|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|12 Feb 2007||Erin||I am 12 years old,I started cutting a couple of months ago.After my grandpa died.All because of my step mom.She has made my life a living hell.Like a week or two after my grandpa died she ran off with my 2 half brothers and I havnt seen them since.Then my grandma and I started to not talk to each other.Just to let you know I live with my grandma,my dad,and my sister.Well then my dad got depressed and my sister and I got in fights alot and it has been going on since my step mom left.Everything has been harder at school too.I find it harder to concentrate on my school work,so I now have a F in english and a D in math.Well plus the fact that I have been cutting myself Its even harder.I just feel like I need to punish my self for that reason and it is not a very good one.I mean about everything.Now like all my friends now that I cut because news travels fast.I just started thinking about taking a handfull of pills and crying my self to DEATH.|
|11 Feb 2007||Brandon||me again! I am still alive!! i hate life! email me" Soberebos@yahoo.com or IM me at *soberebos* on AIM..... i hate life my myspace- www.myspace.com/imtherealthing|
|08 Feb 2007||Rich Prez||U know, I dont think its selfish to suicide. If ppl care about u they shud not make u wanna suicide. Ppl dnt wanna suicide cuz of nuttin...something causes it.
So thank you everybody who screwed with my life and led me to this, and I bet u wnt give a damn that I've already got the pills in my hand.
Good night and good bye...
I HATE YOU MOM
And I turned 13 last September. I suggest pills. They dnt hurt...I lived in pain why die in pain too?
Sorry to Angela, Zaynah, Nick, Nathan, Sve, and Tegan. I love you...dnt mourn for me, please.
|07 Feb 2007||Dudette||Im 14 and i really hate mii life. Mii dads got no job an all day mii parents talk 2 me bout how they gonna pay next months bills. I found out that mii mom has had breast cancer for over 5 years and mii parents might get divorced! I hate life but before i used to pretend it was all ok but now all i want to do is die. everything is so messed up and now my teachers ask whats wrong cuz im not as hyper. im really depresssed cuz of all this shit. But i want to keep going with my life. I want to runaway and never come home. I want to start my life fresh from scratch and get a job. But i only care for my dad and i cant leave him. He is 60 and hes all i look forward to living for. All i want to do is b successful and get a job thats it. No more. If i couuld die i would but i dont have the guts! I wish i did but i have to look at the future. I hope i make it out of hell alive.|
|05 Feb 2007||kat||I keep having dreams about me killiing myself and im sick of the voices tellling me to kill myself. If any1 can help me get rid of the voices and bad dreams email me casue i wanna stay alive but its really hard for me to do rite now.|
|04 Feb 2007||Majid khan||I am 28 years old. I am from an Asian developing country. I have completed my education but even after 4 years of my completing it, I have found no job. Basically I am in an inferiority complex about my biological weaknesses. Whenever I meet someone I found myself tongue-tied. I have no consistency in my plans. I often start up a positive activity and always do the hard and difficult part of the thing but in the last I get frustated and fid up, so I just leave the thing incomplete. This attitude has sucked me bitterly. I can't see any light in my future. There is darkness prevailing in every corner of my life. Now from the last one week, I am thinking contineously to end up this journey, as life is a hell for me at this point. I need peace of mind which I cant find anywhere. I have lost this race, I think. Internet, the only friend of mine cant even save me from giving a practical shape to my decision. Anyhow, I am sure that in a couple of days if the same tension and depression existed, I will say a permanent goodbye to this cruel world.
