|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|03 Mar 2006||shattered||i cut myself really deep, there are new scars and it is hard to stop. i have suicidle thought all the time but i never act upon them, only cutting. i have no parents, they died when i was 9 years old. my dad shot my mom and then shot himself. he is not a bad guy i love him so much, it's just i miss them so much, it is so hard without them. i feel like i should be over them that i shouldn't be crying over them. but i go through this ruotin where i cry myself to sleep. i hate having to wake up every moring and deel with everyones fake adittudes. i try to help my other friends with there problems but i dont always know how to handle it. everyone keeps disappearing on me. my anunt and uncle got a divorce (they are my legal gaurdians) and my aunt lives on this island and i live with my uncle now. he is mean to me and he mokes me and my religion. one of my freinds just died in a car accident in october. we weren't best freinds but we got along. the girls at her school saw me crying and they all wanted to beat me up for it because we wern't "best friends". i was told to be careful and to whatch my back. you know that is really immature, when thngs like that happen i was thinking about my parents and my friend, i had so many emotions going through me so i just cried and i couldn't stop. both her and my parents died in october. i just can't take it i don't know if it is worth it all, any of it, i am so depressed, now addicted to ciggaretes, and doing drugs, skipping school, i never used to do any of that, so all me friends are on my ass about that, it pisses me off so much. all f it does. whatever!|
|03 Mar 2006||broken smile||if today waz my last day on this earth i would die a decent death..suicide. so when i say my last good bye i want you to know that i died for love and nothing else. i cried and love said no. so i will bleed this one last time as i scratch ur name in my skin im lost in a sin...... add me firstname.lastname@example.org|
|02 Mar 2006||Paul||Hey, my name is Paul and im 13. I am severly depressed, and I attempted suicide before. I am still highly considering it, and shrinks really dont understand. If you are feeling down on yourself, please dont hesitate to e-mail me at Paulwmert@yahoo.com I am your friend, and I want to put on you on the path to either death, or life.|
|28 Feb 2006||losttt||I'm just so confsued. I just..
I took the rest of some pills i found in my mothers cabnet. just a moment ago. see you all very soon
|28 Feb 2006||samoa||please i have problems and will kil myself
life is so painful.i will die and leave the scene
|27 Feb 2006||rachel||everyday i wake up emotionless with one thing on my mind...death everyday i feel it comming closer i hold onto the hope that i will be forgotten, my life is a nightmare that is comeing to a stop. i have bled enough blood to drown myself and lived through enough pain to kill a world, i see nothing worth living for in life, my heart broke into pieces when love said no, i would do anything for him..if u asked me to die for you i would do it with a smile on my face. i don't need anyone else but you in my life. you were the light in my life and now that your gone there iz only black and grey. So before i die i want you to know that i loved him so much and i will never forget you, but i no you will forget me... a nightmare add me if u want to its email@example.com|
|27 Feb 2006||whitney||WEll i mostly hear the same stories over and over again. Well im almost 14, and yes i do cutt myself. Yes i do want to die. I have NO reason not to kill myself. I really dont believe in god the more i think about it. I believve that its like believing in unicorns. Most people die cause there bf/gf broke up with them, or their parents abuse them or their life just plain sux! im not saying that my life is bad, i really dont care how good i have it,i just simply want to die. Why i havent I killed myself already? I ask myself that question everyday. If you have something more to say to help me more that "godly loves you stuff" then email me firstname.lastname@example.org
thanks for reading neways...
