|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|02 Dec 2005||steff||i dont know. for some reason i dont seem to be able to harm myself physically. im imensly jealous of those of you who can. i hav tried many times with pills. i really need someone who understands me to talk 2. my friends think im pathetic. an they keep saying that im ruining their lives by wanting to die. they never ask how im feeling. please help me|
|02 Dec 2005||Ashley McCoy||i am 14 years old my i never meet my dad be fore my mom and step dad are fighting and i have a baby be cause i got rapped my stepdad left and told me not to call him dad nymore i cant take it anymore...|
|28 Nov 2005||simeon||well i am so deppressed. i just want to die. i just need someone to talk to so if anyone wants to talk to me just email me. i live in australia. i dont want to say exactly where but im in the 10+ time zone. please some one write me or i will kill myself.|
|28 Nov 2005||Megan||I am 15 right now, and I have tried suicide countless times. My mother are scared of me, and is thinking of sending me to a boarding school just to get me out of the house. She is most likely poppong pills. My dad is never home. For all I know, he could be having an affair. My sister, who is 19 now, has traumatic brain injury from a car accident that happened about six or so years ago. She has a seizure disorder. They all hate me, and the only people that I can talk to live over 2 hours away. I have talked basically all of my friends out of suicide and their problems, but I am suicidal myself. I know, I am a hypocrite, but my life sucks. I have been thwarted every way that I have tried. Pills didn't work, cutting didn't work, nothing has worked. Suicide had no best way. It is different for everyone.|
|28 Nov 2005||Trevor||I actually have a good life exept fo my parents wants me to be perfect. HEre is a bit of my life:
Everyone likes me.
I am smart.
Everyone wants to kiss me because i am so cute.
But the downside is that my parents want to pratically kill me. They think that i should work more often. i work about 5 hours a day. I read about 2 hours a day. I can never play computer games or anything. I am just some one that sholdn't be in this world.
some one, please tell me what to do?
|27 Nov 2005||you dont need to know||Im 15 years old. I hate my life. I grew up in West Philadelphia in the ghetto and half in Roxborogh with my mom. I tried commiting suicide about 4 times. Overdosing, slitting wrists, tried drowning myself. None if it works. If anyone knows how to do it right and die for real please tell me. I got a gf who im crazy for, but her parents dnt like me and they wnt let me talk to her n be with her. Its making me go crazy. I want to commit suicide really bad. So someone help me out wit a way i can do it.|
|27 Nov 2005||Save me||I am 13 and I have made a decision I just cant take it anymore so I have given myself a week in that week I am going to try stop people from making my mistakes.
About my life
I have been cutting and burning for over a year now though it seems much longer I am bullied every day have been for almost 3 years my parents got divorced before I reached the age of 2 and I have friends that live to far away for me to see and no one to go to when I feel down so I turn to a razor or occasionally a flame. This is not the way to live believe me and its not the way to die either.
Before I go I want to help people in the same situation.
SO if you want to talk or try to talk me down the Add me or email me at
|27 Nov 2005||Kris||Listen I'm Twelve years old I just lost my Daddy From Bone Cancer, My Kitten has some kind of a blockage and cannot urinate, my mom is sad all the time, My boyfriend pratically hates me. Some say I'm too young to have4 a boyfriend Iwish I never met him.
