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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|06 Apr 2006||sade||I dont know what to do my life is spiralling downwards and i cant do anything to stop it, my family hate me my mum wants me out of the house but my father wont take me, my brothers are never around and my mum cant bear to be around me, my bf is constantly annoyed at me because i dont always do as he says straight away n he gets violent i just feel like i annoy n upset everyone and i cant do anything right, i know i am lucky to have a bf i am so ugly n fat i cant believe my luck i just cant handle having everybody disliking me to such extents please help me im lost...|
|05 Apr 2006||malak||im just so sick of life... yet so scared to leave at the same time.. at least not now.. or not this way...|
|05 Apr 2006||Daniel Vierros||I'm 13 right now and I need to kill my self Please help me how to kill my self. If you want to know why I tell you! I am very small (135 cm) and I'm weak everyone is killing me in school somebody nearly killed me and the teacher's only gave him a note 30 minutes to sit in there! everyone has beten me up and teased over for 5 years and I't still won't stop! Please help me.
Writen by Daniel Vierros from finland in the year 2006
|04 Apr 2006||My name is nicole plz add me to msn||ok, im 11 and i f***ing hate life. ive atempted 11 time by slitting my wrists. u can say wow shes crazy, but after i realized it was wrong, it was too late now im addicted to cutting, i cant stop. 2 weeks ago i cut so deep, that i had to go to the hospital i just got out 2hrs ago. your gunna laugh, but i did it with a pencil sharpiner blade and now my arm is totally covered in cuts. my mom committed suicied when i went in to the hospital. she didnt no i was an emo (a person who cuts em selves). and now i am alone, my dad doesn't no im alive, and my aunts/uncles dont like kids, i live in a f***ing box! right now im in the liabrary, and im so sad. if your going to commit it, think first, i no i didnt.|
|04 Apr 2006||Tia Russell||well 2 day waz better but now ill tell u the whole story of my life ! ok well it all stared when i waz 3 my mom waz goin out with a crac head named raymond he waz awfull he would not let me have any contact with my mom ! 1 time while she waz at work he told me 2 help him downstairs or he woukd beat me ! so i did and he covered my mouth and forced him self on me ! and it happened a lot more 2 ! 2 many 2 count! anywaz my mom would not believe me and said i waz liyin 2 ruin her life ! so i 1 day i waz at my grandmas and she saw the marks on me and took me from my mom ! she said 2 my mom if she wanted me bac she needed 2 get rid of raymond ! and she did then we moved away from that place ! we moved in with my grandpa till i waz 6 ! then she met her x the 1 i talked about b4 and he waz nice 2 me 4 a while then came rayna my moms pride and joy ! then her x stared 2 make prverted and mean comments 2 me ! and i would try 2 tell my mom but she did not listen sum times id try 2 run away and he would hit me and her x would drag me bac in the house ! this happened 2 me till i waz about 8 then i met amber and jessie ! they stared me on drugs and men ! so 1 day we where goin 2 go gwt high in the town graveyard as alwaz and i took 2 much ! i waz hosiptalized 4 2 months ! then the men came after i got out ! 1 day we were goin 2 go 2 a party ! every 1 waz there ! well this guy came on 2 me so we went 2 the graveyard ! and he tried 2 rape me so i ran ! he is behind bars 2 thank god ! then about 1 year ago amber and jessie left and it waz lik part of me waz gone so i stared 2 cut ! my mom finally found out and put me in an intsitution 4 a while and then i go thereapy ! and then med and i could not take it ! they said i have skitsifrenia and serious depression ! sum times i want 2 just overdose or just cut all the waz down but i dont caz i met justin and rickey ! the r so kool and they no my sistuation ! but sumtimes rickey ignores me and i need sum 1 2 luv me not ignore me ! sumtimes i wonder if he is worth it ! i just want 2 no what 2 do so if any1 wants 2 talk, suggest, or ask 4 my help just e mail me its Greendayluver00@msn.com no matter what ill alwaz reply!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hope u talk 2 me i need sum 1 right now !!!!!!!!!plz
