|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|27 Mar 2007||well.||Well its been 5 year since i first considered suicide and i am still alive and my life is more fucked up than ever.|
|25 Mar 2007||Nobody||Why would you want to kill yourself when your only 13 and have lived so little of a life? I'd wait and see if things get better. Right now I am 22. I have never experienced these feelings of suicide until now. I feel so weak, so unloved, so ignored and I feel like practically nobody cares about it. I feel like everything I say or do is wrong. I feel like I'm stupud half the time. I'm only 22. Some people probably think this wouldn't be so much of a problem...but I have held a bunch of sleeping pills in my hand and just looked at them and wish I could swallow them all. I couldn't do it though. I've this once or twice while I was home alone. I just got to thinking about everybody in my life and wondering where would I go after this? It just scared me. So I put them back and decided against it. I don't want my parents finding out or any of my friends...well I don't even have any friends right now. I am too scared to tell my mom that I feel like killing myself because I don't want to scare her or anything. I do have so many feelings bottled up inside me though and I think those are tearing me apart. I feel like I'm just struggling to get through...but I have looked up suicide and I am surprised at how many people want to do this. I also found some of the stories on here inspiring and helpful. I will try...try...try to move forward as best as I can and try to believe that God is wanting me to survive and remain in this life.|
|24 Mar 2007||Joelius||dont... I Just lost one of my good friends to suicide 4 days and I have not stopped crying. she thought she had to die to make the pain stop but she caused so much pain for all the people that love her.. and there are alot more than she thought. she hung herself, and her mother had to walk in and see her daughter hanging there. I cannot sleep properly It hurts everytime i breath. think about the people you are leaving behind, the words they may fire at u are not how they feel inside. prove that you are stronger by living... choose life and if any of you need help I am here... my name is Joel and I am 19 I live in australia and I miss my good friend Jenna one of the beautifulest nicest caring people in the world... My heart died on tuesday the 20th of march 2007 when at just 16 Jenna decided to take her life... I will never be the same I will never recover. I will always love her and always miss her... ALWAYS... my email is firstname.lastname@example.org if u need to talk... I am here... <3 RIP JENNA|
|20 Mar 2007||lonely lonely emo luke||my gf and i wer goin out 4 a month but we had ben friends 4 life anyway i wanted 2 kill myself but she stoped me over and over and over den i asked her 2 die wit me but she said no and i dumped her so she wouldent feel bad wen i died so den i was in my room wit a knife in my stomach wen she came in she called to my dad and i was brought to the hospital and 2 days l8er she came to viset me and i got up out of bed and beat her now its her turn in hospital but she was put in the same room as me and im gonna kill my self 2night any way...how???|
|20 Mar 2007||the menace||Hey everyone! If you ever need someone to talk to whether to kill yourself and what is there that's actually worth living, email @ email@example.com or AIM @ somnifere777 (aol messenger), ironical isn't it somnifere means sleeping pill in French, and I know a lot of you would LOVE to have that magical pill right now, to be able to drift into your own ideal world where your abusive past can be magically erased and that nothing and no one can and will ever be able to hurt you again. Well, unfortunately that place doesn't axist, but a simple communication between 2 ppl can sometime bridge that gap. I'm not a psychiatric so I can't recommand any meds to kill or make ur life better, just my thoughts and opinions. I won;t tell you that suicide is BAD and that it's not a reasonable excuse for you to escape when it comes to facing reality. I won't judge. I've read some of your heart retching stories and I have to say if I were in ur situation suicide does sounds like a paradise. I don't condone or support suicide. So what do I stand for then, right? IDK. I just don't know. I'm as confused about the world as u r. I a second year undergraduate, majoring in neuroscience. I want to understand about the brain. I want to know y a yr ago I felt like crap and constantly contemplating about ending my life. I haven't found the answer. My PSYCHO tells me it's the inbalance in my chemicals. Screw these ppl. They're just part of the government puppets to extort you for there "legal" drugs. The brain is amazing! It can heal itself. It doesn't need shitty pills to heal itself. It doesn't foreign agents to make it feel better. If you want to feel better, your brain can do that for you. A neurotransmitter known as endorphin can do that. Endorphin is opioid-related, like morphin. The quest that you have to do is to TELL you brain to release. YOu can do this by encouraging your brain not degrade it or feed it with government drugs. Message me or better yet AIM me, I'm use AIM more than email. Talk with, maybe you can help me too. I need help as much as you do. Since when do u hear a psychiatric (PSYCHO) tell you that. I'm only helping you b/c I think you can help me too. Despite all my reading on the brain I still feel so worthless. I nee your support as much as you're asking for one.|
|19 Mar 2007||Nancy||im so sick of life i dont even know why its this feeling that deep inside of me im always so tired and sad and i was never like this i was that girl that made everyone happy well why the fuck i am here i kno why im here for my girlfriend i love her soo much ive cut myself just bcuz she was ignoring me on the phone im a pussy i love her and im gay gah email me or something if wanna talk ok firstname.lastname@example.org|
|18 Mar 2007||Christina||right noww i dont wanna kill myself i just wanna cut my wrist because i like this kid ryan but i think he is using me soo i just wanna cut my wrist to get the pain out because i love him soo muchh!!|
