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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|05 Jun 2006||KEZO||i think that if you get blamed for EVERYTHING then you should turn to suicide, nothing will ever get better. I had had the blame for everything for roughly 14 years. My M other practicly wishes i'd never been born as i have "wreaked" her life and would rather talk to my father than me, this means i get pushed aside even though my mother gets treated like shit by him. My Mother brain washes my family into thinking that i have ruined her life and that she is lonely, but in realitly she is just a depressed old woman who always feels sorry for herself and has been for the last 40 odd years, this has ultimatly want to make me move out but as i'm only 15 i cant i dont think i could live much longer in an environment where i'm obviously not wanted. My sister says i cant move in with her as she is working a lot and basicaly has no time for me. Mt Brother and my granparents just side with my mother as, like i sed i get the blame for everything!
i have great friends but they never want to hang out after school plus one friend is getting a job soon and also spend alot of time with her father, my other friend has now got a boyfriend and has no time for friends anymore. my ONLY other option is to Kill my self as i wish my mother had never given birth to me although she makes it feel like it was my fault. I just really feel like there is nothing left for me to live for aside from my little cousins, which will hopefully forget me after i kill myself....
|04 Jun 2006||Soon-To-Die||Go in your cabnet with all medicane find good medicine.. Drink it with alchihol and see what happens. Im going to try that later tonight.|
|04 Jun 2006||Jessica||Life seems so hard for me now. My father doesn't accept my calls, my mother is so busy with her new boyfriend she forgets about me, and everyone else just uses me. I wanna die so bad to just end this pain and torment. I've tried to turn to God but it seems like he is no where to here me. I've tried killing myself twice and each time it doesn't work I feel even more depressed. I hide my depression from everyone because I don't want them to try to talk to me about it. They just don't understand what I'm going through. I've never loved myself...I've only hated myself for the 16 1/2 years I've been on this earth. I don't know what else to do but to jump off somewhere really high and end it that way because the pills don't work. I don't feel like I have a reason to live anymore because I don't have a purpose in life. I hate myself and I want it all to end.|
|03 Jun 2006||a person||well, im 19 years old. i've been very suicidal as of lately. i had a bf who was just such an asshole to me. he couldn't go a day without insultin me or treatin me like shit. previous to meeting him, i had gotten very depressed, and i tried overdosing, cuttin my wrists, not eating and so forth, nothing worked. now becuz i've done all those things, im practically malnorished. (ihope i spelled that right) atleast i feel like i am. it has really taken a toll on me. i've lost soo much weight. i weigh about 80 lbs now. my self esteem is wayyy below sea level. my parents dont talk to me. im not very social. i try to be though. im just not a people's person. no one takes the time to get to know me. i truly just feel like a loner. as if i don't even belong on this planet. everything is just soo wrong in my life. no one knows how empty i feel inside. these past couple of days tho, i've been more suicidal than ever becuz i've been considering hanging myself and im actually not afraid as i used to be when i thought of suicidal stuff. i wish i had sum1 there for me to make it better. but i dont. im just a loner. im gonna die that way too. i hope that my family dont worry too much when im gone th0.|
|01 Jun 2006||cassie adams - australia||i am 14 & 9 months on the 3rd.
besides that point.
ever since yr 7 i started getting teased because i did not have frends from primary school that went to the same highschool as myself. i did have nice caring friends who turned out to be backstabbing and untrustworthy friends. DONT TRUST ANY1 UNLESS ITS FAMILY!!!
i started slitting my wrists around mid 2004 but my friends told a teacher which was a good thing! he told me that if i didnt stop.. he would tell my parents. i stopped.. then couple of weeks later.. i was stressed so much i started it again. then i stopped. the rest of the yeah was blah blah bitchyness. then year 8 came. i was fine but occasionally depressed or stressed i cut my wrist. but not often. ALOT of bitchyness happened because of a good/bad friend jessica. by the end of the year... things were terrible. i did however say goodbye to jess as she left the country. on those holidays (the xmas holidays just passed) i had the worst holiday ever. i started slitting my wrists.. and even overdosing on panadol and ibuprofen for no reason.. then i started to get headaches and feeling dizzy (also the periods didnt help) and i ran out of the packet so i stopped. i felt better not overdosing on painkillers. i didnt really stp with the wrist slitting though. i started to use razors from the shaver i had once.. instead of scissors. they just sliced thru it.. but if i pressed on it a fair bit.. it would of deffinitly torn it open deeper. i wasnt into drinking much.. but when my parents were away i would take some of theirs like jim beam straight. in yr 7 i wuld say i wuld kill myself.. i guess i wanted attention. but yr 8 i was better. on the hollidays.. as i was saying i did end up taking a knife to my room and sat on the floor and cried... i couldnt do it. not to my family no way!. so i didnt. (i remember b4 my cousins wedding, dad got drunk and yelled at me because a peice of paper wasnt positioned right in the printer?! and that was my problem, not his so i rang mum at work because i had a skitzo fit. she came home quickly and then i showed her my scars on my wrist <left>)
since the start of this year... i became more of a bitch and i dont let anything bother me. withing the last 2 weeks i have been depressed and i cried in my class for no reason.. i realised only yesterday why i was depressed.. because of my dad.. he yells at me for no reason.
