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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|28 Jan 2007||Skye||Well....I suppose I should tell my life story before I do this, well here goes (I`ll make it short).
Life happend to me one day, and I was sitting at the lunch tables in middle school. Her name? Storm. She gave me every reason to live and breath, never to take a last breath. By then I had gone through a divorce, an affair, and a years` worth of moving without a decent person to talk to, let alone pretend to be friends with.she had been through just as much crap as I have and some.One of the same.
Well as a couple of years had passed by she bacame suicidal...Not because she was attention seeking, but because of a health class that started a dangerous experiment with dieting, two months in a hospital and she was back. Things, by then, would never be the same ever again. She became my darkness at that moment in life,and I became her light. She took zoloft and I took Prozac. but now she won`t take her medicine no matter how much I bug her , and I don`t even have insurance to get medication. I`m starting to "think", acually we both are.She started to cut because she just went through shit the other day. But I`m trying to combat it, and I`m afraid of loosing. Now at this moment in life I have to be strong for Storm, my mother, and my sister. I know love,life,death is`nt all it`s crack up to be, but hey, I just want to know is that I`m not alone.....PLEASE....just tell me......I have no one here to embrass and understand.
So I won`t go and tell everybody that "death is`nt the answer" or say that "go ahead, screw all the people who say life will get better cus IT WON`T". But instead I`m just going to offer something to you, in return, I want compassion. I don`t weather you love the thrill of slicing or the beauty of life, all I want to know is that your compassionate about your ideas and beliefs. I don`t check my e-mail almost every day, don`t be afraid to be embarassed by one who will not jugde...
|28 Jan 2007||Anna||I want to die and i am 13 if anyone can help me please do so because i know im to young but i cant think of another way to solve my problems i need to talk to someone and not my parents|
|27 Jan 2007||kooldood||First off im not 13,im 18 and im thinking about taking my life,not because my parents abuse me or im depressed,its that human reality is so forced,I DO NOT WANT THIS REALITY its as simple as that.Of course im scared to die,Who isnt? we dont know wat happens when die,well actually theres 2 things that can happen 1.you cease to exist(that would suck but i wouldnt know)2.something happens(that would be pretty sweet,but anyway ive tried 2 times before but i pussied out,but i think im gonna do it the plastic bag over the head stlye,nice, peaceful.I do think about how many people would be sad,and how much people would miss me but,im not built for the way this world works.Its not set in stone that im gonna take my own life but its definatly looking that way|
|27 Jan 2007||damonkeyking||my parents shout at eachother every night im failing school, iv tryed 2 kill myself once before, im goin 2 a phycologest buyt he doesnt hlep i know this is nothing next to alot of u guys/girls stories but i think i got something wrong in my head and help would be appreciated|
|27 Jan 2007||suicidal.hate||u know there are a lot of ways to kill your self . but the one way that i like to do is by geting that razor blade to my wrist . i like to make it go deep in first then i would pull it . i like to feel the pain that the way i like to get my strees out . i dont think im normal i dont think i will never been normal . so what am i ?
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|27 Jan 2007||suicide....cant do this||hiya........well m not sad today but still not happy too........i decided to left doin all that cuts n every thing but today i really wanna do those things again.......i really wanna tell u one thing that the reason of ma sadness is that..........well guys evan i dun noe the reason...i am sad bcox...i dun noe.i really wanna cry.but cant as i've promise ma self that i wont cry..........:( i even dun wanna commite suicide............OH GOD.....wat shuld i do........well m goin now....plz i really want gud frnds....plz add me..on firstname.lastname@example.org|
|25 Jan 2007||Samsad||i want to die . i am a guy i have never had sex with any one|
|24 Jan 2007||?x?x?||well write now i a thinking of commiting suicide seen as my life is shit i have got nothing going for me i've lost a great friend and i have been through lots of family shit and for some reason there is always something that prevents me when i am aout to kill myself and i only have a small unclear idea of what it is that im do not really want to say. i have nearly been ran over by a bus and unfourtunately my au-pair pushed me onto the pavement in a way i was sad and relieved. there is one thing aboutme i am such a hapy person on the outside but in the inside when i'm on my own or listening to sad music everything comes to me and i think being happy is just a way to forget about everything. i hate most of my family apart from three members and i have one friend who i would die for and i have thought about purchasing a gun and shootin myself in the head in one of my lessons in front of the girl and tell her that i did it for her and many other things. i have said quite alot although there is plaenty more i could go on forever i'd just like to say think it through before you do anything i am 13 and i already want to commit suicide which is rather sad at the end of the day but it is what i want so i am going to go for it.