|03 Feb 2007||andrea||im 17 yrs old and i feel like nothin in the world is better than dying. im in so much pain right now over everything. sometimes i feel like my emotional pain is giving me physical pain. i cry so much my eyes swell and later on in the day i chuckle @ myself because my eyes are so swollen and in so much pain that it looks and feels that i just had a boxing match with mike tyson. i go to school with some ignorant, arragant, materialistic people. i dont have all the latest clothes, everytime i get a boyfriend he dumps me for somebody better (a girl who will have sex with him) i get picked on because im still a virgin. i think im havin a nervous break down. i live in a house with 9 people. i share a room with my mom and my sister. my mom and sister sleep in one bed, me, in another. my moms car doesnt work, and when she does get a car its either in really bad condition, or it doesnt run for too long. ive lost so many people in my life. ive been in and out of shelters, sleeping in cars, sleeping in parks, with my mom and sister. family doesnt give 2 shits about me, my mom or sister. everytime i go to a friends house i wanna stay longer than supposed to because i dont wanna go back to the hell hole i live in. i wanna commit suicide very badly, but i cant cuz i know it'll hurt others around me. i dont wanna tell anybody about my problems cause they'll throw me in some kind of mental institution.|
|03 Feb 2007||Ally||My parents hate me, i hate life, i hate the way i look, people don't like me, people have told me i need to kill myself.What do i do? I want to die but i don't want to leave behind the ones i love.|
|03 Feb 2007||LINDSAY||WHEN I WAS 15 I SWALLOWD 30 PILLS THAT HAD OVER 30,000 MILIGRAMS ON IT. SHACKING, SCRATCHING, ITCHING, NOT SEEING RIGHT. MY MOTHER DRINKS..PROBLEY MORE THEN THAT NOW. MY FATHER PUTS ME DOWN ALL THE TIME. IM AT, NO FRIENDS, NO SCHOOL, NO WORK. IM GOING TO BE 17 AND I KNOW I CAN CHANGE MY LIFE BUT I FEEL HELPLESS...ANYONE WHO HAS BEEN THROUGH WHAT I HAVE EMAIL ME!!!! U HAVE NO IDEA HOW MY LIFE HAS BEEN. ANYONE WHO SAYS THEY HAVE IS A FUCKING LIER!!!!|
|02 Feb 2007||person||This probably isnt very original, but I hate my life. I'm 14, turning 15 in March. I'm in a program called transition school and I'm entering as a freshman in college next year. But my life is like a living hell. The history professor hates me; I had my prospectus rejected three times and now I think I failed all my midterms. I can't go back to high school, cuz all my friends will just start laughing at me and make fun of how I couldn't make it through. Everyone thinks I'm always happy and optimistic especially since I drink caffiene and energy drinks to get hyper. But I'm not. I only do all these things for my parents and my relatives and to cover up depression. No one ever understands. Even my parents; whenever I talk to them they just keep talking about how nice it'll be once I get into the university and all I need to do is hold out for four more months. But I don't know if I can. I don't even know if I'll pass. I've cut myself several times during middle school, but I never had the nerves to cut deep enough...can anyone help? Whats the best way to commit suicide? Is killing yourself really considered a sin? I really just want to curl up in a corner where no one can find me and die.|
|31 Jan 2007||Brodio||I hate life!
im tired of my parents hitting me.
im tired of being told that im not shit and i will never be shit.
I hate not being able to do anything right.
i hate being so ugly.
im tired of being"unsure" of my sexuallity... why did u have to touch me? why did u have to take MY innocennce?
i hate being here on earth.
ive tried taking pills to die....
cutting doesn't help nemore. i dont feel it.
someone please help before i take someone elses life!!!
|31 Jan 2007||Lacy||I absolutely cannot talk. When it is time for me to speak in conversation all I can do is awkwardly agree or say nothing. I am such a bad converser that most people come to resent it and even loath me due to how uncomfortable I make them. When I notice my cue to speak , I choke. I feel how the person judges me and how anything I say too will be judged. When I begin to hear the sound of my own voice it is pathetic and uncertain and I have already failed.
I can't stand my big dumb face trying always in vain to enter into the social performance. I have given up. Now I go through my days pointlessly and silently, avoiding all social interaction. But I cannot stand this either, my humanity is dyeing and so is my will to live. I face to absolutes; I absolutely cannot ruin my mothers life like that, but I absolutely cannot go on. I think over time the latter will win out.
For years I never cried or was really happy about anything. Now all of a sudden I cry again every time I duck into the bathroom to get out of sight and alone. These tears are stupid self pity and fear about the terrible thing I will do
I guess I write this to serve as my note because I do not know when I can do it. I am weak and afraid of pain, but I am going to try to follow through next time I suddenly gain any courage
|28 Jan 2007||Skye||Well....I suppose I should tell my life story before I do this, well here goes (I`ll make it short).
Life happend to me one day, and I was sitting at the lunch tables in middle school. Her name? Storm. She gave me every reason to live and breath, never to take a last breath. By then I had gone through a divorce, an affair, and a years` worth of moving without a decent person to talk to, let alone pretend to be friends with.she had been through just as much crap as I have and some.One of the same.
