|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|18 Aug 2009||Kristin||don't want to do it but I am so depressed. Just to cut myself and get it over with.|
|13 Aug 2009||marlene||i just want someone to talk t someone i can tell things to i can tell my best friends but she just cracks a joke and blows it off. my parents don't even listen to me they'd rather listen to their idol child my brother!
can someone talk to me I'm lonely....
|08 Aug 2009||anna||i'm a liar, i'm a fake.
i've self harmed since i was 11, and the saddest thing is, i have the ideal life. sure, i don't always get on with my parents, but i generally have a good life. plenty of friends... yet i feel unkown. unwanted. I've attempted suicide, only to be found with a noose around my neck and saved by one of these so called friends.
I'm scared of life, I don't want to leave school, i never asked to be alive, i hate it so much. i am aware there are those who have a much worse than myself. I am 15, i should have my whole life to look forward to, but i don't. it was just a random combinations of events, statistics and chance that i came to be in the first place.
it's a gift i do not want.
i need to leave this, it's killing me as a person. I cannot laugh like i used to, i feel nothing, i want to be nothing.
|06 Aug 2009||Maggie||I don't know what to do. I'm going insane, and all I can do is continue this petty existence. I wish I could gouge my eyes out and fling myself infront of the next incoming truck that speeds down the highway.|
|03 Aug 2009||jen||So my mom doesn't give a sh*t about people pushing poison down other people's throats - this is crushing I not only came back for her but to some one I don't even know.
Is this the power I was given? To realize how f*cked up everything is? I would rather truly be ...well I cannot even say it that is how paranoid I am now
I said it before and it got me locked up..
so tell me how does one survive if they have no where to go - no food stamps - nothing?
I am supposed to just leave and go die apparently.
any advice would be helpful just e-mail me at kirbystarstacker@Hotmail.com
|29 Jul 2009||brettskibeat||The best way to kill your self if you are young is to simply let it roll on until you arn't...that self at any age is moving right along...this way or that, all the time....there is no funeral for the kid body,it just transforms slowly into a taller thang, and yeah you guessed it so is that depressed gooey grey fucken thing in your head. I'M not 13 man i'm fourty five and i have the priveledge to be any age i've already been...wait a bit , pick one you think is groovy and just be that....today i'm eleventy two, that is... the eleven year old in me thinks the twenty two year old is really groovy and worth looking up to and hanging out with...the forty five year old guy is saying...oh not this shit again, but in the spirit of looking out for his imaginary children he plays the game and everyone is happy...except for the twenty three year old who saw his father die, or the twenty eight year old when his mother died, or 31 34 25 16 19 when 'a' either his girl friend fucked off with a christian dork or 'b' had his friends suicide on him, leaving him with a strange sense of abstract humour for the departed....if your thinking about a life with jesus just remember there is no exit plan from christianity so if you dont like it and want to leave as far as they are concerned you can go to hell, thats why they dreamed it up like that, trust me it doesnt matter how many souls you bring their way...when you leave they have no appreciation for it at all, i bought about 15 people to the lord and they bought others and so on,but as i left i was accused of fucking the pastors wife, not being a real man because i wouldnt get married, any amount of shit they can dream up because you arn;t a part of their club...even the bible says something about you being a thousand times worse of something....they'll sit around in cell groups praying for what they wanted for your life for years after because they have nothing better to do, its like some strange christian voodoo that they have over you because you were once theirs. i placed my ass behind a drum kit and turned depression into aggresion and went and gave over thirteen thousand lessons to a bunch of kids at a music school in rural nsw australia, i didnt tell them 'this will help with your suicidal inevitabilities' but i know some of them will be able to rise above the fucked existance that every male living in this country experiences....i'm sick to fucken death of poverty and bullshit prompting about how you can achieve the unachievable, the unachievable here is longevity and it might turn out to be the only card i hold on this so called judgement day awaiting us all,,get fucked big fella i didn't pussy out on your shit planet...now up grade me to to a planet closer to the metropolos of the rest of the universe instead of this place way out to the left of nowhere,13 year olds are too sexy and cute to be dead, they just need to learn how to take advantage of that situation, if your a boy and you are starting to grow little boobies and having nuaghty dreams...dig it dig it dig it|
|25 Jul 2009||Bella||My life is completely crazy! People always say do this go there take that and so on. They never bother trying to understand and only care for themselfes.
