|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|12 Apr 2006||Becks||I really dont know the best way to kill yourself, but I was announced dead September 3, 2005 and look where I am now. I took 50 of my 150mg anti-depressants and my ambulance broke down, I was announced dead at the hospital, but (Unfortunately)Im still here because they tried to revive me and it worked. If you're going to try to kill yourself, make sure that you're alone and will be alone for several hours so that you end up dying, not just doing something and having ppl walk in on you when you're doing it. I really think that I dont deserve to live, and I just feel like shit and I wish that someone would come and kill me so that I dont have to do this myself. If I could turn back time to when I was happy, I would be sad thinking about what's going to come and would have prolly killed myself then and there so that I wouldnt have to put up with the pain that I have now. Someone tell me how to do it right so that I can go through with it. PLEASE! Im begging you to help me out. I need to go. Just help me out and tell me how to do it right. If you want to yell @ someone for causing this, yell at me for bringing it upon myself....I shouldnt have fallen in love and gotten myself into this sopt in the first place. Im sorry...|
|12 Apr 2006||sue||u know...i been reading all these postings and theres every kind of answer out there. the hard part to accept is when there is no answer. when neither life nor death are options...i understand every point of view and have gone thru it, thot it, and tried it. so what comes next? what do u do when ur so tired u can't stand to be awake but so angry u cant sleep? when ur so full of hate for yourself and ur life that u can't stand to even exist? u wanna die, but ur too scared. u don't wanna hurt anyone. what do u do when there is no answer, not even death?|
|12 Apr 2006||Sahil||I am 16, since i was 10 life is rubbish. There is a long list of problems, we all have problems, so i wont post those. I DONT WANT TO DIE!, BUT I HAVE TO!, I am emtionally dead. I have lost anything and cannot recover anything. Reading the posts here, brought tears to my eyes. It has been my dream in life to help people. I see so many people facing soo many problems, and i feel helpless for them and now for me. I completely understand what everyone is going through. I wish i could kill myself. The best way to go is obviously by shooting yourself with a gun in the medula oblangata ( a part of the barin which if impacted will kill you immediately, NO PAIN) This is located right behind your right ear. Life is the most amazing thing, but life is not what causes our problems, it is always other people. The thing that i become really fed up with is blaming myself. And i think you should know, that you are not always the problem. I really love life, i can think of a million "what if's" but i cant wait around to get the answer, i have taken torture for too long, and it is time to go. I only wish i had the gun, i am a coward, and cannot even kill mysefl.
I hope you have a good life, im a hypocrite for saying this. But i hope nobody kills themselves, and you should know that i love you all. If i dont get a gun, and die, I PROMISE YOU ALL. I WILL TRY MY BEST TO HELP EVERYONE, BECUASE I WANT YOU TO LIVE. AND I KNOW YOU WANT TO LIVE, TO JUST GRAB OUT AND SQUEEZE SOMEBODY AND SHARE YOUR PAINS AND SORROWS.
YOU ARE MUCH MORE IMPORTANT THAT YOU THINK, EVEN THOUGH SOMETIMES YOU FEEL LIKE CRAP, YOU KNOW THAT DEEP DOWN INSIDE YOU LOVE LIFE, MAYBE NOT THE WAY YOUR LIFE IS GOING, BUT DONT END IT.
If you ever want to talk, or just reach out to a stranger friend, just write to me, my email is : email@example.com
Please dont go, you are the only people who have feeling and understand suffering. Maybe that is why god has given it to you. So that you can change the world. Help others, it is the best drug there is.
I will say it again, please dont go, please, we will all miss you. You say how the world is rubbish and has treated you like crap, so change it, please :(
|11 Apr 2006||un-known||Fuck i have been lving with my rents for to fuckin long! My mom is catholic and says i should go to church! fuck i dont ever wana step foot in a church....god hasnt done anything for me. why in the hell should i praise him then?!!! the best way to commit suicide would to take a bunch of sleeping pills....you get kinda sick but then all u do is go to sleep and then u just dont wake up! Expecialy if u go and try to fall asleep outside casue if it is cold then your blood moves slower and you will die faster! i have tryed it b4 but i didnt take quite enough pills. but i got severly sick so if you use this method make sure you take enough pills. Another way to kill urself is to go down to river when it is cold out and stab urself with a big knife or shoot urself then throw ur self intot the river and ur body will go numb within a min. and u wont b able to feel any pain and u will bleed to death. i tryed that to but one of my friends saw me and pulled me out of the water! fuck cant ppl just understand that if you dont want to b here anymore u should b able to kill urself!|
|11 Apr 2006||The Grudge||HI, I'm 12, and have been living in Georgia all my life. So far, my life has been shit. Some people tell me to get over myself, and live life the fullest. How can you, when your suicidal, is my question.
