|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|08 Feb 2008||Sara||I just went through and read all these and i guess theres a lot more people that think that way i do, and thats sort of comforting. since about 13 i'd say is when i started wanting to kill myself. and ever since then it has just gotten worse. i finally broke down last year and told my mom i really need some help. I've been to a phsychiatrist, they gave me meds. did nothing but make me tired. I've tried over dosing on over the counter pills, actually just about 20 minutes ago. yeah nothing i'm still mother fucking alive. i can't cut my self, i don't even have my ears pierced. my best friend and i plan on killing ourselves in september. because we just want one more summer. all i want is to get a fucking job but i cant because michigan's economy is so bad right now, but anyway, get a job and buy some hardcore fucking drugs. put my bathing suit on lay on the beach and bake and slowly die, but i'm not so sure i can wait till september. thats my dream. i'm so tired of crying and clenching my fists everynight, takes hours for me to fall asleep. i'm nothing anymore, i am numb. sure i put a smile on :) i'm so fabulous at that. but everythings going wrong, and i know i know compared to the kids in africa i have a beautiful life. i live in a beautiful house, i'm pretty, i have great friends, i love my boyfriend, ha but can't tell him that because then it would just even be harder to leave. plus i don't know how to be open anyway and it fucking kills me. and theres another problem not only can i not find a way to kill myself yet but he's the only reason stoping me from doing it right now, i couldn't do that to him, and ha listen to me i don't even know if he loves me hahaha i'm a fucking fool i've only been with him for a little over 2 months but i new right away when i saw him he was it, he probably doesn't even know me fuck i don't even know me. so whatever my phones getting shut off tonight, we have to move, i can't find a job, i need to take a drug test to work at kmart but NOPE can't do that because i will not pass, and my mom will know i do drugs. so whatever my life doesn't sound that great, but i mean i know compared to other people i should not be complaining, i fully understand that. but its not about what you have and what you don't. its what your mind tells you, how you think, how you can't stop thinking, and all you want is for it to go away. and it won't stop it keeps going and going that it starts to cause you physical pain. and you lay at the bottom of the shower and don't move. i used to cry there but now i'm finding i don't even have the strength to cry anymore. i'm just emotionless. my mom's home. i had a nice episode earlier and thought about telling her to take me to the hospital tonight before i did something stupid. but i say i'm going to man up and tell her every night and try to get some help. but i never do, i can't. what will she think, i'd feel so weird. so i'm going to go out tonight and party. i don't eve know if anyone reads these anymore. i guess i'll just wait till september. oh haha funny story i got pulled over today by a cop because i was cryin in my car, he asked if i was okay. fuck you. goodbye|
|06 Feb 2008||asdhjkl; [secrative]||I am only 14 but my life is a horrid mess. My parents tell me they love me but the only reason they tell me they love me is for more excuses to torment me and try and hurt me. My mom often tells me she doesnt want to see my face and tht she wishes she never had me. You dont know how hard it is whenever you mom tells you things like that. Ive considered moving to my grandmas but i would still see her and i would just get so much pain. I cant even tell my best best friend the relationship i share with my mom because it is just so sad. I love her but im trying to stop because