Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.

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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?

Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
28 Sep 2008 Abby Hi. My name is Abby. I am 20 years old and I would like to believe that I am the strong level-headed person everyone believes I am, but I am far from it. I have had three suicide attempts.
The first time I considered committing suicide is when my overbearing parents threatened to pull me out of middle school if I did not make the honor roll. I had just moved to a new school and along with the pressures of adjusting to a new crowd, I was expected to excel. I fell short of their aspirations and out of fear of the beating I was about to get, I decided to take my life by overdosage. I took 24 pills of plain paracetemol. I was 12 at the time and I knew nothing about what type of medication I had to take. I spent the next two days sick to my stomach vomiting and passing out.
My second attempt at suicide was in university. I went to university on the other side of the world in Canada, which was far away from home. One night, I was attacked an left to die in a parking lot. After I came to the realization in the hospital that I had been raped, I couldn't even look myself in the mirror. I tried death by asphyxia. I found a cylinder of helium in my friend's garage and I tried suffocating myself with the help of the gas and a plastic bag. Luckily, I was found. I attended two months of therapy after and then I left.
The third time I attempted suicide was when I was 19. I was depressed. Depression hit me after I realized how badly my life was going. I decided that the best way to go was by carbon monoxide poisoning. That summer when I went home, I closed myself in my garage and turned on the car. My neighbors heard the car running and they knew that my family was away for the weekend so they called the fire department.
A lot of people question me about whether I am ok and how life is treating me but I find that the best way to answer a question like that is just affirmatively. I realize that taking my life might be the easiest way out and sometimes is a wonderful alternative but I still live to die another day.
I am an emotionally unstable individual but after being so close to death three times, I have learnt the value of life. I treat every moment of my life like my last. Because I don't know when I might just give up or circumstance might take me away. There is not a day that goes by that I don't remind the people that I love how much I actually love them.
Right now I am absolutely depressed. I've had a hard couple of days. My boyfriend's mother has inhibitions about her son dating be and he is being forced to chose between his mother and me. While he tries his best to resolve this issue, I am left in anxiety and despair. Being as emotionally unstable as I am I have considered taking my life so often over the last two days. It hurts me to see him hurting and as dire as this situation is, I am being hurt the most out of all people.
I am so tired of losing things in my life that losing him might possibly the last straw. I just hope that he can fix this problem because the thought of losing him is impossible for me to handle.
More than anything, this is a cry for help and a cry for your prayers. Pray that this girl who has lost everything in her life gets to keep the love that sustains her life.
23 Sep 2008 Natalie Mitchell Right now i'm 14 and at this moment im thinking of a way to kill myself...I have birth control pills but I dont think theyll work. And i dont have any sleeping pills. So maybe Ill just take a whole bunch of this and that and hope for the best. I've had 2 close friends commit suicide. Thing is people always say im overreacting cause my parents dont even hit me or anything. but i want to help my family by killing myself because then they wont have to pay for my school tuition or anything anymore....
12 Sep 2008 Chad Austin I dont even know where to start. I was born i guess is a good place to start. My aunt physically and sexually abused me. All I know is I am thinking about suicide. I need someone to talk to. I cant take this. I just want to die.
04 Sep 2008 Chloe IM 14 I HATE LIFE .. NO BOYS REALLY LIKE ME ANY MORE CAUSE OF ME HAIR NALL I SEEM TO BE GETTEN DUMPTD ALL THE TIME FOR HORRIBLE GIRLS I DONT KNOW WHATS WRONG WITH ME :( I WANT TO DIE BUT IM SCARED ..
