|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|23 Dec 2005||Sami||Well how many ways are there to kill yourself, a million probably. The favorites, hanging, slicing the wrists, gun to the head, pills, gas, walking out in front of a car. I don't know if i'd choose any of them. If there were a way to just push a button, something that allows no time to go back and rethink things, i think that's what i'd do. I don't really have a story, that is to say, nothing specific that has made me feel that i need to kill myself, and though we're supposed to be only answering a question, i think everyone has a problem staying on topic. I'm just at the point where i can't hear one more time, "You're too self concious, you have low self esteem, you need to be more agressive." I find it hard to believe that sticking around through the bullshit in your life just to make others happy doesn't really happen. As if telling me what my problems are is going to make me wake up and be a new and improved person. I had an uncle who commited suicide, my father threatened to. My entire family history is filled with nervous disorders and depression yet no one gets it. No one understands that you can't get help, you can't just do something about it. You want it to go away but it won't and you can't do anything about it. Three people in my family are already on zoloft or some such shit, but it doesn't make their life any better. I don't want pills, and i'm not saying that because i want pity, i couldn't get pity if i asked for it, but i find, that my problem, is not me. It's those around me. Why should i have to drug myself up to become numb to those around me who treat me like shit. My biggest problem, i just want to know why everyone who considered themselves my friends, just totally cut me off. After ten years, i thought that i might have mattered to them a little. I'm not asking for pity, i don't think anyone who is thinking about suicide, or anyone who has completed suicide was. We just want the world to stop saying get over it. If i ever get the courage to go through with it, the only person i will worry about is my mother. She is my best friend in the entire world, and if she goes before me, i won't have a need to kill myself, i'll just die from that. The rest of the world who knew me can go to hell for all i care. There will be no funeral, no service, just me in a pine box, buried with no name. I couldn't get any plain decency when i was alive, why should those who made my life hell be consoled with a funeral, getting to say goodbye, when they couldn't manage to care for me in life. So the best way to kill yourself when you're thirteen, i couldn't say, to each their own. But i say, wait until your at least out of your parents house, you don't really know what life is like until you can make it your own.|
|21 Dec 2005||All allone in agony||OK, im only 15, and yet iv tried to kill myself too many times to count, and with no availl. im tired of this world treating me the way it does, i was beaten and abused for 7 years by my own schoolmates, it got so bad that i changed schools and moved, ive also had serous depression since ii was about 8 years old. sometimes i cut myself to see just how much it bleeds, that pain helps to make me forget all my other problems. im tired of living, its really over rated, people only focus on the good things, and not on the bad thhings, which usually greatly outweigh the good. no one really relizes what true pain really is till they loose all that makes them happy, so that all they have to focus on is the bad. try never having anything good to block out the bad. the only thing that ever made me happe was my girlfriend, but we broke up. and now theres nothing, nothing to keep me sane. people dont ever really relize how they affect you with there hate, not till ur gone, and they have to think back on what they did to you, and how they affecte you, and visa-versa. ive become acostome to keeping my emotions all bottled up inside, and when you hold it in for as long as i did you start hearing all the thinngs that you hold back yelling in your headand soon you see that theyve become your worst nightmares.I never let them out till i finally just snapped, which has happend on more than one occasion. No one ever really takes me serously, or understands my problems, not till they get slapped in the face by the real truth. the truth is never pretty, but in any case people deserve to know.|
|20 Dec 2005||lokie||do u know panadol. take 25 panadol! it will work ...my friend was hit by a car....thats y i just took 25 panadol ill die in 15 miniutes im alreaddy dizzy|
|20 Dec 2005||Christel||I am actually the age of 17; I have been depressed since i was 15. I often find myself repressing memories of the past. My grandpas have done things to me when i was younger which makes me angry inside. Knowing that it was right, but as of now I look at it as something I couldnt of stop. It had ruined my life and the way I look at everything. Only this year i have tried to do something about it, there are so many moments where i feel lonely. Since living at the dorms there is no one there to stop me from cutting my arms with a razor blade to get the pain out. Im transferring to LA next semester for school, Im not sure if getting away from all these things will do me good.|
|19 Dec 2005||Abbi||I feel pain even when theres nothing wrong. I feel pain even before I push the knife down towards my arteries and let it spurt out fast and furious. I need a permanent fix. A painless, quick way to die.. help me- please someone just kill me im gonna go insane. I wish someone would come rape me, stab me, strangle me and stab me again. I'd go through the pain if it meant I would die afterwards, because everyday is another stab in the fucking back. Im NOT being a fucking emo i just want to die.|
|19 Dec 2005||matronic||I was raped, i was abused and i have tryed killing myself god knows how many times in the past 3years!! Swallowing glass, hanging myself!!Sliting wrist taking pills, upo 150 at a time!! I wish them fuckers would let me go now cos iv had enought!|
|19 Dec 2005||matronicmad||Well for the past 3years i have been trying to kil myself!! Ermm i have tryed everythin, pills, slitting wrist, hanging my self, swallowing glass!!
