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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|26 May 2008||Vicky||I Am A Scottish Girl And I Just Recently Turned 16.Every Since My Dad Died Everyday My Life Just Seems To Get Worse And Worse. More People Are Dieying That A Know And Love, A Am Really Popular, But I Have Lost My Closest Friends Now And A Have Hardly No One Even My Sister. Her And My Mum Is All I Have Got, But Now My Sister Won't Speak To Me Or My Mum Because Supposedly I Have Done Wrong Again. I'm sick Of Everyone Know, I Even Jus Dropped Out Of School. I Am To Depressed To Do Anything Apart From Sit In And Smoke And Drink. And I Also Pregnant But I Am Scared As I've Already Had A Miscarriage And An Abortion. My Life Is Worse Than Worse And I Am Stuck In The Big Black Hole And There Seems No Way Of Me Getting Out. A Really Don't Want To Live, Only Person I Really Have Is My Mum And I Don't Want To Kill Myself Because Of Her. Can You See Why I Don't Want To Live? Can Someone Please Help Me.|
|25 May 2008||iatemyteeth||My husband abused me i would have taken a bullet for my only friend.my beloved pit bull. in a desperate attempt to escape from my gun wielding soldier husband (whom i moved from Glamorous New York city to bumblefuck Texas for)i was a materialistic piece of shit i had to leave for i feared for my life when it mattered to me back then.ive picked up crack cocaine(again though i prefer smoking since ive lost the entire cartilage on the inside of my nose from a bunk ass batch) suffer from anorexia bulimia add and manic depression.my husband was forced to return my possessions or he would have been been dropped in rank and eventually chaptered out of the service .my dog was returned to me along with furniture he intentionally damaged whilst partying with a slew of drunken skinheads.ignored abused and neglected my dog (who was only allowed to stay with me for two weeks when my otb fucking landlords refused to allow me and the dog to stay).my dog has been in a kennel for the last 5 months.i have no one who would help and time has run out for my dog ive come to the realization that i can no longer care for him nor work or am on the right medication.i swallowed a bottle of seroquel and downed it with syrup of ipecac i got my knuckles tattooed yesterday in remembrance of what i was oxhunger in latin.i died the ripe old age of 19.i am worse than an animal i am human.i have no one i am inconsolable.i wont make it through tonight.13 is just the beginning.|
|24 May 2008||Arnold||I am 13 and have no friends. Im the nerd at scool with out the being smart and im fat. I used to be liked but now im just the irritating boy its populare to hate. Man, in 7th grade i was beeten by a 6th grader! I have considerd chopping my trougt with an axe (didnt find it) and i have had suesidal thoughts since i was 9. I AM CRAZY BANGING MY HEad so much it doesent hurt!:( thats homer simpson..
And im a german norwegian poop
|20 May 2008||manic_monday||i've lost everything worth living for..the one person i thought would be there for me through anything. just stopped talking to me. now i'm sitting here trying to find the best way to die, but i'm too busy thinking about my family after i'm gone..|
|19 May 2008||KyraDeSutra||Hello...
I am 15 years old, and I've attempted to commit suicide about 5 times now. The worst time I've tried was when I swallowed 8 pills of Iboprofen... Funnily enough, I'm still here.
I think I'm suffering from manic depression. It all started when I was about 11 years old, when I started secondary school... During all the 5 years I've been there I've endured with them bullying the crap out of me.
I was an emotional wreck.
The girls at school would cut parts of my hair off while holding me down to a chair...
They would write lots of death threats on my locker, put hair gel all over my books, and even spread poisonous rumors about me which was fake. I blamed myself for everything, even the cancer that came on my brother...
My mother says tha being really emotional is good, but I think that for me it is the worst type of curse. Maybe I won't be taunted by the horrible memories if I had a heart of stone.
But now I'm going to a new school, I wonder what may happen there?
I've tried to think of reasons of why I want to live (back when I was seriously depressed0, but it then goes back to why I wanted to end my life...
