|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|02 Jan 2008||sean||some of you have a life im in my room right now. i havent eaten in 18 hours now. i havent gone out side in 8 months. i havent been out of my room,witch is a 12 foot by 12.5 foot room, for 2 months. no tv, just this computer with only little acess. my brother can do what ever he wants. and he is 11. im 13. and ive tried every thing to die infact i have food nexed to me and im not eating and im not drinking. my bathroom connects to my room. and if i dont die within 2 days from now ill wring my own neck so. oh guess what i got for chrismas. nothing.|
|31 Dec 2007||jess nearly half way dead...||WELL MY LIFE IS FUCKED I HAD THE ONE OF THE BEST BF'Z AND I CHEATED ON HIM AND I DONO Y I DIDNT MEAN TO EVER HURT HIM BUT THEN WE BROKE UP AND I HAD A CHANCE TO GO BAK OUT WITH HIM. BUT I CHOSE A GUY THAT TREATS ME LIEK SHIT CASUE IT'S WAT I DESERVE...IVE GONE OUT WITH HIM 3 TIMES & IT'S ALWAYS THE SAME... BUT HIS WOG WAT DID I SUSPECT FROM HIM??
I STILL LIKE MY X SO MUCH BUT I DNT THINK I COULD GO BACK OUT WITH HIM AND NOW WE ALWAYS FIGHT IT UPSETS ME HEAPS AND I STARTED TO CUT AGEN...
TOO MAKE EVERYTHING WORSE I HAVE A GIRL WHOS CRZY WANTING TO KILL MII...SLIT MII THROHT..HER MUM HER CUZ HER CUZ GF 7 HER BRO WANTING TO ALL KILL ME...OVA SOMETHING STUPID...
I WAS THINKING THE OTHER DAY SHULD I WAIT TILL THEY GET ME OR JUST DO IT MY SELF & COMMIT SUICIDE MY SELF??
WELL I HAVE ONE FUCKED LIFE ME 7 MUM ALWAYS FIGHT IM DUMB & A FUCK UP I FUCK UP EVERYTHING IN LIFE...
JUST I DNT DESERVE TO LIVE DO I??? NOOOOOOOOO KILL ME NOW PLZZZZZZZ...
XX JESS ....
ADD MII IF U WANT??
|30 Dec 2007||emMa||hey im emma i filled in this form awhile ago ive gotten worse since then im so damn suprised i havent died hmmm well email me if u wanna help me firstname.lastname@example.org|
|29 Dec 2007||Georgia||Over dosing on sleeping pills like take the entire packet so it shuts down you entire system and you die peacefully in you sleep. I plan to do that soon when i can get sleeping pills|
|27 Dec 2007||Keren||I hate my life my life sucks I have tried to commit suicide so many times , but then I always think about my brother who is the only person in this world that cares about me. my parents hate me they wish I was smart and that I'll be good at everything they always tell me that everything I do in my life is fucked up ..
my friends don't care about me and when I tell them what I'm goin through they don't care...
I just wish I could be somewhere and start everything all over again.
|23 Dec 2007||faerie||ok so im not under 13, but if im honest ive been feeling like this since i was 10 when my mom had an affair.
ive decided i need help.
ive had councelling,
ive had anti-depressents,
nothing really works.
my dream is to go somewhere where nobody knows me, where i can do a simple skill job and still be able 2 live efficiently.
i have concluded that modern life doesn't suit me. maybe the 1920's is more appealing.
id appreciate emails.
even if its just to talk. please.
email@example.com [dnt add me to msn]
|21 Dec 2007||chelsea||so i feell like a loser writting on here
and people who know me could reas my email and be like wow
but im turning 15 tomorw and life sucks
i ve wanted to die for a long time but im afriad of hurting the people around me
dont tell me im being selfish becuase maybe the people around me are being more selfish i cant live my life for someone else when walking around make me want to die more
i need someone to tell me that i can get into heaven and i will be fine
i need to be forgiven all my sins
even know there the only things that have kept me alive this long
i seriuosy need to know the best way and less hurting way to die
but im afraid of blood
so thought getting reallyy high tot he piont i cant feel anything and falling asleep in the snow
|21 Dec 2007||Benjamin Wolf||Hello,
I'm Ben, 15 year old, am english but live in switzerland.
