|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|03 Sep 2005||Christine Dobreva||Life's definitely a miracle...I'm happy with the person I am now...But I'm surely not happy with the things that surround me. No one can truly understand. Even my fiance seems to be too shallow and non-thoughtful, he doesn't even try to see in me, that hurts. I'm again in a strange condition between happiness and sadness, between love and death. Not that I'm thinking of suicide, no way. I think I finally got rid of those thoughts. Forever. I've promised it myself and I did keep the promise. I feel much better now, somehow my mind has been cleansed. But my soul's still dirty...it needs to refresh. Who's gonna give me their helping hand?|
|01 Sep 2005||Nana||I see this life as a prison. It might be a wonderful thing for someone but for me it is a great burden. I do not think that i have the strenght to live, it sadens me more to see all the horible things and know how many heartless people there are. I am not mad, but just upset and scared. I don't see the light in the end of the tunnel or how ever you might what to put it. I do not know how i am supposed to live with the pain and the tears it hurts! i don't see a way out...whats so great about this world?|
|31 Aug 2005||Nancy||I'm just 13 years old, but i tried to commit suicide a few times. I tried to hang myself, but it didn't work out. I dunno WHY I am so depressed, but when I am thinking bout my life I can just see how senseless it is. This Routine will be contuined till it's over. Maybe my 'friends' are the reason. Or my dad. My friends always give me the feeling that I am unwanted, and that bother them. I never got real friends, cuz I am different. I don't like make-up and designer clothes. They will never undestand me. My dad left us (me, my younger sister and my brother) when I was nine. It was after the birth of my brother. After a year we found him again, I was so happy and tried to forget about the time he came home drunken and he tried to hit my mum. He promised to buy me nice things and never leave us, but everytime he broke his promises. Again and again he disappoint me. Now got married. Sometimes when I am in school and sitting in the class i imagine that I run amok in the school. Maybe they will see me, maybe they will see that i have feelings too, that I need someone who understand me, someone who listen to me. But I think there will be nobody in my life who understand me.
The only thing that help me to bear down this Pain is music. The lyrics put my feelings into words. And when I am singing I can turn this pain into hate. It's easier to hate than to feel like bleeding fromm your soul.
A week ago I decided to kill myself on an other way. Step by step, day for day. With drugs, alcohol etc. When I am 21 I will take some sleeping pills and quit this annoying life. For me this life is a game and you can't press pause, or start another game. But you can quit the game whenever you want.
You can write at firstname.lastname@example.org if you want to contact me. i will answer if i am still alive.
|31 Aug 2005||Rachide||Quand tu as perdu ton emploi avec un salaire qui te permettait de bien vivre.
Que ta femme ta quitté pour ton meilleur amie tobligent du même coup à vendre ta maison dans la quelle tu as sué tous tes week-end pour la rendre belle.
Que les huissiers sont a ta porte te réclament moult facturent impayés.
Que ta femme te réclame une pension alimentaire par ce quelle ne travail pas.
Que bientôt le payement des Assédic sarrêteront pour faire place au RMI.
Que bientôt ton seul logement sera le trottoir ou le metro ou les gens passeront avec indifférence devant toi ne te laissant aucune obole, préférant le réservé a des gens habitant de lointain pays.
Avec tous ça, tu crois que tu nauras pas envie de te suicidé et que si un type te donne la recette pour y arrivé, alors tu le béniras.
Mois je dis quil faut ce mettre a la place de celui qui veux ce suicidé et quand ont a vue les raison quil on poussé à le faire, alors ont le comprend et ont ce dit quil navait pas dautre solution que celle-la.
Parfois seule le suicide peut vous aidé quand vous vous trouvé dans la détresse la plus total et que toute les autres solutions ont été employé sans succès.
