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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|22 Jan 2007||kat||I just wanna die rite now. All i do is here voices telling me to kill myself and i see showdoes shaped as rats(which im terrifired off).I am a totle loser with no communication skills so ppl find me boring. I have to go to a new skool this yr cause ill just get bullied again. If any1 can make me a bit happier about myself email me and plz no therispt|
|22 Jan 2007||sad||my best friend is 12 and i am 13.she has attempted to commit suicide everyday..her mom lives in florida and her dad lives in massachuessets...zhe called me and she said she was drunk(age 12) and tried to kill herself..shes my neighbor and i ran to her house and took her in...her dad is never home...and she(if she moved in with her mom) would live with a girl who lost her virginity to a guy when he was 17 and she was 12....
now my bf(well dead bf) killed himself because he though no one loved him...
tonight i am going to kill myself...the best way to do it is to drink rubbing alchol...the reoson im am doing it is because i was beaten by both my parents..and still am...and raped by my soccer coach...
|21 Jan 2007||pran||HIII ..i am pran..i am 16..well i have tried tylenol pills but they realy dont work..i am frm india and i juz molved 2 USA..ders noone here..ppl juz hate me..nobody wants me..i have never been soo freakin alone..ma life suckz..juz wanna end dis pain..i have even tried suffocating myself but i juz cant do it man..sumthin juz stops me|
|20 Jan 2007||sharon||heyy ima not a suicidal person or anything & i anit here to tell ya'll tht u need help but i wanted to know if anyone would care enough to lik add meh up and tell meh some ways to help mi friend. we alredi saw a conceler but things got realli screwwed todaii and idk how to handle it all and i aniit gonan go call da cops cuz ive had enough of them.. well if ya can help or if u just wanna help meh deal wif da whole issue add : email@example.com|
|20 Jan 2007||damonkeyking||hi im really depressed, my parents dont support me in any way, theyre spliting up, im 13 and failing skool cus i cant b bothered,i cant b bothered wit alot of things anymore... and i cant bring myself 2 kill myself cus im scared but i know i want to cus if there was a buton 2 kil urself with no pain id press it.|
|18 Jan 2007||matt||dude im bout to blow my brains out in like 2 days..nobody knows it but i hope it tears there hearts up.i dont care bout them. all it is jus lies and nuttin else. no emotions or ne thing jus lies.wtf is there to live for|
|17 Jan 2007||Shalena||Hey, someting we have in common. Everyone tells me I"m beautiful, but I'm not alllowed to date, sleep over anyones house. My mom, I haven't seen her in 3 years or more, my dad, don't live with him, my step-grandma sucks...She said I need above a c to satisfy her basically, and the only thing I enjoy doing is playing guitar and singing, other wise, I could just DIE!!!! In 8th grade, I took a bunch of tylenol in the p.m. , and I lost my sight and was gonna die, but my dad called 911, and they put me in some mental hospital I felt awkward in, but now i'm depressed again and wanna die again, and I'd rather be in that mental institution than to be herre!!! I hope that helps... (When you take pills, you can feel your body slowing down, and you get really sleep!_)|
|16 Jan 2007||Ugh!||Oh boy... This is probly like the 4th time I posted here... well, I have a history (within the last 3 months) of suicide and cutting, first time, I swallowed 300mg of muscle relaxors, that really didnt do much at all, but it was all that was in the bottle... 2nd time I swalloed 1.3 grams (1320mg)of oxycotton, im suprised that didnt really fuck me up, the third time I slashed my wrist, but it wasn't deep enough because the knife I was using sucked.
