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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|25 Dec 2006||Kelly Crutcher||I've never heard about a suicide kit before I found your page. I'm not really sure about a permanent way. I was born in 1981; I'm a member of the Latter-Day Saint (mormon) church, I grew up in this faith and I have a strong faith in God and Christ, but there's been times when I've gotten so depressed that I've seriously thought about taking *my* life. I attempted suicide once in 2005 (I locked the bathroom door when I was taking a shower; closed the drain in the bathtub, let the water get deep enough and tried to drown myself; Grandma picked the lock, panicked when she saw me trying to do this and pulled me out)and once in 2006 (took an overdose of my seizure medication and went to bed, praying that I wouldn't wake up)
Recently, I thought about hooking a garden hose to the exhaust of Grandma's car and running the other end through a back window, getting in the car, turning the ignition on and waiting.
I'm afraid to tell anyone I know about this problem because they'll think I'm crazy, stick me in Circles of Care and treat me like a loony. I don't know what to do.
Please don't think I'm crazy; I'm just depressed over a lot of stuff in my life (my grandfather passed away in 2001; my parents got divorced, I suffer from grand-mal seizures and the medicine I'm currently taking for the seizures doesn't seem to be working; every time I have a seizure I chew my mouth and the side of my tongue and get bruised) and I don't know what to do about anything anymore.
|25 Dec 2006||oriana||umm i dont know the best way but if you dont want to hurt anyone else and you dont like pain you could simply drink shots of bleach or other poison mixed with alcohol or soft drink until you start to throw up then hope to god you dont survive cos if you do it will really suck by the way i might actually try this it sounds like sumthing worth doing but not tonight, tonight im going out with friends an getting drunk yay! im 14 and last nite i had sex with shaun then today is christmas and evry1 told me that shaun played me i really loved him this sux anyways if you must kill urself please dont kill sum1 else and then urself cos that is really mean ok luv ya xxx|
|24 Dec 2006||Help Me.||Sometimes I just hate myself so much and I get so angry because almost everything I try to do turns out wrong and I fuck everything up no matter how hard I try and I just get so angry I want to smash my head in against a wall. I don't know who to ask for help, because I don't know what I would say. "Hi, I'm fourteen years old, and I fantisize about diving off a building head-first into the sidewalk, so could you please convince me not to?"|
|23 Dec 2006||Kitty||Hey I've been reading the posts on this site for a while now and just felt the need to talk to you all. Well my names Kitty and I'm 16. In my 16 years of life I've been though a lot but have managed to deal with it until now. I was born to parents who were drug addicts. My dad was violent towards my mum, me and my little brother. When i was 6 my mum moved out. She is now an alcoholic and seems to spend more time worrying about my step brother and sister then she does about me. When i was 7 i was raped by my half brother i didn't tell anyone about it till i was 14. All through my live i was molested by my dads best mate. It is still happening but not to the same extent. I was bullied at school and has carried on in college. Since my mum left I've had to act as a mother to my little bro. My dads always to engrossed in his computer games to even remember he has kids. My brother is now 14 and thinks he can get away with anything. I try to help him but he just throws it back in my face. My friends are all leaving me and i'm too shy to make new ones. Last year i had to deal with my nan and grandad dying. I had no one to talk to which made it really hard for me. This year i fell in love. It was the best thing that ever happened to me. It lasted 2 weeks. He dumped me because I'm insecure and shy. he broke my heart but we were still friends till tonite. I told him all about my life everything I've had to deal with but he didn't care. he just told me to stop being childish and to grow up. that other people can deal with it so i should be able to. Now he never wants to speak to me again. the one man i ever loved and he hates me. A few days ago my best mate Will said he couldn't speak to me anymore. His girlfriend didn't like me and him talking to each other. Ive lost too many people to make my life worth living. All this is nothing compared to what is happening after Christmas. My dad has had enough of me and wants me out of the house after Christmas. I have nowhere to go. no one loves me all my friends have gone off with other people, i have no one to turn to. I know i cant survive by myself i need the comfort that can only be found in a hug. Like all of you the only way out i have is death. I just hope that other people are stronger then i am.
If you ever want to talk about anything please please email me or add me. My msn is Braintree_Babe@hotmail.co.uk
|21 Dec 2006||Becky||I am having a hard time right now. My boyfriend just broke up with me 5 days before christmas because i cought him in a lie so he is angy with me. I loved this man more than anything in the world. I dont know what i am going to do without him. The only way i see to stop the pain that my heart feels and my head is to kill myself. There is no other way, i sit at home and dream about how i want to kill myself. I cant turn to any of my friends because we both have the same friends. I tried telling him we can work it out but he said its something that only He can think about. i can eat and all i want to do is die.
So to be honest with everyone i dont know what the best way of doing it is. I am trying to find out. I just thought about get drunk and driving my car into tree, maybe that way i wont kill myself just put myself in a coma.
