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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|28 Jun 2005||madz||hey everyone...things just got worse again...my dad took me to my guitar lesson tonite n we were at the traffic lights n he put his hand on my knee...I WANTED TO HIT HIM...TO KILL HIM...i just moved ova...HE HAS NO RIGHT TO TOUCH ME...i have made my decision on how to handle it...next time he touchs me im goin to kill him...then b4 i get caught..im goin 2 kill myself...n i do this by hangin myself...seems like tha best way to do it coz i know where to find a rope...
but i dont want anyone to ever concider doin this...
word of warning...when u slit ur wrists..it takes up 2 4 hours be4 u die...so plz dont leave like that...its not worth tha pain
|28 Jun 2005||DYING EVERY DAY||every day i want to go, but i can't decide how, i come here for an answer and what? nothing! just tell me how so i can go, drug addiction is the worse i'm tired of sucking the devils dick let me go let me go let me go|
|27 Jun 2005||sezzy||i was sexuaaly assaulted im now 15 an the court case is soon. i feel like a slut and think its my fault. Ive tried to cut myself an burn myself but havent got very far. teachers are anoying me by tryin 2 b helpful but i wish they wud leave me alone. i wann take an overdose but cant bring myself 2 do it. i dont no weather i wanna live or die? HELP! this pain is just 2 real.|
|26 Jun 2005||jay||im 15 actually im severley depressed & no one has noticed for 3yrs. ihave a boi friend & he knos hes tryin to get me to get help but i dont want to and to top it off im bi.so idont kno i just kno i want it to end|
|26 Jun 2005||anex serovea|| I dont know what to do my whole life is a failuire.i hate the very existance of me.Everything i do or have possesion turns out to be bogus.Even itried to kill myself it failed.Itried poison myself with poison that come in electric appliance (in my case itried with ac)to ward off mouse the night before my birthday. Ihad planned for amonth before icould turn 14.Ihad dreamt they were going to find me in the bed dead.it also failed as you can see this.again itried topoison my self with lpg gas italso failed .why does everyone hate me even god dosent want me to come heaven or the devil dose let me in hell .i am fed up.really i am becoming mad help me.now ifancy dying like greek soider which again not easy.i want tell so much but icant
NAME \Anex serovea
|25 Jun 2005||Not telling my name||I am under 13 and i sometimes wanna suicide and sometimes not. I usually do because i no that my mom and dad met had sex and broke up in the same night wich means i am a creation of beer not love.
It is total crap i wish my life was over but there is a person i no i would KILL if i did. We have talked about it i asked her and she said if i suicide she would to. But for everyone else i wouldnt care and everything is so painfull it sucks. I used to cut but now i stopped i am thinking about it right now. On some nights i take sleeping pills to get to sleep. I dont wanna drown myself and i dont think i can stand the pain of stabbing myself. I dont have a rope do hang myself. I dont have the pills to overdose. And i dont have a gun. I thought of like haveing a lot of wd 40 or w.e. Plz Email me plz
|24 Jun 2005||ill say my name is joe||hey im umm 14 and lookin for a way to die this life is fuckin pointless and full of shit . everything i love or get close to goes bad so im fryin to get a way to go if you could help me that would be the only good thing that ever will happen to me|
|21 Jun 2005||jeroen||my mother has a depression and me myself to although my mother has tryed it about it 10 times she still hasnt died because I think she really wants to die and me I have tried it a couple of times but Im scared but sometimes I just dont care I just want to die without pain luckily Im getting help now Im in a mental hospital btw Im 15 not under the 13 Im still not doing well but for now Im hanging in there.|
|21 Jun 2005||Anonamous||Hi, rite k im not gna put any of your suggestions and problems down, I just want you to know.. that u mite not fink it but there will be atleast 1 person who cares and loves for u...
k well here's how my story goes..
I started being bullied when I was about 12 Iam now 15 nearli 16...
Anyway it wern't that bad to start of wid really...
but then it got a lot worse.. nd then my grandad died who had been like a dad to me.. nd i got seriously depressed nd started writing suicide letters nd stuff.. nd den i kinda got bk on track after about a yr.. nd then within this last yr i have become very depressed according to my doc!!
I have tried to kill myself quite a few times.. i have taken overdoses... walked in front of cars.. tried to strangle my self and have been a serious cutter for about 3 yrs...
When I was about3 up till about 7 I was abused by my dads ex girlfriend.. nd she wud hit me nd burn me... nd fings...
I got abused by a guy who Was one of my good mates.. nd he wud make me do fings i didnt want to....