|27 Aug 2005||h-luv||i feel so weird being on here but i googled "commit suicide" and this popped up. i am 19 years old and believe me if you met me you would never think i would even try to think about dying. i am an absolutely beatiful girl. i model go to college, smart, wealthy, well traveled anything positive. my life looks sooo pretty and perfect. except for one thing. i cry everyday, i think about turning my steering wheel, cutting myself. i feel really worthless. that nothing ever goes right for me. i have been bullied all my life, put down disrespected and hurt. everyone makes me feel like such a bad person. i dont trust anyone! my friends come in and out of my life and everytime and end up doing something horrible to hurt me or use me. the only thing that keeps me from doing anything is my family. i dont want to hurt my parents. just them. i want to die so bad sometimes, it scares me, but i do. i feel so useless. so alone.|
|27 Aug 2005||emma||hey guys and gurls im a 13 year old im a kid out of 7 and we all dont live with each other my parent split up when i was 3 that didnt affect me much but im goin through a tough and emoitonal time i havent seen my dad in along time over 6mths hes gone to jail over 4 time in the lst 2 years he keeps huge secrets from me and my mom hates me shes hit me a few time and i feel like i need it but really when i think about it earlier i dont and i hate her ive tried to commit 6 times and it didnt work i have 6 scars and my b/f wants to now y i do this i tell him he laughs at me and thinks im some nut and brakes up with me then this keeps goin and goin i hate my fuckin life so if u think about commitin suicide take an ove dose of medicine it the lest painful way that ive tryed but the e.r. relived me i wish they would of left me to b and die and rott in hell thats were i need to b!!!|
|27 Aug 2005||Kylee||Where to start? Hmm...okay well, first of all, I'm not looking for sympathy, people telling me "Oh it's okay, everything will be alright", or any of that shit. It's all pretty reatarded when people tell you that 'cause it's not true. It's fucking stupid! I'm just here to tell my story like all the other jackasses here. I'm only 13 and I'm addicted to the thought of killing myself. I've tried it and unfortunately, it hasn't worked...yet. I started getting REALLY depressed about three years ago when my brother started doing drugs and shit. He would take his anger out on me and abuse me on a daily basis. It got to a point where I was going to live with a different family, but my mom decided not to at the last moment 'cause she thought he would get better. Ha! That was bull shit. He's a complete drug and alcohol adict. I had to sit in my home and watch him get taken from it to jail. (By the way, he's 16) He stayed in jail for 'bout a month and then got sent to rehab in Washington. What a freaking waste of money that was. Right when he got home, he walked out the door and started smoking. My parents divorced when I was two and my mom married some ass that acts like he can control me. I go through so much shit I can't even explain it! I am so fucking miserable and depressed I'm ready for my life to just end right now!!! I've BEEN ready for a long time now. I tend to try to make my life sound perfect to hide how I really feel. It's weird, I hate having people know how depressed I am and how suicidal I am. One way that I really hide it is by talking to people. I HATE every fucking person here!!!! They're just stupid freaking ass holes that make my life extra miserable by using my mistakes against me! I used to be so scared of death...and still kinda am. But, I NEED it. I need to end this miserable shitty life. At the same time that I'm scared of death...I'm REALLY scared of life. I cry myself to sleep hoping for tomorrow to just not come. I know that people at my school don't think that I'm that miserable 'cause I'm the "pretty girl" or whatever. They think that they can make comments about me or my family 'cause my life is just so 'perfect' it can't get bad. There's no reason for me to get depressed. I have everything going for me, I'm everything they want to be. BULL SHIT!!!!!!! They should want to be anything BUT me! My life is like a nightmare that I won't wake up out of. No one hears my fucking cries for help!! I freaking can't take it anymore! My mom is as blind as a freaking bat...if not more. She can't see how freaking miserable I am. She got me a counselor. Big woop...that sure works. My ass! It hasn't worked worth crap, if not made things worse. I've tried suicide...cutting myself to death, starving, suffocating, ODing, yadda yadda yadda, etc. Nothing has freaking worked and it's pissing me off!!! I get so freaking pissed off I can't even explain it. I write poetry and crap like that to 'express how I feel'. Ha! That's crap. All it is is just 'poems' saying how freaking miserable I am and how much I just wanna die. When I re-read them, it makes me more depressed. As you turn the pages, the 'poems' get more and more depressing and suicidal like. Some people say that I just want attention. I don't want attention...I just want to get my story out without people giving me crap about it. I just want people to see how freaking miserable one can get. My 'friends' help with my depression too. And not helping as in helping me out of it. They get me more and more depressed by calling me a slut, bitch, whore, hoe, etc. I haven't done anything at all to be called a slut or a whore. ANYTHING AT ALL!!! I've kissed a guy...big woop. Oh yeah, I'm such a slut now. There's girls at my school that have gone all the way and they're only 12. I don't see ANYONE calling them a slut or whore. One of my 'friends', (man do I hate her so much!!!), makes my life and extra living hell by making comments about my chest being bigger than the rest of the girls. If she finds out some guy likes me, she runs up to me and says something like "They only like you 'cause of your boobs." God do I just wanna freaking ring her neck!! I freaking hate her so much yet I still put up with her shit. Why do I do that? Why?? I don't know why, but I do know that any time now I'll just snap and smack her when she says one word to me. I FREAKING NEED HELP!!!!!!!! No one gets that. I really need help! I'm loosing my mind, going crazy. I need to be sent to a nut house. Depresson has taken over my mind. It's strangling me. Smothering me so much no one can hear my cries. I wrote a freaking letter to my mom telling her that I feel suicidal 'cause I thought we might be able to 'communicate'. Oh yeah, that sure worked. She hasn't done crap about it. She just keeps going on with her day, yelling at me for nothing. Oh yeah, that's sure helping with my suicidal feelings. I really just want to freaking wake out of this nightmare. I'm taking the wrong path and I know it. Yet, I'm not turning back. It's weird...I'm my happiest when I miserably depressed. I WANT to have to get so depressed to where I HAVE to get sent to one of those psychatric hospitals. I almost did this summer, but I wasn't quite depressed enough. I want to get out of this crap so badly...yet I love it! But, whatever...I'm just waiting to see what happens next. Maybe madication for it, hospitals, shrinks, or maybe even...suicide. The one thing I've been waiting for the most......|
|26 Aug 2005||Victoria Ross||I hate my life!!!