Slitting wrist you can cut up and then across but it has to be deep enough
Taking pills i took 150 paracetamol and co~codamol and collapsed! was il which i loved but unfortunatley i never died!ahrr!!
hanging myself i did in my bedroom and i was there and my sister found me!
swallowing glass my mum caught me and over reacted and fucking rushed me to the hospital!
I just want too fucking die!
|19 Dec 2005||candy||i once tried 2 kill myself not because i was feelin depressed(i think)? but i wanted everyone 2 miss me is that strange? im 22 now and when i tried 2 kill myself i was 17 i think how stupid it was!! if anyone feels so depressed and lonely that they think they wanna kill themselfs then plz contact me cos talkin 2 a stranger might put things into perspective love 2 u all from candy , london ,engalnd|
|19 Dec 2005||suicide stoper||look i wanted to comitte suicide since i was about 13 im now 19 but after my m8 done it when i was 17 i thought hang on now he game up his life and his heart for sum lil punk bullying him look all u guys and girls out there god created the world for a reason an the reason is to be happy on it so just be happy and try to forget about all the things u wanna do. hope i can help if u need help email me on email@example.com ok xxxx|
|19 Dec 2005||Piixxiiee||Ive been abused For 6 years im only 14 witch helps I just want to say that i want to die to and i no howq it feels to be left out and feel like a ousider..I slit my wrists and i take pills a day pain makes me forget about the world i hope y'all get to no that your hurting people whislt hurting yourself If ya wanna talk to me ustemail me at ForgottenLifex@aol.com|
|19 Dec 2005||Christty Hazely||well i sit in my dark room. the tv turned low because i hate it when its quiet. i can sence all these presences about the room. my guess is they are evil spirits or demons or whatever you wanna call it. i think they come only to tourment me. well i am severly delusional is what my thearapist says. and my mom tells me i am stupid. my dad beats me and then tells me its all my fault. i brought this on myself. i get in trouble at school because i feel safer there than at home and i dont pay attention because i just need to relax. on the inside i feel that my sadness will cause me to explode. like i will faint. like its somothering me. who can i tell? will they listen? no i have already tried. i dont want to die. i dont want to kill myself. why do i have to go on like this. other kids have happy homes and lives. why cant i have that? i just dont see any other way out but to commit suicide. thats not what i want. is all of this really my fault? i am just pushed to the side and my dog gets treated better than i do. i didnt ask for any of this. and i dont want it. i just want to be happy.|
|18 Dec 2005||Mint||i tried killin meself bout 4tymes alredy but avent succeeded n now i'm goin out wit dis girl who is also finkin of killin her self. she tried killin erself bout 9tymes one on da tym was last nite she almost tried all da fink u can fink of slit er wrist, slit er throat, hang er self, jump of a bulding, drowned, tried 2 jump in front of a speedin car, starvin erself, takin overdose, n drinkin poison. if u need more hints holla me at firstname.lastname@example.org ill be gland 2 help if i'm still alive thou|
|18 Dec 2005||toughasatree||I am 15 years old and three months ago i tried to kill myslef. I took about 100 pills form my moms medicine cabinetand got rushed to the hospital later that night. I've been cutting for years and i just hate myself too much to go on. They think by putting me in hospitals and what not they're stopping my, but suicide will always be inside me. You could hang yourself, just make sure you put a rug down so the chair doesn't make a sound, or you could od, but thats not very reliable. First chance i get i'll be jumping in front of a car, maybee slitting my wirsts, i don't understand why poeple talk and tlak about killing themselves but never do. After your dead you'll effect poeple, for maybe a month or two, but they'll get over it. They always do.|
|18 Dec 2005||caroline||i don't know the answer
i just want to die
my mom makes me cry and i rather die than suffer
|17 Dec 2005||jeniffer||im not 13 im 15 turning 16 .. muh life iz hell has been hell since i can remember. ive tried suicide already like 2 times both by odin on pills. i cut ive been cutting since i wuz 13 .. see in 8th grade well from 5-8 grade i wuz bein abused by muh babysitters husband and in skool i wuz jus a loner .. no one would talk to me not even the geekz .. then i got to high skool i thought it wuz goin to get better but it didnt in 10th grade i started having problems with some girl and now in 11th grade once again i have no friends and the "friends" i dont really think they are friends .. they alwayz put me down and alwayz just make me feel worse than i do .. see im not that pretty and the friends i have are gorgeous .. well now muh best friend the only person i could trust has a girlfriend and now we are enemies because we dont agree on things that hez doing.. in 10th grade i fell in love with a guy named victor and he broke my heart ever since then itz been hard to actually keep a guy .. today i jus got dumped by muh boyfriend again and muh first boy ilost muh virginity sayz that the only reason he wuz with me wuz because he knew i liked him and that he jus wanted me for pussy ...well now in skool everyone iz callin me a hoe and itz jus another hell that i walk into every single day ... at hom me and my mother are alwayz fighting because my grades have been dropping and im just not happy with my life .. i want to die .. i mean wutz the point of living if ur jus goin to be alone ... and no one iz going to care anywayz .. soo can someone tell me how to kill muhself like tha fastest way possible email me at babyfly90@Aol.com thanx !!!|
|17 Dec 2005||john||Kelly, Millie and others out there.
