|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|16 Jul 2005||claire||I have always wanted 2 die and b able 2 b by myself away from every1! i took an overdose on paracetomal, it didnt work i waz just sent to hospital over nite tols it culd hurt my liver and had a row 4 being so selfish and dull wen i got home!( i wuldnt even waste ur time on paracetomal) I will find a way to kill mself so i no longer ave to put up with the feeling of lonliness and the feeling of not being wanted by ur own parents! so if any1 culd help plz emali me|
|16 Jul 2005||in total darkness six feet under||OK, im only 15, and yet iv tried to kill myself too many times to count, and with no availl. im tired of this world treating me the way it does, i was beaten and abused for 7 years by my own schoolmates, it got so bad that i changed schools and moved, ive also had serous depression since ii was about 8 years old. sometimes i cut myself to see just how much it bleeds, that pain helps to make me forget all my other problems. im tired of living, its really over rated, people only focus on the good things, and not on the bad thhings, which usually greatly outweigh the good. no one really relizes what true pain really is till they loose all that makes them happy, so that all they have to focus on is the bad. try never having anything good to block out the bad. the only thing that ever made me happe was my girlfriend, but we broke up. and now theres nothing, nothing to keep me sane. people dont ever really relize how they affect you with there hate, not till ur gone, and they have to think back on what they did to you, and how they affecte you, and visa-versa. ive become acostome to keeping my emotions all bottled up inside, and never letting them out till i finally just snap, which has happend on occasion. no one ever really takes me serously, or understands my problems, not till they get slapped in the face by the real truth. the truth is never pretty, but in any case people deserve to know.|
|14 Jul 2005||lindsay parent||im so depressed and i cant get out of it and i think im at the end of my rope dont know where to go or who to turn to oh well i dont care anymore|
|12 Jul 2005||Randyer||Evereyone is dieing around me everey week and i cant take the pressure but i am 17 and i say life is just a waste of my time lol.
i just cant stand it anymore i have tried hanging myself but someone cut me down cunts,Jumping of a bridge but only broke my legs,i might try to get HIV because people say that you can die within just a couple of years but i dont want years i want now.
My other option was to join the ira and hope someone would kill me.
If you can give me advise then fill free to contact me.
|11 Jul 2005||brittany||well, i dont really have to do it my parents try every day ! one time it was with a pillow but i guess they find it more amusing to just make my life miserable and the thing is they srent even my parents im living with my step monster and her new husband my dad is in iraq and my mom died when i was seven! so i guess when i do it i will probably just either shoot insulin into my veins its the perfect way if you want to keep every one guessing for a while or at least until they find the suicide note under the bed , why you might ask becuz it is untraceable and without a suicide note it is named an unexplained death or death by natral causes!!hahahahaha that will get them back!!!|
|10 Jul 2005||candi||hi.i am 13,turned it on 9th july.i h8 mylife and have tried killing myself in many different ways but i still find myself here and i dont feel much betta.trust me u can try but it dont work.i have cut my wrist,hit myself,starved myself and tryed drowning myself.i ave also tried taking an overdose of drugs but the only place i found myself wos not hell or heaven but in bed trying to wake up.i wanna die still and doing any of them fings did not help me in 1 slightest way.
I did all these due to the fact my mum and dad r going mental at me and blaming me 4 everything.my head of year is bein a twat because this girl beat me up and he thinks its me.i had to stop loaning my pony and i rele miss him.miss him more than any1 could imagine.my uncle who is my closest relitive is traveling the world and i rele miss him and this girl at scool is being nasty to me 4 no reason.also i am goin throught though times at the minuite due 2 moving scools and havin 2 leave all ma m8s.ma m8s say its stupid and try stoppin me and if u have m8s like mine then i would go with wot they say.last night i wos thinking of hanging myself or jumping out of ma window at my bedroom onto something sharp.i had a serious talk with ma m8s and they told me it wos fuckin stupid.now i agree.i look at my arms and legs finking these scars are neva gonna go away and i am stuck with them 4 the rest of my life.dont c the world now c it as the future!!!!its alot betta trust me.and u guys out there plz stop cos it is totaly not worth it.
