|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|29 Jul 2006||JessiMae||Where 2 start? Well i'm 14...been on this site for a while now but this is my first post...my life would seem pretty good compared 2 sum ppls on here i feel a bit selfish and stupid...But i want 2 die. Ive had an eating disorder for 2 long...ive lost my friends, my boyfriend, my looks and my body 2 anorexia. I feel alone and helpless. Every time i put on a bit of weight i feel guilty and over exercise or make myself throw up. Ive been thinking about suicde for a long time..But have not yet tried it. The first time i try i want it 2 work...I just want 2 go...Any tips?|
|28 Jul 2006||anonymous||i am 13 and i hate life too. i have been a "loner" in school all my life. i only have 1 good friend. && my family like cousins,uncles,aunts etc think i'm so weird and theres something wrong with me cuz i hardly talk. i dont get made fun of at school but like this one time our teacher let us check our grades so i went up and checked mine with everyone else and like EVERYBODY just looked at me weirdly. i felt bad. & my mom always yells at me. i hate school sooo much. i hate shopping for clothes to so i hardly do it and i always go to school wearing a lot of the same clothes. i hate life sometimes i want to commit suicide like right now. but i dont waant to feel the pain. i want to commit suicide painlessly.|
|25 Jul 2006||one night stand||well i think im gonna kil myself for sure now
so my birthday was on the 19th...and i got drunk......for the first time.....it was fun at first and then i was just hangin with my friend and shit....so we were both prty drunk...me more than her.....and we were talkin to sum a the guys at her bar and then we went outside...me my friend and 3 guys....
so we went to the pier by the lake and me and this 24 yr old guy started to make out and shit.....and im only 15...so thats not good.....so we were jus makin out and touchin and shit....then we ended up havin sex.....without fuckin protection....we didnt do it fo that long cuz my friend stopped us...cuz i told her not to let me have sex.....cuz i was a virgin...but yea so she stopped it...but i thik i mite b fuckin pregnant and if i turn out to b pregnant im gonna fuckin kill myself....i have no one to turn to to help me with this cuz if i tld my mom i wud b fuckin dead and if i tld my dad....we wnt go there.....ither way im fucked....so idk wat to do.....but yea i will kill myslef if i find out i am pregnant......so good bye
One night stand
|21 Jul 2006||George||I'm 13 turning 14 this year, July 2006. I can't take life anymore. People hate me and think, I'm a bad person. I have been abused verbaly and sexualy most of my life. I am trying overdose with painkillers or any sort of tablets. I am sick of people using me and 4 my body. I get bullied at school all the time. People telling me I'm gay, bad, im hated, they want me dead and keeps going on. I hate myself, I am depressed and just want to end it all here. People have told me that they reckon I'm not meant for this life and I believe them. All I believe now is that I'm not good enough for anyone and am worthless to the world.|
|20 Jul 2006||alicea||i am 13 and i've tried to commit suicide several times ... my first attempt was taking an overdose of paracetemol and washing them down with bleach and white spirits ... it didnt work just made me sick and unable to move for several days ... my second attempt was drowning ym self ... i took an overdose of sleeping pills and layed face down in the bath... my mum walked in on me... i have now realised suicide is not the answer to my problems ... however much i want to die ... i have to hold on ... im just going through a rough time ... with my abusive mum and sister, i get bullied at school, i know self harm like 20 times a day, i know this isnt the answer either but it helps ease my pain inside ... reflected by the pain i cause on the outside... if you like me and thinking about suicide, THINK AGAIN... THERS SO MUCH THINGS TO HOLD ON FRO, AND SO MANY THINGS HOLDING YOU BACK ... alicea xox|
|19 Jul 2006||Nitesh||If you are 13 then it is too easy to commit suicide. You have less about your parents and may be don't have any boy friend/ girl friend, who can stop you.
You can go at the top of the buiding and jump from it.
But the best way is go in the front of a train, it is a definite step for death.
I am 21 male and professionally qualified, but I have no girl friend till now, so that I have decided to commit suicide.