I have now not been to skl or out of the house for over 5 months due to depression and the fact my bullies have threatened to smash my face in....
So through not goin to skl i have lost all of my mates... as they dnt understand depression properli they fink i shud just get ova it...
nyway if nyone needs to tlk to me or just wants a chat just add my msn adi it's...firstname.lastname@example.org
Plz tell me how u r feelin nd wat ur feelin lv to u all x x
|17 Jun 2005||lost boy in hell||i am 14 right now and i have been depressed for about 4 or 5 years, that is not that long but it has been tough. I used to cut myself and still do on occasions, i hate life and everything about it, i do want to comiit suicide and i do not. i do because life is shit, my family hates me, i dont have that many friends, i fuck up everything, i lie, i am disrespectful, i do not cuz, i do not wanna see my family suffer, i do not want to cause my dog to miss me, and i have to go cuz my stepmom is a cuntbag. THANK YOU ALL FOR LISTENING|
|13 Jun 2005||Sarah||I cant really say what the best way is. People are different. I have been contemplating suicide every now and again. Before this year of school I was completely different. My grades were good, I loved my friends and family and I was really happy. This year I am not sure what happened. I started to feel unwanted unloved and completely destroyed inside. I felt that all of my friends hated me. So in just 5 months, I began smoking, drinking heavily, stopped caring about school and cutting. Only a few of my friends know and my parents havent found out yet. I have tried to stop all of these things but just when I made progress another bad thing would fall in front of me. I always want to inflict bodily harm on myself, because I think everyones pain is my fault and everyone would be better off without me. I am just barely over 13 so I think that it should be done the most painful way possible, because when its over, you will feel the biggest relief of your life.|
|11 Jun 2005||jeroen||Wel my name is jeroen Im 15 now I have allot of problems at home my mother is depressed to and tries to kill herself often. Im trying to get the strength to kill myself because there are still people that love me but for people for under the 13 think good about it it's a hard decision dont do it if you have any doubts whatsoever Im thinking alot about suicide but Im also waiting to be taken in a specail hospital but it takes to long I will give it a week and if then nothing has happened. I will rip open my vains|
|07 Jun 2005||ryan||i have this female friend who is totaly smothering me. she suffers from deppression. lets just say her name is uh.... elizabeth. thats not her real name.
she suffers from chronic deppression. she takes medication, she sees a counselor, a therapist and on and on...
i have told her countless times i dont like her and want nothing to do with her. however i know she is deppressed and i cant just completly leave her alone. afterall she has attempted suicide 4 times in the past 5 or 6 months. whats wierd is when i talk to her i start to become deppressed. has anyone out there ever been in a similar situation or have any advice for me?
|07 Jun 2005||gloria galloway||i am not sure where to start.
i guess it would have to be my early childhood. my father raped me until i was nine years old. finnaly my mom found out and called the cops. my dad went to prison and now my mom blames me for breaking up her wonderful marrige. so she sent me to live with her parents. she kinda went crazy. now my grandmother makes me take baths and she says i still stink after i get out of the bathtub so she washes me and actually all she does is molest me. i feel so dirty and unwanted. why cant i just have a normal life? why is all this happening to me?
i dont know what to do. i thought about just commiting suicide but that is not the right thing to do. i am scared to tell another grown up whats happening to me because they will laugh at me. or maybe they will molest me to. i am thinking about running away but i dont have anywhere to go. does anyone know what i can do? is there any body that will help me?
|06 Jun 2005||Megan||well 2 years ago i attempted suicide...
this is why: 5 months earlier my father and grandpa died. my friends and sister abandoned me....it may not sound like much but i was so depressed. i failed but i wanna try again. everyday i think about how i can do it and where. everyday tho i think my mom and sis wont recover but rite now im in such a dark place..... so im thinking about commiting suicide.