See, people say that I don't have it as bad as most people. Listen to my story, and you decide wether or not I deserve to live.
At age 6, I was in a small apartment with my mom and my dad. My dad was an alcoholic, and would beat me with a crobar, so I had it pretty bad. My mom was talking to one of the other people in the apartment complex, and he got drunk, and pissed off. He beat me, then told me to shoot my mom, or else he would rape, then kill me. I didn't want to die, but I didn't want to become a murderer. So, that night, I took my dad's gun...and shot my mom in the head. I ran away from the apartment, and took a pockletknife out of my pocket, and ripped the skin on my arms off. A nearby nieghbor called the police department, and they came a picked me up. They took me to a hospitol, asked me questions, while bandaging me up. I've been to 8 foster homes, 4 which have died in fires, and 3 which have died in car accidents, and the other one, took a look at me, found out what had happened in my life, and said, "get her away from us." How's that for a fucking life? Also, when I finally got into school, some guy brought a gun to school. The first thing he did was shoot a teacher, then my leg. Afterwards, they asked him why he did it, he screamed and pointed at me. "She's a murderer! She looks likeThe Grudge!" So that's been my new nickname ever since. And, other then that. I weigh a wopping 23 pounds right now, so imagine. BUt, my dad is still out there somewhere...and I bet you anything he wants to kill me. BUt I seriously, don't give a shit.
|11 Apr 2006||david||I'm 14. I've tried to kill myself 5 times, twice by OD, once by drowning, once by hanging and once by slitting my wrist. none of them worked. Compared to some people here, my life hasn't been too bad.It certainly hasn't been good either. I thought, whats the point of living in such a flawed world? I hope there isn't an afterlife.
However, recently i've found a purpose for living. A motive. HATE.
I agree with my freind below. Hate is wonderful. Find something, hate it, hate it as much as you hate life, more even. Projecting your hate and pain onto that person/thing becomes your reason for living. I'm not sure how long it will last. But it will keep you from the grave a little longer i hope.
|11 Apr 2006||Melissa sky||OKAY!!IM SUACIDEL IM 16 YEARS OLD IM THE POPOULAR GIRL IN SKOOL IM IN HIGH SCHOOL IM A CHEERLEADER AND I HAD THE LOVE OF MY LIFE BUT WHEN I WAZ 6 I WAZ MALESTED BY MY OLDER BROTHER AND NOBODY NOWS AND THAT BURNS ME EVERY DAY AND NITE IM FALLING SKOOL WITCH NO MORE CHEERLEADING 4 ME AND MY FATHER DIED WHEN I WAZ 7 YEARS OLD I HAVE NO MONEY NOT EVEN TO EAT SOME NITES MY MOM IS THE WORST MOTHER IN THIS FUCKING FUCKED UP EARTH AND I CANT TALK 2 HER 4 NO REASON AND IVE TREAD 2 OD AND IT DIDNT WORK IT WAZ LIKE 2-3 WEEKS AGO I TOKE 65 STERIODS AND I DIDN'T DIE ANT I WANT 2 DIE NOW EVEN HARDER CAUSE THERE IS NO POINT OF ME BEEN IN THIS WORLD PEOPLE IN SKOOL THINK IM HAPPY BUT IT IS ALL JUST A BIG FRUNT THAT I PUT EVERY DAY CAUSE I DONT WANT NO BODY 2 FEEL SORRY 4 ME CAUSE I DONT NEED NO WISDOM FROM NO 1 AND I THINK THE BEST WAY 2 DIE IS 2 HANG UR SELF CAUSE THERE IS NO WAY OUT OF IT OR 4 U 2 HELP UR SELF AGAIN AND I THINK THAT IF GOD GAVE U LIFE GOD SHPOULD TAKE IT FROM U BUT SOMETIMES GOD TAKES 2 LONG AND U HAVE 2 DO IT UR SELF JUST KNOW THE CONSECUANSISS OF UR ACTION!!!GOD BLEES EVER SINGLE ONE OF YA!!!|
|10 Apr 2006||Sarah||I'm 13. I just got out of the mental hospital for trying to kill myself and I've also been a cutter for years. I would like to kill myself by either shooting myself in the head or the heart. The only problem is I don't have a gun.|
|09 Apr 2006||DejaVu||I dont know how people do it
I mean live. I have absolutely no motivation to wake up every morning. Do things
I dont even want anything
no I dont want that dress, shoes
games. ..watch tv
not talk to people. I have to take all my courage to go to grocery store
I never talk in school
and my friends
well do I have any? My depression successfully isolated me from everything and every one. My mother has no idea whats going on
nor anyone else. I know why people would want to live..as I too have good days
but that one day
is not enough. I feel emtiness..sadness and rage. I have two cats and they can drive me so nuts that I want to throw something at them and
and cry. I never saw a doctor not do I take anything
I am sick of it at first sight. I am sad, simple things make me cry and feel like shit.