|19 Jul 2006||knife||Ive cutting my wrist four 3 years i look in the mirror and grab my fat and try to hack it off i hate my life i am 14 now and i have more stitches than i can count i wanna die but i cant its not good to be dead then where do u go nowhere thats where u lay there for eternity no one knows if there is a god no matter how religious u may be u have no proof i slit my wrist every night i have extreme paranoya and scitsofrenia and they think i have early sighns of insomnia i am pretty messed up but i want to help people if u need a young person to talk 2 who wont judge u i am the one to write to i am always willing to listen and help because i never had any 1 to turn to so im here ok ur not alone firstname.lastname@example.org ok im here|
|19 Jul 2006||walter||Hi im just another lonely kid ive been diagnosed with scitsofrenia and paranoya i hate my life im poor i have friends but i think some of them are using me 4 my pot i sit there thinking hours on end y me why did i get chosen but then i read this site and i no that there are people worse off than me i have tried to kill myself but it wont work i have about 40 scars on my wrist i am 14 and trying to find the will to live but i sit there every nite looking at that blade and i try to cut deeper and deeper but it just wont work i hope ive helped some one and contact me please if u wanna talk i wont judge u ive been there man|
|18 Jul 2006||Hannah||I have just turned 17 and have tried to kill my self so far by slitting my wrists, overdosing on many different types of drugs, suffocation, and jumping from great heights all of which failed probably because i have neither the inteligence to get the right amounts or the guts to jump. I have been abused by my drunk mother for my whole life physically and mentally and now the physical part is over i cant get it out of my head,the emotional pain is too much for me but i have family that dont know what has been going on for all these years it would devistate them if they ever found out. I am so confused about what to do i do not want to hurt anyone and even though my life is picking up(i now have friends and have started councelling) i still feel depressed and want to kill myself. If anyone has any sugestions please i need help. Reading the posts on this website has prevented me from suicide tonight so maybe when i feel the need to die again ill come back to this site and continue to read. Thanks Hannah|
|17 Jul 2006||jane||I dont no. I tried to take tablets but my mum found me and i had to have my stomach pumped. now she's on my case all the tiem. i dont know what to do to get away. i'm just so f***in pissed off. would like to hear from others email@example.com|
|16 Jul 2006||sarah||I have this condition called hyperacusis.. and its where every little sounds, and movements bug the hell out of me, its to the point where i just want to be locked in my room and have no life at all, i wonder if this is all even worth it, when i know im always gonna find something that will push me over the edge... right now i know that im killing my relationship with my family.. they cant even stand to be around me, i cant eat at the dinner-table with them, i cant watch tv with them, i cant be around them or my friends at all without lashing out, and walking away.. theres no treatment for this disorder.. i just feel so helpless, and like nobody understands what its really like.. i have thought about suicide for 2 years with it, i have obsessive thoughts about it, but i freak out when i try. if anybody else has hyperacusis, and wants to talk email me..|
|16 Jul 2006||Anna||I would do anything to know.. well i'm only fourteen. The only easy, painless, fast way is a gun to your head but i have no access to a gun :( Maybe i'll come up with something else|
|15 Jul 2006||doctorevil007||I've been investigating ways to kill myself for sometime and it's a bitch. I was maimed by a black gang on Christmas Day in 1999 when I went out for a walk. I am a white male and I was mugged by three black males. One came up to me and pretended to know me. As I turned to leave he tackled me from behind and two of his buddies grinded my face into the pavement with their feet while they demanded money so they could go buy some crack. I gave them $20. Another black punk across the street who watched it happen followed me into a restaurant where I went to get help and he snuck up behind me and broke my jaw just for kicks. I have had three surgeries on my face and I can't eat, talk, or breathe properly anymore. I am in constant pain every second of my life. I have a pain specialist but no medication works. I want a quick painless death. I'm thinking of putting my neck on a train track. It sounds gruesome but actually it is the most humane way to die as consciousness is lost instantly.|
|15 Jul 2006||anonymous||I am 14 years old. i tried to commit suicide a year ago. i got my moms car keys and went in the garage. i started the car and waited. i was found passed out. my mom rushed me strait to the hospital. and you want to know the funniest part. i still want to commit suicide. i have nothing to live for. my mom died 2 months ago. my dad left when he found out about me. my brother blamed me for my mom dying. he killed himself exactly 15 days after my mom died. i have to stay with my uncle now. hes a jerk. hes never here though so it doesn't matter. i want someone to give me one good reason why i should live. just one. i have been cutting my self. i also have been in a deep depression since i was 10. my uncle said that he is gonna get rid of me because i cost to much money. he told me that i can go live on the street for all he cares. i am not happy and i don't think that i ever will be. so i am open to suggestions. i don't want to go through with it yet but if i don't get some help i will.|
|15 Jul 2006||Dead More Than Three Times||Hey Guyz, i know u r all upset and been abused in all wayz or mayb just cuz of ur parentz. But life is bound to get better and although i came here to see how i can kill myself, i realised that ppl out there r feeling worse than me and that life WILL definately get better for u sooner or later. i actually wanted to die, came so close to death but gave up cuz i didn't have the gutz. i dream about how peaceful it would be.... and the sorrow of the ppl i leave behind... and the happiness i'll feel when i'm there, but all those ppl who make u so angry into killing urself, they'll get something coming for them when they die.... and trust me.... u can laugh at there funeral.... and if u hate them so BLOODY much... u might as well dance on their coffin. So GUYZ, just relax, don't kill urself yet, and, plz just take it easy untill the ppl that hurtz u DIE!! don't be sad... but be happy at the fact that they r gonna go to help.... i'd be glad to help anyone who needs it so if u do need my help... email me at.... firstname.lastname@example.org my hopez r with u.... believe in urself.... trust in ur heart.... Farewell....|
|14 Jul 2006||kirsten BBB||uggh......
