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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|25 Mar 2006||Patrick||I was reading some storys it really made me feel sad and sorry because there are alot of people out there that has problems and stuff like me I have a learning problem and stuff but its me
Hey people Im here to talk about a litter boy and this little boys life story and how he feels and if you people dont like this what I say or if it hurts you then you dont have to be here
This boy he was having a great life and he was 4 years old that time and his family was getting together and his mom and dad was getting together and everything was going fine. Tell one day the little boys dad was starting to get into fights and yelling at his mom and it was starting to go on like every night and day . the little boy was confuse he thought it was his fault and he had 3 sisters and they wear all older then the little boy was and he was embarrassed to talk about himself about some things so he keeps in inside of him every time . one day the little boys dad came home and he was so mad the boy came and ask his dad what wrong tell his dads anger was so big he beeted the little boy and the boy did not know what to do the little boys dad told him that if he ever tell his mom or anyone he will do something to him or his sisters and the litter boy was so scared so he did not told anything to anyone and he was so upset and he did not know what to do everyday his dad would come home and start to beet him and he did not know why at school the little boy was called the loser in his school and the boy was very upset and everyone around him at school picked on the boy teasing him all the way threw school . when the little boy was in grade two he started to play in a band called the pipe band and he thought it was the best thing that he could ever do and he loved playing the snare drum and every bit about it the little boy turn 10 years old and his sisters use to always tell him about there problems and he would help them and they use to ask the little boy if the there boyfriend that the boys sister going out with was an ok guy or not. One of the boys sister was going out with this guy in the pipe band and this sister always came to him and ask the boy if he alright. The boy thought he was an awesome guy. When six months went by this new boyfriend of the boys sister came to him and he tried to kiss the boy. The boy backed off and was like what are u doing get away from me. The boy tried to tell his mom and sister but they did not beleave him. So the boy let it go and did not tell anyone. when the boy turn 12 his mom came to this guy and he was a pharmacist and ask him if he could teach me about man stuff and how to save when I get older and help on my school work and go and have lots of fun . So the first time I went with him was on his sail boat and I had lots of fun and the boy sleeped on the sail boat. The next morning the boy came home and the Pharmacist talked to the boys mom and he was saying that theres something wrong in my sleep and I should get that cheek out. A week went by and he was at the hospital and seeing what wrong and the doctor did not know what wrong but he had brain damaged and has a sleep disorder. The little boy thought he was like the only person on earth because no one would see what he feels like no one would he there for him like it was before. and when his sister boyfriend found about this he started to sleep at the boys house and waited for a bit and then he came into his room when everyone sleeping and he did things the boy and the boy did not know what to do he tried to tell his mom and sisters but no one beleaves him . the boy turn 14 and his sister boyfriend was still raping him by this time he was doing it everyday and he did no know what to do so the little boy told a teacher that he trusted and the teacher told the cops and the boys boyfriend was in jell . by this time the boy did not know what to do he did not trusted guys anymore because every time he does something it turns out something to be bad and people around him did not know what he feels like or anything because he kept everything inside because he did not know who to talk to and he tried and no one would listen when this boy turn 17 the boy thought every thing was going fine but there was something that was bugging him so much and he did not know how to deal with it was the pharmacist his closest friend in the world is dieing and he be coming stronger and it really hurt him because he was there for the boy for a very long time and he dont know what he could do with out him . the boy at this time is passing out and the doctors dont know what wrong and dont know why the boy is passing out he passed out 4 times this year and everything is going wrong for him in the summer he was going out with his girlfriend and he went to came and he passed out and ended up in the hospital in London and he went on the computer and got a e-mail saying that we brocked up and she with another guy. the boy did not cry did not do anything he keeps his feelings inside and he dont tell anything to no one the boy is scared because he dont trusted anyone anymore because every time he trys something bad happens to him like he get really hurt or not he loves to do lots of things but he feels lefted out no one cares and just because he different then everyone else is he feels like he nothing and ya well I jus want to tell you people that bad things happen to everyone and this little boy was me and look at me Im trying to help people Im trying to be not shy trying to get new friends and every time I do people dont care or they dont like me for some reason I wish I could be like everyone else is and I hop that just because I love to help people or just because Im not good looking I know that I have a heart and most guys dont they care about what people look likes and everything for those people that I hurt Im sorry for those people that like same for who I am or likes me I wish I could meet you but Im a really shy guy trying to get my shyness out and people see me as a drummer or something Im just a guy and Im sorry .
