|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|06 Mar 2007||Sam kurzman||there is no way of killing yourself before 13 wait until your 21 do good at school and your family and social life if your happy at 21 then keep living, im a new 22 year old and im in dept beyond the next 6 yaers through depts to friends and the banks/fines my job has gone nowhere and my social life has gone down to 3 people, my family does not talk to me although i live with my dad, i have no assets and now credit rating or trust from anyone to kickstart my life, i have never had a girlfrriend and have only paid for sex once, i have been told by women i am a really nice guy both nothing else, i am a big bloke but noone seems to enjoy my friendship except my 3 friends and somehow i think my dad respects me. i am sorry for my friends daniel, jayson and chris, you have been good to me and my dad ian thomasn kurzman you have tried to give me hop in the world but without the other family there is no hope. i hope you live your life to the fullest without me holding you back.|
|03 Mar 2007||Joshua Tokar||Hello, My names joshua, Im from regina sask canada, I wanna know whats the best way to comit suicide? Im to scared to like stab myself in the chest. My reason for wanting to comit suicide is cause when i was 15, witch yes 2 months ago i was infected with hiv. from a girl 2 weeks before my b-day im 16 now.. and i dont know what to do like if i keep lifeing one day ill wake up and hiv would of fucked my body up so much one day then i cant do anything and ill be in pain i just dont wanna cause my parents problems of careing for a sick son, i just wanna end it all before it gets worse. please email my msn with an answer thank firstname.lastname@example.org|
|02 Mar 2007||im done||i'am not under 13..im 26 years old...and my life is so fucked up.i was searching the net for a good way to commit suicide cause i failed the first time i did it...i dont want to fail this time..i feel like i really want to end everything now..no not feel..i know i have to end everything now.im in so much pain that no one would understand.everyone just left me...my friends my family...my partner..im just so tired of getting calls from my partner who would curse me and call me a whore everytime she does,and when i point this out,she would blame me for making a mistake in the past...i wanted a chance to change the way i'am and im getting there..but how can i change what i was before if im constantly reminded of it every day?...ive got nothing..i dont have a house i got no money...im practically worthless..i live in her house and she feeds me but im tired of being treated this way..that everytime i raise my voice at her because i want to be heard she would tell me to leave the house and tell me to just kill myself...why not work you'll ask..im sick..im not fit to work..so i depend on her..but everything that i put in my mouth feels like a poison that kills me gradually cause it all came from her and she never miss the chance of reminding me that...im not perfect...im even bad..i did alot of bad things in the past ..to other people,to her...but i want to change all of that..but im not given a chance to do so...i dont you guys but consider this as my suicide note..its nice that you have this site to help other people who's contemplating about it...too bad it didnt help me as much..i want to live...but i cant live this way...not anymore..|
|01 Mar 2007||Krys||please help me...im about to commit suicide for the 2nd time...i need help..|
|01 Mar 2007||Broken||please help me...ive been depressed for over 2 years now and on medication....been to the doctors none of that shit is working for me...my parents abuse me they blame me for they're lives...what used to be my boyfriend yelled at me and took things out on me....he broke up with me because i tryed to kill myself with sleeping pills...which i must say dont try it unless you take more then 25 pills...i cut everynight but i need a better idea for suicide...please help me...|
|27 Feb 2007||Em||I sit and long for death. All I can focus on at the minute is death and pain!!!
I will do it, I will end all of this. 2 pills and a bottle of vodka. I just need time. I need time to have no doubts, to be sure it will work.
