|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|08 Dec 2009||WonderLiz||I Think The whole wide world is so sad. Everybody is seems so sad and sick and discontent with everything in their lives, it just makes me sadder.
I feel like a failure, and I dont want my parents to have to deal with me anymore, because, hell, I wouldnt want to raise me either. I wish I was the only one to feel this way, it just makes me so very sick inside my heart to see that truly, what I feel right now is Normal.
|05 Dec 2009||deseased||I heard that sitting in a car with the exhaust hooked up through the window works, i might try it. I had a dream that i was with my dad, in a convertable in the middle of nowhere, he looked at me for a second and then we were flying off of a cliff, i was so sure it was real and that i was going to die, i was so happy, it was the best feeling in my life, then i woke up. I finally felt freed, but i had to wake up. I cried for hours, i was 13 when i had this dream, im 15 now and i still cant bring myself to hurt my mom like that, whenever she has a problem, she cries on my shoulder. She went through a suocidal period when i was younger, shes bipolar, and i think i am too, i cant live in this pain, but by killing myself i mightaswell be killing my mom too, and my sister needs my mom. whenever im alone i sit with a knife to my throaght or a gun to my head, it would be easy for me to do it, i dont fear pain or death, but it would be so selfish to my family.|
|01 Dec 2009||zom||i do want to kill myself at the moment but i am not much older than 13. and i'm seeking a best way to kill myself. i can't any point of staying alive and i've already ruined my future. i feel like i am dying...i need someone to kill me...so that i can make sure that i'll be successfully killed.|
|28 Nov 2009||so tell me why and how?||well what shall isay, ? im our of ideas since finding this site in 06 and sharing everything i knew. and im still here. why?|
|23 Nov 2009||Paul C.||I'm not joking around with this, I want to commit suicide. I'd like to do it by cutting my wrists.
I'd like to slit my wrists, watch the blood flow as my life slides away with my worries and pains. I'd like to slowly feel my heart beat out the blood I don't want to hold.
|23 Nov 2009||Lennie M||tout comprendre c'est tout pardonner
i keep telling myself it'll get better and i keep crying and asking for death. do you fantasize about suicide? it'll get better. imma keep telling myself. it'll get better. but it just gets worse and worse.
I DONT WANT TO LIVE
I DONT WANT TO FUCKING LIVE ANYMORE
oh God please help me
please please help me
|22 Nov 2009||yeah its me i told you i would||I am on the verge...i sit in work with a blade slicing my skin...the scars visible, talking about suicide and my friends act like nothing is wrong..ive been the person that is always happy but its always been a front..these masks now suffocate me...i am dying...soon it will be over...i cant take much more..i cant take everyone seeing my cuts and pretending they dont i just wish you would reach out...im just looking for someone to finally care if i live or die...im so alone...im tired of hurting|
|21 Nov 2009||xiomara||hello im 17 turning 18, And ive been frustrated and stress n depress for 6 yrs and i fed up with it i cant stand being alive no one understands me no one cares i just dont wanna live no more..i ws supposed to get married in december with the guy ive been with for two years almost three and i feel like he dnt care n e more he gives up on me to quick and i just dnt wanna feel this way...........ive cut my self so many times just waiting for a vain to get cut and bleed to death but never works so tell me how can i just past away n forget things|
|14 Nov 2009||Saddening|| I don't know If im posting this right but oh well. This is going to be a semi-long message. Someone please help. I'm tired. I'm so GODDAMN TIRED! I have been for the past 5-7 years. I'm 15 but this is pathetic. I have a good life, some friends, a family, Materialistic objects. Now at school I go and sit through class getting angry and thinking of suicide or even murder. I'm constantly in pain. My parents say it's just my mind when I say this. They push and Freakin' PUSH for me to get a job. I do well in school and it's not good enough. My dad constantly tells me that I'm going to have to do WAY WAY WAY, ect.. to become an animator. I got fed up at school one day and just cried. I sat outside in the snow in the middle of the night crying. Then I got angry for crying. I, pathetically, have slit my wrists hoping to get a vain. I now have scars. I keep hoping that some silver lining will appear. But one of my biggest problems is Rejection. Not by a girl or by any date or anything. By EVERYONE! I like multicultural things like geek, Spanish, Japanese, ect.. Then I am made fun of and rejected by society and worse, even my own family. I spend a lot of time on video games wishing i could just go there. My life used to be fun but now it's dreary, time consuming and tiring.