its really hard to love someone that doesnt love me. And I know for a fact that the only reason she treats me the way I do is because she knows I dont complain to anyone about it. it hurts so so much so im pretty much 75% sure that im going to commit suicide holding 2 guns. One up the side of my head and 1 twards my heart. My dad has 2 guns to I know it wont be hard for me to get them. I will shoot them off at the same time. I will also take some of my moms pills before so I know i will die right away. I dont want to experience any pain & i know this is the best way to kill myself. For any encouring tips for me please say something! Its really nice to find a site where people understand.|
|01 Feb 2008||sadallmylife||i am older than most of you but feel the same way i havent been happy for years i am 24 and hate life according to my mom i should just wake up one day with a smile on my face and everything would be better well as u guys know it doesent work that way. I have tryed talking to people and tryed the meds it doesent work its a faluse scence of happiness and i dont want that. i get sick and tiared of people telling me to just get over it when your in the kind of pain that i am in when it hurts to breath and wake up everyday you dont just get over it. I have been this way for 12 years if i could just get over it i would have along time ago.i have tried many things pills drinking then i feel worse cause it doesent work and then i really want to die. I cut myself for the first time last night an it felt so good what i could feel of it my body has gotten to point that its just numb to any kind of physical pain because the emotional pain is so strong.i have 3 beautiful boys that i know need me but that doesent seem to be enough to keep me alive my pain is to deep and has been there for to long. Nobody seems to understand they say stay busy and dont think about being sad but that doesent work if you dont feel like we do then theres no way for you to understand why we cant just get over it or let it go. If we could we would but its just not that easy.Why cant i just be happy or atleast content with life. I just want the pain to go away.|
|30 Jan 2008||Ella Hall||8th attempt on saturday, next time i'll shoot maself in the head!!|
|29 Jan 2008||Kenia||IM 13 AND I AM SUICIDAL AS MUCH AS I HATE SO SAY IT. BUT IN THE PAST COUPLE OF MONTHS I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO GET OVER EVERYTHING. MY FRIENDS HAVE ALWAYS WORRIED ABOUT ME.. AND THEY ARE PART OF THE REASON TO WHY I HAVE TRIED MY BEST TO STOP DOING THE WHOLE CUTTIGN MYSELF THING. I KNOW THAT LIFE CAN REALLY GET YOU DOWN SOMETIMES. I AM THOSE KIND OF PEOPLE THAT TRY TO HIDE THEIR PAIN. I ALWAYS WERAY BRACELETS TO HIDE AWAY THE SCARS. I HAVE TRIED SO MANY THINGS TO KILL MYSELF.. CUTTING MY WRITS AND I HAVE PROBABLY GONE MAYBE 95% TO DIEING BUT SOMEHOW SOMETHING KEEPS ME FROM DYING. IT KINDA SCARY ACTUALLY. I HAVE ALSO TRIED TAKING AN OVERDOSE OF PILLS. BUT THEY NEVER SEEM TO BE ENOUGH. I HAVE TRIED DROWNING MYSELF ONE TIME IN THE SCHOOL BATHROOM. BUT MY FRIEN CAUGHT ME JUST BROFRE I WAS 2 SECS AWAY FROM DYING. IT GETS ME CURIOUS HOW I HAVE TRIED SO MANY THINGS AND YET I AM STILL SITTING HERE TODAY ALIVE AS EVER. AND I NEVER DIED NOT EVEN FROM ALL THE BLOOD SHED, AND THE TEARS CRIED, I DONT KNOW HOW I DID IT. MAYBE I DO REALLY HAVE A REASON IN THIS WORLD BUT ALL I KNOW NOW IS THAT SUICIDE IS NOT THE WAY...|
|27 Jan 2008||Looser Kid||I am 15 and i cant take it anymore.I have nothing to hold on too in life,i just feel like letting go.People tease me,girls never like me,and i feel no emotions inside me other than pain,sadness and anger.I would have killed myself a long long time ago but i never had the guts to do it,i was just too pussy.I wanna kill myself but the thought of never coming back scares me.I wish i had the guts to do it.
