|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|27 Feb 2006||Please help me..im gunna kill myself and i slit my wrists. im very depressed and angry, because everyone hates me a school, i hate my mom shes a stripper and i hate her for it..i get harassed at school by guys they touch me in certain places, which i dont like..i live in the most smallest trailor, in a trailor park that is ghetto, and everyone thinks im on drugs..i hate even my closets friends..i get bad grades cause i hate my teachers..i want to kill myself cause all i do is cry all day long...so please help me my parents make me go to consuling but its not and isnt gunna help me i just need to die, so i cant hurt anymore..|
|27 Feb 2006|| razor kissed ||everyday i wake up to a black world hoping that things will get better but they never do. In my heart i have been dead for so long i have lost the meaning of life i see no reason to live anymore all i see iz black and grey skies i can't remember the last time i smiled i have blead so much blood i could drown in it i have been holding on to love but it keeps on saying no i just dont know wat to do anymore the anwser to all my questions is death so before i leave this black world i just wanna let every one no that u need to die a decent deat..suicide xoxo rachel add me firstname.lastname@example.org|
|26 Feb 2006||sad and misrable||i'm not sure the best way, but i think i'm goonna try an overdose of sleeping pills. i'm 12, but misrible. i'm visually handicapped and get treated like crap. i dont think suicide is rite, but i've had enough. its not good 4 a site 2 support it tho. i dont no if i'll do it.|
|25 Feb 2006||Linn||Please help me I am 12 years old and I am suicidal. I started like this because I had been raped for about many years by my uncle until I was 10 years old. Then problems come more and more to me and I just can't take it I cut myself today with a razor blade and I black out for a couple of minutes but then I awoke. I even tried drowning myself. I need Help.Please I need your help before it is too late.|
|24 Feb 2006||bob||my names bob n im 13. ive been thinking about suicide for the past couple of months but even more so yesterday n today. mi g/f dynisha dumped me n i realy realy loved her i just get so confused. i wana die but my friends franny n rose keep trying to stop me i already tried to kill my self on christmas n 2 weeks ago. i have hardly no friends most ppl r nice to me cause they feel sry for me im always made fun of n i feel even worse then shit. if there is ne 1 out there who can help me plz plz do|
|23 Feb 2006||Dont want to share||dose anyone see sucide as a very last option i grew up with parents born in Iran and have benn called a terrriost after 9/11 attacks eversince I am ugly and get made fun off all the time I also get made fun off my clothes ppl call me gay even though am not and my Dad is not proud of me i am jelous of My cousin i wish we never had to meet hes just like me ecept successfull I dont see sucide as an option but this is a good place to let your feelings out!!!!|
|23 Feb 2006||alex n||well, i tried 2 commit suicide on tuesday 14th feb 06 and as ua can tell i am still here, i tried 2 overdoes on prozac, well, lets just say it didnt work, i didnt take enougth, i took about 15 of them and i just woke up in hospital fellin like shit, well thats life 4u isnt it, i need 2 get a gun or some potassium cyanide, does ony1 out there know where i can get some, i went 2 school on monday and every1 i knew was just lookin @ me, and i got loads of pointless sympothy, most of my teachers say that i can spk 2 them about anything, ye right, that would probably just b another laguth in the staff room, i cant spk 2 any1, i have had loads of shrinks come up 2 me but i just put on a smile and say that eveythings ok, but it is far from ok, i really need some1 i can talk 2 but i dont know, i cant spk 2 my m8s cuz none of them r suicidle like me, i do still cut myself though ciz it makes me feel better. i am going 2 commit suicide some time in my life, i am 15 now and i will probabbly be dead by the time i get to 20, i hate life, plz can some1 help me get out of this black hole im in, i cant take it no more, i just wanna die so much but i dont have the curage 2 overdose again, i hate life so much, there is only 1 thing that really keeps me going and that seems 2 be music, there r loads of songs writtten about suicide and depression, well thats all, good luck if an1 of u reading this wanna commit sucide|
