who can... my email address is email@example.com... if you can help id appreciate it a lot.
good luckto everyone out there... i hope you find your peace, either in life or death.
love 2 u all
|12 Jan 2005||Juliana||I hate my life. Both parents are alcoholics, I was raped by my best guy friend when I was 11, only one of my friends knows and she doesn't know what to think anymore. I've begun to drink ... heavily I might add. My mom yells at me for unnecessary reasons and I rarely see my dad. My parents are divorced and I want to tell my boyfriend what happened to me 5-1/2 years ago but I can't bring myself to tell him. I started slitting my wrists about 7 months ago and I stopped for awhile until the school year started again. My golf game has gone down hill, I've been to court for street racing and when I'm pissed off I either drink, cut, speed at above 70 on city streets and 100 on the freeway, I have gotten so pissed at times that I've even taken some medications and washed them down with alcohol and then continued cutting. I have a year and half to go before I can break free of my parental boundaries where my mom is emotionally abusive. I fear telling my friend about the other episodes of cutting because she trusted that I would stop but I haven't. It sucks. I've also cut countless classes and have failed 4 of my necessary classes this year because of it. I used to be a straight A student until I was raped. I still see my rapist because our parents are friends and he denies raping me. My boyfriend doesn't know about the rape .... let alone the cutting. I want to tell him but I don't know how. How should I tell him? I should I stop cutting? I can't even tell my mom because she will blame me for what happened. I have thankfully stopped drinking because my boyfriend doesn't drink and that helps but it's really hard. I need a way out but I don't know how. For a seventeen-year-old, my life is pretty fucked up.|
|11 Jan 2005||J||I tried to slit my wrists when i was 18. It didnt work. I tried sleeping pills - it didnt work. I tried household products... it didnt work. Lately i found myself sliding again..... I tried to die... again. Im now 21.
Somehow the medics showed up and took me to the hospital.
After that they put me in a room with padded walls, it was worse than a jail cell - it was like the shit you see on tv.
I got out last week and i will try again. How?
Not sure but the drugs, pills, alcohol and knives arent working. Im thinking about jumping infront of a train or off a bridge.
i'll most likely take my car into the woods, stick a hose on the tail pipe and into my window. Painless and not messy at all (good for the funeral)
I wouldnt support the idea of anybody killing themselves but i do understand what your going through and would never pass jugdement on someone who decides too. Afterall, it is your life.
|08 Jan 2005||alice||hiya... im alice and im 13 and i rele want to die... my dad is abusive, my mum is slightly crazy, my ex boyfriend raped me.. my best friend in the world has left me to go to another skool ages away and i feel so lonely and useless.. ive slit my wrists and taken sleeping pills but i took a lot one time and ive ran out.. i dont know where to get more... im scared and fucked up|
|06 Jan 2005||whatever||I am just writing these few lines in order to let you what is like to be me either you consider it as real or as fake , that is really up to you . just read the following line , rite now i am really depressed to the point where life has no meanning or what so ever to me, bcz rite now my wife divorced and left me since october 2004 and my student loan is under investigation for false declaration that i have made last year , my car is broken and it will cost to me about $1000 dollars to fix and i am shy of 12 credit to get my diploma but i am not sure if they will lent some more money to pay for these extra courses and on top of this i am batling some form of prostate infection that botter me almost every second of life with the aquite pain and beside this is not my first episode of depression it is my third and now is at it peek and i have no family support what so ever where i live and winter really suck up north here , the only friend that i have is the small screen (tv)that only do what you ask him to do and sometime i sat in my appartment the all day at home contempling every thing in my life , i tell you people it really sucks sucks .... life but commiting suicide is almost pretty in my head but doing it really scares me , because i do not know the other side of life but for now i just have no direction whatsoever , praying , hoping that i can sleep at least 3 to 4 hours at night but not always .drop a line if you ever feel like me , trust me it is really hard and i am drowning people if there anything in your knowledge that will help to get cure please let me know . and i hope in the name of god will be able to live normal life one .... thank you for reading and but the way i am 32 years of age .
thank you ..................