I want to scrape off my skin and bleed warm and red! I want to open up my scars and wipe the cold knife blade across my wrists.
|25 Feb 2007||jju||no iam not under 13 please send me the kit immediately i hate this world i hate everything|
|21 Feb 2007||Brian||My name is Brian, i am 16 years old and am gay. I recently just found out and admited my sexuality to my dad, the only person that i feel truley loves me. I broke his heart. And breaking his heart, broke what was left of mine. My mom died when i was young. My sister hates me. Other then my dad, the only person i have ever loved just left me tonight. He was the greatest thing that has ever happened to me....or atleast he was. I dont want to carry on anymore, i told my dad that i wouldnt hurt myself anymore, and i promised on my mother to my best friend. I cant handle the pressure anymore. I want out of it. I am sorry to say but by the time of my next birthday, i feel that i will fill and carry out the statistic of 'gay boys are 6x more likely to commit suicide'. Do i want to?....no but it only feels right.|
|19 Feb 2007||suicidalduck||please post this in the forum... this is the last time u will see me here because i have decided that the best way to kill myself is either hang myself from a tree over a pond and wait til i drop in the pond to drown, or take a hella lot of street drugs mixed together or i could do the simple old blowin my fucking brains out with a gun.|
|19 Feb 2007||Em||I can't help fantasising about death and hurting myself. I don't want to go back into hospital and I'm worried that will happen. I've got so much to look forward to but theres always this big black shadow that makes me want to kill myself.
The thing is when I think of suicide I just feel like thats whats meant to happen whether I want it or not, sooner or later I will kill myself.
I want to be honest, I need to to get help but I cant be because they'll lock me up! I want to lash out sometimes and hurt ppl and I'm scared one day I'll seriously hurt someone, if not, kill them! That's why I need to kill myself, I need to before I hurt someone
|18 Feb 2007||Aaron Ross||Hello my name is Aaron and i am 19 years old. just like everyone were, ive screwed up my life. but you see its not because of a girl or my parents or becuase nobody likes me, its because ive made so mad choices and just becuase im mentally younger then i really am, the law doesnt care. and now since im the type of guy who allows takes the easy way out i can either take my punishment like a man, which involves YEARS in prison, or take the easy way out. see you have to understand, im adopted and ive been growning myself up all my life. a parents job is to care for a childed and teach him wrong from right, right? well some times that doesn't happen, sometimes you do get parents and u get to teach ur self things. ive taught myself to always take the easy way out and its not my fault...what do u do when ur left to teach yourself right from wrong-you get my life. i do have a dad, he's not my real day and believe you me, he gave up on my four years ago, so whatever im so use to being along. today is Sunday Feb, 18 2007 the cops will be at my door Monday 19 2007 and im sacred to death. I'm looking for hope, i am a christian and i know what this would mean-i just don't know what else to do, ive always taken the easy way out but this time there is not a real logical easy way out, so i figured my own way out. ive narrowed it down to two choices, i have a bathroom and tube and a blow drayer...='s death or a needle filled with bleath and amonia, straight into my blood. i tried killing myself before...i was bad, i drink some cleaning stuff. i think the worst think in my life was living alone, no the worst thing is dieing alone. i lied on my bed as everything slowly started to get darker and darker and my heart beat started to get slowler and slowler until i just closed my eyes. you might think im carzy but im pretty sure i saw heaven too. would you all like to know were heaven is? Have you ever closed your eyes and within the darkness, past your eyelids you just saw weird things. i think thats heaven cause i remember as i layed there everything just got really black, i mean a black you've never saw before then it got really light and i saw all of these weird things. the poisin in me made me want to puke, but i couldnt puke because if i did i would have lived and i though that was not an option. but i did live. and now its geting down to that time. i have chosen to kill my self on Monday at 3pm- thats when they will come for me and thats when they will find my dead body. If you want to know more about me go to my Myspace its www.Myspace.com/Aaronr4ever
|17 Feb 2007||Amanda||I am a 12 year old girl. I want to kill myself because I am in love. I know thats a pretty damn shitty reason, but, well, I was dumped.
I fell in love with this girl (yeah I' bi) and she loved (still does) my best friend. I never thought Id have this girl. Then, we dated. For a day.
She dumped me.. for my friend.
I wanna kill myself but don't know how, or if I really even wanna die.
Plz help me.
|14 Feb 2007||Em||I haven't been out of hospital long and I still want/need to kill myself!! I have a lot to look forward to and a fiance with cancer to support but its constantly there at the back of my mind!!!!!
I think I have to kill myself and its always been there. I dont know if I want to but I think about it constantly!
I've got a lot to throw away but its a constant battle to stop myself thinkin it doesn't matter I should just give in to it all!!