I though about suicide a lot. I want to do it dont care how much it hurts .just that it works. The thing is I ma also scared that I will do it..soon but then again I have already nothing to hope for
|07 Apr 2006||Lifes a Glitch the u commit suicide||Reading this site has made me feel like i'm not alone. Since Tuesday i've felt suicidal because the people i called friends have ditched me and made my life hell,i want a quick painless suicide, anyone got ideas, pills aren't the best idea though. Help|
|06 Apr 2006||Joshua Wright||Im 14 now, and in the last 3 to 4 years, ive tried to take my life several times and in different ways. Cutting, hanging myself, and even over dosing. Each time ive either chickened out, or been caught by sum1. My family and friends ( i dunno if they are ) dont know that ive tried to commit suicide. If you sit down and think about the good things in life, youll fnd you have sumthing to live for. Family, friends, education, dreams. If you dont have any of those, i suggest you just stick a knife to your throat, and slash it. Its my next thing to try. So if it doesnt work, ill let you know.|
|06 Apr 2006||sara||hang yourself or cut your wrists. ive tried cutting my wrist so deep that it bled. but my mom found me and took me to the hospital. if you hang yourself... its fool-proof. 3 of my friends have already done it. im gonna hang myself this weekend. you dont have to climb or anything. just tie a belt or dog leesh to a pole and then tie it around your neck. get down on your knees and lean forward.|
|06 Apr 2006||Tia Russell||well im bac and now i wonder if we all have the same feelings deep down inside or if we all r crazy but not noing y ! i think we all need a break sometimes ! i maen who doesn't ! i mean i love rickey but idk somtimes if he will cheat on me or what idk what 2 do i am confuzed and my wrist looks like it needs some new marks right about now so plz e mail me 2 help me im gettin worse ! its Greendayluver00@msn.com plz i want 2 talk 2 sum 1 that can help!!!!!!!!!!|
|06 Apr 2006||sade||I dont know what to do my life is spiralling downwards and i cant do anything to stop it, my family hate me my mum wants me out of the house but my father wont take me, my brothers are never around and my mum cant bear to be around me, my bf is constantly annoyed at me because i dont always do as he says straight away n he gets violent i just feel like i annoy n upset everyone and i cant do anything right, i know i am lucky to have a bf i am so ugly n fat i cant believe my luck i just cant handle having everybody disliking me to such extents please help me im lost...|
|05 Apr 2006||malak||im just so sick of life... yet so scared to leave at the same time.. at least not now.. or not this way...|
|05 Apr 2006||Daniel Vierros||I'm 13 right now and I need to kill my self Please help me how to kill my self. If you want to know why I tell you! I am very small (135 cm) and I'm weak everyone is killing me in school somebody nearly killed me and the teacher's only gave him a note 30 minutes to sit in there! everyone has beten me up and teased over for 5 years and I't still won't stop! Please help me.
