Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.

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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?

Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
28 Apr 2005 depressed I am 21, I never thought I would accually make it to be 21. Since I was 14 I have been suicidle. I was raped when I was 15 and a virgin till then. My father left my family when i was in the 2nd grade, and took all his money with him. I was used to being a rich little girl, then thrown into the life of poverty. My mother has always treated me differently than all my brothers. I am the only girl, and I never got anything from my mom. On christmas, my brothers would get new clothes and toys and I would only get like a pair of 5 dollar pj's. What is sad is that my birthday is on christmas too and would get no presents. I am a very quite person and keep to myself. I got kicked out of one school though by one of my failed suicide attempts. I tried to overdose at school. I would get asked out by boys, but I would just walk away because of my anxiety. I cant talk to anyone without shaking, turning red, and then crying. I made good grades in high school, and went away to college with loans. I didn't make it in college though. I have a problem with being with allot of people and have sevear anxiety attacks. I am extreamly depressed all the time, and my anxiety attacks got so bad that I would never leave my room. Another factor of my college failure, is the girls were very mean to me, and threw gum in my hair and in my seat, and would right lesbo on my sign in sheets. Not because i am ugly, but because at that time i was skinny and pretty. Because i wouldnt eat at the cafeteria because of my anxiety. I went a week sometimes without eating. I then had to go back to my home. My mother is not all right in the head, and she thinks she is being followed and there are bugs in the house listening to her and all those crazy things. She now thinks that I am an undercover spy telling "someone" everything she is doing and everywere she is going. When in accuallity I havn't talked to one single person in over a year now. I can't leave the house very often because I get these anxiety attacks and start crying uncontrolibly for hours. My mom doesn't understand anything about me, i told her about my anxiety and that I probobly needed help and she just laughed in my face. I start crying uncrolibly often, and she tells me "who told you to act this way, your just trying to make me look like a bad mother" she has kicked my out of the house before, and that is when i try to kill myself. I tell my mom I have tried to kill myself over 10 times, and she doesnt believe me. I am starting to think I can't die, I have tried so many times. I have tried sliceing my rists, and I guess i didnt cut deap enough. I have tried electricution. Puting a hair dryer in my bath with me didnt work. It just broke my hair dryer. I tried it with the toaster too. It also didnt work. I have tryed overdoasign many times. I took 100 zanex bars that I bought by taking money out of my credit card, with a bunch of alcehol. I woke up 3 days later, not dead :(. Just with a large bill I cant pay. I would get extreamly drunk and try to crash my car, and i ended up getting a dwi. My life is worthless. I want to die. I think about killing myself at least 20 times a day. I am now stuck with colleg loan bills, credit card bills, adn court fees with no way to make money. My mom pays for my brothers school, and will never help me though. I have no money to get profeshional help, or maybe some anxiety meds or anti depressants. My mom wont help me, because she thinks she will make her look like a bad mother. I get yelled at constantly by my mom telling me to just act normal. She doesnt get that I can't. I want to die. When I get my hands on a gun, then my hell on earth will finually be over. Till then my suffering continues, unless I get lucky and find a way to just die.
23 Apr 2005 mr lonely hi everyone..i have been suicidal since 2 years..reason for tht has been my ill health, skinny body, and a really sucking life due to the above mentioned things..i hav been tryin hard to find the cause of my illness but to no troubles hav really worsened for the past 1 month or so..but somehow i managed to come so far..but now future looks really bleak to me..the reason y i m writing this is tht if by ne way u can improve ur life..then i'd say this life is worth giving a me..thats how i hav survived these 2 years..i m a firm believer in god..i thank him everyday for this life and everything tht he has given me(even though i want to suicide)..i consider myself really blessed..after all i m so much better of than millions and billions of ppl around this world..on top i hav been given this oppurtunity to witness life as a human..not some dumb still unsure if i would be able to continue in my struggle..i hav no good friend, i never never go out, i cant eat junk food, i m skinny as a 13 year old and i am nearing 20, i m always worried about my health, everyone including my family hav written off my illness as my anxiety..ppl at uni say i am a nerd..they stare at my frail body as if i am some alien..BUT inspite of all this i say to myself tht mann who gives a damn about this world..its ur it the way u want..the way u can..wht if u r the way u r..basically i m not ending my life coz i want to but coz i don't fit well in this hell with this stupid society..mann i was like all of u when i was 13 ..worrying abt petty things like girlfriends, friends, pimples, image in school,and all that sort of stuff ..but once this sickness thing came my way it started bringing in prespective evry single thing tht i had taken for granted..i no longer cared bout nething else but my health..which unfortunately never gets life really sucks..but i still want to live it to see wht other troubles it holds for me..
i would appreciate ne piece of advice from someone who genuinely feels for my email id is
23 Apr 2005 not tellin my friend has wanted to kill herself and same wihtme my life feels worthless i feel like a idiot walking on teh road of no wear i always try hurting my self but it doesn't work i'm too afraid the prople in my school call me fat and ugly and say i hvae tons of acney but thats not my fault soon i have just come to this conclusion "live your life u only have one make the best out of it don't be selfish by making others feel bad about U killing ur self ur freinds would feel bad from not tring to stop it and then ur family would as well... on the other hand if u just have a life full of misery kill ur self by jumping off a cliff thats how i would do it {i will not leave my name in case i get in troble for this}
22 Apr 2005 adriana i tried to kill myself last night. i am 23. i dont have anything going for my life. i wish i was dead. i have no friends, family, money, job, im fat and ugly, no education, im bored and alone tell me my reason for living...