|27 Feb 2006||gigi||I'm not sure what's the best way to kill oneself, but right now, i feel so much frustration and feel extremely unfulfilled in my life. People like gossip, people like to hate others behind their backs, people like to pretend... Well, i'm tired of pretending. Yea i made stupid mistakes and i wanna take them back, but i can't and i won't. But don't pretend u like me and make comments just to avoid me. Don't think i'm a slut cuz i like to flirt and have fun. why make stupid accusations when u don't even know me? why can't u see that i'm just trying to enjoy my life before i die. sometimes i wish i had enough power and strength to stand up to you. to prove my innocence... but i don't cuz i care how people see me, even though we pretend we don't care what others think, in truth, that's the most important thing here cuz w/out each other's support or lack of support, we aren't able to function, which is really sad. i wish i wish... i had as much confidence and ability to be happy w/myself to not let others see how much vulnerable and unhappy i am... don't know what to do...|
|27 Feb 2006||Alyssa||i am 14 and i have tryed to kill my self. i started at 11 years old.i know what many of you are going though if you are thinking about or have all ready tryed to kill your self. E-mail me email@example.com. i have tryed a lot of times to kill my self if you need to talk or tell some one your problems i can help you. don't be afraid to e-mail me.|
|27 Feb 2006||jimmy||Hi im 13 and, im addicted to herione. my mom is also , she is the one who got me into it,and my dad does coke. everyday, me and my mom stick ourselves up with these neeedles and i love it but, we have no money left and i havent had a shot for 3 days!! im going fucking crazy. i took 3 botles of tylenol in one day and i still couldent die, me mom tried to kill me cause i told her to but she couldent, the knfie wasent big enough!! rite now, im living off cockaine and im going fucking nuts. i need help.!!!!|
|27 Feb 2006||Please help me..im gunna kill myself and i slit my wrists. im very depressed and angry, because everyone hates me a school, i hate my mom shes a stripper and i hate her for it..i get harassed at school by guys they touch me in certain places, which i dont like..i live in the most smallest trailor, in a trailor park that is ghetto, and everyone thinks im on drugs..i hate even my closets friends..i get bad grades cause i hate my teachers..i want to kill myself cause all i do is cry all day long...so please help me my parents make me go to consuling but its not and isnt gunna help me i just need to die, so i cant hurt anymore..|
|27 Feb 2006|| razor kissed ||everyday i wake up to a black world hoping that things will get better but they never do. In my heart i have been dead for so long i have lost the meaning of life i see no reason to live anymore all i see iz black and grey skies i can't remember the last time i smiled i have blead so much blood i could drown in it i have been holding on to love but it keeps on saying no i just dont know wat to do anymore the anwser to all my questions is death so before i leave this black world i just wanna let every one no that u need to die a decent deat..suicide xoxo rachel add me firstname.lastname@example.org|
|26 Feb 2006||sad and misrable||i'm not sure the best way, but i think i'm goonna try an overdose of sleeping pills. i'm 12, but misrible. i'm visually handicapped and get treated like crap. i dont think suicide is rite, but i've had enough. its not good 4 a site 2 support it tho. i dont no if i'll do it.|
|25 Feb 2006||Linn||Please help me I am 12 years old and I am suicidal. I started like this because I had been raped for about many years by my uncle until I was 10 years old. Then problems come more and more to me and I just can't take it I cut myself today with a razor blade and I black out for a couple of minutes but then I awoke. I even tried drowning myself. I need Help.Please I need your help before it is too late.|
|24 Feb 2006||bob||my names bob n im 13. ive been thinking about suicide for the past couple of months but even more so yesterday n today. mi g/f dynisha dumped me n i realy realy loved her i just get so confused. i wana die but my friends franny n rose keep trying to stop me i already tried to kill my self on christmas n 2 weeks ago. i have hardly no friends most ppl r nice to me cause they feel sry for me im always made fun of n i feel even worse then shit. if there is ne 1 out there who can help me plz plz do|
|23 Feb 2006||Dont want to share||dose anyone see sucide as a very last option i grew up with parents born in Iran and have benn called a terrriost after 9/11 attacks eversince I am ugly and get made fun off all the time I also get made fun off my clothes ppl call me gay even though am not and my Dad is not proud of me i am jelous of My cousin i wish we never had to meet hes just like me ecept successfull I dont see sucide as an option but this is a good place to let your feelings out!!!!|