ALL THE OTHER PRETTY GIRLS OUT THERE MAKE YOUR LIFE HELL :( I NEED HELP !!
Cool-KiiDD---@hotmail.com
ADD THAT ITS MY MSN TALK TO ME AND TRY AND HELP ME OUT PPL PLEASE :(
CHLOE ,,
x
03 Sep 2008 jimmy i am 12 i want to take a knife to my throat i really do but i cant bring myself up to do it help me should i or shouldnt i
03 Sep 2008 The burdon My name is Mattie I am 17 years old, a ways from 13 I know. I live with my grandmother, Sadly my mother, My little brother of 5 and new born sister.
My mother is a drug attic whore that is never around except to scream at how everything is my fault. My father was a drinker and hardly there when he was with my mother but he isnt anymore. He went to jail for very stupidly attempting to rob a bank (for those of you who think im kidding im not)
Anyway like i was saying ATTEMPTED failed horribally.
So he was in jail most of my life so I never REALLY knew him.
My mother is with a million guys all the time I cant keep track.
Soo at home I dont really have a "family"
Well in school some guys I started talking to was....well to shorten that and save me tears I trusted him, the first person in a long time a guy for that matter and he...did something to me he can never take back and I cant ever warsh away or forget about. If you understand you know some of how I feel if not...I geuss it doesnt really matter.
Anyway later down the road here highway, freeway no matter. lol
MY father calls and says he will be getting out soon and he would like to see me. I say no of course.
Later he keeps sending me letters I finally start replying trusting yet another person.
He says when he gets out he wants to spend time with me and be the father he never really ever was.
I say fine.
My Ex best freind (amanda's) Mother named Sandy starts asking me about my mother and father out of no where.
She said I know you mother but what does your father look like.
Eventually I showed her a picture and old one but a pic.
She talks about how cute he is and where I get my looks cause obviously it aint my mom.
So she starts sending him letter too hey this is litas friends mother.
They exchange pics talk for months finally he is getting out (keep in mind the letters slow down when he gets a girl to talk to)
She says he could move in with he cause he has nowhere to stay. He gets out he does.
Everytime I went over to see my friend he never said a word to me.
Just looked at me.
Once he said hi,
and that was all Amanda's mother was going to say lets all be a happy family but for some reason changed her mind on me.
Me and amanda never really talk anymore.
My mother wants me to get out.
I dont really have much in life and I dont need ways to kill myself I got a pretty good Idea I just needed to vent however if anyone with a shitty family and a poor excuss for parrents or whoever just wants to talk IM never busy and always looking for friends.
27 Aug 2008 sophie kaulitz right im 12 and im 13 in two mounths ive cut ALOT i told my parents each time they found out id stopped and they said if i do this again im gona get a couseler ive had loadsa them PLZ HELP WHY AM I DOING THIS IVE MADE A SHEET FOR A SUICIDAL PLAN HELP ME HELP PLZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
26 Aug 2008 Discusting blob I am 20.But trust me, I have been trying to kill myself for years.
But now I need some help to do so.
I have stab myself, OD on meds, and tried to get hit by a bus. But as always, they have all landed me in therapy.
This time, I want it to work, I want it to end it for good this time.
So I need a good method to finnally end it.
I don't even want to talk about the shit I have been through to get to this point. All I know is that I am going to make the pain stop,I am no longer going to be unhappy anymore and hating my ugly discusting life.
I look like a fucking dog, I have never had a boyfriend,I can't afford to go to school, and I rather not talk about the other shit that I go through.
But just help me out and give me some good ways that you would end your life,something that is sure enough that I won't come back from.
26 Aug 2008 wristcutter I was 11 when I first thought about it...
Back in 1992, I carved the nummbers 1992 into my bed post, to remind me how long it's been since I stayed alive.