Please, I know none of you know me, but please dear god help. I'm so tired, Physically, Mentally, and so on. There is so much more I'd like to say but I can't take everyone's time. Just please help me.
|12 Nov 2009||britt||well im turning 17 =( and i love this guy really much . we broke up a few times and he left me for other gurls, then when they left him he came back for me... he keeps treating me like shyt everytime =( .. and i cant take it anymore .. every guy does,, i dont think im prety and prolly will never have a gud boyfriend =(.. i just cant fucken take the hurt and the heart brake,, and the crying and the being jelous of every overly pretty gurl.. i just dont want to be alive =[ it hurts too fucken much|
|07 Nov 2009||james||hi, im 22 and have been with my girl friend for almost 5 yrs, we have been everywhere and done everything together but now she is telling me she wants to meet new friends and go on a break, she is introducing her self to strangers and trying to become best friends with them. she claims she cant jst spend her life with me, i understand that but i dont understand her putting these strangers before me, we planned to get married soon. She always made the rules and was strict and she limited me going out with my friends, going out places where girls might be around and didnt trust me, although i have never cheated on her she has hooked up with a couple of guys in the past and i have managed to forgive her and work through it, she would loose plot if she found out i was talking to a girl or even messaging one and now she has broken all her own rules claiming she has made a mistake. she doesnt feel sorry or regret wat she has done. she ignores me now, and wen im speaking to her on the phone she jst wants to leave. i feel helpless and this pain that i have done my best to treat her right and now she is like spitting in my face, she has these new friends which are all guys making up her mind and i cant seem to tell her anything as she would jst leave me. i dont want her out of my life and she says she jst wants space while she parties with these other guys. i no i sound jelous but i am.|
|04 Nov 2009||Lennie M||I don't think I can't hold on much longer|
|02 Nov 2009||ryan||there is no best way, I am 23 myself...tried to make myself overdose by snorting 4 8balls of cocaine..just got me all fucking high..tried cutting, not for me i hate blood and getting cut, hanging myself forget that, Im 24 i have no job and havent for a year, I am a 5 time college drop out, I have a criminal record, I cheated on my wife with a guy and than went and had sex with her 4 times, i smoke too many cigs and smoke weed when i shouldnt, i mean theres nothing wrong with smoking weed other than part of the reason i cant get a job..my wife is pregos and its prob not mine, i live with my mom, I steal, and lie..i wanna stop but i cant idk y, i gained weight and my face is breaking out, yet the only thing that keeps me going is how much i love my wife still and the biggest part..my 10 month old son...I look at his smiling face and just couldnt imagine what i would do without him, and that if i did it i wouldnt be any better than my dad when he killed himself in 2006 never once did he see me, he married my mom and took off when i was 2 months old, I cant be him, I refuse to...I will do whatever it takes to be the dad I always wanted..not the drunk step dad that used to hit me and yell at me all the time and say what a piece of shit i am...so all u guys and dolls that want to kill yourself, ive tried and tried but finally after what ive seen on here it made me think and take a glance at my life, its a journey u have to make it what you can...watch tyler perry movies hes a smart guy, on madea goes to jail she says, "your parents had ya, there job is done, you have to make your life it can either be good or bad you make the decision" i know its not exact but yea my life has been full of dissapointments and jail time and shitty situations but yet there are so many good times that i know there will be more idk i need to see a therapist I have some crazy issues but I guess we all do.....you guys please think about what you are doing life sucks but there are some good parts and who knows we could cross paths one day and have one of those good parts together? i know im weird and odd but who cares, im not here to please everyone, some will like me some will not but this is who i am.... possibly manic, possibly bi-polar, very depressed, adhd, bi-sexual native american lol and damnit i decided today that no matter how bad shit will get id rather stick it out than risk the chance of failing at suicide fuck it I love you all from all your different walks of life!!! poor/rich/lesbo/gay/black/white/mex/idc ur all perfectly imperfect and id have you no other way =) put it all down...smoke some weed or drink a couple beers and than play some video games ha ha thats how i made it through my teens lol smokin weed and playin playstation in my room remember someone will love you no matter what you do or say or how you are ugh i lost myself damn adhd i love you all take care|
