|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|10 Nov 2006||Kiara||hi i am 14 years old...and wen i was in 7th grade i used 2 b verii suicidal...i used to cut my arms nd wrists...i attempted to suffocate myself,starve myself, stab myself and even go and git hit by a car. i wuld pray that i died in my sleep every night. one day my school counselor found out nd everything got worse people made fun of the fact that i would cut myself. then i stopped and recently my boyfriend of 3 years died and i was the last person to find out nd it hurt alot nd i feel abandoned and alone...i never got to say bye or tell him that i love him...nd i reelii want to see him again and i cant wait any longer i now want to die again i want to spend forever with him the only way i can do that is if i die and im now going back to being suicidal again because i can't get over his death goodbye world hello Mike|
|10 Nov 2006||Vikki||im Vikki, im 17 and i lost my moter wen i was 2 years old, not to suicide, my dad is an alcoholic and im havin a very very bad tym at the moment. I've been researching suicide for a week now n i think its the best way for me. i kno its selfish and alot of people rightly think tht. i dread to think of what it wud do to my family not to my dad rely but to my grandparents who have always treated me as well as ne1 can wish for. i am sori for all the families in the world tht have suffered at the hands of suicide but i dnt kno whre else to turn. i cnt tell ne1 this that i kno as i dnt think it is fair for me to warn them id rather jus go. i'm not sure how its goin to happen yet but it definately will. Good luck to all of u and i hope everything works out well for u, peace be with ur lost ones x x|
|09 Nov 2006||tais||fuck this world fuck this life i am killing myself tonite im shooting myself in the head watch the news you will see bye|
|08 Nov 2006||Random||I'm 21... I've never attempted suicide and the thought almost makes me sick to my stomach but these past few weeks it's sounded pretty damn good with one exception, I have a child. I'm so fed up with it all. I've moved about 10 times in the past 3 years and I'm just tired. After many previous attempts in getting my life together and failing in all the jobs I've had I'm just TIRED! I'm living with my mother and stepdad (stepdad hates me) and it's Wednesday... I've got until Friday to get out... I've got less than $50 to my name and nowhere to go... with a baby!|
|07 Nov 2006||Kurtis||Im an 18 yr old guy who has nothing to live for. Im a freshman in college and Im failing pretty much every class. I have no friends and I have a hard time to trust anyone at all because I have been so horribly mistreated through out my life. I have been through many friends but they all ended horribly wrong by either pranks they decided to play on my to hurt me or they just turned theyre backs on me. I even had my first girlfriend this yr and all went well intill I found out that our relationship was just a joke. She had planned with 1 of my good friends at the time to go out with me then after a month or so shed dump my ass just to hurt me. Its hard to go through these things when im already suicidal and have no self-esteem. And that wasnt the last prank they played on me. I stopped hanging with them and found out that it is so hard just to find 1 friend. I need someone to talk to but there is noone out there for me to talk to. I feel so alone. The only reason I have not attempted to kill myself yet is because of my parents. They put so much care into me and I couldnt hurt them like that. But if they ever die, I wont be to far behind. Life is so depressing with the once in a blue moon happiness. My only joy in my life comes when I smoke a joint and watch some comedy. Sometimes I wish my parents would die so that I could just end my life. 18 yrs of suicidal depression is enough for me. I have no hope left. I dont have any future and im a lost cause. I have no talents, Im a failure at life, and I have no future, Ive already given up on myself. I have had such a hard life being beaten up be everyone at school as a child up intill grade 8 and there is no sign of any improvement. Ive tried asking god for some kind of sign but it never came. All I get is false hope such as my joke of a girlfriend. If anyone wants to email me please feel free!!|
|07 Nov 2006||beri||I just want to die because living is of no use.I am sick and can no longer put up with the gay advances i get from my uncle.I will die soon.|
|06 Nov 2006||Kurtis||Im 18 yr old guy and I have spent my entire life wanting to commit suicide. The only reason why I havent attempted to kill myself is because I dont want my parents to suffer through my loss. They are the only reason why I stay alive. My only joy in life comes when I smoke a joint and watch a movie or play my saxophone. I dont see myself having any future. I wish I could have someone to talk to other then my parents. I just need someone to talk to cause I cant seem to get out of my depression and I premuch drained my parents out. Every night I cry myself to sleep. There is no point in living anymore but i couldnt do that to my parents because they have already suffered alot because of me. I have no friends and it just seems to get harder and harder to get 1. I did have friends but it turns out all they really wanted was to play a bunch of pranks on me. I also broke up with my first girlfriend. The relationship was great intill I found out that she had planned a prank with 1 of my friends to go out with me, lead me on for a few months to get me attached then to break up just to see me suffer. My life just seems to be an endless cicle of problems that never get solved. I want to be a happy person but after 18 yrs of suicidal depression, going to several doctors and im no going on anti-depressents, i've almost lost all hope in life.|
|06 Nov 2006||curt||Hi my name is curt,
Ive been bullied mainly since i joined high school mostly because i sound quite feminine so ppl think im gay im only 13 but before all this shit i was really hyper and happy, i was really outgoing now im not. But ive never told anyone this so this is my first step. Its the end of the holidays now and i used to be smart but ive lost all effort in everything... i dont care anymore i just spend the rest of my day in my room. I tried to commit suicide once before (O.D) but i was using non prescription and didnt have that many tablets so i was unsucessful but now ive started to slightly cut myself and i just dont know where to turn im alone. But if anyone wants to talk they can, just email me...
