|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|25 Oct 2007||Imnotsayingmyname||Um, well I'm 13 and I'm a girl. I seriously can't list all the reasons why I want to just end my life. I also wish people liked me more. It seems like everybody hates me. When I came into 8th grade this year people hate me more because during the summer i kind of turned emo. Don't hate me for it im trying to stop being emo, but nobody will let me. When I try to buy like a pink shirt my mom or my grandma says oh you don't like pink you like black, black looks better on you. When I told my mom about suicide a number of times she never listens. She even saw my notebook with all my drawings for christ sake. I didn't want her to ofcourse, but since she seen it i would expect her to say something, but no. I've been depressed for years. I don't even know when it started. People always hated me. Even all the adults hate me. I wish I could just start it all over. Every night when I try going to sleep, I try strangling myself, but as hard as I try it won't kill me. I just can't kill myself with a knife, because I just can't. I believe in God too, I pray to him all the time. But he just won't help me it seems. I'm Catholic, sometimes I doubt God. But now I'm trying to turn to him more than ever, I pray almost every second of the day. If something in my life doesn't change soon, you are never going to hear of me. If I kill myself will I go to hell? I don't want to die, I just want it all to be different. No one will help me. Please help.|
|24 Oct 2007||Don't!! I have been burdened at times with the same thoughts. I am middle aged and whilst in my memory the first time may have been when I was about 15 there may have been times prior to that. Things happened to me, I did things to others, my anger has ensured that I have from time to time hurt others without understanding why. These thoughts have at times led me to contemplate my own demise and how this may benefit me and others. It benefits no-one!! I unfortunately....or maybe fortunately have been in a position to see what the outcome is when people take their lives and the affect on others especially those who love them. Undeniably bad....
For your sake....for those that love you and for the world that will unltimately benefit from your contribution small or large....seek help.....please...don't do it!!!!!
|23 Oct 2007||Marley||Howdey all. Im 25 and have tried to kill myself about 4 total times so far. Im not going to lie I kind of feel like I would like to make another attempt. Im nothing special, I have the same outlook on life I see many posters have on this site. Im lonely, looking for someone, depressed all those things horrible things add up after a while and So far iv ran a car in my garage (chickened out after about 2mins maybe if I took sleeping pills and was unconscious it might have been successful), I also put a gun to my head (Chickened out obviously), Also tied to overdose on perscripsoin painkillers (that just lead to a hospital visit and had to drink a lot of charcoal eww). Anyway im thinking about a tobacco extraction and poisoning myself . O well we will see|
|22 Oct 2007||Zach||the only reason i dont kill myself is because i'm afraid of hell more than i am of earth. i disappoint everyone around me. i can never live up to my expectations. i hate myself so so so much and maybe this world would be better without me. i need help. not many people understand me because i am surrounded my a christian family and christian school and no one understand a THING that is going on in my life. i think i may just do it. it's all i have.|
|22 Oct 2007||nobody||When your 13 or younger, these thoughts may be overwhelming and caused by a fleeting problem, that doesn't seem so insignifigant at the time. But, for others, like me, this feeling, these thoughts, they never end! I have had them intensely since about age 12, I am now 21. Why should a person have to live with such a horrible life? I have finally given up. Today I will die. I have tried medicine, therapy, religion, and nearly everything else imagionable. This won't be easy, I am married to a great guy who loves me, but I feel nothing. I have family who might miss me, but yet I am somehow detached. These were the reason's I hadn't done so yet, but this is for me. I have always done what people want. I am now ready to end this depression. I realize now that I am only a burden on those I love. good bye|
|22 Oct 2007||alex N||so, my life is finally cuming to an end, im gettin a gun on the 17th XD, im gna blow my brians out the second i get it, ive had enougth of living here, im gna take the next step, theres a world out there and thats where i wanna b, thx every1 who has responded to my posts over the last 2 years, n i just wanna say i love this site, i hope u all find ur happy ending, but from me, i guess it goodbye.......|
|20 Oct 2007||Chrisy||i dont know but i am Considering doing it and im 13 I cut myself several times a day I have bin doing it for the last 3 years its the only thing that keeps me from killing myself|
|20 Oct 2007||klee||i honwstly tried to kill myself last night, i can't cope anymore. i had to go for a brain scan yesterday and then my boyfriend dumped me. im agoraphobic, i have panic attacks and servere depression. i've had a life of pure tradgedy and i can't cope with it anymore. i've told one of my friends to make my myspace account into a memorial site if i die.
