|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|19 Dec 2005||suicide stoper||look i wanted to comitte suicide since i was about 13 im now 19 but after my m8 done it when i was 17 i thought hang on now he game up his life and his heart for sum lil punk bullying him look all u guys and girls out there god created the world for a reason an the reason is to be happy on it so just be happy and try to forget about all the things u wanna do. hope i can help if u need help email me on firstname.lastname@example.org ok xxxx|
|19 Dec 2005||Piixxiiee||Ive been abused For 6 years im only 14 witch helps I just want to say that i want to die to and i no howq it feels to be left out and feel like a ousider..I slit my wrists and i take pills a day pain makes me forget about the world i hope y'all get to no that your hurting people whislt hurting yourself If ya wanna talk to me ustemail me at ForgottenLifex@aol.com|
|19 Dec 2005||Christty Hazely||well i sit in my dark room. the tv turned low because i hate it when its quiet. i can sence all these presences about the room. my guess is they are evil spirits or demons or whatever you wanna call it. i think they come only to tourment me. well i am severly delusional is what my thearapist says. and my mom tells me i am stupid. my dad beats me and then tells me its all my fault. i brought this on myself. i get in trouble at school because i feel safer there than at home and i dont pay attention because i just need to relax. on the inside i feel that my sadness will cause me to explode. like i will faint. like its somothering me. who can i tell? will they listen? no i have already tried. i dont want to die. i dont want to kill myself. why do i have to go on like this. other kids have happy homes and lives. why cant i have that? i just dont see any other way out but to commit suicide. thats not what i want. is all of this really my fault? i am just pushed to the side and my dog gets treated better than i do. i didnt ask for any of this. and i dont want it. i just want to be happy.|
|18 Dec 2005||Mint||i tried killin meself bout 4tymes alredy but avent succeeded n now i'm goin out wit dis girl who is also finkin of killin her self. she tried killin erself bout 9tymes one on da tym was last nite she almost tried all da fink u can fink of slit er wrist, slit er throat, hang er self, jump of a bulding, drowned, tried 2 jump in front of a speedin car, starvin erself, takin overdose, n drinkin poison. if u need more hints holla me at email@example.com ill be gland 2 help if i'm still alive thou|
|18 Dec 2005||toughasatree||I am 15 years old and three months ago i tried to kill myslef. I took about 100 pills form my moms medicine cabinetand got rushed to the hospital later that night. I've been cutting for years and i just hate myself too much to go on. They think by putting me in hospitals and what not they're stopping my, but suicide will always be inside me. You could hang yourself, just make sure you put a rug down so the chair doesn't make a sound, or you could od, but thats not very reliable. First chance i get i'll be jumping in front of a car, maybee slitting my wirsts, i don't understand why poeple talk and tlak about killing themselves but never do. After your dead you'll effect poeple, for maybe a month or two, but they'll get over it. They always do.|
|18 Dec 2005||caroline||i don't know the answer
i just want to die
my mom makes me cry and i rather die than suffer
|17 Dec 2005||jeniffer||im not 13 im 15 turning 16 .. muh life iz hell has been hell since i can remember. ive tried suicide already like 2 times both by odin on pills. i cut ive been cutting since i wuz 13 .. see in 8th grade well from 5-8 grade i wuz bein abused by muh babysitters husband and in skool i wuz jus a loner .. no one would talk to me not even the geekz .. then i got to high skool i thought it wuz goin to get better but it didnt in 10th grade i started having problems with some girl and now in 11th grade once again i have no friends and the "friends" i dont really think they are friends .. they alwayz put me down and alwayz just make me feel worse than i do .. see im not that pretty and the friends i have are gorgeous .. well now muh best friend the only person i could trust has a girlfriend and now we are enemies because we dont agree on things that hez doing.. in 10th grade i fell in love with a guy named victor and he broke my heart ever since then itz been hard to actually keep a guy .. today i jus got dumped by muh boyfriend again and muh first boy ilost muh virginity sayz that the only reason he wuz with me wuz because he knew i liked him and that he jus wanted me for pussy ...well now in skool everyone iz callin me a hoe and itz jus another hell that i walk into every single day ... at hom me and my mother are alwayz fighting because my grades have been dropping and im just not happy with my life .. i want to die .. i mean wutz the point of living if ur jus goin to be alone ... and no one iz going to care anywayz .. soo can someone tell me how to kill muhself like tha fastest way possible email me at babyfly90@Aol.com thanx !!!|
|17 Dec 2005||john||Kelly, Millie and others out there.
I do think of my family,relatives and friends, I am beyond caring for myself.
I am a farther of two children and they were taken from me by my wife who had visions of starting a new life with another man, my children are below 8 years old and have no idea who i am now.