21 Apr 2005 April I actually saw this on a tv show once and I am pretty sure it will work just make sure no one is gonna come home and try and save you... anyway....get two very large blocks of ice.....set your heat up to like 85 the bath tub water making it over flow everywhere not showing the evidence....hang a rope.....stand on a chair and when ever you ready tape your mouth...hand cuff your hands or some how get them tied behind your back and stick your hand inside the rope...puch the chair away and stand on the two blocks of ice bare foot...your chances of survival are slim to none because the heat you set before doing this is going to start melting the ice making you go lower and lower until the rope chokes you ... I hope I helped ....By the way if you didnt know name is april and I've been suicidal for a long time....I've sort of gotten use to cutting and all me all of your lives seem so bad....mine is probly no where near as bad as some of yours on this site but it still makes me go over the edge sometimes that I just have to do something like commit suicide...unfortunatly Im still here and still looking for someway to kill myself but hoping it won't be to painful....Although I still have in the back of my head that my family would be extremely upset when I go...I still don't seem to care and still want to just die in my sleep or something...I think my life grandmother who was pretty young died and she was like my best friend, one of my best friends said she could not be my friend anymore because she said I was taking her down the wronge path, my dad almost died making me stressed out, my sister is suicidal and she is always ending up in friends hospital cause she is always over dosing on her medication that she has, my grades keep dropping in school because of how depressed I am, and the fact that I was born with a disease does not help anything.....I can't talk to my one sister who I go to school with because she is to immature for her age to understand anything and my two older sisters just would not understand they have big mouths and probly would tell my mom about all this...I've gone to a counsler and that didn't help because it just made me mad....I guess I just need someone to talk to before I just slip off the edge...I have written plenty of ways for people to kill themselves on this site cause I don't have anything better to do besides plan my next attempt of suicide...I've tried taking bottles of sleeping pills before I go to bed hoping that I wouldn't wake up but the weird thing is that it didn't actually made me stay awake the whole night and I started seeing shit like I was high or something and I didn't understand it...I've been cutting....tried tying a rope around my neck but my friend took it off me when I passed out...tried stabbing myself in the chest but I just didnt have the guts to push it through the bone... and my boy friend just broke up with me like two days ago then hooked up with some other chick like a day later..and plenty more but anyway...I guess it felt kind of good to let all this out on here but I don't have time to stay...seems I have more suicidal attempts to think of.... bye for now!!
19 Apr 2005 Cody My name is cody and i have been suicide since 1998... i need some advice, someone to talk to, and some quick easy methods
i need someone to talk to plz
18 Apr 2005 candice brooks hi im 10 i het life so much i wish it would go away i het miranda forster me and her man shoulder friend got into a fight n she lost! shes telling everyone she one shes a bitch all of this peer presour and shit is building up inside and im dieing inside my best friend dont want to hea it she jus doesnt want to bring it up ive nevr met my dad i cry yself to sleep i have no boyfriend nobody cares about me n e more my mom is to busy with work my sis beetes me to death i ave omany bruises im to chicken shit to actually commit i need help but all my mom ays is "im your counselour" yeh right shes part of the problem to all of u who think this is a joke and were posers n if were suicidle wede be dead by now fuck u! some of us are chicken shit and some of us are clueles n some of us care about our friends to much to killourselves u dont understand if ur gunna say something say something helpfull not "ur losers" just fuck off if ur gunna say something rude n mean dont say anything at all u mother fuckers just leave us alone theyll do wat they think is best O.K.? anyway if u think u can help me and like to talk my addy is
17 Apr 2005 kc H. hey, my name is kc. my life really sucks. i am 14 but i am needing help. i have read many sites on how to kill your self and the level of difficulty it is, there are endless things. am i really ready to kill my self!!! i have made so many wrong things. i have tryed to kill myself by: cutting myself many times, hanging myself, OD on advils, or EX. i know everyone wants you drink all the time. but because of wat i have been through i will never drink. my parents found out what i have done to my self and they are thinking of getting me someone to help. you cant pay someone to help you. they have to agree. a summary of my life is: my dad got drunk alot in the summer, and he would beet me. belts, brooms his hand, anything. he favorite quote is :"kc, get me something to hit you with". ill tell anyone more if they can help me. ill help anyone if they help me, ill tell you how to kill your self. but only if i feel that you have a good reason, because if i told you how to do it, and you did then i would kill my self too, i could live with the pain. ill tell you how to go out in a bang with ending your life.
16 Apr 2005 ??????????? im 14 and a few minutes ago i tried to commit suicide i over dosed on parecetamal and came online to c how long it will take me 2die. It turns out i have a small chance of dying in 5 days but tonite wen my parents goo to bed im going to find different medicines and mix them i have a larger chance of dying. Hopfully goodbye ill get back to ye if i dont die
12 Apr 2005 Megan Everytime me and my mom get in a fight i want to kill myself.i have thought and looked for ways to do it.i just havent yet.i hate myself so fat and i cant run in my school sport.i hate mom yells at me till she crys or a vesel pops in her i thought i would ease up her pain and yelling a little.she usally yells at me for something i did to my brother.i told her it was stupid and then she lost it.she yelled at me for rolling my eyes(i didnt).everything on my body hurts.i can never picture my life when im older.maybe the farthest its gone is when im out of high maybe i can solve best friend alawys tells me that if i ever died she wouldnt know what to do.i hav never told her that i wanted to kill myself.i hate myself so much.i cry my self to sleep.well my moms
12 Apr 2005 Jesper Watch your thoughts, they become words. Watch your words, they become actions. Watch your actions, they become habits. Watch your habits, they make your character and your character makes your destiny. My destiny is fated and your's too.

