|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|04 May 2008||Lily||I really want to know the answer to the question. I am 12 years old and my life has absolutly no meaning, there isnt a reason to live any longer, or even for the next 5 minutes. Please email me a way to die that is not painful. I cant go on any longer|
|04 May 2008||emily turner||i got raped and now i want to not live.|
|03 May 2008||ALIESHA||HI MY NAME IS ALIASH AND I HAVE BEEN VERY DEPRESSED FOR YEARS WHEN I WAS 12 I MOVED TO A NEW SCHOOL AND THE KIDS TORMENTED ME , EVERY DAY THEY MADE FUN OF ME FOR BEING POOR AND A FAT (EVEN THOUGH I WAS NOT ) AND I WAS ALWAYS TO SHY OR SCARED TO SAY ANYTHING BUT BELIEVE OR NOT IM 18 NOW AND IM IN COLLEGE AND I HAVE A GOOD JOB .. AND JUST RECENTLY I SAW A GUY FROM SCHOOL AND HE WAS ALL OVER ME TRYING TO GET MY NUMBER.. THE MORAL OF THE STORY IS EVEN THOUGH NOW IT MAY SEEM AS THOUGH THERE IS NO WAY OUT .. HAVE A DREAM OR SOMETHING THAT WILL INSPIRE YOU DAILY TO DO BETTER TO HAVE A REASON TO SURVIVE..MY FATHER IS DEAD MY MOTHER IS A WHORE WHO I RARELY EVER SEE AND MY SISTER IS ALWAYS TO BUSY WITH HER LIFE TO EVEN CHECK IN ON MINE AND I DONT HAVE A BOYFRIEND (CAUSE IM STILL VERY SHY } .. BUT I KNOW ONE DAY I WILL HAVE SOMETHING MORE .. THIS CANT BE ALL THERE IS TO MY LIFE SO EVEN THOUGH NOW LIFE IS NOT AMAZING ONE DAY I WILL BE I HAVE TO BE ... SO IF ANY ONE NEEDS ANY HELP WITH REASONS WHY NOT TO COMMIT SUICIDE YOU COULD ALWAYS EMAIL ME // MIAMIDIVA305M@AOL.COM|
|26 Apr 2008||Lily||not sure, thats why I came to this page, I am 12 and my only wish is to die|
|26 Apr 2008||?!?Confused?!?||What's the best way to kill yourself when your under 13? I'm not gunna give you my life story but I'm just gunna say in the 11 years of my life, a lot of shit has been crammed into it and I've had enough. I'm not looking for advise - Just an easy way out! Email me...email@example.com <<< Lame addie but I've had it since I was 6 Lol x ...|
|21 Apr 2008||cruelty||hi there ppl
well im 15 years old and my life fuckin sucks;[ i hate every body and everything. its like there is no point in livin. i have 5 sibilings and the youngest one is 4 anything he wants he gets he i mean every time my mom gets her check she spends half of it on him and it really pisses me off...i've asked my mom why does she spend so much on him and she always finds some tricky way to get out of the question.i've been kicked out of school twice so far and it really bites.im seeing a counciler now, its ok but sometimes i feel like she just doesnt understand.i've thought about commiting suicide but i keep believing that things will get better...my mom likes to kee me in the house ,and i keep telling her that is a bad idea because, when im alone thats when i think about commiting suicide...im always sad and it seems like nothing can make me happy...i just want to die
;[ i know my mom cares but she has a funny way of showing it, sometimes she can really be a bitch though...and my dad lives in chicago... he lets me do anything i want but i dont see him as much as i would like to...and its funny because my dad understands most things about me...and he would give me aanything i want...but my mom disagrees with his parenting skills....well if you guys have any suggestions email me at
|20 Apr 2008||Halei||Hi I'am Halei (age 10).I slit my wrist.It was becuz my life sucked. I had a broken familey. I almost bled to death. My dad abused my mom and lefted us. My mom went with another guy, but he left too. When we were alone, my mom went into a great depression. I did too. Till i used a razor blade. It felt so good. Till one day came. I slit my wrist, almost died, but was saved. that day cried myself to sleep. But right now I'am healing. A new and better life, cuz my dad came back, now everyones happy!|
|12 Apr 2008||jess nearly half way dead...||WEll here i am writing agen...well slowly i am losing the boii i love....to this fucking little SLUT...
