|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|23 Mar 2005||Ducky||I tried again last night when no-one was home. Lighting myself on fire didn't work too well. I ruined yet another pair of jeans. I don't want to live. I have carried a large knife to school everytime I go, which isn't very often. I was listening my favorite song on the list of suicide tracks last night; PaPa Roach, Last Resort. I want the pain, fear, anxiety, anger, hatred, memories, eetc. to end. "I can't go on living this way!"|
|21 Mar 2005||DEATH TO ME PLEASE!||HEY EVERYONE....ANYONE GOT ANY IDEAS FOR PAINLESS DEATH WITHOUT A GUN....MY PARENTS THINK IM THE PERFECT LITTLE 14 YEAR OLD...THEY DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ME...I HAVE EVERYTHING, HOT GIRLFRIEND, NICE HOUSE, LOTS OF MONEY, CAR...ANYTHING...IM JUST NOT HAPPY AT ALL...I HAVE NO REASON TO LIVE...MY FRIENDS ARE FAKE...IM FAKE...EVERYTHING AROUND ME IS FAKE...I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT EVERYTHING...ANY IDEAS JUST EMAIL IMPAULIE44@AOL.COM|
|19 Mar 2005||hated freak||see all im 11 and i hate my life. i think i have mental problems to... i realy want to die,:( and this is how i will end it. i will get a dockters needle fill it with air and put the air in a vain|
|16 Mar 2005||Deborah||hiy6a im deborah im 15 my life is shit at first it was k i had ma first proper bf it was fine nd i loved him nd he stareted sleepin together then he started raping me for no fukin reason then we broke up i tried to commit suicide then i was described anti depressants for the depression nd thats wen the cuttin started i also started to starve maself. i went to 6 stone nd ma sis stareted tellin every1 i was mental i started goin with the new guy he cheated on me with this girl i hate he now refuses to talk to me he was like ma best friend i got taken off the anti depressants then put on others they made me worse i tried suicide agen nd agen just to escape ma mum found ma diary nd took me out of school coz i had taken an overdose mmmm i have a therapist who thinks im better but im not im just tryin to get rid off him so i can commit suicide ma mum thinks im better so id probably say the easyiest way wud b like slittin ur wrist coz pills dont work that easily and plus they have more chance of savin u.
well ma msn addy is
plus im still self harmin
|14 Mar 2005||stan||so I went to a counsellor today and she is like I would like to help you but you must tell your parents about you problem so now I have 2 options:
1. play russian roulette with my dad's fully loaded gun
2. grow some balls and actually tell my parents that I hate them and that I wish I was never born.
so N E ways you can email me (firstname.lastname@example.org) and tell me which option to choose, personally I would choose option 1 but I dont think Im thinkin straight.
Gawd I hate being me
|14 Mar 2005||stacey||Today i was in skool a teacher came up to me and had a go at me i told her to shut up we had an arguement and i was gettin stressed out to the point i was gonna do something to me or her but i done it to myself i wrote the name Spaz into my arm it was bleedin i couldn't tell no one bout it cos they would of knew wat i was going through|
|12 Mar 2005||candice||hey its me again whats up if anyone wants to talk add me...email@example.com... i will listen and my other one is firstname.lastname@example.org ok byebye love and kisses|
|12 Mar 2005||Lyndzy||Personally, Carbon Monoxide posioning sounds good to me, but you have to do it right. Take a hose and stick one end in the tail pipe of a car and the other end in the crack of a window. Cover up the open ares with towels so as not to let any of the precious gas escape. Fall asleep and never wake up... hmmm but what am I taling about I am too afraid to try it. I don't really have a reason to write on this sight, I mean not compared to other people's stories. The truth is, I don't really have bad life (in that I mean it could be a lot worse, though it is by no means great), but for some reason it sucks. I am dieing on the inside and smiling on the out in attempt to lie to myself as well as other people. Why? I don't really fucking know, why does anybody lie. I can't really talk to my friends or to anybody. I just take everything inside and let it simmer, though I fear to much will end up in there and death will be my only way out. I want to die, but I am a coward and I am afraid, though oddly curious. I want to feel wanted, and to talk to someone who understands... if you are out there, email me Lyndz8x8@hotmail.com|
|11 Mar 2005||krazy grl||hey im 14 and might be suicidal, but i dont know, im not sure at times and other times i just dont know what living in this world is for. but the only reason why i am still here is because of my friend. i couldnt leave my friend. even though i have attempted cutting, and still do, i want to live for my friend, and my parents. so please help me i dont know if i should live, or die...|
|09 Mar 2005||Hannah||who knows
email me people.......
i have msn
anyone who is lonely and confused please e-mail me
i'm lonely too. my best friend is my dog, i have no real friends. i go to work, i come home, i eat, i sleep, i have no life. life is a bore and i understand totally why people here say "life sucks"
i want to die one day.
i don't believe i will live for another 10 years. i'm very overweight and very unhealthy. my mum keeps pestering me. my dad has found work in another state. my life sucks too, so e-mail me please :):):)
i love a famous singer but don't have the money to see him sing live, he is american, as they usually are
anyway life sucks so email me
ohh my name is hannah too :)
|07 Mar 2005||lissa||im hav other posting on this site, but im just looking for someone to talk to. that i can bitch to because my life sucks.
aol instant messenger- guttahminded19 or alwaysmistaking5
|03 Mar 2005||samantha||i did it again i cut myself again my husband doesent even no i hate my self and i dont no why he tells me im ugly and fat and i dont want to live i just need someone to talk to i dont no thanks for listing email@example.com|
|27 Feb 2005||Stacey||I overdosed last Septemeber when things were really tough. Now I want to do it again but i'm sure it wont work. Why? Because it didnt last time. I'm still sitting at this same old computer arent I? I really want to end my life. I cant even get fucking sleeping pills because my doctors not convinced that a 17yr old has sleeping problems.