|22 Feb 2006||ME||i'm so depressed it's not even funny...i'm 14 & don't absolutely wanna die...but don't want to live i kno my family love me and i kno i have people that care about me but i'm not exactly the prettiest girl in tha world and would rather be dead....i know if u kill yourself you will go to hell and i dont wanna go to hell...i have so much going for me i'm very smart and intelligent and my teachers at skool call me college bound but i'm insecure about my looks i'm big & people talk about me almost every day i know you're not supposed to care what people say about you but i am a very sensitive person and i can't handle stuff like that....i do have a boyfirend but he's neva seen me....and i kno if he does see me he'll break up with me.....i'm really confused i feel like i have no one to go to but at the same time i want to get this off my chest....no matter how long i stay in the mirror or how goo i THINK i look people always call me ugly & fat & i can't take it anymore....i've tried diets and exercise but it's not working i really dont kno i just need help...before i do something i might truly regret.....|
|22 Feb 2006||charlie||hi im 13 and allready fell like shit. i go out and look happy but inside i fel lk im the worst person in the world and just wanna end it all. the oher day my friend called me and said he waz ganna slit his wrists and he just wanted 2 say bi. dat got me thinking about doin it myself even more serouse than ever but i dont want people to b sad when im gone dats the only thing thats stopping me, i just dont no what 2 do!! the girl i love and would do eneything for i mean eneything has moved away and i dont see her eneymore every time i think of her i fell like my insides r screwing up and i wanna huirt ma self reli bad and i usally end up hurting myself it not just her its loadas other tings aswell but i love her so much i cant stop thinking about her. im falling out wid all ma friends aswell now i only have one very good friend but i cant even tell him about what im goin through i mean he wuill probly understand but i just fell so stupid.
i just wanna talk 2 someone teacher, thepist ENEYONE but i fell like a twat. 1 of ma teachers has asked me if i ever wat 2 talk 2 her i can but i cant jus go up and talk 2 her i fell so stupid. sometimes she comes 2 me and takls 2 me and i love it when she dose but she has more important things than me 2 worrie about, so i cant go and talk 2 eneyone i fell so stupid but i love it when people talk 2 me. i jus need hepl befour i go and do sumthing reli stupid, i mean i allready cut and drugs some times to take the pain away.
if you think u can help plz plz help me just talk to me i need to talk to someone and get all of ma sadness and anger out of me tnx.
|22 Feb 2006||huge||I really don't know right now what to do with my life, I'm in the middle of knowing what's best for me for a long time now(10yrs). And that makes me feel bad, because I can not even see what's ahead of me, and that's sucks!!! I do have a degree(BSIT) but still it does't make sense to me. I'm not happy, and I suffer anxiety, depressed and stock of my life's senseless. Any idea what to do?|
|21 Feb 2006||Chad||im 14, but i only tried to commit suicide once with pills....i just want to know how many is lethal...i've been through way too much shit...my girlfriend always gets mad at me when i don't talk or when im sad, she starts getting mad and makes it worse, she doesn't know i take anti-depressants that don't fucking work and hate myself...i have a loving family, though they irritate the hell out of me and a very loving girlfriend....but its not fair...neither of our parents (my girlfriend and mine) want us to date, so i told my parents i wouldn't, but im lying to them...i really want to kill myself but what about my girlfriend?... well I JUST WANT TO KNOW 1 THING...WHAT WILL KILL ME IN PILL FORM, WHAT IS THE BEST AND HOW MUCH DO I NEED?...i also would like to TALK TO SOMEONE...IM me on AOL (Aim address - Uh Name1) or msn messenger, my email is email@example.com...please i want to talk to someone and know what will kill me...i want to make the right decision though...thank you...|
|21 Feb 2006||tanuj||i tried to commit suicide. my friend helped me alot, and stopped me. that was a huge mistake for me, my life just ended up getting worse, now i cut. i have no idea how my life is gonna end, but i know its not gonna be pretty...|
|17 Feb 2006||Knight||I dont know what to do...all my friends are horrible to me, I have no life whatsoever, my family is mean to me. The closest friend I have lives half an hour away and yet I only see her once or twice a year because my parents dont understand. My parents got divorced four years ago, and its been living hell. Last night my brother pulled a knife on me, and now my friends are treating me like more and more shit. I feel so alone..|
