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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|20 Oct 2010||emily||i am 14, my sister is bipolar and is a constant witch. she sometimes physically attacks me, swears at me, and belittles me. my parents are divorced, it was a violent breakup. now my dad basically lives with us and mom and dad are dating. i cant take my family life anymore. i cant take my life anymore. fortunately, or unfortunately depending on your view, i cant kill myself. so im not suicidal but i wouldnt mind dying. i just want a break.|
|13 Oct 2010||urgent heelp <3||hi im 13 n nuthin seemsright my mum n dad hav fought ever scince my father cheated wen i was 5 but my mother stayed for me my father dsnt care i heard him say ges gonna get me married at 15 prob so he can go hav a gud lyf with his 3rd wife n i cbb explain it but yh on skool i was in the best class but everscince i started living with my dad i went down to the lowest class im just an idiot now then i gad outside skool runour problems the onlliij thing tgat kept me livvin is my fwendz mainly one my bestie but recently we had a big fight n were done so knoe i feel lyk derz nufin to live for i thought bout suicide fo a week but i wanr it painless de onlii way my dads gonna wake up to his children is by me dying plz sumone help email or add zenab_chahine@hotmail i need sumone i hav noone nymore :( i really hate my lyf im thinkin of just takong random pills but im scared i still live wid damage. help|
|12 Oct 2010||Amy moir||Im 14 so i guess this is irrelevant.Im so fucked up,my mums drunk right now,trying to pick a fight.i cant take this,not tonight.i cant stand the shouting,i miss my dog.he died. i miss him.my friends dont understand,they dont know how i feel when im alone,the countles times i imagine my death. pills, hanging, shooting, suffocating,drowning, jumping, cutting. .i just dont have the guts to follow through.i want to die now,i want to die tonight,but i wont.
Add me on facebook if u can help. im Amy killjoy moir.
|09 Oct 2010||The Depressed One||I AM ONLY 10 TURNING 11 AND I AM IN 6TH GRADE, JUNIOR HIGH SCHOOL, EVEN THOUGH MY ELEMENTARY SCHOOL HAS SIXTH GRADE. THIS IS ONE OF THE HARDEST YEARS IN MY LIFE. ITS MY PRETEEN YEARS AND I AM SUFFERING ALOT. PEOPLE CALL ME THE BREAKABLE AND I AM VERY SENSITIVE AND ALL I EVER WANT TO DO IS CRY. I DONT DO THAT IN FRONT OF PEOPLE, I JUST CONTROL MYSELF,BUT LAST YEAR I COULDNT CONTROL MYSELF AT ALL. I USED TO CRY ALOT. DONT GET ME WRONG BUT I THINK THAT SUICIDE IS NOT THE ONLY ANSWER BUT SOMETIMES I DO. I DONT KNOW WHAT IM SPECIAL AT OR WHAT MY TALENT IS. I DONT KNOW WHAT DO WITH MYSELF. I JUST GO THROUGH ALOT, PEOPLE DONT KNOW WHAT I GO THROUGH OR HOW I FEEL. THIS IS JUST ME. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. MY EMAIL ADDRESS email@example.com AND I KNOW THAT IM NOT FABULOUS NO ONE IS NO ONE IS PERFECT. THEIR JUST PERFECT IN THEIR USUAL WAYS. IM SO TIRED OF BEING WEAK INSTEAD OF JUST BEING ME. IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTION ANSWERS OR ADVICE TELL ME AT MY EMAIL ADDRESS I MIGHT BE ABLE TO HELP. IM SO DEPRESSED. AND AGAIN CONTACT ME UP ON MY EMAIL ADDRESS firstname.lastname@example.org IF YOU WANT TO SAY SOMETHING. SUICIDE IS REALLY PAINFUL AND I DONT WANT TO COMMITE SUICIDE I JUST GET SAD AND DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF SOMETIMES.|
|09 Oct 2010||Emily||I am 12, Today I was in fight with my pareents, its not a suprise. I tell them I hate them all the time, I say alot of mean things to them. I want to change it I want to have a connection with them, but nothings going to help. I get told im the problem in this family, and I am messing it up. They want me to go to a foster care, instead I thought killing myself would be the answer, because it hurts to come home to a family knowing they dont care. I try eveything, but im messing up. I have 3 brother... 10, 21, 17 they all live here. They all call me a whore, and pick on me, for no reason. I dont feel excepted in my family. I dont know what to do. I cant even talk to anyone with out being yelled at, or called a name/: I want to run away, I want to die, I dont know anymore. Email me please|
|14 Sep 2010||Sad Babe||I feel really worthless within society I feel as if I dont belong here I so badly would love my life to end as I feel so alone as I have a boyfriend now I have seemed to loss contact with all my friends so I have no body only my bf which isnt enough!!!! School work is bad so dont have a clue what to do with my life thats why think its best if I dont have a life no more....|
