|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|14 Mar 2006||Felicity||I was fucked at 13. Had no friends, started cutting my arm, the top of my hand, my fingertips were always scabbed and i never told a soul. No one knew until i was 14 and i did it at school. I got suspended for bringing a blade ot school, and we moved. after that, we moved again. i got so wound up in it i cut 2 veins in my arm one night, and fainted. i was found in my room bleeding, which saved me. Today i cut myself everynight. its a part of me, but i only do it on the top of my legs. no one but you know about that i enjoy the pain, embrace it now. im half scared it will kill me some day soon, but i feel its too late. i dont want to give it up.|
|12 Mar 2006||Lee||I'm not under 13. I'm 14. I can confidently say that I have no reason to live.
- My family hates me (no exaggeration, they're all deadbeats, including myself).
- I don't have any friends.
- My grades come close to straight F's.
- I don't have anything of my own other than clothes and this computer from 2001.
- I'm absolutely repulsive, and I'm told that pretty much every day.
- I have no talents other than writing, which not only isn't a strong talent, but it is insignificant these days anyway.
I've tried committing suicide about 4 times. Nobody cared/cares. My family knows and doesn't give a sh*t, and the media drones that stalk me for stupid gossip wish that I had been successful. Soon as I get a gun I'm f*cking blowing my brains out. Overdosing just gives you a excruciatingly painful stomachache.
I would love to see someone try to give a reason for me not to kill myself without saying god this god that all over the place. To save you some time, I'm an atheist. Don't throw that religious bullsh*t at me.
|11 Mar 2006||Wendy||Well here I am again.. I cant stand my life, i dont get to have anytime to enjoy myself I pull off a 4.0 at high school. I work really hard at work which I tend to work 20-30hrs a week plus school plus home work plus babysitting my nieces. I am also in the prosses of learning how to drive picking a college and trying to have fun. Lately I have been feeling extremely lazy I cant eat and I have constant headaches. I have no friends who care and my family doesnt care. I even asked my dad if i could drive his car to kill myself and he said no because he doesnt want me recking his car! I am finally saying goodbye to this world.. i have lost my faith in god i have lost evryone i loved and my goals seem soo out of reach i know ill never make it. I am here to say to u all hope u had a better life than i.|
|10 Mar 2006||Roxie||WEll im 13 so im not under 13 but any 1 i have had a shit life since i was 5 i got bullied wen i was 5 for a couple of yrs had no friends went to counciling wen i was 8 i slited my wrists at the age of 10 i stoped counciling cos it didnt help i had to be teached how to make friends and now ive lost them all because my best mate has spreed rumours about me got all my mates to hate me im being called names my mum moved out in september 2005 her boy friend is a manic depressive and left her 10 times and she has accept him back every time my dad allways shouting and me ive tried sucide a viraty of ways including cutting my self overdoeses jumping infront of cars drinking surical spirit suffacation and drowning. I toulkd my ex best mate (the 1 who took every 1 from) to come round my house and kill me she just laughted and called me names so i put some wire round my neck and pulled on it every time she said something i ended up falling to the fround but not dieing >:(|
|09 Mar 2006||Vanessa||So I am Vanessa, and all of u know that I am on this site to find help to kill myself, well I yet have gotin any ideas. I need some here people, u are prob thinking I am a wiredo, and I am crazy, but I am not. This may be a joke to you, but it isnt for me. So when u guys get some ideas pls email me at email@example.com, or firstname.lastname@example.org, OR email@example.com...So there are 3 places u can e-mail me ideas. So even if u want to write me a letter I would LOVE that! I would def return the favor. So there is one thing I have to say before I go. is there anyone on here who is jokeing about all this? I mean do you really feel that we are out of are fucking minds, and dont care, and just want use to die? I mean I really feel like that lately like no one cares, and if they did care they wouldnt of done what they have done. So I am sitting here going on and on, about dumb things, but it is the truth and I need to know, does anyone care really? So pls pls PLS tell me what you think. I mean I am willing to talk to ANYONE!|
|08 Mar 2006||keanu||I'm 14 and my life sux !!! I'm being forced into a school I don't wanna go to and it's only so my sister will have someone to walk with . I don't have a choice in anything and it's not fair . I get verbally abused by someone who is suposed to care for me .
I can't say who it is . In my family it doesn't matteer what I want or need everyone else comes first . They've forgotten about my birthday 5 times .