I've tried killing myself at 13 years old, and at 14, by hanging myself, never worked out because i couldn't make a knot...stupid.
This summer, i got bad grades everywhere, and lost all my friends because of drugs and sexual orientation.
Even my dad, and my mom, who used to tell me they loved me so much, told me in a restaurant, in front of my little brother, than in my 15 years of life, i have never proved that i was capable of something, which i realised was true.
I want to try again, but i keep resisting because i know i still have a life in front of me, but what can i do?
|17 Dec 2007||andrew||well im 23 and life is not getting any easier. im in debt, im not in college anymore, i have a dead end job. my family really dont listen to me, im going no where fast, and all i can think about is damn, it would be so easy to just make it all stop. i want to so bad too, i fell bad, i have twin brother, and an older sister. i feel bad for what they just might think and feel, but why does it have to take me ending my life for them to notice me? i wish i had an easy answer! i wish i was smarter. why would you kill yourself under 13 you havent even lived life yet. but im 23 and it doesnt get easier, as we all know everything gets harder. im sorry for those reading this, i know it makes little sense. i dont have a perfect life, i can never achieve(sp?) any of the goals i really want to, because deep down i feel like a no talent, a loser. i have nothing, just debt building up against me and my loved one. i just wish this message was clear! I NEED HELP!|
|17 Dec 2007||J. Campbell||I first wanted to kill myself when I was 16. I got through high school because of my emotional disturbed girlfriend and lots of drugs.
When I started college everything felt really good, I was out of my old town, away from all of the people that I knew. A few months here and I have fallen back into my old habits. No amount of drugs or alcohol can save me from my thoughts of failure. I am tortured by life but scared to end it.
I waste my days sitting, wishing that the clock would move faster. I want all of this to end, but I'm petrified by my fears.
The earth is so vast and so old. I am so small and my time on it is short.
However I'm beginning to think that I should make the best of it. The earth is 4.5 billion years old, I'm 18 and I'll probably only live to see 73. It will all be over soon enough.
|13 Dec 2007||Serra||Hi... I'm Serra and I am currently 12 (I know Im young plz dont bother me with it). My life is going blue. Idk y n idk how but I'm scared of going home from school because my mom will be there and start screaming. I never want to come home. I want to die but I'm too scared. I dont want to end up not dying and being disabled. Idc about the humiliation since there is none. I want to die. My life is a mess and I cant take it. I wake up at night randomly to cry and sometimes I want to cry but I cant. I feel I dont deserve to be in this world and I am n ot needed at all. Plz someone help I cannot take it. I fear that when waiting to be stronger, something is going to happen to make it worse. I want to get help. But Im scared of the reaction my parents will give me if I randomly come up and say I wanted to see a professional. I dont know what to do.|
|13 Dec 2007||Taylor||i found this site after googleing "how to kill yourself". im 21 and like all people i have had thoughts of suicide. my best friend died in october of a heroin overdose...i didn't even know he was using such things. the worst part is his life could of probably been saved- he started convulsing and the people he was with freaked out, took their stuff and left him. lets see, on top of that my sister has run away, my aunt was diagnosed with cancer, my grandfather's retnas completly detached from his eyes so he is now blind and i watch my mother get worse and worse in her miseries each passing day. this all happened within a couple months. my body has been unable to handle all the stress and i know have stomach ulcers that make it so i can't keep any food down and its very painful. i'm so sad that it hurts...everywhere...mind body sould whatever. i randomly break down for no reason during the day...i'll be fine and shopping for groceries and the next thing i know i'm drivin to my knees from crying so hard. i've read these posts of how selfish i am for wanting to end my life...but frankly, i don't give a damn. anymore, the people in my life are miserable and treat me like shit. the only reason i'm here right now is because of myself- and now i'm a miserable piece of shit as well.
i'm not sure what i was looking for when i googled "how to kill yourself". a way out i guess. i keep going over what i could do in my mind....i can't slit my wrists because 1- don't like blood 2- don't want to chance not slitting deep enough. i don't have a gun or know anyone who does. theres nothing to hang yourself on in the dorms (some student tried and the closet came down on him). so i can take pills or do the whole carbon minoxide thing. truthfully, i've already tried to take a shit load of sleeping pills- the irony is my stomach ulcers made me throw them all back up.