I do think of my family,relatives and friends, I am beyond caring for myself.
I am a farther of two children and they were taken from me by my wife who had visions of starting a new life with another man, my children are below 8 years old and have no idea who i am now.
My wife has left me in so much debt that i cannot keep the roof over my head and now i have resorted to rooting in bins for food! you my think what am i doing on the internet with all these problems? i set up a contract with a internet company to able me to keep in touch with my children but my wife has stopped them from getting my emails and i cannot afford to phone them being in another county.
sometimes it is the only way to go! and that is my way ahead, i cannot go on and nobody can bail me out of this.
dont tell me that there's someone who can help because there is'nt.
their's no god and no more fish in the sea and nothing new around the corner for me, sorry there is just one thing new for me!
|17 Dec 2005||Dana||I'm a fifteen year old, and a freshman in highschool. My family is wealthy and i have many very good friends. I do well in school and play many sports and am a very talented pianist. There has still always been something wrong. There isn't a name for it and I feel like a selfish bratt for hating life like i do, because there are many people who have had much worse lives and still continued to live, and to love life, and fought for something better. But after thinking about this for my entire life (i became suicidal in 1st grade) I have realized that the only thing wrong with me is me. I am bisexual and scared that everyone will hate me if i tell them so i've had to deal with it all myself and i've only told my best friend and my brother. I still barely feel like i can talk about it though. My parents don't understand me, and my sexuality frustrates me and that i can't tell them, so i can't explain. I don't know how long i can handle any of this any more. I've long ago lost my will to live and i'm just barely hanging on now. Even when times are good, and my friends are great theres still the screaming in the back of my mind telling me that it will all slip away again. I don't think that i can do this anymore and i hate life. The only thing that has ever kept me from killing myself is that i want to be famous, but everyday i wake up and that dream becomes less and less of a possibility, which was a slim one to begin with. I don't feel like there is anything left to live for and i'm begging for someone who's dealt with this to tell me that there is.|
|17 Dec 2005||Miranda||hi, my name is Miranda and i'm 11. ever since i left home, i've been depressed. i've been wanting to kill myself for a long time...im so twisted....i feel so lost|
|16 Dec 2005||Daniel||I'm back again. I've cut my arm a few times with a razor blade. It hurt, and I don't want to feel anymore pain, but I did it anyway. I've had three glasses of neat brandy, so I'm a bit dizzy. I want to start smoking again - I'll buy a pack tomorrow. I'm sort of indirectly trying to kill myself by smoking. The thing that hurts most is the fact that I haven't been hugged by any immediate family/friends for like 10 years. I'm from the UK and I have a family that thinks hugging is not appropriate for a boy, but i feel so unloved. I just want someone to hold me and say that they love me for the unique person that I am. I've thought about suicide several times but my parents are divorced and i live with my mum, and she would be heartbroken because she has no-one else. I don't want to live and yet I "can't" die. I'm just so fucked up :(|
|16 Dec 2005||Daniel||I am sick to death of life. I get up everyday and hate every minute of it. My parents divorced when I was five, I was bullied at school, I'm gay and don't have a boyfriend. I'm 18 now and the last time someone hugged me was about 10 years ago. No one loves me. I just want to fall asleep and never wake up. Just think how wonderful it would be never to feel pain or sadness again.|