They don't know how old I am . I guess I should just face it I'm the forgotten child and that's all I'll ever be . I've tried to kill myself about 100 times but never have been able to succeed. My mum and dad don't really care for me much . I sister hates me and I've got to say the feeling is mutual. I've been cutting myself and it's not working anymore .
I feel so alone and empty inside . How long can I hide behind this smile ? How long can I play pretend . I may look I'm all together but inside I'm breaking down . I'm drowning in my sorrow how long before it kills me ?
|07 Mar 2006||im dying||i hate my life i wanna die, but no one will let me. i cry and cry i wake up emotionless, i hurt myself every day and night this world would be better off without me.... so as i go and commit suicide i say good bye forever......|
|06 Mar 2006||Jake||I'm 17 years old and act like everything in my life is going great. Well its not... My mom pressures me to do good in school with grades/behavior. Then football i have to gain more muscle and become faster. I just want to fade away... I've tried to commit suicide once in the past. I hooked a hose to the end of my car then to the front window and sat there with the engine running. But i bitched out and got out. If i had a gun or something lethal i would just end my life now...|
|06 Mar 2006||death,dying and the dead||i wake up every morning with nothing worth getting up for. i wish i could just fade away. and i now no wen im gone i will be forgotten. i have blead more blood than iz in my body. ive been burning in water and drowning in flame. so as i lay down to die i wisper i loved him... add me firstname.lastname@example.org|
|05 Mar 2006||mel||Under 13's thinking about death really shouldnt happen, though neither should murder or racism, rape, etc, but i supppose it does. i tried to kill myself when i was 13, because my boyfriend died. i overdosed on a full bottle of whisky and about 60/70 pills. i was on a heart monitor for a while etc, an all that. ive been raped, abused, hit, neglected, my sister is a drug addict, an is currantly in prison for attempted murder. plusd shit tyhat is too bad for ppl to hear, even strangers... ive had to cope with friends dying, lovers, family and all that. and to be honest, i think about killing myself every day, and im fed up with people telling me that ''im meant to do something with my life'' as i bet you all are. suicide is not the answer, but i need joey, and as i have said many times, i cant live without him. im gonna hang myself on saturday, november 4th 2006 off ayr bridge next to the graveyard, 2 days before the anniversary of his death, he was 15... i know im being selfish, but ive stopped alotta ppl from doin stupid things. but, you know?, the afterlife wont be so bad, ill meet my stepdad, joey, kathryn, my gradparents, etc..so it coouldnt possibly be worse than here, unless im forced to look at all the people crying...on the 5th november, buy an ayrshire post, my name is melissa zienkiewicz, and now that uve read all this, i dnt approve of under 13's, or any age killin themselves, but who am i to judge?|
|04 Mar 2006||*broken princess*||i rlly want 2 die
evry thin gos wrong
ma bf just dumped me
i cant stand it
evry 1 h8s me and ther is no 1 2 talk 2
|04 Mar 2006||sammy-jay||look im in no position to talk but ive been cutting myself for just over 5years now and if i could get out of it now i would, I live near cliffs and that. i have been sucidal now for ages and i just want people to know you are not alone. im thinking about killing myself. shit loads of things have gone on. But i look at it this way....if you have only just started cutting or burning wateva self harm try and stop while you can!!! I mean im only a 17year old girl now. I cant see a way out of this shit and ive coped with it for the past 5years but i can only take so much of it now. My bessie mate has just started. Her mums got cancer!!! how do i deal with losing my best mates mum who im so close to... by cutting. Fair enough my arms arnt that bad but they are bad enough for people to notise themand to be upset. People think my arms are bad but im used to seeing them they dont look it through my eyes. if i could make someone think 2ice bout doing it then i would. If ya ever wanna talk then give me an email on email@example.com and ill get back to you as soon as i can. But just think long and trely hard before you do anythink!!!! please|
|03 Mar 2006||-x-Damaged-Soul-x-||I need help. My sky has dimmed, no more colour in my life. and im alone, again. he doesnt understand that i would gladly die for him, and my parentts dont understand that they should shut up around me. my friends just dont get it and no one understands. i spend hours on end wishing the posseser of damned souls will come to take me away from here. Death Is Freedom.