I wish I was never born, I have Bipolar
I've seen therapists they cannot help eliminate the pain i'm in
I want to take my mom's heart pills
I think that would be better than sitting here listening to my cat cry in agony, he is going to die soon, he's been like this for 4 days
can't take much more help asap
|23 Nov 2005||octavia||hey everybody my name is octavia and i want to kill myself.i want to die so bad i just need to know how. i don't want it to be painfull cuz i'm already in enough pain. i want something quit and fast.well let me tell u why i want to die. my life is not worth living for anymore. my mom is an asshole. she wants to controll everything i do. she wants to pick and choose everything i do. and if it don't goes her way she gets mad!!!! and my dad don't give a fuck about me. everybody i love is even a liar or a cheater or both. noone will understand tha pain i'm goin through. i one friend and sometimes i think that she don't like me. i'm ugly peolpe disagree but they just don't want to hurt my feelings. there is so much goin on in my life right now and i need to get out. so please help me|
|23 Nov 2005||Tibor||I'm not under thirteen but at the end of my rope. It's too much to discuss in this short letter but I want some secunal or tuinal and finish it. I am past depression and despair and need to rest. Please help me. I'm much more serious than a thirteen year old. Completely gone.|
|18 Nov 2005||Mery||This is my fourth attempt thru out my life. Killing urself wen your 13 is understandable sooo much that u go thru BUT DAT DOES NOT MEAN TO TAKE U OUT OF HEA B'COZ its not the way to go....Ive been dere and thought of dat! If it was for wen i was 13 and was willing to attempt this. I would not of met my 2 brothers sons, would never met the many friends I have today, shared these special more years with my bootiful parents AND BE THE PERSON I AM TODAY! Everything has been the best eva AND I LOVE LIFE TO DA FULLEST! Untill just yesturday something happened from a little situation that has gone big! The way i see it.....ma siblings just basicaly my family hate me and cant stand me so RIGHT NOW I JUST WONA DIE COZ NOW EVERYFING HAS GONE ALL WRONG! PLEZ DONT KILL URSELF BUT LET ME DO IT FOR U......ID RATHER DIE DAN HAVE SOMEONE ELSE DIE IN THIS CRAZY WORLD! WEN U FINK ABOUT IT THE ONLY WAY OUT IS THRU GOD!!! no matter if u know lil or know much about him just one lil prayer would be answered even if ur in trouble or not!!! SOOO TO MY CONCLUSION ITS BEEN 5 HRS NOW TRYING TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO DO THIS BUT .....now 5 min gone and now im realsing how meaningful life is and ur family most of all! I LOVE THEM TO DEATH AND NEVA WONA MAKE THEIR LIFE MESIRABLE JST THINKING ABOUT ME!! Ma folks and 3 BROTHERS mean the world to me and im the only gurl in da family......and the youngest! PRAY THAT YA'LL COME TO UR SENSES AND TRY AND TURN UR LIFE AROUND FOR THE BETTER! AND ALWAYS CARRY GOD BY UR SIDE COZ HES THE ONLY TRUE THING WHO CAN HELP EITHER BIG OR SMALL MATTERS HES THERE FOR U!!|
|17 Nov 2005||Valentina||Im 15 years old now.. it seems yesterday that i was 13-14.. my dad was put in jail.. i remeber the night..the time.. the date.. perfectly.. 3 in the morning they took him away for a crime he dident commit.. put him away for 6 months.. he came out and just wasent the same.. he beat my mother, my sister, me and even my baby brother!.. i kept the family together but all of a sudden i felt somthing.. i couldent smile.. i couldent laugh i couldent have a good time.. i was totaly broken.. i was 13 and i felt 80 years old.. i was tired all the time.. and one night i came home and saw my dad choking my mom.. i yelled at him some stuff i hardly remeber and he walked out the door.. the cops came about 4 hours later saying that he was charged of murder.. he had killed the guy that put him in jail.. i went over to his house (this man WAS a family friend) and he had been apparently beaten to death with a bat.. my brothers base ball bat.. my dad was arrested and is still in jail.. iv never visted him once.. i got letters.. most of them i havent read.. well back to the point.. shortly after my mom commited suicide.. my BABY brother found her.. my older sister went over to the next door neighbors house and they called help.. and i live in dubai okay? there is no foster homes.. or help lines here.. we were alone in an appartment.. i have no family nothing.. my sister is 19 now and barly supporting us.. i used to be the hardworking good gurl.. i go out everynight to score some cash to find any drugs i can to get rid of this shit i have.. but u know wut.. iv never tried kiling myself once.. i agree with those people that say there is light at the end of every tunnel.. i belive that.. and suicide isent goin to help take the pain away.. its a replacement for the pain you do have.. your swaping one for the other.. but the only thing is your inflicting that pain on every one who loves and cares about you.. deal with your problems.. get help anyway you can.. tlkin about it is a start.. but do you really want to hurt everyone you've ever loved? just so you can be happy.. and god only knows there may not b a heaven and a hell... you could end up in eternal pain ( i dont belive that heaven and hell shit btw im just settin it out there... i know you feel alone and scared.. i know first hand i feel that now.. but i belive life has something great for all of us.. and if ANYONE i mean anyone needs to tlk my e-mail is email@example.com.. please add me.. i know i may not make sence and i may not b professional at this shit.. but im a good person to tlk to.. and i love helping people.. so just add me if you need to talk..|