Since then I have moved into my own house, I don't have that bed anymore, but I still remember like it was yesterday, carving those numbers...

Now, 27 y/o I am a musician, I have a career in science, I am good looking, smart, drug-free, athletic, I live on my own, I own my own house in the suburbs, I have a pretty little kitty, and still, I wonder if this is all a waste, should I have just gotten it over with in the first place?

It would have saved years of heart ache, years of living some one else's dream, all that time I spent trying to be what society expected me to be, another mindless moneymaker, liveing up to everyone else's satisfactions, never me, never my own, I have no one and I am alone....

People say, oooh, grow up, suck it up, get a grip.....

Off what? This world? This fucking stupid world, with it's rules, and pain, with it's judgements and concequences, with out love, there is only pain,
26 Aug 2008 LoL@Life anyone know how to die in a quick painless death that works?! 6 physciatrist and 2 therapist doesnt work and useless, i gave up on it and i gave up on life
23 Aug 2008 SANDiE IM ONLI 13 BUH I ACT N UNDERSTAND STUF LIKE AN OLDER PERSON .HOW MANY TIMES I TRYIED TO KILL MESLF .DRES NUN TEH LIVE 4 IN DIS LIFE INOO DAH 4 REAL.I CUD NEVA BE HAPY N LIFE WIL NEVER CHANGE 4 ME .I ALWAYS ASK MYSLFE WHA DID I DO TO DESERVE DIS .I TRY TEH HIDE MY SADNES N PRETEND TO BE HAPY BUH ITS JUST NOT ME .MY FRIENDS DNT UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL .I LOST MY MA 2 YEARS AGO N ME DA GT A NEW WFIE N DEY GT CHILDREN N EHS JUST LUKS LIKE I DNT BELONG IN DIS FAMILY ME STEPMA H8S ME N SHE LVS HER OWN CHILDREN .I HAD A BF N I REALY LOVED HIM BUH HE USED ME 4 SEX N DUMPED ME N I TRYED TO KILIM MESLF BY DROUDING MESLFE.I JUST CNT TAKE EH I WHIMEMBA HW HE USE TO HOLD MY HAND N TEL ME HW HE LUVED ME BUH NOW I KNW DAH IT WUZ ALL FAKE:( NUN GOES RI IN MY LIFE .I STARTED DRINKIN N SMOKIN N DUIN DRUGS BUT IT WENT EVEN WORSE.IM ON TABLETS FRM NERVES N ALL CUS ME DA THINKS DRES SUMTING WRNG WI ME BUH EHS JUST DAH I WANT TO DIE N I THINK IL BE HAPIER WEN IM DEAD .LIFES THE SHITEST THING EVAAAAAA ;[ IF YEH WNA ADD US : sandyxx12@hotmail.com
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22 Aug 2008 Ariel Ok so, Im 19 yrs old. And im sick of living the life i have. I cant keep up with it anymore its moving 100mph as im moving only 50. Things are getting worse and worse everyday. Im unemployed and cannot get a steady job. Im sick of everything and just want to leave this place. I am not scared to live as many of them would assume. Im sick of the way things are going. FRUSTRATION and IRRITATION. is what it is. honestly id like to use my boyfriends 9mm but i dont kno how to use it. i dont kno how to put the clip in there. why cant it jus b a revolver wouldnt that b much easier.

oh i dont kno how to organize my ideas. so ive done the whole cutting yourself...that doesnt help at all..i dont want to feel pain thats what im done with. whether its physical or mental im sick of the pain. hello thats why i wanna die...painlessly and that, or atleast fast enough i dont feel anything. would that be the same?

Anyways. you may think im that emo kid with the dark fucking hair and the black nails that listens to paramore..but kno im the complete opposite of that, this is just the one ting we have in common. im sick of anxiety attacks, im sick of my so called "chemical imbalance" that causes me to feel this way. its not my fault im fucked up. and it doesnt help when i have problems that come across like not being able to supposrt myself happens. not to mention when you get pregnant.

its a terrible thought to think but if i cant support myself wut makes u think i can support a new born. would i b doing my baby a favor by takin my life? i dont ko how to cop. it really does bring tears to my eyes that i would ever think like that...but its been happening for so long. and now it becoming more really that i can actually do somehthing about it. ive came closer to things that will cause death apon me.

i dont need a hotline. i need a book on how to operate his gun.

BUT on second thoughts...i like to leave myself messy free wen gone...

oh the frustration!
19 Aug 2008 dave - me again its me again, i feel even worse, and can peepz stop adding me to there msn's now, no1 has given any gd help, and so back to finding ways to die.
i feel even worse coz i keep getting called an emo just coz i have cut myself, i hate this term and it upsets me even more, so i try to hurt myself even more. i hate lie so much, main problem for my anger is that my parents split up on xmass day 11 years ago, im 15 years old btw, and then i had my dad saying the devorce was all my fault, and he said he wished i had died at birth, my mum says same and that i was a mistake. i have my dad hit me and attack me for no reason.
i hate life so much, i found a gd site on suicide the other day this one, http://listverse.com/health/top-10-ways-to-commit-suicide/ . it is ver helpful.
i need help soon coz if i dont get it, i will do sommat ill regret, i.e. kill myself.
ty for ur time in letting me talk and sound like a idiot. dave