this is me...it says im in a relationship but im not. i just cant change it.
my arm is carved to pieces....i dont want to die and i dont want to live.
this is me
|19 Oct 2007||Tired & Beaten'||Every time I said I felt depressed & suicidal, I was told that it would get better, that I should hang in there... but my sad truth is that it never did.
I've never had "true friends" they were all casual high school buddies that I would hang around. I have always felt lonely, even when I tried to hug my mother for comfort, to feel that I was loved cared for, she always rejected me or turned me away...I will never know why...
This is how I am, dead and cold inside, looking for a way to end it all. I've seen some ways to commit suicide but they seem painful/ or they have the risk to be "botched". I don't want to experience more pain. I've lost all hope, finding a way to commit suicide led me to this site
I met many people through out my sad life and I've found out that people can be cruel and destructive. I've heard people say if you commit suicide is a sin...but to me there's no such thing.
So here I am, trying to see which methods fits me, a gun blast or car smog...
|16 Oct 2007||Death||i don't know what the best way would be. living as it often is is a waste of time if you're going to spend the time trying to decide how you'll die. i have tried that, it doesn't work. i don't sit here and plan how to die. when the idea hits me that's when i do it. i can't deal with life and most of me doesn't want to. i remember when i was in high school and the in-thing used to be saying that you were a cutter or that you had anorexia. i'm both now. that's alright though. i can't say that i'm happy with the way that things are going but i can say that things are still moving. i'm not happy with myself or the things that i have done but i'm learning to live with them. i've had friends commit suicide and it's gotten to the point where i can't feel anything anymore. that's alright. i'd rather be numb that have to put up with the pain.|
|12 Oct 2007||patrick R||hi ive been looking at this site and ive been wanting 2 commit suicide but i know it will hurt all of my family as they have been going through something similar but i think i suffer the worst i have friends but they all think im happy as i dont show my sadness to them i try to be happy at school as i dont want loads of people to feel my pain i want 2 share it with someone but im scared if they will tell someone else or just dont understand....|
|10 Oct 2007||WHY?||I dont know whats wrong with me, i dont have a bad life, i have never been abused by anyone, i have been told im caring and trusting...
I guess i am just to sensative, i dont know but everyday is like, i dont know what to do anymore? why am i here? why do my parents never tell me they love me?...
i think about taking my own life but then i shudder and i think, what a waste of a life, i just want to e happy, but i can't be.
ive never been diagnosed with depression or anything before, im not a bad person.....
maybe im a coward? i do have friends, but i pretend to be happy, i keep thinking why does everyone think im happy im not?
but i just keep bringing myself down, back ito the same slum.
it makes me cry sometimes, how someone can take thier own life, just to shut your eye's and never be able to say anything to anyone every again never to be able to enjoy to taste?
sometimes i feel like i am failing eveyone, just failing at everything..
i dont know, but i think everyone think's i'm hopeless..
no one knows that i have these thoughts.. no one can help me? does that make me a coward...? i haven't tried?
im also sorry if i sound stupid i wrote this while in emotional pain..
|10 Oct 2007||peter stone||need to die.why should I live?
mom and dad are dead from HIV/AIDS
no one to listen to me,no one to give me food
I have to leave this sad world
Bye to you all
|09 Oct 2007||Ella Hall||i'm 14 and tried 5 times 2 kill myself, of corse none of them worked. also i've bin in 2 loony bins, and honestly i'm more up 4 doing it than eva.