|16 Nov 2005||HOTBiTCH||HEY EVERYONE.. i'M NOT 13.. i'M 14 BUT LOOK LiKE i'M 16 OR SUMTHiN.. BUT i HAVE ALOTA PROBLEMS.. i HAVE ANXiETY SO i DON'T LEAVE THE HOUSE, i WANT TOO GET BETTER BUT NOTHiN HELPS.. && iT SEEMS LiKE MY PARENTS DON'T GiVE A SHiT ABOUT ME EVEN THO i KNOW THEY DO.. i CAN'T DO SHiT WiTH MY LiFE BECAUSE OF MY FUCKiN ANXiETY, i CAN'T EVEN SEE FAMiLY OR FRiENDS.. THEN MY DAD THiNKS i'M ANEREXiC.. BUT iM NOT, HE CALLS ME CRAZY BECAUSE i HAVE A MENTAL iSSUE.. && LiFE jUST FUCKiN SUCKS ASS CRACK.. i WANT TO DiE!!!!! BUT i DON'T KNOW HOW i SHOULD KiLL MYSELF.. WHAT ARE SUM GOOD && EASY WAYS?!? BESiDES THESE STUPiD ASS ONES YOU GUYS ARE SAYiNG.. && PERSON NEEDS TO SEND ME MAiL SAYiN DON'T DO iT. SO SEND ME MESSAGES AT: ToO fAbBuLoUs@aol.com|
|12 Nov 2005||wendy||planning on ODing in 900mg of aspirin. u think this will enough? thats 48 tablets btw. im shit scared that it wont be enough though....email me if u can at firstname.lastname@example.org
|12 Nov 2005||Lea||well lets see... i just stumbled oppon this website and im pretty much clueless on how to get my emotions out. i have a story similar to the others and i really need help. im in love with the guy my sister slept with and she wont stop acting lie a slut around him. ive tried to kill myself 3 times and i ended up just passing out. i think this website rox and id like to be here more. my stepdad hits me and cussess. my sister lies and is a slut. my little brother gets anything he wants. my older brother is "the perfect christian" my mom is clueless about me and i need help. im 13 rite now and in 8th grade. i cut myself on the sides cause i dont want anyone to notice. if someone is out there please help!|
|12 Nov 2005||Fuck you||pills, drugs, slit wrists, blow your brains out, hang your self... been their done that.... self harming.. well i live and breathe it... suicidal and a fucked up paranoia..... hey welcome to my life... if you do really want to die go for it fuck ill join you! slit wrists AND OD is the best way... could tell you all my fucked life story but fuckit you dont wanna know bout being raped as a child and growing up being raped constantly.... do you?|
|11 Nov 2005||Clary||The best way is a gun in the mouth, pointed up.
Life dose get better.
You change friends. Move away. Grow up.
The best thing a angry teenager can do is "get over it"
I'm 28 had a great selfcentering sheltered life. Much like you.
cuz lets face it you do own a computer.
I had a huge family and now I am one of three that is left.
I can list the deaths but who cares.
My mom was the breaking point. that was a year ago. Father, I didn't care when he left I was only 4.
The key to life is uncondistional love. Moms give it the best. my siblings are both married.(the other two) execept my brother is dying of cancer. I am single with no kids, not that I wanted them but the next best thing to uncondistional love, I go to college to become an airline pilot. Not a bad life. But my mom never tought me how to take care of myself. I have noone to hug when Im sad. Now one who calls. (saves on the mintues) No job because of depression. I live on pennys and on the scraps of my so called friends,(they are the frist to run to the hills when I start crying)
Yes I do want to kill myself it will happen when my depression lifts and I can do it.
|09 Nov 2005||dal101gal||Hi. I am a mother of a 12 year old boy. I went in this evening to tell him goodnight, when i caught him with a rope around his neck. He was starting to turn bright red when i screamed at him and he took it off. He says nothings wrong.....honestly i don't beleive that. He has been in counseling many times and things seem better for awhile, but i have NEVER experienced this before. I am hopeing somone one out there could maybe help fill me in on how and what 12 year olds go through. Why did he try this? I am also going to seek him help in other ways, but I need to try to understand. I DO NOT WANT TO LOSE MY SON!!|
|09 Nov 2005||Paula - Katie||feeling pretty depressed and just wanna die at the moment what should i do becoz i dont fancy hurtin my family but i dont want to keep living!if u wanna chat or help or anythin feel free to email me email@example.com|
|09 Nov 2005||Paula - Katie||feeling pretty depressed and just wanna die at the moment what should i do becoz i dont fancy hurtin my family but i dont want to keep living!|