any way.. i slit my wrist today.. but i havnt since dec-jan maybe feb? i am quite suprised that i am still suicidal. my frend wanted to slit her wrist... and she asked me wat to use.. i gave her some ideas and she did it.. she wanted help.. i wasnt going to say no... i gave her what she wanted.. i dont like it when people try to help me... because it is my choice.. and i figure out things on my own... but if u ever do have trouble... and want advice.. because it seems i give great advice but it doesnt help myself... if u ever need help contact me email@example.com or if u just want to chat about stuff.. im free
cass <3 xoxo
the question is "what is the best way to kill urself when ur under 13?"
well.. bullet to the brain.. hanging.. knife in the chest.. hot bath and then slit ur wrists up ur arm reeli deep... overdose on metho.. overdose on heavy drugs... alchahol overdose... it is however impossible to drown urself unless u concrete ur feet to the bottom of a pool... um..jump off a cliff.. off a bridge.. stand in the middle of a freeway...jump infront of a bus/truck... jump into heavy machinery that chops u up... i dunno wat else...
i did think about killing myself quite seriously
|31 May 2006||Chantelle||Seriously, I am under 13. I'm actually 12 turning 13 in October. I've already tried to kill myself 3 times. The first time, i was 9 years old i think. My mother grabbed me by the neck trying to pull me inside of a burning house,a nd was choking me. I ran outside and jumped in front of an 18-wheeler, but a cop that showed up pulled me out of the way. The second time, I was 11 and a half. I was talking on the phone with my mother, since I moved away, and she was talking about bringing my dad to couart because he was threatening her. She is bi-polar, and she lies her teeth out. So I didn't beelive her. my dad got onto the other line on the phone and listened the whole time. What a good father he is, right? ( not) and When my mom started talking about things he didnt like, he kept hitting the phone buttons so i couldnt hear her. I ran away than night and my dads girlfriend finally went out looking for me at 3:00 AM and found me. She dug her finger nails into my rist so I couldnt move, and i had a knife with me. More cops showed up, and so did an ambulance. The third time, I sat in a burning house, laughing histaricly while rescuers tried to rescue me. I've still thought about suicide, but I can never suceed. You don't know what you will miss, if you're dead.|
|31 May 2006||nikki||I tried killing myself about 1 month ago. I still want to die and I was going to try and kill myself Friday but I diddn't. I also cut and do other things to hurt myself. How can I stop feeling this way?|
|31 May 2006||plz understand||u no the pple who say that its all stupid, u no suicide and everything? well for them it is. some pple cant manage it and some pple can. we're all different. i've been thro it twice. i've tried slitting my rist, crossing the road on purpose in front of a truck, and both times i failed. so dont start judging pple if they think or mention suicide. sometimes it cant be helped. by the way, im 12.|
|31 May 2006||alisha||the best way to kill ur self is to slit ur wrist
that way u lose a lot of blood and u can c it. i've neva tried it but it does enter my thought now n then wen my lifes really fucked up.i've been thro all that shit u no. sexually abused n all tha crap. sometimes u feel betta to talk to strangers rather than a close meber of the family or freinds.