|06 Sep 2010||Unique Brown||I want to kill my self because I hate this world, not my self. Since I was a child age 7 I been abused. 13 I was rape , sprit on , punch in the face and my mother never bought me under clothes. When I was 16-18 many people stole from me including my sister who hates me . She set me up to get beat up. And until this day she comes to my home for no reason to just stare at me. She never admited to the thing that she did to me. She scar my face and my leg. My mother named me Unique and she told me what makes me so speacial.She tells me that the man I am dating does not love me and if he did he would of married me. She told me he is useing me. Yet this may be true. But how come my mother who always complain about wearing clothes properly . Such as dont wear a pink bra with a white shirt. She her self ha the guts to put on my T-shirt ,a white t-shirt which is see through and a bright pink bra underneath. She goes in the kicten where me and my boyfriend were. What da fuck. She told me she wish to live back in harlem because she love the apartment she had. her first apartment. yet to fail to remember that I got rape there at 13. To fail to realize thata I got puch in the face a couple times by men. But yet she miss fucking to brothers in harlem. I lossed my hearing at age 16 deaf to the t bone, though I had surgery and hear out of a device now,Fucking peple hate me because I have big breast and a big butt and a small stomack, people hate me and try to find anything to make me sad. I want to tell them the mission has already been accomplish cant you see the pain in my eyes. Mission accomplish . But yet they want more.|
|04 Sep 2010||simonrcz||ive had it..my life is totlay FUCKED..i have nothing to live for..i have no friends..the pepole who know me tell the pepole who dont know me that im this that and the other...in one yearive lost...my dad died..my aunty died..my cat died..i lost my friends..i lovts my family..i lost my self confedence..my hole life..after 10 years of not liveing with my real birth mother i found her..when i was there she tret me like shit..shouting you lil fucking bastard your dads a bastard your dads this your like your dad..my dads dead it was less than a yer and she was saying this...her husbund who hates me did the same..and he always threated me..watch your fucking moth or il hit ya..one hit from me and u wont get up..il punch your teeth down your throut ..all the fucking time..it made me crazy..litraly..id try to commit suiside..id cut my self..id bang my head on the wall untill i once passed out..when i got the chance a new years eve i took 6 bottels of wine and 8 cans of beer..and over 5 days drank till i couldt feel a thing..then things got bad..only last moth or so my moms husbund beat the shit outa me..i was coverd in marke and when hed trew me to the floor my mom chocked me..then i was trw out at 1200 am bleeding hurt and nowere to go..i made it to my friends house..pepole say you should have called the cops..well thats the thing for ages ive talked to sosial sevises whitch is shit..and the cops..the cops let my mom and her husbund off with a warning..i guess nerly killing your son is ok then? it must be the cops knew..they cut it..lack of evidence no witnesses..lack of fucking evidence i was bleeding and coverd in marks???? so my dads dead and my mom can go die and beat her other 3 younger children...im now liveing with my dads exwife and her bf..this are ok..im not happie..but thats not there fault they trie there best...my couseler wants me to take pills..why dont i sust get totaly stoned on weed that will help..so yeah..I WANT TO DIE!! theres nothing left GAME OVER!!!|
|01 Sep 2010||james faw||do you have any idea how hard it is to hold your breath till you pass out ? send me a message. tell me why i shouldnt kill myself email@example.com|
|25 Aug 2010||Joey||I hate my life it sucks i have no friends my parents and family hate me i hate my schools and i cant handle it and i just want to die im done i cant do it any more but i just dont now how to kill myself|
|14 Aug 2010||jennifer||this is bullshit if you really want to end it you will.these are all cries for help,the people i read about really are not seriuos.they need therapy i am in therapy and get plenty of meds i know i will do it at the right time.when it gets this bad there really is no hope all the counseling all the meds all the doctors appointments wait of tim when you still want to end it.I have it all figured out no bullshit and cry about why i am doing it I an a realist and know i have exaustide all help.|
|14 Aug 2010||jennifer||I have tried suicide three times and it never worked eve a hospital overdosed me and i am still alive.i want to die so bad there is nothing out in the world for me.iam afriad to try agaian Imight wake up.can you die from just an overdose of differnt pills and no acohol?|
|11 Aug 2010||mischa||I try not to piss and moan too much on websites about how depressed i am, but sometimes it feels good to get it all out. Im 19 now, but have been depressed since about 14 years old. It started off due to fairly normal stuff, self esteem issues, friends, bullying etc etc. I used to cut myself for the attention and to just release the pent up emotion.
My parents do not believe in things such as "depression." My father considers it to be a joke and whenever those depression ads come on the telly he calls the people "poofters" and to "man up," before he goes on and on about how in his day men were...well Men. And my mum just gossips about everything, so if i was to talk to her, she would no doubt tell eveyone.
My sort of "friend" told me that my mum had called up the mum of another girl i know and told her that "i had problems." It just made me upset. If my mum knws i have problems, why wont she talk to me? why does she have to tell everyone else.
anyway now its like a 1000 times worse. Im so self conscious, i cant even go out to my letter box and instead of going to class, i just pretend that i go and hide in the garage until no one is home. That is how bad its gotten.
