|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|24 May 2006||J.M.L||hey guys im 12 in grade 7 i fell really alone mi dad beats me up and drinks alot he yells also. mi mom is nuthin but a whore to him mi older sister is JUST like mi mom, i have a few good friends and a bf i really like. i h8 mi life tho i dont think n e 1 REALLY cares for me...i want to commit suicide but ive seen now alot of people have to worse but still should 1? thx luv ya..J.M.L|
|24 May 2006||Paul||Dont Know Where To Start ,,Well Mom died when i was 2 father always busy ,,got beaten a lot while young ,by my stepmother,never fell loved but i have a kind sould which people took me for granted ,,boredom and alone became my bestfreind ..have been expelled forom 10 schools cause i turned juvenile in my teens..went to jail ..at age 22 got married wife was young 5 years it did not work out ,had a baby son born only 7 days then he died ...depression and all that came to focus ..slitting wrists became my best friend till today i still feel the same as a 6 year old like i used to be lonely,empty and this world doesnt interet me anmore cause feelings of helping ,loving have all been long gone in my ...dont know even if im human anymore ...still i can go on but nvm|
|24 May 2006||anna||hello...
look ppl.. i tried suicide twice b4. im 14 and was sexually abused. i still have 2 live wit me abuser. so life is kinda shit. but i will help any1 hu needs it. i wnt judge u or anyfink. just add me email
|23 May 2006||leeann||all u fucken people think u have it bad but u just want to be noticed most of u dont even know what it like to be hurt u dont know what its like to be assulted by a man u trusted more than any thing or to be shoved arouned by a man u thought u were safe with not to mention whatching him beat ur mother ive been through so much pain ive moved out because i couldnt handdle it i lived house to house i babysat while i was takeing care of my cousins because they lived with us and i wont let them stay in that house alone so they could get beat to i payed for food and clothes and i learned how to live on myb own but i didnt have a real child hood im only 14 and i want to cral in a hole and die ive cut druged and burned myself i dont know how to cry or be happy anymore my friends dont understand i think my moms going insain and i have no family so i hold all the anger and all the pain in u dont know what its like to have people tell u that u have it good and then what so bad to tell them u dont tell them evrything but u cant i was caught by cps and we had to move to my grandads house a man how used to assult my mother so every night i was there i sat up terifide at night wondering what would happen to me i wonder evryday why me is it all my falt everything and everyday i wonder and hope i wont have to go back to my life my hamily who dosnt understand me who teases me all i want i s a friend who will understand|
|23 May 2006||kirsten||i wrote in here a few days a go and nothing is better...everything is bad....i hte life and all that stuff.....yea everyone has there reasons to hate it and ive read about sum of them....but i try and compare and it seemms sum are simialr to me but not as bad.....iv ethought of suicide since i was at least 10....im almost 15 now....ive tried for years and years.....and i jus think that i cant do it...im a sucker for pain....but i cut .....for yrs ive jus cried and cried but now thats not good enuf.....cring wont get me anywhere....u kno how ppl want attention.......sum ppl do good things to get godd attention...well i get into trubble to get my attention...its the only way they will give it to me...and i hate my past cuz i screwed things up.....i hate the fact that my mom costed me my first bf and he was the best bf ever....i swear he coulda bin peerfect for me.....and wat the prob was is that she didnt kno it was her fault......she dint kno we were dating...im not even sposed to date yet....sez her....i hate my pst cuz its full of abuse and mistakes.....i regret everything i did from age 5 and up....i take that back 4 and up.......thats when the abuse started.....and its continued.....i think it was 2 weeks ago my mom hit me.....but theres bin other abuse be sides being beat.....yes that kind....where stupid ppl take advantage of u when ur 4 fuckin yrs old...how sick can ppl be...i mean come on i was fucking 4.....i havent had a child hood...i went rit from bein a 6 yr old to bein an adult there was no child, no teenager....i take care of my moms kids.....as if i was their mom......y do i have to i dint give birth to them......so y.....WHY...wat a question...i ask that almost every nite.....
i dont like lettin pthers c me cry......i have a tough reputation so it cashes with the me that is inside.....
the only way id go thru with suicide is if i had a gun...so if any1 wants to point me in the right direction of that then thank you so mcuh
|23 May 2006||samoa||life is sad here.iam 22years and haveseen so much suffering.after mom died i hardly eat up to twice a day.life is really sad.I HAVE TRIED TO WORK BUT I CAN NOT FIND WORK BCECAUSE I DID NOT GO TO SCHOOL.I DO NOT HAVE CERTIFICATES.I REALLY WANT TO DIE.I LIVE ON ABOUT 1/2 A DOLLAR DAILY.I HAVE TO LEAVE THE SCENE(DIE).I CAN NOT BEAR IT AGAIN.PLEASE PRAY FOR THE REPOSE OF MY SOUL.STAY WELL AND SEE YOU MAYBE IN HELL OR IN PARADISE|
|21 May 2006||luke||here i am, im currently standing on my desk chair with a noose around my neck hanging from the roof. this will be my last letter... as i say goodbye to this fucked up and cruel world, on my final evening. But first, i will explain to those who wish to know the purpose. I was born a hermaphrodite and have been miserable my whole life, im 16 and have never ever been kissed. My mother and father broke up when i was born, and neither of them wanted me, they thought of me as a freak, i was sent to a foster home and was taken in by a couple unable to have children, however my stepfather was a sick pervert and touched and raped me, i was scared and didnt know what to do... up until this day he still does it, and if i even say one word he strikes me across the face. anyway, fuck all of yous, fuck max my stepfather, fuck my mother, fuck my father, fuck god, fuck you world and fuck everyone, im dead now and it will be on all those bastards who deserted me.|
|21 May 2006||Travis||I have so much pain. I used to have so much fun out of my life but now i want to die. whats the best way to kill yourself?|
|20 May 2006||sarah||im 15 years old. i havent exactly commited suicide, but i have tried. i took out a blade and i really wanted to slash my wrists, but i couldnt. truth is, im afraid of my veins, the icky blueness of them irks me out. so i put down the blade and just started weeping. im depressed. i know it. my home is being condemned for open space and i figure that if the government, aka the mob, can do this to a hardworking taxpaying family, than what hope do we have for the future. our ancestors left england because the current King was taking away the citizens' land. WHERE IS THAT HOPE NOW? what hope is there left when people that you are supposed to trust say that you have 10 days to pack up your belongings and evacuate your home? after thinking about this, i get even more angry and depressed and even now i still have these urges to end my life. its pointless. pointless.
