|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|30 Aug 2006||Gab||As I sit here in my room I reflect on how I have been raised. I live in a wealthy town during the summer (and where I was raised) and I go to a very expensive ski academy. My parents are still together. My family loves me. So you must ask "why the hell are you bothering us with your stupid complaints?" I wish I knew...I can't stand this life anymore. I'm beyond miserable. I'm about to go back to school in a few days and everytime I think about it I cry. I hate school, everything about it makes me sick. I've been depressed since I was probably 12 of 13. I'm 15 almost 16 now. I hate my life. I know the answer is not killing myself, but it feels necessary to me. I feel as if I have no other option. But going about suicide is the tough part. Early this year I took several sleep pills after I got a concussion earlier in the day...nothing happened...probably because by the time I got the 6th pill in my mouth I threw myself against the bathroom door and cried myself to sleep. If you have an advice...please email me @ firstname.lastname@example.org|
|29 Aug 2006||the things that go through my head||i dreem about killin myself all the time. wenever something big or small gose wrong thats the thought that souths me and when i go to bed at night i fall asleep thinking about cuttind or killing myself and about onece a week i do cut myself but if it were up to me witch it is id shout myself in the head but my question to you is how do i get my hands on a loaded gun? if u have an answer email me on GRR_ander_GRR@hotmail.com|
|28 Aug 2006||raquel||hi my name is raquel and im 10 . i want to kill myself eveyday cuz my dumb sister , abusing mom , stepdad,and auntie hate me (i think cuz they torture me) and i always cry . i hate them but rite at this moment i would love to die.but im afraid . i know its not rite. i saw my friend put a knife almost through her heart . i hhate my self. i fell no one likes me . i think im dumb sometimes.people make me feel useless and im always sad. my mom cuses at me and yells at me sayin"BITCH I HOPE YOU DIE I WANNA KILL YOU MOTHERFUCKER" and i wanna cry so bad .but i guess i will go and think about this.|
|27 Aug 2006||Rene||I am feeling so helpless and lost. I suffer from Anorexic 2 years ago and I was at only 30kg standing at 160cm which is seriously underweight. Many people was then concern about me, they force me to eat and I did. But the problem is I didnt eat normally. Instead of eating, I binge everyday non-stop. And yes, I gain weight. When I reach my acceptable weight, I couldnt stop the habit of bingeing and I binged even more. Sometimes I will behave like bulimic, I will try to purge out the food I ate, but I cannot do that for long as my thoart hurts. I gain more than 20kgs after all the bingeing and I am still bingeing.I knew from my pyschologist that this is a vicious cycle. Anorexic people will start to binge after the long period of starving. I hate it. I see myself as fat and ugly and I lost all confidence in myself. I am scare of places that has a lot of people. I would juz lower my head and walk as fast as I could. I am afraid people would laugh at my size. I am so paranoid that I even quit school and although I am working now, I keep finding excuses to be abesent from work and I know my parents would scold me and I became so depress that I became suicidal. I thought if I leave the world things would be so much easier but I find out that I cannot bear to leave my family. I am really sad as I was the top student of my secondary school and my dream is to get into University but now that I have left my Junior College, I really feel I have no more aims, goals and motivation. I hate myself for being so fat, even my sisters are mocking at my size and the way I eat... My parents are asking me to see my pyschologist but I dont even dare to tell my pyschologist how I really feel. I dont want to use the word FAT. I am afraid she will mock at me too. I dont really want to die but I am seriously at a loss. Now that I am aimless, I juz want to stay at home forever and never go out.But my heart bleeds whenever I see ,y parents working so hard to keep the family going and how can I juz idle around at home. I am really lost. I am determine now to kill myself so as to lessen their burden.|
|27 Aug 2006||keith foster||life is forever because the soal is forever. all you will do is come back again and again and again.I cut my wrists when I was nine because,sexually molested.parents died.twelve.stole a car two months ago and crashed it to a tree, when I die, I will come back, what the hell.|
|25 Aug 2006||nikki||i'm starting to feel suicidal again. i felt better for a long time because of my meds but now i dont think there working. all i want to do is die. im afraid to tell someone because i dont know if they would trust me anymore. i was going to tell my cousin today but i was too afraid to. so now i dont know what to do.|
|20 Aug 2006||Ken||I wanted to kill myself at 13 and now that I am 42 I still have those feelings. I have struggled all my life with suicidal ideas. I kinda acted on it a few times but nothing really happened. Right now I want to off myself more than ever. I am just too chicken to do it. I know I want to do it because I want some kind of attention from a friend of mine and he won't give me any. It is killing me. I want to die. I don't know what to do about it anymore.|
|18 Aug 2006||Erica||Someone help me die. Please. My life is so fucked up. Everything is so fucked up. I tried to kill myself 3 years ago but I guess I got better. I'm 15. My boyfriend of two years broke up with me yesterday and I can't deal with it. My mom is a psycho bitch who thinks its fun to hit me and my dad goes to jail at least twice a year for domestic disturbance or drunk driving or anything. I can't fucking deal with my life anymore. I want to die.|
|15 Aug 2006||jennifer||please take time to read this....please
and mail me through here for those who are kind enough...