|30 May 2006||wont have name 4 much more.||i am going to take as many sleeping pills as possible then as i am feeling drousy, tie a plastic bag over my head!!! then as i fall in2 a deep sleep i wont feel anyfin as i suffocate as i will be out from the pills. if it dont work i will let u all know, cross ur fingers every1 that it works!!!!!!!!!!!!!!|
|30 May 2006||kayleigh||i tried killing myself last tuesday... i took many tablets just like simon and i too was found in time by a guy walking his dog... i admit i still want to die... my boyfriend tried to comit suicide last night.... he`s now in intesive care and i can`t see him... ive been crying all morning and im thinking of killing myself... this time even more so... im fed up of things going wrong... one minute my life is great and the next its the worst thing ever to have happened in the history of man... i know that i should be thinking that life is blessed and that i should be living my life like god planned me to... but i don`t believe in god! you say that god loves us and tests us... then why is it that this year i have lost everything... i don`t think that it is a good thing to base our existence on... ever since i was 12 i`ve been trying to kill myself or at least self harming... i don`t know why i do it... its gotten addictive to me... i have to do it... im 16 now and it still happens... i tried to kill yself when i was 13 also... i read up on it... i know pretty much all the ways to kill yourself and which are the most painful and least painful, quickest and slowest... i took pills becasue i know that they kill you from the inside out... it can take upto 3 days for them to kill you... and to cut your wrists you do it .. becaus ethen it takes longer for the cuts to heel... today was the first time i prayed... i tried finding a priest or a vicar but they werent in and then i couldn`t know if i was actually talking to god or not... i just hope that everything will end...|
|30 May 2006||Will Barnett||how do i kill myself if i think about people dieing and i never cry when someone dies.i also have tried suicide but was afraid it would hurt my parents.so because i cant comit correctly and i want to im confused and i kill other things. ive been beaten/spit on/yelled at/thrown off a bridge by friends/and run over|
|28 May 2006||jodie||well im 13 and ive never actually commited suicide but ive been thinking about it alot since i was 12 and i starting cutting myself when i was 12 i just have felt so hopeless ever since i moved across the country, ppl say that life goes on but what i left in california was my life and i just cant move on and im literally crying 5 times a day now and I'm never happy so yea i just thought I'd share my story|
|28 May 2006||nicci||Im nicci and Im 20 and the youngest of three siblings... Ive been trying to kill myself since I was 15 but I never really went through with it... one day I tried to slash my wrist, well it was bleeding for about 1 minute and then it stopped, that cut wasnt deep at all, as usual I chickened out
the next day I was watching TV in my dorm room when I got a phone call, it was from my aunt, my brother committed suicide. No letter, no nothing, he just left and until now Im still full of regrets, questions and pain. Ive been through a lot of painful experiences since I was 9 years old , however, that was the most painful thing I ever had to go through
. At least I thought it would be
two years later I found my other brother in the tub and he was covered in blood
he slashed both wrists
I was able to call 911 and he was saved
but that incident made me go through all the painful memories all over again
now when my brother has problems he talks to me and I listen
I know everything that goes on in his life. He promised me that he would never do what he did ever again but Im still in pain and I cant seem to make it go away
I feel weird and Im scared Im scared that one day I would snap and would gather enough courage to finally do what Ive been trying to do since I was 15 kill myself
|28 May 2006||Anonnymous||Actually, about three hours ago i was sitting on my bedroom floor, with my razor attempting to kill myself. I bled but didn't die. I was just so sick of life and everything. After doing that I was talking to my friend. He made me realize that i have alot to live for. And so did reading all about this. About a month ago a girl i knew killed her self. So many people were hurt by this and her boyfriend even killed himself too. Suicide is a terrible thing. You don't know how many people think about you and care about you and once you're gone you can't do anything. Even if you don't think anyone cares about you, they do. Even if it's someone you don't know they care. I care, because taking your life is a horrible thing to do. It is not worth anything. Just live and think of the good, simple things in life. Whether it be music, friends, movies, outdoors, or whatever. Some people think if you're gonna die anyway why not now? But think of it like this, why not experience the greater things in life instead, then wait for god to take your life away at the right time. And remember, everything happens for a reason. Please don't kill yourself. Please. If you need help them email me, at skatergurlieXX@aol.com I will try to help.|
|28 May 2006||JS||Im not 13, I am 18 and I just recently felt suicidal because i consider myself as a failure. I already wrote suicide notes and planned everything I need to do to kill myself.Please help me not do it.. the pain is building up within me. I DONT WANT TO DO IT.|
|27 May 2006||Flora||Some times I feel that I realy want to kill my self! Its cuz I realy feel underappreciated, and the problem is that I always advise people not to commit suicide but most of the time when I'm advicing people not to kill themselves I think of killing myself as I'm typing or talking! I just wanted to talk to someone but no one understands!