|03 Apr 2006||Tia Russell||WELL TODAY I WAZ TALKIN 2 MY BF ABOUT MY PAST ! (RICKEY) HE ACTS LIK HE DOSE NOT EVEN CARE ABOUT ME SOMETIMES AND I JUST WANT 2 COMMIT SUICIDE AND GET IT OVER WITH ! BUT SUMTHIN TELLS ME THERE IS HOPE ! BUT HE DOES NOT TALK 2 ME ALOT AND IGNORES ME! I H8 IT SO MUCH ! C LIK I SAID B4 I WAZ MESSED UP BAD! HE IS LIK HE DOES NOT CARE BUT AT LEAST JJ LISTENS 2 ME ! (HIS FRIEND) HE TRYIES 2 HELP ME MORE THAN RICKEY AND IT HURTS ME ! BUT WHAT AM I BABLIN ABOUT ! WHAT DO I NO ! IM JUST ANOTHER SUICIDAL GIRL FED UP WITH LIFE ! WHAT DO U CARE 2 LISTEN 2 ME ! Y DO PPL TALK 2 ME AT ALL ! ILL TALK MORE IN A LATER WRITIN PS CONTACT ME IF U WANT 2 TALK 2 SUM 1! ITS (Greendayluver00@msn.com)|
|03 Apr 2006||Maddie||Dont try and overdose cuz it doesnt work too well. If your going to kill yourself (which I know alot of people want to) then do it right. Shoot yourself in the head. Drink bleach. Set yourself on fire.. just dont do something that someone would expect someone that wants to kill themselves to do. They know how save you. Im 15 and my life really sucks. Everybody says they care.. but I still dont believe them. Ive turned to drugs to make me feel better. They worked for a while. But didnt do the trick. Ive cut alot.. Ive been cutting since i was about 12. I still do. And I still believe nothings going to get better. People say it will, but what do they know? They have never been me, so how do they "understand"? I really dont get it. People are always telling me that I'm losing too much weight. I thought that it was a good thing that I was losing weight! I guess not. My friends tell me I should enjoy life. But how can I? I hear voices. I know they arent real. But I still hear them. My best friend says that I'm Skitzophrenic. But again, what does she know? Whenever I feel like giving up shes always there for me. She tells me not to listen to the voices. But how can I not? I cant ignore them because there loud. Sometimes the only thing that I can hear. Even my best friends say that I need to get help. And I said that I would. So they were going to help me. And for some reason I just got really scared.. I called my friends and told them that I was better. That I didnt want to kill myself. I lied to them. I never thought I would lie to my best friend. But in the last 2 years, Ive tried to commit suicide 3 times. And even I need to find a way that will actually work. So if anyone has anything..? I know I said some things when I first started typing but I cant do any of them. I need a way that I can do that will be quiet. So my family wont hear. I am never alone at my house. Even though I always feel like I am.|
|03 Apr 2006||Mal A. L.||i want to help plz let me|
|03 Apr 2006||Tracy||Well first off I am not 13, I am 34 and I have attempted suicide atleast 5 times in my live by overdoesing or slitting my wrists. Apparently neither has worked. I don't have the courage to do it with alot of pain. I have looked all over the internet and have yet to find any info on the most effective way to do it.What do you suggest|
|02 Apr 2006||Chad||wow, about a little over 1 month...and i find myself here again. why? because of people trying to convince that i have a life, because of my stupidity for believing them...i really dont know what to do. i have lost intrest in everything, i lost touch with reality, i have fucked up dreams and ideas. no one believes me or listens to me, im a small fag who has no place in this world. ...this society is so FUCKED UP anyway.....only the physically attractive get paid attention to, only the 'cool' and 'popular' ppl get everything...well i don't really give a fuck, i stopped caring a long time ago....i stay off my anti-depressants and yell for no fucking reason....can someone help me please?..