|03 Jul 2005||madz||bak again, after spendin da past 2 hrs readin responses from diff ppl, it makes me wonder y so many young ppl r unhappy....sum1 fuked our lives up sumwhere...sumfin's wrong wit this fukin judgemental society...and wit ppl in general (the ones who think life is gr8 coz they get everything they want wen eva they want)
y is it we let ppl hurt us n effect our live...n fuk up our lives so badly...4 sum ppl its our family members, or "friends", or sumtimes bullies or even random ppl we don't really know...its not fair...the way they voilate us n hurt us wen they feel like it...leavin us wit da scars
I cant believe i actually let my fukin father effect my life...he did it again n i couldnt take it anymore...so last nite i made my 1st suicide attempt...i tried to hang myself but i got caught...it made me feel even more hopeless that i couldnt even kill myself - all i want 2 do is end my life...simple...but it didnt fukin work
y cant ppl just leave me alone 2 die...i was happy wen i was dyin...i think it was the best i've felt in ages..but no...that was ruined n now i just want 2 know a way 2 die that will b quick n ensure that no1 will catch me (b4 its done)
so...plez...if u hav n answer plez plez plez plez plez plez plez e-mail (email@example.com) me or talk 2 me on msn coz i need ur help so bad.
|30 Jun 2005||~*~Me~*~||hey,im 14 years old and i have been depressed 4 a year now.it all started when i got diagnosed with rheumatic a heart disease and it was about 2 years ago my parents fellt so bad 4 me..now they hate me what ever i do make a lil mastake i get hit abused emotionally and physically and im tired of it!!my heart problems got worse an i go to see the doctor any more that cuzz my parents don giva a fuck if i die of stay alive..i wana commit suicide but i don kno how??when i get depreseed i cut my wrists hoping i would get better but it always seems to get worse..i also lost a very good friend that i could tell everything and now i don talk to no one i have no friend i feel like every one has turned doen on me..i need to kill myself its the only was i can cope with that pain but i dont kno how to so ppl please if u have any thing to say e-mail me!!|
|29 Jun 2005||Anthony||I have beeen depressed for a bout seven years now and have had many thoughts about suicide.
i am seeking good psycological help and if anyone would be kind enough to email me and let me know where some can be found i would travel even to another continent to seek the help.
|28 Jun 2005||madz||hey everyone...things just got worse again...my dad took me to my guitar lesson tonite n we were at the traffic lights n he put his hand on my knee...I WANTED TO HIT HIM...TO KILL HIM...i just moved ova...HE HAS NO RIGHT TO TOUCH ME...i have made my decision on how to handle it...next time he touchs me im goin to kill him...then b4 i get caught..im goin 2 kill myself...n i do this by hangin myself...seems like tha best way to do it coz i know where to find a rope...
but i dont want anyone to ever concider doin this...
word of warning...when u slit ur wrists..it takes up 2 4 hours be4 u die...so plz dont leave like that...its not worth tha pain
|28 Jun 2005||DYING EVERY DAY||every day i want to go, but i can't decide how, i come here for an answer and what? nothing! just tell me how so i can go, drug addiction is the worse i'm tired of sucking the devils dick let me go let me go let me go|
|27 Jun 2005||sezzy||i was sexuaaly assaulted im now 15 an the court case is soon. i feel like a slut and think its my fault. Ive tried to cut myself an burn myself but havent got very far. teachers are anoying me by tryin 2 b helpful but i wish they wud leave me alone. i wann take an overdose but cant bring myself 2 do it. i dont no weather i wanna live or die? HELP! this pain is just 2 real.|
|26 Jun 2005||jay||im 15 actually im severley depressed & no one has noticed for 3yrs. ihave a boi friend & he knos hes tryin to get me to get help but i dont want to and to top it off im bi.so idont kno i just kno i want it to end|
|26 Jun 2005||anex serovea|| I dont know what to do my whole life is a failuire.i hate the very existance of me.Everything i do or have possesion turns out to be bogus.Even itried to kill myself it failed.Itried poison myself with poison that come in electric appliance (in my case itried with ac)to ward off mouse the night before my birthday. Ihad planned for amonth before icould turn 14.Ihad dreamt they were going to find me in the bed dead.it also failed as you can see this.again itried topoison my self with lpg gas italso failed .why does everyone hate me even god dosent want me to come heaven or the devil dose let me in hell .i am fed up.really i am becoming mad help me.now ifancy dying like greek soider which again not easy.i want tell so much but icant
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|25 Jun 2005||Not telling my name||I am under 13 and i sometimes wanna suicide and sometimes not. I usually do because i no that my mom and dad met had sex and broke up in the same night wich means i am a creation of beer not love.
