|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|11 Mar 2005||krazy grl||hey im 14 and might be suicidal, but i dont know, im not sure at times and other times i just dont know what living in this world is for. but the only reason why i am still here is because of my friend. i couldnt leave my friend. even though i have attempted cutting, and still do, i want to live for my friend, and my parents. so please help me i dont know if i should live, or die...|
|09 Mar 2005||Hannah||who knows
email me people.......
i have msn
anyone who is lonely and confused please e-mail me
i'm lonely too. my best friend is my dog, i have no real friends. i go to work, i come home, i eat, i sleep, i have no life. life is a bore and i understand totally why people here say "life sucks"
i want to die one day.
i don't believe i will live for another 10 years. i'm very overweight and very unhealthy. my mum keeps pestering me. my dad has found work in another state. my life sucks too, so e-mail me please :):):)
i love a famous singer but don't have the money to see him sing live, he is american, as they usually are
anyway life sucks so email me
ohh my name is hannah too :)
|07 Mar 2005||lissa||im hav other posting on this site, but im just looking for someone to talk to. that i can bitch to because my life sucks.
aol instant messenger- guttahminded19 or alwaysmistaking5
|03 Mar 2005||samantha||i did it again i cut myself again my husband doesent even no i hate my self and i dont no why he tells me im ugly and fat and i dont want to live i just need someone to talk to i dont no thanks for listing firstname.lastname@example.org|
|27 Feb 2005||Stacey||I overdosed last Septemeber when things were really tough. Now I want to do it again but i'm sure it wont work. Why? Because it didnt last time. I'm still sitting at this same old computer arent I? I really want to end my life. I cant even get fucking sleeping pills because my doctors not convinced that a 17yr old has sleeping problems.
I just want to talk to someone. Give me ideas, dont give me advice.
My family sucks, if you lived here, you'd have killed yourself ages ago. I'm suprised i've lasted ths fucking long
|25 Feb 2005||MIA||well... how do i start, my name is mia, i am an alcoholic partier and i love 2 get high. i became suicidal after i started hating myself, i blamed myself 4 all the bad and i wanted 2 feel the pain i caused 2 othas so i carved words in2 my body, some that sed, hell, kill me, hate me... i hate myself and so forth, although i stopped doin that tha scars are still there. i have tried 2 kill myself 7 times 6 of them i chikened out but the 7th didn't work as u can tell im still here. well i am very depressed and i need help.HELP ME|
|12 Feb 2005||Candy||um i'm not sure if i am supposed to say whats wrong with me in here or how to kill urself..im 15 and i dont kno how to kill urself ive tryed i still plot ways everyday..i don't know what is wrong with me i feel like noone wants me and i am a worthless piece of shit i dont know i just wish i had someone who could relate to me who actually understood and was like yeah i kno what you mean ive been there or had helpful words i feel like all my friends have left me...well if u relate to me and want to talk you can IM me at gunsnros967, sory if i filled this out wrong...what can i say im a dumbass|
|11 Feb 2005||the most real.||why is my life so much shit? i can never do anything right. everyone makes fun of me cuz i am fat. and ugly. and i am so fat i cant use tiolet paper so i stink like poo.
i got in big trouble the other day. i was on a site and i was doing something i shouldnt have done. now i am in trouble with the law. i am afraid that when i go to jail i will be sexually assaulted like my dad used to do to me every nite until i ran away.
suicide is only a few breaths away from me.
some one please email me and talk to me about my problems. if anyone is out there.
