What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|04 Jan 2009||did it||what about your poor loved ones? dont you think u should think about them?
fuck them they are the reason why im dying.
all i do is give love and what do u get i fucking kick in the throat.
nobody deserves that. my kids will grow up and never know about me so what i gave birth to them i loved them but they are better without me all there father was do is shit on me. all i ever wanted was to really loved what the fuck is love dont you tell me god loves you / whrere the hell was he when i really needed him?
have enough to slip away 2 day.
i know nobody knows me here but i just wanted to say something before i did it
|01 Jan 2009||cold hearted bitch!||well since i am a very fucking suicidle kid and i JUST turned 13 december 29th 2008 and it is now january 1st 2009 i still feel like a 12 year old but anyways! when ever i think about duin suicide and i think all us littler kids just want it to be over with already and dont really give a shit how it is done as long as it is fast offective and not alot of mega pain such as that wrist bull shit!
i tried suiside couple times.
the rope shit nahh done work 100% and the wrist cutting...HA i have been a fucking lil cutter since the third freakin grade! hell now that i think about it i remember doin it before the third grade! but the best thing for the scared lil ones is just go jump off a damned tall ass building for all we care! i mean if you are really thinking of the suiside shit nothing we say will help and us PRETENDING to give a flying fuck "waste of TIME!" so go jump or get a gun and pull the damn trigger! sorry but this cold hearted bitch hates the sorry little posser type like that rich bitch oh boo hoo your fam died and you had bad parents. shut the fuck up! the living hell other's like me and some of my friend go threw is more then that! these marks and cuts are still not healed up!
but hey do what my boyfriend tells me he is goin to do some day...that gothic bitch is just goin to get an overdose on crack or PCP. drugs drugs drugs dont ya love em? they make our fucking out of controll world go round and fucking round! got a prob with anything i fucking said fine! e mail me then and tell it to my fucking face! firstname.lastname@example.org..lets chat!
|29 Dec 2008||PMR||I think drug overdose would be the best. Triple C's help.
They make the pain go away.
Overdose on them and everything will be good.
I want to kill myself but im scared of what people will think. I hurt so bad, and im sick of it. I was raped last year. I am not the same person anymore. My best friend is pregnant, has HIV, and got kicked out. so she had to move. my other best friend has an autoammune virus and she isnt suspose to live past 17. three years. i cant do this .goodbye world. you were cruel to me anyways. I am going to go now.
|27 Dec 2008||Courtney||I guess I'll write in this. Do you guy want me to talk about my life story, or something like that? Well, I'm just going to talk. So for the past few months or so, I've been really depressed...It's even ended the friendship with someone I really cared about, I practically loved them. I've lost a lot of people lately. Pretty much everyone I've ever been close to. And there was one person, my last chance of some sort of pathetic human connection. I told myself that they were the last time I would try to get close to someone. I trusted them, and they only pushed me away. Right now, I have no one. I'm not close with any of my family. In this world, I feel so alone. As if nobody cares. When I think about suicide, and if I leave a not saying why, it would read "Because I wouldn't be missed". I couldn't say that I would. So many people hate me, it seems as if I'd be doing them a favor. I could rant more, but I'd rather not. If anyone wants to talk (which I doubt) just e-mail me at AmmyLuvs@hotmail.com or add me on MSN or something. (Haha it's not like I'm worrying about being stalked and killed).|
|27 Dec 2008||Marissa||i know suicide seems like the best answer, but it isn't, i'm 10 and everyday of my life i'm thinking of killing myself. people around me love me, and i love them too. i don't hate the people around me, i just hate myself.|
|25 Dec 2008||Waiting||Do you know what I just realized today? I just come to the conclusion that the only time my "friends" give a shit about me is when they think I maybe dead. It just goes to show how empty and heartless people are nowadays. Oh, and happy christmas or whatever you celebrate this time of year Mouchette, I hope that you love life better than I do.|
|22 Dec 2008||jackie.||please help me|
|22 Dec 2008||jackie.||my name is jackie im 15 currently and i have nuthing positive to add..i recently got a criminal record and i have made lists after lsits of pros and cons of why i shouldnt end my life. my life is totaly ruined now with a criminal record no decent employer will hire me , so there is no great future for me except mmaybe behind a cash register at the supermarket. when i saw the embarressment in my parents faces at the police station... i just dont think i can live with myself anylonger, i have court in the new year and i really dont see my self there. at the moment i cant look into my parents faces. i cant answer them properly, i have unpluged my tv, i dont deserve anything, i dont even know why on on the computer, i think i just came on here to find the best way to kill myself, least messy way, least painfull way.(apparently its drowing..)