all she talks about is sex even when im on other fone..he hurts me so much and now him with her when he dnt wanna fucking hurts more then anyone can know... the things i do for him over him everynight..im even willing to run away to get away from everything here just me and him liek the dream we had...and i wanna die for him to prove i love him cause he dont beleave me.. also i started cutitng and putting a knife to my throat to see how it wuld feel to cut my neck and no i was doing good getting out of everyones fucked up life.. and getting rid off all my memories ill never get bak from him and me just together... and now me and mum started fighting heaps she always goes to hit me so i move out of the way... i hate it and me and my bro use to be close still now he hangs with the wrong people. and even me and my besties r fading away ones in fucking korea im in aussie she gunna be there a while..and my other one lives in fucking lithgo im in sydney... and i never see her but i might be living with her to get away from here... then agen i cant ;leave everything down here ..my lover..my friends..my fucked life... buy my mum yer i can...
xx mwa xx jess ay... plz reply
|11 Apr 2008||avy||im a 18 year old teenager... n im so sick n tire dov my life!!!! i feel like deres no point in living!!! deres nothing dat i wantr to to live for !!! i've been bullied since i ws a kid.. because.. im a hindu .. n i live in a muslim country..!!! does religion make a difference to ur personality?? when i grew up!! i stoped caring about what ppl said!! but still i feel like a losser!! i wonder everyone would be calling a failure wen im not around..!!
i've been getting everything in life .. that one could ever dream of.. money .. own car..studying in the most elite class school in the town.. but is this what i want??? i have no friends!! who i can trust n hang out with!! i dont even have a girlfriend with whom i can share my feellings... to whom i can tell how lonely i feel...!! i dont have any one to make me feel better... i dont have any who hugs me n give me strength to face things!! im so good to everyone.. but why r still ppl mean to me?? i try not to hurt anyone but why do i still get hurt all the time!!
n da worst things is!!
im a failure at achool too... i fail all my exams.. i dont even sit for some of them.. my parents(who have been working so hard for me so i get everything in life) are worried about my future.. i have been disappointting them...i can live if my life sucks and if i dont have anyone for me!! but i cant see my parents being disappointted!! cant see my parents hating me!! i dont want to be a burden on my parents..!! dont u tink suciede is a wise decision to take..!! some ppl say commitin suciede is being mean to ur loved ones..!! m not being mean!! i just dont want to be a burden on them!! they'll cry for a while but then it'll b allright..i'v etried killing my self too!!! but never succeeded!! im just scared.. what would happen to my parents if i die!! im the only son they have.. n i have two sisters,.. will dey be able to take care of them!! please help me out..what should i do?? contact me at firstname.lastname@example.org u have no idea what im going through...its really hard being a failure..!! takes courage.. ..!!
|09 Apr 2008||Secret||I need help...I have done so many things to try and kill myself..cut my wrists..hang myself from my fan..over dose on pills..Anorexia! EVERYTHING I need help..Please can anyone help me..|
|04 Apr 2008||Nicola||i absolutly hate my life. i have tried so many times to kill myself, i have slit, took a overdose, stabbed my heart.. nothing seems to work, i just want to die nothing in my life makes sence, no-one likes me, my family hate me. im a peice of usless junk who deserves to go, im thinking of jumping off the motorway bridge..|
|31 Mar 2008||hefs||i wish i could just sleep for ever and ever. im tired and cant sleep. i hvae to be up at 7 for school and still im awake at almost 2am. please i need some sleep and want to be on time but i can not get any... i try to shut my eyes but i lay here while i try and fall aslep. please help|
|30 Mar 2008||christine||my family and friends suck. i dont think i will be having anyone to help me move..... everyone and everything sucks!!!!!|
|25 Mar 2008||jodie marsh||ok, so i found this page through my ex. fuck so much happens in life. at the mo i feel like i need to get all this off my chest. my bf dumped me because he couldnt handle being me. i am officially fucked up. i tried to help my bf with his problems but he wont open up. apparently he thinks i woudnt understand him. whats fucked me off the most is the fact he thinks i havent been through near as much shit as he has but he is wrong. we only lasted just over two weeks and we hadnt really sat down and talked about things. what i cant get my head around is the fact he's 17 and im 15. ok thats no the problem its the fact that before he took my virginity i asked him if he was gonna dump me after but he said no. the day after i heard fuck all from him and that swhen i realized what a HUGE mistake i had made. i went around to his yesterday to try and sort it out but i dont think its gonna work. he wont open up to me. he doesnt realize what he's done to me. its not the fact that hes taken my virginity its that when i was a kid i was sexually abused by my birth father and i really trusted alex but he goes and does this. it makes me feel SOOOO dirty and it brings back all these memorize i have of the past. i dont hate alex i just want to sort this out because i know there is no way on this earth i could live day by day without him. i just want someone to love and understand me and not take advantage of me. thats not too much to ask is it??|