My three attempts, as you see, failed.

Sleeping pills (6 of em) Came away with not even an headache.
Throwing myself off the house (20 metres drop) Survive with only one scrath on my leg.
And the most important one: Poison. (Ratpoison) Goggled down a whole bottle and Im still here. God protects me and I don't like that. I didn't want to live anymore. Especially now. Since my girlfriend cheats on me. I want to kill myself and her with me. I thought about the people who I hurt with my next attempt, but I figured, IF they really care, why wont they anything about it???
11 Apr 2005 becky I was sexually abused when i was younger, and my father never wanted a child. I dont fit in anywhere, im always the outsider. I know this is nothing compared to what other people have gone through, but I feel so messed up in my mind and I hate the person that i am. I also hate the people who think that i must be happy because of the way i look.... direct quote "how can u be sad, your so pretty?" Since when did that have anything to do with it? I know my mum loves me and thats the only reason im still here - i cant bear to hurt her, or my two little brothers. (adam h and adam w) If one day i cant put up with it anymore, even for them, im either going to slit my wrists or hang myself off the balcony at school. For those of you under 13 who need to escape from this shithole, i recommend a long drop off a tall building, but only if your sure that you can't deal with life anymore.... Thank you to the people who've written on this site, after reading some of this i dont feel so alone.
10 Apr 2005 Mary CONTACT ME PLEASE!!

Mouchette, I have to say, first of all, that it is sick and wrong to encourage people to kill themselves, especially younger children. However, I am a cutter, and I have burned myself, and I often bang my head against a wall until I'm dizzy, so I really have no place to talk. But then, I'm also 14.

Anyway, my point is, I badly want to die, but I don't have the guts to kill myself. I would feel guilty about my family and friends. I would drink my pain away or get high, but I do not have access to drugs or alochol. I have tried smoking cigarrettes, but they don't help me at all.

So, how can I feel better!? Please, please, I beg you to help me. I don't have the guts for suicide, and I don't have drugs or alocohol. Contact me!!