Hi, im melissa. and im sick of life. im gonna turn 14 on march 29th, and ive been suicidal since i was 11. The first attempted suicide was a attempted overdose, i took 9 pills within a 14 hour period. And i had to go see a psycologist (more like psyco-ologist, dont u love that word...) And tthat really didnt work, and ever since then ive been cutting myself. On the side of my arm, and on the wrist. I really just want tto die, i dont want "attention", like my dad is convinced, i want help. So please, if your good at advice, or whatever, please email me or if you have msn add me. (For email make the subject Suicide Help, so i dontt delete it.) firstname.lastname@example.org. Thank you so much. Just help me, im so scared...
|03 Mar 2006||a friend from the heart||i just want to say to everyone who simply needs someone to talk to there im here.sure i hate my life too.when i was little everyone hated me at school so ive always never had a real friend.im always thinking about killing myself but i dont know why i cant do it...my father is alchoolic and has always beated my mother even when i try to help i always get beated to.my mother had to marry my father because she was pregant of me so she always says that its all my fault and always beats me too.thats something that ill never forget.she is suffering because of me.if i hadnt been born she wouldnt be suffering like this.i dont have friends, i have always been alone,ive realized that the only person that you can trust is yourself.i hate alchool and cigarretes still my parents say that im a freak and that i should die.when someone who is supossed to be the ones who should love you the most,say something like that your realize that you dont have any reason to live.i cant even look myself in the mirror at morning everyday because i look like my father,and everytime i look at myself i remember of him.thats why i dont want anyone to love me.i just want people to hate me and forget me and dont cry at my funeral.i dont have a dream like all people have.well actually i have something kind of,ill live for other people not for myself.ill be the person that i always needed to be with me, to hear me,to wipe away my tears, to make me smile again.i havent smiled for about 10 years...ill live for others not for myself.im just a humble and simple person who has a great heart and just wants to help everyone who needs.just remember,you dont need a reason to help people...goodbye and thanks for reading this and im sorry if there are any errors,im portuguese and my english is not very good.if you need someone to talk to ill always be here...for you...|
|03 Mar 2006||shattered||i cut myself really deep, there are new scars and it is hard to stop. i have suicidle thought all the time but i never act upon them, only cutting. i have no parents, they died when i was 9 years old. my dad shot my mom and then shot himself. he is not a bad guy i love him so much, it's just i miss them so much, it is so hard without them. i feel like i should be over them that i shouldn't be crying over them. but i go through this ruotin where i cry myself to sleep. i hate having to wake up every moring and deel with everyones fake adittudes. i try to help my other friends with there problems but i dont always know how to handle it. everyone keeps disappearing on me. my anunt and uncle got a divorce (they are my legal gaurdians) and my aunt lives on this island and i live with my uncle now. he is mean to me and he mokes me and my religion. one of my freinds just died in a car accident in october. we weren't best freinds but we got along. the girls at her school saw me crying and they all wanted to beat me up for it because we wern't "best friends". i was told to be careful and to whatch my back. you know that is really immature, when thngs like that happen i was thinking about my parents and my friend, i had so many emotions going through me so i just cried and i couldn't stop. both her and my parents died in october. i just can't take it i don't know if it is worth it all, any of it, i am so depressed, now addicted to ciggaretes, and doing drugs, skipping school, i never used to do any of that, so all me friends are on my ass about that, it pisses me off so much. all f it does. whatever!|
|03 Mar 2006||broken smile||if today waz my last day on this earth i would die a decent death..suicide. so when i say my last good bye i want you to know that i died for love and nothing else. i cried and love said no. so i will bleed this one last time as i scratch ur name in my skin im lost in a sin...... add me email@example.com|
|02 Mar 2006||Paul||Hey, my name is Paul and im 13. I am severly depressed, and I attempted suicide before. I am still highly considering it, and shrinks really dont understand. If you are feeling down on yourself, please dont hesitate to e-mail me at Paulwmert@yahoo.com I am your friend, and I want to put on you on the path to either death, or life.|
|28 Feb 2006||losttt||I'm just so confsued. I just..
I took the rest of some pills i found in my mothers cabnet. just a moment ago. see you all very soon
|28 Feb 2006||samoa||please i have problems and will kil myself
life is so painful.i will die and leave the scene
|27 Feb 2006||rachel||everyday i wake up emotionless with one thing on my mind...death everyday i feel it comming closer i hold onto the hope that i will be forgotten, my life is a nightmare that is comeing to a stop. i have bled enough blood to drown myself and lived through enough pain to kill a world, i see nothing worth living for in life, my heart broke into pieces when love said no, i would do anything for him..if u asked me to die for you i would do it with a smile on my face. i don't need anyone else but you in my life. you were the light in my life and now that your gone there iz only black and grey. So before i die i want you to know that i loved him so much and i will never forget you, but i no you will forget me... a nightmare add me if u want to its firstname.lastname@example.org|