The next time my dad molests me I am going to burn down the house while he is asleep.
I can't stand my life. I have to die or he does.
|22 Aug 2005||uhmm||ohkay im not going to say my name cause i know someone that goes on this site. Im 14 and ive been cutting for about a year and i have sevre depression. and when i go to high school...this girl says shes gunna kill me and so im scared and im thinking of over dosing on E. I smile but i fake it. I really need help|
|21 Aug 2005||Brent||hi myn name is brent. i am 13. i am haveing somany problms with my life. i just want to die. i cut my self a lot. if i am gonna die i will slit my wrist and cut my vain. please somebody...i need someone to tlk to. i am so scared. i need help...please|
|20 Aug 2005||jo - wanting to do it||Hi everyone,
I need to talk to someone. I'm afraid of talking to people I know, because I'm afraid they will judge me and put me under a weird category. This last week I have enjoyed self-inflicting pain, and I'm scared of killing myself in the near future. Please help
|17 Aug 2005||alex||i have no idea.......what your site's about.all i know is am going crazy.and i dont think i can take this anylonger.nobody listens, nobody cares .............as i sit here writting this and listening to music which i belive is my only companion...........i think you all full of shit....u just dont know how bad life can be for some people.fuck you all, go find someother pass time.cause some of us really just wanna end it.................................................|
|17 Aug 2005||help||hey i am 19 now going on 20 and i have been suicidal since i was 13.. i flunked out of high school and dropped out thinkin it was the best thing for me.. ever since then all that has been on my mind is how i could end my life painlessly .. could someone please try n help me.. i have never been so serious about wanting to kill myself than i do now.. its like as im getting older everything is getting worse.. i don't remember what its like not to be depressed and suicidal..|
|14 Aug 2005||Pierrot||Parler avec quelqu'un de confiance, un ami, une amie, mas un(e) vrai(e). Et trouver une solution. Je dit ça, mais j'ai 38ans et je cherche un plan pour quitter cette vie de m... qui m'apporte rien de bien...|
|14 Aug 2005||lysh||its my birthday today im not 13 but i have no where else to write this message, im 17 , and everyone who told me they loved me and told me they cared.LIED.i just finished walking all the way across town for two hours alone in the dark at 3am, nobody cared, nobody loved. what the fuck is this world coming to, ..if u can do nething for human kind...LOVE|
|13 Aug 2005||jo||i'm only 13.. my name is Jo. i'm deaf, my parents always treating me like a baby and sick of it! i always want to be fostered by a deaf single man, i'm not telling his name. he is like a father to me, he is only 30 years old and i did want to kill my self last year. i hate my parents and my siblings, they are driving me mad!! need help!|
|12 Aug 2005||Will Snow||It is me after a long time. Well my best friend will be moving away soon, to be with his new b/f and im gonna miss him so badly. I cant cope with it and im so desperate to end my life. You probably think im mad. well im 42, yep. but ive had enough.................|
|12 Aug 2005||Sophie||i waant to die, im confused and...my mums trying to make me get councelling, it wont work, i cut myself and she found out and shes making me, im not going to leave my name, lets just say its sophie, bye, please write back on this site and help me, please...please...please..|
|11 Aug 2005||depressed (yep its me agen)||i reaaaaaally need to talk to someone or i will do it pretty soon, please....please someone help me...|
|11 Aug 2005||depressed||please email me im 12 and i need help i just want to talk 2 sum1 plz|