Well... What should I do to stop me from being seriously depressed?
|12 May 2008||richard||all these people calling everyone sicko's! im completely new to this whole thing! im 25 been depressed for about 10 years now!its impossible to seek help because its easy to say 'no im fine' when i clearly aint! now i have came to this site not because i want to kill myself but to find out how to get out of this contiunuing spiral which i know will end up with one outcome unless i sort it now
|12 May 2008||...kelcie7252||well im 14 and im depressed.. i have told my parents about and they seen my cuts.. but they dont seem to care at all.. they said they would talk about getting me help but that never happened.. i live with my mo and my step dad.. my real dad doesnt give a shit about me.. neither does my step dad.. my mom is always yelling at me for somthin that always makes me feel worse.. no one in my family gets along.. were constantly fighting and im tired of it.. i have tired over dosing but it never worked.. i have been thinking about suicide ALOT lately.. it just seems like no one cares what im going through and i just cant take it anymore.. my friends no i cut and that im depressed but they just kinda ignore it and think im doing it for attention.. i need help and i dont no how to get it since my parents dont care..|
|07 May 2008||Nicole||i have been through so much and i find smoking takes away the pressure but i F*cking hate my lifee so much ave tryed suicide but am scared that people will say i done it for attention a wanna be dead but a dno wat to do :|:'( please help xxx|
|04 May 2008||Lily||I really want to know the answer to the question. I am 12 years old and my life has absolutly no meaning, there isnt a reason to live any longer, or even for the next 5 minutes. Please email me a way to die that is not painful. I cant go on any longer|
|04 May 2008||emily turner||i got raped and now i want to not live.|
|03 May 2008||ALIESHA||HI MY NAME IS ALIASH AND I HAVE BEEN VERY DEPRESSED FOR YEARS WHEN I WAS 12 I MOVED TO A NEW SCHOOL AND THE KIDS TORMENTED ME , EVERY DAY THEY MADE FUN OF ME FOR BEING POOR AND A FAT (EVEN THOUGH I WAS NOT ) AND I WAS ALWAYS TO SHY OR SCARED TO SAY ANYTHING BUT BELIEVE OR NOT IM 18 NOW AND IM IN COLLEGE AND I HAVE A GOOD JOB .. AND JUST RECENTLY I SAW A GUY FROM SCHOOL AND HE WAS ALL OVER ME TRYING TO GET MY NUMBER.. THE MORAL OF THE STORY IS EVEN THOUGH NOW IT MAY SEEM AS THOUGH THERE IS NO WAY OUT .. HAVE A DREAM OR SOMETHING THAT WILL INSPIRE YOU DAILY TO DO BETTER TO HAVE A REASON TO SURVIVE..MY FATHER IS DEAD MY MOTHER IS A WHORE WHO I RARELY EVER SEE AND MY SISTER IS ALWAYS TO BUSY WITH HER LIFE TO EVEN CHECK IN ON MINE AND I DONT HAVE A BOYFRIEND (CAUSE IM STILL VERY SHY } .. BUT I KNOW ONE DAY I WILL HAVE SOMETHING MORE .. THIS CANT BE ALL THERE IS TO MY LIFE SO EVEN THOUGH NOW LIFE IS NOT AMAZING ONE DAY I WILL BE I HAVE TO BE ... SO IF ANY ONE NEEDS ANY HELP WITH REASONS WHY NOT TO COMMIT SUICIDE YOU COULD ALWAYS EMAIL ME // MIAMIDIVA305M@AOL.COM|
|26 Apr 2008||Lily||not sure, thats why I came to this page, I am 12 and my only wish is to die|
|26 Apr 2008||?!?Confused?!?||What's the best way to kill yourself when your under 13? I'm not gunna give you my life story but I'm just gunna say in the 11 years of my life, a lot of shit has been crammed into it and I've had enough. I'm not looking for advise - Just an easy way out! Email me...email@example.com <<< Lame addie but I've had it since I was 6 Lol x ...|
|21 Apr 2008||cruelty||hi there ppl
well im 15 years old and my life fuckin sucks;[ i hate every body and everything. its like there is no point in livin. i have 5 sibilings and the youngest one is 4 anything he wants he gets he i mean every time my mom gets her check she spends half of it on him and it really pisses me off...i've asked my mom why does she spend so much on him and she always finds some tricky way to get out of the question.i've been kicked out of school twice so far and it really bites.im seeing a counciler now, its ok but sometimes i feel like she just doesnt understand.i've thought about commiting suicide but i keep believing that things will get better...my mom likes to kee me in the house ,and i keep telling her that is a bad idea because, when im alone thats when i think about commiting suicide...im always sad and it seems like nothing can make me happy...i just want to die
;[ i know my mom cares but she has a funny way of showing it, sometimes she can really be a bitch though...and my dad lives in chicago... he lets me do anything i want but i dont see him as much as i would like to...and its funny because my dad understands most things about me...and he would give me aanything i want...but my mom disagrees with his parenting skills....well if you guys have any suggestions email me at
|20 Apr 2008||Halei||Hi I'am Halei (age 10).I slit my wrist.It was becuz my life sucked. I had a broken familey. I almost bled to death. My dad abused my mom and lefted us. My mom went with another guy, but he left too. When we were alone, my mom went into a great depression. I did too. Till i used a razor blade. It felt so good. Till one day came. I slit my wrist, almost died, but was saved. that day cried myself to sleep. But right now I'am healing. A new and better life, cuz my dad came back, now everyones happy!|
|12 Apr 2008||jess nearly half way dead...||WEll here i am writing agen...well slowly i am losing the boii i love....to this fucking little SLUT...
