|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|21 Nov 2006||Anna||I tried to kill myself 3 times when I was 14 (wrists, paracetemol & tranquilisers) and 1 major attempt at 19 (24 sleeping pills and half a bottle of spirits). That one I woke up in hospital with some nurse telling me I was wasting everyone's time and using up a bed a sick person could have used.
Everyone said I would feel better as I got older but I haven't. I still wish I was dead all the time. I'm now 34, my ex has a new girlfriend, my mother has terminal cancer, my father died 7 years ago. My life is unbearable. I want it to end so much. I just want you guys to know that it doesn't get any easier as you get older. Life is shit. Period.
|20 Nov 2006||Me||A friend once told me to do it... I took their advice... here is my story...
When I was 12 I said I would do it to people for the attention and because i was depressed... or so i thought... the soul in me said it wanted out so i aggreed. I was in a childrens theatre group i was bkstge or backstage and my friend asked me who it was who waved to me ... rember he was just as unknowlegable as you at this point... I said it was the mom of the person who moved away she must have come to visit. then i said i would kill my self if she came back. Then he told someone else then he told someone else this was the start of the people asked me if i wanted to kill myself i thought that if i died i could end it all. This was the problem the next day the people told my guidance councler...(the Fing @%^*#).. she sent me to the mental place and i had to go to a phyco-person... who r cyco to be a cycoperson... but i d it and now there is probally no hope but... i could care less i have fun live day by day and hope for the best E-mail me please even if you insult me i could care less what it says but i need to see that i have more e mails thanks for trying to help with this never ending madness
|16 Nov 2006||no-one cares.||my life is shit, i suck in school and have been on and out of court for the last 2 years and social services are coming to my house this after noon and the might take me from my parents i cant deal with all that is happing and happend i need some tips on how i should do this tonight.|
|14 Nov 2006||Anonymous||I am a failure. I have missed so many days of school that i lost count. It's not like i was skipping or anything, i was REALLY sick. I almost died( ironic huh). I hate that i lived because now i have to face all the homework i missed and my grades have rapidly plummeted. Family life isnt that good either and and my family keeps reminding me about bad things that have happened to them and think that they're making me fell better. What they don't know is that it only make me want to kill my self even more due to my fear that it might happen to me. I recently went to the doctor and lied when i told her that i never tried to commit suicide. I actually tried to tiwce but did not succeed. I thin k i will feel this way for as long as i live and it saddens me even more. I know i'm supposed to tell oyu how to kill yourself if your under 19 and i'm not even 13 im 15 but i guess if you're under 13 i guess you could overdose so yeah that's the best i could come up with, i know it's lame but if you're dead it worked.|
|12 Nov 2006||leo||If your under 13 there really is no reason to kill yourself. I am now 27 and have absolutely no friends. I am all alone with no family within 200 miles of me (one crazy uncle with MS that hates me). My dad already dead and i just have one brother i talk to about 4 times a year in philly. i have one other uncle who will die soon from alchaholism in Florida. i just have my fucking dog.I am beyond broke and will likely soon be evicted. I will commit suicide within a week or so. i will just shoot myself in the head but am looking on-line to see if the temple or in the mouth is the best place. The last thing i want is to be fucking retarded for the rest of my life because i didn't hit my cerebellum and botched my attempt. This isn't an attention ploy like most people who can't manage to kill themselves because they're fucking idiots.
I have asked god to kill me and curse him every day for lying to me. He lied (God is witness)to me and my whole life is fucked now.
i will stay up all night and if God does not give me an epiphany before dawn then... click
Let me know if the mouth or temple is the best place. If anyone tries to report me to some suicide prevention I will kill myself before they can do anything so fuck off.
