|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|02 Jan 2006||Real girl||I feel strange, im aching inside but i still feel very calm. I shall forgive all the people who have hurt me and caused me pain. Because i know that when my time is up and when i die they wont even matter to me. Distant memories i have no time for resentment and holding grudges. I am past all of that being angry just makes me feel even worse.
I feel sad im always sad. But i can hide it and deal with it quite well. people think im *over* that strange phase when i tried to top myself and that iv sorted myself out. But it is just a front i cant handle telling them the truth its embarrassing more then anything for them to find out i haven't come any further then where i was 3 years ago. Still constantly obsessing over my death fantasising about the day i do it take a risk and hope it pays of.
I am not depressed never have been but just dont fit into the world and cant act or be like other people want me to be. And i have tried to change and be different ohh god how iv tried. But i can't ;( its very upsetting feeling so left out of life and happiness feel like im missing out on special things. Maybe ill be fine and live till im 90 get married and have babies i am still only 19 but i just cant see it somehow. I do hope that there is not an afterlife what would be the point in me going to the trouble to go to a hotel room and take my life if i just carry on living elsewhere. Ohh god i am scared wish i had someone to die with would be less scary then. When i have tried and failed before i have ended up in hospital and not in a good way. I dont want another failled attempt added to the list If you really want to die then i believe you will however you try if you are desperate to be dead youll find any way you can to die. But while im not desperate to die im not desperate to live either.
|01 Jan 2006||Lilly||Well where do i start, resently my boyfriend left me after being together neary three years. I'm only 15 we started going out when i was 12 ive spent all of my teenage life with him, being in a two.. with him. But now he ended it three months ago i've been strugling to get over it, at first i thought i could do it it wouldnt be that bad with out him maybe? but things just keep getting worse for me, my school work has gone down hill, so called friends have stabbed me in the back ive lost the love of my life and i found out my uncle had cancer a few days ago and he may not live. I'm so scared of being on my own and i miss him so much, and if this is what life is like without him where it just keeps getting on a downer then frankly i don't really want to live this life. i just wish i could go to sleep and never wake up, what methode is pain free, so you just softly fall to sleep that does the trick right.|
|29 Dec 2005||Katy||Im actually 14 now, but I've been sucidal since I was like 11 and a half and I would say overdosing on a lot of medication is the best way to commit suicide. Because its painless.I've Tried it and you go like all numb. But as you see im still here only cause i unfortunatly didn't take enough.But ever since going to a hospital thanks to the school councelor, Im to freaked to try again but when i do try again no one will see the signs.|
|28 Dec 2005||Sam||I dont know the best way to kill yourself but i do know the way i did it the first 2 times i tried the first time i hung myslef but the fan snapped and the second time i took 25 asperin and it still didn't work
This is my life story:
I was born 5 months premature i nearlly died now i wish i did anyway my parents split up wen i was 2&half years old. Then i had a step dad and he got murdered i was mentally and phisically abused as of wen i turned 4 years old i had so many arguments with my (new) mother i left home at the age of 11 and now im 12&half.
I have just tried to take 35 ibuprofen and i will die at approczamitly 3 pm 28/12/05 i am feelings quit dizzy ight now and i hope you all the people who teased me as a child
GO TO HELL!!!!!