My wife has left me in so much debt that i cannot keep the roof over my head and now i have resorted to rooting in bins for food! you my think what am i doing on the internet with all these problems? i set up a contract with a internet company to able me to keep in touch with my children but my wife has stopped them from getting my emails and i cannot afford to phone them being in another county.
sometimes it is the only way to go! and that is my way ahead, i cannot go on and nobody can bail me out of this.
dont tell me that there's someone who can help because there is'nt.
their's no god and no more fish in the sea and nothing new around the corner for me, sorry there is just one thing new for me!
|17 Dec 2005||Dana||I'm a fifteen year old, and a freshman in highschool. My family is wealthy and i have many very good friends. I do well in school and play many sports and am a very talented pianist. There has still always been something wrong. There isn't a name for it and I feel like a selfish bratt for hating life like i do, because there are many people who have had much worse lives and still continued to live, and to love life, and fought for something better. But after thinking about this for my entire life (i became suicidal in 1st grade) I have realized that the only thing wrong with me is me. I am bisexual and scared that everyone will hate me if i tell them so i've had to deal with it all myself and i've only told my best friend and my brother. I still barely feel like i can talk about it though. My parents don't understand me, and my sexuality frustrates me and that i can't tell them, so i can't explain. I don't know how long i can handle any of this any more. I've long ago lost my will to live and i'm just barely hanging on now. Even when times are good, and my friends are great theres still the screaming in the back of my mind telling me that it will all slip away again. I don't think that i can do this anymore and i hate life. The only thing that has ever kept me from killing myself is that i want to be famous, but everyday i wake up and that dream becomes less and less of a possibility, which was a slim one to begin with. I don't feel like there is anything left to live for and i'm begging for someone who's dealt with this to tell me that there is.|
|17 Dec 2005||Miranda||hi, my name is Miranda and i'm 11. ever since i left home, i've been depressed. i've been wanting to kill myself for a long time...im so twisted....i feel so lost|
|16 Dec 2005||Daniel||I'm back again. I've cut my arm a few times with a razor blade. It hurt, and I don't want to feel anymore pain, but I did it anyway. I've had three glasses of neat brandy, so I'm a bit dizzy. I want to start smoking again - I'll buy a pack tomorrow. I'm sort of indirectly trying to kill myself by smoking. The thing that hurts most is the fact that I haven't been hugged by any immediate family/friends for like 10 years. I'm from the UK and I have a family that thinks hugging is not appropriate for a boy, but i feel so unloved. I just want someone to hold me and say that they love me for the unique person that I am. I've thought about suicide several times but my parents are divorced and i live with my mum, and she would be heartbroken because she has no-one else. I don't want to live and yet I "can't" die. I'm just so fucked up :(|
|16 Dec 2005||Daniel||I am sick to death of life. I get up everyday and hate every minute of it. My parents divorced when I was five, I was bullied at school, I'm gay and don't have a boyfriend. I'm 18 now and the last time someone hugged me was about 10 years ago. No one loves me. I just want to fall asleep and never wake up. Just think how wonderful it would be never to feel pain or sadness again.|
|16 Dec 2005||joe||im 27, i asked 100 churches to help me, they all ignored me, so does that mean im supposed to die? did god just spit in my face? ive been a christian for years and ya know what....who cares|
|16 Dec 2005||ALPHONSE||well i do not think i will rgret when i die next week.i have made up my mind to kill myself on the 24th of decmber 2005.when i die i will ruin my the day for my dad and his wife.since mom died life has been hell out here so,why should i live when i have been stoped from going to school.my wicked dad says he has no money.so onthe 24th of december i will kill myself
stay well in this world of pain
|16 Dec 2005||THOMAS SZWEDSKA||as i press down on the soft paper i feel the toxic dump smear off my bum.
as i press down on the soft paper i feel the doo doo butter remenants smear off my bum and on to the tissue slightly tearing and polluting my finger with the great stench.
my curiousioty growing stong. i must know what it tastes like.
... i feelthe gooey substance slide into a thinner coat of butt cheese. however, the consistancy is that of penut butter and baby oil. the warmth of the sticky coating...
as i c the mooshy substance i have the urge to grasp in my hand and squeeze
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME???