People always tell me that im birnging them down when they ask me about my feelings,they just dont care.No one ever cared,they just acted like i did.Someone PLEASE Help Me stop this or help me find a good and fast way to die!!
|24 Jan 2008||Stephanie||Pills! atleast dat way ya not finkin bowt all da bad shit wen ya die ull just be asleep.. ya dont have ta think bowt da fact pple r still gunna b pissd off at ya and blame ya for shit even tho ya dead.. and dat uv just hert pple AGAIN and dat ya life has been nufin but pain and a waste of pples time<<
its wat im guna do
|23 Jan 2008||winny||hi guys
i am so stressed that what should i rite i dont know my life is fucked up i jus hate myself that why the hell i even got birth here i pay u back jus lend me a gun i wanna die it wud b so nice if i die coz dying is the best medicine for pain from ur own (doesnt mean only girl friend or boy friend there are many others who are more cruel)oh lord god if u r watching me and listening me please for heaven sake please give me one sweet gift of death i ll be really thankful to u from the bottom of my heart and my blessings will be given to those who help me to death
|13 Jan 2008||Darianne||I thought about it, just taking a bottle or two of sleeping pills, dying in my seel so i wouldnt feel any pain. I can't seem to do it. I think its because im only 15, 16 in a few months so i havent really lived my life yet. Another thing thats stoping me is that when I do one certain thing, I am the happiest person in the world, my parents and beginning to slowly take away the only happiness i have and they dont even know it. When I'm gone, i feel like i will only be missed by my friends. I cry everytime i think about it. Im crying as we speak. I dont know what do do. Dont tell me not to do it. That will only make it worse.HELP.|
|10 Jan 2008||Julianna||im julianna and im not under 13 but im 14. ive been wanting to die senice i was 11.
life sucks. i cut. i pop pills. i do drugs. i smoke. i drink.
everything i can to feel better nothing works.
im fat.to tall. ugly. stupid. single. dumb.
ive tryed killing myself by cuting to hard. takeing 20 asprins taking 12 prozac. i always end up just feeling out of it.
i told my mom i need a consler but no.
shes scared i minght acctully need it.
i have no dad. ive a got a hell of a record. the only friend i have is just as suicidal.ive been kicked out of 2 schools.
i ditch every 3 days.i lie to cops.
i need to die.
i lay awake at night wishing praying crying that i will go to sleep and never wake agian.
i need a reason to live but nothing crosses my path..
so ill contunie to try untill maybe one night ill succed.
|08 Jan 2008||John||Well, I am a 33 year old guy who has struggled my entire life. Learned evrything the hard way. Life just sucks for me, My ex and my kid are not in my life, I have insomnia, and ache to smoke weee everyday. If I knew a %100 way to kill myself I would. I have no suggestions. I went to college, played sports, have friends, family, and life still sucks. Sorry!|
|08 Jan 2008||emile||rite this is a diff email an alias cos i dnt want the ppl that helped me in past tinkin there failures
first of all i have posted on yer amost 2years ago an well things went gd an bad during that time i met sum1 tehy helped an i fel in love with there personality then sortly after i told them how i felt tings went tits up sum other guy turned up outer the blue literaly she hadnt sin him 4 like a year an now all confused i admit im not suicidal atm ut it aint half made me feel bad i jus wanna no wot 2 do cos well i aint 1 2 exactly open up easily an i havnt told ne1 but her that i loved em last person i loved died so its hard 4 me 2 say it i jus want advice
|02 Jan 2008||a sad 14 yr. old girl||Look im not gonna sit here and say i havent tried 2 commit suiced because i have. my life has gotton so hard. i have been rapped and pregnate from it, my mom and dad split up 13 yrs ago. now my dad and his wife r splitting up they r getting a divorce on my b-day. My mom does drugs,and has been in jail twice. She is n a abusive relationship for about 13years now. I have lost so many things in my life, my virginity @ 12! (rapped)loss of parents being together. so if you think your life is worth ending THINK AGAIN! i know i almost killed myself and im sorry i did. my life sucks right now but im sure it'll get better. (I HOPE)if anyone needs somebody to talk 2, then e-mail i will e-mail you back and give you advice i promise.....|
|02 Jan 2008||sean||some of you have a life im in my room right now. i havent eaten in 18 hours now. i havent gone out side in 8 months. i havent been out of my room,witch is a 12 foot by 12.5 foot room, for 2 months. no tv, just this computer with only little acess. my brother can do what ever he wants. and he is 11. im 13. and ive tried every thing to die infact i have food nexed to me and im not eating and im not drinking. my bathroom connects to my room. and if i dont die within 2 days from now ill wring my own neck so. oh guess what i got for chrismas. nothing.|
|31 Dec 2007||jess nearly half way dead...||WELL MY LIFE IS FUCKED I HAD THE ONE OF THE BEST BF'Z AND I CHEATED ON HIM AND I DONO Y I DIDNT MEAN TO EVER HURT HIM BUT THEN WE BROKE UP AND I HAD A CHANCE TO GO BAK OUT WITH HIM. BUT I CHOSE A GUY THAT TREATS ME LIEK SHIT CASUE IT'S WAT I DESERVE...IVE GONE OUT WITH HIM 3 TIMES & IT'S ALWAYS THE SAME... BUT HIS WOG WAT DID I SUSPECT FROM HIM??