|25 Mar 2008||Chris||Now tell me if this is odd. I want to kill myself or die in some other fashion, so I can get out of this world. I hate humans, I hate this world, I hate this life. I really wonder what happens when you die. I don't want to be human, I know that much. Animals are nice, but still... I want to know what happens when you die. And what better way to find out than by killing yourself? I'm sure this sounds odd. But then again we are all a little messed up in the head I think. I just don't like it here, I want to get out of this world, and away from humans. I want to know what happens when I die, and since I don't like it here, I don't want to wait for myself to die in 60 years or whatever. What would really be sad though, is if I died, and came back as a human again. That would really piss me off. But then again, I wouldn't know it. I guess it all depends on what you think happens when you die. None of us really know, and I don't think we ever will. But I wouldn't mind killing myself to find out. Although I am chicken >.< But I'll get around to it some time, I hope. Many people say, if you don't like your life, change it. Well, I would have to say to them, it can't be changed in the way I want it to be changed. This world is completely screwed up. Humans are generally evil, and we are all killing each other anyway. Why not kill myself? First of all, money. What is the deal with money? I think it's the stupidest thing around! Money truly is the root of human evil. People are killed over money. The world is destroyed over money. Money is evil. Humans are evil. You should be allowed to kill yourself. You should be allowed to kill someone who is on their deathbed if they want you to. But noooo. Everyone wants to save you. Everyone wants to save everyone else. They want to keep you alive when your 90 years old and have so many problems your confined to a hospital bed. That is so so stupid. Why? Really... why? Let them go. If someone wants to leave this world, let them leave in peace. Don't try to keep them alive. If they are trying to kill themselves they are meant to kill themselves. Stop intervening. I really am sorry, this seems to have turned into a rant of sorts. I just have a lot on my chest. Things I really don't like about this world and the people in it. This is all why I want to die and leave this place. And since I obviously can't depend on anyone else to do the job for me, I will have to do it myself. But no, I'm not going to jump up, go out, and try to kill myself. I believe an opportunity will present itself in due time. I do not believe in God, Heaven, and Hell. But I do believe there is some type of higher power, as we are higher than animals. And that there is fate and destiny... AND freewill. Your life is planned out for you, but you do alter that plan. So however you alter it, it is still a plan. So for instance, if you want to kill yourself, like me for example, and you do succeed, your life path ended at you killing yourself. Meaning it was MEANT to happen. Anyway, please feel free to email me and talk with me. Please do. I would like to hear from you. chris604gcom [@] hotmail [.] com|
|24 Mar 2008||alex N||hey its been a while since i have last posted on here but i thought i would pop on n say hey.. anyway i just wanna tell every1 now about atlancia and the main reason why i do not want to be here on this planet. but first i just wanna let ppl know that i do not have the coping resurses of the average person cuz i do suffer from clinical dperession witch is meh. but hey i lean to live with it i learn how to survive. anyway what is atlancia. well in a short word it is my planet. its where i wanna b. i belive it is part of limbo (limbovia) when we die we will go there and go 2 any planet there what we wanna, atlancia is a technology/christian planet with christianity and god right at the center. basically there is so much to say but i have no idea where 2 start.. so
atlancia started out about 8 years ago as a kinda space ship lol, and then it was officially made into a planet in 2005, since then its just grown and grown into the huge place it is today not to mention the number of planets connected to it. well that is gods plan,, the new earth. i am the admin well co-creator of atlancia and i have tried to kill myself 19 times to go there, still not got lucky yet. although the next oppitunity will be in august where i wont get stood up i hope. becuase the onli way that i reli wanna die is by gun but i always have a blade on be so if things get that desperate i guess i can just cut my wrists. nyhoo atlancia is miles better than this planet could be. technology makes sure of that, there is no money on atlancia so you are not a slave to it! although you are limited on what you can get each day but all the stuff is repoduced by computers anyway so it doesnt reli matrter, all elci comes from the sun well 6 suns that atlancia has even though the average outside temp on A is around -220c other planets are hotter we are one of the coldest. uhhh there is so much more i could go on about but im not gna cuz i cant think str8, n as 4 this hittin rock bottom thing. i hit that along time ago n then i found god and at leaste he has made me kinda happy cuz i no that when i do die i will be dyin for something amazing.. atlancia (limbovia) the futer of earth, well thats whats been in my head for the last 8 years anyway.. thanks
|24 Mar 2008||jade||i am 14 and i have tryed kiling myself lots of times i just dnt no wat else to do, i cant cope with life much longer and i do not know who 2 speak to, i cannot tell my mum she would just call be stupid and to stop been pathetic, lv jade x|
|23 Mar 2008||alive||I've been reading some of these storys people have written on this site and it's just horrible.