i dont want to die, i just hate myself sooo much, i can remember when i did stupid things and i promised my self that i would kill my self but i didnt end up doing it (obviously) and i was glad i didnt but i have been in depression for almost 6 years now and i dont think i can handle this anymore... i think i just went way over the top. i just keep replaying last night over in my head and the things i could have done, should have done, but i didnt. no point reminissing in the past i guess
im not a coward but im not strong enough to go through this. i cant stand up infront of a judge knowing my parents are behind me wanting me t o go to juvie and plead that i am guillty but i would love it oif he would find it in his heart to just not send me to kids jail ultimately.
i thought about running away, but what good is that going to do, i think this is just the best way.
my life is ruined and my parents...hate me.
i just love them so much.. i dont think its.. fair. for them. im so sorry i could even let anyone make me think of anything so stupid, i have digraced myself,but most important i embarressed my mom even more than i ever have i and can deal with that.
|20 Dec 2008||JAMES||I THINK THE BETTER WAY TO HANDLE THINGS IS NOT TO DEAL WITH THE PAIN BY COMMITTING SUICIDE BUT INSTEAD TO BIDE YOUR TIME.TO WAIT TILL YOUR IN A POSITION TO GET REVENGE ON EVERYONE WHO EVER WRONGED YOU.THATS WHAT IM TRYING TO PREACH REVENGE NOT SUICIDE.WHY HURT YOURSELF? NO ONE WILL CARE.I USED TO BE A SUCKER LIKE MOST OF YOU UNTIL I REALIZED LIFE IS JUST A GAME.DO SOMETHING CRAZY.DONT GO OUT QUIETLY BY KILLING YOURSELF.IN STEAD WREAK SOME HAVOC.ROB A FUC#KN BANK.KILL SOMEBODY.YOU ONLY GET 1 CHANCE TO DO IT RIGHT SO DO IT BIG.UNLEASH ALL THE PAIN INSIDE OF YOU IN ONE VIOLENT BURST.YOU THINK I DONT HAVE THE RIGHT TO TELL U ANYTHING.THIS IS A KID WHO FUC#ED HIS STEPMOTHER TO HIS FATHERS OBVIOUS DISMAY AND THEN FUCKED HIS AUNT(NOT A BLOOD RELATIVE LOL) TO HIS UNCLES OBVIOUS DISMAY.WHY YOU ASK.TO CAUSE PAIN.TO MAKE THEM AS MISERABLE AS I AM.IAM THE EMBODIMENT OF PAIN.I AM THE KING OF PAIN|
|19 Dec 2008||JAMES||HOW ABOUT THIS FOR A REASON TO KILL MYSELF.I SLEPT WITH MY UNCLES WIFE A WHILE BACK AND MY FATHER DESPISES ME.I AM JOBLESS.IM 21 AND IM A FAILURE.IM WORTHLESS.IVE BEEN VERBALLY ABUSED BY MY MOTHER MY ENTIRE LIFE.SHE ALWAYS TOLD ME I WOULDNT BE ANYTHING,THAT I WAS A PIECE OF SHIT AND NOW LOOK AT ME.ITS JUST LIKE SHE SAID.I DONT HAVE ANY FRIENDS THEY ALL RAN OUT ON ME.IM DEPRESSED ALL THE TIME.I CUSSED GOD OUT LAST NIGHT HOPING HE WOULD PUNISH ME LIKE HE DID THE LAST TIME I MOCKED HIM.I PRAY FOR DEATH EVERYNIGHT BECAUSE I DONT HAVE THE BALLS TO KILL MYSELF.IM A LOSER|
|18 Dec 2008||Tigger...||You Know Im 14 too.