|17 Mar 2007||kiana||I'm 55; since the age of 2, I've been beaten by adults & kids, molested at 3 by some old man in my first foster home, by dad when I was in 4, 6 & 8, step-dad when in first grade, boys in my foster homes, raped by a foster brother at 13, a date and his buds at 17, a gang of about 25-30 dudes when I was 17, my psychiatrist and his brother in my 20's, as well as another date later in my 20's, my 1st husband, when I was 17, took me 1,000's of miles away from my family and via physical violence, forced me into prostitution and pornography and sold my first born child, a daughter, for $1,000 to an adoptive family. HE wanted to kill me, the first time, by strangulation, the second time, he wanted to cut my heart out and screw it in front of me before I died; I've been imprisoned by another man for years, the (ex)husband of my 22 y/o son turned out to be a rapist and went to prison, having slept w/ my friends, other men, etc. Married 3 times, currently w/ my 4th fiance who hates my beloved son, Luke, who has MULTIPLE mental/emotional disabilities, will probably need a caretaker for the rest of HIS life, and Luke will NOT listen to me or learn from me regarding HOW to make his life BETTER than mine, Luke makes very bad decisions regarding the decisions that he makes, still doesn't have his HS diploma, hates my fiance, they got into a big fight last week, punching, etc. which caused me to have a flashback, my F tells me how he dislikes Luke (when L isn't around) and L complains about my F when HE isn't around, I've already had one heart attack, one stroke and my body, at 55, is already breaking down, I have uncontrollable, violent rages, cut myself, bang my head, hit myself, bruise myself, HATE MYSELF because I believe that I'm weak, worthless, taking up oxygen that OTHER ppl need MORE, if I could get my hands on "my self", I would KILL HER because I BELIEVE that "she"(my "self")IS weak and worthless, a pussy, and I'm probably boring youall with this garbage, so if you want to continue to "scroll" down the page past this post, I really DO understand....|
|16 Mar 2007||sara||my life sucks i hate my life i want to die i'm sick of being ignored and beaten emotionally i have no life no friends my mom favors everyone but me i am unloved ugly an... oh shit here comes the tears but yea i feel worthess and i am dying to get back at my parents for giving me the worst life i could ever have i am going to rip there souls apart (emotionally) but i would suggest doing it quick and easy if there is anyone who bothers to save a life e-mail me at email@example.com HELP!!!
get revenge pay consiquences later
|16 Mar 2007||falling angel||i have everything in my life. or at least i had up untill now. i never knew how to loose and ive lost now. ive lost my dreams and ive lost huy tran. the worst of all is that ive lost myself.i wanna die but i have no balls to do it. at night im walking dark lanes hoping somebody will jump at me and take away the pain but nothings happening.any serial killers here?plz let me know|
|16 Mar 2007||KEN||hi some may remember me and some may not to me it does make a differnece i have posted alot on here looking for help but it seems like no one cares so now i have made my desion tonight will be my last night alive i cant take it anymore my mother hates me my father does wanna even pretend i exist the only one that really gives a shit is my girlfriend to everyone i am just another loser that wonders this earth so by the time you read this i will be gone good bye (KEN)|
|16 Mar 2007||Andy||This is sick....but i guess if it helps people...I'm 22 almost 23, and i'm going to Kill myself, my life is absolute shit and since the new government stuff about benifits in the U.K i have no money and thousands of pounds in debt, my music career is non existant and i've fell in love with a very suicidal and destructive person that wants to die...i just wanted to ....well i dunno really....i love you all....all the nice folk in the world...it is a nice place and full of good people but i'm just cursed...i love you all Bye Bye|
|13 Mar 2007||ME||I'VE BEEN TRYING TO FIGURE OUT HOW MANY PILLS AND WHAT KIND OF PILLS I HAVE TO TAKE TO KILL MYSELF, I DON'T WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE. NOT ONE THING IN MY LIFE IS GOING RIGHT AND I'M SO TIRED OF HURTING. CAN SOMEONE HELP ME OR TELL WHAT'S THE BEST WAY TO DO IT?|
|13 Mar 2007||noone||well my thrill is gone in life, I'm 22 and life has sucked since forever, so, I'm gonna put a plastic garbage bag over my head and tie a belt tight around it so, I won't be able to breath this shit life anymore. I plan to do it really soon, like anyone really gives a fuck that reads this.|
|12 Mar 2007||FLO||i'm not under 13 (i'm 23, in fact), but I am seriously considering suicide right now b/c of the state my life is in right now... General overview: i have 2 kids, am NOT married (or ever will be, probably), been through several jobs (14 in 5 or 6 years) and lost all of them, lost my apartment (which means i live at home now between my both of my parents' homes), lost my license (b/c i couldn't afford to pay my tickets), lost my car (repo'd b/c i couldn't pay the note), completely fucked up my credit and my dads (he co-signed for my car), my kids hate me (would rather be with their dad, either of their grandmas, ANYONE other than me), i can't get any assistance for my children or myself through the state (meaning no food, no insurance, no cash, NOTHING), can't find another damn job to save my life (i've been searching for at least 6 months), i am in this continuous state of aloneness, and i can HONESTLY say everyone in my life would really be better off without me around... no one can tell me better than myself how worthless i am.... I stole one of my mother's old prescriptions for Xanax (from 2005, but it's definitely still good).... i'm just waiting to get away to a room somewhere where no one knows me and no one will try and stop me... I have 124 pills right now and i'm ready to take them.... it would be ABSOLUTELY and TOTALLY painless... i could get a couple of beers to wash 'em down.... pills are the way to go, b/c they hurt the least and do the most.... i would hate for a 13 year old to do this, but why wait fo your life to turn up like mine? Good luck with whatever u all do|
|11 Mar 2007||bb||Hello,
I am 27 years old, and for the past little while, I've been planning how to kill myself...I need to resolve some financial situations, pack up my apartment, make sure that there's not that much that needs to be taken care of once I'm gone..etc etc...