|10 Nov 2006||Kiara||hi i am 14 years old...and wen i was in 7th grade i used 2 b verii suicidal...i used to cut my arms nd wrists...i attempted to suffocate myself,starve myself, stab myself and even go and git hit by a car. i wuld pray that i died in my sleep every night. one day my school counselor found out nd everything got worse people made fun of the fact that i would cut myself. then i stopped and recently my boyfriend of 3 years died and i was the last person to find out nd it hurt alot nd i feel abandoned and alone...i never got to say bye or tell him that i love him...nd i reelii want to see him again and i cant wait any longer i now want to die again i want to spend forever with him the only way i can do that is if i die and im now going back to being suicidal again because i can't get over his death goodbye world hello Mike|
|10 Nov 2006||Vikki||im Vikki, im 17 and i lost my moter wen i was 2 years old, not to suicide, my dad is an alcoholic and im havin a very very bad tym at the moment. I've been researching suicide for a week now n i think its the best way for me. i kno its selfish and alot of people rightly think tht. i dread to think of what it wud do to my family not to my dad rely but to my grandparents who have always treated me as well as ne1 can wish for. i am sori for all the families in the world tht have suffered at the hands of suicide but i dnt kno whre else to turn. i cnt tell ne1 this that i kno as i dnt think it is fair for me to warn them id rather jus go. i'm not sure how its goin to happen yet but it definately will. Good luck to all of u and i hope everything works out well for u, peace be with ur lost ones x x|
|09 Nov 2006||tais||fuck this world fuck this life i am killing myself tonite im shooting myself in the head watch the news you will see bye|
|08 Nov 2006||Random||I'm 21... I've never attempted suicide and the thought almost makes me sick to my stomach but these past few weeks it's sounded pretty damn good with one exception, I have a child. I'm so fed up with it all. I've moved about 10 times in the past 3 years and I'm just tired. After many previous attempts in getting my life together and failing in all the jobs I've had I'm just TIRED! I'm living with my mother and stepdad (stepdad hates me) and it's Wednesday... I've got until Friday to get out... I've got less than $50 to my name and nowhere to go... with a baby!|
|07 Nov 2006||Kurtis||Im an 18 yr old guy who has nothing to live for. Im a freshman in college and Im failing pretty much every class. I have no friends and I have a hard time to trust anyone at all because I have been so horribly mistreated through out my life. I have been through many friends but they all ended horribly wrong by either pranks they decided to play on my to hurt me or they just turned theyre backs on me. I even had my first girlfriend this yr and all went well intill I found out that our relationship was just a joke. She had planned with 1 of my good friends at the time to go out with me then after a month or so shed dump my ass just to hurt me. Its hard to go through these things when im already suicidal and have no self-esteem. And that wasnt the last prank they played on me. I stopped hanging with them and found out that it is so hard just to find 1 friend. I need someone to talk to but there is noone out there for me to talk to. I feel so alone. The only reason I have not attempted to kill myself yet is because of my parents. They put so much care into me and I couldnt hurt them like that. But if they ever die, I wont be to far behind. Life is so depressing with the once in a blue moon happiness. My only joy in my life comes when I smoke a joint and watch some comedy. Sometimes I wish my parents would die so that I could just end my life. 18 yrs of suicidal depression is enough for me. I have no hope left. I dont have any future and im a lost cause. I have no talents, Im a failure at life, and I have no future, Ive already given up on myself. I have had such a hard life being beaten up be everyone at school as a child up intill grade 8 and there is no sign of any improvement. Ive tried asking god for some kind of sign but it never came. All I get is false hope such as my joke of a girlfriend. If anyone wants to email me please feel free!!|
|07 Nov 2006||beri||I just want to die because living is of no use.I am sick and can no longer put up with the gay advances i get from my uncle.I will die soon.|
|06 Nov 2006||Kurtis||Im 18 yr old guy and I have spent my entire life wanting to commit suicide. The only reason why I havent attempted to kill myself is because I dont want my parents to suffer through my loss. They are the only reason why I stay alive. My only joy in life comes when I smoke a joint and watch a movie or play my saxophone. I dont see myself having any future. I wish I could have someone to talk to other then my parents. I just need someone to talk to cause I cant seem to get out of my depression and I premuch drained my parents out. Every night I cry myself to sleep. There is no point in living anymore but i couldnt do that to my parents because they have already suffered alot because of me. I have no friends and it just seems to get harder and harder to get 1. I did have friends but it turns out all they really wanted was to play a bunch of pranks on me. I also broke up with my first girlfriend. The relationship was great intill I found out that she had planned a prank with 1 of my friends to go out with me, lead me on for a few months to get me attached then to break up just to see me suffer. My life just seems to be an endless cicle of problems that never get solved. I want to be a happy person but after 18 yrs of suicidal depression, going to several doctors and im no going on anti-depressents, i've almost lost all hope in life.|
|06 Nov 2006||curt||Hi my name is curt,
Ive been bullied mainly since i joined high school mostly because i sound quite feminine so ppl think im gay im only 13 but before all this shit i was really hyper and happy, i was really outgoing now im not. But ive never told anyone this so this is my first step. Its the end of the holidays now and i used to be smart but ive lost all effort in everything... i dont care anymore i just spend the rest of my day in my room. I tried to commit suicide once before (O.D) but i was using non prescription and didnt have that many tablets so i was unsucessful but now ive started to slightly cut myself and i just dont know where to turn im alone. But if anyone wants to talk they can, just email me...