When i talk to other peole about htis either it is online or just strangers all they say is that one day it will get better and things will be fine. However for the past 15 years(i am 15 now) my life has been a dark black hole and it hasn't gotten better. People say that it's just bloody teenage years which is a load of bullshit. I hate people teling me that. They just don't get it until they are in it themselfes. Its like people who have mental illnesses. WTF? how on earth can anybody proove that it isn't true. Its so stupid. maybe itis true but some are just to blind to see it. My parents only care for me to get into uni ad nothing else while the worship my older sister.
It pisses me off big time. I have thought about suicide but i have no idea how to do it. I admit i might have hope somewhere ndeep down because at times i think i am being stupid and start blaiming myself for all this shit in my life ending up in tears with things all over the room.
Its tough and the worst part is that no onE,L NOT ONE BLOODY PERSON can see through my fake happiness. They think i am a great happy girl who has no problems. At this i hate readng things like talk to someone. Its also bullshit. you cant talk to someone who isnt in your condition and since no one in my life is in my condition i dont talk to anyone about it.
I dont have friends. at all my last friend ditched me and now hates me for no reason.
They say it will be easier that someone will come and safe you but it just wont happen. The pain that rips me inside wont allow it.
oh have i forgot to mention i dont beleive in love. iTS JUST FAIRY TALES AND ONLY THEY HAVE HAPPY ENDINGS. no life has a happy ending. I dont beleive in any type of love. weather its love to family friends or your "souldmates". it just always ends the same way. marrige ends with divorce or abuse or pain, friends end with enemies, family ends with betrayal. its all the same...
i bloody hate it all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
|24 Jul 2009||Anna b.||I keep bleeding but nothing... I took a box cutter and cut. I love watching it fall on the floor. I can't take this bullshit life anymore. I just need a new way of ending it, cause cutting just ain't cutting it no pun intended...|
|20 Jul 2009||Marijn||I can't live another day.
I've done the worst.
I want to die.
|19 Jul 2009||kingofpain||45 in constant physical pain from my neck to my feet I have pushed everyone out of my life.... I destroy everything...... I need love but no clue where to look anymore|
|18 Jul 2009||baby b||I want to kill myself for getting pregnant with unwanted child..|
|17 Jul 2009||please post||i want to die.... my last love just called me after getting out of jail.. and i think it was just a call to get info on me... i dont think he really waNts or likes me... i want to suicide myself because in almost 2 months no one has given a fuck about me. can someone anyone tell me the best way to die? my methods have only failed me.....|
|05 Jul 2009||Aimee||im Aimee.
my Dad disowned me when i was 7 and my mother wants me to go into care.
Ive never drank, never smoked, never done anything bad but my mum hates me.
she has her own husband and son and i just seem to be invisible
every day its abuse after abuse after abuse.
my so called friends at school have turned on me.
theyve started bullying me and making rumours
theyre parents have recently rang mum and so she threw things at me, screaming at me about how ashamed she is and how shes sick of me. i tried to tell her it wasnt true but she ignored me, i felt so small.
i have no one to turn to.
all my dads family dont talk to me, they dont even want to know i exist.
all mums family dont want to hear my side of the story, they just listen to mums and richards (the stepdads)
i feel unwanted and ugly
mum tells me everyday how im a "fat heffer" or how shes "disgusted to say im her daughter"
i know im lucky ive never been raped or worse and that i actually have parents
but right now i feel so alone
no one would even care if i died
i just want it to end
i cant face school and i cant home
i want to go..
|27 Jun 2009||Dylan||Well, I am 15, and before i tell the best way to do it, im going to tell my life story.