|17 Feb 2006||Catherine||you really dont have to kill yourself i came on this site because i was considering it, i was reading Jakes notes saying that when he gets his gun hes going to kill himself DONT!! please im 16 and right now im going through a reeeally ruff time so much is happening to me and its all going downhill and to be honest i dont wanna be here anymore... at the same time i wanna be the one who's stood there in 10-20 years saying "ha look i made it, i got everything i deserved a good job and a great family" i wanna be the one whos stood there grining looking down on all those people who continuously put me down to make themselves feel better - imagine if you do that, imagine how alive you'll feel.. thats worth it please dont do anything stupid we need more good people in the world not just loose more, i think what everyone considering suicide needs (esspecially at such a young age) is support even if it is just off people on the net, sometimes its better they dont know the in's and out's to you so they're not so judgemental (i know at times just a simple chat with a stranger over something like msn does me the world of good) so please dont do anything like kill yourself THEY'RE not worth it - feel free to ask for my email addy or something im always willing to help :)|
|17 Feb 2006||emma||hi am emma and my life is so shite people batter me and just a few weeks befour xmas a got batterd off a gang of boyz and girls and i was all covered in blood i have compleatly lost confidance in my self aye dont ever go out anymore i have tried takin lots of paracetemol but they nrver work all it does is make me vomit all day i cut my wrists but then i have marks aye always wish i could die because everybody hates me and the boy that got me batterd of the gang says hes going to get them to do it again and dont say tell the police my mum has already foned the police about me gettin batterd but it was such a brutal attack that the C.I.D had 2 know about it and when am talkin to C.I.D i get all neveous and i dont get my story straight so please e-mail me back cause am really unhappy|
|15 Feb 2006||hurt and alone||i hate myself. all ive heard all my life is that oh your beautiful,and stupid stuff. my mom wants me to live out her dream so i am a model now. no ones cares about the real me, no one ever has, they just want to look at me and use me then throw me away, 3 of my best friends just commited suicide, they were the only ones who knew me. i just want to be with them. i cannot obtain potassium cyanide, but i have access to any drug basically,please someone tell me how i can do this without leaving the house because i wont be able to. just anything. i dont even know what to do. please help me. thanks.B|
|14 Feb 2006||Spooky Penguin||WHY ME!!!!! said:
"I'm really ugly and repulsive. Even strangers cringe when they see me, and I have never had a relationship and I'm 23. Like 90% of the boys I meet have girlfriends, or they pretend they do, because I am so absolutely ugly.
I'm not going to subject the world to my hideous face any longer! i used to cut my self and i might start doing it again!
I have serious mental health issues..I hate people... they all piss me off most of the time. No one is nice or considerate. Everyone only cares about themselves and have no consideration or anyone else. wanna die i am not fit for this world i hate my life and wish for death to greet me everyday god hates me made my life miserable i can't walk in public because i don't want people to see my ugly face. no girl will ever like me. im a wimp people pick on me take advantage of me i do nothing about it and everytime it happens i get more mad at myself for being such a fuckin retard i punish myself i bang my head and punch myself when i am "bad" but i can't help it i don't even care anymore"
Blame Socienty hommie.
|13 Feb 2006||ARi||This is my second post. I am not 13. I am 15. i have been thinking about suicide. i have a lot of problems and i dont want to bother you with them. sometimes i just need someone to talk to. you can email me at firstname.lastname@example.org
i just need someone to talk to.
|12 Feb 2006||Benny||Help!, im not aloud out of my house. :( my mother keeps me in, she is not well. She beats me and if i hit bac sh puts me in the celler. Yesterday she saw me trying to go out side so the burnt me on the cooker.
Last week she had a man in the house who kept touching me, i didnt like it but my mother just sat there and watched him do it, he told me he will be back to finish me off. I dnt know what to do.
If any one has been in this situation please tell me what to do. I wana get out of here with out dieing.
|10 Feb 2006||confusion||i dont know, iv never tried it, but i want to...i dont know why, i go to a great school, my parents love me, even tho they can be annoying sumtimes, i have so many friends, they all love me 2 death and i love them back, but theres just this thing that tells me to do this...im not sure what it is. i do cut myself, just enough tho. but i dont understand why im thinking this...help?|