all she talks about is sex even when im on other fone..he hurts me so much and now him with her when he dnt wanna fucking hurts more then anyone can know... the things i do for him over him everynight..im even willing to run away to get away from everything here just me and him liek the dream we had...and i wanna die for him to prove i love him cause he dont beleave me.. also i started cutitng and putting a knife to my throat to see how it wuld feel to cut my neck and no i was doing good getting out of everyones fucked up life.. and getting rid off all my memories ill never get bak from him and me just together... and now me and mum started fighting heaps she always goes to hit me so i move out of the way... i hate it and me and my bro use to be close still now he hangs with the wrong people. and even me and my besties r fading away ones in fucking korea im in aussie she gunna be there a while..and my other one lives in fucking lithgo im in sydney... and i never see her but i might be living with her to get away from here... then agen i cant ;leave everything down here ..my lover..my friends..my fucked life... buy my mum yer i can...
xx mwa xx jess ay... plz reply
|11 Apr 2008||avy||im a 18 year old teenager... n im so sick n tire dov my life!!!! i feel like deres no point in living!!! deres nothing dat i wantr to to live for !!! i've been bullied since i ws a kid.. because.. im a hindu .. n i live in a muslim country..!!! does religion make a difference to ur personality?? when i grew up!! i stoped caring about what ppl said!! but still i feel like a losser!! i wonder everyone would be calling a failure wen im not around..!!
i've been getting everything in life .. that one could ever dream of.. money .. own car..studying in the most elite class school in the town.. but is this what i want??? i have no friends!! who i can trust n hang out with!! i dont even have a girlfriend with whom i can share my feellings... to whom i can tell how lonely i feel...!! i dont have any one to make me feel better... i dont have any who hugs me n give me strength to face things!! im so good to everyone.. but why r still ppl mean to me?? i try not to hurt anyone but why do i still get hurt all the time!!
n da worst things is!!
im a failure at achool too... i fail all my exams.. i dont even sit for some of them.. my parents(who have been working so hard for me so i get everything in life) are worried about my future.. i have been disappointting them...i can live if my life sucks and if i dont have anyone for me!! but i cant see my parents being disappointted!! cant see my parents hating me!! i dont want to be a burden on my parents..!! dont u tink suciede is a wise decision to take..!! some ppl say commitin suciede is being mean to ur loved ones..!! m not being mean!! i just dont want to be a burden on them!! they'll cry for a while but then it'll b allright..i'v etried killing my self too!!! but never succeeded!! im just scared.. what would happen to my parents if i die!! im the only son they have.. n i have two sisters,.. will dey be able to take care of them!! please help me out..what should i do?? contact me at firstname.lastname@example.org u have no idea what im going through...its really hard being a failure..!! takes courage.. ..!!
|09 Apr 2008||Secret||I need help...I have done so many things to try and kill myself..cut my wrists..hang myself from my fan..over dose on pills..Anorexia! EVERYTHING I need help..Please can anyone help me..|
|04 Apr 2008||Nicola||i absolutly hate my life. i have tried so many times to kill myself, i have slit, took a overdose, stabbed my heart.. nothing seems to work, i just want to die nothing in my life makes sence, no-one likes me, my family hate me. im a peice of usless junk who deserves to go, im thinking of jumping off the motorway bridge..|
|31 Mar 2008||hefs||i wish i could just sleep for ever and ever. im tired and cant sleep. i hvae to be up at 7 for school and still im awake at almost 2am. please i need some sleep and want to be on time but i can not get any... i try to shut my eyes but i lay here while i try and fall aslep. please help|