I STILL LIKE MY X SO MUCH BUT I DNT THINK I COULD GO BACK OUT WITH HIM AND NOW WE ALWAYS FIGHT IT UPSETS ME HEAPS AND I STARTED TO CUT AGEN...
TOO MAKE EVERYTHING WORSE I HAVE A GIRL WHOS CRZY WANTING TO KILL MII...SLIT MII THROHT..HER MUM HER CUZ HER CUZ GF 7 HER BRO WANTING TO ALL KILL ME...OVA SOMETHING STUPID...
I WAS THINKING THE OTHER DAY SHULD I WAIT TILL THEY GET ME OR JUST DO IT MY SELF & COMMIT SUICIDE MY SELF??
WELL I HAVE ONE FUCKED LIFE ME 7 MUM ALWAYS FIGHT IM DUMB & A FUCK UP I FUCK UP EVERYTHING IN LIFE...
JUST I DNT DESERVE TO LIVE DO I??? NOOOOOOOOO KILL ME NOW PLZZZZZZZ...
XX JESS ....
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|30 Dec 2007||emMa||hey im emma i filled in this form awhile ago ive gotten worse since then im so damn suprised i havent died hmmm well email me if u wanna help me firstname.lastname@example.org|
|29 Dec 2007||Georgia||Over dosing on sleeping pills like take the entire packet so it shuts down you entire system and you die peacefully in you sleep. I plan to do that soon when i can get sleeping pills|
|27 Dec 2007||Keren||I hate my life my life sucks I have tried to commit suicide so many times , but then I always think about my brother who is the only person in this world that cares about me. my parents hate me they wish I was smart and that I'll be good at everything they always tell me that everything I do in my life is fucked up ..
my friends don't care about me and when I tell them what I'm goin through they don't care...
I just wish I could be somewhere and start everything all over again.
|23 Dec 2007||faerie||ok so im not under 13, but if im honest ive been feeling like this since i was 10 when my mom had an affair.
ive decided i need help.
ive had councelling,
ive had anti-depressents,
nothing really works.
my dream is to go somewhere where nobody knows me, where i can do a simple skill job and still be able 2 live efficiently.
i have concluded that modern life doesn't suit me. maybe the 1920's is more appealing.
id appreciate emails.
even if its just to talk. please.
email@example.com [dnt add me to msn]
|21 Dec 2007||chelsea||so i feell like a loser writting on here
and people who know me could reas my email and be like wow
but im turning 15 tomorw and life sucks
i ve wanted to die for a long time but im afriad of hurting the people around me
dont tell me im being selfish becuase maybe the people around me are being more selfish i cant live my life for someone else when walking around make me want to die more
i need someone to tell me that i can get into heaven and i will be fine
i need to be forgiven all my sins
even know there the only things that have kept me alive this long
i seriuosy need to know the best way and less hurting way to die
but im afraid of blood
so thought getting reallyy high tot he piont i cant feel anything and falling asleep in the snow