SOMEONE HELP BEFORE I GO INSAINE AND KILL MYSELF. THOMAS_SZWEDSKA@HOTMAIL.COM
|16 Dec 2005||GEMZ||OK MA DAD HITZ ME BUT I JUS HIT THE CUNT BAK HES A WANKA SO IF THAT HAPPENS 2 U AND U WANNA COMIT SUICIDE GO JUMP OFF THE BALTIC TOWER OR DROWNED UR SEL TAKE AN OVA DOSE CHOKE URSEL SOMETIMES IF U GO 2 SLEEP WITH DA BLANKET OVA YA HEAD U SUFFACATE IF DAT DOSENT WORK JUMP IN FRONT OFA TRAIN|
|15 Dec 2005||cat||I am yet not an adult nor a child...I am a young adult. I have many thoughts of suicide. I hate letting people getting close to me. I dont want to leave this world in case something better might come along. I don't have anyone to talk to and i dont like any of my "so called" friends. I have a bf that i am afraid to fall in love with. He is the most this world has given me. I dont live with my parents and i am a very stress-related, angry, depressed kinda person. I used to smoke a little marijuana so relieve my issues. Now, i have left the weed to other people to use. I feel it doesnt work. I have thought about suicide. Tried it a couple times. But then wasnt sure what he best way do it was.. i have never started to cut myself. i have said good bye to everyone in a secret yet obvious way...jsut to see if ne one would notice and try to stop me. at this moment no one has tried to do ne thing. i told my bf we should go on a break so that he doesnt think that when i do commit suicide that it's his fault. i have made it clear to myself when i find the most mentally successful way for myself, that i am gonna do it b4 December 31, 2005. so if ne one out there has ne ideas on how to make it the simplest for me i wouldnt mind your piece of advice...i think hanging myself in my basement is the perfect way for me. one two people live in my house. so when the other person goes away for the night, i am gonna do it. i have two dates to pick from. so i have even written the letter, telling people whats going on. and that this decision was no ones fault...i did it for myself. to make me feel good. instead of running to everyone's feet like a slave.|
|15 Dec 2005||jenni||either slit ur wrists, hang yourself, drown yourself, or shoot a bullet in to ur head or ur lungs if u want to suffer or slit ur throat- one of them has to work except for me the wrists and throat didnt work- i was helped when i was about a minute away from dying and of course my so called parents had to bring me to the hospital and save me the same thing happened when i tried to drown myself, and i dont have a gun in my possesion- i dont have a reason for living- my first bf was put in juvie for drug abuse and then hung himself and the second one od'd and shot himself in the lungs while he was od-ing-i currently have a bf who said he would help me if i wanted to go but i woulld have to help him kill himself at the same time-i love him and am crazy enough to do that for him- my stepdad hates me and i hate him- i love my dad and my brother and my bf most of the time i love my mom and my stepmom cant keep her fuckin mouth shut and drives me mad i just want to end it i dont want to go on in this life everynight i pray to god and the devil to kill me painfully during the night so no one can stop me and i could just not wake up in the morning- i ask god why he's punnishing me with life and a life that i dont deserve all my friends are pretty much gone or are going to be gone very soon to suicide but the ones who r left and have possesion of a gun wont let me use it i dont deserve such a horrible life if any life at all, the hatrid needs to spill over the side of my heart and make it drive me insane so i have no choice but to kill myself or let the pain and hatrid kill me- maybe i should starve myself- thats a good idea- w.e. if im still alive then u can email me at firstname.lastname@example.org|
|14 Dec 2005||dieguita||i've tried to kill myself many times and i will sound stupid but everything started when i met this guy hector and i fell in love so much that he was my whole world....after 5 years that we broke up im still crying for him, now in college i have lost my all classes my parents are getting divorce my brother wants to kill himself and im trying to tell him not to but it seems that noone cares about what i feel, my friends think im crazy cause im complaning all day about my fucking life. ijust cant be happy for one time, i really dont know what happienes is. I love so much this guy that he is the only thing that make me wake up in the mornings now..he went away 4 months ago to italy......and my life just went down to hell, i didnt wanna eat, sleep, talk, study, i was the most sad person in the world cause nobody can understand me !! why everybody says you dont have strees or real problems when you are your age!!! im 19 years old and i think i can get depress or i can have stress that makes me mad so much that i just want to die!!!!i dont have anything everybody looks so smart and i dont feel smart enough to be in college! and i lodt the love of my life! ......................................after these 4 months he is comming back just for vacations and the little light came back to my heart i dont care anything but him ..but i know in the back of my mind he is not gonna call me or look for me when he gets here, and i dont thing i will cause i tolf him so many things before and i did so many things for him that i dont have a backup plan now...............................|
|14 Dec 2005||Allone in agony||OK, im only 15, and yet iv tried to kill myself too many times to count, and with no availl. im tired of this world treating me the way it does, i was beaten and abused for 7 years by my own schoolmates, it got so bad that i changed schools and moved, ive also had serous depression since ii was about 8 years old. sometimes i cut myself to see just how much it bleeds, that pain helps to make me forget all my other problems. im tired of living, its really over rated, people only focus on the good things, and not on the bad thhings, which usually greatly outweigh the good. no one really relizes what true pain really is till they loose all that makes them happy, so that all they have to focus on is the bad. try never having anything good to block out the bad. the only thing that ever made me happe was my girlfriend, but we broke up. and now theres nothing, nothing to keep me sane. people dont ever really relize how they affect you with there hate, not till ur gone, and they have to think back on what they did to you, and how they affecte you, and visa-versa. ive become acostome to keeping my emotions all bottled up inside, and never letting them out till i finally just snap, which has happend on more than one occasion. no one ever really takes me serously, or understands my problems, not till they get slapped in the face by the real truth. the truth is never pretty, but in any case people deserve to know.|