All i wanted was to have someone love me for me, i give and give but no one will love me back. So the only way is to stop my brain and just end things...I just dont know how?
|20 Dec 2006||suicidal.hate||well i dont know how the best way to kill your self. but i wish i can kill my self sometimes. but its hard to do it when i have a 2 year old girl. and im only 17. i really dont know what or why im here in life for. i really dont kow if i wan to live any more. i wish i can give up. and some times. i feel realy bad when i do. but yah. well i dont know why you guys cut on your self and all. but this is why i do it to my self. i like to sit in my bathroom . and i will sit there thinking about the times that mad me feel like shit and the times that i was treated like shit. well i will have the razor blad in my habd and i will take it to my wrist and just let it go over my skin. i will watch my blood drip to the floor. well i was raped and molested by my family. and was told that it was my foult that was happin to me . and i was not wanted by any of my family. yah this starting to sound stupid but yah. this is just some of the resons why i do it. if you wan to know more. send me soemthing at firstname.lastname@example.org|
|20 Dec 2006||evolution||reading previous comments on this site makes my issue look nothing...but here goes...
the burden of education whacks me all the time. don't get me wrong, im 24 right now, with a good profession and my life is almost complete....
but my shitty grades all my life have given me the desire to end my life. i cant take this BS anymore. and why i wanna do this, because i can't withstand my parent's pain when they see my bad results and they start abusing me and entirely disown me...i can't see the sorrow in my mom's eyes....
why can't they realize that im just one fucked up child and just a average kid...
neither am i liked in my family...im simply shunned because of this thing they called education...i have a an honours degree and a graduate and God knows how i hve worked hard to achieve this but looks like this master's thing is getting over my head...i keep failing papers by a mere 1 or 2 marks...is this insane or wht????
tell me the best solution which is painless and easy. i think pills will do the job...
if i get no answers, i will go with ahead with the pills in a few days...
shitty life, u have to live it for others but not urself....sad...
|19 Dec 2006||katie||I have been suicidal for a couple of months now. I cut myself regularly. No one knows. 2 of my friends (well, one friend, alyssa, has been being a real bitch lately. But she knows and i'm afraid she'l tell the WHOLE school) and my other friend who is still my friend, knows. I decided to tell them because they both are depressed too and I felt I could trust them. I dont evenknow why i am. I come from a nice middle class family, my parents never abused me too much, and I've had friends until now. They were really the only people keeping me from killing myself and now that they're gone.... there's nothing stopping me. I'm a little scared, though. Everyone just started being a bitch 2 days ago and I have no clue hat i did. i want help, but to get help, I would have to tell someone. Which I cant bring myself to do. i cant go back to school tomorrow. I just cant. my b/f's really the only one who still likes me and everyone is trying to turn him against me too. I hate myself and i hate life and everyone else hates me, so it would be better if I was gone anyway. Nobody cares about me. I dont care about myself. I cant eat. I cant sleep. I'm failing all my calsses. Life's a bitch and I want it to be OVER!!!!!|
|17 Dec 2006||killer||i want to die ive been trying since i was5 and im 13 almost 14 now email me at
|13 Dec 2006||cody||hey all my name is cody and i want to kill my self because i have cancer and i hate my life i have an older sister who is almost 18 and i have to get good grades like her and im so sick of it so do any of you know a web site that tells you to kill ur self because i i want it|
|10 Dec 2006||Megan||kill yourself. yer sure lets all try it. monday tomorro and im 12 sitting here crying when i read this sorta stuff its the only way to stop me crying. just aloud of people feeling cr*p wanting a easy way out. just like me. best way. just sit there tell the world to f*ck off and wait. lost in your own thoughts. yep this is the life.|
|10 Dec 2006||SIAN||ite im sian n im 12 ma mum is freting to kick me out n evry time she ses it i just wont out she dnt no how much this is herting me i h8 it i wish it would end ... all i wont to do is kill ma selff but i h8 paine so i need to no the most paineless ways n i dnt need help i no wot i wont n it is to start my lyf all ova meen now m8s maybe even have a new family ....i dnt get it iff u no ur not gunna b a good mum then y brig a kide into it i h8 er so much n this time i meen it i have allready tould so off ma m8s that i aint gunna b at school tmoz i cant let umm dwn now coz it will just make things wors than thay arr so iff i aint dun it by tmoz dus any 1 no i warm place that a 12 ur old can sleep in marg8 kent ........help me|
|09 Dec 2006||emily dendy||hi im bk nd i rele wonna kill myself fer real...my frends h8 me im alone...so alone..no1 cares...no1 eva cares...no1 will eva care...lifes so fuckin shit atm...i wonna go...no1 will miss me...plz help me...im alone|
|07 Dec 2006||emma||hi im emma (age 13) i cant take it any more pleaz help every 1 hates me i have no friens when i come home from sleepin all day at skool where every one teases e for bein different and willin 2 speak up i get straight on da pc or i go do drugs and shyt i hate it i dont give a flyin FUCK about life noone will go out wit i asked 1 guy out and he almost fuckin peed his pants 4 laughin god I WANT TO FUCKIN DIE (AND I HATE GOD DAMN THERIPISTS) HELP MEEEEEEE T__T email me wit help pleazzzzz and no god damn docters pleazzzzz (email@example.com) ps im fuckin adicted wit myspace >_< damn it my life suxxxxxxxx|