|06 Jun 2005||lissie||ight i have serious issues..i dunno wats wrong wit me but i feel like life is so empty...i have good parents ! da best mom in da world! wats funny is dat they even supportin me an helpin me by givin me money when i need it since i dun have a job...im almost 20 yr old an i have good friends as well...the thing about me is dat nothing really pleases me..i get bored and tired 2 quikly in wateva situation im in...my mom jus took me to atlantic city an no joke i had 2 practically fake myself of BEING HAPPY in da sitaution. everyday is like me fakin myself as though i care about things when i dun really care about anything....if i stay home i start 2 get sad 2 quik but if i GO OUT i get TIRED OF PEOPLE way 2 quik...no offense dun get me wrong I LOVE PEOPLE...but i jus get tired way 2 quik from any situation an all i wanna do is sleep...now das life lol...i think das my favorite thing 2 do...sometimes im actually shoked at da fact dat i have friends dat care 4 me AN LIKE ME...cuz im SO BORING...I DUN TALK MUCH I JUS DUN HAVE DA SOCIAL SKILLS I GUESS but im da best listener an once some1 starts a convo i can continue....but then i jus gettin annoyed of talkin...so WAS DA PT OF HAVIN ME IN LIFE...I HAVE NO PERSONALITY! my friends tell me otherwise but i have no meaning in life..sometimes i feel as though i was born in2 da wrong family or something! my mom is so OUTSPOKEN..SHES ALWAYS TALKIN MAKIN JOKES...sometimes i look at her an wish i was like dat...anyways i guess wat im tryin 2 say is dat sometimes i think about DISAPPEARING OUT OF THIS WORLD! i jus wish i wasnt born lets put it dat way cuz i no some1 else in my shoes would be happier wit da things i have but i dun really care 2 much 4 things! i wish i had a gun 2 jus shoot myself 2 get rid of my "im never enjoyin life mood" because watever i do im not enjoyin myself...i hate myself an i wish i had charisma an was outspoken ...my parents r way 2 kind an caring 2 c me dead one day if i eva do anythin...they'd probably be very shoked cuz i seem like im fine wit life an not like i say I WISH I WASNT BORN.dude maybe i need medication 2 make me hyper an actually enjoy life ...but its not like im UNHEALTHY OR SOMTHING LOL im not mental but i wish i had da energy for life cuz i seriosuly dont....IF ANY1 CAN PLEASE TALK 2 ME OR IM ME 2 GIVE ME ADVISE OR SUGGESTIONS I WOULD LOVE DAT ...my screen name on aim is lizziebk1985...is u been in my shoes, know wat im goin through, or can jus help me out wit some good advise of wat i should do lemme no cuz i dun wanna suicide but in a way i do...|
|04 Jun 2005||tianna(not a real name)||i am pretty new to this whole suicide thing... i'm 13 and lately i have been feeling that i am unable to do anything right and that life just isn't worth it. i have considered doing many things for example i've tried slitting myself.... after about 2 times i found it didn't work. every night now i try to hang myself... and its always before i pass out that i chicken out. i want to tell people how i feel and what i have been doing but all my friends don't approve of my whole gothic back round so i hardly think that they will understand... i think that if your unhappy then why shouldn't you just end the suffering and pain... please if you think that you can help or if you need someone to talk to e-mail me|
|03 Jun 2005||Rachel*||I am only 16. I have tried to kill my self 2 times. Once, I was only 12, foolish. I didn't even go into act with it. Then again when I was 13. I was really going to kill myself. My brother secretley raped me, he abused me. And every night I would cry myself to sleep. Not knowing what to do, I felt scared and alone. And then my sister ran away, she was my only best friend, and that just made manners worse. I wrote a suicide note. I wrote a paragraph to every person that meant something to me. I suggest this to do before you commit suicide. Then it was 3 AM, and I was planning to kill my self that night, I opened the bottle of pills, and then thought " do I really want to die like this, isnt there a better solution? " And I chikened out. It resulted in not suicide, but me cutting myself. Numerous times I would slash open my wrist's. Then my mom found out on day and sent me to a Mental Institute. I guess things have been a little bit better.
But the answer to the question. What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13 ? Is to not kill your self. But if you really want to, and your serious. 20 sleeping pills. 10 wont do it and 15 will just make you sick. Email me if you need help. Please make true good decidions. God and I love you.
P.S. A different name was used.
|02 Jun 2005||some whore||i live in the bronx. my dad put me on the streets as a hooker and now i have AIDS.
i am afraid to die like that so i want to kill myself. someone please write me and tell me how to do it painless lee.
i am serious. please dont write me and try to talk me out of it or tell me i am a horrible person. i just want to end it painlessly.
|31 May 2005||a person||I have been suicidal for a few months now & I dont know what to do. The first time I looked at this page it made me feel loads better knowing that there were people with worse lives than me and so I dont really have a right to feel suicidal. I think the best solution is to jump out a window. I am 10 and I have 2 living hells: 1 at home where I sometimes feel no one likes me anymore and 1 at school where I get bullied. Sometimes I really want 2 kill myself and sometimes I dont. No clue what to do. I have told my brother but asked him not to tell my parents. Someone, HELP. Should I ask my brother to tell my parents? I have to go now. Someone, tell me what to do!|