good luck to everyone out there x
|22 Jan 2007||kat||I just wanna die rite now. All i do is here voices telling me to kill myself and i see showdoes shaped as rats(which im terrifired off).I am a totle loser with no communication skills so ppl find me boring. I have to go to a new skool this yr cause ill just get bullied again. If any1 can make me a bit happier about myself email me and plz no therispt|
|22 Jan 2007||sad||my best friend is 12 and i am 13.she has attempted to commit suicide everyday..her mom lives in florida and her dad lives in massachuessets...zhe called me and she said she was drunk(age 12) and tried to kill herself..shes my neighbor and i ran to her house and took her in...her dad is never home...and she(if she moved in with her mom) would live with a girl who lost her virginity to a guy when he was 17 and she was 12....
now my bf(well dead bf) killed himself because he though no one loved him...
tonight i am going to kill myself...the best way to do it is to drink rubbing alchol...the reoson im am doing it is because i was beaten by both my parents..and still am...and raped by my soccer coach...
|21 Jan 2007||pran||HIII ..i am pran..i am 16..well i have tried tylenol pills but they realy dont work..i am frm india and i juz molved 2 USA..ders noone here..ppl juz hate me..nobody wants me..i have never been soo freakin alone..ma life suckz..juz wanna end dis pain..i have even tried suffocating myself but i juz cant do it man..sumthin juz stops me|
|20 Jan 2007||sharon||heyy ima not a suicidal person or anything & i anit here to tell ya'll tht u need help but i wanted to know if anyone would care enough to lik add meh up and tell meh some ways to help mi friend. we alredi saw a conceler but things got realli screwwed todaii and idk how to handle it all and i aniit gonan go call da cops cuz ive had enough of them.. well if ya can help or if u just wanna help meh deal wif da whole issue add : email@example.com|
|20 Jan 2007||damonkeyking||hi im really depressed, my parents dont support me in any way, theyre spliting up, im 13 and failing skool cus i cant b bothered,i cant b bothered wit alot of things anymore... and i cant bring myself 2 kill myself cus im scared but i know i want to cus if there was a buton 2 kil urself with no pain id press it.|
|18 Jan 2007||matt||dude im bout to blow my brains out in like 2 days..nobody knows it but i hope it tears there hearts up.i dont care bout them. all it is jus lies and nuttin else. no emotions or ne thing jus lies.wtf is there to live for|
|17 Jan 2007||Shalena||Hey, someting we have in common. Everyone tells me I"m beautiful, but I'm not alllowed to date, sleep over anyones house. My mom, I haven't seen her in 3 years or more, my dad, don't live with him, my step-grandma sucks...She said I need above a c to satisfy her basically, and the only thing I enjoy doing is playing guitar and singing, other wise, I could just DIE!!!! In 8th grade, I took a bunch of tylenol in the p.m. , and I lost my sight and was gonna die, but my dad called 911, and they put me in some mental hospital I felt awkward in, but now i'm depressed again and wanna die again, and I'd rather be in that mental institution than to be herre!!! I hope that helps... (When you take pills, you can feel your body slowing down, and you get really sleep!_)|
|16 Jan 2007||Ugh!||Oh boy... This is probly like the 4th time I posted here... well, I have a history (within the last 3 months) of suicide and cutting, first time, I swallowed 300mg of muscle relaxors, that really didnt do much at all, but it was all that was in the bottle... 2nd time I swalloed 1.3 grams (1320mg)of oxycotton, im suprised that didnt really fuck me up, the third time I slashed my wrist, but it wasn't deep enough because the knife I was using sucked.