well I doubt there will be another suicide attempt, but knowing how my moods change easy, I guess I have some mood swing problem... something like that, well the reason why I was trying to kill myself was out of boredom, and I thought I loved this one guy (im gay) but I was just attracted to him, and I still am, but I will probly always be, because hes soooooo hot. But anyway, I dont really know why I was trying to kill myself about it, but really its just the rejection (no I didn't ask him out, I know hes straight) and I felt ugly, because even if he was gay, I bet he still wouldn't wanna go out with a fat ass like me... but I do know, im not ugly, just fat =p anyhoo... fat changes, so its not a big deal, too bad I didn't think like that before, but anyway, I got back from the store, and my dad started drinking again, I fucking hate it when he drinks, he said he would kill me, over something stupid, I know its just his drunk side talking, but if he says that, you know he thinks about it alot, and that didn't put me in too much of a good mood. Oh well, I still didn't cut myself over it... (amazing, right?) if it were me about 1 1/2 months ago, I probly would have put on about another 100 cuts on my arm again. Or tried something, like swallowing pills, but its such a drag when u gotta drink charcol... I rarely have time to myself to attempt anything nowadays, but I am starting to just dislike dad... Hes so idiotic when hes drunk too, like he was telling me how lucky I must be to have a dad like him, because he was driving 80mph down a 35mph road and blasting this totaly fucking hideous song (something about rollin' on a river) and it was so horrible... Anyway, thanks for paying attention to my story.
|16 Jan 2007||just a guy||I tried to commit suicide 2 times before. The first time I only took 20 tablets so I was ok. The second time I took 140 different painkillers because I really didn't want to be ok. But I didn't die and I was sick and I had to stay in hospital for 2 days on a machine. Please someone email me I just want to be friends.|
|15 Jan 2007||kyu||everyone always talks about how they were abused and hurt and that is why they want to commit suicide. i dont have that defence. I'm trapped within myself, i have a world that i cant dissapear from, it wont leave me alone. no matter what i do i find myself in my world. this is perfectly normal for any young child, but if it still happens when you are 15 there is something wrong with you. i have been forced to move around the country 9 imes and everytime i start to like the place i live im forced to leave again. i was suicidal when i was 6-8, when i was 9 i started cutting and when i was 11 i became suical again. every attempt has failed. my sister is in treatment, so if i get caught ill end up with her. i have no purpose and i want it to end. the whole "my own world" thing sounds like crap but you have to trust me. imagine every time you try to get anything done, fall asleep, listen to someone, talk to some one (by the way ive also become anti-social and anti-trend) or even watch tv you cant. PLEASE HELP ME!!!|
|15 Jan 2007||Tia Russell||well i think im about 2 go bac 2 olf habbits i need a friend not just sum1 2 talk 2 a real friend plzzzzz help this may be my last cry 4 help add me Greendayluver00@msn.com.....Juggalette4life@comcast.et....Bornwithanaxeicp4eva@yahoo.com ....Emoangel0069@aol.com pllllllllzzzzz contact me|
|15 Jan 2007||Jon||I would like some help from any one can give me advice, im not under 13, but still in my teens. I feel like running away from everythink i want to commit suicide but im scared. i am stuck on life. i fill so lonely in life it fills like i got nothink, still liveing at home with my mum and dad who are alcoholics and dont take an interest in me. and im scared of asking them if they are my real parents because i think im adopted and i dont know how or if i should ask them. I dont know what to do please help.|
|15 Jan 2007||taylor||I'm exactly 13, and I know sooo many ways I could do it. I just want it to be painless though. Painless and peaceful, so I think that maybe takign pills would work, but are pills painless? And if so, do you know what kind are the best? I want to do it this May. I'm goign to lay under a tree, take the pills, and start reading my favourite book while listening to my favourite songs...do pills kill you that fast? Gosh, could someone help me figure something out please? Thanks, you're all so awesome. =]|
|14 Jan 2007||Brandon||Hi my name is Brandon! I feel very depressed! I agree with "Runescape101" people over the age of 18 really dont know how I feel or in his case how he feels! We all feel different! I am 12 years old! I cut myself and do marijuana and drink alcohol! My mother died when i was 6 years old! My father left when I was 3! My father used to rape me and my sister! (My sister has not commited suicide) I am very depressed! My father also abused us physically and sexually! He is an alcoholic and a drug-addict! I need help! I am going to hang myself tonight! Please pray for me
~Brandon~ Soberebos@yahoo.com! also check out www.myspace.com/imtherealthing! Brandon
Brandon Michael Morgan ~~~~~~~
|13 Jan 2007||Villevissen||To begin with... My father is a religious maniac. When i was really small, like 4 years old he had made my whole family crazy. he had even brainwashed me so badly that i thought i saw demons on the walls and the sealing. My parents started to argue very badly and it all ended in a devorce. Later on my mom met a new dude. At first he seemed to be a great guy and then he started threatening me whenever i did somthing with his giant fist and said he was going to beat me up if i ever did anything more and shit like that. And then he started treating my mom really badly, caling her a whore and stuff and they separated a while after. My whole childhood has been somewhat turbulent and i've had suicide thoughts since i was about 6 or 7 years old. When i was about 8 i started smacking my head agaist the wall and said that i wanted to die. so my mom took the whole family to a shrink and nothing got better by that.