|10 Feb 2005||dan (aim=yuhed) please aim me||im 14 actually but listem ive never done good in school i always get all F and it sucks I go to summer school every year i have a girlfriend we barley talk nowdays all the smart people arent my friends and i have only a couple friends maybe 5 and im skinny and pale and i have dandruff im not as nerdy as im describing myself cuz my dandruff dosent show but my grandma takes care of me and buys me so much stuff and i cant even repay her by doing good in school and my brother has a 3.9 grade point average i wanna kill myself and i wanna do it where i dont feel pain i jus die i have cut myself really bad before and i wanna pass away noyone needs me and wont matter too much|
|08 Feb 2005||Sunie||Im not under 13 im 17. im confused about things. seeking help for my problems will only leave me to a inclosed life that will lead me to a no good job. i dont want to die. i love alot about it. but what i fear about living is. Gangs, Druglords and many more sick and confused people that will just put my children thrue the same stuff they put me thrue. i could not live with that. i cant even walk out my house without being scared of being stabed by gangs that hate me for standing up for myself when they went to rob me for my mobile phone (cell phone). I'm not feeling sorry for myself im feeling sorry for the future. ive broken the law cause i was still yet confused but yet. i join the army. i thought why kill myself why? if i live thrue the army my career is set. if i dont i die. i win both ways. both ways the pain is gone. There is no such thing as a sick mind. it's a misslead mind. Dont kill yourself your killing other peoples future. if Adof Hitler Killed Him self there would be no war. from the germans. but then again there is no such thing as piece. If George Washingtons Father Killed himself there will be no america. how it stands today. Find A Target. Thats all the advice i give. can you aid me?|
|08 Feb 2005||Maxim||Im not under 13 but been thinking of suicide since about 4 years old and I've had a pretty good life, never molested or anything as a child, some physical abuse as a teen, but now 27 y/o I dont really blame my dad. I'm tired of this world, its cold and inhospitable, ppl wanna help ppl on the otherside of the world due to the tsunami but they could care less about the hungry in their own street? The rich get richer and the poor get poorer. Not enough hours, not enough money! I have this huge hole within my being and it is bottomless, I;ve tried to fill it with sex, drugs, and materialism and now Im just to smart and know it wont get filled. Jesus is a myth, same as Mithras. No one will save no one, save yourself if you can. You cant run and you cant hide, the aliens will find you, you;re already micro-chipped!! But no one believes?? Is everyday asleep??? Hello anybody awake??? I cant wait to die, I hope theres nothing after but something tells me there is so I will have to wait it out and bite my lip. I'M SIRIUS IF ANY1 ELSE IS SUICIDAL DUE TO WHAT THEY BELIEVE IS ALIEN INTERFERENCE AND DONT THINK ANY1 WOULD UNDERSTAND CONTACT ME... oh I am afraid, dont get me wrong. The psychologists told me I wasnt the only one. I like to sing "Rape Me" by Nirvana to them (the grays). Anyways was thinking the cultists have it right cyanide kool-aid.|
|05 Feb 2005||Kathleen||I want to kill myself i can't go on. Someone please im me at Catsnoozekat or email at Catsnoozekat@aol.com|
|05 Feb 2005||Kathleen||My mom is having an affair with a 65 yr old when she is 46 and i want to end my life.when my sis first found out she started cutting and now i want to ed my life too.|
|02 Feb 2005||Donna||I really don't thinkk that sucide is a toy. It is a serious matter. I OD just before christmas on my mom's birthday. My friend drove over here and litterly dragged me out of my room and took my to the hospital. Some day's i wish he didn't and some days i just wanna thank him for savin' me. Today is just not one of thoughs days. This same friend is addicted to really bad drugs, he is on house arrest right now and i don't want him to do something bad like i did. I am not doin' that well in school, my dad is never there for me he never was and never will. When things were gettin' bad at my house between my mom, her bf and myself i asked my dad if i could live with him and he turned me down both times. Right now i only cut when i get mad or depressed, but that seems all the time, i reallydon't see the point of livin' if your not havin' a good time enjoyin' it. I don't know what to do and i can't talk to my friend cuz he is probably doin' drugs right now and if i tell him somthing like that he will take my to the hospital or tell someone who will. I don't wanna die in pain, i already have enough pain, i jsut wanna die and get it over with, i have no where to go in life, all i wanted if life was to live the rest of my life with my friend and have a happy life, but i know that wan't happen he will end up in jail or something like that. I am tired of waitin' for him to clear up. The weird thing is i wanna do the drugs that he does but i want him not to.I think that i make my own problems but i just don't know how to stop. I don't know what i am doin wrong. I don't think that my sycyatrist, therapist, or my two cooounseller's are helpin' me at all. They all say they know how your feel, or that they want to know but i don't feel confterble talkin to them about things like that.I want 2 talk to someone i can trust,someone who won't try to stop me from what i am doin' i just want to talk to someone who feels the same way i do. I am 13 and i really want someone to talkk to my e-mail address is email@example.com|
|02 Feb 2005||No1UnDeRsTaNdS||hmm i aynt got the worst life on here but i hate mine i wish i was dead and no one understands im realy depressed and all my best mate can turn round and do is say im mental and i need to be seen to when she went and took a overdoes of 42 paracetamol but didnt suceed, people tell me to talk to people yer i tryed but what do they all do..turn round and go it will get better, well it dont seem to be getting any better i dunno what else to put theres so much going through my head i just dont want to be here i think i dont know what to do. if any1 think they can help me add me on msn firstname.lastname@example.org|
|02 Feb 2005||the Mëtler||I'm 24, but I've been suicidal since I was about 12. Been depressed as long as i can remember. Finally just a year ago after checking myself into the ER cause I felt like i was at the end of my chain and would kill myself if i didn't get hope, I was sent to a psychiatrist and put on Paxil. And it works. If you're depressed, get on drugs. they help. They don't cure ya, and you gotta take em every day, cause I forgot to take my pill 3 days ago, and for 2 days after i was suicidal again, I popped open a shaving razor and tried cutting into the big vein in my arm, but damnit I just hate pain so much i couldn't cut through all the way. I've thought about many different ways to kill myself, but most of them would be too painful (I figure, if you're gonna go out, you wanna end on a good note) or I can't afford them. I think the best way to go would either be to bleed to death, if only I could get over the pain of cutting into my vein, or the more adventurous way to go would be to drop acid, shoot heroin, and jump out of an airplane. that oughta be the ultimate, but I haven't seen acid in 2 years, and don't know where to get heroin, and can't afford to go skydiving. but ultimately what keeps me alive is thinking about how much it would hurt those that love me, my friends and family. But damnit, life can be so painful and difficult and my mind is just so fucked and I've got too many bad memories that I just can't shake that suicide sometimes seems like the way to go. And damnit I sure am fascinated with the afterlife.
email me if you wanna talk.
|02 Feb 2005||REDDEATH||EVERY ONE PLEASE READ
hey every one catch me if you can I'll race you there!