well I doubt there will be another suicide attempt, but knowing how my moods change easy, I guess I have some mood swing problem... something like that, well the reason why I was trying to kill myself was out of boredom, and I thought I loved this one guy (im gay) but I was just attracted to him, and I still am, but I will probly always be, because hes soooooo hot. But anyway, I dont really know why I was trying to kill myself about it, but really its just the rejection (no I didn't ask him out, I know hes straight) and I felt ugly, because even if he was gay, I bet he still wouldn't wanna go out with a fat ass like me... but I do know, im not ugly, just fat =p anyhoo... fat changes, so its not a big deal, too bad I didn't think like that before, but anyway, I got back from the store, and my dad started drinking again, I fucking hate it when he drinks, he said he would kill me, over something stupid, I know its just his drunk side talking, but if he says that, you know he thinks about it alot, and that didn't put me in too much of a good mood. Oh well, I still didn't cut myself over it... (amazing, right?) if it were me about 1 1/2 months ago, I probly would have put on about another 100 cuts on my arm again. Or tried something, like swallowing pills, but its such a drag when u gotta drink charcol... I rarely have time to myself to attempt anything nowadays, but I am starting to just dislike dad... Hes so idiotic when hes drunk too, like he was telling me how lucky I must be to have a dad like him, because he was driving 80mph down a 35mph road and blasting this totaly fucking hideous song (something about rollin' on a river) and it was so horrible... Anyway, thanks for paying attention to my story.
|16 Jan 2007||just a guy||I tried to commit suicide 2 times before. The first time I only took 20 tablets so I was ok. The second time I took 140 different painkillers because I really didn't want to be ok. But I didn't die and I was sick and I had to stay in hospital for 2 days on a machine. Please someone email me I just want to be friends.|
|15 Jan 2007||kyu||everyone always talks about how they were abused and hurt and that is why they want to commit suicide. i dont have that defence. I'm trapped within myself, i have a world that i cant dissapear from, it wont leave me alone. no matter what i do i find myself in my world. this is perfectly normal for any young child, but if it still happens when you are 15 there is something wrong with you. i have been forced to move around the country 9 imes and everytime i start to like the place i live im forced to leave again. i was suicidal when i was 6-8, when i was 9 i started cutting and when i was 11 i became suical again. every attempt has failed. my sister is in treatment, so if i get caught ill end up with her. i have no purpose and i want it to end. the whole "my own world" thing sounds like crap but you have to trust me. imagine every time you try to get anything done, fall asleep, listen to someone, talk to some one (by the way ive also become anti-social and anti-trend) or even watch tv you cant. PLEASE HELP ME!!!|
|15 Jan 2007||Tia Russell||well i think im about 2 go bac 2 olf habbits i need a friend not just sum1 2 talk 2 a real friend plzzzzz help this may be my last cry 4 help add me Greendayluver00@msn.com.....Juggalette4life@comcast.et....Bornwithanaxeicp4eva@yahoo.com ....Emoangel0069@aol.com pllllllllzzzzz contact me|
|15 Jan 2007||Jon||I would like some help from any one can give me advice, im not under 13, but still in my teens. I feel like running away from everythink i want to commit suicide but im scared. i am stuck on life. i fill so lonely in life it fills like i got nothink, still liveing at home with my mum and dad who are alcoholics and dont take an interest in me. and im scared of asking them if they are my real parents because i think im adopted and i dont know how or if i should ask them. I dont know what to do please help.|