|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|14 Dec 2005||natz||i feel as if i need to comit suicide i hate my life try hanging yourself thanks 4 reading|
|14 Dec 2005||gemz||slit ur wrists take an over dose i wanna kill myself coz i get picked on at school and i get blamed 4 fuckin every thin i hate my life 1 morning am gonna wake up and only be dreaming im alive|
|13 Dec 2005||speedy||Hi I am 21 years old and I feel like there is nothing left to give. I am in college but not doint to well since this is my 4th year and I still have 2 semesters left but they are progressivly getting worse. My grades are slowly going down hill and life if really starting to crap on me. I broke up with my girlfriend for another girl who I love very much but I still think about my ex. I feel bad because this summer I got an apartment with her even after we broke up. This was a pretty big mistake. Things didnt work out we she hated me to no end because the girl that I fell in love with was one of her friends. The other day I had to ask my ex for a CD that I needed to fix one of my computers and I had felt bad talking to her because I know that she hates me for everything that I have done to her. Her mother was diagnosed with breast cancer this summer and she needed a friend to talk to and she doesnt really open up to many people and the only people that were there to talk to that she ever did talk to were me and the girl I am seeing and her best friend. I felt bad talking to my ex because during the summer she needed some one to talk to because she was far from home and her mother might have died and still might. So I began to talk to my ex feeling so horrible because I was not a friend when she needed one. So I wanted to appologze to her for everything I had done. I had all the thoughts in my head of what I wanted to say to my ex but when it came time to tell her I couldnt tell her. I called her and all I got out was I am sorry but there was so much that I wanted to say. I tried to write it down and I still could not get what I wanted out on paper on in an email. I had an email started that I left open at my present girl friedns house that saw my letter to my ex telling her that I was sorry for what I had done to her and that I miss her as a friend because we use to talk about everything. I have/had friends as school but now I dont because they were her friends too so we grew apart through the summer so when things get hard I dont have anyone to talk to becuase if I am having problem with my current girlfrind I have no to talk to ask seek advise from. I sometimes talk to my brother but he lives in boston and I live in buffalo. my mom lives in TX and I dont really talk to her like that. I have never had a real good relationship with my father just because i think its becuase of a father son thing you know. So right now my current girl friend is mad at me for writing to my ex because I thin that she thinks that I want her back but I realy dont I jsut wanted to tell her that I was sorry for everything that happened. school is not goign well either because I had to find a new place to stay in the middle of the semester and I had to miss a number of classes in order to meet with people and find a place because we were all moving out of my old house and everyone left as soon as we talked about it. so I was left in my old house for almost a month looking for a place to stay. so i knew I had to be out of my house before the end of the month other wise I would have to pay 600@ in rent plus all the bills witch I ould not afford thats why there was 3 of us living at that house so we could all afford it but I Was left there till I found a new place. I told a ew of my profesors that I was looking for a new place so I would have to miss a few classes and they siad ok but then a bout 2 weeks ago one of my professors walked up to me and said that I am going to ail class because I have to many absecnes. now that I have failed that class I will lose my financial aid and I do not know how I am going to finish shcool wiht out any finacila aid. my bills are starting to pile up and its going to get worse becuase I dotn ahve a job anymore because I was working a work study job during the semster and I dont have it again this comming semster. finding a job is going to be hard because my car is starting to die and I live in a large city and the mas transportation system is fairly unrealiable. so find a job just to pay rent and bills is going to be hard if my car dies on me. and second trying to find a job now its almost christmas who is hiringi permanent jobs in buffalo right now. so right now all I think about is dieing because the pain is so great this is how i foudn this site because I was serching for was to kill myself im thinking of either driving my car as fsat as it can go into something since its wants to die itself or just cuttign my wrists and watching the blood run out I just cut the side o my wrist to see if it woud her it burns a little but not to much I don tthink I really want to die i just really need some help this is why I am writing I will admit it I dont want to die I love my girlfriend to much but she just seems to hate me so much I am going to visit my mom on the 19th till the 29th and it will be the irst hristmas i have spent with her in over 10 years since my parent have been divorce. I feel like when I go see my mom it will be lik esaying goodbye because I really don think I can take all this pressure any more I feel so alone because I am basically I have no one to talk to and no one to hang out with I have myself I have sat in my house for the last to day because this is finals week and I dotn even go to school I had one final yesterday and i have one today at 540 which I think that I will fail any way so I dont see a point in going. I just want some help is all I am askign for I want to know that this pain will stop and that the girl who has my heart will lvoe me again as much as I love her because with out her I feel like I really have nothing left no job no real friends here any way i have one realy good frind but he goes to another school. is there antoher way????|
