|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|13 Dec 2007||Gia||I want to die. This world is not mine. I have stopped taking my anti-depressants, they are just numbing me from reality. I have so much to look forward to but I just don't want it when it feels like this.|
|12 Dec 2007||.................||Hi. My name is Hollie. Just recently i have been wanting to kill myself & to be frank i still want to. I reli reli hate my life & i just wish people understood me. After a year and a half break up i am reli heartbroken. Then you have that person tellling you how much of a BITCH you are & that they hate you and don't want you. I mean i dow reli blame him as i did cheat on him. But he wasn't at all perfect. Yeah maybe he didn't cheat on me but he hurt me in many many more ways. Such as kicking & punching me if i wqas in way of telly, punching when he got angry. This was before i cheated on him. Don't get me wrong he realli ain't a bad person but i didn't deserve that. He didn't even treat me like a prober human being. The most reason why i want to kill myself is because of me. I don't like who i am. But most the time i don't like how other people am. My Dad, Reminds me how much of a bitch i am and how much he hates me with his loud voice and horrible attutude. He can't talk, he was the one that lefted me for 2 years while he was in prison in Germany!!! I reli needed him. I had exams and everything. I needed my father! I Don't Know What To do!|
|11 Dec 2007||bored to firstname.lastname@example.org
if your random and weird come talk to me. im so bored i want to slit my wrists and i am serious about that. maybe we can talk about random things and pass time till waves of happiness come our way.
|10 Dec 2007||CONFUSED.||I M A GIRL 4M PAKISTAN.......I M 16 I M LOVE WITH A BOY.HE IS ALSO CRAZY ABOUT ME BUT MY PARENTS R NOT AGREEE WITH OUR RELATIONSHIP.I WANT ON DATE WITH HIM 1 DAY AND MY PARENTS GET KNOW ABOUT IT .NO BODY IS TALKING WITH ME .I WANNA DIE I CANNOT LIVE WIDOUT HIM.I LUV HIM.......I DONOT WANNA DIE BUT WANNA ALERT MY PARENTS.......DAT I CAN DO ANY THING.GIVE ME ANY IDEA WHAT CAN I DO????????PLZ HELP ME....|
|08 Dec 2007||ca||I don't really know where to turn anymore, everyday seems to get worse and worse, my only wish is for this pain to end....but the only way i know how is suicide. every day i wake up, the feelings are still there, its like a knife tearing away at my heart, i feel empty and alone even though i have people around me, i have lost interest in everything, things i used to enjoy doing, i dont anymore....i really need help but fear i am way beyond help|
|07 Dec 2007||Kellzy||i am not 13, yet 33..... 13 is hard but it gets a bit bemmtter so hang on 33 yrs old alone, single mother, working everday and always being alone.. no adult contact...end this but how... I cant do this anymore|
|07 Dec 2007||Hayley||Ok, i am sorry for this and i am not normally like this. I am very suicidal and grown up with selfharm from a young age, self hate, low confidence. My parents use to beat me when i was very young. My Boyfriend died and i am always depressed. I am failing at school and everything hurts. I am crying all the time and always sleeping. I cut myself and i am wanting to commit suicide alot. I am scared and there is a normal sense to survive and the feeling of guilt. I am looking for some advice either on a quick way to end it all fastly or some advice to make it any easier for me to continue living. I am just a very mixed up 14 year old.
Also... I want to say... cutting is not a good way to end your life, slow and painful!
|07 Dec 2007||raven||i have been suicidal for four years. little things set me off - i dont want to live. i dont want to breathe. i love so many but they dont care about me. no one cares. no one wants to know. i feel so stupid and alone, because i am suicidal over a boy. a fucking boy. why am i so stupid? im fourteen and i am already pathetic, worthless. a shell that takes up space that could be used for something useful. i have nothing. i am nothing. im a burden. a parasite on everything that is good. no one wants to see me alive...
i was going to take any pill i could find, wash it down with alcohal. all at night so no one would know until morning. i really hope that i dont hurt anyone - to be honest i am too useless, pathetic, and idiotic to be listened to.
i am selfish for writing this.
