|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|16 Jul 2007||Gabriel||To all those people who want to commit suicide at the age of 13, do it.You're better off, I would have been. I was a victim of child abuse, was neglected, beaten the crap out of and eventually fucked by my " dear" older brother for the hole duration of my childhood. The worst thing about it is that not even my mom believed me when I told her, I still don't know why I thought that would help.I'm 22 now, never had any friends, I was always alone, quit High School in the 3rd year beacuse I could not take the other durtbag kids laughing at me. I am 22, no friends, just another anonymous face in the crowd,everything I try seems to turn to shit. The one thing I like is Winter, always felt that the cold was somehow comforting. It comforts me the fact that I wont live to see 23. I already have a bottle of sleeping pills, that combined whit the cold should make an easy way out.|
|14 Jul 2007||hans||Life has no meaning.i have seen darkness.i can say I have been to hell and back.Why should I live when there is no love for me?I must go to the other world maybe I will be happy there|
|12 Jul 2007||sandra||i havent tried, but i am possibly on the brink of losing my mind. windex? or clorox? i hate my life. my mom brought me all the way here, making me leave my whole life behind.
one day, one day i WILL lose my mind.
|09 Jul 2007||kaila||I dont want to make myself sound anymore pathedic than i feel, but i am too, severly suicidal. I have nothing... to much, to complain about in my life. Except for the fact i live every moment wondering if i'll still be here tomorrow, and if not, how will it end?
In the past year ive gone down to one somewhat ok friend. That meaning even if i were to talk to someone, i wouldnt have anyone to talk to. Though thats not a real huge issue, only because i have no intrest into talking to my "friend(s)", parents, or a theropist. Dont tell me its not true because i know that, but i would almost feel as if they would think i was doing it for the attention. And feeling anymore jugde than i am now, i wouldnt be able to take it.
My life since 4th grade until now, 10th grade, has just been getting worse. Ive read the internet pages, and they say depression and suicidal thoughts go away. Its been 6 years already, and yes i know all teens get it, or whatever. But for me it isnt just about saying "i hate my life" or "i wish i was never born" No, i dont say anything at all. Although i cant say i dont try to make it completly unobvious, because i once in a while will, hoping for someone to just give me the help with out me asking first. And i dont just say im suicidal because i think about committing it. I have tried. Too much. And everytime i try a little harder because everyday it gets a little more painful. Im scared of myself. And for the first time, i'm saying that.
|03 Jul 2007||arthur||why should I live when there is no one who cares?why is everyone wicked?why is it that There are people out there who have what to eat and will not give?I wonder whether man still feels for man.The rich consider us as enemies.what have I done?is it because I do not have parents that I am treated as such?I will just leave this world.that is the best solution|
|02 Jul 2007||17yrs_old|
|29 Jun 2007||no one cares||There was once you said you hated my suffering and you understood .... entwined that not even the deepest love could fix me from its snare. good bye life, ...|
|28 Jun 2007||Derby||And today when I close my eyes, I will make all just go away.... I'm sitting here on my sofa, drinking like a pirate, but I've never been a drinker so this is a bit harsher. And today seems like a good day, to die and be pain free. I'm nursing my glass here like my new baby boy. I love him, I adore, this glass is my joy. My sorrows and loneliness will be gone afloat.
I have always had basic cable!!!! but today I have premium, since I wont be here to pay for it, might as well make the best of it. My place has been trashed by my manic depressive state, I dont know who made this mess but I know he is not feeling well. Sex woul be nice but its hard to find someone to love the talking-dead. Smoking like a chimney, Newport 100's, got lots of empty cartons laying around, who smoked it all? Things are falling as I type this, and I will fall shortly. My expiration date is here, seems like tonight might be well. The gasses will kill me, silently it will be. Eating is painful, I never taw eating could hurt so much. I rather starve I dont see the point. And when I get drunk and high, I will do this the right way. Sleeping pills waiting, to be swallowed and tasted. I'm your typical classical manic depressive guy. I want to die cuz life is hard and I'm too weak to stay alive. I always knew I was weak from the very first time I saw life.