i know im not really helping anyone, so im just going to stop. i dont want help since everytime i tell the one person thats closest to me how i feel about life, my life, (my sister) she jokes around, makes it a funny little joke, says that she'll resurrect me after i`m dead so that she can kill me again. yeah, ha ha ha. really funny.
but in the end, no one is really laughing.
|19 May 2006||EZZya||it;s all lyck tht ,,,everione sayz onli try 2 mak best of worse...but it anit tht easy......dey mak everithin so simple...and counseler'z at skool dey are da one who make'z us commit sucide..hell them....plz i need help i gotta a lotta'z fren..mah parentz are cool but i .just feel lyck givin a freakin dead end....i m tired of hearin dose freakin idea;z byyyyyyyyyy
|19 May 2006||Jen.M.L||hey im 12 years old, a girl and i have to do sumthing bout mi suicide thoughts...i have a dad who likes to hurt me and a mom who acts like a total whore around mi dad and will do "n e thing" for him...ive been hurt bi mi bf and bi mi friends but i forgive them i really want to forgive mi parents but i just cant, i do badly in school which makes them mad and i feel like they really h8 me and like mi sibs WAY better. i just need 2 no, even tho i realize alot of people have it worse then me, if i should commit suicide...|
|19 May 2006||umairoo||i am not happy and very depressed all the time. So the solution to this is to kill myself. Then the probelm will end. So killing yourself is the best way to end your problems.|
|18 May 2006||Life Sucks d00d||Listen man i FUKING HATE MY DOUCHEBAG LIFE ALL OF IT. I wanna kill myself but i just dont have the guts. I wish i could have the guts im very jealous of you guys who overdosed and jumped off building and survived. WOW; but i dont have it in me.
And to whoever says go to the doctor or go to the therpist or the psychiatrist. YOUR FUKING FULL OF SHIT. ive been to both and nothing changed; dont waste ur time. If you can drink alcohol, smoke pot, acid, mug people, do whatever fuk you want until you can develop the guts to actually die. Im 16 years old and i have NO hope of life getting any better.
|18 May 2006||hmm. ok Jen||hey im 12 and im a girl, i have a dad who likes to hurt me when i dont do mi work and a mom who just likes acting like a whore to mi dad. i no now that alot of people have it harder then me but if sum1 can plz answer me this...should i commit suicide? if so how? i dont want to do it like wit OD cuse i dont want to feel pain im a bit of a chicken doin this but most people think im hard. plzzzz sum1 e-mail me bac im beggin u i need 2 no this. :(|
|18 May 2006||MARK||I got hit by a bottle and has left a nasty scar on my head. I have thought about suicide for some time now. I see no point in life. Everyone seems horrible. This latest injury seems to put the nail in the coffin so to speak. I really have had enough. The only thing stopping me from doing it right now is the pain caused to my parents. Who cares though eh? Life sucks|
|18 May 2006||Mike N.||I have tried to commit suicide close to 3x's and at the age of 17 im at the peek of almost pulling it off. i want to commit suicide but i dont want the people around me to know its a suicide i want a something like a "accidental death". because i have a gf that i am deeply in love with she is the reason why i havent gone all the way with it but at this rate if it keeps going the way it is in my life wit family and friends i will commit suicide even if thats lveing my love. because i know that 1 day i will c her again.....i tried choking myself wit rope but it hurts so much and i cant hang myself cuz im to tall for that im 2 big so i have put suicide to the side right now but iono for how much longer.....if life for me gets worst. :(|
|18 May 2006||carlyn||Hello, I'm 13 and a resident in Florida and have tried to kill myself many times and am very depressed. I dont think im good enough. Please contact and help me. Give me hope.|
|18 May 2006||Jane||What can u do if you've got a dark cloud over your shoulders all the time!! You dont need to work cuz parents are rich and everything they have will be left to you but you want to die before them??!!|
|17 May 2006||not important||TO JUST CALL ME SNOOPY
you aint alone..im from philippines too and in london right now..im already a resident here and theres nothin i can do about it..cus all my family is already here,and i see no hope of coming back in the phil..im so hopeless and helpless and im thinking of doing it too..and i dunno,im not sure yet.so if youre reading this just email me or add me on yahoo.. firstname.lastname@example.org
|16 May 2006||Stephy Step||Well...I actually dont know it..I`ve been thinking about commiting suicide, I feel like Im no longer here, at school, the only thing I do is eating and getting bored, seeing happy people and knowing that I´m probably never being like them makes it harder. Im 15, but I feel like Im tired of living, like nothing worths my presence here...you all know what Im talking about...but I care about my family, my friends...(classmates) and wanna go ahead...but ¿Does anyone cares about me?? I dont know...I miss a hug everyday and cant stand the idea that people can be happy, even tough some days I wake up, smell the roses and know everything is going to be ok. But other days I cry in my room and feel humiliated about how people treats me, just as if the roses where completely dead.|