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|25 Mar 2006||Kevin||I've been thinking about suiciding for the past month. I"m currently 15 almost 16. i don't find the reason to live. i read some good points, but thats not enough to convince me. There isn't a reason to live. Each day brings you closer to death. why not make it happen earlier? like now|
|25 Mar 2006||dont give a damn||I turned 12 a few months ago and that was the last good thing that happened 2 me. my best friend has been my best friend for 10 years and she's just left, they gave me 1 weeks notice, everyone at school hates me, i get bullied really badly at school at no-one at home even knows i exist-im already dead, it can't get worse.|
|25 Mar 2006||Patrick||I was reading some storys it really made me feel sad and sorry because there are alot of people out there that has problems and stuff like me I have a learning problem and stuff but its me
Hey people Im here to talk about a litter boy and this little boys life story and how he feels and if you people dont like this what I say or if it hurts you then you dont have to be here
This boy he was having a great life and he was 4 years old that time and his family was getting together and his mom and dad was getting together and everything was going fine. Tell one day the little boys dad was starting to get into fights and yelling at his mom and it was starting to go on like every night and day . the little boy was confuse he thought it was his fault and he had 3 sisters and they wear all older then the little boy was and he was embarrassed to talk about himself about some things so he keeps in inside of him every time . one day the little boys dad came home and he was so mad the boy came and ask his dad what wrong tell his dads anger was so big he beeted the little boy and the boy did not know what to do the little boys dad told him that if he ever tell his mom or anyone he will do something to him or his sisters and the litter boy was so scared so he did not told anything to anyone and he was so upset and he did not know what to do everyday his dad would come home and start to beet him and he did not know why at school the little boy was called the loser in his school and the boy was very upset and everyone around him at school picked on the boy teasing him all the way threw school . when the little boy was in grade two he started to play in a band called the pipe band and he thought it was the best thing that he could ever do and he loved playing the snare drum and every bit about it the little boy turn 10 years old and his sisters use to always tell him about there problems and he would help them and they use to ask the little boy if the there boyfriend that the boys sister going out with was an ok guy or not. One of the boys sister was going out with this guy in the pipe band and this sister always came to him and ask the boy if he alright. The boy thought he was an awesome guy. When six months went by this new boyfriend of the boys sister came to him and he tried to kiss the boy. The boy backed off and was like what are u doing get away from me. The boy tried to tell his mom and sister but they did not beleave him. So the boy let it go and did not tell anyone. when the boy turn 12 his mom came to this guy and he was a pharmacist and ask him if he could teach me about man stuff and how to save when I get older and help on my school work and go and have lots of fun . So the first time I went with him was on his sail boat and I had lots of fun and the boy sleeped on the sail boat. The next morning the boy came home and the Pharmacist talked to the boys mom and he was saying that theres something wrong in my sleep and I should get that cheek out. A week went by and he was at the hospital and seeing what wrong and the doctor did not know what wrong but he had brain damaged and has a sleep disorder. The little boy thought he was like the only person on earth because no one would see what he feels like no one would he there for him like it was before. and when his sister boyfriend found about this he started to sleep at the boys house and waited for a bit and then he came into his room when everyone sleeping and he did things the boy and the boy did not know what to do he tried to tell his mom and sisters but no one beleaves him . the boy turn 14 and his sister boyfriend was still raping him by this time he was doing it everyday and he did no know what to do so the little boy told a teacher that he trusted and the teacher told the cops and the boys boyfriend was in jell . by this time the boy did not know what to do he did not trusted guys anymore because every time he does something it turns out something to be bad and people around him did not know what he feels like or anything because he kept everything inside because he did not know who to talk to and he tried and no one would listen when this boy turn 17 the boy thought every thing was going fine but there was something that was bugging him so much and he did not know how to deal with it was the pharmacist his closest friend in the world is dieing and he be coming stronger and it really hurt him because he was there for the boy for a very long time and he dont know what he could do with out him . the boy at this time is passing out and the doctors dont know what wrong and dont know why the boy is passing out he passed out 4 times this year and everything is going wrong for him in the summer he was going out with his girlfriend and he went to came and he passed out and ended up in the hospital in London and he went on the computer and got a e-mail saying that we brocked up and she with another guy. the boy did not cry did not do anything he keeps his feelings inside and he dont tell anything to no one the boy is scared because he dont trusted anyone anymore because every time he trys something bad happens to him like he get really hurt or not he loves to do lots of things but he feels lefted out no one cares and just because he different then everyone else is he feels like he nothing and ya well I jus want to tell you people that bad things happen to everyone and this little boy was me and look at me Im trying to help people Im trying to be not shy trying to get new friends and every time I do people dont care or they dont like me for some reason I wish I could be like everyone else is and I hop that just because I love to help people or just because Im not good looking I know that I have a heart and most guys dont they care about what people look likes and everything for those people that I hurt Im sorry for those people that like same for who I am or likes me I wish I could meet you but Im a really shy guy trying to get my shyness out and people see me as a drummer or something Im just a guy and Im sorry .