Well as a couple of years had passed by she bacame suicidal...Not because she was attention seeking, but because of a health class that started a dangerous experiment with dieting, two months in a hospital and she was back. Things, by then, would never be the same ever again. She became my darkness at that moment in life,and I became her light. She took zoloft and I took Prozac. but now she won`t take her medicine no matter how much I bug her , and I don`t even have insurance to get medication. I`m starting to "think", acually we both are.She started to cut because she just went through shit the other day. But I`m trying to combat it, and I`m afraid of loosing. Now at this moment in life I have to be strong for Storm, my mother, and my sister. I know love,life,death is`nt all it`s crack up to be, but hey, I just want to know is that I`m not alone.....PLEASE....just tell me......I have no one here to embrass and understand.
So I won`t go and tell everybody that "death is`nt the answer" or say that "go ahead, screw all the people who say life will get better cus IT WON`T". But instead I`m just going to offer something to you, in return, I want compassion. I don`t weather you love the thrill of slicing or the beauty of life, all I want to know is that your compassionate about your ideas and beliefs. I don`t check my e-mail almost every day, don`t be afraid to be embarassed by one who will not jugde...
|28 Jan 2007||Anna||I want to die and i am 13 if anyone can help me please do so because i know im to young but i cant think of another way to solve my problems i need to talk to someone and not my parents|
|27 Jan 2007||kooldood||First off im not 13,im 18 and im thinking about taking my life,not because my parents abuse me or im depressed,its that human reality is so forced,I DO NOT WANT THIS REALITY its as simple as that.Of course im scared to die,Who isnt? we dont know wat happens when die,well actually theres 2 things that can happen 1.you cease to exist(that would suck but i wouldnt know)2.something happens(that would be pretty sweet,but anyway ive tried 2 times before but i pussied out,but i think im gonna do it the plastic bag over the head stlye,nice, peaceful.I do think about how many people would be sad,and how much people would miss me but,im not built for the way this world works.Its not set in stone that im gonna take my own life but its definatly looking that way|
|27 Jan 2007||damonkeyking||my parents shout at eachother every night im failing school, iv tryed 2 kill myself once before, im goin 2 a phycologest buyt he doesnt hlep i know this is nothing next to alot of u guys/girls stories but i think i got something wrong in my head and help would be appreciated|
|27 Jan 2007||suicidal.hate||u know there are a lot of ways to kill your self . but the one way that i like to do is by geting that razor blade to my wrist . i like to make it go deep in first then i would pull it . i like to feel the pain that the way i like to get my strees out . i dont think im normal i dont think i will never been normal . so what am i ?
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|27 Jan 2007||suicide....cant do this||hiya........well m not sad today but still not happy too........i decided to left doin all that cuts n every thing but today i really wanna do those things again.......i really wanna tell u one thing that the reason of ma sadness is that..........well guys evan i dun noe the reason...i am sad bcox...i dun noe.i really wanna cry.but cant as i've promise ma self that i wont cry..........:( i even dun wanna commite suicide............OH GOD.....wat shuld i do........well m goin now....plz i really want gud frnds....plz add me..on email@example.com|
|25 Jan 2007||Samsad||i want to die . i am a guy i have never had sex with any one|
|24 Jan 2007||?x?x?||well write now i a thinking of commiting suicide seen as my life is shit i have got nothing going for me i've lost a great friend and i have been through lots of family shit and for some reason there is always something that prevents me when i am aout to kill myself and i only have a small unclear idea of what it is that im do not really want to say. i have nearly been ran over by a bus and unfourtunately my au-pair pushed me onto the pavement in a way i was sad and relieved. there is one thing aboutme i am such a hapy person on the outside but in the inside when i'm on my own or listening to sad music everything comes to me and i think being happy is just a way to forget about everything. i hate most of my family apart from three members and i have one friend who i would die for and i have thought about purchasing a gun and shootin myself in the head in one of my lessons in front of the girl and tell her that i did it for her and many other things. i have said quite alot although there is plaenty more i could go on forever i'd just like to say think it through before you do anything i am 13 and i already want to commit suicide which is rather sad at the end of the day but it is what i want so i am going to go for it.
good luck to everyone out there x