|04 Jan 2005||DEVIN||I have tried 15 times and i'm still alive why can't i just FUCKING die i feel no love no feelings at all emtpy alone i just want to die some one help me!!!!!!!!!!! just FUCKING DIE why can't this happen the only thing i will miss is my family but only the good time once a year they hate me but all i do is take theire shit HELP ME|
|04 Jan 2005||donnie||the best way to kill yourself would be with any of these: Gun,knife,rope,jump off a building,purposely wreck a car,or cut your throat. I've been thinking about cuttin my throat because im a failure in school my parents think im a failure and most realtives. Im discrimminated at school all the time. Im a very quite person and people are always very sterotypical about me in negative ways. I attend a school of 2,700 students. I am always treated. I don't see any reason for me to be here today.|
|03 Jan 2005||adele||i need some help some one help me plz iam on my last legs i need some help i want to die
|03 Jan 2005||Jason||I've thought about killing myself for about 3 years. Now at the age of 17, i have realized i have nothing to live for. I have done some things that i don't think i can ever fix ( i don't do drugs, or smoke or shit like that ), but just things in general. I know some of my friends and family could care but not me.
I know some of these people at school that torment me everyday, sometimes i wish i could go to school and take them out, before taking mine. I know it seems harsh. But does anybody remember Columbine? Eric and Dylan did that because they were made fun of, day in and day out without any remorse, they were teased, made fun of. Because society, couldn't accept them for who they are.
So guess what, society can't accept me, then fuck you. We'll see what happens sooner or later ;)
i can promise you that.
|03 Jan 2005||drgiggles||this site is cool....i would love to be able to commit suicide...my family is in bad condition...if i died..the rest of there lives would be crap,no one deserves that..i guessmy life is ok...im just depressed...tired alot...the day feels like a blur..im a dork..im ugly,i cant even look in the mirror or ill be to embarassed to goto the store or anything...i cant hold a job..im soon to be homeless..i see no future...i feel a faint bit of hope in my stomache that maybe god will lead the way,but i look at everyone who wants or has commited suicide and know that im no diff. i will have no help..im incapable of living let alone starting alife...if i had a job in a dark closest..no interaction with more then 1person thru the day id be fine..but theres not...conversations wear me out,im exhausted just to try and respond to you,its exhausting,some how people take me as a jerk,i have no idea,im a dumass to,i cant even hold a job in a factory,im 18..im stupid and i got fired because they didnt like...everyone in this world ive met reacted the same so theres jusrt absolutely no way..my family doesnt want to see me homeless and humiliate them with drug abuse laziness ...i just cant make it|
|03 Jan 2005||Veronika||I dunno, life seems so unfair to me. You know.......i don't know what kind of person you have to be to survive, but i know that i can't.
Every coment and every word stabs me in the heart and i always want to cry, if i only had more courage i would've comitte suicide a long time ago, but every time i take a nife i pray that someday i will be able to do it. There is no sence in living in this world if thereis no one that loves you and when you love nobody,
iti is true that none give a damn but i just wanted to see the good in this worl and somehow i can't i am only 16 but i already given up on life. :) life can be a beautiful thing for some people but for some it is a prison with only one way to get out.