|06 Dec 2007||I hate u||i wish i was pretty
i wish i was skinny
i wish i was popular
i wish i ppl wouldnt hate me
i wish my parents wouldnt hate me
parents wanting me to change wanting me to be perfect lyke my sister,wanting to change my wieght ,wanting to change my apperence
saying u hate me, rumors at skool, calling me names ,ny last wish iz for everybody to leave me alone,i am a disaponment to my parents if i die than i want them to be happy because they have a perfect child 'my sister'
IM JUST SORRY IM NOT PERFECT
|06 Dec 2007||Amber||Well this is my second time here the first time I talked about how I've tried on a couple of occasions and I failed at it because someone was always there to find me. I'm not doing any better if anything I'm worse now then I was then I come from a family with problems my mother offed herself when I was 16 and I was blamed for it she did it a little after I got out of the nut house selfish bitch anyway the older I get the more my emotional problems become worse I dont want to seek help my help is alochol and drugs I am rarely ever sober I do everything I can to make the world go away my bf does'nt help me either in fact I was doing ok till I met him he's put me down in so many ways I hate myself but I keep going and I dont know why I feel terrible evry single day I cry when no one else is around my nerves are shot to hell and I really dont think that I will ever get better even with treatment I dont know what to do please help me!!!|
|05 Dec 2007||fucked up||I tried to hang myself today. I fell off the stool before i meant to and i struggled to pull a chair over to stand on so i didn't die. I think i need help, I don't know what to do. I can't tell anyone because then people will think im crazy and bad things come from letting people know you are suicidal, i've seen it happen to other people. No one knew i was planning on doing it, I cant tell anyone that i think i need help. I dont know what the fuck to do.......|
|05 Dec 2007||Tina||haiya. ma nymz Tina..m 15 n lyk u guyz, m a sykopath..so ma parents say.. it startd wen ma parents gt a dvorc. twaz ol ma mumz folt. she a bitch n a goldign ho n yea..i hate her. n ma dad..cnt do nuthn ryt. m a screwup 2 him? a mistake. i was raped a fw months ago n its worsnd.ths filn ov unworthines n id rather b ded than liv lyk ths. i dnt wana bt m constantly thnkn abt kiln maslf n hv tried a fw tymz bt nufnz hapnd 4 real. i fl lyk da failur dat i am.|
|05 Dec 2007||Tina||Haiya guyz. my names Tina.. m 15 nd suicidal js lyk da rest ov u guys.. it feels kinda relievn 2 finaly b wit ppl whu undastand hw I feel. it all startd wen ma parents gt a dvorc wen i was 13. its ol ma mumz folt..yea, i hate da bitch. shes a fckn ho n a goldiga. i luv ma dady bt 2 him im a dsapointment..i cnt do nuthn ryt.. bt mor dan ol dat, i was rapd nd i fl so worthles nd m swimn in a sea ov 'if onlyz'. i realy h8 maslf nd hv tried it ol. landed in hospital a cupla tymz.. any suggestionz?|
|05 Dec 2007||Jacob||im crying as i write this message so i dont care if its sloppy.
hello again people i dumped my GF because she cheated on me :( it broke my heart into pieces and now i dunno what to do i love her so much and i want her but she keeps seeing this guy.
We talk and we say how we still like each other but she wants to fight but i dont wanna. Cause i wanna go back out with her so she dont get with any other guys.
Im ripped into pieces and its breaking my hurt i want to die but i dont got my gun yet :(
I got really no one to talk to and its all building up inside me so when i get angry i go crazy.
I hate my life i hate it so much all i think about is suicide and what cool ways i can get shot.
I really wanna have a Suicide By Cop and when my heat comes in im gonna cause i fucking hate people now i had yars of bullying and that has made me insecure thats why i hold things cause im afraid to talk to people cause im afraid they will turn on me.
Im allways been bullied and teased at school and years of bullying can really make someone not ok inside. People dont know how bad bullying is.
My parents dont help at all i wanna start cutting again and they go through my computer like they own it so now ive gotta install some security to keep the bastards out yes i hate my parents as a matter of fact.