|06 Nov 2006||husaine mayamid||Hi im a paki! i cum frm pakistan origanaly but moved to england! I smell off cury i have no friends becoz they thinmk im a bomber! i find myslef think alot of sexual thoughts towards sadam husain, hus goin to be hung shourtly! How do i remove the stench of curry on me?? please help me i want to die!|
|05 Nov 2006||emily dendy||Im 14 now and ive tried soooooo many times and it never works. I started when i was 11 cos i had been diaognosed with and illness that i would be stuck with for the rest of my fucking life, and that i cant have any kids!! it sucks. at first i hung myself, i surved (obviosly) next i cut my rists, ive the got the scares to prove it. ive tried and failed but ive learnt over the years that theres no point in tryin, yer waistin time, if i really wanted to go then i wood but theres just one part of me that still wants to live.
ive tried 5 times and i want to forget everytmie ive dun it.
|04 Nov 2006||Life Sucks :(||Im 11 and Ive been thinking about suicide cuz my parents are divorced and my dad drinks and smokes..he also got drunk one time when i was at his house. i cut my knuckles and also cut Xs on legs. My mom doesnt know i do it and life really seems to suck|
|04 Nov 2006||Emily|| I fell in love with a highschool boyfriend "Joe" at 14 as a freshman and he was a senior at 17 and hes put me through cheating with stripper/hookers, horrible fighting (physically towards the end), and mind games up the ass. To tell you the truth though the good times were great that's why I considered him my best friend and first love. We purchased a 4 bedroom 3 bath earlier in March before our birthdays in September my 18th and his 21st birthday. But moving there isolated us and he became an alchoholic. The beatings got worse and one day i decided to leave August 3rd, a month went by and I got a new boyfriend "sean" who seemed very supportive and the nicest guy. On September 6th Joe asked me to come over to hang out and watch movies, that is what we did until he hung himself in front of me while i tried to stop it. Being a bigger guy I couldn't stop it physically, I called the police as soon as i knew what he was doing, I pleaded him to stop and he said nothing to me at all, after he started to turn purple I ran outside and screamed for nieghbors and no one helped (if someone is pleading for help please rush, hysterical crying people aren't crazy, the quiet ones are :) . I am a very strong person and I don't think seeing him hanging there is what is killing me most, I think that what he wanted me to see (his suicide) and that my best friend is gone now is the problem. The next month I tried getting better but now I'm think I'm just suicidal and alone. Especially after "sean" is leaving me (utterly alone) and I have to move just after settling down again. I can't take this pain, I try talking to people & my mother just yells at me and tells me "sean's what i need" and I tried Sean but he thinks I'm nuts and he's never been through alot so I don't expect much. ~~~~~Anyways my point is I waited a hell of a long time already through the most displeasent times to find that I still have nothing, but see I have nothing now, maybe tomorrow will be different & I have a beautiful house again or even a new friend. See that's the difference if we commit suicide we will never know, taste, feel, see, experience things we may not know are coming towards us. I say wait, wait till you turn 14 or even 17 each year brings new shit & hey maybe you'll get lucky and it will be good shit :p
Write me if interested in anything... I have no life <3
|03 Nov 2006||EmMa||hi im emma (age 13) i cant take it any more pleaz help every 1 hates me i have no friens when i come home from sleepin all day at skool where every one teases e for bein different and willin 2 speak up i get straight on da pc or i go do drugs and shyt i hate it i dont give a flyin FUCK about life noone will go out wit i asked 1 guy out and he almost fuckin peed his pants 4 laughin god I WANT TO FUCKIN DIE (AND I HATE GOD DAMN THERIPISTS) HELP MEEEEEEE T__T email me wit help pleazzzzz and no god damn docters pleazzzzz (firstname.lastname@example.org) ps im fuckin adicted wit myspace >_< damn it my life suxxxxxxxx|
|03 Nov 2006||k8y||dont do it find someone who loves you for me it was my frends coz my parents dont give a fuck and think i do drugs but hay just live life to the full!!!!|