I also have something like tmau (odour problem that has no cure, unless you consider starving urself a cure), which means i find it impossible to make relationships with ANYONE. So i feel very isolated.
I have only had one real breaking point in my life, and it was horrible. Actually if i think about it, it was a emotional breakdown. for the first time i really couldnt see any point of living anymore, and was seriously considering trying to find the keys to my dads gun collection and using it. I couldnt stop crying for like a hour. it was a strange experience. i decided i was going to talk to my parents when they got home but i fell into a exhausted sleep and after that i chickened out. -_-
My grades have plummeted, i barely leave the house, binge eat. Its not so much that i WANT to die, what i would much rather prefer is that i could have a different life or was never born at all.
Suicide scares me to shit, i mean i want to live, i do find enjoyment in it. In things like reading and....well anything that helps me escape. But having tmau really really sucks. It means no relationships which = no family = no kids = cant keep my education going becuase of humiliation = low paying job = no money === a life of basically being alone and poor. yippee!
i think il just keep living my shitty life and enjoying what i can until that enjoyment is no longer there, and then il off myself.
I just kind of wish i had someone to talk to in Real life.
|10 Aug 2010||Kate83||Iknow this has nothing to do with the question at hand but -
im 26 years old and im tired!! Im tired of not feeling like i can be myself im so afraid of letting every one down , my family my friends, my partner who is the most caring wonderful loving person ive ever met he would find a way to walk on water if it made me happy but having him around just make these thoughts im having so much harder i have a secret and its killing me and i thought about killing myself just so that i dont have to see the pain in his eyes i hate my self no one really knows me or has even tried i dont think im sick of holing back the tears and saying IM FINE because im not i just want to die. im o closed off i cant even bring my self to even type out my secret fuck it.
|08 Aug 2010||Broken9118||ODing doesnt work......i ODed so many times al it does is pretty make u sick and puke.....i cut....have for 2 years.... it kinda helps but yea....im a test subject for doctors cuz they dont kno and cant figure out what the hay is rong with me.... i go through physical abuse from my father and my mother treats me like a dog..no scratch that..she treats the damn dog better... i have no friends....no freedom....im in hospitals all the time.....and i watch as my loved ones.....drop left and right from cancer.....my brother..committed suicide a few years back..o and btw suffocating to death is so flippin painful..ive gone into anaphlactic reaction or however u spell that from the stupidity of a doctor haha all he did is shoot me up with adrenanline (6 shots) causing seizures...i was pronounced dead from that...and then i wake up with a damn tube down my throat....u know your a screw up when u mess up ur own death. On top of that i only weigh 92 pounds and look like im anorexic cuz im 5"6 and 15 but that wud be due to the many drugs and tests i go thro and due to llergys most things i cant eat...or if i talk at the table...food gets taken away and im sent to my hell hole called a room..... so to those who want to commit suicide but have a great life.....dont..... ppl who love u will miss u dearly...and will be devastated....everyone has there thoughts of suicide....but it passes... and things get better.....if ur life is as screwed up as mine.....id say y not....id rather end it then suffer this hell on earth....|
|07 Aug 2010||Jennifer||Bleeding to death. I tryed overdosing myself one month after my 13th birthday. Im still 13 and im not giving up on sucide.Im depressed and i cut everyday. Doesnt help that my mom is never home and that im always home alone with 3 other kids that wont leave me alone. I hate myself and my life.My father isnt in my life. Nobody knows im depressed or that i cut and am sucidle. No im not Emo,im just a fucked up 13 yr old. There are a lot more things,that make me this way. If you want to know them E-mail me.|
|07 Aug 2010||i have no name||im actually 13.
and i just feel like i dont care anymore
i feel like no body cares about me.
and i just want to die because i know everybody will be happier when im gone..
|06 Aug 2010||Liz_suicidal||I am 13..and i cant take ot anymore..i cry myself to sleep everynight..ive tries killin myself..my family doesnt appreciate me..they laugh at my suicidal thoughts..i also cut myself everynight..hoping that those cuts will be my only friends..i feel trapped in a dark lonely hell..no one understands me and i hate it! I will kill myself|
|02 Aug 2010||jess||id like to find out too, even tho im 17 not 13, but until then i did chicken scratches on my self, its were you keep scratching your skin in the same spot till it bleeds and it really helped me to calm down and let my anger out, the only problem now is iv got like 50 scars all over my arm and hand, x|
|02 Aug 2010||Isaac||I think the best way to kill yourself is by hanging yourself. Ive attemped many times. I hate my life, i just hope someone can shoot me, thats the easy way out. Im 11 my birthday is in 3 days. I hope i die then..Well when im older im gonna shoot myself. Im tired of life, everyone hates me for no reason. Everyday at school i used to a bathroom with scissors, take out the blade and cut myself.|