AIM - bleeding psycho6
YAHOO - mirror_girl14
07 Apr 2005 April Hi Im april and I have been trying to commit suicide since i was about 11... I am no 15 turning 16 in a month and Im not really sure what to do...I mean I dont like getting help thats just not for me and Im fine with the way I am....I have a good life and all...I mean I got great parents, a big family, plenty of pets, a huge house and everythin....I mean yea sure I love my life but only parts of it...since I was thirteen so many things have happend to me...Ive lost one of my best friends b/c she thinks i need help and that im taken her downa bad path b/c of all the wrong choices i make, My grandmother has died and she was like a best friend to me, Ive been in an out of a relation ship with my boyfriend, my father almost died, my one sister drinks to much, my other sister is mental and trys to overdose on pills all the time, and the fact that i have a diseas that might not affect me now but soon will and I dont want that to the only thing i could think of that could stop all these pains is suicide...It hasnt helped though b/c i have never succeeded yet...I will soon though b/c I just can't take it anymore....from what I told you before isnt even half of my problems....I kno theres alot of people out there like me and are much worse but I don't kno....And now b/c i have reminded myself of all this I feel like i should attempts again....Please someone tell me what I should do...?!?!?!
06 Apr 2005 I will find That Place There is no best way to kill yourself. Killing yourself not only will destroy your life, but those who've known and loved you as well. I'm a 19 yr old college student and I've been battling thoughts of suicide every hour of my life. I came onto this site by accident. ( I was finding simple ways to hang myself) After reading some of these stories, I realized how bad some people have it. I've always been an outcast. Very little friends in school and a VERY small family. My sister ran away when she was 13, my mom, left my dad when I was 2. My dad is my family and he's all I have and I'm all he has. The one thing that has made me Not Kill myself was knowing it would leave my dad to struggle with the pain I'd leave behind..
I continue looking in the mirror at this young man staring straight at me. What is his future? Why is he here? I know I have a reason but I'm still searching...Even last year, when I tied myself to a pole in my closet... so ready to leave...something in my head stopped me but why?

I don't want my dad to find my lifeless body but....I am tired of feeling lifeless.. I feel like such a stranger in my own skin...not knowing who I am. I often cry before I fall asleep at night begging God to take me.

If I didn't find this site, I dunno what I would've done. Its good to know that somewhere on this cold, silent earth, there's people that share my pain. Maybe we Will all meet again someday face to face...happy...the way we should be.

no one told me life would be this hard.
If I can survive this night, I will fight another... maybe tomorrow will come...
Everyone needs support: email me @
03 Apr 2005 stacey Yesterday me and my lil foster bro sat up till 5am in the morning (by the way im FROM LONDON ) he told me these things that he wonted to die end his life his life is not worth living im not sure wat to do if n e 1 has any way i could help e mail me at thank you all people

01 Apr 2005 Hannah I am desperate for someone to e-mail me with well known methods of commiting suicide. I am very interested in commiting sucide by carbon dioxide (I think this is correct). It is the chemical you can inhale lots of and it's very fatal. Please if anybody is an expert on suicide methods please e-mail me. I need to plan for my death. I am not sure if I am even going to do it but if I do I need to be planned.

Thank you

Please contact me at
31 Mar 2005 paulie i think im gonna go slit my wrist some more...and when asked..."the cat did it"... my damn girlfriend dont like me parents are never home....i raised my self from the age of 5...i just hate being around.... i love being alone
31 Mar 2005 FiFi Believe me I can relate to most of you.. let see to begin, my childhood was pretty good until my once kind and nice uncle began molesting me at 8 or 9

I knew It was wrong so I went to my parents after the first time of him sickly smiling while groping me. My mom believed me, being a victim of rape herself, although my dad found this concept too hard to grasp considering it was his brother. So after having a long bitching lecture about how I shouldn't lie for attention, nothing was resolved. So my uncle was back at it again. I am now 14 and the horrific occurrences just stopped. I had been dieing inside and I was attempting to tell anyone who would listen...somehow I worked up the nerve to tell my brother. My brother is two years older than me so as you can imagine, he was onward the story flows as my brother tells my parents, and they miraculously believe him. Ironic huh?
So they send me to a psychologist to try to work through my "problems" and child services is called, police interviews, the whole bit, but I still felt terrible.
Now I have half of my family who despises the ground I walk on, and half who actually care. Great huh?
When I was 12 I tried killing my self
***attempt #1***
the well-known, grab a knife and slice your wrists while crying in the bath tub. Only success from that is a pair of scars to add to my collection.

*****attempt # 2******
pills, pills, pills.
Grab a couple handfuls, shove them down your throat and hope for the best. The end result is a massive stomach pain.

******attempt # 3**********
drowning....could never get that one accomplished...always was to chicken and needed to breath.

(just so you know you cannot choke your self to will end up passing out in which you let go of your throat, or whatever you are attempting to choke to death with such as...belt, string, electrical cord, etc.)

So here I am, still attempting and totally hating life.... So I don't know how to end this life I have learned to so passionately hate, but if you have any answers please let me know.

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