im fuckin fed up rite now.......im sick of this fuckin bull shit its fuckin over.....
if i had a fuckin gun.....id fuckin shoot myself....my life is so gay i cant stand it......i hate ppl feeling srry for me....cuz it makes me seem so pathetic and i hate it.......i dnt feel srry for other ppl.....so yea.....get over that/....i have realized that i am compltetly lost in this wrold and have no clue which way to turn or who to ask for help......i hate it wen ppl ask how r u and u ay not so good and there like wats wrng.......and ur like o nuthin....and then they keep fuckin botherin ya......obviously i dont want to talk about it or else i would have said something....
i dot like to talk about my life to ppl.....i have...adn only to the pne person in my life that i love dearly and trust....Karla.......god how i miss her......my life has been even more fucked up ever since i moved....
so yea.......but hey wat am i gonna do about it.....after all im only a kid u cud say.....but then again kids make a difference........
i am suicidal but i figure the only way i will kill myself is with a gun....yea i cut...so wat....i do it for control....and i like to watch it bleed.....it amuses me.......i like ro control my pain...jus tlike i like to control my eating.......yea.......i wouldnt say im anorexic.......but i kinda am.....im still fuckin fat.....but since about 4 months ago i lost like 40lbs frm not eating....so yea....rite now im jus so fuckin bored and depressed i c food but it sickens me........
well i g2g before my mom gets home and bitches at me and shit that im on the computer......wat else is new......BYE
|13 Jul 2006||dave||i am 20 but i still want to die the love of my life tracey leaft me on are wedding day so evreything is over for me anyone any tips tried to slit me wrists hang meself but was stopped by me mum twice i so wanna die please help me having counsling but it dont sodding work|
|11 Jul 2006||Ella||i tried to kill my self at the age of 11,i am now 12 and still keeping it up. My sister died when i was 11.she killed her self, gassed her self in a car. After that I tried to hold the tears in, put my self out of the family, lost contact with the world. I had no resin to live anymore. what is life but a waist of time? Then finally one day, my old boyfriend brought a pocket knife to school, I forgot the resin. I then knew i had to get it and comet suicide. I got it,i tryed, didnt work.i cut my wrist's so deep that the pain was nothing and the sight of blood with the thing that sickened me.made my tummy turn.everynight before I go to bed I do it.cut my wrists.and even though I know it wont work,it helps.somehow.now im 12 years old and most people in the school know about it.im not an outsider anymore,but still feel like one.i grew popular over that year,moving school and all,but I never grew out of the habbit of letting the blood bleed from my wrists.everyone at northcross (school) thinks Ive stopped. and I have covered them up well.And only do it deep in the weekends so I have time to heel.i have told no one that I still do it,why would I, they only say im stupid,but they dont know what pain I go through. I hate my mom and dad. My mom and dad hate me. I have no friends. Only the fake ones who you know back stab you when your not around. I have no point in living. That is why I need a easy,pain free way of killing my self.please help as you would of done nothing wrong,only helping a tired soul battle through life.|
|11 Jul 2006||Jesse||I'm 14 right now. And I have been depressed ever since the age of 10. I have tried to commit suicide various times. My parents never cared which made things so much easier for me to be able to get things and try new ways and to experiment.
I've slit my wrists and cut myself all up and down my arms, legs, stomach, throat and even face. Nothing too serious tho, after cutting for such a long time the blood flow wasn't very much in the areas and I stopped bleeding which annoyed me. I also used my fathers cigarettes to burn my hands and arms. The scabs and wounds can stay there for months and when you think its done it re-opens and bleeds again.
I've also tried overdosing. I thought it was perfect, that way I couldn't back out or anything. I took about twenty tylenol and fifteen motrin, ten midol, and a few muscle relaxers for the first time. It did nothing to me. Thats when I experimented with more fast release tylenol, sleeping pills, muscle relaxers, and cough medicine. Still nothing extreme.
Then I tried chocking myself, I only got to the point at which I passed out, I would wake up a few hours later tho with a head ache.
I am so suicidal, I think about it every day, almost every second and the new plan for me is to hand myself with an extension cord at a bridge thats a few feet away from my house. I believe that that will be the only way I can possibly die. I mean I have been run over by a car twice and that didn't do very much to me. Its actually really hard for me to die. Wish me luck!
|11 Jul 2006||Just me||Why cant i just die :(
i look like a monster with embarrassing acne scars, i havent seen my friends in months, i've tried everything but nothin' works, im just gonna wait a couple of months, and see what happens...