there a stroy about my life well a bit this year 2006 I lossed 7 close friends and family and right kow I'm dealing with one of my closes friends even tho he in he 60's he just like a farther to me and someone is like chaging him for somehting he never did and he dont even know the guy. all my life is full of stress we dont have much food to put under the table most of the time I jsut dont eat even tho I live with my mom and I'm old lol but still it hurts when I cant do anything if anyone wnat to add me on msn meseenger at Drummerboy2344@hotmail.com you can
|24 Mar 2006||curtis||ive been thinking about killing myself...ive been from program too program for behavior and all that fucken shit...i also have herpes (blows all the good stuff out the window) and now my girl friend has dumped me and told me no one can be with anyone who cant even behave or have contact! i have no reason too go on so i think suicide is the only option...i want to hear your reasons for me not too just humor me cuz im still gonne slit my wrists|
|23 Mar 2006||brad||hello...im 13 and i think suicide is no joke...iv tried this all before but i think to myself sometimes what am i doing. u see i have this 1 special girl in my life but its not all u think it is. u may think o gr8 this person has a great life but its not all that good. i get told each and everyday that my girlfriend is cheating with this guy. i reli dnt know what i have to do. iv tried not to think bout this but it throbbes in my head al day. when im with her it all seems ok but when im not i think to myself shes better off without me. iv thought about suicide alot. iv been to a top of a 50 - 60 foot bridge and very nearly jumped off...iv tried slitting my wrists but i just cant get the knife to cut deep enough. please help me and tel me what i must do.|
|22 Mar 2006||XYZ||I love this guy for him I left my house and evrything. whenever he gets pissed he screams at me beats me. He abuses me of having illicit relations with my previous friend. I am sick of my life. Please help me someone. I have lost all the zeal to live. I have tried talking to him but nothing helps. I go through this every week or maybe evry alternate day. I can't leave him cause I still love him and got converted. There is nothing I can do. He is stressed out has lost one job and recently got another job after a gap of 5 months. I don't know what to do. How to convince him that I am faithful. I don;t even know where the previuos person is. Why does he blame me everytime for these reasons. Am still a virgin but he feels that I have slept earlier I swear by GOD I haven't done this anytime before. I nedd help plz help me. How should I convince him. I love him and I know he loves me too but he is very short tempere. There is nothing that I can do except end my life. I have tried drinking insecticide he came to know andbeat me up for doing that. I don't know what to do. Help me or else let me die.|
|18 Mar 2006||mr. yus||since i was 12 i always commit suicide whenever i'm depressed i drink insecticide and other hazardous stuff but everytime i commit i am sad because i can't die . . and now i dicovered that my parents are not going on with each other . i will commit it again soon . . i am always wrong i can't take it anymore . .|
|16 Mar 2006||carol||im 24, my mom cheated on my dad so i moved out, then a year later my dad died and i was not there for him when he needed me the most. then i met this guy who i gave my life to we were getting married and i thought that i would finally be happy, turns out his mom runied our wedding and now we have broken up after 4 years. i have no one in this world, i was having a baby and lost it, i have no reason to live, i want to do more than i want to take another breath of air. i just want to die.|
|16 Mar 2006||charlie||this is my second poast, my life just seems to be getting worse and worse, 1 of ma teachers said to me im going nowere in life today but then he tried to sound like he didnt say it becouse he would get into troble he ye he was right. loads people have told me im changing and not being like i used to not smiling and stuff. the other day life got way to much for me and i tried to cut ma rists but i didnt manage to cut deep enough so i waz only bleeding. i just dont know what to do eney more. what should i do?|
|14 Mar 2006||sweetdemisex3||Wow.. Last night i tried slitting my wrist. It didnt go as well as planned because of course i am still sitting here. I hate the fact that i want to kill myself soo bad but yet when i geyt the perfect oppourtunity i chicken out. I mean last night i had everything i was ready to go and i started but i got scared and now i am left with a cut about 4 inches long on my wrist, that hurts like a bitch. It fucking sucks. I will probibly try agian tonight, and we have school tomorow and i havent missed a day soo when i dont get on the bus i want to know what will be running thru the minds of the people who supposedly "care about me"? hmm.. who knows..|