there a stroy about my life well a bit this year 2006 I lossed 7 close friends and family and right kow I'm dealing with one of my closes friends even tho he in he 60's he just like a farther to me and someone is like chaging him for somehting he never did and he dont even know the guy. all my life is full of stress we dont have much food to put under the table most of the time I jsut dont eat even tho I live with my mom and I'm old lol but still it hurts when I cant do anything if anyone wnat to add me on msn meseenger at Drummerboy2344@hotmail.com you can
|24 Mar 2006||curtis||ive been thinking about killing myself...ive been from program too program for behavior and all that fucken shit...i also have herpes (blows all the good stuff out the window) and now my girl friend has dumped me and told me no one can be with anyone who cant even behave or have contact! i have no reason too go on so i think suicide is the only option...i want to hear your reasons for me not too just humor me cuz im still gonne slit my wrists|
|23 Mar 2006||brad||hello...im 13 and i think suicide is no joke...iv tried this all before but i think to myself sometimes what am i doing. u see i have this 1 special girl in my life but its not all u think it is. u may think o gr8 this person has a great life but its not all that good. i get told each and everyday that my girlfriend is cheating with this guy. i reli dnt know what i have to do. iv tried not to think bout this but it throbbes in my head al day. when im with her it all seems ok but when im not i think to myself shes better off without me. iv thought about suicide alot. iv been to a top of a 50 - 60 foot bridge and very nearly jumped off...iv tried slitting my wrists but i just cant get the knife to cut deep enough. please help me and tel me what i must do.|
|22 Mar 2006||XYZ||I love this guy for him I left my house and evrything. whenever he gets pissed he screams at me beats me. He abuses me of having illicit relations with my previous friend. I am sick of my life. Please help me someone. I have lost all the zeal to live. I have tried talking to him but nothing helps. I go through this every week or maybe evry alternate day. I can't leave him cause I still love him and got converted. There is nothing I can do. He is stressed out has lost one job and recently got another job after a gap of 5 months. I don't know what to do. How to convince him that I am faithful. I don;t even know where the previuos person is. Why does he blame me everytime for these reasons. Am still a virgin but he feels that I have slept earlier I swear by GOD I haven't done this anytime before. I nedd help plz help me. How should I convince him. I love him and I know he loves me too but he is very short tempere. There is nothing that I can do except end my life. I have tried drinking insecticide he came to know andbeat me up for doing that. I don't know what to do. Help me or else let me die.|
|18 Mar 2006||mr. yus||since i was 12 i always commit suicide whenever i'm depressed i drink insecticide and other hazardous stuff but everytime i commit i am sad because i can't die . . and now i dicovered that my parents are not going on with each other . i will commit it again soon . . i am always wrong i can't take it anymore . .|
|16 Mar 2006||carol||im 24, my mom cheated on my dad so i moved out, then a year later my dad died and i was not there for him when he needed me the most. then i met this guy who i gave my life to we were getting married and i thought that i would finally be happy, turns out his mom runied our wedding and now we have broken up after 4 years. i have no one in this world, i was having a baby and lost it, i have no reason to live, i want to do more than i want to take another breath of air. i just want to die.|
|16 Mar 2006||charlie||this is my second poast, my life just seems to be getting worse and worse, 1 of ma teachers said to me im going nowere in life today but then he tried to sound like he didnt say it becouse he would get into troble he ye he was right. loads people have told me im changing and not being like i used to not smiling and stuff. the other day life got way to much for me and i tried to cut ma rists but i didnt manage to cut deep enough so i waz only bleeding. i just dont know what to do eney more. what should i do?|
|14 Mar 2006||sweetdemisex3||Wow.. Last night i tried slitting my wrist. It didnt go as well as planned because of course i am still sitting here. I hate the fact that i want to kill myself soo bad but yet when i geyt the perfect oppourtunity i chicken out. I mean last night i had everything i was ready to go and i started but i got scared and now i am left with a cut about 4 inches long on my wrist, that hurts like a bitch. It fucking sucks. I will probibly try agian tonight, and we have school tomorow and i havent missed a day soo when i dont get on the bus i want to know what will be running thru the minds of the people who supposedly "care about me"? hmm.. who knows..|