|13 Dec 2005||will||yeah im not 13 but my real mom left me for crack and my step mom who supposedly said she loved me moved to flordia and my dad treats my sister with the best of manners and kindness but he tells me when i dont want to talk to him because he woulndnt unstand me because i have tried to talk to him countless times and he says hes tired of being my parent i get caught smoking grass and i get punched in the face my sister gets brought home from the POLICE and gets a hug! WTF but yesterday i pressured into doing one line of coke. MY first time and my sister just freaked when i thought she would understand me and try to help me.I was very wrong she just said i was a fucking retard and she smoked my weed with me than later that night she and her freinds said they didnt want me to hit there weed when i let them hit mine. she keeps on trying to black mail me .so im pretty sure i want to drop the hammer and tell my dad befor she does but i would rather just end myself insted of having to keep on keeping on because i feel im underwater and no one wants to save me they all just keep staring at me wacthing me die seeing me gasp for air i cant get there something pulling me down i fell like just giving up and letting my whole body submegre underwater till i cant breath till i cant see till i cant speak.|
|12 Dec 2005||Jordan||ok this is it, life has no point...i dont believe in God cuz everything about him sounds so friken corny...im ugly (pig nose) and have bad habits. Where does it stop? itdoesnt theres no tap to let my pain out! i need to tell sumone but noone will listen...im a smart kid but i cant figure a way outta this and to tell u the truth im scared. I have tons of freinds and im popular at school( im 13 ) but i dont have anything valuable...ive never had a girlfreind or anyone to care about...my parents are fags who dont care about me and all they do is compare me to my straight A perfect sister. IM SICK OF IT!! whys it always me whos shoved under while people laugh at me as i lay dying?|
|12 Dec 2005||mariella - 13/f/scotland||# <3 # i am suicidal and i either wanna die by hanging my self in the girls bathroom in my school or by slitting my wrist and watching the blood slowly drip,out either way its gonna happen on january 15th email@example.com|
|12 Dec 2005||Tamlyn||If i knew that answer I certainly would not be here today. Send me an email when you get the answer.|
|09 Dec 2005||molly||hey, ive known about this web site for along time and ive posted here before.
uh, well, im anorexic, and i cut and im still here because of my friends. They kno i want to kill my self and they try to help me as much as i can. and i cry almost every night because i dont want to hurt them because i love them so much. ive carved things into my arms. and my friends are melissa, jill, and codie ...and if it werent for them i deffinetly wouldnt be here. I wish i wazent. and the thing is is if i kill myself. i kno for sure there will be at least 7 more sucides in the next month if i do that. i dont kno how i can go on much longer. i cant make it stop..a guy from my school molested me, my dad yells at me alot, i cant talk to my mom, and i have memories in my head of all this crap. i dont want help ..yet then i do. i want my friends to keep loving me, and i dont want them to be mad. im soo sorry if have ever hurt them. my pain just gets worse as time goez on. im tired of it and i want to go. im punk/goth, and alot of people think im stupid for that. i want to leave but no one will let me, i just want them to stop loving me so i can go but then when i think about that i cry because my friends meen so much to me. i want them to love me for ever. but i dont want them to hurt if i go. im so confuzed on life and everything i just want to make it stop, i want to make my life stop. if someone would like to talk i would love it. its firstname.lastname@example.org
i love u all thank you for showing me im not alone with feeling like this.
moll aka maggie
|09 Dec 2005||jackie||i can't leave my house. i've become a hermit. i've told every one of my friends that i don't like them, I LOVE MY FRIENDS they're all i have, but something forced me to do this inside of me, then i would stay home and cry every day. i can't go shopping, or to the store, or run a simple errand with my sister or mom. i can only take my dog outside and take the trash out. i can't go to a movie, i can't stand this world. im a misanthropist(someone who has a hatred for mankind) but that's not why i don't leave my house. when i first started feeling like this and still went places. i would have horrible experiences. example: i was at my friends apartment and there were lots of friends there, we were all having fun. then i felt like i was hearing everyone just talking about me, when they clearly weren't because i was standing right there. their lips were moving differently from what i was hearing. then i just freaked out and ran out the door without my shoes or jacket or purse. i ran and ran down the blocks and then opened some random persons house door and locked myself inside. i fell to the floor in the house and started crying. i called my mom and had her come get me. i don't know what's wrong with me. that wasnt' the only time. every time after that i went somewhere, all of a sudden i would just freak out and leave. and now i can't even leave my house. something's wrong with my head. and i have severe depression and anger problems. all i do is sleep, sit on my bed, read the bible and pray day after day.|