Life sux 4 me and i no i'm not gonna live till i'm an adult, fuck that.
Tip- overdoses don't work.
so if ya wanna way out, mail me.
|09 Oct 2007||Andrij||Have lot of suicide thoughts ( i am 17) but i think that i should live and i have found power to live in this life full of shit but EVERYONE don't kill yourself find a reason not do it( even the stupid reason to live) and LIVE THIS FUCKING LIFE UNTIL YOU FUCKING DIE!!! if you want to talk then: firstname.lastname@example.org|
|08 Oct 2007||domino||uve been trying to die now for the past month. uve swallowed over 200 pills of different kinds, ive tried suffocation, slitting my wrists, mixing ammonia and bleach in an enclosed room and took in the fumes, and still i am here, tomorrow i am going to dry drinking draino|
|06 Oct 2007||Lina||I'm 15 and I am very depressed. This has been going on for a while. Started in about January of this year and ended in June. But now it's come back. I can't take like anymore. I really can't. My depression has been caused by many things: i'm bipolar, borderline, i have ADHD, OCD, some symtomps of aspergers, I have kidney and stomach problems.
But the biggest thing that's caused my depression is the fact that my parents are alcoholists and always have been. I grew up in a croweded house, where food and money was very scarce [because they wasted all their money in alcohol]. Everyone in that house was an alcoholic. They used to fight everyday. They threw things at each other, anything they could find, almost killing each other. And they were all siblings! I witnesed all this ever since i was born. We moved here to the US when i was about 9. My parents swore to me they would stop drinking. But they didn't. They said that all the time, and still do, but never have stopped. My mother--whenever she's drunk--says the most horrible things to me. She tells me I should die, that i don't mean anything to her, that i'm worthless, i should have never been born. She cusses at me. All this has led to my anger issues, lack of confidence, i think i'm not worth anything, i don't believe anyone/in anything, i'm paranoid, worried all the time, i have irrational fears. And she says she loves me and she will stop drinking, but then she doesn't. And it all starts over again. It's like a cycle. I'm constantly reminded of my past. And i can't take it anymore. I can't take my mind anymore. And i have no friends either. No one to count on, to talk to. I always feel lonely.
My mind is driving me crazy, literaly. I'm not strong enough. Basicaly, i just want to die. I just can't take it anymore. I tried turning to God, but it's useless, I have no faith, no hope.
I NEED HELP. i really do. so PLEASE, please, please, if you can help me, i'm BEGGING you, please.
Please someone help me.
E-mail me at email@example.com
|06 Oct 2007||Vendetta||The truth is that we all think of comminting suicide sooner or later in our lives , some have the guts to do it , some try and fail , and some succeed. Is very obvious .. im on this site because i want to know the best way to commit suicide , and i dont want to fail. Why do we fell alone , useless , stupid... I found on this site that im not alone, is a warn feeling to know that your not alone.I still want to commit suicide, just to get revenge on some people around me and get over with this shity life , i had enough , im not 13 im 22 , and i fought until now , and trust me i had a lot of problems , but i see this is a never endig cycle , one week join and happiness , and 1 year of problems and sadness, im hoping to change the lifes of some if i commit suicide. If i live , il destroy them , so my love for them and theys ignorance for me , drives me to die and hope in the future manking will be better.
Dont forget , you are not alone , and know something you can always kill yourself , when ever you want, but i advise you to try and make your life better, sometims it can work out , it didnt for me , but who know you may be one of the few lucky ones.
Take care all, some one is with you right now , crying with you !!
|05 Oct 2007||samantha||im 15 and ive been searching the web all day with my own different option to end it i dnt call it suicide i just think its my way to starting over im sick of life its useless no1 wil even notice im gone ne way i cut my wrists and legs every day to try get rid of the pain and how i feel but i guess this is the end hope every one has a great life and dont worry i will be hapier soon when im gone|
|03 Oct 2007||Andrij||I will kill myself because life is a huge shit and i am fucking off here BAN KAI everything or nothing|