|14 Mar 2006||Peter||if your parent(s) r out for a bit, take the longest and sharpest kitchen knif and stab yourself in the heart. I have thought of doing it too many times to keep count. Im so angry and upset at the mo i could do it right now.|
|14 Mar 2006||Felicity||I was fucked at 13. Had no friends, started cutting my arm, the top of my hand, my fingertips were always scabbed and i never told a soul. No one knew until i was 14 and i did it at school. I got suspended for bringing a blade ot school, and we moved. after that, we moved again. i got so wound up in it i cut 2 veins in my arm one night, and fainted. i was found in my room bleeding, which saved me. Today i cut myself everynight. its a part of me, but i only do it on the top of my legs. no one but you know about that i enjoy the pain, embrace it now. im half scared it will kill me some day soon, but i feel its too late. i dont want to give it up.|
|12 Mar 2006||Lee||I'm not under 13. I'm 14. I can confidently say that I have no reason to live.
- My family hates me (no exaggeration, they're all deadbeats, including myself).
- I don't have any friends.
- My grades come close to straight F's.
- I don't have anything of my own other than clothes and this computer from 2001.
- I'm absolutely repulsive, and I'm told that pretty much every day.
- I have no talents other than writing, which not only isn't a strong talent, but it is insignificant these days anyway.
I've tried committing suicide about 4 times. Nobody cared/cares. My family knows and doesn't give a sh*t, and the media drones that stalk me for stupid gossip wish that I had been successful. Soon as I get a gun I'm f*cking blowing my brains out. Overdosing just gives you a excruciatingly painful stomachache.
I would love to see someone try to give a reason for me not to kill myself without saying god this god that all over the place. To save you some time, I'm an atheist. Don't throw that religious bullsh*t at me.
|11 Mar 2006||Wendy||Well here I am again.. I cant stand my life, i dont get to have anytime to enjoy myself I pull off a 4.0 at high school. I work really hard at work which I tend to work 20-30hrs a week plus school plus home work plus babysitting my nieces. I am also in the prosses of learning how to drive picking a college and trying to have fun. Lately I have been feeling extremely lazy I cant eat and I have constant headaches. I have no friends who care and my family doesnt care. I even asked my dad if i could drive his car to kill myself and he said no because he doesnt want me recking his car! I am finally saying goodbye to this world.. i have lost my faith in god i have lost evryone i loved and my goals seem soo out of reach i know ill never make it. I am here to say to u all hope u had a better life than i.|
|10 Mar 2006||Roxie||WEll im 13 so im not under 13 but any 1 i have had a shit life since i was 5 i got bullied wen i was 5 for a couple of yrs had no friends went to counciling wen i was 8 i slited my wrists at the age of 10 i stoped counciling cos it didnt help i had to be teached how to make friends and now ive lost them all because my best mate has spreed rumours about me got all my mates to hate me im being called names my mum moved out in september 2005 her boy friend is a manic depressive and left her 10 times and she has accept him back every time my dad allways shouting and me ive tried sucide a viraty of ways including cutting my self overdoeses jumping infront of cars drinking surical spirit suffacation and drowning. I toulkd my ex best mate (the 1 who took every 1 from) to come round my house and kill me she just laughted and called me names so i put some wire round my neck and pulled on it every time she said something i ended up falling to the fround but not dieing >:(|
|09 Mar 2006||Vanessa||So I am Vanessa, and all of u know that I am on this site to find help to kill myself, well I yet have gotin any ideas. I need some here people, u are prob thinking I am a wiredo, and I am crazy, but I am not. This may be a joke to you, but it isnt for me. So when u guys get some ideas pls email me at email@example.com, or firstname.lastname@example.org, OR email@example.com...So there are 3 places u can e-mail me ideas. So even if u want to write me a letter I would LOVE that! I would def return the favor. So there is one thing I have to say before I go. is there anyone on here who is jokeing about all this? I mean do you really feel that we are out of are fucking minds, and dont care, and just want use to die? I mean I really feel like that lately like no one cares, and if they did care they wouldnt of done what they have done. So I am sitting here going on and on, about dumb things, but it is the truth and I need to know, does anyone care really? So pls pls PLS tell me what you think. I mean I am willing to talk to ANYONE!|
|08 Mar 2006||keanu||I'm 14 and my life sux !!! I'm being forced into a school I don't wanna go to and it's only so my sister will have someone to walk with . I don't have a choice in anything and it's not fair . I get verbally abused by someone who is suposed to care for me .