well...I've already written here the stuff I needed to get through. but now I cry for help once more.
my name is jennifer. I'm going upto gr.9. I went through gr.1~gr7 and half of gr.8 very happly...I was very happy that time. but after winter, I lost all my self-esteem and self confidence. my brain is rotting...at least it feels like it. it's from all the computer games I'm stuck with.
at gr.8, I was just nervous that I wasn't ganna pass gr.8 how stupid of me. now I think about it, but if I'm able to live through this, I'd think this is stupid too. during gr.8, I slitted my wrist, and I got iron deficienty anemia it's a disease which decreases my physical endurance.
I have anemia and every time I go in the gym class, I can feel my blood moving around and going out of my head and faint, but usualy blood gets stored in my head and I can't bend over.
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but that's not really a problem. I always feel nervous and I have low self-esteem and low self-confidence.
what I'm trying to say is, eneyone who is reading this, can you please help me to get myself back to who I was?
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Please...help me... I know I'll get through it if I get help...
again...this is my e-mail address
|14 Aug 2006||MIKE the movie star.||I have been thinking alot lately about what I call the suicide theory.
It goes like this:
My life sucks. The suckyness far exceeds that of my happiness. If i do kill myself I also kill my problems. I hate my problems and want to kill them. This is the only way I can get revenge on my problems. This theory dosent say i have to kill myself this way or that way. However, its inclusive of how suicide is better than murdering others. It also states how it is a service to the rest of the human race. If I go then my problems go to and everyone else will be able to enjoy a higher standard of life. Its a win win situation.
All I can say is last night i crawled onto the ledge on the bridge down the street from my house. I chickened out. Although I think I was just practicing for the real sha-bang-a-bang. I want to jump right before a large truck drives under me so if the fall dosent kill me the truck will run over me and surely kill me. If any of you have any better ideas on how i could kill myself please let me know. I know either way its gonna hurt real bad.
and please people quit posting on here saying how much this site is sick and twisted and wrong. People who want to die dont care about your morals. Trust me on this.
|14 Aug 2006||emily||someone please help me die
i cant do this anymore
ive tried and tried and theres nothing else i can do. if u can help me please do so but i think ive tried everything
my family is physically and verbaly abusive to me and when i ask them to stop the tell me they never say that
they drink almost every night
i have an anxiety disorder and this doesnt help at all im afraid of everything and i dont know what to do
pleassse someone help me i dont care who you are please help me
|12 Aug 2006||JJ(Jerry)||well the best way to kill yourself would be to overdose or jump in front of a train. any way im 17, 18 in 3 days, My girlfriend left me the college im going fucked me over all my classes are closed so i dont know what i going to fucking do. I have no money in my bank account, i dont want to be stuck in this shithole of a town,(Im suppose to move to orange county to go to college) i feel so lonley, i just go another speeding ticket, my license might get taken away for 2 yrs. Im so depressed. The only person in the world ive ever loved or who has ever loved my left me, i hate being alone, i just want a partner in life, someone to share life with, this may sound petty but this is my life and its fucked up, i have friends but not any real ones, there all fake, fuck my life, i want to die, i want to escape this melancholy, this constant feeling of not being able to breath, feeling lonely, like theres noone out there. Fuck im gonna kill myself in the next few days by taking a bunch of painkillers and a little alcohol. Maybe slitting my wrists if im brave enough. My name is jerry and im from springville, good bye!|
|09 Aug 2006||Cat||To be truthful i don't know but also i wish i did. I have heard cutting yourself is a good idea but i want to know how and where. I've already tried to commit sucide many times and i am trying to starve myself to death but that doesn't seem to help. Unfortunately though i am going to do it today. I am going to die. I may have given up before due to worry and had the doctor out but today is different.
I only wonder if drugging yourself on paresetamol works, praps i'll go back to the old method of stopping breathing.
I don't know but good luck finding the answer.