if u really want to add me, msn is:
bluerover92@hotmail.com
18 Aug 2008 bappa i dont know.me too is also searching options to kill myself.i think this world is not for me. its better to get suiside. so that my relatives, my family members and all the people who knew me and fade up for me wont have to see my face.please suggest me for the God seek how to get suiside?
16 Aug 2008 Hazel. For the past year and a half iv been seeing a psychiatrist/psychologist and she just told me that she can't do anything to help me. I selfharm, though I've only cut twice in the past 7months (woo) and only done minimal things on the odd occasion. I have my reasons, but I thought I was moving on, 6months is a freaking long time for someone who did it around every second day for 2years straight. My parents just got a letter through, my psychiartist has reffered me to a mental clinic, and im crapping myself. They've asked for my parents to go with me, which is stupid, coz iv never talked to my parents about anything serious. When they found out I cut myself, we talked about it for about an hour, and that was more than a year and a half ago. When I found the letter, I cried for 10minutes, and don't want to go. I haven't talked to or looked my parents in the eye since I read it, but Im dreading the time they talk to me about it. It's on the 2nd of september, and I don't want to go. Sure it might help, but... whatever.

If there's any christians (or non christians that want to help) i'd love it if you could pray for me. I don't know how I'm going to go through with it, but I know I need to.

Woaw, how positive am I :)
I'm worried, coz my mind is making me want to smoke and drink, thinking it will help, but I wont let it get into my life. I want to be happy and not constantly analysing my life, my thoughts and everything I do/say. Im not satisphied with what I have or am now, I used to be, but something changed.


Please pray for me, it'd give me confidence and maybe help me talk to my parents/ psychiatrist. I'd love to be able to be open and not scared. Please pray, I want to be happy, and not have to worry about not being happy.


You can email me with words of enthusiasm if you must XD
Wouldn't mind it a bit.

Hazel. thanks.
13 Aug 2008 bg I need help...no, im not 13, im 18... i cant stand to live, and noone understands. Everyone says i have such a wonderful life, i just want to get all of those people into one room and blow my brains out right in front of them... why does everyone think im so perfect, when i am a horrible person and dying inside...
06 Aug 2008 Mark 1 I want to die now...Why save myself now only to die 60 years later...I am sure I am saving myself time. When will people realize that nothing in this world is forever-therefore dying now maks no difference from dying later. You are just skipping the steps that are uncertain- suicide is a way to take control of your life.
05 Aug 2008 dave i have tried everything, i tryied hanging drowning setting fire to myself. wats the point of living if u have nothing to live for, my own dad says he wished i died at birth and im a faliure. i need help coz if i dont get any ill do it and sucedd, if u have any help plz email me at bluerover92@hotmail.com.
ty i just want to die so badly!
26 Jul 2008 sparkles shit. idk. I would say taking a bunch of liquid medicine. it worked for my friend. but anyways. I've been thinking about suicide for years. I'm 15 turning 16 on august 3rd. my life has been shit since I can remember. my dad left on my 3rd birthday. my relationship with him is shit. my childhood was shit cuz I was always moving around. my family says they care but they always lie to me. my friends don't understand wat I'm going thro. my bf doesn't fucking give a shit. he only cares that I look good. my mom is a total bitch and she doesn't give a shit wat I think. she tries to control everything in my life. I don't have a say in my future or wat I wear not even wat I wanna fucking read. on April 16, 2008 I was raped{he took my virginity}. my mom didn't believe me. I tried several ways to commit suicide in the few days that followed. I tried jumping in front of a moving car{just ended up in the hospital} tried hanging myself{hospital} tried cutting myself all over my body{hospital&counseling} swallowed almost 2 bottles of pills amongst other things. nothing fucking worked. I'm still fucking here. I c no reason to live anymore. I've been depressed since I was 4/5 and I've had anger issues like my whole life. I have no reason to live. no one believes me no one cares about me. my cuzin{the only person who ever believed in me} got shot 3 times in the head and chest becuz he was trying to save me. I should b dead. my whole family turned on me and don't believe me wen I tell them my mom abuses me both physically and verbally. I no longer feel beautiful or like I'll ever be able to do anything with my life. I need serious help. but I can't get help if nobody believes me.
26 Jul 2008 Heartbroken I give up with life. I lost my beautiful 21 month old sister 2 years 5 months 3 weeks and 5 days ago. In a tragic accident. I miss her so fucking much. I want to be with her. I need her. I'm going to be with her soon, one sweet day.

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