|27 Dec 2005||adriana||am 19 years old, perfect age. like people say i have my whole life ahead of me, i would marry, have kids and the great house with the white fence right???? WRONG!!!! i cant keep a relatioship cuz am bi-polar, i do drugs and am soooo deppresed and soo to kill myself. i feel so pathetic to rely on a web site for help but this should tell you how desperate i am . please contact me if you can help|
|27 Dec 2005||refat||im thinking always about ending my life. because i depressed for long time. i need the best way to end my life!i still not find the best way of doing it. can you help me in this matter!. i need painless way. the reason behind my desicion is that im not happy at all. i dont like the life. many bad things happen to me.. i feel that i dont have place in the life. i feel that passing away will be better for me.|
|25 Dec 2005||matt smith||i want to die my names matt, i deserve to die, help me ANYBODY my email is firstname.lastname@example.org i am really depressed and i cant stand life no longer, someone please add me to msn and speak to me :'(|
|23 Dec 2005||Sami||Well how many ways are there to kill yourself, a million probably. The favorites, hanging, slicing the wrists, gun to the head, pills, gas, walking out in front of a car. I don't know if i'd choose any of them. If there were a way to just push a button, something that allows no time to go back and rethink things, i think that's what i'd do. I don't really have a story, that is to say, nothing specific that has made me feel that i need to kill myself, and though we're supposed to be only answering a question, i think everyone has a problem staying on topic. I'm just at the point where i can't hear one more time, "You're too self concious, you have low self esteem, you need to be more agressive." I find it hard to believe that sticking around through the bullshit in your life just to make others happy doesn't really happen. As if telling me what my problems are is going to make me wake up and be a new and improved person. I had an uncle who commited suicide, my father threatened to. My entire family history is filled with nervous disorders and depression yet no one gets it. No one understands that you can't get help, you can't just do something about it. You want it to go away but it won't and you can't do anything about it. Three people in my family are already on zoloft or some such shit, but it doesn't make their life any better. I don't want pills, and i'm not saying that because i want pity, i couldn't get pity if i asked for it, but i find, that my problem, is not me. It's those around me. Why should i have to drug myself up to become numb to those around me who treat me like shit. My biggest problem, i just want to know why everyone who considered themselves my friends, just totally cut me off. After ten years, i thought that i might have mattered to them a little. I'm not asking for pity, i don't think anyone who is thinking about suicide, or anyone who has completed suicide was. We just want the world to stop saying get over it. If i ever get the courage to go through with it, the only person i will worry about is my mother. She is my best friend in the entire world, and if she goes before me, i won't have a need to kill myself, i'll just die from that. The rest of the world who knew me can go to hell for all i care. There will be no funeral, no service, just me in a pine box, buried with no name. I couldn't get any plain decency when i was alive, why should those who made my life hell be consoled with a funeral, getting to say goodbye, when they couldn't manage to care for me in life. So the best way to kill yourself when you're thirteen, i couldn't say, to each their own. But i say, wait until your at least out of your parents house, you don't really know what life is like until you can make it your own.|
|21 Dec 2005||All allone in agony||OK, im only 15, and yet iv tried to kill myself too many times to count, and with no availl. im tired of this world treating me the way it does, i was beaten and abused for 7 years by my own schoolmates, it got so bad that i changed schools and moved, ive also had serous depression since ii was about 8 years old. sometimes i cut myself to see just how much it bleeds, that pain helps to make me forget all my other problems. im tired of living, its really over rated, people only focus on the good things, and not on the bad thhings, which usually greatly outweigh the good. no one really relizes what true pain really is till they loose all that makes them happy, so that all they have to focus on is the bad. try never having anything good to block out the bad. the only thing that ever made me happe was my girlfriend, but we broke up. and now theres nothing, nothing to keep me sane. people dont ever really relize how they affect you with there hate, not till ur gone, and they have to think back on what they did to you, and how they affecte you, and visa-versa. ive become acostome to keeping my emotions all bottled up inside, and when you hold it in for as long as i did you start hearing all the thinngs that you hold back yelling in your headand soon you see that theyve become your worst nightmares.I never let them out till i finally just snapped, which has happend on more than one occasion. No one ever really takes me serously, or understands my problems, not till they get slapped in the face by the real truth. the truth is never pretty, but in any case people deserve to know.|
|20 Dec 2005||lokie||do u know panadol. take 25 panadol! it will work ...my friend was hit by a car....thats y i just took 25 panadol ill die in 15 miniutes im alreaddy dizzy|
|20 Dec 2005||Christel||I am actually the age of 17; I have been depressed since i was 15. I often find myself repressing memories of the past. My grandpas have done things to me when i was younger which makes me angry inside. Knowing that it was right, but as of now I look at it as something I couldnt of stop. It had ruined my life and the way I look at everything. Only this year i have tried to do something about it, there are so many moments where i feel lonely. Since living at the dorms there is no one there to stop me from cutting my arms with a razor blade to get the pain out. Im transferring to LA next semester for school, Im not sure if getting away from all these things will do me good.|
|19 Dec 2005||Abbi||I feel pain even when theres nothing wrong. I feel pain even before I push the knife down towards my arteries and let it spurt out fast and furious. I need a permanent fix. A painless, quick way to die.. help me- please someone just kill me im gonna go insane. I wish someone would come rape me, stab me, strangle me and stab me again. I'd go through the pain if it meant I would die afterwards, because everyday is another stab in the fucking back. Im NOT being a fucking emo i just want to die.|
|19 Dec 2005||matronic||I was raped, i was abused and i have tryed killing myself god knows how many times in the past 3years!! Swallowing glass, hanging myself!!Sliting wrist taking pills, upo 150 at a time!! I wish them fuckers would let me go now cos iv had enought!|
|19 Dec 2005||matronicmad||Well for the past 3years i have been trying to kil myself!! Ermm i have tryed everythin, pills, slitting wrist, hanging my self, swallowing glass!!