Actuelly I think suicide thoughts is something we all have time to time, some more then others.
I can feel down, depressed and like if life isn't worth this suffering many times, and the sucide thoughs just keep hunting me.
My big problem is mostly the fact that I don't have anyone in this world to talk to about my sorrow.
So ive dun things I regret.
I'm trying to do the best of my life but the one I cared about mostly in this world passed away this christmas, a horse named Chaplin.
I know, a horse... It doesn't sound so terrible for some people. Seems like noone seem tp understand that I lost my one and only real friend... The only one ive ever been able to talk about EVERYTHiNG with.
Sometimes I really just wish I had someone to talk to... The other say I thought about contacting one of does firms or I dont know what to name it like, but where they help teens and childrens and stuff.
But Im afraid of makein a fool out of my self by not havin any actuelly important problems... I don't know why I'm even writing this.
Don't kill you self.
Wanna talk? ;; The_PinkPuppet@hotmail.com
|17 Mar 2008||Adam||Does anyone here saying "you people r selfish" know what its like to HATE their life so much, that they would want to end it? WE are not doing it for attention or for people to judge US. If you have a good life, with good parents, and ur on here to tell Us how dumb we are: imagine this-MY STORY:
I live in a semi-mansion, nice right? My mom is a drunk! My dad is dead, he died in iraq, he was my best friend, the only REAL friend i could trust. He wasnt just my dad, ya know? He was there for me, when my girlfriend of 3 years broke my heart and cheated on me. When my friend Alex got shot and died, he cried with me, my best friend GONE from me forever, i wnt get to see him ever in my life. at school im the loser, everyone likes to pick on...
everyone makes fun of me and picks on me. So i brought a gun to school, and i was expelled. Im going to do it. Im going to go kill myself. Im being taken out of my misery, and im happy. Sue me
|17 Mar 2008||DEPRESSED||almost all of you people are trying to tell everyone its a cowards way out to kill yourself but no it isnt cause if you put yourself through what someone who has killed thier selfwent through then you have eery right to say some shit like that but tell me this........
do you wake up everdaay just wanting to close your eyes again and not have to peep out to see the world caus eyou know that as soon as you get up you have a two month old child laying nextto you screaming you have to gett the house clean before anyone gets home you dont do anything all day everyday until someone gets here which probably wont be until 6..............
not be able to use the phone until after 7and the onlyy pepople you kick it with have to be in at nine have a license you payed $420.00 for cause you were pregnant and your dad said if you payed to get your ls he would buy you a car and it has been three months and you still dont have no whip your dad is a hatefull person that everytime he gets mad takes it out on you and only you .....................
for some reason no matter if you know what happened or not you always get blamed fore it you never have money you cant ever dio anything and you family is an ass..................
when you wake up knowing if you move all you are going to do is bitch everyone out cause life sucks and you are in hell people you barley talk to dont like you cause you are prettier or smarter or just have a better life than them .........................
i am seventeen witha two month old child i hate my life and dont WANT TO LIVE IT ANYMORE ALL I DO IS SIT AT HOME 24/7 AND NEVER DO ANYTHING LIFE IS DEPPRESSING AND NOONE REALLY CARES WGHAT OTHER PEOPLE SAY ABOUT WHats on your mind cause once it is set there is no stopping it i will taKE MY LIFE I TRY ONCE A DAY AND IM SURE O NE DAY IT WILL WORK