|06 Dec 2006||April||okay honestly i dont know.I am 15 and i have suffered from major depression,post-traumatic-stress diorder and biopolar disorder since i was 12 i tried to kill myself many times ..i was raped and mioltested many times in mylife bymy family members so dont give me taht" i know how it feels crap" bcuz u dont YOU HAVE NO IDEA!!|
|04 Dec 2006||alexandra||i've tried to kill myself a couple of times. each time with pills and obviously each time without success. i've read a lot about people who try to commit suicide and fail and they say that it was the moment they realised they needed help... do you know what it made me realise? that i'm so much of a failure that i cant even kill myself properly. that was hard to handle. i havent had that much bad stuff happen to me. i come from a good, stable, well-off family. i wasnt abused by my parents. but i did get bullied a lot at school and i never told anyone the extent of it. also, my dad constantly put me down and still does. everyday i feel like somthing is missing. i cut myself a lot and it brings relief for a while. but im afraid that i'll never get rid of the feeling that im worthless. ... i know that doesnt answer the question at all but i really needed to get that off my chest...so thanks.|
|02 Dec 2006||Devon||When I was younger I didn't have a very good life. My dad cheated on my Mom throughout their entire marraige and almost didn't make it to my birth because he was cheating on her. As a baby, I got all my mom's attention so my sister got jealous. We still have home-movies of her attempting to kill me she hated me that much. When I was 4, and she was 8, my sister attempted to kill herself and ended up in the "nut house". I still have memories after that of my parents fighting and almost burning our house down because they were fighting when the toaster-oven caught on fire. When I turned 6 after my 3rd week in 1st grade, my parents got divorced. Me and my sister snuck downstairs to hear the fight and then he just walked out of our lives. After that things were never the same. My mom had been out of work for a few years, so we were financially unstable. I rememer never having one new outfit and having to use food stamps because we had no money. My sister and my Mom would fight alot and I mean verbally and physically. We were both hit by my Mom, but I loved her too much to care. I saw my dad once a month ater that but I didn't care, I hated him so much. I never went to sleepiovers as a kid and my Mom took a lot of perscription medicine so she would fall asleep early. When I turned 10 on March 1st, 2004 my Mom tried to kill herself by overdosing. My life was never the same. A year later my old house burned down, my Mom was lucky to survive. I live with my dad now and see my Mom every two weeks but trust me things are nto paradise. My Dad used to hit me more then my Mom ever did, and has left scars on me. In the last year I have thought about suicide many times. I just can't do it though. I've tried scratching (using objects with sharp edges to leave marks) and cutting. I still do scratch, but I'm trying my hardest to stop. I could never really kill myself, becuase I don't know what happens after you die. I'm 13 now and I want to know what life is like. Seriously people, don't commit suicide. It's not the answer.|
|27 Nov 2006||LoserChick4Life||I've been thinking about killing myself for a while now but i'm too scared to do it. I've though about buying a gun from the local pawn shop and just ending it all. I'm a 23 yr old female from a small boring ass town. I'm ugly and stupid, i have no social skills at all. I struggle with Social Anxiety,Depression,and Biopolar 2. I'm on Zoloft right now but its not working at all, its making me feel worser. nobody loves me. My parents abondoned me when i was a little girl. I was teased and bullied all through school and i quit in the 11th grade. I don't even have my GED. I'm just lost. I have no Job or a car i just sit at home all day locked in my room. I tried to seek help for my problems but nothing as worked. Therapy was a waste of money and medicine makes you worser. God truly sucks. I don't think there is even a God because he wouldnt allow people to suffer like this. Why did he make some people Ugly and others Pretty and popular...i don't understand it. I believe we got put on the planet by aliens or some shit. God dont' exist. I just want to die because i see no future for me. I'm a waste to society. Nobody will care when i'm gone. Even if they do care it won't effect me because i'll be dead. They caused me alot of pain so i would love to watch them suffer from my grave. Payback will be a bicth to them. I hate my family and i hate myself. I wish my mom would have had an abortion. Nobody knows what some people are going through.
Can you walk into a Pawn Shop and buy a gun and bullets without registration and all that shit? What do you need?
|24 Nov 2006||Kevin||My name iz Kevin and i am rite now on the verge of suicide and i want to die. no one loves me. mi mom iz alwayz out and im stuck in this fuckin big ass house by my self. im 12 rite now and i put a cut next to my rist 10 minites ago i got close to cut but i chickened out. i kno i sound like a fag cuz i chikend out but i need a way for help and i cant tell ani 1 that i cut myself i have 4 deep cuts and i say mi cat scratches me. if any 1 has an idea then post it on here DONT email me. tell me how u got through it w/ out rehab and counsiling i will read it i promise...|
|23 Nov 2006||George Greece||Let me tell ya this . I am 14 yo . I'm doing very well at school. I have been learning english since i was 7-8 yo. i got the lower and advance certificate at english and now i look forward to getting the proficiency. The thing is that my parents are pressuring to read and read... Now i am doing bad at school and my parents dont even know about it. I know that ill dissapoint them if they knew. I am very depressed about my grades at school and i want to suicide before my parents know.|