Writen by Daniel Vierros from finland in the year 2006
|04 Apr 2006||My name is nicole plz add me to msn||ok, im 11 and i f***ing hate life. ive atempted 11 time by slitting my wrists. u can say wow shes crazy, but after i realized it was wrong, it was too late now im addicted to cutting, i cant stop. 2 weeks ago i cut so deep, that i had to go to the hospital i just got out 2hrs ago. your gunna laugh, but i did it with a pencil sharpiner blade and now my arm is totally covered in cuts. my mom committed suicied when i went in to the hospital. she didnt no i was an emo (a person who cuts em selves). and now i am alone, my dad doesn't no im alive, and my aunts/uncles dont like kids, i live in a f***ing box! right now im in the liabrary, and im so sad. if your going to commit it, think first, i no i didnt.|
|04 Apr 2006||Tia Russell||well 2 day waz better but now ill tell u the whole story of my life ! ok well it all stared when i waz 3 my mom waz goin out with a crac head named raymond he waz awfull he would not let me have any contact with my mom ! 1 time while she waz at work he told me 2 help him downstairs or he woukd beat me ! so i did and he covered my mouth and forced him self on me ! and it happened a lot more 2 ! 2 many 2 count! anywaz my mom would not believe me and said i waz liyin 2 ruin her life ! so i 1 day i waz at my grandmas and she saw the marks on me and took me from my mom ! she said 2 my mom if she wanted me bac she needed 2 get rid of raymond ! and she did then we moved away from that place ! we moved in with my grandpa till i waz 6 ! then she met her x the 1 i talked about b4 and he waz nice 2 me 4 a while then came rayna my moms pride and joy ! then her x stared 2 make prverted and mean comments 2 me ! and i would try 2 tell my mom but she did not listen sum times id try 2 run away and he would hit me and her x would drag me bac in the house ! this happened 2 me till i waz about 8 then i met amber and jessie ! they stared me on drugs and men ! so 1 day we where goin 2 go gwt high in the town graveyard as alwaz and i took 2 much ! i waz hosiptalized 4 2 months ! then the men came after i got out ! 1 day we were goin 2 go 2 a party ! every 1 waz there ! well this guy came on 2 me so we went 2 the graveyard ! and he tried 2 rape me so i ran ! he is behind bars 2 thank god ! then about 1 year ago amber and jessie left and it waz lik part of me waz gone so i stared 2 cut ! my mom finally found out and put me in an intsitution 4 a while and then i go thereapy ! and then med and i could not take it ! they said i have skitsifrenia and serious depression ! sum times i want 2 just overdose or just cut all the waz down but i dont caz i met justin and rickey ! the r so kool and they no my sistuation ! but sumtimes rickey ignores me and i need sum 1 2 luv me not ignore me ! sumtimes i wonder if he is worth it ! i just want 2 no what 2 do so if any1 wants 2 talk, suggest, or ask 4 my help just e mail me its Greendayluver00@msn.com no matter what ill alwaz reply!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hope u talk 2 me i need sum 1 right now !!!!!!!!!plz
|03 Apr 2006||Tia Russell||WELL TODAY I WAZ TALKIN 2 MY BF ABOUT MY PAST ! (RICKEY) HE ACTS LIK HE DOSE NOT EVEN CARE ABOUT ME SOMETIMES AND I JUST WANT 2 COMMIT SUICIDE AND GET IT OVER WITH ! BUT SUMTHIN TELLS ME THERE IS HOPE ! BUT HE DOES NOT TALK 2 ME ALOT AND IGNORES ME! I H8 IT SO MUCH ! C LIK I SAID B4 I WAZ MESSED UP BAD! HE IS LIK HE DOES NOT CARE BUT AT LEAST JJ LISTENS 2 ME ! (HIS FRIEND) HE TRYIES 2 HELP ME MORE THAN RICKEY AND IT HURTS ME ! BUT WHAT AM I BABLIN ABOUT ! WHAT DO I NO ! IM JUST ANOTHER SUICIDAL GIRL FED UP WITH LIFE ! WHAT DO U CARE 2 LISTEN 2 ME ! Y DO PPL TALK 2 ME AT ALL ! ILL TALK MORE IN A LATER WRITIN PS CONTACT ME IF U WANT 2 TALK 2 SUM 1! ITS (Greendayluver00@msn.com)|
|03 Apr 2006||Maddie||Dont try and overdose cuz it doesnt work too well. If your going to kill yourself (which I know alot of people want to) then do it right. Shoot yourself in the head. Drink bleach. Set yourself on fire.. just dont do something that someone would expect someone that wants to kill themselves to do. They know how save you. Im 15 and my life really sucks. Everybody says they care.. but I still dont believe them. Ive turned to drugs to make me feel better. They worked for a while. But didnt do the trick. Ive cut alot.. Ive been cutting since i was about 12. I still do. And I still believe nothings going to get better. People say it will, but what do they know? They have never been me, so how do they "understand"? I really dont get it. People are always telling me that I'm losing too much weight. I thought that it was a good thing that I was losing weight! I guess not. My friends tell me I should enjoy life. But how can I? I hear voices. I know they arent real. But I still hear them. My best friend says that I'm Skitzophrenic. But again, what does she know? Whenever I feel like giving up shes always there for me. She tells me not to listen to the voices. But how can I not? I cant ignore them because there loud. Sometimes the only thing that I can hear. Even my best friends say that I need to get help. And I said that I would. So they were going to help me. And for some reason I just got really scared.. I called my friends and told them that I was better. That I didnt want to kill myself. I lied to them. I never thought I would lie to my best friend. But in the last 2 years, Ive tried to commit suicide 3 times. And even I need to find a way that will actually work. So if anyone has anything..? I know I said some things when I first started typing but I cant do any of them. I need a way that I can do that will be quiet. So my family wont hear. I am never alone at my house. Even though I always feel like I am.|