|27 Jun 2007||E||Well, I just want to share my story here. I'm 13 and have been suicidal for two years now, since sixth grade. Last year I wanted to die because I felt like I had nothing to look forward to and that life is poinless and that I'm just a small, pathetic thing in this whole giagantic world and only a few people would care if I died. I felt so empty because I was so afraid to be myself. I was preppy and pretended to be someone else. At the beginning of seventh grade I turned goth or something and started telling everyone who I was and just being myself. I told people I'm an atheist and what music I listen to and my ideals and what I think about the world. They hated me. The whole middle school shit popped up and my own friends from last year started talking about me behind my back, saying I'm satanic and shit. Then there was this one kid, I'll call him R, who hurt me so badly. He tried converting me, he told be I was the antichrist and I was possessed and a load of bullshit to do with him and his love for freaking Christianity. He turned so many people against me. (I'm talking in past tense because its summer now and school is out, but it'll all start up again next year, if not worse.) I couldn't walk down the halls without people shouting emo and cutter at me. People would walk up to me and ask me if I was an atheist, and then laugh when I told them yes. I'm just so hurt. Nearly everyone I know goes out of their way to hurt me. And its all because of me and my stupid big mouth telling people about, well, me. There is only one person I have been able to turn to, I'll just call him C. I started becoming really close to C around February. I really love him and care about him. We are nearly the same exact person. He is also suicidal, if not more than me. His parents are putting him on medication. I'm so afraid for him, because you know how sometimes those things can just make people worse, and C is the kind of person who would get worse because of them. If he dies I won't be able to live. I'm just so hurt. I hurt all the time. I don't know what to do. I feel like starting all over. And its not like I want to die, I just wish I was never born. I don't want to hurt C or my mom or brother. I just want to disappear. Damn. Now I'm crying. Shit, at least everyone in my house is asleep by now. (12 midnight) Damn it all.|
|22 Jun 2007||UNKNOWN_666s@hotmail.com||hahahaha. Today is an ugly day. I'm depressed. And I can't stop thinking about that one person who I know I'm not good enough for. Even tho they tell me I am I feeeel like I'm not. But I know suicide isnt the answer to anything and blahb alnbhj i dont feellike talking anymoree|
|18 Jun 2007||kayleigh||Im young,lets leave it that im younger than 12.I have a caring family,few freinds and im not poor.Dont compare me to people in the 3rd world,it is a shame but this isn't selfish.My depresssion rules me,as i type my eyes are filling with tears.I don't want anyone to know im thinking of killing myself,if you saw me you wouldn't think i was.I always cover my tru emotion,i blame it partly on my or family..watever.She screams at me,i would say in my opinion emotionaly abuses me.She said im a spoilt brat,i dont care for anybody.I cant handle this,i just want to end my story,But i know i would hirt people,and thats selfish.But im going to do more damage is i stary here,Anybody have any sugestion,help?,just somthing.Im thinking of runing away if i dont kill myself,or just keep self harming but make it worse.Im not wanting attension,thats exactly wat i dont want.I would quite hapily put a gun to my head and pull the trigger.I cant stand it!.I want know one to know.If you knew wat age i was,you would be horified,Thinking of killing yourself at the age of....10.
10 Years on earth is enough,i have it,my times up and i have to leave now.I Maybe depressed,i took tablets to school,i was going to take an over dose but i was nearlt caught.Im still carying my thaught of death on,still self harming and still have second thaughts,but im surfing the net now to find the most un painful way to go,wether it means going to the local pool and drowning,i'll do it,anything to get out of her and end my story.
ATTENTION:Anyone looking for attention,stop,you dont know wat other people are going threw and you are taking help that others serously need.
well this maybe the last time im on the computer.
I hope all you other people like me do wats right,there is not a right or wrong,its up to you to make the decision,and if it doesent work think of the consekwenses.
|16 Jun 2007||Ken||I am 50 years old. I live with an incredible amount of pain. I have lost almost everything. I am lonely and scared. I am about to be kicked out to the streets by my son. No one wants me or cares whether I live or die. I read about the pain you are suffering. If I could take it from you I would. I cannot help myself. I am on the very edge of an overdose as I write this.Coming here to this place of hurt and sorrow God has given me an idea. I have this house I am living in untill the first of July. Unless I can come up with money to keep it and pay the bills. I offer love and open doors to those of you who need love and friendship and maybe hope. Together we could help each other. Help me find a financial miracle and my home is yours. No judgment. No ridicule. No lectures. Just unconditional love and friendship. Let us start something new here today. A place of hope, love, and friendship for all of us who are at the end.A place of new life.|
|15 Jun 2007||Miguel||When your first love, the person you really cared for, the perfect girl, your own personal god rejecs you, whats your first thought?