It is total crap i wish my life was over but there is a person i no i would KILL if i did. We have talked about it i asked her and she said if i suicide she would to. But for everyone else i wouldnt care and everything is so painfull it sucks. I used to cut but now i stopped i am thinking about it right now. On some nights i take sleeping pills to get to sleep. I dont wanna drown myself and i dont think i can stand the pain of stabbing myself. I dont have a rope do hang myself. I dont have the pills to overdose. And i dont have a gun. I thought of like haveing a lot of wd 40 or w.e. Plz Email me plz
|24 Jun 2005||ill say my name is joe||hey im umm 14 and lookin for a way to die this life is fuckin pointless and full of shit . everything i love or get close to goes bad so im fryin to get a way to go if you could help me that would be the only good thing that ever will happen to me|
|21 Jun 2005||jeroen||my mother has a depression and me myself to although my mother has tryed it about it 10 times she still hasnt died because I think she really wants to die and me I have tried it a couple of times but Im scared but sometimes I just dont care I just want to die without pain luckily Im getting help now Im in a mental hospital btw Im 15 not under the 13 Im still not doing well but for now Im hanging in there.|
|21 Jun 2005||Anonamous||Hi, rite k im not gna put any of your suggestions and problems down, I just want you to know.. that u mite not fink it but there will be atleast 1 person who cares and loves for u...
k well here's how my story goes..
I started being bullied when I was about 12 Iam now 15 nearli 16...
Anyway it wern't that bad to start of wid really...
but then it got a lot worse.. nd then my grandad died who had been like a dad to me.. nd i got seriously depressed nd started writing suicide letters nd stuff.. nd den i kinda got bk on track after about a yr.. nd then within this last yr i have become very depressed according to my doc!!
I have tried to kill myself quite a few times.. i have taken overdoses... walked in front of cars.. tried to strangle my self and have been a serious cutter for about 3 yrs...
When I was about3 up till about 7 I was abused by my dads ex girlfriend.. nd she wud hit me nd burn me... nd fings...
I got abused by a guy who Was one of my good mates.. nd he wud make me do fings i didnt want to....
I have now not been to skl or out of the house for over 5 months due to depression and the fact my bullies have threatened to smash my face in....
So through not goin to skl i have lost all of my mates... as they dnt understand depression properli they fink i shud just get ova it...
nyway if nyone needs to tlk to me or just wants a chat just add my msn adi it's...firstname.lastname@example.org
Plz tell me how u r feelin nd wat ur feelin lv to u all x x
|17 Jun 2005||lost boy in hell||i am 14 right now and i have been depressed for about 4 or 5 years, that is not that long but it has been tough. I used to cut myself and still do on occasions, i hate life and everything about it, i do want to comiit suicide and i do not. i do because life is shit, my family hates me, i dont have that many friends, i fuck up everything, i lie, i am disrespectful, i do not cuz, i do not wanna see my family suffer, i do not want to cause my dog to miss me, and i have to go cuz my stepmom is a cuntbag. THANK YOU ALL FOR LISTENING|
|13 Jun 2005||Sarah||I cant really say what the best way is. People are different. I have been contemplating suicide every now and again. Before this year of school I was completely different. My grades were good, I loved my friends and family and I was really happy. This year I am not sure what happened. I started to feel unwanted unloved and completely destroyed inside. I felt that all of my friends hated me. So in just 5 months, I began smoking, drinking heavily, stopped caring about school and cutting. Only a few of my friends know and my parents havent found out yet. I have tried to stop all of these things but just when I made progress another bad thing would fall in front of me. I always want to inflict bodily harm on myself, because I think everyones pain is my fault and everyone would be better off without me. I am just barely over 13 so I think that it should be done the most painful way possible, because when its over, you will feel the biggest relief of your life.|