|27 May 2006||micah||I am 17 never really had that bad of life, but still life never gave me brakes and this may be the last time anyone hears me. I have to burn,but and some time i drink my self to sleep to get ride of the pain that i feel. My family has no clue whats going on, my g/f either and she all i have to live for, but now life has pushed me to the point to where i don't care anymore i just want to end it.|
|26 May 2006||weylin||my name is weylin. i have been depressed for quite a while. i started cutting myself half a year ago. i cut myself and watch the blood flow. i hate it. i cant even feel it. i fear i will never belong. i am the only one i know that is like this. i just want people to notice me. im a nice guy but they all think im a freak. i just feel like life isnt worth living.|
|26 May 2006||Winny||F = family destroyer
A = apetite destroyer
T = talkative bug
H = hell lover
E = emits orders
R = retina out of order
i am really sick of my dad i feel like commiting suicide rite now by blowing my head off with a gun.but unfortunately i aint got no gun.i dont wanna hurt anybody physically by intensionally.i feel like doing sumthin stupid like car jacking and tell the hostage 2 call 2 police and call them 2 any bridge or open space where there's free space 2 die then i come out of the car with the hostage and tell the hostage 2 sit on her knees and i pull out the fake gun out of my pocket and police aiming at me and suddenly i point gun 2 the police and police shoot me.this is a great idea taken from my own imagination but there's a problem in this if police shoot on my leg or arm and arrests me then they will send me back 2 my country where i dont wanna go.i mean 2 say i wanna go but i aint got no money back in my country.i am even happy 2 face death penalty in court 4 no reason.i dont wanna hurt any 1 thats why its difficult 4 me 2 b dead.i really dont wanna live any mo.what i thought abou america is totally opposite.its a damn sure that if i get a gun i ll kill myself today waiting 4 nobody wasting no time.i hate my dad so intensely like george walker bush hates osama bin laden.even bush and laden can compromise and b friends but me, in this life cycle life period i am not gonna love my dad or care 4 him it dont matter how much i show care and love 4 my father in front of every 1 but deep inside i am hating my dad.
when i was 2 come 2 america i was having so much dreams abou my father that i am gonna have fun with him each n every moment ask him abou his job when he come backs from work laugh with him give him good gifts,shirts,pants,shoes by surprise from my salary and earnings but everythang my dad crushed himself.he has no respect for my feelings,emotions and what i like and what i dislikes.i dont know why he has changed a lot. i can live in iraq and sudan or vietnam or any place where its very poor living conditions economically very poor people live, with my father if he was a gud person.now i am in america world's most richest and wealthier country but still due to my father's damn brain and behavoiur to us america is becoming worse than hell.i love america i dont wanna leave america.but i am ready 2 die.i told god that i wanna live peacefully and happily in america but due 2 my father i am unable 2 do so.when i die i will request keenly and humbly to god that although u(god)ruined my life but this time give me birth in a very nice family in america where there is no crime peacefull calm quiet gud enviornment.although its gud enviornment here but our family is so harsh so brutal so barbaric and cruel that they will make a peaceful place like yellowknife or maine a living worse than hell.i can live in the fire and heat of hell but i cant live with my dad.i dont know nuthin about my future that whether i am gonna live long or die earlier as i get the gun.my father cant see the real bastards but he thinks that the nice 1's bad may be my death will open his 2 big eyes.but when he comes 2 know about the real truth it would be too late for him as i ll be gone far far away from everybody.
all i wanted was to live peacefully my life this was the only crime or one can say a big sin i was to commit in this bad world.this place america is heaven in matter of fact the whole world is heaven but due 2 bad people in this world this world is becoming hell or has become hell.i dont know why god is giving birth to bad people.on 1 hand god is saying this world is heaven earth is very cool place for humans and on the other hand he(god)is giving birth and sending devils and demons 2 earth so that humans shouldnt be or humans should not live peacefully and happily.why god why .why r u doin this.would u pleeez explain this to me.i am sick of this shit sick of everythang everything aaww god oh my lord oh shit what should i do i am dazed and confused.pleeeeez help me. i dont know where 2 go whom 2 ask whom to tell my feelings my words and my thinking of my heart.even i am ready 4 heart attack.i cant jump in the river for drowning as i am scared of water but not scared of death.i cant even jump in front of 18 wheeler coz there is no guarrantee that it will definately kill me i can survive also and if i survive i can b handicap and if i am handicap i ll b unable 2 die or get gun i cant even jump from apt. building from fifth floor as 4 the same reason as i mentioned earlier.i cant even eat poison there's no guarrantee that i will surely die.the people who r responsible for my this stage will swearly never b happy even after their death.happiness will go millions and billions of light years away from them.the people who have done my life's this damn thing r surely gonna pay today or may be some day soon.god's never gonna forgive them.the people who cant be happy in america can never b happy in any other part of the world they r making me curse them from deep down the real bottom of my heart.and i am waiting 4 some saviour or god's messanger 2 give me death as a god's beautiful gift and then i ll be free from all the worries and of course this life that is worse than anything in this world,worhless life.