I've got 3 sisters and 1 brother. 2 older sisters and 1 older brother and a little sister with down's syndrom. All my family members got out from my first father rater sane axcept for me. they could all process the whole shit, My sisess talked to eachother and my brother made my life into a living hell.
i've had thoughts about killing my brother since i was about 12 or 13. All this have resulted in me getting a splited personality. 1 Really dark side that hates my whole family so deeply, And he wants strange things tho he does not wish to die. He is the side of me that have kept me from killing my self instead coz he turns my sadness to hatred and anger.
In my young childhood we lived out on the country side. Since i was so badly alergic to fur animals i couldnt meet any of the other kids near our house. So
it left me with a social disabilety. First day in school i was so happy to see other kids so i littarly grabbed the first kid i saw (Since i didnt know how to make friends that was the first thing that flew in my mind) and after that all the kids where afraide of me.
The rest of my school path have been much more wierd. I if i didnt team up with the worst kid in class i beat him down. And i've always bullied other kids in school and never litsend to the teachers and always did as i wanted.
then i hit the age of 13 and found some really nice friends. We skipped school everyday and started going out on town to start fights with other things and bust houses and stuff. And thats when i first found alcohol. i hit the age of 14 and still skipps school and is out with my friends, but after i while i go to school to meet other people. Thats when i started drinkin, Every morning for like 3 months. It was the sweetest time of my life! I really loved that time! It was the only time of my life that i didnt want to die. I was really happy. Then 1 day i realized that i wanted to go home and drink so i tought "Omg im going alcoholic" so then i almost stopped drinkin. then i hit 15 kept doing what i was doing and lived more and more towards the "Egde". Me and my friends was just about to pass that "Edge" when i thought that i didnt want to be a part of it. my life was fucked up as it was. So i didnt be with my friends as much and didnt follow them to parties and stuff. By now half 9th grade had passed. thats when my friends started drifting apart because one of my friends was going to a foster home and all of us was on the edge on also beeing put in a foster home. So i started to meet new people but i never really got to know them or thier friends. then i started in high school or whats it called in enlish ^^ By that time my old friends had either disapeared or was in jail or in a foster home far far away so i couldnt be with them and since i didnt really know my new friends friends i couldnt be with em without it feeling really wierd.
And all the dudes in my class is really fucked up and geeky and i hate em so bad so im very short on friends atm. And that really gets to me... So teh last 2 years i've almost spent alone at home. really hates it. really suckes hard! The only light in my life atm is my drawing and my guitar <3!
Just add me on Msn or somthing if you feel like talking or hearing more of my life. Theres so much more to tell and this version i just wrote is rather censured :)
|10 Jan 2007||lou||strangely i am quite experienced in this already..... even though i've failed so many times and know it's not worth it i still want to try again.