|23 Feb 2006||alex n||well, i tried 2 commit suicide on tuesday 14th feb 06 and as ua can tell i am still here, i tried 2 overdoes on prozac, well, lets just say it didnt work, i didnt take enougth, i took about 15 of them and i just woke up in hospital fellin like shit, well thats life 4u isnt it, i need 2 get a gun or some potassium cyanide, does ony1 out there know where i can get some, i went 2 school on monday and every1 i knew was just lookin @ me, and i got loads of pointless sympothy, most of my teachers say that i can spk 2 them about anything, ye right, that would probably just b another laguth in the staff room, i cant spk 2 any1, i have had loads of shrinks come up 2 me but i just put on a smile and say that eveythings ok, but it is far from ok, i really need some1 i can talk 2 but i dont know, i cant spk 2 my m8s cuz none of them r suicidle like me, i do still cut myself though ciz it makes me feel better. i am going 2 commit suicide some time in my life, i am 15 now and i will probabbly be dead by the time i get to 20, i hate life, plz can some1 help me get out of this black hole im in, i cant take it no more, i just wanna die so much but i dont have the curage 2 overdose again, i hate life so much, there is only 1 thing that really keeps me going and that seems 2 be music, there r loads of songs writtten about suicide and depression, well thats all, good luck if an1 of u reading this wanna commit sucide|
|22 Feb 2006||ME||i'm so depressed it's not even funny...i'm 14 & don't absolutely wanna die...but don't want to live i kno my family love me and i kno i have people that care about me but i'm not exactly the prettiest girl in tha world and would rather be dead....i know if u kill yourself you will go to hell and i dont wanna go to hell...i have so much going for me i'm very smart and intelligent and my teachers at skool call me college bound but i'm insecure about my looks i'm big & people talk about me almost every day i know you're not supposed to care what people say about you but i am a very sensitive person and i can't handle stuff like that....i do have a boyfirend but he's neva seen me....and i kno if he does see me he'll break up with me.....i'm really confused i feel like i have no one to go to but at the same time i want to get this off my chest....no matter how long i stay in the mirror or how goo i THINK i look people always call me ugly & fat & i can't take it anymore....i've tried diets and exercise but it's not working i really dont kno i just need help...before i do something i might truly regret.....|
|22 Feb 2006||charlie||hi im 13 and allready fell like shit. i go out and look happy but inside i fel lk im the worst person in the world and just wanna end it all. the oher day my friend called me and said he waz ganna slit his wrists and he just wanted 2 say bi. dat got me thinking about doin it myself even more serouse than ever but i dont want people to b sad when im gone dats the only thing thats stopping me, i just dont no what 2 do!! the girl i love and would do eneything for i mean eneything has moved away and i dont see her eneymore every time i think of her i fell like my insides r screwing up and i wanna huirt ma self reli bad and i usally end up hurting myself it not just her its loadas other tings aswell but i love her so much i cant stop thinking about her. im falling out wid all ma friends aswell now i only have one very good friend but i cant even tell him about what im goin through i mean he wuill probly understand but i just fell so stupid.
i just wanna talk 2 someone teacher, thepist ENEYONE but i fell like a twat. 1 of ma teachers has asked me if i ever wat 2 talk 2 her i can but i cant jus go up and talk 2 her i fell so stupid. sometimes she comes 2 me and takls 2 me and i love it when she dose but she has more important things than me 2 worrie about, so i cant go and talk 2 eneyone i fell so stupid but i love it when people talk 2 me. i jus need hepl befour i go and do sumthing reli stupid, i mean i allready cut and drugs some times to take the pain away.
if you think u can help plz plz help me just talk to me i need to talk to someone and get all of ma sadness and anger out of me tnx.
|22 Feb 2006||huge||I really don't know right now what to do with my life, I'm in the middle of knowing what's best for me for a long time now(10yrs). And that makes me feel bad, because I can not even see what's ahead of me, and that's sucks!!! I do have a degree(BSIT) but still it does't make sense to me. I'm not happy, and I suffer anxiety, depressed and stock of my life's senseless. Any idea what to do?|