Get This She's sorry. She broke my heart and she's sorry. How dose repear the hole that once had some thing there.
Since I last told some stuff some more has happened but first i need to tell you some more of the past r you wont understand some of this.
A few months ago I was stayin in america where I was sad but much happier than here in the UK. My best friends Birthday was coming up and I thought as a nice surprise I would change my flights(cost $150) to be back in time for his birth day and I Brought him back a prez(Nice of me I thought). But now here you go this is the very nice part. A few days ago it was my 18th birthday and guess what I didnt hear from him, so i phoned him this how the convo went
me: "Hey chris hows it going"
chris: "not to bad under nieth the belly of a plane at the mo im just cleaning FXK12"
me: " Oh ok. Dont you have any thing to say to me?"
me: "chris it's my birthday man."
chris: "is it oh ok."
chris: "I have to go. I'm under this plane."
me: "ok man i'll tal.......beeeeeeeeeep"
he didnt even let me finnsh what i was saying. I found out on sunday he's not talkin to me, I had to phone one of my old mates some one i thought he wasnt talkin to and some i definately wasnt talkin to find out what was goin on. i found out chris, my best mate the guy i done that stuff for that i talked about, was angry (get this) becos i was upset he forgot my birthday. what a friend!!!
so not only has the girl i love riped my heart out but... my best friend forgot my bday and is now not talkin to me, oh and get this lets make it even better half my family forgot my birthday too.
Lets Lits this
Now have no friends
1/2 of Family forgot my B-Day
Girl friend Ripped heart out(now i let this girl in to my family took her to my brothers wedding, showed her all the care in the world and now i just feel empty she was the only thing i had i'll post 2 poems' of such after this one.)
Oh mustent forget this suff
I need to get £20,000($40,000) with in six months
My mom is movin to a one bed roomed house,(hang on dont i live with my mom?)
my dad didnt get me any thing on my B-Day, didnt even send me a txt messege till my brother called him, no card nothing, to get more of the story do a name search on REDDEATH i seem to be the only one sofar.
Please let me kno if i am right in being depressed and upset, oh by the ways im a deeply emotional person any so this really dose put the tip on the mountain. please feel free to e-mail me/messege me on msn its the same address REDDEATH@o2.co.uk
|30 Jan 2005||sarah||im 23, and am so peeved off, ive tried to kil myself a couple of times, i was 7 when i tried to hang myself and my mother come in, i have tried to bleed to death by making insisions all over my body at the same time (but house sharer came home early, ive stood in front of a bus and just came out with bruises, and o/ded on tablets and im still here..... you might think hey shes doing it wrong, but im not, honestly.....|
|30 Jan 2005||ASHlee||I HATE MY LIFE!!!! I AM GOING TO KILL MYSELF!!! I AM MISERABLE!!!! I AM GOING TO TAKE MY KNIFE AND STICK THE BLADE DEEP IN MY SKIN AND SLICE MY WRISTS OFF!!! I AM SO SAD!! I AM GOING TO KILL MYSELF!!!!|
|30 Jan 2005||SAD BOY||HI EVERYONE. I AM GOING TO WRITE ABOUT HOW MY LIFES IS WORSE THAN ALL YOUR LIVES.
I am from syria. i was born there and grew up there. i am 22 now. when i was a child there was always wars going on. gun fire bombs explosions and dead boddies. when i was five years old both my parents were taken away by soldiers and my mom was raped by 9 men in front of my eyes. they made me watch. they made my father watch. then they shot my mother in the head. then they did the same to my sister who at the time was 19. after that they shot my dad in the head. they tourtured me. they burned me with hot metal, cut me and they beat me real badly. they took my sister to wash thier bodies and to lie in thier beds at night. she was thier slave. they left me alone. i have no family. they burned my village to the ground. they stole my goats. to this day i donot know where my sister is if she is even alive. i had a few other boys my age that we stole food and hide from the army. we buried ourselves in the burning sand when they came around. for many days we had no food. no water. i thought i was going to die. we tried to leave the country many times but we couldnt. finnaly we got out made some friends. they let us stay in thier house. later we moved to africa where we could be safe. today i am in america. i cannot get a job. i have no family. and i have no friends. i dont know why i keep on living. i just want to die.