|01 Jan 2005||deewouldbeme||i have been thinking about death since i can remember, i have been beaten and the whole nine yards... all i want to do is die every morning i wake up and wish i didnt. i feel so alone all the time, i can be in a group of people and still feel so alone. i have talked to my so called friends about this and they say im crazy.... im 17 years old and i have been through so much, i hate life, i hate myself... oding doesnt work... slitting your wrist doesnt work... ive tried them both... i want a gun but i have no clue how to get one.. i wish i had someone there for me... ive been reading this site for years... i wish someone could say they feel the same and im not alone... maybe dying isnt the answer but i cant find any other solution to end my pain...|
|31 Dec 2004||Chris||im Chris and im 15, i really want to kill myself or have someone kill me for me(use a gun to my head plz...for the past 8 months my bestfriend and I hooked up and she became my gf. for the first 5 months she starting acting like if she was a different person...she was like psychic...there was a spirit that was threatening to kill her as it told me...and i did all i could to save her...and for those 5 months it went on and on...i thought it wasnt real...but then i said to myself my god this was real because i started to get weird scratches on my arm with messages...and idk how...but then i started up with it and i thought they came into me now...she kept it going and she started to "save" me...and then the 6th month she said she broke up with her bf Ryan...so im okay finally we can be 2gether...then everyday in school i saw her near him all the time...by the 8th month i fucking forced her to tell me the truth and she goes saying that she is still with him...and she says the spirits were fake...and now because of this i never concentrated on school and my life...i was always focused on her...and i used to be an A+ student...now im a fucking failure and im starting to lose a lot of friends...and now she broke up with me and is with the other kid ryan...and im telling her im going to kill myself now...and she is getting really upset...i hope she fucking deserves what she gets for brainwashing me, lying to me and cheating on me i want to kill myself now... here is my email... firstname.lastname@example.org|
|27 Dec 2004||caitlyn||i'm 15 and and both my parents died when i was only nine. you see my dad was mad at my mom for seperating with him and moving to augusta. and so one morning he showed up at the door, i had no idea what was going on i was only nine. but i went to the bus stop that is only across the road, and when i tried to go back into the house the door was locked so i just went to school.(it was my second day there, we were only in agusta for 3 days) well near the end of the school day i was called down to the office only to find out my parents were dead. my dad brought a gun to the appartment and brought my mom up to her room shot her twice, in the chest and in the head, and then my dad shot himself in the head. you see if i went back in the house i too would of died. but some times i wish i went to the back door, like i almost did. i blame it on myself sometimes. there were three gun shots that were never heard, and that was because when me and my friends were at the bus stop and those big dump trucks were honking at us when we would wave to them, and sometimes i wonder if i could of saved them if the shots were heard, if i could of got to them in time. unless they died intantly and hopfully painless, and thats how i plan on dieing unless i deserve the pain for not being able to save my parents. i dont know any more i don't want to hurt anyboy else. i don't know if i should stay alive for other people, or if i should just give up.|
|19 Dec 2004||Depressed And Very Suicidal||I have been depressed for a long number of years. I want to kill my self by laying in front of the train tracks so my head will be decapitated. I choose this method because it is quick and effective. Life is shit and it will never get better. Once one problem goes another one comes to take it place. Suicide will solve all your problems forever. The one thing about killing myself in front of a train is I always seem to move away at the last minute so the train misses me. It's happened to me a number of times. Please Email me and give me some advice on how not to be scared so I can finally kill my self. My email is email@example.com Please don't tell me not to commit suicide as i have already made my decision, (the right decision). Do you know how I fucking hate waking up each day and saying not another fucking day. Please help me end my misery.|
|18 Dec 2004||xaloneforeverx||Hey..its me again the loner...On december 13 i did the most horrible thing i could ever imagin.. it all started like this...
my dad took all my razor blades away.. so i beged my freidn too give me one and this one was huge... but it was so perfect..it felt good to hold a blade in my hands againn.. so me and my friends spilt what we think was speed and ex. together... at night when i was alone i smoked up and the pill kicked in...i felt so dead andalive.. i took the blade in my hand and started too cut..at first i didnt wanna cutr my arms becuase everyone would see... so i cut my legs... and then im like fuck it i wana die this the end for me... i took the blade and started slitting my wrists like crazy.... i went up with the razor up the my "main vien" i stoped..asked my self what i was doing..and i to kthe blade and fucken slached my hand..(my vien) it was there..my main bien bleeding like it was a water fall... i couldnt belive it i was ganna die.. but something then happend...deep deep deep deep.... inside me there was this force...it didn want me too die yet..so i had the biggest panic attach ever then i couldnt breath...and all that shit... i was numb and my arm was getting green...i told my dad i dont rememeber y... and he brought me too the hospital but we waiting so long that my dad told me too calm down and my heart stoped beating soo fast...
i no my story is really boring.. but imsorry i donno what too do next i promessed my self no too cut n e more... but i no thats not ganan happen and i told my self i wasent ganna take n e pills and drugs n e more... i was stoned liek crazy all week...i donno what too do n e more sometone plz help me.. email me at( firstname.lastname@example.org)<--- i got msn messengetr too... plz i need help im a looner... and shit but wtv... buh bye....
|17 Dec 2004||Kayla||i think the best thing to do is kill yourself. i dont no about u but i hate life everything iz falling apart n i am goin to kill my self i hate life so much why did god ever let me cum in thyss world?|