The best way is deffinatly alcohol poisoning, if you can find enough, after that it's hallucinagents and then any kind of medication/drug you can get.
from there it's whatever you want to try, cutting a main artery, hanging yourself, anything. it's wierd that i've just realised how much i've already tried to doeven though i'm only 15. councelling only helps for a couple of days and it's so easy to just pull the wool over everybodies eyes. maybe if it was harder to do i wouldn't know about this kind of thing but oh well, i still look forward for to the next attempt :)
|10 Jan 2007||suicide||well hi again....i hav never seen ma parents tawking wid each other.......one ov ma brother(now in usa) hates me sooo muxch that he never even ask abt me 4m ma mom whenever he call n even not on net......ma second bro....well i noe he would never trust me in his whole life i noe he hates me but just bcox of ma mom he never show that he hates me then cum ma father well he love his sons.....u noe wat m the only daughter of ma father but still he like ma two bros....N HATES ME......not only ma father but whole of his family his sisters his brothers like ma brothers n always underestimates me....they thinks that as iam a gurl thats y i should be treated badly n they never giv any importance to me u noe wat guys i cant even go out of ma house as iam living in suxch a suciety that dose not a gurl to go out 4m her home alone....but honestly tell me when ever u r upset u dun even wanna hav ur self wid u so how can u hav sumone 4m ur family....n from suxch an fukin family.....well iam not even allowed to go to ma frnd's house n even can not call ma frnds to ma home cox ma status....HUH....they r so rich n hav fantastic homes n they think that i must be having suxch an home like them but how can i tell them that iam notatall rich....i think i should leave now but still wanna tell u that i really dun wanna die but iam still doing all this cox i want to gain attentions of ma family member n wanna make them realise that all that they r doing is wrong....but is this the right way iam not at all seeking 4 help but iam thinking that what ever iam doing.....is wrong but.......:(|
|10 Jan 2007||suicide||well......i didnt write to this site so that sumone could help me but i wrote bcox i was quiet upset that day n had no one to tell suxch things cox ma frnds think that iam very rich and i have a wonderfull life....HUH......well but really wanna tell u one thing that thinking of committing suicide is very easy but when u attempt it and when u see the face of death u really realise that u hav done sumthing wrong.........i hav tried it but still m unhappy wid ma life n always thinking abt how to gain attention of ma parents.......|
|09 Jan 2007||They call me Jr. but im phil||my names phil i went to shepperd prat for slitting my wrists, hanging myself, popin pills, smokin weed, hitting my parents and they hit me back, breaking and entering, cutting myself, drinking, driving underaged. when i was a baby my birth mom did drugs and my birth dad hit my mom and pushed her down the stair. no im not retarded from that and im not retarded at all. iv been suffering from anorexia and belimia. i waight 96 pounds my god brother is gay and i have a great gf hus makin me stop this all i drilled a hole in my knee and yes i am the same person a little bit down. i no its hypocritical but its nopt kool to try to commit suicide. i am also depressed alot.
my family hasnt gotten better im adopted cuz my birth family wasnt good enough to become parents my mom and dad( birth parents) are in jail. people can call me to talk cuz i want to help people stop ill give u the # later.......
iv died ya its not good. since the last time i wrote to this place i died 2 more times.
and what are people gonna say a bout all of u
wow u guys are weird or u have problems cuz u wanna die....
u nmo they cant accept us and that makes us worse
i got suspended and expelled from my last skul for fightin
im rich if u wanna put it like that but it sucks beiun rich
my parents think there so cool and they think they can get away with hitting me
my dad had to hold me back from hitting my mom.
well i have to go back to writing depressin stuff and idn i might go lay in a corner in my room all dark cu im depressed as hell
my screen name for AIM is candyshopper94
IM me like anytime
my # is 443-955-8504
well off i go i gotta go grab a knife to keep my mom away
call or IM
|09 Jan 2007||Yasmin||I am 16 I have had a really good childhood, everything has gone right to me. I mean I am not living on the street I am not poor, I haven't really had any physical abuse or anything like that. Yet for some reason I try almost everyday to kill myself, so it isn't always bad things that spur you to do it, for I just have it in my mind constantly, something involuntary for me like breathing. No-one will believe me, because I am always smiling and I am always happy. But sometimes I just snap, grab things and just try and kill myself basically. I will tell you now pills definitely does not work, I have tried countless times with them, neither does jumping off stairs. I have also tried stabbing myself, but paracetamol does not ease the pain, not one bit. And whilst doing all of this my mother hasn't noticed my stab wounds or me trying to cut my arm off or anything, that's how discreet I am and how unlikely it is for a happy girl like me to do it, but I do.|