I just want to talk to someone. Give me ideas, dont give me advice.
My family sucks, if you lived here, you'd have killed yourself ages ago. I'm suprised i've lasted ths fucking long
|25 Feb 2005||MIA||well... how do i start, my name is mia, i am an alcoholic partier and i love 2 get high. i became suicidal after i started hating myself, i blamed myself 4 all the bad and i wanted 2 feel the pain i caused 2 othas so i carved words in2 my body, some that sed, hell, kill me, hate me... i hate myself and so forth, although i stopped doin that tha scars are still there. i have tried 2 kill myself 7 times 6 of them i chikened out but the 7th didn't work as u can tell im still here. well i am very depressed and i need help.HELP ME|
|12 Feb 2005||Candy||um i'm not sure if i am supposed to say whats wrong with me in here or how to kill urself..im 15 and i dont kno how to kill urself ive tryed i still plot ways everyday..i don't know what is wrong with me i feel like noone wants me and i am a worthless piece of shit i dont know i just wish i had someone who could relate to me who actually understood and was like yeah i kno what you mean ive been there or had helpful words i feel like all my friends have left me...well if u relate to me and want to talk you can IM me at gunsnros967, sory if i filled this out wrong...what can i say im a dumbass|
|11 Feb 2005||the most real.||why is my life so much shit? i can never do anything right. everyone makes fun of me cuz i am fat. and ugly. and i am so fat i cant use tiolet paper so i stink like poo.
i got in big trouble the other day. i was on a site and i was doing something i shouldnt have done. now i am in trouble with the law. i am afraid that when i go to jail i will be sexually assaulted like my dad used to do to me every nite until i ran away.
suicide is only a few breaths away from me.
some one please email me and talk to me about my problems. if anyone is out there.
|10 Feb 2005||dan (aim=yuhed) please aim me||im 14 actually but listem ive never done good in school i always get all F and it sucks I go to summer school every year i have a girlfriend we barley talk nowdays all the smart people arent my friends and i have only a couple friends maybe 5 and im skinny and pale and i have dandruff im not as nerdy as im describing myself cuz my dandruff dosent show but my grandma takes care of me and buys me so much stuff and i cant even repay her by doing good in school and my brother has a 3.9 grade point average i wanna kill myself and i wanna do it where i dont feel pain i jus die i have cut myself really bad before and i wanna pass away noyone needs me and wont matter too much|
|08 Feb 2005||Sunie||Im not under 13 im 17. im confused about things. seeking help for my problems will only leave me to a inclosed life that will lead me to a no good job. i dont want to die. i love alot about it. but what i fear about living is. Gangs, Druglords and many more sick and confused people that will just put my children thrue the same stuff they put me thrue. i could not live with that. i cant even walk out my house without being scared of being stabed by gangs that hate me for standing up for myself when they went to rob me for my mobile phone (cell phone). I'm not feeling sorry for myself im feeling sorry for the future. ive broken the law cause i was still yet confused but yet. i join the army. i thought why kill myself why? if i live thrue the army my career is set. if i dont i die. i win both ways. both ways the pain is gone. There is no such thing as a sick mind. it's a misslead mind. Dont kill yourself your killing other peoples future. if Adof Hitler Killed Him self there would be no war. from the germans. but then again there is no such thing as piece. If George Washingtons Father Killed himself there will be no america. how it stands today. Find A Target. Thats all the advice i give. can you aid me?|
|08 Feb 2005||Maxim||Im not under 13 but been thinking of suicide since about 4 years old and I've had a pretty good life, never molested or anything as a child, some physical abuse as a teen, but now 27 y/o I dont really blame my dad. I'm tired of this world, its cold and inhospitable, ppl wanna help ppl on the otherside of the world due to the tsunami but they could care less about the hungry in their own street? The rich get richer and the poor get poorer. Not enough hours, not enough money! I have this huge hole within my being and it is bottomless, I;ve tried to fill it with sex, drugs, and materialism and now Im just to smart and know it wont get filled. Jesus is a myth, same as Mithras. No one will save no one, save yourself if you can. You cant run and you cant hide, the aliens will find you, you;re already micro-chipped!! But no one believes?? Is everyday asleep??? Hello anybody awake??? I cant wait to die, I hope theres nothing after but something tells me there is so I will have to wait it out and bite my lip. I'M SIRIUS IF ANY1 ELSE IS SUICIDAL DUE TO WHAT THEY BELIEVE IS ALIEN INTERFERENCE AND DONT THINK ANY1 WOULD UNDERSTAND CONTACT ME... oh I am afraid, dont get me wrong. The psychologists told me I wasnt the only one. I like to sing "Rape Me" by Nirvana to them (the grays). Anyways was thinking the cultists have it right cyanide kool-aid.|
|05 Feb 2005||Kathleen||I want to kill myself i can't go on. Someone please im me at Catsnoozekat or email at Catsnoozekat@aol.com|