|03 Nov 2006||kate||my name is kate and im a 14 yr old aussie... just dnt do it ppl life is worth living ive lernt that the hard way after waking up after taking 3 panadol with 1/2 a bottle of voka ive lernt just get some frends who love you and who dont judge tou and who just take you for who you are live life to the full its the only way to go wven if you fell like shit theres always something to keep you going ... my somthing was a guy called called eric he was always there no matter wat ppl sed... even after i got kickd off skool camp for drinking and after evry1 thort i was on cocain he was there ... always just there no matter wat|
|02 Nov 2006||Desperate Anonymos Girl||I'm 13 and I just don't noe I want suggestions myself I've tried making my life happy I tried asking out ppl I tried so many things I worked hard and not to brag but I'm really smart but I can't stand it it's always my fault my parents don't make it any better I lost my best friend for nothing I can't deal with now what started out as trying to make myself happy has turned into preocupying myself so I don't think of these things now everything turns into slow plotting a slow daeth I can't go on It's really hard and as for heaven and hell I don't believe I gave up a long time ago I haven'thad hope in a real long time no guys like me anymore and I do my best not to show my low self esteem and as for cutting myself yea I used to that then I realized thats pointless drugs too though I'm still for drinking I wannna die Help
comments answers suggestions anything
my s/n is seenfromamirror
I've tried everything It's not working
|02 Nov 2006||painful_deseption||IM 16 have tried 3 seperate time i have tried it all and nothing works first i tried hanging myself but mom walked in.second time i slit my wrists but i unforchantally missed the viens and all i got was stitches my most recent attempt was shooting my self but dad found out and took my rifle away.|
|01 Nov 2006||Katie||I am 18 yrs old and like most of the people here want to die. my life lately has been one blow after another. i feel like i have no friends and nothing to live for. i have never really tried suicide before. the thing i am most afraid of is whats next if i only knew i would end it all. so here i sit on my bed crying my eyes out because i just dont know what to do. i have so many people in my family but i feel like no one cares to relize whats happening. i am failing at college, i cant get a boyfriend because im fat and disgusting and i just dont want to live like this anymore.in high school i was at the top of all my classes and now college is so hard on me i just dont know what to do with my life. i finally realized that all my "friends" are the fakest peole i ever met and i hate everyone of them. so yeah u all say to find someone u trust to talk about these things well guess what i dont have anyone that i trust. so i keep it all to myself and it just builds and builds until lately its become to much for me to handle. so please i just want someone who doesnt know me and cant jusdge my to help! because i have probably told my mom 100 times that i need to talk to a therapist but she doesnt take me seriously. i know this would devistate her if she knew i felt this way but how can i help that i feel my life isnt worth living anymore? i just had to get this off my chest and it feels good to know that someone knows how i feel even if i dont know u!|
|01 Nov 2006||Colette||Okay... so ive made a posting before but i still have more things that i want to say... Yesterday i tried t kill myself again. I climbed to the roof of a tall building. I swung my legs over the side... But there were people down there... So i thought, what if i fall on one of then and fall them dead? Or what if i die in front of them and they get so down that they kill themselves as well... So i couldnt. But i am going to do it. I do want to fucking die!!! Just in a different way that doesnt impact other people so badly. Maybe i will get rattex or something like that. I dont know. Just know i am going to fucking do it becoz i am truely and totally worthless|
|28 Oct 2006||why god why?||im abot to kill myself and im 14. life is a living hell.my parents dont give a rats ass about my and have been hurting me out/inside for as long as i can rememer. there is no one in my life who hasnt betrayed me. ive also turned my death into an experiment. whil in heaven im going to try and respond to this! also, when peple say tht suicide is a sin because ur choosin ur deth instead of god. MABEY suicide is gods chosen death for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!|