|01 Nov 2009||a rose by any other name smells just as sweet||I am 13 years old. But I live a life that's painfull. no one understands me,I have no one to talk too about my problems, because no one is willing to listen.In my house I am a cinderella.I do simple tasks that can be done by everyone just because they don't feel like doing it. They say I have a life that every teenage girl dreams of. But, is it a life when your constantly expected to make others happy despite your costs? Is life important? I'm known as the good girl. I'm a straight A student who is a runway model. Isn't that what most girls dream for? I'm alone. I have no one but myself to hold when I'm sad. My mom takes nothing seriously and my step dad is just un sensitive.I don't know my biological dad. Its hard for me to express how I feel because I'm consantly putting on a smile to hide the fact I'm dieing on the inside. I'm afraid of the dark because the dark give to many answers. I lay there in my bed wondering why I was created, why can't I do anything right when I literally put my tears and blood into things that benifet others. I'm like an infant. I trust too much. And it always hurts me later. I recently came out of a 4day hospitialization for over dosing with more then 120 pills. I wanted to die and refused to tell doctors why. The entire time I was in that bed my intentions never changed. Then, I was put into a phyciatric center and lied to them making them belive I won't do it again. I've tried countless occasions on commiting suicide. None is easiest and non is best. Most say I'm a girl beyond my years. But when your alone, in the dark, your mind can be your worst nightmare. But you can't get rid of it, so your sitting there thinking. And suddenly you know more then you expected yourself to know. Death hurts, but no where as much as life does.|
|19 Oct 2009||Darkness||Actually i just want to cummit suicide because i have been getting i trouble alot. I feel so bad and depressed and either way im still gonna get killed by someone but oh well. i guess im still thinking about it even im only 12. I still dont know what is the real desicion|
|19 Oct 2009||lucy lo||my life is hell i need to be free so i must commit suicide
|18 Oct 2009||m.m.||please dont leave me like this again isf, i'm sorry for what i did, please let me explain to you what happened, please answer my calls, please isf, just once, i am so sorry for what i did, i am so sick with guilt right now, i cant eat, i cant sleep, i get sick all over the place, please just let me apologize to you, please isf please. i am so sorry for what i did, please give me one last chance please, i will never stress you out again, please, everything sucks without you, i have no will to live....please give a chance.|
|13 Oct 2009||i am a C**TOSAURUS.||I am sorry. I got kicked out of my house. They fired me at work. All in the same day. I panicked. I needed to talk to you. but you weren't there. I didn't know if I had to call more to get a hold o f you or call less. I just needed you, and I am sorry for that. Please forgive me. I never had any intention to hurt you. I am so sorry. I am sorry that I stress you out. The money doesn't matter to me, whether its used or not. I just miss you so much. I am so alone now. I am sorry that I keep calling, but you are the only one who ever answered, the only one who made me feel better, and now I fucked up and I don't even have you anymore. I am so sorry. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. Please don't go, please, give me one more chance. I won't fuck up like this again. Please isf, I'm so sorry.|
|08 Oct 2009||Jason||I dont have a suggestion but if anybody has any idea if its possible to have a painless, quick death then please let me know. This is for real. Oh and im 21 not 13, like it makes a difference. To all of you making sick jokes about this issue then go and fuck yourselves. It nothing to joke about!!|
|27 Sep 2009||Kyle & Jackie-Boy||Life it seems will fade away, drifting further everyday, getting lost within' myself, nothing matters no one else. I have lost the will to live, simply nothing more to give, there is nothing more for me, need the end to set me free!
Things not what they used to be, missing one inside of me, deathly loss this can't be real, cannot stand this hell I feel. Emptiness is filling me, to the point of agony, growing darkness taking dawn, I was me but now hes gone.
No one but me, can't save myself, but it's too late, now I can't think, think why I should even try. Yesterday seems, as though it never existed, death greets me warm, now I shall just say goodbye!