Slitting wrist you can cut up and then across but it has to be deep enough
Taking pills i took 150 paracetamol and co~codamol and collapsed! was il which i loved but unfortunatley i never died!ahrr!!
hanging myself i did in my bedroom and i was there and my sister found me!
swallowing glass my mum caught me and over reacted and fucking rushed me to the hospital!
I just want too fucking die!
|19 Dec 2005||candy||i once tried 2 kill myself not because i was feelin depressed(i think)? but i wanted everyone 2 miss me is that strange? im 22 now and when i tried 2 kill myself i was 17 i think how stupid it was!! if anyone feels so depressed and lonely that they think they wanna kill themselfs then plz contact me cos talkin 2 a stranger might put things into perspective love 2 u all from candy , london ,engalnd|
|19 Dec 2005||suicide stoper||look i wanted to comitte suicide since i was about 13 im now 19 but after my m8 done it when i was 17 i thought hang on now he game up his life and his heart for sum lil punk bullying him look all u guys and girls out there god created the world for a reason an the reason is to be happy on it so just be happy and try to forget about all the things u wanna do. hope i can help if u need help email me on email@example.com ok xxxx|
|19 Dec 2005||Piixxiiee||Ive been abused For 6 years im only 14 witch helps I just want to say that i want to die to and i no howq it feels to be left out and feel like a ousider..I slit my wrists and i take pills a day pain makes me forget about the world i hope y'all get to no that your hurting people whislt hurting yourself If ya wanna talk to me ustemail me at ForgottenLifex@aol.com|
|19 Dec 2005||Christty Hazely||well i sit in my dark room. the tv turned low because i hate it when its quiet. i can sence all these presences about the room. my guess is they are evil spirits or demons or whatever you wanna call it. i think they come only to tourment me. well i am severly delusional is what my thearapist says. and my mom tells me i am stupid. my dad beats me and then tells me its all my fault. i brought this on myself. i get in trouble at school because i feel safer there than at home and i dont pay attention because i just need to relax. on the inside i feel that my sadness will cause me to explode. like i will faint. like its somothering me. who can i tell? will they listen? no i have already tried. i dont want to die. i dont want to kill myself. why do i have to go on like this. other kids have happy homes and lives. why cant i have that? i just dont see any other way out but to commit suicide. thats not what i want. is all of this really my fault? i am just pushed to the side and my dog gets treated better than i do. i didnt ask for any of this. and i dont want it. i just want to be happy.|
|18 Dec 2005||Mint||i tried killin meself bout 4tymes alredy but avent succeeded n now i'm goin out wit dis girl who is also finkin of killin her self. she tried killin erself bout 9tymes one on da tym was last nite she almost tried all da fink u can fink of slit er wrist, slit er throat, hang er self, jump of a bulding, drowned, tried 2 jump in front of a speedin car, starvin erself, takin overdose, n drinkin poison. if u need more hints holla me at firstname.lastname@example.org ill be gland 2 help if i'm still alive thou|
|18 Dec 2005||toughasatree||I am 15 years old and three months ago i tried to kill myslef. I took about 100 pills form my moms medicine cabinetand got rushed to the hospital later that night. I've been cutting for years and i just hate myself too much to go on. They think by putting me in hospitals and what not they're stopping my, but suicide will always be inside me. You could hang yourself, just make sure you put a rug down so the chair doesn't make a sound, or you could od, but thats not very reliable. First chance i get i'll be jumping in front of a car, maybee slitting my wirsts, i don't understand why poeple talk and tlak about killing themselves but never do. After your dead you'll effect poeple, for maybe a month or two, but they'll get over it. They always do.|