I was brought into this world by 2 drug smoking parents. heroin, crack, you name it. They also idolized and completely loved my older brother. To my surprise they were busted for the drugs and divorced the same day. That day was my 10th birthday. Now I have to deal with the constant threats of both my parents releasing all their stress on me. both telling me that 1. they both want to commit suicide and 2. I was a mistake.
at school up until 8th grade i was an average student with a few friends. when i went into highschool however i learned that no one liked me, ad the only thing i was good at was playing videogames.
I had also went from being an average student to D's and F's because i dont even want to try anymore. I have no friends now and probably dont have enough money to go to college. my parents wasted all the money on my brother, the baseball star.
I cant take it anymore and want to die.
Ive tried pills. cutting myself.
but an idea i came up with is combining rat poisoning and moth balls into a drink, and if that doesnt work theres jumping off a building.
I dont want help. i know my life has no meaning anymore.
oh btw, heres a tip. i lied a lot in my life and for once im telling the truth. time to test out the rat ball smoothie.
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please talk to me before it's too late
|19 Jun 2009||:(||I cry myself to sleep every single night of the week
I need someone to speak to before it's too late
Please email me and help me, or even talk to me
It's always nice to speak to someone who won't judge me, and has a basic idea of what i'm on about..
I'd rather talk to a randomer than my friends, i'm not an attention seeker i promise
|19 Jun 2009||email here||Someone please email me and help me, or even add me to your messenger
I can't do this alone anymore
I need help, before it's too late
|19 Jun 2009||HELP||I have reached the point where I don't want to be around on this shitty earth any longer. Infact I am so close to hitting the self destruct button, I've already bladed.
No one helped me last time Mouchette, why? Give me one good fucking reason why I shouldn't do what I've wanted to do for the past 2 years.
|18 Jun 2009||khristine||im 21 and i just want it all to be over with|
|11 Jun 2009||the joker||guys, i am 13 years of age, my parents love me to hell i seem to find myself sitting on my skinny ass playing world of warcraft everyday 24/7 except school weeks... i look at porn and do stupid things when i shouldn't be doing them... i am told that i would get in trouble with the police... i chuckle at them and say.... " if i go to jail, then i will kill my self" they get angry!!!! the best way to commit sucide is to wait til your heart has done its part... then thats when you die im hanging in there... i cant even grow the fucking gold brass balls to kill my self, then again i cant bring myself to jump out of my window (do note that i live in a very tall flat and there are 14 floors in total and i live on floor 13) so very easy to die and also ANYONE WHO IS BEING BULLIED DO NOT FUCKING KILL YOURSELVES, IF YOU TELL THEN YOU WON'T SUFFER ANYTHING... you know its kinda like eating butterfly cakes... they're tasty and its a pretty good feeling when you tell on the bullies then they are dealt with it is like exorcising a demon but yes of course that is very irrelevant to this subject - my message : don't kill yourself, instead try to work out plans... its like being in a war you just got to tidy it up into groups ETC: problems sort them into groups like... home,school,work,family or friends and if you had a recent issue with a friend then isolate yourself from them for a while while you solve all your other problems its like deafeating people... but yes, its not really a war but a emotional war i am not emo i am not goth i am not any of those people i am just a normal,sadistic a big deaf asshole who hasn't got a life because hes too focused on getting a good life i have a girlfriend and i consider myself "EXTREMELY" lucky to have her because she is the most beautiful girl on the planet in my opinion and if i commit suicide it will break her heart and it won't just hurt her... it'll hurt your friends... itll hurt your family... IMAGINE YOUR BROTHER OR SISTER COMING INTO YOUR ROOM AND FIND YOUR CORPSE HANGING ON THE CEILING WITH BLOOD COMING OUT OF YOUR MOUTH WITH A FRICKING SUICIDE NOTE PINNED ON YOUR ASS SAYING THAT YOU LOVE THEM TO BITS BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH - THEY FEEL TERRIBLE AND I CAN'T HELP MYSELF NOT TO CRY TO SHIT ABOUT THIS... :( its a sad life out there where is the old days.. i read about the swinging sixties.. where peace and love was at its highest.. where did that go?!|