And to tell you the truth life has been ruff My dad
Never believed i was his daughter.
&& My dad abused me when i was 6 But he stopped.
I don't live with Him no more because he && my mom fought And i cryed cause i saw them fight.
Then My dad would always say your mom is doing witch Craft.
&& i believed him .
WHen i was 12.
He kicked me out of my house.
So i went with my mom.
&& My mom dosnt appreciate what i do.
My step dad and her recently had a baby.
My ex Loves me.
But he always changes his attitude in front of his friends.
Me && my friend are planning suicide... On monday.
&& im really depressed because i cut myself it helps.
&& once you start you cant stop its like drugs.
Once you start you cant stop.
But sometimes i think about it.
And i hate it.
I have low self esteem too.
&& i hate life.
I really wanna die.
|16 Dec 2008||Micah Johnson||My Name is Micah Johnson and im 16..... My parents got divorced when i was 8 years old and thats when i got diagnosed woth a dpression order..I first tryed to commit suicide when i was 91/2(i tryed to hang myself) And at night i would rry and run away from home.. My mom started dateing and i hated every guy she was wit>> so i did my best to make therir life a living hell...when my mom got married for the 2nd time was when that ass hole tht i hated tlked her into sending me to a crazy house...my 9th grade yearwas when i tryed for the 2nd time i over dosed on my medication..and was in the hospital for 3 days.i threw my life away on drugs and skipping school and hanging out wit th wrong crowd. i was a cheerleader homecoming queen and everythin..BUT NOT ANYMORE..all i wan2 do is die and kill myself...but i always think about my friends and what they would do.. I just ant hanle the stress anymore... what do i do?? and suggestions email me at (email@example.com)|
|16 Dec 2008||Jackie||well i'm 19 but i have thought about killing myself a lot. i was suppost to be getting marriend in 5 days but it all starter back when this guy played me along just to get me awaay from the guy i was to marry now i have noone i miss my honey and i would do anything for him back. i know my family and friends hate him but idc i love him. this other guy ruined my life. i wanna kill myself|
|04 Dec 2008||Jess Neufeld||I am not 13, I don't have any problems, I drink when I go out with friends, I don't do drugs. My family is unreal and loving, I have lots of friends, I play a university sport, YET I still feel sad. I can't tell people whats wrong when they ask because I don't even know whats wrong. I just sometimes think that life is not worth it and life after death would be so much easier. I have so much going for me, but i just always feel the pressure, like maybe i dont want to be successful. Sometimes I feel myself wanting to have an abusive family or a drug problem or go to jail, just so I have something wrong with me! What is my problem?|
|02 Dec 2008||Help now||I just made the BIGGEST cuts ever on my left inside wrist. I am hurting and I don't really want to die but I still want to kill myself. What is going on here? things were so good a week ago. I miss someone and think I am in love with them. They are the most kindest, person I have ever met and I know if i lose them I will take pills to end the misery of the loss. I don't know but if someone can help me please DO.|
|23 Nov 2008||Bria||I hate my life... not that this is something new here... but its the truth... I hate what I am and who ive become.... nothing is right anymore... I miss my old friends... I love one to death and Im too scared to let the other one know that I am over her... yes I am bi but my parents are anti-gay so its hard around them.... they hate me... im bulemic... I cut...not as much as I used to... but there is this one guy....his name is Cam... he's sweet and he's helped me out when I feel dead... but lately he's been gone...just so far away....he doesn't say much anymore but assures me he's always there for me... I am too scared to call him because I don't know what is going through his head and that's a problem with me... im over analytical, over reactive and EXTREMELY paranoid... I think I love him... I'm not sure if this is the truth or if it's just me over reacting like normal... but ever since I started talking to him, I feel like there is something different about him... but again... I'm too scared to tell him this... I don't want to scare him... I don't want him to leave me completely... even though we're not dating... I want to date him... but he lives over 1,000 miles away... mostly I'm scared of what