I want to die. Every day I fantasise about killing myself! Everyday I contemplate it!
|13 Feb 2007||alex n||hi my name is alex n i have tried to commit suicide 13 times now, i fuckin h8 life, god dosent exist ive tried all the god stuff, went 2 church n al that shit, n believe me god sucks, u pray 4 1 fuckin thing, 2feel loved, n fck all happens, our god sucks, if ppl say that he cre8ted everythin then he created cancer n aids n suffering, and pain. god, wot a joke, dear god PLEASE KILL ME!!!! i wish i was dead, i am gonna try again soon and this time it will be a sucess, im not gonna bang on about my problems cuz that would just depress u, anyway if u wanna spk 2 me my email n msn is email@example.com and my myspace is
|13 Feb 2007||Aryianna||I don't know the best way, I actually feel like commit suicide lately myself. I am 7 months pregnant and my husband use depression as an excuse to stay out and drink all the time since the pregnancy started. If I call him on the mobile phone, he would never picked up the phone when he is out. He keeps saying he needs his space right now and that he feels nothing inside at the moment. What about me then? I feel that I am going through the pregnancy entirely by myself and he just doesn't give a damn even though it was both our decision to get pregnant. I am tired of a life like this! I want to kill myself and I don't think he can take care of the baby himself, so the best way would be kill myself before the baby is born, take it with me instead of letting it suffer with the father when I am dead. What is the best way to commit suicide really....?|
|12 Feb 2007||Erin||I am 12 years old,I started cutting a couple of months ago.After my grandpa died.All because of my step mom.She has made my life a living hell.Like a week or two after my grandpa died she ran off with my 2 half brothers and I havnt seen them since.Then my grandma and I started to not talk to each other.Just to let you know I live with my grandma,my dad,and my sister.Well then my dad got depressed and my sister and I got in fights alot and it has been going on since my step mom left.Everything has been harder at school too.I find it harder to concentrate on my school work,so I now have a F in english and a D in math.Well plus the fact that I have been cutting myself Its even harder.I just feel like I need to punish my self for that reason and it is not a very good one.I mean about everything.Now like all my friends now that I cut because news travels fast.I just started thinking about taking a handfull of pills and crying my self to DEATH.|
|11 Feb 2007||Brandon||me again! I am still alive!! i hate life! email me" Soberebos@yahoo.com or IM me at *soberebos* on AIM..... i hate life my myspace- www.myspace.com/imtherealthing|
|08 Feb 2007||Rich Prez||U know, I dont think its selfish to suicide. If ppl care about u they shud not make u wanna suicide. Ppl dnt wanna suicide cuz of nuttin...something causes it.
So thank you everybody who screwed with my life and led me to this, and I bet u wnt give a damn that I've already got the pills in my hand.
Good night and good bye...
I HATE YOU MOM
And I turned 13 last September. I suggest pills. They dnt hurt...I lived in pain why die in pain too?
Sorry to Angela, Zaynah, Nick, Nathan, Sve, and Tegan. I love you...dnt mourn for me, please.
|07 Feb 2007||Dudette||Im 14 and i really hate mii life. Mii dads got no job an all day mii parents talk 2 me bout how they gonna pay next months bills. I found out that mii mom has had breast cancer for over 5 years and mii parents might get divorced! I hate life but before i used to pretend it was all ok but now all i want to do is die. everything is so messed up and now my teachers ask whats wrong cuz im not as hyper. im really depresssed cuz of all this shit. But i want to keep going with my life. I want to runaway and never come home. I want to start my life fresh from scratch and get a job. But i only care for my dad and i cant leave him. He is 60 and hes all i look forward to living for. All i want to do is b successful and get a job thats it. No more. If i couuld die i would but i dont have the guts! I wish i did but i have to look at the future. I hope i make it out of hell alive.|
|05 Feb 2007||kat||I keep having dreams about me killiing myself and im sick of the voices tellling me to kill myself. If any1 can help me get rid of the voices and bad dreams email me casue i wanna stay alive but its really hard for me to do rite now.|