anyways, i just wanted to say fuck off with all these comments about how you need to think about the people you're leaving behind- none of them would of left you behind if you would of actually fucking cared about them. i see these suicide stories and am jealous that they have gotten peace and freedom from such a horrible world.
|13 Dec 2007||Gia||I want to die. This world is not mine. I have stopped taking my anti-depressants, they are just numbing me from reality. I have so much to look forward to but I just don't want it when it feels like this.|
|12 Dec 2007||.................||Hi. My name is Hollie. Just recently i have been wanting to kill myself & to be frank i still want to. I reli reli hate my life & i just wish people understood me. After a year and a half break up i am reli heartbroken. Then you have that person tellling you how much of a BITCH you are & that they hate you and don't want you. I mean i dow reli blame him as i did cheat on him. But he wasn't at all perfect. Yeah maybe he didn't cheat on me but he hurt me in many many more ways. Such as kicking & punching me if i wqas in way of telly, punching when he got angry. This was before i cheated on him. Don't get me wrong he realli ain't a bad person but i didn't deserve that. He didn't even treat me like a prober human being. The most reason why i want to kill myself is because of me. I don't like who i am. But most the time i don't like how other people am. My Dad, Reminds me how much of a bitch i am and how much he hates me with his loud voice and horrible attutude. He can't talk, he was the one that lefted me for 2 years while he was in prison in Germany!!! I reli needed him. I had exams and everything. I needed my father! I Don't Know What To do!|
|11 Dec 2007||bored to firstname.lastname@example.org
if your random and weird come talk to me. im so bored i want to slit my wrists and i am serious about that. maybe we can talk about random things and pass time till waves of happiness come our way.
|10 Dec 2007||CONFUSED.||I M A GIRL 4M PAKISTAN.......I M 16 I M LOVE WITH A BOY.HE IS ALSO CRAZY ABOUT ME BUT MY PARENTS R NOT AGREEE WITH OUR RELATIONSHIP.I WANT ON DATE WITH HIM 1 DAY AND MY PARENTS GET KNOW ABOUT IT .NO BODY IS TALKING WITH ME .I WANNA DIE I CANNOT LIVE WIDOUT HIM.I LUV HIM.......I DONOT WANNA DIE BUT WANNA ALERT MY PARENTS.......DAT I CAN DO ANY THING.GIVE ME ANY IDEA WHAT CAN I DO????????PLZ HELP ME....|
|08 Dec 2007||ca||I don't really know where to turn anymore, everyday seems to get worse and worse, my only wish is for this pain to end....but the only way i know how is suicide. every day i wake up, the feelings are still there, its like a knife tearing away at my heart, i feel empty and alone even though i have people around me, i have lost interest in everything, things i used to enjoy doing, i dont anymore....i really need help but fear i am way beyond help|
|07 Dec 2007||Kellzy||i am not 13, yet 33..... 13 is hard but it gets a bit bemmtter so hang on 33 yrs old alone, single mother, working everday and always being alone.. no adult contact...end this but how... I cant do this anymore|
|07 Dec 2007||Hayley||Ok, i am sorry for this and i am not normally like this. I am very suicidal and grown up with selfharm from a young age, self hate, low confidence. My parents use to beat me when i was very young. My Boyfriend died and i am always depressed. I am failing at school and everything hurts. I am crying all the time and always sleeping. I cut myself and i am wanting to commit suicide alot. I am scared and there is a normal sense to survive and the feeling of guilt. I am looking for some advice either on a quick way to end it all fastly or some advice to make it any easier for me to continue living. I am just a very mixed up 14 year old.
Also... I want to say... cutting is not a good way to end your life, slow and painful!
|07 Dec 2007||raven||i have been suicidal for four years. little things set me off - i dont want to live. i dont want to breathe. i love so many but they dont care about me. no one cares. no one wants to know. i feel so stupid and alone, because i am suicidal over a boy. a fucking boy. why am i so stupid? im fourteen and i am already pathetic, worthless. a shell that takes up space that could be used for something useful. i have nothing. i am nothing. im a burden. a parasite on everything that is good. no one wants to see me alive...
i was going to take any pill i could find, wash it down with alcohal. all at night so no one would know until morning. i really hope that i dont hurt anyone - to be honest i am too useless, pathetic, and idiotic to be listened to.
i am selfish for writing this.