I will do to myself... part of me wants to kill myself SOOOOO badly... I can't stand the nights when I'm alone curled up into a little ball sobbing...it's like a battle going on in my head "cut....it will make you feel better....cut....its the only way" and "NO NO NO NO NO NO!!!! I DON'T NEED IT!!! I DON'T NEED IT!! I HAVE PEOPLE WHO CARE ABOUT ME!!! I DON'T NEED IT!!!" then.... there's the other side of me that wants to live... to prove everyone wrong that I can live... that there IS something for me... mostly right now, I am living for Cam and my best friend, Halyn... if they both left my life right now, I know I would kill myself, there would be nothing left... I have dreams of becoming famous, an actress on Broadway, a famous novelist, going on tour with ppl like Dashboard Confessional, Sonny Moore and Alesana... but without Cam and Halyn I would be nothing and my dreams would be meaningless... I am just waiting for my purpose... if it doesn't show up soon, and I mean REALLY soon... hello razor blades and exsanguination, goodbye pain and suffering...|
|23 Nov 2008||naomi||well i fell like i really cant talk to anyone so i guess i can write to you im 15 and i started to have these thought of suiside about 2 years ago when i get mad or something happens i just want to slit my wrist no one really knows that im depression they dont seem to care well sometimes i ask god to take my life away before i go to bed but then when i wake up for somereason im thankful taht he dint so this is for the people who feel like just giving up there is always another pririty that commiting suicide life is to golden|
|22 Nov 2008||Dakota||I have been through alot since the summer. Every thing about me has changed. I have fallen in love with the most beautifulest girl in the world. I love the way I can hold her at night and hold her hand. She is always happy, atleast when i am around. I have never been so happy, the only problem is I am still suicidal and she is always trying to help me stop cutting myself and breaking my bones. I was tempted to jump in front of the car, but she was there to stop me from doing it. I have finally found the one i want to be with for the rest of my life. See i am going going to go into the army as soon as i graduate highschool. I dont want to her hurt her, but i know that its for her own good and i can get myself killed over there when i go to war because it would be so much easier to let her go when i leave instead of making her live through tragedy. I LOVE HER with all of my heart just dont know where to begin a new life with her.|
|22 Nov 2008||Sherryl||I am not 13 but an adult that is even a gramma. I am seriously thinking of committing suicide but cant figure out how to do it without chickening out....and what is going to happen to my body afterwards? I was working at a place for about a year and it was a husband and wife place. I got involved with the husband and we had what I would call a "forced affair" (he wouldnt take no for an answer sometimes..even in the office!) Well, because of that, I started taking money (paying myself extra paychecks through ADP, paying my electric bills through online banking with their info) and the wife found out. Needless to say, I got caught by the wife and got fired. Now she is trying to collect almost 10,000 and threatening to go to the police. I have no job, no money, no family, just lost my car, getting ready to lose my house, so what do I have left???? I am not going to jail..I would rather die. I have emailed the
husband" asking for his help, but he just ignores me.
I just want to make sure I am cremated and I would like my ashes to be spread on my parents grave up in Indiana ( I am in Florida) but how do I make sure that will happen?????
|21 Nov 2008||John Doe||I am a high school boy. i am a nerd, have pletny of normal friends, get bullied by football players (these kids are rich so the admin and faculty let them be so their parents don't get mad) and am one of those kids that is completely anti drug/anti underage drinking. My problem is that I am unsure about my sexuality. My family is against gay people and doesn't understand what is happening to me, so I can't talk to them. I have tried twice, but it doesn't work and gets worse. My one and only best friend, my true best friend who I somewhat vent to is gay (its not like i am going out with him0. I have contemplated suicide for several months and have planned three plots. I'm not very religous. I won't go in for help, or talk to somebody due to the shame that I will feel. I don't know what to do.|