You will try to show her what your love means, you will write poetry about her, you will do everything for her... and for what? To get rejected in the next day again, and again and again and again and again!
If 2 years have passed, and u still feel like this, the only way u can easy off your pain, is by ending your life.
I've put an effort trying to find a way to do it on drugs, without pain, but no sucess until now... but i just can't stand it anymore, i can't stand the faact the i see her everywhere, i can't stand the fact that everything reminds me of her, i can't stand this pain, so please, and i mean please, help me end this pain, in one way or another, i just want it to be over.
If you know of a way, please post it here, and be happy knowing that u ended my emotional misery.
|15 Jun 2007||Brooke||I'm 14 and i cant deal with my family. mainly my fucked up mom she drives me crazy!! today i was so close to stabbing a knife right into my chest and bleeding to death but i chickened out, i dont kno y tho. it was like i started thinking of all the good things in life. so then i remembered that we had a pistol down in the garage that was always loaded... so close but again thought about the good things. i have tried cutting my wrists but then my parents just make me go 2 the hospital. should i try O.D.ing on pills?? please give me an idea|
|13 Jun 2007||bryan||man, i don't know. i mean i feel fine right now, but just some days its hard, and i have 2 drink or something. the times i couldn't get hold of anything to take, my insides started killing me and i just get real upset and dont know what to do. its not a good feeling man. i dont know. has anyone ever tried prozac or anything? cause i think i should do something before i do something dumb. thanks|
|13 Jun 2007||hellen cook||i am living a very painful life and will want to die and leave this sad world
I have not had food for two days now
|13 Jun 2007||Katie||I want 2 no the quickest way to die. I've had enough. I don't want to live anymore. No1 understands nyway. I thought it threw and no theres just one way out. what do I do? help|
|11 Jun 2007||Nicole||Look the best way to just kill yourself is havin your parents kill you. I'm not under 13 im 16 rite now and trust me i feel like dying every second i sometimes want to find a crazy man yo just rape me and kill me.
Mother and I hate each other i dont know what to do with myself i've tried overdosing on some over the table pills but didnt work , i have tried cutting myself but it didnt work either i just need some help or help telling my mom goodbye and that ill be dead the next moring.
|11 Jun 2007||EUSENIA CARMONA||I WAKE UP EVERY MORNING WONDERING WHEN IS IT ALL GONNA GET BETTER..I THINK. AND WELL NEVER.I LOOK AT OTHER PEOPLE AND SEE HOW GOOD THEYRE LIFE IS AND HOW SHITY MINES IS. MY MOM AND DA REST OV MY FAMILY DOESNT GIVE A FUKK ABOUT ME. IF I WERE TO SHOOT MYSELF IN THE HEAD 100 TIMES THEY WOULDNT GIVE A DAMN. IM ONLY 12 AND I FUCKING HATE MY LIFE. PEOPLE ALWAYZS TELL ME "ITS GONNA GET BETTER, JUZS HANG IN THERE" YEA FUCKING RITE. WHEN IS IT GONNA GET BETTER!!!>.NEVER!!. I DONT KNOW WHY MY GOD BRANG ME INTO THIS WORLD. ITS A PIECE OF SHIT..EVERYDAY IS A CHALLENGE FOR ME. IM FACED WITH LOTS OF THINGS. THE MAIN THING IS MY MOM.,EVEN KIDS WITH NO FOOD OR SHELTER HAVE IT BETTER THEN ME. ATLEAST THEY HAVE SOMEONE TO LEAN ON. ME, I HAVE NOBODY. NOBODY IN THIS GOD DAMN WORLD UNDERSTANDS ME.!!!!.IM JUZT GONNA FUCKING KILL MYSELF. END IT ALL. AND IF MY FAMILY ONE DAY READS THIS, WELL, FUCK YOU, YOU NEVER FUCKING PAID ATTENTION TO ME! THE SMALLEST TING IN THE WORLD TO ASK FOR IS LOVE FROM YOURE FAMILY AND YOU COULDNT GIVE ME IT!|
|10 Jun 2007||kimberley . m||i found out thourgh my friend lovin car n my parents that life is worth living for dont do stupid things like i did it is silly stop it now|