|06 Nov 2006||husaine mayamid||Hi im a paki! i cum frm pakistan origanaly but moved to england! I smell off cury i have no friends becoz they thinmk im a bomber! i find myslef think alot of sexual thoughts towards sadam husain, hus goin to be hung shourtly! How do i remove the stench of curry on me?? please help me i want to die!|
|05 Nov 2006||emily dendy||Im 14 now and ive tried soooooo many times and it never works. I started when i was 11 cos i had been diaognosed with and illness that i would be stuck with for the rest of my fucking life, and that i cant have any kids!! it sucks. at first i hung myself, i surved (obviosly) next i cut my rists, ive the got the scares to prove it. ive tried and failed but ive learnt over the years that theres no point in tryin, yer waistin time, if i really wanted to go then i wood but theres just one part of me that still wants to live.
ive tried 5 times and i want to forget everytmie ive dun it.
|04 Nov 2006||Life Sucks :(||Im 11 and Ive been thinking about suicide cuz my parents are divorced and my dad drinks and smokes..he also got drunk one time when i was at his house. i cut my knuckles and also cut Xs on legs. My mom doesnt know i do it and life really seems to suck|
|04 Nov 2006||Emily|| I fell in love with a highschool boyfriend "Joe" at 14 as a freshman and he was a senior at 17 and hes put me through cheating with stripper/hookers, horrible fighting (physically towards the end), and mind games up the ass. To tell you the truth though the good times were great that's why I considered him my best friend and first love. We purchased a 4 bedroom 3 bath earlier in March before our birthdays in September my 18th and his 21st birthday. But moving there isolated us and he became an alchoholic. The beatings got worse and one day i decided to leave August 3rd, a month went by and I got a new boyfriend "sean" who seemed very supportive and the nicest guy. On September 6th Joe asked me to come over to hang out and watch movies, that is what we did until he hung himself in front of me while i tried to stop it. Being a bigger guy I couldn't stop it physically, I called the police as soon as i knew what he was doing, I pleaded him to stop and he said nothing to me at all, after he started to turn purple I ran outside and screamed for nieghbors and no one helped (if someone is pleading for help please rush, hysterical crying people aren't crazy, the quiet ones are :) . I am a very strong person and I don't think seeing him hanging there is what is killing me most, I think that what he wanted me to see (his suicide) and that my best friend is gone now is the problem. The next month I tried getting better but now I'm think I'm just suicidal and alone. Especially after "sean" is leaving me (utterly alone) and I have to move just after settling down again. I can't take this pain, I try talking to people & my mother just yells at me and tells me "sean's what i need" and I tried Sean but he thinks I'm nuts and he's never been through alot so I don't expect much. ~~~~~Anyways my point is I waited a hell of a long time already through the most displeasent times to find that I still have nothing, but see I have nothing now, maybe tomorrow will be different & I have a beautiful house again or even a new friend. See that's the difference if we commit suicide we will never know, taste, feel, see, experience things we may not know are coming towards us. I say wait, wait till you turn 14 or even 17 each year brings new shit & hey maybe you'll get lucky and it will be good shit :p
Write me if interested in anything... I have no life <3
|03 Nov 2006||EmMa||hi im emma (age 13) i cant take it any more pleaz help every 1 hates me i have no friens when i come home from sleepin all day at skool where every one teases e for bein different and willin 2 speak up i get straight on da pc or i go do drugs and shyt i hate it i dont give a flyin FUCK about life noone will go out wit i asked 1 guy out and he almost fuckin peed his pants 4 laughin god I WANT TO FUCKIN DIE (AND I HATE GOD DAMN THERIPISTS) HELP MEEEEEEE T__T email me wit help pleazzzzz and no god damn docters pleazzzzz (firstname.lastname@example.org) ps im fuckin adicted wit myspace >_< damn it my life suxxxxxxxx|
|03 Nov 2006||k8y||dont do it find someone who loves you for me it was my frends coz my parents dont give a fuck and think i do drugs but hay just live life to the full!!!!|
|03 Nov 2006||kate||my name is kate and im a 14 yr old aussie... just dnt do it ppl life is worth living ive lernt that the hard way after waking up after taking 3 panadol with 1/2 a bottle of voka ive lernt just get some frends who love you and who dont judge tou and who just take you for who you are live life to the full its the only way to go wven if you fell like shit theres always something to keep you going ... my somthing was a guy called called eric he was always there no matter wat ppl sed... even after i got kickd off skool camp for drinking and after evry1 thort i was on cocain he was there ... always just there no matter wat|