|08 Dec 2005||i_h8_maself!||i have a dad who spoils ma big sistaz fucken rotten!!! and i have two lil bro's and sistaz and ma lil bro tried to cut ma arm off with the butcher knife and he said it was me!so i go into the bathroom (stupid me 4 4getting to lock the bloody door) i ran a really deep bath and got in and kept ma head under the water 4 only ten minutes when blood started coming out ma nose i knew i was gunna die which made me happy coz i waz gunna have peace 4ever then ma mum came in and ripped me out balling her bloody eyes out!And to this day i still try as many wways as i can to do it.|
|06 Dec 2005||Ashley McCoy||hi my name is ashley and i am 14 years old and i want to kill my self so bad but i never get the nerve to really do it i have 2 baby sisters and i will tell u right now if the were not born i would be dead by now i cant take living like this anymore i hate the way life is my mom puts me in hell every day i wake up hse doesnt let me go out with out her and she was marride for 10 years to a guy who i thaght was my fater for allmost 11 years he broke every bone in my body from the age of 2 all the way to 11 my mom left him and got married again for 3 years and they just spilt 3 days ago and now she has a boyfriend and hes kool and he is nice to my mom i like him for once my mom picked the right guy. My mom isn`t like other moms she just cares about her pian and her self i dont like to go to my friends house after school be cause all my friends moms hug and kiss them and ask them how there day was and give them a snak all my mom does is tell me i have to get the gradige out and to change my sisters and to clean up the front room and to clean the dishes even thow all the stuff i have said about my mom no mater what i would sie for her if she ever died i would jump and her cofen and be braed with her i love my mom to death but my mom doesn`t even no i egzist unliss she wants me to do somthing for her|
|06 Dec 2005||Akhilesh||i want to die|
|05 Dec 2005||MICHEAL ANTHONY||I AM A FAT MEXICAN. A MINORITY IN MY COUNTRY. AND I AM UGLY. I HAVE ONLY HAD ONE GIRLFRIEND IN MY LIFE. I AM 24 AND I LIVE WITH MY DAD. I HAVE NO JOB. I HAVE NO CAR. I AM A LOSER. A PATHETIC LOSER. I JUST WANT TO KILL MYSELF. I SEARCHED ON THE WEB HOW TO DO IT. EMAIL ME AND WE CAN TALK. BIGPIMP69900@YAHOO.COM OR MICHAELPARENT215@MSN.COM|
|02 Dec 2005||steff||i dont know. for some reason i dont seem to be able to harm myself physically. im imensly jealous of those of you who can. i hav tried many times with pills. i really need someone who understands me to talk 2. my friends think im pathetic. an they keep saying that im ruining their lives by wanting to die. they never ask how im feeling. please help me|
|02 Dec 2005||Ashley McCoy||i am 14 years old my i never meet my dad be fore my mom and step dad are fighting and i have a baby be cause i got rapped my stepdad left and told me not to call him dad nymore i cant take it anymore...|
|28 Nov 2005||simeon||well i am so deppressed. i just want to die. i just need someone to talk to so if anyone wants to talk to me just email me. i live in australia. i dont want to say exactly where but im in the 10+ time zone. please some one write me or i will kill myself.|
|28 Nov 2005||Megan||I am 15 right now, and I have tried suicide countless times. My mother are scared of me, and is thinking of sending me to a boarding school just to get me out of the house. She is most likely poppong pills. My dad is never home. For all I know, he could be having an affair. My sister, who is 19 now, has traumatic brain injury from a car accident that happened about six or so years ago. She has a seizure disorder. They all hate me, and the only people that I can talk to live over 2 hours away. I have talked basically all of my friends out of suicide and their problems, but I am suicidal myself. I know, I am a hypocrite, but my life sucks. I have been thwarted every way that I have tried. Pills didn't work, cutting didn't work, nothing has worked. Suicide had no best way. It is different for everyone.|
|28 Nov 2005||Trevor||I actually have a good life exept fo my parents wants me to be perfect. HEre is a bit of my life:
Everyone likes me.
I am smart.
Everyone wants to kiss me because i am so cute.
But the downside is that my parents want to pratically kill me. They think that i should work more often. i work about 5 hours a day. I read about 2 hours a day. I can never play computer games or anything. I am just some one that sholdn't be in this world.
some one, please tell me what to do?
|27 Nov 2005||you dont need to know||Im 15 years old. I hate my life. I grew up in West Philadelphia in the ghetto and half in Roxborogh with my mom. I tried commiting suicide about 4 times. Overdosing, slitting wrists, tried drowning myself. None if it works. If anyone knows how to do it right and die for real please tell me. I got a gf who im crazy for, but her parents dnt like me and they wnt let me talk to her n be with her. Its making me go crazy. I want to commit suicide really bad. So someone help me out wit a way i can do it.|
|27 Nov 2005||Save me||I am 13 and I have made a decision I just cant take it anymore so I have given myself a week in that week I am going to try stop people from making my mistakes.
About my life
I have been cutting and burning for over a year now though it seems much longer I am bullied every day have been for almost 3 years my parents got divorced before I reached the age of 2 and I have friends that live to far away for me to see and no one to go to when I feel down so I turn to a razor or occasionally a flame. This is not the way to live believe me and its not the way to die either.
Before I go I want to help people in the same situation.
SO if you want to talk or try to talk me down the Add me or email me at