I'd ask you to tell me but i'll be dead!
|08 Aug 2006||Exile||hi everyone , i have read few massages below mine , i m 18 years old , and before yesterday i thought m sum kinda powerfull person , n that m the only one in my friends and the peopls i know who will cope with any difficulty or anything , yesterday wus my A levels result , i know gettin suicidal over studies is kinda "pinky" , but for me electronics is everything , i have been fixing my friends computers etc and it's like i love the smell of electronics , but yesterday i got 2 D grades and 1 E grade in my A levels result , i wus expecting 2 A's and 1 B , anyway i told my parents that i got C grades in all subjects n it wus like they freezed at that time , gettin a grade wus a big deal for them , i embarrased them infront of everyone , than i came in my room cried for few momments and then i tought same wus happened last time in my O' levels , and actually it had happened many times , it happened everytime , i embarassed my folks everytime , i never made them happy , i am no good for them , from my childhood m acting like m not one of my family , always hanging out with my friends , all the time sitting in my room , over the years i never talk with my family especially with my dad , talk with him once in the blue moon , and few days back i left those peopls who said they are my best friends , because no one wus changed , anyway m still having all these thoughts in my mind , i never did any good for anyone not even for me , and now m rejected from all the universities , still dont know when my folks will get to know about my real result and the rejections from all universities what they gona do , i ought to kill myself first , itz my birthday tommorow , m gona be 18 tommorow , yesterday i tried to kill myself , went for a drive thought to smash in anything , but than i thought that car wusnt mine , and my parents will suffer more bcause we are not like any rich people , than i tried to cut my wrist with a blade i sqeezed the blade on my wrist lightly , there wus a little blood and than i dont know my life flashed in my eyes , i put a bandage on it and came out of my washroom , than today i logged on internet and searchin for ways to kill myself , and somehow open the link of this site , i dont know what m gona do , but there is nothing in living more , i have spent 18 years of my life and itz like i just got up from sleep , m not useful for any more , m just a bad omen of doom , just a sign of badluck .|
|07 Aug 2006||MIKE.||I JUST WANT TO DIE.
I AM SO SAD.
I AM GOING TO KILL MYSELF IF I CANT GET HELP.
IF ANYONE WOULD EMAIL ME AND TELL ME A GOOD DOCTOR I WOULD GO.
THATS 5 LETTER Y's
|06 Aug 2006||supermansux||im fifteen. nd i dont want to live. but i dont want to die either. i just want to escape. from this head ache called a life. i wanna go some where where thers no heart break. so many changes are happenin in my life these days. the stress level is high. ive thought a lot abt suicide. i know i wont actually commit suicide. i dont have the guts. there are these voices in my head. i kno that they are only me or part of me. but they r suffocatin me. i feel like i cant breathe. all these ppl. all these things. sounds. colurs. sometimes i just want to do stuff. like wen i get angry i just wnna throw stuff, hurt ppl hurt myself. n wen i dont do it, the voices start callin me names. tellin me that im a wimp, that im useless. im pitiful.im better off dead. sometimes i wonder wat it will be like if i just do wat those those stuff. so far ive only broken stuff. mostly glass stuf. ive once jumpd into the sea.i gotta go now. someone out there, my email add is email@example.com n im from maldives. i can see that a lot of maldivians have been on this sight. :p|
|05 Aug 2006||Dennis||I'm 17 boy. I've no friends at all. I'm getting bullied in high-school and I see no purpose of why i'm still alive. I never told my dad, but he's depressed too so wtvr.
Last time I was happy was maybe som 4 years ago. I actually hate every1 who has friends, and I can't live in loneliness. Every1 is so mean, and I wud never have done those things against them, if I were them.
I never felt love and never was never in loved with any1. I'd never had any gf, and not even close to. I really don't think I'm a human at all, cos I can't be loved by any1. No one likes my presense, and I always have to appologize that I exist. Why r ppl so mean? It's like every1 is waiting for me to do it...
I think the best way would be to jump out from a tall place. You get attention for that, and you teach those mean 'happy' ppl a lesson!
|04 Aug 2006||kittie kat||hey everyone...
please concider my reply...
my story is nothing comparing to yours but I swear I can help...
I've been threw a lot...Now I'm 16, under the influence of 40mg Prozac and 800mg of lithuim per day, smoke 2 packs per day and drink alcohol a lot... have lost lots of my blood on tests and cuts... tried suicide many times... been abused sexually and physicaly...Had lots of operations and surgeries on my body.. now its soo fagile...Been threw a lot of shrinks and stuff...I'm not there to tell my storie... I'm here to help...
Here's my address: firstname.lastname@example.org
Talk to me... If i cant do shit to u or help u... I will give u the best way to commit suicide...and by that act, I will be selling my soul to hell... but fuck it... I really care about u guys... It's like I'm lookin @ my self in the mirror...
|31 Jul 2006||Slowbullet||I am 13 years old and I've tried to kill myself a lot of times. I've been in a hospitable for sliting my wrists in the bathroom at school.I wanted to die so badly i couldn't wait to get home. I tried other thing like hanging myself and poppin pills.The closest I ever got was when I sliced my veins opend, and watched the blood poor out like running watter.If the blood didnt drip on the floor and no one saw it I would be dead right now.|
|31 Jul 2006||kayla||Iam 15, and im thinking about suicied as i speak, I just cant stand living any more, i hate life, i cut myself but htat dosent work, i need a quiker way, please help me to!|