I can't say who it is . In my family it doesn't matteer what I want or need everyone else comes first . They've forgotten about my birthday 5 times .
They don't know how old I am . I guess I should just face it I'm the forgotten child and that's all I'll ever be . I've tried to kill myself about 100 times but never have been able to succeed. My mum and dad don't really care for me much . I sister hates me and I've got to say the feeling is mutual. I've been cutting myself and it's not working anymore .
I feel so alone and empty inside . How long can I hide behind this smile ? How long can I play pretend . I may look I'm all together but inside I'm breaking down . I'm drowning in my sorrow how long before it kills me ?
|07 Mar 2006||im dying||i hate my life i wanna die, but no one will let me. i cry and cry i wake up emotionless, i hurt myself every day and night this world would be better off without me.... so as i go and commit suicide i say good bye forever......|
|06 Mar 2006||Jake||I'm 17 years old and act like everything in my life is going great. Well its not... My mom pressures me to do good in school with grades/behavior. Then football i have to gain more muscle and become faster. I just want to fade away... I've tried to commit suicide once in the past. I hooked a hose to the end of my car then to the front window and sat there with the engine running. But i bitched out and got out. If i had a gun or something lethal i would just end my life now...|
|06 Mar 2006||death,dying and the dead||i wake up every morning with nothing worth getting up for. i wish i could just fade away. and i now no wen im gone i will be forgotten. i have blead more blood than iz in my body. ive been burning in water and drowning in flame. so as i lay down to die i wisper i loved him... add me firstname.lastname@example.org|
|05 Mar 2006||mel||Under 13's thinking about death really shouldnt happen, though neither should murder or racism, rape, etc, but i supppose it does. i tried to kill myself when i was 13, because my boyfriend died. i overdosed on a full bottle of whisky and about 60/70 pills. i was on a heart monitor for a while etc, an all that. ive been raped, abused, hit, neglected, my sister is a drug addict, an is currantly in prison for attempted murder. plusd shit tyhat is too bad for ppl to hear, even strangers... ive had to cope with friends dying, lovers, family and all that. and to be honest, i think about killing myself every day, and im fed up with people telling me that ''im meant to do something with my life'' as i bet you all are. suicide is not the answer, but i need joey, and as i have said many times, i cant live without him. im gonna hang myself on saturday, november 4th 2006 off ayr bridge next to the graveyard, 2 days before the anniversary of his death, he was 15... i know im being selfish, but ive stopped alotta ppl from doin stupid things. but, you know?, the afterlife wont be so bad, ill meet my stepdad, joey, kathryn, my gradparents, etc..so it coouldnt possibly be worse than here, unless im forced to look at all the people crying...on the 5th november, buy an ayrshire post, my name is melissa zienkiewicz, and now that uve read all this, i dnt approve of under 13's, or any age killin themselves, but who am i to judge?|
|04 Mar 2006||*broken princess*||i rlly want 2 die
evry thin gos wrong
ma bf just dumped me
i cant stand it
evry 1 h8s me and ther is no 1 2 talk 2