Hmm if anyone wants to talk ad me on msn or email me at: BILLABONG_360_@hotmail.com
|04 Dec 2007||Oxlena||I love how all the posters under 'blame' and 'sadistic' don't have depression and/or don't know how it is to be suicidal. It actually makes me giggle a little. Yeah, I'm Bipolar. No, it isn't my fault. I know that...It doesn't change the fact that I hate myself and wish I'd fall over and stop breathing. Go ahead and say that I do it for attention, but you'll be wrong. If I wanted [negative] attention I'd get into drugs and drinking and fuck everything that walked. It's ass backwards to try to get attention from pretending you're suicidal. You're just going to get into a whole bunch of shit and then REALLY wish you were dead. The last thing I want is attention; I just want to feel better. Some days I feel like being happier would make me lose a sentimental part of myself; other days I resent myself for the simple fact that I haven't committed suicide yet. I'm seventeen years old and I have a record of self-harm, but not many serious enough to be called suicide attempts. I cut my wrists, but I wear long sleeves all the time so people don't see the cuts. My mom - who is the only person who can really help - doesn't believe me. She thinks that you have to have a REASON to be depressed. I guess she doesn't realize that all the negligence over the years has fucked me up pretty severely. She's never cared about me, and she isn't easy to talk to. I asked her, just once, to help me. I reached out for help. She told me to "Go take a walk." She said nothing more and ignored all else I said. There was nothing more to say. I've said, "I'm just going to go kill myself, nobody would notice anyway." And she just laughs and mocks me and tells me I'm probably right. All my friends think my parents are nice, and they can be, but not especially often to me. They get generous enough every once in awhile, but that's no substitute for love. They think that throwing materialistic items my way is going to make everything all better, but they don't realize that I'd give all of that up for just someone in my family that I can call and TALK to, that cares, and that will keep my secrets and not run off and tell all of the rest of my family. I just don't know what to do. I don't think my friends believe how shitty my parents are to me [behind closed doors], and it makes me feel absolutely worthless. Some days I feel so helpless it's all I can do just to get out of bed and do things for myself. I'm home-schooled because I refused to go back to highschool. I couldn't handle it. I wasn't learning anything, and I couldn't handle the people because I went from a tiny Catholic school to a [seemingly, to me] huge highschool. (A lot of good Catholic school did for me, by the way; I'm an atheist now. I felt like God had forsaken me...Before I realized that the world is too fucked up to have a 'loving' God. If there is a god, He's a hypocrite bastard and I loathe him, or her or it or whatever the fuck it is, with every fiber in my body.) I have no trouble doing my schoolwork on my own, but it's about the only thing I don't lack motivation for. I'm also anorexic because I feel that I don't deserve to eat, and I'm hoping that eventually my body will just follow suit and shut down like the rest of me. I have a boyfriend, but I don't think my friends approve, even though we've been together for nearly three years. I feel like such a waste of space. I can't even believe I'm going to bother posting, actually. I don't feel worthy of being represented on this site. I'm afraid my friends are eventually going to realize that they can't help me and give up on me. They act like they'll always care for me and help me as best they can, but I think the time is going to come when they'll give up on me like everyone else. They aren't the type of people to do such a thing to someone they love, but face it, I'm beyond help. The only people who can truly, permanently help me aren't what I would consider allies. I don't want to die, but I don't want to live miserably and I think that those are my only options.|
|03 Dec 2007||kat||I despetly need to talk to sum1 . I have unrecoginized bipolar and I dont want to be on medication 4 the rest of my life and I rufuse to take it now. I dont know how long I can keep fighting !!!!:(|
|02 Dec 2007||James_90||Yea, well im ready to do it. I need a practical yet humorous way to commit suicide right now. I live in a 2 story house, so i have been considering jumping off the roof for the past few hours. got around 2 hours to my parents back. so gimme some answers fast please. I wanna be squishy for mom and dad gettin home. Those cunts.|
|02 Dec 2007||Jacob||Hello.
Im jacob my life is bad and good. Ive got a GF that has had sex over 15 times and she is only 15 and i have not had sex once and im 15 to. Its depressing today we just laid in her bed kissing and then it started to get hotter i laid on her and she opened her legs but then her mum got home :(.And she has this close friend and they have had se more then 5 times and to make things worse she is a bisexual.
I cut my self now and when my parents found it my dad starting punching me while my mum slapped me and they startd screaming at me. For the past 8 months ive been in my room only time i go out now is to see my gf and every now and then to see some mates. I keep my self locked away from the world and i allways have thoughts of Suicide By Cop. Ive got a friend who can get me anything and i was gonna buy a gun and walk down to the police station and just shoot random people :(. I have dreams of me at school with a gun and having a stand off with the police and them shooting me to death.
My grades are falling and teachers give me lots of attitude. Ive actualy got 4 people i wanna kill my deputy principal and my principal and the head of english and just some other teacher who allso gives me crap.
Well ill write back soon people my email is BILLABONG_360_@hotmail.com if u wanna talk and i dont want no cops trying to trace me either.
|01 Dec 2007||jacob||i hate my life. my girlfriend is bisexual and i cant handle it my parents hate me and hit me and when they see the cuts on my harm they hit the cuts to cause alot of pain i hate my life and the way its going i just wanna fucking die|
|30 Nov 2007||Winny||hi there people
i wrote couple of months back that i am sick of my life and some of u tried to help me out thx for that it worked i felt better after u guys prayed for me the suicidal thought was gone but now its again coming and this time this suicidal thought is coming with somethin about killing someone too anyone anybody for no apparent reason i dont want that i want to stop this but i am unable to do so basically i am again getting sick of my life i feel worthless i am worthless can u guys do me a favor shoot me shoot me in the head pleeeeeeeeezz its a request from a person who is already dead from inside only the body is living i am a living deadbody bye