i jus dont wanna suffer bad consequences due 2 my father's ill behaviour towards some special people,good people.i cant handle the punishments but instead i can face death happily.dad always sayin that a person is handicap without computer in america i wanna ask him that how much he knows abou computer huh.....how much the other punjabi people knows abou computer who r way way much richer than us in short time period.always ordering us or showing us that we r the only stupids in america and they(daddy) r the only people who can use their brain in america.dad say i should study i should do college i wanna ask that u r also a college graduate with degrees what have u done in america u have been living in america 4 six years what have u achieved that u r tellin me to b a graduate.the punjabis livin in california r so rich that they got their own private jets without studies or any graduate degrees.dad always dominating or 1 can say becomig a dominator over us.i jus wanna die so dat i should b able to get a rebirth in some very good family.
aawwww man navrose's father he so nice so good 4 navrose even navrose consider his father as a friend.i ve seen it.and rohan he jus push his father with his hands out of the room tellin him that he is talking to his freinds(me and nilesh)so pleez go 2 the other room his father wanted 2 talk 2 nilesh but he pushed his father out of the room,oh god,i was surprised at that moment if it was me in place of rohan and my father in place rohan's father oh damn it was to b a mayhem,a tornado was to come in the whole family,the entire family was after me with the sharp shining new swords of words trying to kill my freedom and murdering my heart and its emotions.this rohan nilesh navrose r so lucky sometimes i think why am i not born in their place or in their family.talking abou family,family of djn(nilesh)is so good not only family but the relatives too,when it was hard time 4 me but some of the golden days of my entire life till today,i went with nilesh's family to his relative's house aww man they were mo conserned abou me,abou my fun,abou me to get entertained and i was first time meeting them its not coz of america that they were so nice to me they knew nuthin' abou me.i still remember the lunch with them the rice with dal and mango pickle and that thing for digestion that tasteless thing may be iranian thing i liked that stuff.and nilesh's grandmother oh she is so nice i ve never heard and seen anybody's grandmother like that.why isnt my grandmother like that. i am so unlucky that i jus dont know nuthin' i jus wanna die so that i can b lucky like my friends.its all happening and thinking of me like that coz of my father's crappy mind.the real persons who changed my dad's mind r really gonna suffer and not only suffer but suffer real hard so hard that they will go through hell living in america and after death too.suckers.i hate them and i hate my father too.
now that my father is hiding nearly every single thing from us i wish to leave this place forever this bloody hell i dont cry from outside but i am crying always from inside and i dont want to live any mo now i am sick this shit.oh god please save me from the hell by killing me giving me death providing me the very good fruit to me and that is death.now i hate my father intensely now it dont matter that my father changes his attitude i will never forget what he did to me at this stage he put me that i am asking and praying for death and i will never forgive him never ever it dont matter what happens my decision is final i will try my level best to stay away from my father.i jus dont wanna live thats it.sick of everythang.my father is a very very and i mean very selfish person and i hate selfish people and people who lie to their beloved ones or to one whom they care for even 1% care.and i hate my father 4 all those things mentioned by me above may b couple of things i must b missing which i cant remember that reasons to hate my father.
in each n every talk to us my father lie's he thinks that lying 2 his familia is a very clever thing he is doin' he dont understand a simple thing that by lying to us he is loosing us and loosing the respect.how dumb ass is he people r giving award to michael jackson as the most stupid person of the year well i think my father is the most stupidest person in the whole universe and 4 the coming next millions and billions and trillions of light years.i'm never ever gonna forget the date 12th february 2006 when i saw my father's real soul of selfishness and liar thing in the next few days.it was the most bad experience of my life worse then the hard time when i stayed at my friend nilesh's place