Now, most of the people who've written on this site seem to have had some pretty shitty experiences in their lives, experiences that I've never have had to deal with. Some of you have had miraculously shitty lives, and I commend you're ability to not only talk about it, but to also have lived through it and keep on living.
My life, on the other hand, has been filled with caring and loving people. People who I know love me, support me and would do anything to help me. I've never experienced abuse of any kind, and I generally don't have to worry about very much.....so why I'm I complaining then? Why don't I see any hope? Because I'm an idiot, that's why, plain and simple...People think I'm rude, but really I'm just ignorant. People think I may be smart or have a personality when they first meet me, but then...after a while...they start to fade away, becoming bored with me, since I have nothing to offer in the way of conversation or experiences. I am a dense dunce, who can have fun with a stupid person? I know that there's someting wrong with me, for sure...I'm very unfeeling, selfish and void of anything really...so why should I stick around and watch everything around me go away (as it usually does.) I push away my family, my friends..not because I mean to, but because there's nothing to keep them there...eg: When somebody tries to have a conversation with me, I'm the person who responds with "uh huh", "oh yeah", "that's great"..whatever...I don't think!! It's incredible...I don't feel, I don't think...my life has always been at the same level because I don't have the capabilities to learn, change or understand other people's emotions or feelings...I must be a psychopath/sociopath of some sort...I'm not sure if I'm making any sense even.....
|10 Mar 2007||j Rou||I am 18 and i have been depressed for the last few years, and i cry quite a lot and started to cut myself, i really do just want to die, but i dont have the balls to d it, i keep thinkin bout my lil brothers n mum n fmily, it pisses me off got a knife now but cant do anythinf dotn have the balls, i just want it to stop|
|08 Mar 2007||kaori||I am 19 years old and a freshman in college. I tried to kill myself nearly three years ago by taking tylenol, and wound up in the hospital. They stuck needles in my arms and made me drink charcoal extract to coat and protect my liver. Now, nearly three years later, I am thinking in these ways again. But I know I will never be able to take enough pills to do the job properly.
I want to crash my car very badly, and the only reason I hesitate is because I have a very nice car, a shame to waste it. It is my best friend, as silly as it seems, it is the one thing I can depend on. My friends have all left me for college, or the ones that are left only want to hang out because I have a car and can drive them places. The loving relationship I have with my boyfriend is beginning to collapse and the fault is mine. My parents suspect nothing. I could never talk to them, they would only yell. I am failing several classes at my college, have made no friends there, am in real credit card debt as I have maxed out one card and am working on two more. I look forward to nothing. The fact that I am bipolar does not help either. I am currently plotting a day, time, and place for next month. My only worry is that I will survive the crash and become a vegetable in a hospital bed.
I have no one to talk to. My ex-boyfriend was an abusive prick, and he ruined my view on all men. They are nothing but evil. Not one man save my current boyfriend has showed me any degree of kindness. I value nothing, look forward to and cherish nothing but the idea of death. My only worry is how fast I need to make my darling car go bto do it right...
|07 Mar 2007||kitten||i think the best way is to do it when your on your own on a street corner at night get a gun put it in your mouth and pray you hit your wind pipe or aim for your brain, but i think using a gun would be the easyest way i have thought bout it alot now ma x bf wants me dead and i want him to be happy.|
|06 Mar 2007||Midnight Suicide||I am nothin now but the waiting for death. I hate the part of me, the humanity of me, that stops me from endin it all. I want to rip it out so that I can mutilate and destroy myself. That is what I need.
No matter how happy I should be or sometimes are, death and darkness is constantly ther, at the back of my mind.
I will do it tho, one day. I will run the coll blade across my skin and press down and I will destory all that I am until I am no more. Death is the only way